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Youneverscrupletousethepowerwhichhislovehasplacedinyourhand。Yourpositionofvantagemaybereadinagesture,alook,atone。Oh!darling,howtrulyareyouthemadwantonyourmothercalledyou!Youdonotquestion,Ifancy,thatIamgreatlyLouis’superior。
Well,Iwouldaskyou,haveyoueverheardmecontradicthim?AmInotalways,inthepresenceofothers,thewifewhorespectsinhimtheauthorityofthefamily?Hypocrisy!youwillsay。Well,listentome。
ItistruethatifIwanttogivehimanyadvicewhichIthinkmaybeofusetohim,IwaitforthequietandseclusionofourbedroomtoexplainwhatIthinkandwish;but,Iassureyou,sweetheart,thateventhereIneverarrogatetomyselftheplaceofmentor。IfIdidnotremaininprivatethesamesubmissivewifethatIappeartoothers,hewouldloseconfidenceinhimself。Dear,thegoodwedotoothersisspoiltunlessweeffaceourselvessocompletelythatthosewehelphavenosenseofinferiority。Thereisawonderfulsweetnessinthesehiddensacrifices,andwhatatriumphformeinyourunsuspectingpraisesofLouis!Therecanbenodoubtalsothatthehappiness,thecomfort,thehopeofthelasttwoyearshaverestoredwhatmisfortune,hardship,solitude,anddespondencyhasrobbedhimof。
This,then,isthesum-totalofmyobservations。AtthepresentmomentyouloveinFelipe,notyourhusband,butyourself。Thereistruthinyourfather’swords;concealedbythespring-flowersofyourpassionliesallthegreatlady’sselfishness。Ah!mychild,howImustloveyoutospeaksuchbittertruths!
Letmetellyou,ifyouwillpromisenevertobreatheawordofthistotheBaron,theendofourtalk。Wehadbeensingingyourpraisesineverykey,forhesoondiscoveredthatIlovedyoulikeafondly-
cherishedsister,andhavinginsensiblybroughthimtoaconfidentialmood,Iventuredtosay:
“Louisehasneveryethadtostrugglewithlife。Shehasbeenthespoiltchildoffortune,andshemightyethavetopayforthiswereyounottheretoactthepartoffatheraswellaslover。“
“Ah!butisitpossible?……“Hebrokeoffabruptly,likeamanwhoseeshimselfontheedgeofaprecipice。Buttheexclamationwasenoughforme。Nodoubt,ifyouhadstayed,hewouldhavespokenmorefreelylater。
Mysweet,thinkofthedayawaitingyouwhenyourhusband’sstrengthwillbeexhausted,whenpleasurewillhaveturnedtosatiety,andheseeshimself,Iwillnotsaydegraded,butshornofhisproperdignitybeforeyou。Thestingsofconsciencewillthenwakenasortofremorseinhim,allthemorepainfulforyou,becauseyouwillfeelyourselfresponsible,andyouwillendbydespisingthemanwhomyouhavenotaccustomedyourselftorespect。Remember,too,thatscornwithawomanisonlytheearliestphaseofhatred。Youaretoonobleandgenerous,Iknow,evertoforgetthesacrificeswhichFelipehasmadeforyou;
butwhatfurthersacrificeswillbeleftforhimtomakewhenhehas,sotospeak,serveduphimselfatthefirstbanquet?Woetotheman,astothewoman,whohasleftnodesireunsatisfied!Allisoverthen。
Toourshameorourglory——thepointistooniceformetodecide——itisoflovealonethatwomenareinsatiable。
Oh!Louise,changeyet,whilethereisstilltime。IfyouwouldonlyadoptthesamecoursewithMacumerthatIhavedonewithl’Estorade,youmightrousethesleepinglioninyourhusband,whoismadeofthestuffofheroes。Onemightalmostsaythatyougrudgehimhisgreatness。Wouldyoufeelnoprideinusingyourpowerforotherendsthanyourowngratification,inawakeningthegeniusofagiftedman,asIinraisingtoahigherleveloneofmerelycommonparts?
Hadyouremainedwithus,Ishouldstillhave
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