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andhaddiscretionenoughtoreservetheresttilltheymightbesecureofhavingfourwallstothemselves。
Fannynaturallyturnedupstairs,andtookherguesttotheapartmentwhichwasnowalwaysfitforcomfortableuse;
openingthedoor,however,withamostachingheart,andfeelingthatshehadamoredistressingscenebeforeherthaneverthatspothadyetwitnessed。ButtheevilreadytoburstonherwasatleastdelayedbythesuddenchangeinMissCrawford’sideas;bythestrongeffectonhermindwhichthefindingherselfintheEastroomagainproduced。
“Ha!“shecried,withinstantanimation,“amIhereagain?
TheEastroom!OnceonlywasIinthisroombefore“;
andafterstoppingtolookabouther,andseeminglytoretraceallthathadthenpassed,sheadded,“Onceonlybefore。Doyourememberit?Icametorehearse。
Yourcousincametoo;andwehadarehearsal。Youwereouraudienceandprompter。Adelightfulrehearsal。
Ishallneverforgetit。Herewewere,justinthispartoftheroom:herewasyourcousin,herewasI,herewerethechairs。Oh!whywillsuchthingseverpassaway?“
Happilyforhercompanion,shewantednoanswer。
Hermindwasentirelyself-engrossed。Shewasinareverieofsweetremembrances。
“Thescenewewererehearsingwassoveryremarkable!
Thesubjectofitsovery——very——whatshallIsay?
Hewastobedescribingandrecommendingmatrimonytome。
IthinkIseehimnow,tryingtobeasdemureandcomposedasAnhaltought,throughthetwolongspeeches。
’Whentwosympatheticheartsmeetinthemarriagestate,matrimonymaybecalledahappylife。’IsupposenotimecaneverwearouttheimpressionIhaveofhislooksandvoiceashesaidthosewords。Itwascurious,verycurious,thatweshouldhavesuchascenetoplay!
IfIhadthepowerofrecallinganyoneweekofmyexistence,itshouldbethatweek——thatactingweek。Saywhatyouwould,Fanny,itshouldbe_that_;forIneverknewsuchexquisitehappinessinanyother。Hissturdyspirittobendasitdid!Oh!itwassweetbeyondexpression。
Butalas,thatveryeveningdestroyeditall。Thatveryeveningbroughtyourmostunwelcomeuncle。PoorSirThomas,whowasgladtoseeyou?Yet,Fanny,donotimagineIwouldnowspeakdisrespectfullyofSirThomas,thoughIcertainlydidhatehimformanyaweek。No,Idohimjusticenow。
Heisjustwhattheheadofsuchafamilyshouldbe。
Nay,insobersadness,IbelieveInowloveyouall。“
Andhavingsaidso,withadegreeoftendernessandconsciousnesswhichFannyhadneverseeninherbefore,andnowthoughtonlytoobecoming,sheturnedawayforamomenttorecoverherself。“IhavehadalittlefitsinceIcameintothisroom,asyoumayperceive,“
saidshepresently,withaplayfulsmile,“butitisovernow;soletussitdownandbecomfortable;forastoscoldingyou,Fanny,whichIcamefullyintendingtodo,Ihavenottheheartforitwhenitcomestothepoint。“
Andembracingherveryaffectionately,“Good,gentleFanny!
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