Mansfield Parkby

第6章

“Well,LadyBertram,“saidMrs。Norris,movingtogo,“Icanonlysaythatmysoledesireistobeofusetoyourfamily:andso,ifSirThomasshouldeverspeakagainaboutmytakingFanny,youwillbeabletosaythatmyhealthandspiritsputitquiteoutofthequestion;

besidesthat,Ireallyshouldnothaveabedtogiveher,forImustkeepaspareroomforafriend。“

LadyBertramrepeatedenoughofthisconversationtoherhusbandtoconvincehimhowmuchhehadmistakenhissister-in-law’sviews;andshewasfromthatmomentperfectlysafefromallexpectation,ortheslightestallusiontoitfromhim。Hecouldnotbutwonderatherrefusingtodoanythingforaniecewhomshehadbeensoforwardtoadopt;but,asshetookearlycaretomakehim,aswellasLadyBertram,understandthatwhatevershepossessedwasdesignedfortheirfamily,hesoongrewreconciledtoadistinctionwhich,atthesametimethatitwasadvantageousandcomplimentarytothem,wouldenablehimbettertoprovideforFannyhimself。

Fannysoonlearnthowunnecessaryhadbeenherfearsofaremoval;

andherspontaneous,untaughtfelicityonthediscovery,conveyedsomeconsolationtoEdmundforhisdisappointmentinwhathehadexpectedtobesoessentiallyserviceabletoher。Mrs。NorristookpossessionoftheWhiteHouse,theGrantsarrivedattheParsonage,andtheseeventsover,everythingatMansfieldwentonforsometimeasusual。

TheGrantsshowingadispositiontobefriendlyandsociable,gavegreatsatisfactioninthemainamongtheirnewacquaintance。

Theyhadtheirfaults,andMrs。Norrissoonfoundthemout。

TheDoctorwasveryfondofeating,andwouldhaveagooddinnereveryday;andMrs。Grant,insteadofcontrivingtogratifyhimatlittleexpense,gavehercookashighwagesastheydidatMansfieldPark,andwasscarcelyeverseeninheroffices。Mrs。Norriscouldnotspeakwithanytemperofsuchgrievances,norofthequantityofbutterandeggsthatwereregularlyconsumedinthehouse。

“Nobodylovedplentyandhospitalitymorethanherself;

nobodymorehatedpitifuldoings;theParsonage,shebelieved,hadneverbeenwantingincomfortsofanysort,hadneverborneabadcharacterin_her__time_,butthiswasawayofgoingonthatshecouldnotunderstand。

Afineladyinacountryparsonagewasquiteoutofplace。

_Her_store-room,shethought,mighthavebeengoodenoughforMrs。Granttogointo。Inquirewhereshewould,shecouldnotfindoutthatMrs。Granthadeverhadmorethanfivethousandpounds。“

LadyBertramlistenedwithoutmuchinteresttothissortofinvective。Shecouldnotenterintothewrongsofaneconomist,butshefeltalltheinjuriesofbeautyinMrs。Grant’sbeingsowellsettledinlifewithoutbeinghandsome,andexpressedherastonishmentonthatpointalmostasoften,thoughnotsodiffusely,asMrs。Norrisdiscussedtheother。

Theseopinionshadbeenhardlycanvassedayearbeforeanothereventaroseofsuchimportanceinthefamily,asmightfairlyclaimsomeplaceinthethoughtsandconversationoftheladies。SirThomasfounditexpedienttogotoAntiguahimself,forthebetterarrangementofhisaffairs,andhetookhiseldestsonwithhim,inthehopeofdetachinghimfromsomebadconnexionsathome。TheyleftEnglandwiththeprobabilityofbeingnearlyatwelvemonthabsent。

Thenecessityofthemeasureinapecuniarylight,andthehopeofitsutilitytohisson,reconciledSirThomastotheeffortofquittingtherestofhisfamily,andofleavinghisdaughterstothedirectionofothersattheirpresentmostinterestingtimeoflife。

HecouldnotthinkLadyBertramquiteequaltosupplyhisplacewiththem,orrather,toperformwhatshouldhavebeenherown;but,inMrs。Norris’swatchfulattention,andinEdmund’sjudgment,hehadsufficientconfidencetomakehimgowithoutfearsfortheirconduct。

LadyBertramdidnotatallliketohaveherhusbandleaveher;

butshewasnotdisturbedbyanyalarmforhissafety,orsolicitudeforhiscomfort,beingoneofthosepersonswhothinknothingcanbedangerous,ordifficult,orfatiguingtoanybodybutthemselves。

TheMissBertramsweremuchtobepitiedontheoccasion:

notfortheirsorrow,butfortheirwantofit。

Theirfatherwasnoobjectoflovetothem;hehadneverseemedthefriendoftheirpleasures,andhisabsencewasunhappilymostwelcome。Theywererelievedbyitfromallrestraint;andwithoutaimingatonegratificationthatwouldprobablyhavebeenforbiddenbySirThomas,theyfeltthemselvesimmediatelyattheirowndisposal,andtohaveeveryindulgencewithintheirreach。

Fanny’srelief,andherconsciousnessofit,werequiteequaltohercousins’;butamoretendernaturesuggestedthatherfeelingswereungrateful,andshereallygrievedbecauseshecouldnotgrieve。“SirThomas,whohaddonesomuchforherandherbrothers,andwhowasgoneperhapsnevertoreturn!thatsheshouldseehimgowithoutatear!itwasashamefulinsensibility。“

Hehadsaidtoher,moreover,ontheverylastmorning,thathehopedshemightseeWilliamagaininthecourseoftheensuingwinter,andhadchargedhertowriteandinvitehimtoMansfieldassoonasthesquadrontowhichhebelongedshouldbeknowntobeinEngland。

“Thiswassothoughtfulandkind!“andwouldheonlyhavesmileduponher,andcalledher“mydearFanny,“

whilehesaidit,everyformerfrownorcoldaddressmighthavebeenforgotten。Buthehadendedhisspeechinawaytosinkherinsadmortification,byadding,“IfWilliamdoescometoMansfield,Ihopeyoumaybeabletoconvincehimthatthemanyyearswhichhavepassedsinceyoupartedhavenotbeenspentonyoursideentirelywithoutimprovement;though,Ifear,hemustfindhissisteratsixteeninsomerespectstoomuchlikehissisteratten。“

Shecriedbitterlyoverthisreflectionwhenherunclewasgone;andhercousins,onseeingherwithredeyes,setherdownasahypocrite。

TomBertramhadoflatespentsolittleofhistimeathomethathecouldbeonlynominallymissed;andLadyBertramwassoonastonishedtofindhowverywelltheydidevenwithouthisfather,howwellEdmundcouldsupplyhisplaceincarving,talkingtothesteward,writingtotheattorney,settlingwiththeservants,andequallysavingherfromallpossiblefatigueorexertionineveryparticularbutthatofdirectingherletters。

Theearliestintelligenceofthetravellers’safearrivalatAntigua,afterafavourablevoyage,wasreceived;

thoughnotbeforeMrs。Norrishadbeenindulginginverydreadfulfears,andtryingtomakeEdmundparticipatethemwhenevershecouldgethimalone;andasshedependedonbeingthefirstpersonmadeacquaintedwithanyfatalcatastrophe,shehadalreadyarrangedthemannerofbreakingittoalltheothers,whenSirThomas’sassurancesoftheirbothbeingaliveandwellmadeitnecessarytolaybyheragitationandaffectionatepreparatoryspeechesforawhile。

Thewintercameandpassedwithouttheirbeingcalledfor;theaccountscontinuedperfectlygood;

andMrs。Norris,inpromotinggaietiesforhernieces,assistingtheirtoilets,displayingtheiraccomplishments,andlookingaboutfortheirfuturehusbands,hadsomuchtodoas,inadditiontoallherownhouseholdcares,someinterferenceinthoseofhersister,andMrs。Grant’swastefuldoingstooverlook,leftherverylittleoccasiontobeoccupiedinfearsfortheabsent。

TheMissBertramswerenowfullyestablishedamongthebellesoftheneighbourhood;andastheyjoinedtobeautyandbrilliantacquirementsamannernaturallyeasy,andcarefullyformedtogeneralcivilityandobligingness,theypossesseditsfavouraswellasitsadmiration。

Theirvanitywasinsuchgoodorderthattheyseemedtobequitefreefromit,andgavethemselvesnoairs;

whilethepraisesattendingsuchbehaviour,securedandbroughtroundbytheiraunt,servedtostrengthentheminbelievingtheyhadnofaults。

LadyBertramdidnotgointopublicwithherdaughters。

Shewastooindolenteventoacceptamother’sgratificationinwitnessingtheirsuccessandenjoymentattheexpenseofanypersonaltrouble,andthechargewasmadeovertohersister,whodesirednothingbetterthanapostofsuchhonourablerepresentation,andverythoroughlyrelishedthemeansitaffordedherofmixinginsocietywithouthavinghorsestohire。

Fannyhadnoshareinthefestivitiesoftheseason;

butsheenjoyedbeingavowedlyusefulasheraunt’scompanionwhentheycalledawaytherestofthefamily;and,asMissLeehadleftMansfield,shenaturallybecameeverythingtoLadyBertramduringthenightofaballoraparty。

Shetalkedtoher,listenedtoher,readtoher;

andthetranquillityofsuchevenings,herperfectsecurityinsucha_tete-a-tete_fromanysoundofunkindness,wasunspeakablywelcometoamindwhichhadseldomknownapauseinitsalarmsorembarrassments。Astohercousins’gaieties,shelovedtohearanaccountofthem,especiallyoftheballs,andwhomEdmundhaddancedwith;

butthoughttoolowlyofherownsituationtoimaginesheshouldeverbeadmittedtothesame,andlistened,therefore,withoutanideaofanynearerconcerninthem。

Uponthewhole,itwasacomfortablewintertoher;

forthoughitbroughtnoWilliamtoEngland,thenever-failinghopeofhisarrivalwasworthmuch。

Theensuingspringdeprivedherofhervaluedfriend,theoldgreypony;andforsometimeshewasindangeroffeelingthelossinherhealthaswellasinheraffections;

forinspiteoftheacknowledgedimportanceofherridingonhorse-back,nomeasuresweretakenformountingheragain,“because,“asitwasobservedbyheraunts,“shemightrideoneofhercousin’shorsesatanytimewhentheydidnotwantthem,“andastheMissBertramsregularlywantedtheirhorseseveryfineday,andhadnoideaofcarryingtheirobligingmannerstothesacrificeofanyrealpleasure,thattime,ofcourse,nevercame。

TheytooktheircheerfulridesinthefinemorningsofAprilandMay;andFannyeithersatathomethewholedaywithoneaunt,orwalkedbeyondherstrengthattheinstigationoftheother:LadyBertramholdingexercisetobeasunnecessaryforeverybodyasitwasunpleasanttoherself;andMrs。Norris,whowaswalkingallday,thinkingeverybodyoughttowalkasmuch。Edmundwasabsentatthistime,ortheevilwouldhavebeenearlierremedied。

Whenhereturned,tounderstandhowFannywassituated,andperceiveditsilleffects,thereseemedwithhimbutonethingtobedone;andthat“Fannymusthaveahorse“

wastheresolutedeclarationwithwhichheopposedwhatevercouldbeurgedbythesupinenessofhismother,ortheeconomyofhisaunt,tomakeitappearunimportant。

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