Mansfield Parkby

第87章

flattermyselfthepoorsuffererwillsoonbeabletobeartheremovalwithoutmaterialinconvenienceorinjury。

AsIhavelittledoubtofyourfeelingforus,mydearFanny,underthesedistressingcircumstances,Iwillwriteagainverysoon。“

Fanny’sfeelingsontheoccasionwereindeedconsiderablymorewarmandgenuinethanheraunt’sstyleofwriting。

Shefelttrulyforthemall。Tomdangerouslyill,Edmundgonetoattendhim,andthesadlysmallpartyremainingatMansfield,werecarestoshutouteveryothercare,oralmosteveryother。ShecouldjustfindselfishnessenoughtowonderwhetherEdmund_had_writtentoMissCrawfordbeforethissummonscame,butnosentimentdweltlongwithherthatwasnotpurelyaffectionateanddisinterestedlyanxious。Herauntdidnotneglecther:

shewroteagainandagain;theywerereceivingfrequentaccountsfromEdmund,andtheseaccountswereasregularlytransmittedtoFanny,inthesamediffusestyle,andthesamemedleyoftrusts,hopes,andfears,allfollowingandproducingeachotherathaphazard。

Itwasasortofplayingatbeingfrightened。

ThesufferingswhichLadyBertramdidnotseehadlittlepoweroverherfancy;andshewroteverycomfortablyaboutagitation,andanxiety,andpoorinvalids,tillTomwasactuallyconveyedtoMansfield,andherowneyeshadbeheldhisalteredappearance。ThenaletterwhichshehadbeenpreviouslypreparingforFannywasfinishedinadifferentstyle,inthelanguageofrealfeelingandalarm;thenshewroteasshemighthavespoken。

“Heisjustcome,mydearFanny,andistakenupstairs;

andIamsoshockedtoseehim,thatIdonotknowwhattodo。Iamsurehehasbeenveryill。PoorTom!

Iamquitegrievedforhim,andverymuchfrightened,andsoisSirThomas;andhowgladIshouldbeifyouwereheretocomfortme。ButSirThomashopeshewillbebetterto-morrow,andsayswemustconsiderhisjourney。“

Therealsolicitudenowawakenedinthematernalbosomwasnotsoonover。Tom’sextremeimpatiencetoberemovedtoMansfield,andexperiencethosecomfortsofhomeandfamilywhichhadbeenlittlethoughtofinuninterruptedhealth,hadprobablyinducedhisbeingconveyedthithertooearly,asareturnoffevercameon,andforaweekhewasinamorealarmingstatethanever。

Theywereallveryseriouslyfrightened。LadyBertramwroteherdailyterrorstoherniece,whomightnowbesaidtoliveuponletters,andpassallhertimebetweensufferingfromthatofto-dayandlookingforwardtoto-morrow’s。

Withoutanyparticularaffectionforhereldestcousin,hertendernessofheartmadeherfeelthatshecouldnotsparehim,andthepurityofherprinciplesaddedyetakeenersolicitude,whensheconsideredhowlittleuseful,howlittleself-denyinghislifehad(apparently)been。

Susanwasheronlycompanionandlisteneronthis,asonmorecommonoccasions。Susanwasalwaysreadytohearandtosympathise。Nobodyelsecouldbeinterestedinsoremoteanevilasillnessinafamilyabo

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