Mansfield Parkby

第73章

andhaddiscretionenoughtoreservetheresttilltheymightbesecureofhavingfourwallstothemselves。

Fannynaturallyturnedupstairs,andtookherguesttotheapartmentwhichwasnowalwaysfitforcomfortableuse;

openingthedoor,however,withamostachingheart,andfeelingthatshehadamoredistressingscenebeforeherthaneverthatspothadyetwitnessed。ButtheevilreadytoburstonherwasatleastdelayedbythesuddenchangeinMissCrawford’sideas;bythestrongeffectonhermindwhichthefindingherselfintheEastroomagainproduced。

“Ha!“shecried,withinstantanimation,“amIhereagain?

TheEastroom!OnceonlywasIinthisroombefore“;

andafterstoppingtolookabouther,andseeminglytoretraceallthathadthenpassed,sheadded,“Onceonlybefore。Doyourememberit?Icametorehearse。

Yourcousincametoo;andwehadarehearsal。Youwereouraudienceandprompter。Adelightfulrehearsal。

Ishallneverforgetit。Herewewere,justinthispartoftheroom:herewasyourcousin,herewasI,herewerethechairs。Oh!whywillsuchthingseverpassaway?“

Happilyforhercompanion,shewantednoanswer。

Hermindwasentirelyself-engrossed。Shewasinareverieofsweetremembrances。

“Thescenewewererehearsingwassoveryremarkable!

Thesubjectofitsovery——very——whatshallIsay?

Hewastobedescribingandrecommendingmatrimonytome。

IthinkIseehimnow,tryingtobeasdemureandcomposedasAnhaltought,throughthetwolongspeeches。

’Whentwosympatheticheartsmeetinthemarriagestate,matrimonymaybecalledahappylife。’IsupposenotimecaneverwearouttheimpressionIhaveofhislooksandvoiceashesaidthosewords。Itwascurious,verycurious,thatweshouldhavesuchascenetoplay!

IfIhadthepowerofrecallinganyoneweekofmyexistence,itshouldbethatweek——thatactingweek。Saywhatyouwould,Fanny,itshouldbe_that_;forIneverknewsuchexquisitehappinessinanyother。Hissturdyspirittobendasitdid!Oh!itwassweetbeyondexpression。

Butalas,thatveryeveningdestroyeditall。Thatveryeveningbroughtyourmostunwelcomeuncle。PoorSirThomas,whowasgladtoseeyou?Yet,Fanny,donotimagineIwouldnowspeakdisrespectfullyofSirThomas,thoughIcertainlydidhatehimformanyaweek。No,Idohimjusticenow。

Heisjustwhattheheadofsuchafamilyshouldbe。

Nay,insobersadness,IbelieveInowloveyouall。“

Andhavingsaidso,withadegreeoftendernessandconsciousnesswhichFannyhadneverseeninherbefore,andnowthoughtonlytoobecoming,sheturnedawayforamomenttorecoverherself。“IhavehadalittlefitsinceIcameintothisroom,asyoumayperceive,“

saidshepresently,withaplayfulsmile,“butitisovernow;soletussitdownandbecomfortable;forastoscoldingyou,Fanny,whichIcamefullyintendingtodo,Ihavenottheheartforitwhenitcomestothepoint。“

Andembracingherveryaffectionately,“Good,gentleFanny!

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