Mansfield Parkby

第71章

Youforgetyourself:thereisadecideddifferenceinyourtempers,Iallow。Heislively,youareserious;

butsomuchthebetter:hisspiritswillsupportyours。

Itisyourdispositiontobeeasilydejectedandtofancydifficultiesgreaterthantheyare。Hischeerfulnesswillcounteractthis。Heseesdifficultiesnowhere:

andhispleasantnessandgaietywillbeaconstantsupporttoyou。Yourbeingsofarunlike,Fanny,doesnotinthesmallestdegreemakeagainsttheprobabilityofyourhappinesstogether:donotimagineit。Iammyselfconvincedthatitisratherafavourablecircumstance。

Iamperfectlypersuadedthatthetempershadbetterbeunlike:

Imeanunlikeintheflowofthespirits,inthemanners,intheinclinationformuchorlittlecompany,inthepropensitytotalkortobesilent,tobegraveortobegay。

Someoppositionhereis,Iamthoroughlyconvinced,friendlytomatrimonialhappiness。Iexcludeextremes,ofcourse;andaverycloseresemblanceinallthosepointswouldbethelikeliestwaytoproduceanextreme。

Acounteraction,gentleandcontinual,isthebestsafeguardofmannersandconduct。“

FullwellcouldFannyguesswherehisthoughtswerenow:

MissCrawford’spowerwasallreturning。Hehadbeenspeakingofhercheerfullyfromthehourofhiscominghome。

Hisavoidingherwasquiteatanend。HehaddinedattheParsonageonlytheprecedingday。

Afterleavinghimtohishappierthoughtsforsomeminutes,Fanny,feelingitduetoherself,returnedtoMr。Crawford,andsaid,“Itisnotmerelyin_temper_thatIconsiderhimastotallyunsuitedtomyself;though,in_that_

respect,Ithinkthedifferencebetweenustoogreat,infinitelytoogreat:hisspiritsoftenoppressme;

butthereissomethinginhimwhichIobjecttostillmore。

Imustsay,cousin,thatIcannotapprovehischaracter。

Ihavenotthoughtwellofhimfromthetimeoftheplay。

Ithensawhimbehaving,asitappearedtome,soveryimproperlyandunfeelingly——Imayspeakofitnowbecauseitisallover——soimproperlybypoorMr。Rushworth,notseemingtocarehowheexposedorhurthim,andpayingattentionstomycousinMaria,which——inshort,atthetimeoftheplay,Ireceivedanimpressionwhichwillneverbegotover。“

“MydearFanny,“repliedEdmund,scarcelyhearinghertotheend,“letusnot,anyofus,bejudgedbywhatweappearedatthatperiodofgeneralfolly。ThetimeoftheplayisatimewhichIhatetorecollect。Mariawaswrong,Crawfordwaswrong,wewereallwrongtogether;butnonesowrongasmyself。Comparedwithme,alltherestwereblameless。Iwasplaying

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