The Queen of Hearts

第13章

"Yes,yes,"herejoined,inanswertothefewwordsInowspoketotryandcalmhim,"don’tbeafraidaboutme。Afterwhatyouhavesaid,I’llanswerformyowncoolnessandcomposureunderallemergencies。IhavebeensolongusedtotheapparitionthatIhardlyfeelitspresenceatallexceptonrareoccasions。

Besides,Ihavehereinthislittlepacketoflettersthemedicineforeverymaladyofthesickheart。TheyareAda’sletters;Ireadthemtocalmmewhenevermymisfortuneseemstogetthebetterofmyendurance。Iwantedthathalfhourtoreadtheminto—nightbeforeyoucame,tomakemyselffittoseeyou,andIshallgothroughthemagainafteryouaregone;so,oncemore,don’tbeafraidaboutme。IknowIshallsucceedwithyourhelp,andAdashallthankyouasyoudeservetobethankedwhenwegetbacktoEngland。IfyouhearthefoolsatNaplestalkaboutmybeingmad,don’ttroubleyourselftocontradictthem;

thescandalissocontemptiblethatitmustendbycontradictingitself。"

Ilefthim,promisingtoreturnearlythenextday。

WhenIgotbacktomyhotel,IfeltthatanyideaofsleepingafterallthatIhadseenandheardwasoutofthequestion;soI

litmypipe,and,sittingbythewindow——howitrefreshedmymindjustthentolookatthecalmmoonlight!——triedtothinkwhatitwouldbebesttodo。Inthefirstplace,anyappealtodoctorsortoAlfred’sfriendsinEnglandwasoutofthequestion。Icouldnotpersuademyselfthathisintellectwassufficientlydisorderedtojustifyme,underexistingcircumstances,indisclosingthesecretwhichhehadintrustedtomykeeping。Inthesecondplace,allattemptsonmyparttoinducehimtoabandontheideaofsearchingouthisuncle’sremainswouldbeutterlyuselessafterwhatIhadincautiouslysaidtohim。Havingsettledthesetwoconclusions,theonlyreallygreatdifficultywhichremainedtoperplexmewaswhetherIwasjustifiedinaidinghimtoexecutehisextraordinarypurpose。

Supposingthat,withmyhelp,hefoundMr。Monkton’sbody,andtookitbackwithhimtoEngland,wasitrightinmethustolendmyselftopromotingthemarriagewhichwouldmostlikelyfollowtheseevents——amarriagewhichitmightbethedutyofeveryonetopreventatallhazards?Thissetmethinkingabouttheextentofhismadness,ortospeakmoremildlyandmorecorrectly,ofhisdelusion。Sanehecertainlywasonallordinarysubjects;

nay,inallthenarrativepartsofwhathehadsaidtomeonthisveryeveninghehadspokenclearlyandconnectedly。Asforthestoryoftheapparition,othermen,withintellectsasclearastheintellectsoftheirneighborshadfanciedthemselvespursuedbyaphantom,andhadevenwrittenaboutitinahighstrainofphilosophicalspeculation。ItwasplainthattherealhallucinationinthecasenowbeforemelayinMonkton’sconvictionofthetruthoftheoldprophecy,andinhisideathatthefanciedapparitionwasasupernaturalwarningtohimtoevadeitsdenunciations;anditwasequallyclearthatbothdelusionshadbeenproduced,inthefirstinstance,bythelonelylifehehadledactingonanaturallyexcitabletemperament,whichwasrenderedfurtherliabletomoraldiseasebyanhereditarytaintofinsanity。

Wasthiscurable?MissElmslie,whoknewhimfarbetterthanI

did,seemedbyherconducttothinkso。HadIanyreasonorrighttodetermineoffhandthatshewasmistaken?SupposingIrefusedtogotothefrontierwithhim,hewouldthenmostcertainlydepartbyhimself,tocommitallsortsoferrors,andperhapstomeetwithallsortsofaccidents;whileI,anidleman,withmytimeentirelyatmyowndisposal,wasstoppingatNaples,andleavinghimtohisfateafterIhadsuggestedtheplanofhisexpedition,andhadencouragedhimtoconfideinme。InthiswayIkeptturningthesubjectoverandoveragaininmymind,beingquitefree,letmeadd,fromlookingatitinanyotherthanapracticalpointofview。Ifirmlybelieved,asaderiderofallghoststories,thatAlfredwasdeceivinghimselfinfancyingthathehadseentheapparitionofhisunclebeforethenewsofMr。

Monkton’sdeathreachedEngland,andIwasonthisaccount,therefore,uninfluencedbytheslightestinfectionofmyunhappyfriend’sdelusionswhenIatlastfairlydecidedtoaccompanyhiminhisextraordinarysearch。Possiblymyharum—scarumfondnessforexcitementatthattimebiasedmealittleinformingmyresolution;butImustadd,incommonjusticetomyself,thatI

alsoactedfrommotivesofrealsympathyforMonkton,andfromasincerewishtoallay,ifIcould,theanxietyofthepoorgirlwhowasstillsofaithfullywaitingandhopingforhimfarawayinEngland。

Certainarrangementspreliminarytoourdeparture,whichIfoundmyselfobligedtomakeafterasecondinterviewwithAlfred,betrayedtheobjectofourjourneytomostofourNeapolitanfriends。Theastonishmentofeverybodywasofcourseunbounded,andthenearlyuniversalsuspicionthatImustbeasmadinmywayasMonktonhimselfshoweditselfprettyplainlyinmypresence。SomepeopleactuallytriedtocombatmyresolutionbytellingmewhatashamelessprofligateStephenMonktonhadbeen——asifIhadastrongpersonalinterestinhuntingouthisremains!Ridiculemovedmeaslittleasanyargumentsofthissort;mymindwasmadeup,andIwasasobstinatethenasIamnow。

Intwodays’timeIhadgoteverythingready,andhadorderedthetravelingcarriagetothedoorsomehoursearlierthanwehadoriginallysettled。Wewerejoviallythreatenedwith"apartingcheer"byallourEnglishacquaintances,andIthoughtitdesirabletoavoidthisonmyfriend’saccount;forhehadbeenmoreexcited,asitwas,bythepreparationsforthejourneythanIatallliked。Accordingly,soonaftersunrise,withoutasoulinthestreettostareatus,weprivatelyleftNaples。

Nobodywillwonder,Ithink,thatIexperiencedsomedifficultyinrealizingmyownposition,andshrankinstinctivelyfromlookingforwardasingledayintothefuture,whenInowfoundmyselfstarting,incompanywith"MadMonkton,"tohuntforthebodyofadeadduelistallalongthefrontierlineoftheRomanStates!

CHAPTERV。

IHADsettleditinmyownmindthatwehadbettermakethetownofFondi,closeonthefrontier,ourheadquarters,tobeginwith,andIhadarranged,withtheassistanceoftheembassy,thattheleadencoffinshouldfollowussofar,securelynailedupinitspacking—case。Besidesourpassports,wewerewellfurnishedwithlettersofintroductiontothelocalauthoritiesatmostoftheimportantfrontiertowns,and,tocrownall,wehadmoneyenoughatourcommand(thankstoMonkton’svastfortune)tomakesureoftheservicesofanyonewhomwewantedtoassistusallalongourlineofsearch。Thesevariousresourcesinsureduseveryfacilityforaction,providedalwaysthatwesucceededindiscoveringthebodyofthedeadduelist。But,intheveryprobableeventofourfailingtodothis,ourfutureprospects——moreespeciallyaftertheresponsibilityIhadundertaken——wereofanythingbutanagreeablenaturetocontemplate。IconfessIfeltuneasy,almosthopeless,asweposted,inthedazzlingItaliansunshine,alongtheroadtoFondi。

Wemadeaneasytwodays’journeyofit;forIhadinsisted,onMonkton’saccount,thatweshouldtravelslowly。

Onthefirstdaytheexcessiveagitationofmycompanionalittlealarmedme;heshowed,inmanyways,moresymptomsofadisorderedmindthanIhadyetobservedinhim。Onthesecondday,however,heseemedtogetaccustomedtocontemplatecalmlythenewideaofthesearchonwhichwewerebent,and,exceptononepoint,hewascheerfulandcomposedenough。Wheneverhisdeaduncleformedthesubjectofconversation,hestillpersisted——onthestrengthoftheoldprophecy,andundertheinfluenceoftheapparitionwhichhesaw,orthoughthesawalways——inassertingthatthecorpseofStephenMonkton,whereveritwas,layyetunburied。Oneveryothertopichedeferredtomewiththeutmostreadinessanddocility;onthishemaintainedhisstrangeopinionwithanobstinacywhichsetreasonandpersuasionalikeatdefiance。

OnthethirddaywerestedatFondi。Thepacking—case,withthecoffininit,reachedus,andwasdepositedinasafeplaceunderlockandkey。Weengagedsomemules,andfoundamantoactasguidewhoknewthecountrythoroughly。Itoccurredtomethatwehadbetterbeginbyconfidingtherealobjectofourjourneyonlytothemosttrustworthypeoplewecouldfindamongthebetter—educatedclasses。Forthisreasonwefollowed,inonerespect,theexampleofthefataldueling—party,bystarting,earlyonthemorningofthefourthday,withsketch—booksandcolor—boxes,asifwewereonlyartistsinsearchofthepicturesque。

AftertravelingsomehoursinanortherlydirectionwithintheRomanfrontier,wehaltedtorestourselvesandourmulesatawildlittlevillagefaroutofthetrackoftouristsingeneral。

Theonlypersonofthesmallestimportanceintheplacewasthepriest,andtohimIaddressedmyfirstinquiries,leavingMonktontoawaitmyreturnwiththeguide。IspokeItalianquitefluently,andcorrectlyenoughformypurpose,andwasextremelypoliteandcautiousinintroducingmybusiness,butinspiteofallthepainsItook,IonlysucceededinfrighteningandbewilderingthepoorpriestmoreandmorewitheveryfreshwordI

saidtohim。Theideaofadueling—partyandadeadmanseemedtoscarehimoutofhissenses。Hebowed,fidgeted,casthiseyesuptoheaven,andpiteouslyshrugginghisshoulders,toldme,withrapidItaliancircumlocution,thathehadnotthefaintestideaofwhatIwastalkingabout。Thiswasmyfirstfailure。IconfessIwasweakenoughtofeelalittledispiritedwhenIrejoinedMonktonandtheguide。

Aftertheheatofthedaywasoverweresumedourjourney。

Aboutthreemilesfromthevillage,theroad,orrathercart—track,branchedoffintwodirections。Thepathtotheright,ourguideinformedus,ledupamongthemountainstoaconventaboutsixmilesoff。IfwepenetratedbeyondtheconventweshouldsoonreachtheNeapolitanfrontier。ThepathtotheleftledfarinwardontheRomanterritory,andwouldconductustoasmalltownwherewecouldsleepforthenight。NowtheRomanterritorypresentedthefirstandfittestfieldforoursearch,andtheconventwasalwayswithinreach,supposingwereturnedtoFondiunsuccessful。Besides,thepathtotheleftledoverthewidestpartofthecountrywewerestartingtoexplore,andIwasalwaysforvanquishingthegreatestdifficultyfirst;sowedecidedmanfullyonturningtotheleft。Theexpeditioninwhichthisresolutioninvolveduslastedawholeweek,andproducednoresults。Wediscoveredabsolutelynothing,andreturnedtoourheadquartersatFondisocompletelybaffledthatwedidnotknowwhithertoturnourstepsnext。

IwasmademuchmoreuneasybytheeffectofourfailureonMonktonthanbythefailureitself。Hisresolutionappearedtobreakdownaltogetherassoonaswebegantoretraceoursteps。

Hebecamefirstfretfulandcapricious,thensilentanddesponding。Finally,hesankintoalethargyofbodyandmindthatseriouslyalarmedme。OnthemorningafterourreturntoFondiheshowedastrangetendencytosleepincessantly,whichmademesuspecttheexistenceofsomephysicalmaladyinhisbrain。Thewholedayhehardlyexchangedawordwithme,andseemedtobeneverfairlyawake。EarlythenextmorningIwentintohisroom,andfoundhimassilentandlethargicasever。Hisservant,whowaswithus,informedmethatAlfredhadonceortwicebeforeexhibitedsuchphysicalsymptomsofmentalexhaustionaswewerenowobservingduringhisfather’slifetimeatWincotAbbey。Thispieceofinformationmademefeeleasier,andleftmymindfreetoreturntotheconsiderationoftheerrandwhichhadbroughtustoFondi。

Iresolvedtooccupythetimeuntilmycompaniongotbetterinprosecutingoursearchbymyself。Thatpathtotherighthandwhichledtotheconventhadnotyetbeenexplored。IfIsetofftotraceit,IneednotbeawayfromMonktonmorethanonenight,andIshouldatleastbeable,onmyreturn,togivehimthesatisfactionofknowingthatonemoreuncertaintyregardingtheplaceoftheduelhadbeenclearedup。Theseconsiderationsdecidedme。IleftamessageformyfriendincaseheaskedwhereIhadgone,andsetoutoncemoreforthevillageatwhichwehadhaltedwhenstartingonourfirstexpedition。

Intendingtowalktotheconvent,Ipartedcompanywiththeguideandthemuleswherethetrackbranchedoff,leavingthemtogobacktothevillageandawaitmyreturn。

Forthefirstfourmilesthepathgentlyascendedthroughanopencountry,thenbecameabruptlymuchsteeper,andledmedeeperanddeeperamongthicketsandendlesswoods。BythetimemywatchinformedmethatImusthavenearlywalkedmyappointeddistance,theviewwasboundedonallsidesandtheskywasshutoutoverheadbyanimperviousscreenofleavesandbranches。Istillfollowedmyonlyguide,thesteeppath;andintenminutes,emergingsuddenlyonaplotoftolerablyclearandlevelground,Isawtheconventbeforeme。

Itwasadark,low,sinister—lookingplace。Notasignoflifeormovementwasvisibleanywhereaboutit。Greenstainsstreakedtheoncewhitefacadeofthechapelinalldirections。Mossclusteredthickineverycreviceoftheheavyscowlingwallthatsurroundedtheconvent。Longlankweedsgrewoutofthefissuresofroofandparapet,and,droopingfardownward,wavedwearilyinandoutofthebarreddormitorywindows。Theverycrossoppositetheentrance—gate,withashockinglife—sizedfigureinwoodnailedtoit,wassobesetatthebasewithcrawlingcreatures,andlookedsoslimy,green,androttenallthewayup,thatI

absolutelyshrankfromit。

Abell—ropewithabrokenhandlehungbythegate。Iapproachedit——hesitated,Ihardlyknewwhy——lookedupattheconventagain,andthenwalkedroundtothebackofthebuilding,partlytogaintimetoconsiderwhatIhadbetterdonext,partlyfromanunaccountablecuriositythaturgedme,strangelytomyself,toseeallIcouldoftheoutsideoftheplacebeforeIattemptedtogainadmissionatthegate。

AtthebackoftheconventIfoundanouthouse,builtontothewall——aclumsy,decayedbuilding,withthegreaterpartoftherooffallenin,andwithajaggedholeinoneofitssides,whereinallprobabilityawindowhadoncebeen。Behindtheouthousethetreesgrewthickerthanever。AsIlookedtowardthemIcouldnotdeterminewhetherthegroundbeyondmeroseorfell——whetheritwasgrassy,orearthy,orrocky。Icouldseenothingbuttheall—pervadingleaves,brambles,ferns,andlonggrass。

Notasoundbroketheoppressivestillness。Nobird’snoterosefromtheleafywildernessaroundme;novoicesspokeintheconventgardenbehindthescowlingwall;noclockstruckinthechapel—tower;nodogbarkedintheruinedouthouse。Thedeadsilencedeepenedthesolitudeoftheplaceinexpressibly。Ibegantofeelitweighingonmyspirits——themore,becausewoodswereneverfavoriteplaceswithmetowalkin。Thesortofpastoralhappinesswhichpoetsoftenrepresentwhentheysingoflifeinthewoodsnever,tomymind,hashalfthecharmoflifeonthemountainorintheplain。WhenIaminawood,Imisstheboundlesslovelinessofthesky,andthedelicioussoftnessthatdistancegivestotheearthlyviewbeneath。Ifeeloppressivelythechangewhichthefreeairsufferswhenitgetsimprisonedamongleaves,andIamalwaysawed,ratherthanpleased,bythatmysteriousstilllightwhichshineswithsuchastrangedimlusterindeepplacesamongtrees。Itmayconvictmeofwantoftasteandabsenceofduefeelingforthemarvelousbeautiesofvegetation,butImustfranklyownthatIneverpenetratefarintoawoodwithoutfindingthatthegettingoutofitagainisthepleasantestpartofmywalk——thegettingoutontothebarestdown,thewildesthill—side,thebleakestmountaintop——thegettingoutanywhere,sothatIcanseetheskyovermeandtheviewbeforemeasfarasmyeyecanreach。

AftersuchaconfessionasIhavenowmade,itwillappearsurprisingtonoonethatIshouldhavefeltthestrongestpossibleinclination,whileIstoodbytheruinedouthouse,toretracemystepsatonce,andmakethebestofmywayoutofthewood。Ihad,indeed,actuallyturnedtodepart,whentheremembranceoftheerrandwhichhadbroughtmetotheconventsuddenlystayedmyfeet。ItseemeddoubtfulwhetherIshouldbeadmittedintothebuildingifIrangthebell;andmorethandoubtful,ifIwereletin,whethertheinhabitantswouldbeabletoaffordmeanyclewtotheinformationofwhichIwasinsearch。However,itwasmydutytoMonktontoleavenomeansofhelpinghiminhisdesperateobjectuntried;soIresolvedtogoroundtothefrontoftheconventagain,andringatthegate—bellatallhazards。

BythemerestchanceIlookedupasIpassedthesideoftheouthousewherethejaggedholewas,andnoticedthatitwaspiercedratherhighinthewall。

AsIstoppedtoobservethis,theclosenessoftheatmosphereinthewoodseemedtobeaffectingmemoreunpleasantlythanever。

Iwaitedaminuteanduntiedmycravat。

Closeness?surelyitwassomethingmorethanthat。Theairwasevenmoredistastefultomynostrilsthantomylungs。Therewassomefaint,indescribablesmellloadingit——somesmellofwhichI

hadneverhadanypreviousexperience——somesmellwhichIthought(nowthatmyattentionwasdirectedtoit)grewmoreandmorecertainlytraceabletoitssourcethenearerIadvancedtotheouthouse,BythetimeIhadtriedtheexperimenttwoorthreetimes,andhadmademyselfsureofthisfact,mycuriositybecameexcited。

Therewereplentyoffragmentsofstoneandbricklyingaboutme。

Igatheredsomeofthemtogether,andpiledthemupbelowthehole,thenmountedtothetop,and,feelingratherashamedofwhatIwasdoing,peepedintotheouthouse。

ThesightofhorrorthatmetmyeyestheinstantIlookedthroughtheholeisaspresenttomymemorynowasifIhadbeheldityesterday。Icanhardlywriteofitatthisdistanceoftimewithoutathrilloftheoldterrorrunningthroughmeagaintotheheart。

Thefirstimpressionconveyedtome,asIlookedin,wasofalong,recumbentobject,tingedwithalightishbluecolorallover,extendedontrestles,andbearingacertainhideous,half—formedresemblancetothehumanfaceandfigure。Ilookedagain,andfeltcertainofit。Thereweretheprominencesoftheforehead,nose,andchin,dimlyshownasunderaveil——there,theroundoutlineofthechestandthehollowbelowit——there,thepointsoftheknees,andthestiff,ghastly,upturnedfeet。I

lookedagain,yetmoreattentively。Myeyesgotaccustomedtothedimlightstreaminginthroughthebrokenroof,andIsatisfiedmyself,judgingbythegreatlengthofthebodyfromheadtofoot,thatIwaslookingatthecorpseofaman——acorpsethathadapparentlyoncehadasheetspreadoverit,andthathadlainrottingonthetrestlesundertheopenskylongenoughforthelinentotakethelivid,light—bluetingeofmildewanddecaywhichnowcoveredit。

HowlongIremainedwithmyeyesfixedonthatdreadsightofdeath,onthattombless,terriblewreckofhumanity,poisoningthestillair,andseemingeventostainthefaintdescendinglightthatdisclosedit,Iknownot。Irememberadull,distantsoundamongthetrees,asifthebreezewererising——theslowcreepingonofthesoundtoneartheplacewhereIstood——thenoiselesswhirlingfallofadeadleafonthecorpsebelowme,throughthegapintheouthouseroof——andtheeffectofawakeningmyenergies,ofrelaxingtheheavystrainonmymind,whicheventheslightchangewroughtinthesceneIbeheldbythefallingleafproducedinmeimmediately。Idescendedtotheground,and,sittingdownontheheapofstones,wipedawaythethickperspirationwhichcoveredmyface,andwhichInowbecameawareofforthefirsttime。ItwassomethingmorethanthehideousspectacleunexpectedlyofferedtomyeyeswhichhadshakenmynervesasIfeltthattheywereshakennow。Monkton’spredictionthat,ifwesucceededindiscoveringhisuncle’sbody,weshouldfinditunburied,recurredtometheinstantIsawthetrestlesandtheirghastlyburden。IfeltassuredontheinstantthatI

hadfoundthedeadman——theoldprophecyrecurredtomymemory——astrangeyearningsorrow,avagueforebodingofill,aninexplicableterror,asIthoughtofthepoorladwhowasawaitingmyreturninthedistanttown,struckthroughmewithachillofsuperstitiousdread,robbedmeofmyjudgmentandresolution,andleftmewhenIhadatlastrecoveredmyself,weakanddizzy,asifIhadjustsufferedundersomepangofoverpoweringphysicalpain。

Ihastenedroundtotheconventgateandrangimpatientlyatthebell——waitedalittlewhileandrangagain——thenheardfootsteps。

Inthemiddleofthegate,justoppositemyface,therewasasmallslidingpanel,notmorethanafewincheslong;thiswaspresentlypushedasidefromwithin。Isaw,throughabitofirongrating,twodull,lightgrayeyesstaringvacantlyatme,andheardafeeblehuskyvoicesaying:

"Whatmayyoupleasetowant?’

"Iamatraveler——"Ibegan。

"Weliveinamiserableplace。Wehavenothingtoshowtravelershere。"

"Idon’tcometoseeanything。Ihaveanimportantquestiontoask,whichIbelievesomeoneinthisconventwillbeabletoanswer。Ifyouarenotwillingtoletmein,atleastcomeoutandspeaktomehere。"

"Areyoualone?"

"Quitealone。"

"Aretherenowomenwithyou?"

"None。"

Thegatewasslowlyunbarred,andanoldCapuchin,veryinfirm,verysuspicious,andverydirty,stoodbeforeme。Iwasfartooexcitedandimpatienttowasteanytimeinprefatoryphrases;so,tellingthemonkatoncehowIhadlookedthroughtheholeintheouthouse,andwhatIhadseeninside,Iaskedhim,inplainterms,whothemanhadbeenwhosecorpseIhadbeheld,andwhythebodywasleftunburied?

TheoldCapuchinlistenedtomewithwateryeyesthattwinkledsuspiciously。Hehadabatteredtinsnuff—boxinhishand,andhisfingerandthumbslowlychasedafewscatteredgrainsofsnuffroundandroundtheinsideoftheboxallthetimeIwasspeaking。WhenIhaddone,heshookhisheadandsaid:"Thatwascertainlyanuglysightintheirouthouse;oneoftheugliestsights,hefeltsure,thateverIhadseeninallmylife!"

"Idon’twanttotalkofthesight,"Irejoined,impatiently;"I

wanttoknowwhothemanwas,howhedied,andwhyheisnotdecentlyburied。Canyoutellme?"

Themonk’sfingerandthumbhavingcapturedthreeorfourgrainsofsnuffatlast,heslowlydrewthemintohisnostrils,holdingtheboxopenunderhisnosethewhile,topreventthepossibilityofwastingevenonegrain,sniffedonceortwiceluxuriously——closedthebox——thenlookedatmeagainwithhiseyeswateringandtwinklingmoresuspiciouslythanbefore。

"Yes,"saidthemonk,"that’sanuglysightinourouthouse——averyuglysight,certainly!"

Ineverhadmoredifficultyinkeepingmytemperinmylifethanatthatmoment。Isucceeded,however,inrepressingaverydisrespectfulexpressiononthesubjectofmonksingeneral,whichwasonthetipofmytongue,andmadeanotherattempttoconquertheoldman’sexasperatingreserve。Fortunatelyformychancesofsucceedingwithhim,Iwasasnuff—takermyself,andI

hadaboxfullofexcellentEnglishsnuffinmypocket,whichI

nowproducedasabribe。Itwasmylastresource。

"Ithoughtyourboxseemedemptyjustnow,"saidI;"willyoutryapinchoutofmine?"

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