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flattermyselfthepoorsuffererwillsoonbeabletobeartheremovalwithoutmaterialinconvenienceorinjury。
AsIhavelittledoubtofyourfeelingforus,mydearFanny,underthesedistressingcircumstances,Iwillwriteagainverysoon。“
Fanny’sfeelingsontheoccasionwereindeedconsiderablymorewarmandgenuinethanheraunt’sstyleofwriting。
Shefelttrulyforthemall。Tomdangerouslyill,Edmundgonetoattendhim,andthesadlysmallpartyremainingatMansfield,werecarestoshutouteveryothercare,oralmosteveryother。ShecouldjustfindselfishnessenoughtowonderwhetherEdmund_had_writtentoMissCrawfordbeforethissummonscame,butnosentimentdweltlongwithherthatwasnotpurelyaffectionateanddisinterestedlyanxious。Herauntdidnotneglecther:
shewroteagainandagain;theywerereceivingfrequentaccountsfromEdmund,andtheseaccountswereasregularlytransmittedtoFanny,inthesamediffusestyle,andthesamemedleyoftrusts,hopes,andfears,allfollowingandproducingeachotherathaphazard。
Itwasasortofplayingatbeingfrightened。
ThesufferingswhichLadyBertramdidnotseehadlittlepoweroverherfancy;andshewroteverycomfortablyaboutagitation,andanxiety,andpoorinvalids,tillTomwasactuallyconveyedtoMansfield,andherowneyeshadbeheldhisalteredappearance。ThenaletterwhichshehadbeenpreviouslypreparingforFannywasfinishedinadifferentstyle,inthelanguageofrealfeelingandalarm;thenshewroteasshemighthavespoken。
“Heisjustcome,mydearFanny,andistakenupstairs;
andIamsoshockedtoseehim,thatIdonotknowwhattodo。Iamsurehehasbeenveryill。PoorTom!
Iamquitegrievedforhim,andverymuchfrightened,andsoisSirThomas;andhowgladIshouldbeifyouwereheretocomfortme。ButSirThomashopeshewillbebetterto-morrow,andsayswemustconsiderhisjourney。“
Therealsolicitudenowawakenedinthematernalbosomwasnotsoonover。Tom’sextremeimpatiencetoberemovedtoMansfield,andexperiencethosecomfortsofhomeandfamilywhichhadbeenlittlethoughtofinuninterruptedhealth,hadprobablyinducedhisbeingconveyedthithertooearly,asareturnoffevercameon,andforaweekhewasinamorealarmingstatethanever。
Theywereallveryseriouslyfrightened。LadyBertramwroteherdailyterrorstoherniece,whomightnowbesaidtoliveuponletters,andpassallhertimebetweensufferingfromthatofto-dayandlookingforwardtoto-morrow’s。
Withoutanyparticularaffectionforhereldestcousin,hertendernessofheartmadeherfeelthatshecouldnotsparehim,andthepurityofherprinciplesaddedyetakeenersolicitude,whensheconsideredhowlittleuseful,howlittleself-denyinghislifehad(apparently)been。
Susanwasheronlycompanionandlisteneronthis,asonmorecommonoccasions。Susanwasalwaysreadytohearandtosympathise。Nobodyelsecouldbeinterestedinsoremoteanevilasillnessinafamilyabo
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