Main-Travelled Roads

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Thesecondwinter,however,Agnesalsoattendedtheseminary,andWillsawherdailyandgrewtoloveher。HehadbeenjustabitjealousofEdKinneyallthetime,forEdhadacertainrakishgraceindancingandadashingskillinhandlingateamwhichmadehimadangerousrival。

But,asWillworkedbesidehimallthisMonday,hefeltsosecureinhisknowledgeofthecaressAgneshadgivenhimatpartingthenightbeforethathewasperfectlyhappy-sohappythathedidn’tcaretotalk,onlytoworkonanddreamasheworked。

ShrewdDavidMcTurghadhisjokewhenthemachinestoppedforafewminutes。“Well,youfellersdobetter’nIexpectedyehto,afterbein’outsolatelastnight。ThefirstfellerIfindgappin’hasgottotreattotheapples。“

“Keepyoureyeonme,“saidShep。

“You?“laughedoneoftheothers。“Anybodyknowsifagirlsomuchaslookedcrosswaysatyou,you’dfallinafit。“

“Anotherthing,“saidDavid。“Ican’thaveyoufellerscarryin’grain,goingtothehousetoooftenforfriedcakesorcookies。“

“Nowyougitout,“saidBillYoungfromthestrawpile。“Youain’tgoin’tohaveallthefuntoyerself。“

Will’sbloodbegantogrowhotinhisface。IfBillhadsaidmuchmore,ormentionedhername,hewouldhavesilencedhim。Tohavethisroughjokingcomesocloseupontheholiestandmostexquisiteeveningofhislifewashorrible。Itwasnotthewordstheysaid,butthetonestheyused,thatvulgarizeditall。Hebreathedasighofreliefwhenthesoundofthemachinebeganagain。

Thisjestingmadehimmorewary,andwhenthecallfordinnersoundedandheknewhewasgoingintoseeher,heshrankfromit。

Hetooknopartintheraceofthedust-blackened,half-famishedmentogetatthewashingplacefirst。Hetooknopartinthescurrytogetseatsatthefirsttable。

Threshingtimewasalwaysaseasonofgreattrialto-thehousewife。Tohaveadozenmenwiththeappetitesofdragonstocookforwasnosmalltaskforacoupleofwomen,inadditiontotheirothereverydayduties。Preparationsusuallybeganthenightbeforewitharaidonahenroost,for“biledchickun“

formedthepiecederesistanceofthedinner。Thetable,enlargedbyboards,filledthesittingroom。Extraseatsweremadeoutofplanksplacedonchairs,anddisheswereborrowedofneighborswhocameforsuchaid,intheirturn。

Sometimestheneighboringwomencameintohelp;butAgnesandhermotherweredeterminedtomanagethejobalonethisyear,andsothegirl,withaneatdarkdress,hereyesshining,hercheeksflushedwiththework,receivedthemenastheycameindusty,coatless,withgrime-behindtheirears,butajollygoodsmileoneveryface。

Mostofthemwerefarmersoftheneighborhoodandschoolmates。

TheonlyonesheshrankfromwasYoung,withhishard,glitteringeyesandred,sordidface。Shereceivedtheirjokes,theirnoise,withasilentsmilewhichshowedhereventeethanddimpledherroundcheek-“Shewasgoodforsoreeyes,“asoneofthefellowssaidtoShep。Sheseemeddeliciouslysweetanddaintytotheseroughlydressedfellows。

Theyrangedalongthetablewithagreatdealofnoise,bootsthumping,squeaking,knivesandforksrattling,voicesbellowingout。

“Nowholdon,Steve!Can’thaveyehsonearthatchickun!“

“Movealong,Shep!Iwanttobenexttothekitchendoor!Iwon’tgetnothin’withyouonthatsideo’me。“

“Oh,that’stoothin!Iseewhatyou’re-“

“No,Iwon’tneedanysugar,ifyoujustsmileintoit。“ThisfromgallantDavid,greetedwithroarsoflaughter。

“Now,Dave,s’poseyourwife’udhearo’that?“

“She’dsnatch’imbald-headed,that’swhatshe’ddo。“

“Say,somebodydrivethatceowdownthisway,“saidBill。

“Don’tgetoffthatdrive!It’stooold,“criticisedShep,passingthemilkjug。

Potatoeswereseized,cutinhalves,soppedingravy,andtakenone,two!Corncakeswentintogreatjawslikecoalintoasteamengine。Knivesintherighthandcutandscoopedgravyup。Great,muscular,grimy,butwholesomefellowstheywere,feedinglikeancientNorse,andcapableofworkinglikedemons。Theyweredeepintheprocess;half-hiddenbysteamfromthepotatoesandstew,inlessthansixtysecondsfromtheirentrance。

WithashrinkingfromthecommentsoftheothersuponhisregardforAgnes,Willassumedareservedandalmosthaughtyairtowardhisfellowworkmen,andacuriouscoldnesstowardher。Ashewentin,shecameforwardsmilingbrightly。

“There’sonemoreplace,Will。“Atender,involuntarydroopinhervoicebetrayedher,andWillfeltawaveofhotbloodsurgeoverhimastherestroared。

“Ha,ha!Oh,there’dbeaplaceforhim!“

“Don’tworry,Will!Alwaysroomforyouhere!“

Willtookhisseatwithasuddenangryflame。“Whycan’tshekeepitfromthesefools?“washisthought。Hedidn’teventhankherforshowinghimthechair。

Sheflushedvividly,butsmiledback。Shewassoproudandhappy,shedidn’tcareverymuchiftheydidknowit。ButasWilllookedatherwiththatquickangryglance,andtookhisseatwithscowlingbrow,shewashurtandpuzzled。Sheredoubledherexertionstopleasehim,andbysodoingaddedtotheamusementofthecrowdthatgnawedchickenbones,rattledcups,knivesandforks,andjokedastheyatewithsmallgraceandnomateriallossoftime。

Willremainedsilentthroughitall,eatinginmarkedcontrasttotheothers,usinghisforkinsteadofhisknifeineatinghispotato,’anddrinkinghisteafromhiscupratherthanfromhissaucer-

“finickies“whichdidnotescapethenoticeofthegirlnorthe。

sharpeyesoftheotherworkmen。

“Seethat?That’sthewaywedodowntothesem!See?Forkforpieinyerrighthand!Hey?Ican’tdoit。Watchme。“

WhenAgnesleanedovertosay,“Won’tyouhavesomemoretea,Will?“theynudgedeachotherandgrinned。“Aha!WhatdidItellyou?“

AgnessawatlastthatforsomereasonWilldidn’twanthertoshowherregardforhim,thatbewasashamedofitinsomeway,andshewaswounded。Tocoveritup,sheresortedtothefemininedeviceofsmilingandchattingwiththeothers。SheaskedEdifhewouldn’thaveanotherpieceofpie。

“Iwill-withafork,please。“

“Thisis’bouttheonlyplaceyoucanuseafork,“saidBillYoung,anticipatingalaughbyhisownbroadgrin。

“Oh,that’stooold,“saidShepWatson。“Don’tdragthatoutagin。A

manthat’lleatseventaters-“

“Showswhodocsthework。“

“Yes,withhisjaws,“putinJimWheelock,thedriver。“Ifyou’dputinalittlemoreworkwithsoap’n’waterbeforecomin’intodinner,it’udbeareligiousidee,“saidDavid。

“Itain’thealthytowash。“

“Well,you’llliveforever,then。“

“Heain’twashedhisfacesenceIknew’im。“

“Oh,that’salittletootought!Hewashesonceaweek,“saidEdKinney。

“Backofhisears?“inquiredDavid,whowasmunchingadoughnut,hisblackeyestwinklingwithfun。

“What’sthecauseofit?“

“Dadesaysshewon’tkiss’imifhedon’t。“Everybodyroared。

“GoodferDade!Iwouldn’tifIwasinherplace。“

Wheelockgrippedachickenlegimperturbably,andleftitbareasatoothpickwithoneortwobitesatit。Hisfaceshoneintwocleansectionsaroundhisnoseandmouth。Behindhisearsthedirtlayundisturbed。Thegreaseonhishandscouldnotbewashedoff。

WillbegantosuffernowbecauseAgnestreatedtheotherfellowstoowell。Withalover’sexactingjealousy,hewantedherinsomewaytohidetheirtendernessfromtherest,buttoshowherindifferencetomenlikeYoungandKinney。Hedidn’tstoptoinquireofhimselfthejusticeofsuchademand,norjusthowitwastobedone。Heonlyinsistedsheoughttodoit。

Heroseandleftthetableattheendofhisdinner,withouthavingspokentoher,withoutevenatender,significantglance,andheknew,too,thatshewastroubledandhurt。Buthewassuffering。Itseemedasifhehadlostsomethingsweet,lostitirrecoverably。

HenoticedEdKinneyandBillYoungwerethelasttocomeout,justbeforethemachinestartedupagainafterdinner,andhesawthempauseoutsidethethresholdandlaughbackatAgnesstandinginthedoorway。Whycouldn’tshekeepthosefellowsatadistance,notgooutofherwaytobandyjokeswiththem?

Somewaytheelationofthemorningwasgone。Heworkedondoggedlynow,withoutlookingup,withoutlisteningtotheleaves,withoutseeingthesunlightedclouds。Ofcoursehedidn’tthinkthatshemeantanythingbyit,butitirritatedhimandmadehimunhappy。Shegaveherselftoofreely。

Towardthemiddleoftheafternoonthemachinestoppedforatimeforsomerepairing;andwhileWilllayonhisstackinthebrightyellowsunshine,shellingwheatinhishandsandlisteningtothewindintheoaks,heheardhisnameandhernamementionedontheothersideofthemachine,wherethemeasuringboxstood。

Helistened。

“She’sprettysweetonhim,ain’tshe?Didyehnotushowshestoodaroundoverhim?“

“Yes;an’didyehseehimwhenshepassedthecupo’teadownoverhisshoulder?“

Willgotup,whitewithwrathastheylaughed。

“Somewayhedidn’tseemtoenjoyitasIwould。Iwishshe’dreachherarmovermyneckthatway。“

Willwalkedaroundthemachine,andcameonthegrouplyingonthechaffnearthestrawpile。

“Say,IwantyoufellerstounderstandthatIwon’thaveanymoreofthistalk。Iwon’thaveit。“

Therewasadeadsilence。ThenBillYoungroseup。

“Whatyehgoen’todoaboutUt?“besneered。

“I’mgoingtostopit。“

ThewolfroseinYoung。Hemovedforward,hisferocioussoulflamingfromhiseyes。

“W’y,youdamnedseminarydude,Icanbreakyouintwo!“

AnansweringglarecameintoWill’seyes。Hegraspedandslightlyshookhisfork,whichhehadbroughtwithhimunconsciously。

“Ifyoumakeonemotionatme,I’llsmashyourheadlikeaneggshell!“Hisvoicewaslowbutterrific。Therewasatonemitthatmadehisownbloodstopinhisveins。“IfyouthinkI’mgoingtorollaroundonthisgroundwithahyenalikeyou,you’vemistakenyourman。I’llkillyou,butIwon’tfightwithsuchmenasyouare。“

Billquailedandslunkaway,mutteringsomeepithetlike“coward。“

“Idon’tcarewhatyoucallme,butjustrememberwhatIsay:youkeepyourtongueoffthatgirl’saffairs。“

“That’sthetalk!“saidDavid。“Standupforyourgirlalways,butdon’tuseafork。Youcanhandlehimwithoutthat:’

“Idon’tproposetotry,“saidWill,asheturnedaway。Asbedidso,hecaughtaglimpseofEdKinneyatthewell,pumpingapailofwaterforAgnes,whostoodbesidehim,thesunonherbeautifulyellowhair。ShewaslaughingatsomethingEdwassayingasheslowlymovedthehandleupanddown。

Instantly,likeafoaming,turbidflood,hisragesweptouttowardher。“It’sallherfault,“hethought,grindinghisteeth。“She’safool。

Ifshe’dholdherselfinlikeothergirls!Butno;shemustsmileandsmileateverybody。“Itwasabeautifulpicture,butitsentashiverthroughhim。

Heworkedonwithteethset,whitewithrage。Hehadanimpulsethatwould?havemadehimassaultherwithwordsaswithaknife。

Hewaspossessedwithaterriblepassionwhichwashithertolatentinhim,andwhichhenowfelttobehisworstself。Buthewaspowerlesstoexorciseit。Hissetteethachedwiththestressofhismusculartension,andhiseyessmartedwiththestrain。

Hehadalwayspridedhimselfonbeingcool,calm,abovetheseabsurdquarrelsthathiscompanionshadsooftenindulgedin。Hedidn’tsupposehecouldbesomoved。Asheworkedon,hisragesettleddownintoasortofstubbornbitterness-stubbornbitternessofconflictbetweenthisevilnatureandhisusualself。Itwastheinstinctofpossession,theorganicfeelingofproprietor-shipofawoman,whichrosetothesurfaceandmasteredhim。Hewasnotaself-analyst,ofcourse,beingyoung,thoughhewasmoreintrospectivethantheordinaryfarmer。

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