The Longest Journey

第6章

Hefaltered。"ToAnsell’s,itis——"Itseemedasifhewasmakingsomegreatadmission。Soself—consciouswashe,thathethoughtthetwowomenexchangedglances。HadAgnesalreadyexploredthatpartofhimthatdidnotbelongtoher?Wouldanotherchancesteprevealthepartthatdid?Heaskedthemabruptlywhattheywouldliketodoafterlunch。

"Anything,"saidMrs。Lewin,——"anythingintheworld。"

Awalk?Aboat?Ely?Adrive?Someobjectionwasraisedtoeach。

"Totellthetruth,"shesaidatlast,"Idofeelaweebittired,andwhatoccurstomeisthis。YouandAgnesshallleavemehereandhavenomorebother。Ishallbeperfectlyhappysnoozlinginoneofthesedelightfuldrawing—roomchairs。Dowhatyoulike,andthenpickmeupafterit。"

"Alas,it’sagainstregulations,"saidRickie。"TheUnionwon’ttrustladyvisitorsonitspremisesalone。"

"Butwho’stoknowI’malone?Withalotofmeninthedrawing—room,how’seachtoknowthatI’mnotwiththeothers?"

"ThatwouldshockRickie,"saidAgnes,laughing。"He’sfrightfullyhigh—principled。"

"No,I’mnot,"saidRickie,thinkingofhisrecentshiftinessoverbreakfast。

"Thencomeforawalkwithme。Iwantexercise。SomeconnectionofourswasoncerectorofMadingley。Ishallwalkoutandseethechurch。"

Mrs。LewinwasaccordinglyleftintheUnion。

"Thisisjolly!"AgnesexclaimedasshestrodealongthesomewhatdepressingroadthatleadsoutofCambridgepasttheobservatory。

"DoIgotoofast?"

"No,thankyou。Igetstrongereveryyear。Ifitwasn’tforthelookofthething,Ishouldbequitehappy。"

"Butyoudon’tcareforthelookofthething。It’sonlyignorantpeoplewhodothat,surely。"

"Perhaps。Icare。Ilikepeoplewhoarewell—madeandbeautiful。

Theyareofsomeuseintheworld。Iunderstandwhytheyarethere。Icannotunderstandwhytheuglyandcrippledarethere,howeverhealthytheymayfeelinside。Don’tyouknowhowTurnerspoilshispicturesbyintroducingamanlikeabolsterintheforeground?Well,inactuallifeeverylandscapeisspoiltbymenofworseshapesstill。"

"Yousoundlikeabolsterwiththestuffingout。"Theylaughed。

Shealwaysblewhiscobwebsawaylikethis,withapuffofhumorousmountainair。Justnowtheassociationsheattachedtoherwerevarious——sheremindedhimofaheroineofMeredith’s——

butaheroineattheendofthebook。Allhadbeenwrittenabouther。Shehadplayedhermightypart,andknewthatitwasover。

Heandhealonewasnotcontent,andwroteforherdailyatrivialandimpossiblesequel。

LasttimetheyhadtalkedaboutGerald。Butthatwassomesixmonthsago,whenthingsfelteasier。TodayGeraldwasthefaintestblur。FortunatelytheconversationturnedtoMr。

Pembrokeandtoeducation。DidwomenlosealotbynotknowingGreek?"Aheap,"saidRickie,roughly。Butmodernlanguages?ThustheygottoGermany,whichhehadvisitedlastEasterwithAnsell;andthencetotheGermanEmperor,andwhatato—dohemade;andfromhimtoourownking(stillPrinceofWales),whohadlivedwhileanundergraduateatMadingleyHall。Hereitwas。

Andallthetimehethought,"Itishardonher。Shehasnorighttobewalkingwithme。Shewouldbeillwithdisgustifsheknew。

Itishardonhertobeloved。"

TheylookedattheHall,andwentinsidetheprettylittlechurch。SomeArundelprintshunguponthepillars,andAgnesexpressedtheopinionthatpicturesinsideaplaceofworshipwereapity。Rickiedidnotagreewiththis。Hesaidagainthatnothingbeautifulwasevertoberegretted。

"You’recrackedonbeauty,"shewhispered——theywerestillinsidethechurch。"Dohurryupandwritesomething。"

"Somethingbeautiful?"

"Ibelieveyoucan。I’mgoingtolectureyouseriouslyallthewayhome。Takecarethatyoudon’twasteyourlife。"

Theycontinuedtheconversationoutside。"ButI’vegottohatemyownwriting。Ibelievethatmostpeoplecometothatstage——notsoearlythough。WhatIwriteistoosilly。Itcan’thappen。Forinstance,astupidvulgarmanisengagedtoalovelyyounglady。

Hewantshertoliveinthetowns,butsheonlycaresforwoods。

Sheshockshimthiswayandthat,butgraduallyhetamesher,andmakeshernearlyasdullasheis。Onedayshehasalastexplosion——overthesnobbyweddingpresents——andfliesoutofthedrawing—roomwindow,shouting,’Freedomandtruth!’Nearthehouseisalittledellfulloffir—trees,andsherunsintoit。

Hecomestherethenextmoment。Butshe’sgone。"

"Awfullyexciting。Where?"

"OhLord,she’saDryad!"criedRickie,ingreatdisgust。"She’sturnedintoatree。"

"Rickie,it’sverygoodindeed。Thekindofthinghassomethinginit。OfcourseyougetitallthroughGreekandLatin。Howupsetthemanmustbewhenheseesthegirlturn。"

"Hedoesn’tseeher。Heneverguesses。SuchamancouldneverseeaDryad。"

"Soyoudescribehowsheturnsjustbeforehecomesup?"

"No。IndeedIdon’teversaythatshedoesturn。Idon’tusetheword’Dryad’once。"

"Ithinkyououghttoputthatpartplainly。Otherwise,withsuchanoriginalstory,peoplemightmissthepoint。Haveyouhadanyluckwithit?"

"Magazines?Ihaven’ttried。Iknowwhatthestuff’sworth。Yousee,ayearortwoagoIhadagreatideaofgettingintotouchwithNature,justastheGreekswereintouch;andseeingEnglandsobeautiful,Iusedtopretendthathertreesandcoppicesandsummerfieldsofparsleywerealive。It’sfunnyenoughnow,butitwasn’tfunnythen,forIgotinsuchastatethatIbelieved,actuallybelieved,thatFaunslivedinacertaindoublehedgerowneartheCogMagogs,andoneeveningIwalkedamilesoonerthangothroughitalone。"

"Goodgracious!"Shelaidherhandonhisshoulder。

Hemovedtotheothersideoftheroad。"It’sallrightnow。I’vechangedthosefolliesforothers。ButwhileIhadthemIbegantowrite,andevennowIkeeponwriting,thoughIknowbetter。I’vegotquiteapileoflittlestories,allharpingonthisridiculousideaofgettingintotouchwithNature。"

"Iwishyouweren’tsomodest。It’ssimplysplendidasanidea。

Though——buttellmeabouttheDryadwhowasengagedtobemarried。Whatwasshelike?"

"Icanshowyouthedellinwhichtheyoungpersondisappeared。

Wepassitontherightinamoment。"

"Itdoesseemapitythatyoudon’tmakesomethingofyourtalents。Itseemssuchawastetowritelittlestoriesandneverpublishthem。Youmusthaveenoughforabook。Lifeissofullinourdaysthatshortstoriesaretheverything;theygetreadbypeoplewho’dnevertackleanovel。Forexample,atourDorcaswetriedtoreadoutalongaffairbyHenryJames——Herbertsawitrecommendedin’TheTimes。’Therewasnodoubtitwasverygood,butonesimplycouldn’trememberfromoneweektoanotherwhathadhappened。Sonowouraimistogetsomethingthatjustlaststhehour。Itakeyouseriously,Rickie,andthatiswhyIamsooffensive。Youaretoomodest。Peoplewhothinktheycandonothingsooftendonothing。Iwantyoutoplunge。"

Itthrilledhimlikeatrumpet—blast。Shetookhimseriously。

Couldhebutthankherforherdivineaffability!Butthewordswouldstickinhisthroat,orworsestillwouldbringotherwordsalongwiththem。Hisbreathcamequickly,forheseldomspokeofhiswriting,andnoone,notevenAnsell,hadadvisedhimtoplunge。

"ButdoyoureallythinkthatIcouldtakeupliterature?"

"Whynot?Youcantry。Evenifyoufail,youcantry。Ofcoursewethinkyoutremendouslyclever;andImetoneofyourdonsattea,andhesaidthatyourdegreewasnotintheleastaproofofyourabilities:hesaidthatyouknockedupandgotflurriedinexaminations。Oh!"——hercheekflushed,——"IwishIwasaman。Thewholeworldliesbeforethem。Theycandoanything。Theyaren’tcoopedupwithservantsandteapartiesandtwaddle。Butwhere’sthisdellwheretheDryaddisappeared?"

"We’vepassedit。"Hehadmeanttopassit。Itwastoobeautiful。

Allhehadread,allhehadhopedfor,allhehadloved,seemedtoquiverinitsenchantedair。Itwasperilous。Hedarednotenteritwithsuchawoman。

"Howlongago?"Sheturnedback。"Idon’twanttomissthedell。

Hereitmustbe,"sheaddedafterafewmoments,andsprangupthegreenbankthathidtheentrancefromtheroad。"Oh,whatajollyplace!"

"Gorightinifyouwanttoseeit,"saidRickie,anddidnotoffertogowithher。Shestoodforamomentlookingattheview,forafewstepswillincreaseaviewinCambridgeshire。Thewindblewherdressagainsther。Then,likeacataractagain,shevanishedpureandcoolintothedell。

Theyoungmanthoughtofherfeelingsnolonger。Hisheartthrobbedlouderandlouder,andseemedtoshakehimtopieces。

"Rickie!"

Shewascallingfromthedell。Forananswerhesatdownwherehewas,onthedust—bespatteredmargin。Shecouldcallasloudassheliked。Thedevilhaddonemuch,butheshouldnottakehimtoher。

"Rickie!"——anditcamewiththetonesofanangel。Hedrovehisfingersintohisears,andinvokedthenameofGerald。Buttherewasnosign,neitherangrymotionintheairnorhintofJanuarymist。June——fieldsofJune,skyofJune,songsofJune。GrassofJunebeneathhim,grassofJuneoverthetragedyhehaddeemedimmortal。Abirdcalledoutofthedell:"Rickie!"

Abirdflewintothedell。

"DidyoutakemefortheDryad?"sheasked。Shewassittingdownwithhisheadonherlap。Hehadlaiditthereforamomentbeforehewentouttodie,andshehadnotlethimtakeitaway。

"Iprayedyoumightnotbeawoman,"hewhispered。

"Darling,Iamverymuchawoman。Idonotvanishintogrovesandtrees。Ithoughtyouwouldnevercome。"

"Didyouexpect——?"

"Ihoped。Icalledhoping。"

InsidethedellitwasneitherJunenorJanuary。Thechalkwallsbarredouttheseasons,andthefir—treesdidnotseemtofeeltheirpassage。Onlyfromtimetotimetheodoursofsummerslippedinfromthewoodabove,tocommentonthewaxingyear。

Shebentdowntotouchhimwithherlips。

Hestarted,andcriedpassionately,"Neverforgetthatyourgreatestthingisover。Ihaveforgotten:Iamtooweak。Youshallneverforget。WhatIsaidtoyouthenisgreaterthanwhatIsaytoyounow。Whathegaveyouthenisgreaterthananythingyouwillgetfromme。"

Shewasfrightened。Againshehadthesenseofsomethingabnormal。Thenshesaid,"Whatisallthisnonsense?"andfoldedhiminherarms。

VIII

Ansellstoodlookingathisbreakfast—table,whichwaslaidforfourinsteadoftwo。Hisbedmaker,equallypeevish,explainedhowithadhappened。Lastnight,atoneinthemorning,theporterhadbeenawokewithanoteforthekitchens,andinthatnoteMr。

ElliotsaidthatallthesethingsweretobesenttoMr。

Ansell’s。

"Thefoolshavesenttheoriginalorderaswell。Here’sthelemon—solefortwo。Ican’tmoveforfood。"

"Thenotebeingambigerous,theKitchensjudgedbesttosenditall。"Shespokeofthekitchensinahalf—respectful,half—pityingway,muchasonespeaksofParliament。

"Who’stopayforit?"Hepeepedintothenewdishes。Kidneysentombedinanomelette,hotroastchickeninwaterygravy,aglazedbutpallidpie。

"Andwho’stowashitup?"saidthebedmakertoherhelpoutside。

AnsellhaddisputedlatelastnightconcerningSchopenhauer,andwasalittlecrossandtired。HebouncedovertoTilliard,whokeptopposite。Tilliardwaseatinggooseberryjam。

"DidElliotaskyoutobreakfastwithme?"

"No,"saidTilliardmildly。

"Well,you’dbettercome,andbringeveryoneyouknow。"

SoTilliardcame,bearinghimselfalittleformally,forhewasnotveryintimatewithhisneighbour。OutofthewindowtheycalledtoWiddrington。Buthelaidhishandonhisstomach,thusindicatingitwastoolate。

"Who’stopayforit?"repeatedAnsell,asamanappearedfromtheButterycarryingcoffeeonabrighttintray。

"Collegecoffee!Hownice!"remarkedTilliard,whowascuttingthepie。"Butbeforetermendsyoumustcomeandtrymynewmachine。Mysistergaveitme。Thereisabulbatthetop,andasthewaterboils——"

"Hemighthavecounter—orderedthelemon—sole。That’sRickieallover。Violentlyeconomical,andthenloseshishead,andallthethingsgobad。"

"Givethemtothebedderwhilethey’rehot。"Thiswasdone。Sheacceptedthemdispassionately,withtheairofonewholiveswithoutnourishment。Tilliardcontinuedtodescribehissister’scoffeemachine。

"What’sthat?"Theycouldhearpantingandrustlingonthestairs。

"Itsoundslikealady,"saidTilliardfearfully。Heslippedthepieceofpieback。Itfellintopositionlikeabrick。

"Isithere?AmIright?Isithere?"ThedooropenedandincameMrs。Lewin。"Ohhorrors!I’vemadeamistake。"

"That’sallright,"saidAnsellawkwardly。

"IwantedMr。Elliot。Wherearethey?"

"WeexpectMr。Elliotevery—moment,"saidTilliard。

"Don’ttellmeI’mright,"criedMrs。Lewin,"andthatyou’retheterrifyingMr。Ansell。"And,withobviousrelief,shewrungTilliardwarmlybythehand。

"I’mAnsell,"saidAnsell,lookingveryuncouthandgrim。

"Howstupidofmenottoknowit,"shegasped,andwouldhavegoneontoIknownotwhat,butthedooropenedagain。ItwasRickie。

"Here’sMissPembroke,"hesaid。"Iamgoingtomarryher。"

Therewasaprofoundsilence。

"Weoughtn’ttohavedonethingslikethis,"saidAgnes,turningtoMrs。Lewin。"WehavenorighttotakeMr。Ansellbysurprise。

ItisRickie’sfault。Hewasthatobstinate。Hewouldbringus。

Heoughttobehorsewhipped。"

"Heought,indeed,"saidTilliardpleasantly,andbolted。Nottillhegainedhisroomdidherealizethathehadbeenlessaptthanusual。AsforAnsell,thefirstthinghesaidwas,"Whydidn’tyoucounter—orderthelemon—sole?"

InsuchasituationMrs。Lewinwasofpricelessvalue。Sheledthewaytothetable,observing,"IquiteagreewithMissPembroke。Iloathesurprises。NevershallIforgetmyhorrorwhentheknife—boypaintedthedove’scagewiththedoveinside。Hediditasasurprise。PoorParsivalnearlydied。Hisfeatherswerebrightgreen!"

"Well,givemethelemon—soles,"saidRickie。"Ilikethem。"

"Thebedder’sgotthem。"

"Well,thereyouare!What’stheretobeannoyedabout?"

"Andwhilethecagewasdryingweputhimamongthebantams。Theyhadbeenthegreatestallies。ButIsupposetheytookhimforaparrotorahawk,orsomethingthatbantamshateforwhilehiscagewasdryingtheypickedouthisfeathers,andPICKEDandPICKEDouthisfeathers,tillhewasperfectlybald。’Hugo,look,’saidI。’ThisistheendofParsival。Letmehavenomoresurprises。’Heburstintotears。"

ThusdidMrs。Lewincreateanatmosphere。Atfirstitseemedunreal,butgraduallytheygotusedtoit,andbreathedscarcelyanythingelsethroughoutthemeal。Insuchanatmosphereeverythingseemedofsmallandequalvalue,andtheengagementofRickieandAgneslikethefeathersofParsival,flutteredlightlytotheground。Ansellwasgenerallysilent。Hewasnomatchforthesetwoquitecleverwomen。Onlyoncewasthereahitch。

TheyhadbeentalkinggailyenoughaboutthebetrothalwhenAnsellsuddenlyinterruptedwith,"Whenisthemarriage?"

"Mr。Ansell,"saidAgnes,blushing,"Iwishyouhadn’taskedthat。Thatpart’sdreadful。Notforyears,asfaraswecansee。"

ButRickiehadnotseenasfar。Hehadnottalkedtoherofthisatall。Lastnighttheyhadspokenonlyoflove。Heexclaimed,"Oh,Agnes—don’t!"Mrs。Lewinlaughedroguishly。

"Whythisdelay?"askedAnsell。

AgneslookedatRickie,whoreplied,"Imustgetmoney,worseluck。"

"Ithoughtyou’dgotmoney。"

Hehesitated,andthensaid,"Imustgetmyfootontheladder,then。"

Ansellbeganwith,"Onwhichladder?"butMrs。Lewin,usingtheprivilegeofhersex,exclaimed,"Notanotherword。Ifthere’sathingIabominate,itisplans。Myheadgoeswhirlingatonce。"

Whatshereallyabominatedwasquestions,andshesawthatAnsellwasturningserious。Toappeasehim,sheputonherclevermannerandaskedhimaboutGermany。Howhaditimpressedhim?Werewesototallyunfittedtorepelinvasion?WasnotGermanscholarshipoverestimated?Hereplieddiscourteously,buthedidreply;andifshecouldhavestoppedhimthinking,hertriumphwouldhavebeencomplete。

Whentheyrosetogo,AgnesheldAnsell’shandforamomentinherown。

"Good—bye,"shesaid。"Itwasveryunconventionalofustocomeaswedid,butIdon’tthinkanyofusareconventionalpeople。"

Heonlyreplied,"Good—bye。"Theladiesstartedoff。Rickielingeredbehindtowhisper,"Iwouldhaveitso。Iwouldhaveyoubeginsquaretogether。Ican’ttalkyet——I’velovedherforyears——can’tthinkwhatshe’sdoneitfor。I’mgoingtowriteshortstories。Ishallstartthisafternoon。Shedeclarestheremaybesomethinginme。"

Assoonashehadleft,Tilliardburstin,whitewithagitation,andcrying,"Didyouseemyawfulfauxpas——aboutthehorsewhip?

WhatshallIdo?ImustcallonElliot。OrhadIbetterwrite?"

"MissPembrokewillnotmind,"saidAnsellgravely。"Sheisunconventional。"Hekneltinanarm—chairandhidhisfaceintheback。

"Itwaslikeabomb,"saidTilliard。

"Itwasmeanttobe。"

"Idofeelafool。Whatmustshethink?"

"Nevermind,Tilliard。You’venotbeenasbigafoolasmyself。

Atallevents,youtoldherhemustbehorsewhipped。"

Tilliardhummedalittletune。Hehatedanythingnasty,andtherewasnastinessinAnsell。"Whatdidyoutellher?"heasked。

"Nothing。"

"Whatdoyouthinkofit?"

"Ithink:Damnthosewomen。"

"Ah,yes。Onehatesone’sfriendstogetengaged。Itmakesonefeelsoold:Ithinkthatisoneofthereasons。Thebrotherjustabovemehaslatelymarried,andmysisterwasquitesickaboutit,thoughthethingwassuitableineveryway。"

"DamnTHESEwomen,then,"saidAnsell,bouncingroundinthechair。"Damntheseparticularwomen。"

"Theylookedandspokelikeladies。"

"Exactly。Theirdiplomacywasladylike。Theirlieswereladylike。

They’vecaughtElliotinamostladylikeway。Isawitallduringtheonemomentwewerenatural。Generallywewereclatteringafterthemarriedone,whom——likeafool——Itookforafool。Butforonemomentwewerenatural,andduringthatmomentMissPembroketoldalie,andmadeRickiebelieveitwasthetruth。"

"Whatdidshesay?"

"Shesaid`wesee’insteadof’Isee。’"

Tilliardburstintolaughter。Thisjaundicedyoungphilosopher,withhiskinkyviewoflife,wastoomuchforhim。

"Shesaid’wesee,’"repeatedAnsell,"insteadof’Isee,’andshemadehimbelievethatitwasthetruth。Shecaughthimandmakeshimbelievethathecaughther。Shecametoseemeandmakeshimthinkthatitishisidea。ThatiswhatImeanwhenI

saythatsheisalady。"

"Youaretoosubtleforme。Mydulleyescouldonlyseetwohappypeople。"

"Ineversaidtheyweren’thappy。"

"Then,mydearAnsell,whyareyousocutup?It’sbeastlywhenafriendmarries,——andIgranthe’sratheryoung,——butIshouldsayit’sthebestthingforhim。Adecentwoman——andyouhaveprovednotonethingagainsther——adecentwomanwillkeephimuptothemarkandstophimgettingslack。She’llmakehimresponsibleandmanly,formuchasIlikeRickie,Ialwaysfindhimalittleeffeminate。And,really,"——hisvoicegrewsharper,forhewasirritatedbyAnsell’sconceit,"and,really,youtalkasifyouweremixedupintheaffair。Theypayacivilvisittoyourrooms,andyouseenothingbutdarkplotsandchallengestowar。"

"War!"criedAnsell,crashinghisfiststogether。"It’swar,then!"

"Oh,whatalotoftommy—rot,"saidTilliard。"Can’tamanandwomangetengaged?Mydearboy——excusemetalkinglikethis——whatonearthisittodowithus?"

"We’rehisfriends,andIhopewealwaysshallbe,butweshan’tkeephisfriendshipbyfighting。We’reboundtofallintothebackground。Wifefirst,friendssomewayafter。Youmayresenttheorder,butitisordainedbynature。"

"Thepointis,notwhat’sordainedbynatureoranyotherfool,butwhat’sright。"

"Youarehopelesslyunpractical,"saidTilliard,turningaway。

"Andletmeremindyouthatyou’vealreadygivenawayyourcasebyacknowledgingthatthey’rehappy。"

"Sheishappybecauseshehasconquered;heishappybecausehehasatlasthungalltheworld’sbeautyontoasinglepeg。Hewasalwaystryingtodoit。Heusedtocallthepeghumanity。

Willeitherofthesehappinesseslast?Hiscan’t。Hersonlyforatime。Ifightthiswomannotonlybecauseshefightsme,butbecauseIforeseethemostappallingcatastrophe。ShewantsRickie,partlytoreplaceanothermanwhomshelosttwoyearsago,partlytomakesomethingoutofhim。Heistowrite。Intimeshewillgetsickofthis。Hewon’tgetfamous。Shewillonlyseehowthinheisandhowlame。Shewilllongforajollierhusband,andIdon’tblameher。And,havingmadehimthoroughlymiserableanddegraded,shewillbolt——ifshecandoitlikealady。"

SuchweretheopinionsofStewartAnsell。

IX

SevenletterswritteninJune:——

CambridgeDearRickie,Iwouldratherwrite,andyoucanguesswhatkindofletterthisiswhenIsayitisafaircopy:Ihavebeenmakingroughdraftsallthemorning。WhenItalkIgetangry,andalsoattimestrytobeclever——tworeasonswhyIfailtogetattentionpaidtome。

Thisisaletteroftheprudentsort。Ifitmakesyoubreakofftheengagement,itsworkisdone。Youarenotapersonwhooughttomarryatall。Youareunfittedinbody:thatweoncediscussed。Youarealsounfittedinsoul:youwantandyouneedtolikemanypeople,andamanofthatsortoughtnottomarry。

"Youneverwereattachedtothatgreatsect"whocanlikeonepersononly,andifyoutrytoenterityouwillfinddestruction。IhavereadinbooksandIcannotaffordtodespisebooks,theyareallthatIhavetogoby——thatmenandwomendesiredifferentthings。Manwantstolovemankind;womanwantstoloveoneman。Whenshehashimherworkisover。SheistheemissaryofNature,andNature’sbiddinghasbeenfulfilled。ButmandoesnotcareadamnforNature——oratleastonlyaverylittledamn。Hecaresforahundredthingsbesides,andthemorecivilizedheisthemorehewillcarefortheseotherhundredthings,anddemandnotonly——awifeandchildren,butalsofriends,andwork,andspiritualfreedom。

Ibelieveyoutobeextraordinarilycivilized。——Yoursever,S。A。

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