The Longest Journey

第20章

hewouldsay。Intime——itwasstillveryvague——hewouldrentorpurchaseafarm。Thereisnoformulainwhichwemaysumupdecentpeople。SoAnsellhadpreached,andhadofcourseproceededtoofferaformula:"Theymustbeserious,theymustbetruthful。"Seriousnotinthesenseofglum;buttheymustbeconvincedthatourlifeisastateofsomeimportance,andourearthnotaplacetobeattimeon。OfsomuchStephenwasconvinced:heshoweditinhiswork,inhisplay,inhisself—respect,andaboveall——thoughthefactishardtoface—inhissacredpassionforalcohol。Drink,today,isanunlovelything。BetweenusandtheheightsofCithaerontheriverofsinnowflows。Yetthecriesstillcallfromthemountain,andgrantedamanhasrespondedtothem,itisbetterherespondwiththecandouroftheGreek。

"IshallstopattheThompsons’now,"saidthedisappointedreveller。"Prayers。"

Rickiedidnotpresshistriumph,butitwasahappymoment,partlybecauseofthetriumph,partlybecausehewassurethathisbrothermustcareforhim。Stephenwastooselfishtogiveupanypleasurewithoutgravereasons。HewascertainthathehadbeenrighttodisentanglehimselffromSawston,andtoignorethethreatsandtearsthatstilltemptedhimtoreturn。Heretherewasrealworkforhimtodo。Moreover,thoughhesoughtnoreward,ithadcome。Hishealthwasbetter,hisbrainsound,hislifewashedclean,notbythewatersofsentiment,butbytheeffortsofafellow—man。Stephenwasmanfirst,brotherafterwards。Hereinlayhisbrutalityandalsohisvirtue。"Lookmeintheface。Don’thangonmeclothesthatdon’tbelong——asyoudidonyourwife,givinghersaint’srobes,whereasshewassimplyawomanofherownsort,whoneededcarefulwatching。Tearupthephotographs。HereamI,andthereareyou。Therestiscant。"Therestwasnotcant,andperhapsStephenwouldconfessasmuchintime。ButRickieneededatonic,andaman,notabrother,mustholdittohislips。

"Iseetheoldspire,"hecalled,andthenadded,"Idon’tmindseeingitagain。"

"Noonedoes,asfarasIknow。Peoplehavecomefromtheothersideoftheworldtoseeitagain。"

"Piouspeople。ButIdon’tholdwithbishops。"Hewasyoungenoughtobeuneasy。Thecathedral,afountofsuperstition,mustfindnoplaceinhislife。Attheageoftwentyhehadsettledthings。

"I’vegotmyownphilosophy,"heoncetoldAnsell,"andIdon’tcareastrawaboutyours。"Ansell’smirthhadannoyedhimnotalittle。Anditwasstrangethatonesosettledshouldfeelhisheartleapupatthesightofanoldspire。"Iregarditasapublicbuilding,"hetoldRickie,whoagreed。"It’suseful,too,asalandmark。"Hisattitudetodaywasdefensive。ItwaspartofasubtlechangethatRickiehadnotedinhimsincehisreturnfromScotland。Hisfacegavehintsofanewmaturity。"YoucanseetheoldspirefromtheRidgeway,"hesaid,suddenlylayingahandonRickie’sknee,"beforerainasclearlyasanytelegraphpost。"

"HowfaristheRidgeway?"

"Seventeenmiles。"

"Whichdirection?"

"North,naturally。NorthagainfromthatyouseeDevizes,thevaleofPewsey,andtheotherdowns。AlsotowardsBath。Itissomethingofaview。YououghttogetontheRidgeway。"

"Ishouldn’thavetimeforthat。"

"OrBeaconHill。Orlet’sdoStonehenge。"

"Ifit’sfine,IsuggesttheRings。"

"Itwillbefine。"Thenhemurmuredthenamesofvillages。

"Iwishyoucouldlivehere,"saidRickiekindly。"Ibelieveyoulovetheseparticularacresmorethanthewholeworld。"

Stephenrepliedthatthiswasnotthecase:hewasonlyusedtothem。Hewishedtheyweredrivingout,insteadofwaitingfortheCadchurchtrain。

TheyhadadvancedintoSalisbury,andthecathedral,apublicbuilding,wasgreyagainstatendersky。Rickiesuggestedthat,whilewaitingforthetrain,theyshouldvisitit。Hespokeoftheincomparablenorthporch。

"I’veneverbeeninsideit,andIneverwill。Sorrytoshockyou,Rickie,butImusttellyouplainly。I’manatheist。Idon’tbelieveinanything。"

"Ido,"saidRickie。

"Whenamandies,it’sasifhe’sneverbeen,"heasserted。ThetraindrewupinSalisburystation。Herealittleincidenttookplacewhichcausedthemtoaltertheirplans。

Theyfoundoutsidethestationatrapdrivenbyasmallboy,whohadcomeinfromCadfordtofetchsomewire—netting。"That’lldous,"saidStephen,andcalledtotheboy,"IfIpayyourrailway—ticketback,andifIgiveyousixpenceaswell,willyouletusdrivebackinthetrap?"Theboysaidno。"Itwillbeallright,"saidRickie。"IamMrs。Failing’snephew。"Theboyshookhishead。"AndyouknowMr。Wonham?"Theboycouldn’tsayhedidn’t。"Thenwhat’syourobjection?Why?Whatisit?Whynot?"

ButStephenleantagainstthetime—tablesandspokeofothermatters。

Presentlytheboysaid,"Didyousayyou’dpaymyrailway—ticketback,Mr。Wonham?"

"Yes,"saidabystander。"Didn’tyouhearhim?"

"Iheardhimrightenough。"

NowStephenlaidhishandonthesplash—board,saying,"WhatI

want,though,isthistraphereofyours,see,todriveinbackmyself;"andashespokethebystanderfollowedhimincanon,"Whathewants,though,isthattheretrapofyours,see,todrivehisselfbackin。"

"I’venoobjection,"saidtheboy,asifdeeplyoffended。Foratimehesatmotionless,andthengotdown,remarking,"Iwon’trobyouofyoursixpence。"

"Sillylittlefool,"snappedRickie,astheydrovethroughthetown。

Stephenlookedsurprised。"What’swrongwiththeboy?Hehadtothinkitover。Noonehadaskedhimtodosuchathingbefore。

Nexttimehe’dletushavethetrapquickenough。"

"Notifhehaddriveninforacabbageinsteadofwire—netting。"

"Heneverwoulddriveinforacabbage。"

Rickieshuffledhisfeet。Buthisirritationpassed。Hesawthatthelittleincidenthadbeenaquietchallengetothecivilizationthathehadknown。"Organize。""Systematize。""Fillupeverymoment,""Induceespritdecorps。"Hereviewedthewatchwordsofthelasttwoyears,andfoundthattheyignoredpersonalcontest,personaltruces,personallove。ByfollowingthemSawstonSchoolhadlostitsquietusefulnessandbecomeafrothysea,whereinplungedDunwoodHouse,thatunnecessaryship。

Humbled,heturnedtoStephenandsaid,"No,you’reright。

Nothingiswrongwiththeboy。Hewashonestlythinkingitout。"

ButStephenhadforgottentheincident,orelsehewasnotinclinedtotalkaboutit。Hisassertivefitwasover。

ThedirectroadfromSalisburytoCadoverisextremelydull。Thecity——whichGodintendedtokeepbytheriver;didshenotmovethere,beingthirsty,inthereignofWilliamRufus?——thecityhadstrayedoutofherownplain,climbedupherslopes,andtumbledovertheminuglycataractsofbrick。Thecataractsarestillshort,anddoubtlesstheymeetorcreatesomecommercialneed。Butinsteadoflookingtowardsthecathedral,asallthecityshould,theylookoutwardsatapaganentrenchment,asthecityshouldnot。Theyneglectthepoiseoftheearth,andthesentimentsshehasdecreed。Theyarethemodernspirit。

Throughthemtheroaddescendsintoanunobtrusivecountrywhere,nevertheless,thepoweroftheearthgrowsstronger。Streamsdodivide。Distancesdostillexist。Itiseasiertoknowthemeninyourvalleythanthosewholiveinthenext,acrossawasteofdown。Itiseasiertoknowmenwell。Thecountryisnotparadise,andcanshowthevicesthatgrieveagoodmaneverywhere。Butthereisroominit,andleisure。

"Isuppose,"saidRickieasthetwilightfell,"thiskindofthingisgoingonalloverEngland。"Perhapshemeantthattownsareafterallexcrescences,greyfluxions,wheremen,hurryingtofindoneanother,havelostthemselves。Buthegotnoresponse,andexpectednone。Turningroundinhisseat,hewatchedthewintersunslideoutofaquietsky。Thehorizonwasprimrose,andtheearthagainstitgavemomentaryhintsofpurple。Allfaded:nopageantwouldconcludethegraciousday,andwhenheturnedeastwardthenightwasalreadyestablished。

"Thoseverlands——"saidStephen,scarcelyabovehisbreath。

"Whatareverlands?"

Hepointedatthedusk,andsaid,"Ournameforakindoffield。"

Thenhedrovehiswhipintoitssocket,andseemedtoswallowsomething。Rickie,straininghiseyesforverlands,couldonlyseeatumblingwildernessofbrown。

"Aretheremanylocalwords?"

"Therehavebeen。"

"Isupposetheydieout。"

Theconversationturnedcuriously。Inthetoneofonewhoreplies,hesaid,"IexpectthatsometimeorotherIshallmarry。"

"Iexpectyouwill,"saidRickie,andwonderedalittlewhythereplyseemednotabrupt。"WouldweseetheRingsinthedaytimefromhere?"

"(Wedoseethem。)ButMrs。Failingoncesaidnodecentwomanwouldhaveme。"

"Didyouagreetothat?"

"Drivealittle,willyou?"

Thehorsewentslowlyforwardintothewilderness,thatturnedfrombrowntoblack。Thenaluminousglimmersurroundedthem,andtheairgrewcooler:theroadwasdescendingbetweenparapetsofchalk。

"But,Rickie,mightn’tIfindagirl——naturallynotrefined——andbehappywithherinmyownway?IwouldtellherstraightIwasnothingmuch——faithful,ofcourse,butthatsheshouldneverhaveallmythoughts。Outofnodisrespecttoher,butbecauseallone’sthoughtscan’tbelongtoanysingleperson。"

Whilehespokeeventheroadvanished,andinvisiblewatercamegurglingthroughthewheel—spokes。Thehorsehadchosentheford。

"Youcan’townpeople。Atleastafellowcan’t。Itmaybedifferentforapoet。(Letthehorsedrink。)AndIwanttomarrysomeone,anddon’tyetknowwhosheis,whichapoetagainwilltellyouisdisgusting。Doesitdisgustyou?Beingnothingmuch,surelyI’dbettergogently。Forit’ssomethingratheroutsidethatmakesonemarry,ifyoufollowme:notexactlyoneself。

(Don’thurrythehorse。)Wewanttomarry,andyet——Ican’texplain。IfancyI’llgowading:thisisourstream。"

Romanticloveisgreaterthanthis。Therearemenandwomen——weknowitfromhistory——whohavebeenbornintotheworldforeachother,andfornooneelse,whohaveaccomplishedthelongestjourneylockedineachother’sarms。Butromanticloveisalsothecodeofmodernmorals,and,forthisreason,popular。Eternalunion,eternalownership——thesearetemptingbaitsfortheaverageman。Heswallowsthem,willnotconfesshismistake,and——perhapstocoverit——cries"dirtycynic"atsuchamanasStephen。

Rickiewatchedtheblackearthunitetotheblacksky。Buttheskyoverheadgrewclearer,andinittwinkledthePloughandthecentralstars。Hethoughtofhisbrother’sfutureandofhisownpast,andofhowmuchtruthmightlieinthatantithesisofAnsell’s:"Amanwantstolovemankind,awomanwantstoloveoneman。"Atallevents,heandhiswifehadillustratedit,andperhapstheconflict,sotragicintheirowncase,waselsewherethesaltoftheworld。MeanwhileStephencalledfromthewaterformatches:therewassometrickwithpaperwhichMr。Failinghadshowedhim,andwhichhewouldshowRickienow,insteadoftalkingnonsense。Bendingdown,heilluminatedthedimpledsurfaceoftheford。"Quiteacurrent。"hesaid,andhisfaceflickeredoutinthedarkness。"Yes,givemetheloosepaper,quick!Crumpleitintoaball。"

Rickieobeyed,thoughintentonthetransfiguredface。Hebelievedthatanewspiritdweltthere,expellingthecruditiesofyouth。Hesawsteadiereyes,andthesignofmanhoodsetlikeabarofgolduponsteadierlips。Somefacesareknitbybeauty,orbyintellect,orbyagreatpassion:hadStephen’swaitedforthetouchoftheyears?

Buttheyplayedasboyswhocontinuedthenonsenseoftherailwaycarriage。Thepapercaughtfirefromthematch,andspreadintoaroseofflame。"Nowgentlywithme,"saidStephen,andtheylaiditflowerlikeonthestream。Gravelandtremulousweedsleaptintosight,andthentheflowersailedintodeepwater,andupleaptthetwoarchesofabridge。"It’llstrike!"theycried;

"no,itwon’t;it’schosentheleft,"andonearchbecameafairytunnel,droppingdiamonds。ThenitvanishedforRickie;butStephen,whokneltinthewater,declaredthatitwasstillafloat,farthroughthearch,burningasifitwouldburnforever。

XXXIV

ThecarriagethatMrs。FailinghadsenttomeethernephewreturnedfromCadchurchstationempty。Shewaspreparingforasolitarydinnerwhenhesomehowarrived,fullofapologies,butmoresedatethanshehadexpected。Shecuthisexplanationsshort。"Nevermindhowyougothere。Youarehere,andIamquitepleasedtoseeyou。"Hechangedhisclothesandtheyproceededtothedining—room。

Therewasabrightfire,butthecurtainswerenotdrawn。Mr。

Failinghadbelievedthatwindowswiththenightbehindaremorebeautifulthananypictures,andhiswidowhadkepttothecustom。Itwasbraveofhertopersevere,lumpsofchalkhavingcomeoutofthenightlastJune。Forsomeobscurereason——notsoobscuretoRickie——shehadpreservedthemasmementoesofanepisode。Seeingtheminarowonthemantelpiece,heexpectedthattheirfirsttopicwouldbeStephen。Buttheynevermentionedhim,thoughhewaslatentinallthattheysaid。

ItwasofMr。Failingthattheyspoke。TheEssayshadbeenasuccess。Shewasreallypleased。Thebookwasbroughtinatherrequest,andbetweenthecoursesshereaditaloudtohernephew,inhersoftyetunsympatheticvoice。Thenshesentforthepressnotices——afterallnoonedespisesthem——andreadtheircommentsonherintroduction。Shewieldedagracefulpen,wasapt,adequate,suggestive,indispensable,unnecessary。Sothemealpassedpleasantlyaway,fornoonecouldsowellcombinetheformalwiththeunconventional,anditonlyseemedcharmingwhenpaperslitteredherstatelytable。

"Mymanwroteverynicely,"sheobserved。"Now,youreadmesomethingoutofhimthatyoulike。Read’TheTruePatriot。’"

Hetookthebookandfound:"Letusloveoneanother。Letourchildren,physicalandspiritual,loveoneanother。Itisallthatwecando。Perhapstheearthwillneglectourlove。Perhapsshewillconfirmit,andsuffersomerallying—point,spire,mound,forthenewgeneratonstocherish。"

"Hewrotethatwhenhewasyoung。Lateronhedoubtedwhetherwehadbetterloveoneanother,orwhethertheearthwillconfirmanything。Hediedamostunhappyman。"

Hecouldnothelpsaying,"Notknowingthattheearthhadconfirmedhim。"

"Hasshe?Itisquitepossible。Wemeetsoseldominthesedays,sheandI。Doyouseemuchoftheearth?"

"Alittle。"

"Doyouexpectthatshewillconfirmyou?"

"Itisquitepossible。"

"Bewareofher,Rickie,Ithink。"

"Ithinknot。"

"Bewareofher,surely。Goingbacktoherreallyisgoingback——

throwingawaytheartificialitywhich(thoughyouyoungpeoplewon’tconfessit)istheonlygoodthinginlife。Don’tpretendyouaresimple。OnceIpretended。Don’tpretendthatyoucareforanythingbutforclevertalksuchasthis,andforbooks。"

"Thetalk,"saidLeightonafterwards,"certainlywasclever。Butitmeantsomething,allthesame。"Heheardnomore,forhismistresstoldhimtoretire。

"Andmynephew,thisbeingso,makeupyourquarrelwithyourwife。"Shestretchedoutherhandtohimwithrealfeeling。"Itiseasiernowthanitwillbelater。Poorlady,shehaswrittentomefoolishlyandoften,but,onthewhole,Isidewithheragainstyou。Shewouldgrantyouallthatyoufoughtfor——allthepeople,allthetheories。Ihaveit,inherwriting,thatshewillneverinterferewithyourlifeagain。"

"Shecannothelpinterfering,"saidRickie,withhiseyesontheblackwindows。"Shedespisesme。Besides,Idonotloveher。"

"Iknow,mydear。Norsheyou。Iamnotbeingsentimental。Isayoncemore,bewareoftheearth。Weareconventionalpeople,andconventions——ifyouwillbutseeit——aremajesticintheirway,andwillclaimusintheend。Wedonotliveforgreatpassionsorforgreatmemories,orforanythinggreat。"

Hethrewuphishead。"Wedo。"

"Nowlistentome。Iamseriousandfriendlytonight,asyoumusthaveobserved。Ihaveaskedyouherepartlytoamusemyself——youbelongtomyMarchPast——butalsotogiveyougoodadvice。Therehasbeenavolcano——aphenomenonwhichItoooncegreatlyadmired。Theeruptionisover。Lettheconventionsdotheirworknow,andcleartherubbishaway。Myageisfifty—nine,andItellyousolemnlythattheimportantthingsinlifearelittlethings,andthatpeoplearenotimportantatall。Gobacktoyourwife。"

Helookedather,andwasfilledwithpity。Heknewthathewouldneverbefrightenedofheragain。Onlybecauseshewasseriousandfriendlydidhetroublehimselftoreply。"ThereisonelittlefactIshouldliketotellyou,asconfutingyourtheory。

Theideaofastory——alongstory——hadbeeninmyheadforayear。Asadreamtoamusemyself——thekindofamusementyouwouldrecommendforthefuture。Ishouldhavehadtimetowriteit,butthepeopleroundmecolouredmylife,andsoitneverseemedworthwhile。Forthestoryisnotlikelytopay。Thencamethevolcano。AfewdaysafteritwasoverIlayinbedlookingoutuponaworldofrubbish。TwomenIknow——oneintellectual,theotherverymuchthereverse——burstintotheroom。Theysaid,’Whathappenedtoyourshortstories?Theyweren’tgood,butwherearethey?Whyhaveyoustoppedwriting?Whyhaven’tyoubeentoItaly?Youmustwrite。Youmustgo。Becausetowrite,togo,isyou。"Well,Ihavewritten,andyesterdaywesentthelongstoryoutonitsrounds。Themendonotlikeit,fordifferentreasons。ButitmatteredverymuchtothemthatIshouldwriteit,andsoitgotwritten。AsItoldyou,thisisonlyonefact;

otherfacts,Itrust,havehappenedinthelastfivemonths。ButImentionittoprovethatpeopleareimportant,andtherefore,howevermuchitinconveniencesmywife,Iwillnotgobacktoher。"

"AndItaly?"askedMrs。Failing。

Thisquestionheavoided。Italymustwait。Nowthathehadthetime,hehadnotthemoney。

"Orwhatisthelongstoryabout,then?"

"Aboutamanandawomanwhomeetandarehappy。"

"Somewhatofatourdeforce,Iconclude。"

Hefrowned。"Inliteratureweneedn’tintrudeourownlimitations。I’mnotsosillyastothinkthatallmarriagesturnoutlikemine。Mycharacteristoblameforourcatastrophe,notmarriage。"

"Mydear,Itoohavemarried;marriageistoblame。"

Buthereagainheseemedtoknowbetter。

"Well,"shesaid,leavingthetableandmovingwithherdesserttothemantelpiece,"soyouareabandoningmarriageandtakingtoliterature。Andarehappy。"

"Yes。"

"Because,asweusedtosayatCambridge,thecowisthere。Theworldisrealagain。Thisisaroom,thatawindow,outsideisthenight"

"Goon。"

Hepointedtothefloor。"Thedayisstraightbelow,shiningthroughotherwindowsintootherrooms。"

"Youareveryodd,"shesaidafterapause,"andIdonotlikeyouatall。Thereyousit,eatingmybiscuits,andallthetimeyouknowthattheearthisround。Whotaughtyou?Iamgoingtobednow,andallthenight,youtellme,youandIandthebiscuitsgoplungingeastwards,untilwereachthesun。Butbreakfastwillbeatnineasusual。Good—night。"

Sherangthebelltwice,andhermaidcamewithhercandleandherwalking—stick:itwasherhabitoflatetogotoherroomassoonasdinnerwasover,forshehadnoonetositupwith。

Rickiewasimpressedbyherloneliness,andalsobythemixtureinherofinsightandobtuseness。Shewassoquick,soclear—headed,soimaginativeeven。Butallthesame,shehadforgottenwhatpeoplewerelike。Findinglifedull,shehaddroppedliesintoit,asachemistdropsanewelementintoasolution,hopingthatlifewouldtherebysparkleorturnsomebeautifulcolour。Shelovedtomisleadothers,andintheendherprivateviewoffalseandtruewasobscured,andshemisledherself。HowshemusthaveenjoyedtheirerrorsoverStephen!Butherownerrorhadbeengreater,inasmuchasitwasspiritualentirely。

Leightoncameinwithsomecoffee。Feelingitunnecessarytolightthedrawing—roomlampforonesmallyoungman,hepersuadedRickietosayhepreferredthedining—room。SoRickiesatdownbythefireplayingwithoneofthelumpsofchalk。Histhoughtswentbacktotheford,fromwhichtheyhadscarcelywandered。

Stillheheardthehorseinthedarkdrinking,stillhesawthemysticrose,andthetunneldroppingdiamonds。Hehaddrivenawayalone,believingtheearthhadconfirmedhim。Hestoodbehindthingsatlast,andknewthatconventionsarenotmajestic,andthattheywillnotclaimusintheend。

Ashemused,thechalkslippedfromhisfingers,andfellonthecoffee—cup,whichbroke。Thechina,saidLeighton,wasexpensive。

Hebelieveditwasimpossibletomatchitnow。Eachcupwasdifferent。Itwasaharlequinset。Thesaucer,withoutthecup,wasthereforeuseless。WouldMr。ElliotpleaseexplaintoMrs。

Failinghowithappened。

Rickiepromisedhewouldexplain。

HehadleftStephenpreparingtobathe,andhadheardhimworkingup—streamlikeananimal,splashingintheshallows,breathingheavilyasheswamthepools;attimesreedssnapped,orclodsofearthwerepulledin。BythefireheremembereditwasagainNovember。"Shouldyoulikeawalk?"heaskedLeighton,andtoldhimwhostoppedinthevillagetonight。Leightonwaspleased。Atnineo’clockthetwoyoungmenleftthehouse,underaskythatwasstillonlybrightinthezenith。"Itwillraintomorrow,"

Leightonsaid。

"Mybrothersays,finetomorrow。"

"Finetomorrow,"Leightonechoed。

"Nowwhichdoyoumean?"askedRickie,laughing。

Sincetheplumesofthefir—treestouchedoverthedrive,onlyaverylittlelightpenetrated。Itwascleareroutsidethelodgegate,andbubblesofair,whichWiltshireseemedtohavetravelledfromanimmensedistance,brokegentlyandseparatelyonhisface。Theypausedonthebridge。Heaskedwhetherthelittlefishandthebrightgreenweedswereherenowaswellasinthesummer。Thefootmanhadnotnoticed。Overthebridgetheycametothecross—roads,ofwhichoneledtoSalisburyandtheotherupthroughthestringofvillagestotherailwaystation。

TheroadinfrontwasonlytheRomanroad,theonethatwentontothedowns。Turningtotheleft,theywereinCadford。

"HewillbewiththeThompsons,"saidRickie,lookingupatdarkeaves。"Perhapshe’sinbedalready。"

"PerhapshewillbeatTheAntelope。"

"No。TonightheiswiththeThompsons。"

"WiththeThompsons。"Afteradozenpaceshesaid,"TheThompsonshavegoneaway。"

"Where?Why?"

"TheywereturnedoutbyMr。Wilbrahamonaccountofourbrokenwindows。"

"Areyousure?"

"Fivefamilieswereturnedout。"

"That’sbadforStephen,"saidRickie,afterapause。"Hewaslookingforward——oh,it’smonstrousinanycase!"

"ButtheThompsonshavegonetoLondon,"saidLeighton。"Why,thatfamily——theysayit’sbeeninthevalleyhundredsofyears,andnevergotbeyondshepherding。TovariouspartsofLondon。"

"LetustryTheAntelope,then。"

"LetustryTheAntelope。"

Theinnlayupinthevillage。Rickiehastenedhispace。Thistyrannywasmonstrous。Somemenoftheageofundergraduateshadbrokenwindows,andthereforetheyandtheirfamiliesweretoberuined。Thefoolswhogovernusfinditeasiertobesevere。Itsavesthemtroubletosay,"Theinnocentmustsufferwiththeguilty。"Itevengivesthemathrillofpride。Againstallthiswickednonsense,againsttheWilbrahamsandPembrokeswhotrytoruleourworldStephenwouldfighttillhedied。Stephenwasahero。Hewasalawtohimself,andrightly。Hewasgreatenoughtodespiseoursmallmoralities。Hewasattaininglove。Thiseve—

ningRickiecaughtAnsell’senthusiasm,andfeltitworthwhiletosacrificeeverythingforsuchaman。

"TheAntelope,"saidLeighton。"Thoselightsunderthegreatestelm。"

"Wouldyoupleaseaskifhe’sthere,andifhe’dcomeforaturnwithme。Idon’tthinkI’llgoin。"

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