Mansfield Parkby

第61章

Oh,Mr。Crawford,weareinfinitelyobligedtoyou!

Dearest,dearestWilliam!“Shejumpedupandmovedinhastetowardsthedoor,cryingout,“Iwillgotomyuncle。

Myuncleoughttoknowitassoonaspossible。“Butthiscouldnotbesuffered。Theopportunitywastoofair,andhisfeelingstooimpatient。Hewasafterherimmediately。

“Shemustnotgo,shemustallowhimfiveminuteslonger,“

andhetookherhandandledherbacktoherseat,andwasinthemiddleofhisfartherexplanation,beforeshehadsuspectedforwhatshewasdetained。

Whenshedidunderstandit,however,andfoundherselfexpectedtobelievethatshehadcreatedsensationswhichhishearthadneverknownbefore,andthateverythinghehaddoneforWilliamwastobeplacedtotheaccountofhisexcessiveandunequalledattachmenttoher,shewasexceedinglydistressed,andforsomemomentsunabletospeak。Sheconsidereditallasnonsense,asmeretriflingandgallantry,whichmeantonlytodeceiveforthehour;shecouldnotbutfeelthatitwastreatingherimproperlyandunworthily,andinsuchawayasshehadnotdeserved;butitwaslikehimself,andentirelyofapiecewithwhatshehadseenbefore;andshewouldnotallowherselftoshewhalfthedispleasureshefelt,becausehehadbeenconferringanobligation,whichnowantofdelicacyonhispartcouldmakeatrifletoher。

WhileherheartwasstillboundingwithjoyandgratitudeonWilliam’sbehalf,shecouldnotbeseverelyresentfulofanythingthatinjuredonlyherself;andafterhavingtwicedrawnbackherhand,andtwiceattemptedinvaintoturnawayfromhim,shegotup,andsaidonly,withmuchagitation,“Don’t,Mr。Crawford,praydon’t!I

begyouwouldnot。Thisisasortoftalkingwhichisveryunpleasanttome。Imustgoaway。Icannotbearit。“

Buthewasstilltalkingon,describinghisaffection,solicitingareturn,and,finally,inwordssoplainastobearbutonemeaningeventoher,offeringhimself,hand,fortune,everything,toheracceptance。Itwasso;

hehadsaidit。Herastonishmentandconfusionincreased;

andthoughstillnotknowinghowtosupposehimserious,shecouldhardlystand。Hepressedforananswer。

“No,no,no!“shecried,hidingherface。“Thisisallnonsense。

Donotdistressme。Icanhearnomoreofthis。

YourkindnesstoWilliammakesmemoreobligedtoyouthanwordscanexpress;butIdonotwant,Icannotbear,Imustnotlistentosuch——No,no,don’tthinkofme。

Butyouare_not_thinkingofme。Iknowitisallnothing。“

Shehadburstawayfromhim,andatthatmomentSirThomaswasheardspeakingtoaservantinhiswaytowardstheroomtheywerein。Itwasnotimeforfartherassurancesorentreaty,thoughtopartwithheratamomentwhenhermodestyaloneseemed,tohissanguineandpreassuredmind,tostandinthewayofthehappinesshesought,wasacruelnecessity。Sherushedoutatanoppositedoorfromtheoneherunclewasapproaching,andwaswalkingupanddowntheEastroomilltheutmostconfusionofcontra

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