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Mustitnotfollowofcourse,that,whenhewasunderstood,heshouldsucceed?Hebelieveditfully。Lovesuchashis,inamanlikehimself,mustwithperseverancesecureareturn,andatnogreatdistance;andhehadsomuchdelightintheideaofobliginghertolovehiminaveryshorttime,thathernotlovinghimnowwasscarcelyregretted。
AlittledifficultytobeovercomewasnoeviltoHenryCrawford。Heratherderivedspiritsfromit。
Hehadbeenapttogainheartstooeasily。Hissituationwasnewandanimating。
ToFanny,however,whohadknowntoomuchoppositionallherlifetofindanycharminit,allthiswasunintelligible。
Shefoundthathedidmeantopersevere;buthowhecould,aftersuchlanguagefromherasshefeltherselfobligedtouse,wasnottobeunderstood。Shetoldhimthatshedidnotlovehim,couldnotlovehim,wassureshenevershouldlovehim;thatsuchachangewasquiteimpossible;
thatthesubjectwasmostpainfultoher;thatshemustentreathimnevertomentionitagain,toallowhertoleavehimatonce,andletitbeconsideredasconcludedforever。
Andwhenfartherpressed,hadadded,thatinheropiniontheirdispositionsweresototallydissimilarastomakemutualaffectionincompatible;andthattheywereunfittedforeachotherbynature,education,andhabit。Allthisshehadsaid,andwiththeearnestnessofsincerity;
yetthiswasnotenough,forheimmediatelydeniedtherebeinganythinguncongenialintheircharacters,oranythingunfriendlyintheirsituations;andpositivelydeclared,thathewouldstilllove,andstillhope!
Fannyknewherownmeaning,butwasnojudgeofherownmanner。
Hermannerwasincurablygentle;andshewasnotawarehowmuchitconcealedthesternnessofherpurpose。
Herdiffidence,gratitude,andsoftnessmadeeveryexpressionofindifferenceseemalmostaneffortofself-denial;
seem,atleast,tobegivingnearlyasmuchpaintoherselfastohim。Mr。CrawfordwasnolongertheMr。Crawfordwho,astheclandestine,insidious,treacherousadmirerofMariaBertram,hadbeenherabhorrence,whomshehadhatedtoseeortospeakto,inwhomshecouldbelievenogoodqualitytoexist,andwhosepower,evenofbeingagreeable,shehadbarelyacknowledged。HewasnowtheMr。Crawfordwhowasaddressingherselfwithardent,disinterestedlove;
whosefeelingswereapparentlybecomeallthatwashonourableandupright,whoseviewsofhappinesswereallfixedonamarriageofattachment;whowaspouringouthissenseofhermerits,describinganddescribingagainhisaffection,provingasfaraswordscouldproveit,andinthelanguage,tone,andspiritofamanoftalenttoo,thathesoughtherforhergentlenessandhergoodness;
andtocompletethewhole,hewasnowtheMr。CrawfordwhohadprocuredWilliam’spromotion!
Herewasachange,andherewereclaimswhichcouldnotbutoperate!Shemighthavedisdainedhiminallthe
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