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Ah!dear,Ididnotknowwhatlovecouldbe,unitedtoyouth,talent,andbeauty。Gastonhasnoaffectations,hemoveswithaninstinctiveandunstudiedgrace。Whenwewalkalonetogetherinthewoods,hisarmroundmywaist,minerestingonhisshoulder,bodyfittingtobody,andheadtouchinghead,ourstepissoeven,uniform,andgentle,thatthosewhoseeuspassbynighttakethevisionforasinglefigureglidingoverthegraveledwalks,likeoneofHomer’simmortals。Alikeharmonyexistsinourdesires,ourthoughts,ourwords。Morethanonceonsomeeveningwhenapassingshowerhaslefttheleavesglisteningandthemoistgrassbrightwithamorevividgreen,ithaschancedthatweendedourwalkwithoututteringaword,aswelistenedtothepatteroffallingdropsandfeastedoureyesonthescarletsunset,flaringonthehilltopsordyeingwithawarmertonethegrayofthetreetrunks。
BeyondadoubtourthoughtsthenrosetoHeaveninsilentprayer,pleadingasitwere,forourhappiness。Attimesacrywouldescapeusatthemomentwhensomesuddenbendonthepathopenedupfreshbeauties。Whatwordscantellhowhoney-sweet,howfullofmeaning,isakisshalf-timidlyexchangedwithinthesanctuaryofnature——itisasthoughGodhadcreatedustoworshipinthisfashion。
Andwereturnhome,eachmoredeeplyinlovethanever。
AlovesopassionatebetweenoldmarriedpeoplewouldbeanoutrageonsocietyinParis;onlyintheheartofthewoods,likelovers,canwegivescopetoit。
Tocometoparticulars,Gastonisofmiddleheight——theheightpropertoallmenofpurpose。Neitherstoutnorthin,hisfigureisadmirablymade,withamplefulnessintheproportions,whileeverymotionisagile;heleapsaditchwiththeeasygraceofawildanimal。Whateverhisattitude,heseemstohaveaninstinctivesenseofbalance,andthisisveryrareinmenwhoaregiventothought。Thoughadarkman,hehasanextraordinarilyfaircomplexion;hisjet-blackhaircontrastsfinelywiththelustrelesstintsoftheneckandforehead。
HehasthetragicheadofLouisXIII。Hismoustacheandtufthavebeenallowedtogrow,butImadehimshavethewhiskersandbeard,whichweregettingtoocommon。Anhonorablepovertyhasbeenhissafeguard,andhandedhimovertome,unsoiledbythelooselifewhichruinssomanyyoungmen。Histeetharemagnificent,andhehasaconstitutionofiron。Hiskeenblueeyes,formefulloftenderness,willflashlikelightningatanyrousingthought。
Likeallmenofstrongcharacterandpowerfulmind,hehasanadmirabletemper;itsevennesswouldsurpriseyou,asitdidme。I
havelistenedtothetaleofmanyawoman’shometroubles;Ihaveheardofthemoodsanddepressionofmendissatisfiedwiththemselves,whoeitherwon’tgetoldorageungracefully,menwhocarryaboutthroughlifetheranklingmemoryofsomeyouthfulexcess,whoseveinsrunpoisonandwhoseeyesareneverfranklyhappy,menwhocloaksuspicionunderbadtemper,andmaketheirwomenpayforanhour’speacebyamorningofannoyance,whotakevengeanceonusforabeautywhichishatefultothembecausetheyhaveceasedthemselvestobeattractive,——allthesearehorrorsunknowntoyouth。Theyarethepenaltyofunequalunions。Oh!mydear,whateveryoudo,don’tmarryAthenaistoanoldman!
Buthissmile——howIfeastonit!Asmilewhichisalwaysthere,yetalwaysfreshthroughtheplayofsubtlefancy,aspeakingsmilewhichmakesofthelipsastorehouseforthoughtsofloveandunspokengratitude,asmilewhichlinkspresentjoystopast。Fornothingisallowedtodropoutofourcommonlife。Thesmallestworksofnaturehavebecomepartandparcelofourjoy。Inthesedelightfulwoodseverythingisaliveandeloquentofourselves。Anoldmoss-grownoak,nearthewoodsman’shouseontheroadside,remindsushowwesatthere,wearied,underitsshade,whileGastontaughtmeaboutthemossesatourfeetandtoldmetheirstory,till,graduallyascendingfromsciencetoscience,wetouchedtheveryconfinesofcreation。
Thereissomethingsokindredinourmindsthattheyseemtomeliketwoeditionsofthesamebook。YouseewhataliterarytendencyIhavedeveloped!Webothhavethehabit,orthegift,oflookingateverysubjectbroadly,oftakinginallitspointsofview,andtheproofweareconstantlygivingourselvesofthesinglenessofourinwardvisionisanever-newpleasure。Wehaveactuallycometolookonthiscommunityofmindasapledgeoflove;andifiteverfailedus,itwouldmeanasmuchtousaswouldabreachoffidelityi
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