The Longest Journey

第17章

Hisstrengthandhisyouthcalledtohers,expectingnoprudishresponse。"It’sveryodd。ItisthatI’mRickie’sbrother。I’vejustfoundout。I’vecometotellyouall。"

"Yes?"

Hefeltinhispocketforthepapers。"Half—brotherIoughttohavesaid。"

"Yes?"

"I’millegitimate。Legallyspeaking,thatis,I’vebeenturnedoutofCadover。Ihaven’tapenny。I——"

"Thereisnooccasiontoinflictthedetails。"Herface,whichhadbeenanevenbrown,begantoflushslowlyinthecentreofthecheeks。Thecolourspreadtillallthathesawofherwassuffused,andsheturnedaway。Hethoughthehadshockedher,andsodidshe。Neitherknewthatthebodycanbeinsincereandexpressnottheemotionswefeelbutthosethatweshouldliketofeel。Inrealityshewasquitecalm,andherdislikeofhimhadnothingemotionalinitasyet。

"Yousee——"hebegan。Hewasdeterminedtotellthefidgetystory,forthesooneritwasoverthesoonertheywouldhavesomethingtoeat。Delicacyhelacked,andhissympathieswerelimited。Butsuchastheywere,theyrangtrue:heputnodecorousphantombetweenhimandhisdesires。

"Idosee。Ihaveseenfortwoyears。"Shesatdownattheheadofthetable,wheretherewasanotherink—pot。Intothisshedippedapen。"Ihaveseeneverything,Mr。Wonham——whoyouare,howyouhavebehavedatCadover,howyoumusthavetreatedMrs。

Failingyesterday;andnow"——hervoicebecameverygrave——"Iseewhyyouhavecomehere,penniless。Beforeyouspeak,weknowwhatyouwillsay。"

Hismouthfellopen,andhelaughedsomerrilythatitmighthavegivenherawarning。Butshewasthinkinghowtofollowupherfirstsuccess。"AndIthoughtIwasbringingtremendousnews!"hecried。"IonlytwisteditoutofMrs。Failinglastnight。AndRickieknowstoo?"

"Wehaveknownfortwoyears。"

"Butcome,bythebye,——ifyou’veknownfortwoyears,howisityoudidn’t——"Thelaughdiedoutofhiseyes。"Youaren’tashamed?"heasked,halfrisingfromhischair。"Youaren’tlikethemantowardsAndover?"

"Please,pleasesitdown,"saidAgnes,intheeventonessheusedwhenspeakingtotheservants;"letusnotdiscusssideissues。I

amahorriblydirectperson,Mr。Wonham。Igoalwaysstraighttothepoint。"Sheopenedachequebook。"IamafraidIshallshockyou。Forhowmuch?"

Hewasnotattending。

"Thereisthepaperwesuggestyoushallsign。"Shepushedtowardshimapseudo—legaldocument,justcomposedbyHerbert。

"Inconsiderationofthesumof……,Iagreetoperpetualsilence—

—torestrainfromlibellous……nevertomolestthesaidFrederickElliotbyintruding——’"

Hisbrainwasnotquick。Hereadthedocumentovertwice,andhecouldstillsay,"Butwhat’sthatchequefor?"

"Itismyhusband’s。Hesignedforyouassoonasweheardyouwerehere。Weguessedyouhadcometobesilenced。Hereishissignature。Buthehasleftthefillinginforme。Forhowmuch?I

willcrossit,shallI?Youwilljusthavestartedabankingaccount,ifIunderstandMrs。Failingrightly。Itisnotquiteaccuratetosayyouarepenniless:Iheardfromherjustbeforeyoureturnedfromyourcricket。Sheallowsyoutwohundreda—

year,Ithink。Butthisadditionalsum——shallIdatethechequeSaturdayorfortomorrow?"

Atlasthefoundwords。Knockinghispipeoutonthetable,hesaidslowly,"Here’saverybadmistake。"

"Itisquitepossible,"retortedAgnes。Shewasgladshehadtakentheoffensive,insteadofwaitingtillhebeganhisblackmailing,ashadbeentheadviceofRickie。AuntEmilyhadsaidthatveryspring,"One’sonlyhopewithStephenistostartbullyingfirst。"Herehewas,quitebewildered,smearingthepipe—asheswithhisthumb。Heaskedtoreadthedocumentagain。

"Astampandall!"heremarked。

Theyhadanticipatedthathisclaimwouldexceedtwopounds。

"Isee。Allright。Ittakesafoolaminute。Nevermind。I’vemadeabadmistake。"

"Yourefuse?"sheexclaimed,forhewasstandingatthedoor。

"Thendoyourworst!Wedefyyou!"

"That’sallright,Mrs。Elliot,"hesaidroughly。"Idon’twantascenewithyou,noryetwithyourhusband。We’llsaynomoreaboutit。It’sallright。Imeannoharm。"

"Butyoursignaturethen!Youmustsign——you——"

Hepushedpasther,andsaidashereachedforhiscap,"There,that’sallright。It’smymistake。I’msorry。"Hespokelikeafarmerwhohasfailedtosellasheep。Hismannerwasutterlyprosaic,anduptothelastshethoughthehadnotunderstoodher。"Butit’smoneyweofferyou,"sheinformedhim,andthendartedbacktothestudy,believingforoneterriblemomentthathehadpickeduptheblankcheque。Whenshereturnedtothehallhehadgone。Hewaswalkingdowntheroadratherquickly。Atthecornerheclearedhisthroat,spatintothegutter,anddisappeared。

"There’sanoddfinish,"shethought。Shewaspuzzled,anddeterminedtorecasttheinterviewalittlewhensherelatedittoRickie。Shehadnotsucceeded,forthepaperwasstillunsigned。ButshehadsocowedStephenthathewouldprobablyrestcontentwithhistwohundreda—year,andnevercometroublingthemagain。Clevermanagement,foroneknewhimtoberapacious:shehadheardtalesofhimlendingtothepoorandexactingrepaymenttotheuttermostfarthing。Hehadalsostolenatschool。Moderatelytriumphant,shehurriedintotheside—

garden:shehadjustrememberedAnsell:she,notRickie,hadreceivedhiscard。

"Oh,Mr。Ansell!"sheexclaimed,awakinghimfromsomeday—dream。

"Haven’teitherRickieorHerbertbeenouttoyou?Now,docomeintodinner,toshowyouaren’toffended。Youwillfindallofusassembledintheboys’dining—hall。"

Toherannoyanceheaccepted。

"Thatis,iftheJacksonsarenotexpectingyou。"

TheJacksonsdidnotmatter。Ifhemightbrushhisclothesandbathehislip,hewouldliketocome。

"Oh,whathashappenedtoyou?Andoh,myprettylobelias!"

Hereplied,"Amomentarycontactwithreality,"andshe,whodidnotlookforsenseinhisremarks,hurriedawaytothedining—

halltoannouncehim。

Thedining—hallwasnotunlikethepreparationroom。Therewasthesameparquetfloor,anddadoofshinypitchpine。Onitswallsalsowereimperialportraits,andovertheharmoniumtowhichtheysangtheeveninghymnswasspreadtheUnionJack。Sundaydinner,themostpompousmealoftheweek,wasinprogress。Herbrothersatattheheadofthehightable,herhusbandattheheadofthesecond。Toeachhegaveareassuringnodandwenttoherownseat,whichwasamongthejuniorboys。Thebeefwasbeingcarriedout;shestoppedit。"Mr。Anselliscoming,"shecalled。

"Herbertthereismoreroombyyou;situpstraight,boys。"Theboyssatupstraight,andarespectfulhushspreadovertheroom。

"Hereheis!"calledRickiecheerfully,takinghiscuefromhiswife。"Oh,thisissplendid!"Ansellcamein。"I’msogladyoumanagedthis。Icouldn’tleavethesewretcheslastnight!"Theboystitteredsuitably。Theatmosphereseemednormal。EvenHerbert,thoughlongingtohearwhathadhappenedtotheblackmailer,gaveadequategreetingtotheirguest:"Comein,Mr。

Ansell;comehere。Takeusasyoufindus!"

"Iunderstood,"saidStewart,"thatIshouldfindyouall。Mrs。

ElliottoldmeIshould。OnthatunderstandingIcame。"

Itwasatonceevidentthatsomethinghadgonewrong。

Anselllookedroundtheroomcarefully。Thenclearinghisthroatandrufflinghishair,hebegan—

"IcannotseethemanwithwhomIhavetalked,intimately,foranhour,inyourgarden。"

Theworstofitwastheywereallsofarfromhimandfromeachother,eachattheendofatablefulofinquisitiveboys。ThetwomasterslookedatAgnesforinformation,forherreassuringnodhadnottoldthemmuch。Shelookedhopelesslyback。

"Icannotseethisman,"repeatedAnsell,whoremainedbytheharmoniuminthemidstofastonishedwaitresses。"Ishetobegivennolunch?"

Herbertbrokethesilencebyfreshgreetings。Rickieknewthatthecontestwaslost,andthathisfriendhadsidedwiththeenemy。Itwasthekindofthinghewoulddo。Onemustfacethecatastrophequietlyandwithdignity。PerhapsAnsellwouldhaveturnedonhisheel,andleftbehindhimonlyvaguesuspicions,ifMrs。Elliothadnottriedtotalkhimdown。"Man,"shecried——

"whatman?Oh,Iknow——terriblebore!Didhegetholdofyou?"——

thuscommittingtheirfirstblunder,andcausingAnselltosaytoRickie,"Haveyouseenyourbrother?"

"Ihavenot。"

"Haveyoubeentoldhewashere?"

Rickie’sanswerwasinaudible。

"Haveyoubeentoldyouhaveabrother?"

"Letuscontinuethisconversationlater。"

"Continueit?Mydearman,howcanweuntilyouknowwhatI’mtalkingabout?Youmustthinkmemad;butItellyousolemnlythatyouhaveabrotherofwhomyou’veneverheard,andthathewasinthishousetenminutesago。"Hepausedimpressively。"Yourwifehashappenedtoseehimfirst。Beingneitherseriousnortruthful,sheiskeepingyouapart,tellinghimsomelieandnottellingyouaword。"

Therewasamurmurofalarm。Oneoftheprefectsrose,andAnsellsethisbacktothewall,quitereadyforabattle。Fortwoyearshehadwaitedforhisopportunity。HewouldhitoutatMrs。

Elliotlikeanyploughboynowthatithadcome。Rickiesaid:

"Thereisaslightmisunderstanding。I,likemywife,haveknownwhatthereistoknowfortwoyears"——adignifiedrebuff,buttheirsecondblunder。

"Exactly,"saidAgnes。"NowIthinkMr。Ansellhadbettergo。"

"Go?"explodedAnsell。"I’veeverythingtosayyet。Ibegyourpardon,Mrs。Elliot,Iamconcernedwithyounolonger。Thisman"——heturnedtotheavenueoffaces——"thismanwhoteachesyouhasabrother。Hehasknownofhimtwoyearsandbeenashamed。Hehas——oh——oh——howitfitstogether!Rickie,it’syou,notMrs。

Silt,whomusthavesenttalesofhimtoyouraunt。It’syouwho’veturnedhimoutofCadover。It’syouwho’veorderedhimtoberuinedtoday。

NowHerbertarose。"Outofmysight,sir!ButhaveitfrommefirstthatRickieandhisaunthavebothbehavedmostgenerously。

No,no,Agnes,I’llnotbeinterrupted。Garbledversionsmustnotgetabout。IftheWonhammanisnotsatisfiednow,hemustbeinsatiable。Hecannotlevyblackmailonusforever。Sir,Igiveyoutwominutes;thenyouwillbeexpelledbyforce。"

"Twominutes!"sangAnsell。"Icansayagreatdealinthat。"Heputonefootonachairandheldhisarmsoverthequiveringroom。HeseemedtransfiguredintoaHebrewprophetpassionateforsatireandthetruth。"Oh,keepquietfortwominutes,"hecried,"andI’lltellyousomethingyou’llbegladtohear。You’realittleafraidStephenmaycomeback。Don’tbeafraid。Ibringgoodnews。You’llneverseehimnoranyonelikehimagain。I

mustspeakveryplainly,foryouareallthreefools。Idon’twantyoutosayafterwards,’PoorMr。Anselltriedtobeclever。’

GenerallyIdon’tmind,butIshouldmindtoday。Pleaselisten。

Stephenisabully;hedrinks;heknocksonedown;buthewouldsoonerdiethantakemoneyfrompeoplehedidnotlove。Perhapshewilldie,forhehasnothingbutafewpencethatthepoorgavehimandsometobaccowhich,tomyeternalglory,heacceptedfromme。Pleaselistenagain。Whydidhecomehere?Becausehethoughtyouwouldlovehim,andwasreadytoloveyou。ButItellyou,don’tbeafraid。Hewouldsoonerdienowthansayyouwerehisbrother。Pleaselistenagain——"

"Now,Stewart,don’tgoonlikethat,"saidRickiebitterly。

"It’seasyenoughtopreachwhenyouareanoutsider。Youwouldbemorecharitableifsuchathinghadhappenedtoyourself。Easyenoughtobeunconventionalwhenyouhaven’tsufferedandknownothingofthefacts。Youloveanythingoutoftheway,anythingqueer,thatdoesn’toftenhappen,andsoyougetexcitedoverthis。It’suseless,mydearman;youhavehurtme,butyouwillneverupsetme。Assoonasyoustopthisridiculousscenewewillfinishourdinner。Spreadthisscandal;addtoit。I’mtoooldtomindsuchnonsense。Icannothelpmyfather’sdisgrace,ontheonehand;nor,ontheother,willIhaveanythingtodowithhisblackguardofason。"

Sothesecretwasgiventotheworld。Agnesmightcolourathisspeech;HerbertmightcalculatetheeffectofitontheentriesforDunwoodHouse;buthecaredfornoneofthesethings。ThankGod!hewaswitheredupatlast。

"Pleaselistenagain,"resumedAnsell。"Pleasecorrecttwoslightmistakes:firstly,StephenisoneofthegreatestpeopleIhaveevermet;secondly,he’snotyourfather’sson。He’sthesonofyourmother。"

ItwasRickie,notAnsell,whowascarriedfromthehall,anditwasHerbertwhopronouncedtheblessing——

"Benedictobenedicatur。"

Aprofoundstillnesssucceededthestorm,andtheboys,slippingawayfromtheirmeal,toldthenewstotherestoftheschool,orputitintheletterstheywerewritinghome。

XXVIII

Thesoulhasherowncurrency。Shemintsherspiritualcoinageandstampsitwiththeimageofsomebelovedface。Withitshepaysherdebts,withitshereckons,saying,"Thismanhasworth,thismanisworthless。"Andintimesheforgetsitsorigin;itseemstohertobeathingunalterable,divine。Butthesoulcanalsohaveherbankruptcies。

Perhapsshewillbethericherintheend。Inheragonyshelearnstoreckonclearly。Fairasthecoinmayhavebeen,itwasnotaccurate;andthoughsheknewitnot,thereweretreasuresthatitcouldnotbuy。Theface,howeverbeloved,wasmortal,andasliableasthesoulherselftoerr。Wedobutshiftresponsibilitybymakingastandardofthedead。

Thereis,indeed,anothercoinagethatbearsonitnotman’simagebutGod’s。Itisincorruptible,andthesoulmaytrustitsafely;itwillserveherbeyondthestars。Butitcannotgiveusfriends,ortheembraceofalover,orthetouchofchildren,forwithourfellowmortalsithasnoconcern。Itcannotevengivethejoyswecalltrivial——fineweather,thepleasuresofmeatanddrink,bathingandthehotsandafterwards,running,dreamlesssleep。Havewelearntthetruedisciplineofabankruptcyifweturntosuchcoinageasthis?Willitreallyprofitussomuchifwesaveoursoulsandlosethewholeworld?

PART3WILTSHIRE

XXIX

Robert——thereisnooccasiontomentionhissurname:hewasayoungfarmerofsomeeducationwhotriedtocoaxtheagedsoilofWiltshirescientifically——cametoCadoveronbusinessandfellinlovewithMrs。Elliot。Shewasthereonherbridalvisit,andhe,anobscurenobody,wasreceivedbyMrs。Failingintothehouseandtreatedashersocialequal。Hewasgood—lookinginabucolicway,andpeoplesometimesmistookhimforagentlemanuntiltheysawhishands。Hediscoveredthis,andoneoftheslow,gentlejokesheplayedonsocietywastotalkuponsomeculturedsubjectwithhishandsbehindhisbackandthensuddenlyrevealthem。"Doyougoinforboating?"theladywouldask;andthenheexplainedthatthoseparticularwealsaremadebythehandlesoftheplough。Uponwhichshebecameextremelyinterested,butfoundanearlyopportunityoftalkingtosomeoneelse。

HeplayedthisjokeonMrs。Elliotthefirstevening,notknowingthatsheobservedhimasheenteredtheroom。Hewalkedheavily,liftinghisfeetasifthecarpetwasfurrowed,andhehadnoeveningclothes。Everyonetriedtoputhimathisease,butsherathersuspectedthathewastherealready,andenviedhim。Theywereintroduced,andspokeofByron,whowasstillfashionable。

Outcamehishands——theonlyroughhandsinthedrawing—room,theonlyhandsthathadeverworked。Shewasfilledwithsomestrangeapproval,andlikedhim。

Afterdinnertheymetagain,tospeaknotofByronbutofmanure。

Theotherpeopleweresocleverandsoamusingthatitrelievedhertolistentoamanwhotoldherthreetimesnottobuyartificialmanurereadymade,but,ifshewoulduseit,tomakeitherselfatthelastmoment。Becausetheammoniaevaporated。

Hereweretwopacketsofpowder。Didtheysmell?No。Mixthemtogetherandpoursomecoffee——Anappallingsmellatonceburstforth,andeveryonebegantocoughandcry。Thiswasgoodfortheearthwhenshefeltsour,forheknewwhentheearthwasill。

Heknew,too,whenshewashungryhespokeofhertantrums——thestrangeunscientificelementinherthatwillbafflethescientisttotheendoftime。"Studyaway,Mrs。Elliot,"hetoldher;"readallthebooksyoucangetholdof;butwhenitcomestothepoint,strolloutwithapipeinyourmouthanddoabitofguessing。"Ashetalked,theearthbecamealivingbeing——orratherabeingwithalivingskin,——andmanurenolongerdirtystuff,butasymbolofregenerationandofthebirthoflifefromlife。"Soitgoesonforever!"shecriedexcitedly。Hereplied:

"Notforever。Intimethefireatthecentrewillcool,andnothingcangoonthen。"

Headvancedintolovewithopeneyes,slowly,heavily,justashehadadvancedacrossthedrawingroomcarpet。Butthistimethebridedidnotobservehistread。Shewaslisteningtoherhusband,andtryingnottobesostupid。Whenhewasclosetoher——soclosethatitwasdifficultnottotakeherinhisarms——

hespoketoMr。Failing,andwasatonceturnedoutofCadover。

"I’msorry,"saidMr。Failing,ashewalkeddownthedrivewithhishandonhisguest’sshoulder。"Ihadnonotionyouwerethatsort。Anyonewhobehaveslikethathastostopatthefarm。"

"Anyone?"

"Anyone。"Hesighedheavily,notforanypersonalgrievance,butbecausehesawhowunruly,howbarbaric,isthesoulofman。

Afterall,thismanwasmorecivilizedthanmost。

"Areyouangrywithme,sir?"Hecalledhim"sir,"notbecausehewasricherorclevererorsmarter,notbecausehehadhelpedtoeducatehimandhadlenthimmoney,butforareasonmoreprofound——forthereasonthattherearegradationsinheaven。

"Ididthinkyou——thatamanlikeyouwouldn’triskmakingpeopleunhappy。Mysister—in—law——Idon’tsaythistostopyoulovingher;somethingelsemustdothat——mysister—in—law,asfarasI

know,doesn’tcareforyouonelittlebit。Ifyouhadsaidanything,ifshehadguessedthatachancepersonwasin——thisfearfulstate,youwouldsimply——haveopenedhell。Awomanofhersortwouldhavelostall——"

"Iknewthat。"

Mr。Failingremovedhishand。Hewasdispleased。

"Butsomethinghere,"saidRobertincoherently。"Thishere。"Hestruckhimselfheavilyontheheart。"Thishere,doingsomethingsounusual,makesitnotmatterwhatsheloses——I——"Afterasilenceheasked,"HaveIquitefollowedyou,sir,inthatbusinessofthebrotherhoodofman?"

"Howdoyoumean?"

"Ithoughtlovewastobringitabout。"

"Loveofanotherman’swife?Sensuallove?Youhaveunderstoodnothing——nothing。"Thenhewasashamed,andcried,"Iunderstandnothingmyself。"Forherememberedthatsensualandspiritualarenoteasywordstouse;thatthereare,perhaps,nottwoAphrodites,butoneAphroditewithaJanusface。"Ionlyunderstandthatyoumusttrytoforgether。"

"Iwillnottry。"

"Promisemejustthis,then——nottodoanythingcrooked。"

"I’mstraight。Noboasting,butIcouldn’tdoacrookedthing——

No,notifItried。"

Andsoappallinglystraightwasheinafteryears,thatMr。

Failingwishedthathehadphrasedthepromisedifferently。

Robertsimplywaited。Hetoldhimselfthatitwashopeless;butsomethingdeeperthanhimselfdeclaredthattherewashope。Hegaveupdrink,andkepthimselfinallwaysclean,forhewantedtobeworthyofherwhenthetimecame。Womenseemedfondofhim,andcausedhimtoreflectwithpleasure,"Theydorunafterme。

Theremustbesomethinginme。Good。I’dbedoneforiftherewasn’t。"ForsixyearsheturneduptheearthofWiltshire,andreadbooksforthesakeofhismind,andtalkedtogentlemenforthesakeoftheirpatois,andeachyearherodetoCadovertotakeoffhishattoMrs。Elliot,and,perhaps,tospeaktoheraboutthecrops。Mr。Failingwasgenerallypresent,anditstruckneithermanthatthosedulllittlevisitsweresomanywordsoutofwhichalonelywomanmightbuildsentences。ThenRobertwenttoLondononbusiness。HechancedtoseeMr。Elliotwithastrangelady。Thetimehadcome。

Hebecamediplomatic,andcalledatMr。Elliot’sroomstofindthingsout。ForifMrs。Elliotwashappierthanhecouldevermakeher,hewouldwithdraw,andloveherinrenunciation。Butifhecouldmakeherhappier,hewouldloveherinfulfilment。Mr。

Elliotadmittedhimasafriendofhisbrother—in—law’s,andfeltverybroad—mindedashedidso。Robert,however,wasasuccess。

Theyoungishmentherefoundhiminteresting,andlikedtoshockhimwithtalesofnaughtyLondonandnaughtierParis。Theyspokeof"experience"and"sensations"and"seeinglife,"andwhenasmileploughedoverhisface,concludedthathispruderywasvanquished。Hesawthattheyweremuchlessviciousthantheysupposed:oneboyhadobviouslyreadhissensationsinabook。

Buthecouldpardonvice。Whathecouldnotpardonwastriviality,andhehopedthatnodecentwomancouldpardoniteither。Theregrewupinhimacold,steadyangeragainstthesesillypeoplewhothoughtitadvancedtobeshocking,andwhodescribed,assomethingparticularlychoiceandeducational,thingsthathehadunderstoodandfoughtagainstforyears。HeinquiredafterMrs。Elliot,andaboytittered。Itseemedthatshe"didnotknow,"thatshelivedinaremotesuburb,takingcareofaskinnybaby。"Ishallcallsometimeorother,"saidRobert。"Do,"saidMr。Elliot,smiling。Andnexttimehesawhiswifehecongratulatedheronherrusticadmirer。

Shehadsufferedterribly。Shehadaskedforbread,andhadbeengivennotevenastone。Peopletalkofhungeringfortheideal,butthereisanotherhunger,quiteasdivine,forfacts。Shehadaskedforfactsandhadbeengiven"views,""emotionalstandpoints,""attitudestowardslife。"Toawomanwhobelievedthatfactsarebeautiful,thatthelivingworldisbeautifulbeyondthelawsofbeauty,thatmanureisneithergrossnorludicrous,thatafire,noteternal,glowsattheheartoftheearth,itwasintolerabletobeputoffwithwhattheElliotscalled"philosophy,"and,ifsherefused,tobetoldthatshehadnosenseofhumour。"TarryingintotheElliotfamily。"Ithadsoundedsosplendid,forshewasapennilesschildwithnothingtooffer,andtheElliotsheldtheirheadshigh。Forwhatreason?

Whathadtheyeverdone,exceptsaysarcasticthings,andlimp,andberefined?Mr。Failingsufferedtoo,butshesufferedmore,inasmuchasFrederickwasmoreimpossiblethanEmily。Hedidnotlikeher,hepracticallylivedapart,hewasnotevenfaithfulorpolite。Theseweregravefaults,buttheywerehumanones:shecouldevenimaginetheminamansheloved。Whatshecouldneverlovewasadilettante。

Robertbroughtheranarmfulofsweet—peas。Helaiditonthetable,puthishandsbehindhisback,andkeptthemtheretilltheendofthevisit。Sheknewquitewellwhyhehadcome,andthoughshealsoknewthathewouldfail,shelovedhimtoomuchtosnubhimortostareinvirtuousindignation。"Whyhaveyoucome?"sheaskedgravely,"andwhyhaveyoubroughtmesomanyflowers?"

"Mygardenisfullofthem,"heanswered。"Sweetpeasneedpickingdown。And,generallyspeaking,flowersareplentifulinJuly。"

Shebrokehispresentintobunches——somuchforthedrawing—room,somuchforthenursery,somuchforthekitchenandherhusband’sroom:hewouldbedownforthenight。Themostbeautifulshewouldkeepforherself。Presentlyhesaid,"Yourhusbandisnogood。I’vewatchedhimforaweek。I’mthirty,andnotwhatyoucallhasty,asIusedtobe,orthinkingthatnothingmattersliketheFrench。No。I’maplainBritisher,yet——

I——I’vebegunwrongend,Mrs。Elliot;IshouldhavesaidthatI’vethoughtchieflyofyouforsixyears,andthatthoughItalkheresorespectfully,ifIonceunhookedmyhands——"

Therewasapause。Thenshesaidwithgreatsweetness,"Thankyou;Iamgladyouloveme,"andrangthebell。

"Whathaveyoudonethatfor?"hecried。

"Becauseyoumustnowleavethehouse,andneverenteritagain。"

"Idon’tgoalone,"andhebegantogetfurious。

Hervoicewasstillsweet,butstrengthlayinittoo,asshesaid,"Youeithergonowwithmythanksandblessing,orelseyougowiththepolice。IamMrs。Elliot。WeneednotdiscussMr。

Elliot。IamMrs。Elliot,andifyoumakeonesteptowardsmeI

giveyouincharge。"

Butthemaidansweredthebellnotofthedrawing—room,butofthefrontdoor。TheywerejoinedbyMr。Elliot,whoheldouthishandwithmuchurbanity。Itwasnottaken。Helookedquicklyathiswife,andsaid,"AmIdetrop?"Therewasalongsilence。

Atlastshesaid,"Frederick,turnthismanout。"

"Mylove,why?"

Robertsaidthathelovedher。

"ThenIamdetrop,"saidMr。Elliot,smoothingouthisgloves。

Hewouldgivethesesoddenbarbariansalesson。"Myhansomiswaitingatthedoor。Praymakeuseofit。"

"Don’t!"shecried,almostaffectionately。"DearFrederick,itisn’taplay。Justtellthismantogo,orsendforthepolice。"

"Onthecontrary;itisFrenchcomedyofthebesttype。Don’tyouagree,sir,thatthepolicewouldbeaninartisticerror?"Hewasperfectlycalmandcollected,whereastheywereinapitiablestate。

"Turnhimoutatonce!"shecried。"Hehasinsultedyourwife。

Saveme,saveme!"Sheclungtoherhusbandandwept。"HewasgoingIhadmanagedhim——hewouldneverhaveknown——"Mr。Elliotrepulsedher。

"Ifyoudon’tfeelinclinedtostartatonce,"hesaidwitheasycivility,"Letushavealittletea。Mydearsir,doforgivemefornotshootingyou。Nousavonschangetoutcela。Pleasedon’tlooksonervous。Pleasedounclaspyourhands——"

Hewasalone。

"That’sallright,"heexclaimed,andstrolledtothedoor。Thehansomwasdisappearingroundthecorner。"That’sallright,"herepeatedinmorequaveringtonesashereturnedtothedrawing—

roomandsawthatitwaslitteredwithsweet—peas。Theircolourgotonhisnerves——magenta,crimson;magenta,crimson。Hetriedtopickthemup,andtheyescaped。Hetrodthemunderfoot,andtheymultipliedanddancedinthetriumphofsummerlikeathousandbutterflies。Thetrainhadleftwhenhegottothestation。HefollowedontoLondon,andtherehelostalltraces。

Atmidnighthebegantorealizethathiswifecouldneverbelongtohimagain。

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