The Longest Journey

第12章

Eachyearbegrewmoremoral,moreefficient,morelearned,moregenial。Sohowcouldhefailtobemoreloving?Hedidnotspeaktohimselfasfollows,becauseheneverspoketohimself;butthefollowingnotionsmovedintherecessesofhismind:"Itisnotthefireofyouth。ButIamnotsurethatIapproveofthefireofyouth。Lookatmysister!Onceshehassuffered,twiceshehasbeenmostimprudent,andputmetogreatinconveniencebesides,forifshewasstoppingwithmeshewouldhavedonethehousekeeping。Irathersuspectthatitisanobler,riperemotionthatIamlayingatthefeetofMrs。Orr。"Itnevertookhimlongtogetmuddled,ortoreversecauseandeffect。Inashorttimehebelievedthathehadbeenpiningforyears,andonlywaitingforthisgoodfortunetoasktheladytoshareitwithhim。

Mrs。Orrwasquiet,clever,kindly,capable,andamusingandtheywereoldacquaintances。Altogetheritwasnotsurprisingthatheshouldaskhertobehiswife,norverysurprisingthatsheshouldrefuse。Butsherefusedwithaviolencethatalarmedthemboth。Heleftherhousedeclaringthathehadbeeninsulted,andshe,assoonasheleft,passedfromdisgustintotears。

Hewasmuchannoyed。TherewasacertainMissHerritonwho,thoughfarinferiortoMrs。Orr,wouldhavedoneinsteadofher。

Butnowitwasimpossible。HecouldnotgoofferinghimselfaboutSawston。Havingengagedamatronwhohadthereputationforbeingbrightandmotherly,hemovedintoDunwoodHouseandopenedtheMichaelmasterm。Everythingwentwrong。Thecookleft;theboyshadadiseasecalledroseola;Agnes,whowasstilldrunkwithherengagement,wasofnoassistance,butkeptflyinguptoLondontopushRickie’sfortunes;and,tocrowneverything,thematronwastoobrightandnotmotherlyenough:sheneglectedthelittleboysandwasoverattentivetothebigones。Sheleftabruptly,andthevoiceofMrs。Jacksonarose,prophesyingdisaster。

Shouldheavertitbytakingorders?Parentsdonotdemandthatahouse—mastershouldbeaclergyman,yetitreassuresthemwhenheis。Andhewouldhavetotakeorderssometime,ifhehopedforaschoolofhisown。Hisreligiousconvictionswerereadytohand,buthespentseveraluncomfortabledayshuntinguphisreligiousenthusiasms。ItwasnotunlikehisattempttomarryMrs。Orr。Buthispietywasmoregenuine,andthistimehenevercametothepoint。HissenseofdecencyforbadehimhurryingintoaChurchthathereverenced。Moreover,hethoughtofanothersolution:

AgnesmustmarryRickieintheChristmasholidays,andtheymustcome,bothofthem,toSawston,sheashousekeeper,heasassistant—master。Thegirlwasagoodworkerwhenonceshewassettleddown;andasforRickie,hecouldeasilybefittedinsomewhereintheschool。Hewasnotagoodclassic,butgoodenoughtotaketheLowerFifth。Hewasnoathlete,butboysmightprofitablynotethathewasaperfectgentlemanallthesame。Hehadnoexperience,buthewouldgainit。Hehadnodecision,buthecouldsimulateit。"Aboveall,"thoughtMr。Pembroke,"itwillbesomethingregularforhimtodo。"Ofcoursethiswasnot"aboveall。"DunwoodHouseheldthatposition。ButMr。Pembrokesooncametothinkthatitwas,andbelievedthathewasplanningforRickie,justashehadbelievedhewaspiningforMrs。Orr。

Agnes,whenshegotbackfromthelunchinSoho,wastoldoftheplan。Sherefusedtogiveanyopinionuntilshehadseenherlover。Atelegramwassenttohim,andnextmorninghearrived。

Hewasverysusceptibletotheweather,andperhapsitwasunfortunatethatthemorningwasfoggy。HistrainhadbeenstoppedoutsideSawstonStation,andtherehehadsatforhalfanhour,listeningtotheunrealnoisesthatcamefromtheline,andwatchingtheshadowyfiguresthatworkedthere。Thegaswasalightinthegreatdrawing—room,andinitsdepressingraysheandAgnesgreetedeachother,anddiscussedthemostmomentousquestionoftheirlives。Theywantedtobemarried:therewasnodoubtofthat。Theywantedit,bothofthem,dreadfully。Butshouldtheymarryontheseterms?

"I’dneverthoughtofsuchathing,yousee。WhenthescholasticagenciessentmecircularsaftertheTripos,Itorethemupatonce。"

"Therearetheholidays,"saidAgnes。"Youwouldhavethreemonthsintheyeartoyourself,andyoucoulddoyourwritingthen。"

"Butwho’llreadwhatI’vewritten?"andhetoldherabouttheeditorofthe"Holborn。"

Shebecameextremelygrave。Atthebottomofherheartshehadalwaysmistrustedthelittlestories,andnowpeoplewhoknewagreedwithher。HowcouldRickie,oranyone,makealivingbypretendingthatGreekgodswerealive,orthatyoungladiescouldvanishintotrees?Asparklingsocietytale,fullofverveandpathos,wouldhavebeenanotherthing,andtheeditormighthavebeenconvincedbyit。

"Butwhatdoeshemean?"Rickiewassaying。"Whatdoeshemeanbylife?"

"Iknowwhathemeans,butIcan’texactlyexplain。Yououghttoseelife,Rickie。Ithinkhe’srightthere。AndMr。Tilliardwasrightwhenhesaidoneoughtn’ttobeacademic。"

Hestoodinthetwilightthatfellfromthewindow,sheinthetwilightofthegas。"IwonderwhatAnsellwouldsay,"hemurmured。

"Oh,poorMr。Ansell!"

Hewassomewhatsurprised。WhywasAnsellpoor?Itwasthefirsttimetheepithethadbeenappliedtohim。

"Buttochangetheconversation,"saidAgnes。

"Ifwedidmarry,wemightgettoItalyatEasterandescapethishorriblefog。"

"Yes。Perhapsthere——"Perhapslifewouldbethere。HethoughtofRenan,whodeclaresthatontheAcropolisatAthensbeautyandwisdomdoexist,reallyexist,asexternalpowers。Hedidnotaspiretobeautyorwisdom,butheprayedtobedeliveredfromtheshadowofunrealitythathadbeguntodarkentheworld。Foritwasasifsomepowerhadpronouncedagainsthim——asif,bysomeheedlessaction,hehadoffendedanOlympiangod。Likemanyanother,hewonderedwhetherthegodmightbeappeasedbywork——

harduncongenialwork。Perhapshehadnotworkedhardenough,orhadenjoyedhisworktoomuch,andforthatreasontheshadowwasfalling。

"——Andaboveall,aschoolmasterhaswonderfulopportunitiesfordoinggood;onemustn’tforgetthat。"

Todogood!Forwhatotherreasonarewehere?Letusgiveupourrefinedsensations,andourcomforts,andourart,iftherebywecanmakeotherpeoplehappierandbetter。Thewomanhelovedhadurgedhimtodogood!Withavehemencethatsurprisedher,heexclaimed,"I’lldoit。"

"Thinkitover,"shecautioned,thoughshewasgreatlypleased。

"No;Ithinkoverthingstoomuch。"

Theroomgrewbrighter。Aboy’slaughterfloatedin,anditseemedtohimthatpeoplewereasimportantandvividastheyhadbeensixmonthsbefore。ThenhewasatCambridge,idlingintheparsleymeadows,andweavingperishablegarlandsoutofflowers。

NowhewasatSawston,preparingtoworkabeneficentmachine。

Nomanworksfornothing,andRickietrustedthattohimalsobenefitsmightaccrue;thathiswoundmighthealashelaboured,andhiseyesrecapturetheHolyGrail。

XVII

InpracticalmattersMr。Pembrokewasoftenagenerousman。HeofferedRickieagoodsalary,andinsistedonpayingAgnesaswell。Andashehousedthemfornothing,andasRickiewouldalsohaveasalaryfromtheschool,themoneyquestiondisappeared——ifnotforever,atalleventsforthepresent。

"Icanworkyouin,"hesaid。"Leaveallthattome,andinafewdaysyoushallhearfromtheheadmaster。

Heshallcreateavacancy。Andoncein,westandorfalltogether。Iamresolvedonthat。"

Rickiedidnotliketheideaofbeing"workedin,"buthewasdeterminedtoraisenodifficulties。Itissoeasytoberefinedandhigh—mindedwhenwehavenothingtodo。Buttheactive,usefulmancannotbeequallyparticular。Rickie’sprogrammeinvolvedachangeinvaluesaswellasachangeofoccupation。

"Adoptafranklyintellectualattitude,"Mr。Pembrokecontinued。

"Idonotadviseyouatpresenteventoprofessanyinterestinathleticsororganization。Whentheheadmasterwrites,hewillprobablyaskwhetheryouareanall—roundman。Boldlysayno。A

bold’no’isattimesthebest。Takeyourstanduponclassicsandgeneralculture。"

Classics!AsecondintheTripos。Generalculture。AsmatteringofEnglishLiterature,andlessthanasmatteringofFrench。

"Thatishowwebegin。Thenwegetyoualittlepost——saythatoflibrarian。Andsoon,untilyouareindispensable。"

Rickielaughed;theheadmasterwrote,thereplywassatisfactory,andinduecoursethenewlifebegan。

Sawstonwasalreadyfamiliartohim。Butheknewitasanamateur,andunderanofficialgazeitgroupeditselfafresh。Theschool,ablandGothicbuilding,nowshowedasafortressoflearning,whoseoutworksweretheboarding—houses。Thosestragglingroadswerefullofthehousesoftheparentsoftheday—boys。Theseshopswereinbounds,thoseout。HowoftenhadhepassedDunwoodHouse!Hehadonceconfuseditwithitsrival,CedarView。Nowhewastolivethere——perhapsformanyyears。Ontheleftoftheentrancealargesaffrondrawing—room,fullofcosycornersanddumpychairs:heretheparentswouldbereceived。Ontherightoftheentranceastudy,whichhesharedwithHerbert:heretheboyswouldbecaned——hehopednotoften。

Inthehallaframedcertificatepraisingthedrains,thebustofHermes,andacarvedteakmonkeyholdingoutasalver。SomeofthefurniturehadcomefromShelthorpe,somehadbeenboughtfromMr。Annison,someofitwasnew。Butthroughoutherecognizedacertaindecisionofarrangement。Nothinginthehousewasaccidental,ortheremerelyforitsownsake。HecontrasteditwithhisroomatCambridge,whichhadbeenajumbleofthingsthatheloveddearlyandofthingsthathedidnotloveatall。

NowthesealsohadcometoDunwoodHouse,andhadbeendistributedwhereeachwasseemly——SirPercivaltothedrawing—room,thephotographofStockholmtothepassage,hischair,hisinkpot,andtheportraitofhismothertothestudy。

AndthenhecontrasteditwiththeAnsells’house,towhichtheirresoluteill—tastehadgivenunity。Hewasextremelysensitivetotheinsideofahouse,holdingitanorganismthatexpressedthethoughts,consciousandsubconscious,ofitsinmates。Hewasequallysensitivetoplaces。HewouldcompareCambridgewithSawston,andeitherwithathirdtypeofexistence,towhich,forwantofabettername,hegavethenameof"Wiltshire。"

Itmustnotbethoughtthatheisgoingtowastehistime。Thesecontrastsandcomparisonsnevertookhimlong,andheneverindulgedinthemuntiltheseriousbusinessofthedaywasover。

And,astimepassed,heneverindulgedinthematall。

TheschoolreturnedattheendofJanuary,beforehehadbeensettledinaweek。Hishealthhadimproved,butnotgreatly,andhewasnervousattheprospectofconfrontingtheassembledhouse。Alldaylongcabshadbeendrivingup,fullofboysinbowlerhatstoobigforthem;andAgneshadbeensuperintendingthenumberingofthesaidhats,andtheplacingofthemincupboards,sincetheywouldnotbewantedtilltheendoftheterm。Eachboyhad,orshouldhavehad,abag,sothatheneednotunpackhisboxtillthemorrow,Oneboyhadonlyabrown—paperparcel,tiedwithhairystring,andRickieheardthefirmpleasantvoicesay,"Butyou’llbringabagnextterm,"andthesubmissive,"Yes,Mrs。Elliot,"ofthereply。Inthepassageheranagainsttheheadboy,whowasalarminglylikeanundergraduate。Theylookedateachothersuspiciously,andparted。Twominuteslaterheranintoanotherboy,andthenintoanother,andbegantowonderwhethertheyweredoingitonpurpose,andifso,whetherheoughttomind。Asthedayworeon,thenoisesgrewlouder—trampingsoffeet,breakdowns,jollylittlesquawks——andthecubicleswereassigned,andthebagsunpacked,andthebathingarrangementspostedup,andHerbertkeptonsaying,"Allthisisinformal——allthisisinformal。Weshallmeetthehouseateightfifteen。"

Andso,ateightten,Rickieputonhiscapandgown,——hithertosymbolsofpupilage,nowtobesymbolsofdignity,——theverycapandgownthatWiddringtonhadsorecentlyhunguponthecollegefountain。Herbert,similarlyattired,waswaitingforhimintheirprivatedining—room,wherealsosatAgnes,ravenouslydevouringscrambledeggs。"Butyou’llwearyourhoods,"shecried。Herbertconsidered,andthemsaidshewasquiteright。Hefetchedhiswhitesilk,Rickiethefragmentofrabbit’swoolthatmarksthedegreeofB。A。Thusattired,theyproceededthroughthebaizedoor。Theywerealittlelate,andtheboys,whoweremarshalledinthepreparationroom,weregettinguproarious。One,forgettinghowfarhisvoicecarried,shouted,"Cave!HerecomestheWhelk。"Andanotheryoungdevilyelled,"TheWhelk’sbroughtapetwithhim!"

"Youmustn’tmind,"saidHerbertkindly。"Wemastersmakeapointofnevermindingnicknames——unless,ofcourse,theyareappliedopenly,inwhichcaseathousandlinesisnottoomuch。"Rickieassented,andtheyenteredthepreparationroomjustastheprefectshadestablishedorder。

HereHerberttookhisseatonahigh—leggedchair,whileRickie,likeaqueen—consort,satnearhimonachairwithsomewhatshorterlegs。Eachchairhadadeskattachedtoit,andHerbertflungupthelidofhis,andthenlookedroundthepreparationroomwithaquickfrown,asifthecontentshadsurprisedhim。SoimpressedwasRickiethathepeepedsideways,butcouldonlyseealittleblotting—paperinthedesk。Thenhenoticedthattheboyswereimpressedtoo。Theirchatterceased。Theyattended。

Theroomwasalmostfull。Theprefects,insteadoflollingdisdainfullyinthebackrow,wererangedlikecouncillorsbeneaththecentralthrone。ThiswasaninnovationofMr。

Pembroke’s。Carruthers,theheadboy,satinthemiddle,withhisarmroundLloyd。ItwasLloydwhohadmadethematrontoobright:

henearlylosthiscoloursinconsequence。Thesetwoweregrownup。BesidethemsatTewson,asaintlychildinthespectacles,whohadrisentothisheightbyreasonofhisimmenselearning。

He,liketheothers,wasaschoolprefect。Thehouseprefects,aninferiorbrand,werebeyond,andbehindcametheindistinguishablemany。Thefacesalllookedalikeasyet——exceptthefaceofoneboy,whowasinclinedtocry。

"School,"saidMr。Pembroke,slowlyclosingthelidofthedesk,——"schoolistheworldinminiature。"Thenhepaused,asamanwellmaywhohasmadesucharemark。Itisnot,however,theintentionofthisworktoquoteanopeningaddress。Rickie,atallevents,refusedtobecritical:Herbert’sexperiencewasfargreaterthanhis,andhemusttakehistonefromhim。Norcouldanyonecriticizetheexhortationstobepatriotic,athletic,learned,andreligious,thatflowedlikeafour—partfuguefromMr。Pembroke’smouth。Hewasapractisedspeaker——thatistosay,heheldhisaudience’sattention。Hetoldthemthatthisterm,thesecondofhisreign,wasTHEtermforDunwoodHouse;thatitbehoovedeveryboytolabourduringitforhishouse’shonour,and,throughthehouse,forthehonouroftheschool。Takingawiderrange,hespokeofEngland,orratherofGreatBritain,andofhercontinentalfoes。Portraitsofempire—buildershungonthewall,andhepointedtothem。Hequotedimperialpoets。HeshowedhowpatriotismhadbroadenedsincethedaysofShakespeare,who,forallhisgenius,couldonlywriteofhiscountryas——

"ThisfortressbuiltbynatureforherselfAgainstinfectionandthehandofwar,Thishazybreedofmen,thislittleworld,Thispreciousstonesetinthesilversea。"

AnditseemedthatonlyashortladderlaybetweenthepreparationroomandtheAnglo—Saxonhegemonyoftheglobe。Thenhepaused,andinthesilencecame"sob,sob,sob,"fromalittleboy,whowasregrettingavillainGuildfordandhismother’shalfacreofgarden。

Theproceedingterminatedwiththebroaderpatriotismoftheschoolanthem,recentlycomposedbytheorganist。Wordsandtunewerestillamatterfortaste,anditwasMr。Pembroke(andheonlybecausehehadthemusic)whogavetherightintonationto"Perisheachlaggard!LetitnotbesaidThatSawstonsuchwithinherwallshathbred。"

"Come,come,"hesaidpleasantly,astheyendedwithharmoniesinthestyleofRichardStrauss。"Thiswillneverdo。Wemustgrapplewiththeanthemthisterm——you’reastunefulas——asday—boys!"

Heartylaughter,andthenthewholehousefiledpastthemandshookhands。

"Buthowdiditimpressyou?"Herbertasked,assoonastheywerebackintheirownpart。Agneshadprovidedthemwithatrayoffood:themealswerestillanyhow,andshehadtoflyatoncetoseeaftertheboys。

"Ilikedthelookofthem。"

"Imeantrather,howdidthehouseimpressyouasahouse?"

"Idon’tthinkIthought,"saidRickierathernervously。"Itisnoteasytocatchthespiritofathingatonce。Ionlysawaroomfulofboys。"

"MydearRickie,don’tbesodiffident。Youareperfectlyright。

Youonlydidseearoomfulofboys。Asyetthere’snothingelsetosee。Thehouse,liketheschool,lackstradition。LookatWinchester。LookatthetraditionalrivalrybetweenEtonandHarrow。Traditionisofincalculableimportance,ifaschoolistohaveanystatus。WhyshouldSawstonbewithout?"

"Yes。Traditionisofincalculablevalue。AndIenvythoseschoolsthathaveanaturalconnectionwiththepast。OfcourseSawstonhasapast,thoughnotofthekindthatyouquitewant。

Thesonsofpoortradesmenwenttoitatfirst。Sowouldn’titstraditionsbemorelikelytolingerintheCommercialSchool?"heconcludednervously。

"Youhaveagreatdealtolearn——averygreatdeal。Listentome。

WhyhasSawstonnotraditions?"Hisround,ratherfoolish,faceassumedtheexpressionofaconspirator。Bendingoverthemutton,hewhispered,"Icantellyouwhy。Owingtotheday—boys。Howcantraditionsflourishinsuchsoil?Picturetheday—boy’slife——athomeformeals,athomeforpreparation,athomeforsleep,runninghomewitheveryfanciedwrong。Thereareday—boysinyourclass,and,markmywords,theywillgiveyoutentimesasmuchtroubleastheboarders,late,slovenly,stoppingawayattheslightestpretext。Andthenthelettersfromtheparents!’Whyhasmyboynotbeenmovedthisterm?’’Whyhasmyboybeenmovedthisterm?’’Iamadissenter,anddonotwishmyboytosubscribetotheschoolmission。’’Canyouletmyboyoffearlytowaterthegarden?’RememberthatIhavebeenaday—boyhouse—master,andtriedtoinfusesomeespritdecorpsintothem。

Itispracticallyimpossible。Theycomeasunits,andunitstheyremain。Worse。Theyinfecttheboarders。Theirpestilential,critical,discontentedattitudeisspreadingovertheschool。IfIhadmyownway——"

Hestoppedsomewhatabruptly。

"Wasthatwhyyoulaughedattheirsinging?"

"Notatall。Notatall。Itisnotmyhabittosetonesectionoftheschoolagainsttheother。"

Afteralittletheywenttherounds。Theboyswereinbednow。

"Good—night!"calledHerbert,standinginthecorridorofthecubicles,andfrombehindeachofthegreencurtainscamethesoundofavoicereplying,"Good—night,sir!""Good—night,"heobservedintoeachdormitory。

Thenhewenttotheswitchinthepassageandplungedthewholehouseintodarkness。Rickielingeredbehindhim,strangelyimpressed。InthemorningthoseboyshadbeenscatteredoverEngland,leadingtheirownlives。Now,forthreemonths,theymustchangeeverything——seenewfaces,acceptnewideals。They,likehimself,mustenterabeneficentmachine,andlearnthevalueofespritdecorps。Goodluckattendthem——goodluckandahappyrelease。Forhisheartwouldhavethemnotinthesecubiclesanddormitories,buteachinhisowndearhome,amongstfacesandthingsthatheknew。

Nextmorning,afterchapel,hemadetheacquaintanceofhisclass。Towardsthathefeltverydifferently。Espritdecorpswasnotexpectedofit。ItwassimplytwodozenboyswhoweregatheredtogetherforthepurposeoflearningLatin。Hisdutiesanddifficultieswouldnotliehere。Hewasnotrequiredtoprovideitwithanatmosphere。Theschemeofworkwasalreadymappedout,andhestartedgailyuponfamiliarwords——

"Pan,oviumcustos,tuasitibiMaenalacuraeAdsis,OTegaee,favens。"

"Doyouthinkthatbeautiful?"heasked,andreceivedthehonestanswer,"No,sir;Idon’tthinkIdo。"HemetHerbertinhighspiritsinthequadrangleduringtheinterval。ButHerbertthoughthisenthusiasmratheramateurish,andcautionedhim。

"Youmusttakecaretheydon’tgetoutofhand。Iapproveofalivelyteacher,butdisciplinemustbeestablishedfirst。"

"Ifeltmyselfalearner,notateacher。IfI’mwrongoverapoint,ordon’tknow,Imeantotellthematonce。"

Herbertshookhishead。

"It’sdifferentifIwasreallyascholar。ButIcan’tposeasone,canI?Iknowmuchmorethantheboys,butIknowverylittle。Surelythehonestthingistobemyselftothem。Letthemacceptorrefusemeasthat。That’stheonlyattitudeweshallanyofusprofitbyintheend。"

Mr。Pembrokewassilent。Thenheobserved,"Thereis,asyousay,ahigherattitudeandalowerattitude。Yethere,assooften,cannotwefindagoldenmeanbetweenthem?"

"What’sthat?"saidadreamyvoice。Theyturnedandsawatall,spectacledman,whogreetedthenewcomerkindly,andtookholdofhisarm。"What’sthataboutthegoldenmean?"

"Mr。Jackson——Mr。Elliot:Mr。Elliot——Mr。Jackson,"saidHerbert,whodidnotseemquitepleased。"Rickie,haveyouamomenttospareme?"

Butthehumanistspoketotheyoungmanaboutthegoldenmeanandthepinchbeckmean,adding,"YouknowtheGreeksaren’tbroadchurchclergymen。Theyreallyaren’t,inspiteofmuchconflictingevidence。BoyswillregardSophoclesasakindofenlightenedbishop,andsomethingtellsmethattheyarewrong。"

"Mr。Jacksonisaclassicalenthusiast,"saidHerbert。"Hemakesthepastlive。Iwanttotalktoyouaboutthehumdrumpresent。"

"AndIamwarninghimagainstthehumdrumpast。"That’sanotherpoint,Mr。Elliot。ImpressonyourclassthatmanyGreeksandmostRomanswerefrightfullystupid,andiftheydisbelieveyou,readCtesiphonwiththem,orValeriusFlaccus。Whateveristhatnoise?"

"Itcomesfromyourclass—room,Ithink,"snappedtheothermaster。

"Soitdoes。Ah,yes。IexpecttheyareputtingyourlittleTewsonintothewaste—paperbasket。"

"Ialwayslockmyclass—roomintheinterval——"

"Yes?"

"——andcarrythekeyinmypocket。"

"Ah。But,Mr。Elliot,IamacousinofWiddrington’s。Hewrotetomeaboutyou。Iamsoglad。Willyou,firstofall,cometosuppernextSunday?"

"Iamafraid,"putinHerbert,"thatwepoorhousemastersmustdenyourselvesfestivitiesintermtime。"

"Butmayn’thecomeonce,justonce?"

"May,mydearJackson!Mybrother—in—lawisnotababy。Hedecidesforhimself。"

Rickienaturallyrefused。Assoonastheywereoutofhearing,Herbertsaid,"Thisisalittleunfortunate。WhoisMr。

Widdrington?"

"IknewhimatCambridge。"

"Letmeexplainhowwestand,"hecontinued,afterapause。

"Jacksonistheworstofthereactionarieshere,whileI——whyshouldIconcealit?——havethrowninmylotwiththepartyofprogress。Youwillseehowwesufferfromhimatthemasters’

meetings。Hehasnotalentfororganization,andyetheisalwaysinflictinghisideasonothers。Itwaslikehisimpertinencetodictatetoyouwhatauthorsyoushouldread,andmeanwhilethesixth—formroomlikeabear—garden,andaschoolprefectbeingputintothewaste—paperbasket。MygoodRickie,there’snothingtosmileat。Howistheschooltogoonwithamanlikethat?Itwouldbeacaseof’quickmarch,’ifitwasnotforhisbrilliantintellect。That’swhyIsayit’salittleunfortunate。Youwillhaveverylittleincommon,youandhe。"

Rickiedidnotanswer。HewasveryfondofWiddrington,whowasaquaint,sensitiveperson。AndhecouldnothelpbeingattractedbyMr。Jackson,whosewelcomecontrastedpleasantlywiththeofficialbreezinessofhisothercolleagues。Hewondered,too,whetheritissoveryreactionarytocontemplatetheantique。

"ItistruethatIvoteConservative,"pursuedMr。Pembroke,apparentlyconfrontingsomeobjector。"Butwhy?BecausetheConservatives,ratherthantheLiberals,standforprogress。Onemustnotbemisledbycatch—words。"

"Didn’tyouwanttoaskmesomething?"

"Ah,yes。YoufoundaboyinyourformcalledVarden?"

"Varden?Yes;thereis。"

"Droponhimheavily。Hehasbrokenthestatutesoftheschool。

Heisattendingasaday—boy。Thestatutesprovidethataboymustresidewithhisparentsorguardians。Hedoesneither。Itmustbestopped。Youmusttelltheheadmaster。"

"Wheredoestheboylive?"

"AtacertainMrs。Orr’s,whohasnoconnectionwiththeschoolofanykind。Itmustbestopped。Hemusteitherenteraboarding—houseorgo。"

"ButwhyshouldItell?"saidRickie。Herememberedtheboy,anunattractivepersonwithprotrudingears,"Itisthebusinessofhishouse—master。"

"House—master——exactly。Herewecomebackagain。Whoisnowtheday—boys’house—master?Jacksononceagain——asifanythingwasJackson’sbusiness!Ihandedthehousebacklastterminamostflourishingcondition。Ithasalreadygonetorackandruinforthesecondtime。ToreturntoVarden。Ihaveunearthedaput—upjob。Mrs。JacksonandMrs。Orrarefriends。Doyousee?Itallworksround。"

"Isee。Itdoes——ormight。"

"Theheadmasterwillneversanctionitwhenit’sputtohimplainly。"

"ButwhyshouldIputit?"saidRickie,twistingtheribbonsofhisgownroundhisfingers。

"Becauseyou’retheboy’sform—master。"

"Isthatareason?"

"Ofcourseitis。"

"Ionlywonderedwhether——"Hedidnotliketosaythathewonderedwhetherheneeddoithisfirstmorning。

"Bysomemeansorotheryoumustfindout——ofcourseyouknowalready,butyoumustfindoutfromtheboy。Iknow——Ihaveit!

Where’shishealthcertificate?"

"Hehadforgottenit。"

"Justlikethem。Well,whenhebringsit,itwillbesignedbyMrs。Orr,andyoumustlookatitandsay,’Orr——Orr——Mrs。

Orr?’orsomethingtothateffect,andthenthewholethingwillcomenaturallyout。"

Thebellrang,andtheywentinforthehourofschoolthatconcludedthemorning。Vardenbroughthishealthcertificate——apompousdocumentassertingthathehadnotsufferedfromroseolaorkindredailmentsintheholidays——andforalongtimeRickiesatwithitbeforehim,spreadopenuponhisdesk。Hedidnotquitelikethejob。Itsuggestedintrigue,andhehadcometoSawstonnottointriguebuttolabour。DoubtlessHerbertwasright,andMr。JacksonandMrs。Orrwerewrong。Butwhycouldtheynothaveitoutamongthemselves?Thenhethought,"Iamacoward,andthat’swhyI’mraisingtheseobjections,"calledtheboyuptohim,anditdidallcomeoutnaturally,moreorless。

HithertoVardenhadlivedwithhismother;butshehadleftSawstonatChristmas,andnowhewouldlivewithMrs。Orr。"Mr。

Jackson,sir,saiditwouldbeallright。"

"Yes,yes,"saidRickie;"quiteso。"HerememberedHerbert’sdictum:"Mastersmustpresentaunitedfront。Iftheydonot——thedeluge。"Hesenttheboybacktohisseat,andafterschooltookthecompromisinghealthcertificatetotheheadmaster。Theheadmasterwasatthattimeeasilyexcitedbyabreachoftheconstitution。"Parentsorguardians,"hereputed——"parentsorguardians,"andflewwiththosewordsonhislipstoMr。Jackson。

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