The Shuttlel

第46章

"Youwon’twantyourhorseto—night,becauseyoucan’tusehim,"hesaid。"IshallputMissVanderpoel’ssaddleuponhimandridewithherbacktoStornham。Youthinkyouarecuttopieces,butyouarenot,andyou’llgetoverit。I’llaskyoutomark,however,thatifyouopenyourfoulmouthtoinsinuateliesconcerningeitherLadyAnstruthersorhersisterIwilldothisthingagaininpublicsomeday——onthestepsofyourclub——anddoitmorethoroughly。"

Hewalkedintothecottagesoonafterwardslooking,toBettyVanderpoel’seyes,paleandexceptionallybig,andalsomoreamanthanitisoftengiveneventothemostvirilemalecreaturetolook——andhewalkedtothesideofherrestingplaceandstoodtherelookingdown。

"IthoughtIheardadoghowl,"shesaid。

"Youdidhearadoghowl,"heanswered。Hesaidnootherword,andsheaskednofurtherquestion。Sheknewwhathehaddone,andhewaswellawarethatsheknewit。

Therewasalong,strangelytensesilence。Thelightofthemoonwasgrowing。Shemadeatfirstnoefforttorise,butlaystillandlookedupathimfromundersplendidliftedlashes,whilehisowngazefellintothedepthofherslikeaplummetintoadeeppool。Thiscontinuedforalmostafullminute,whenheturnedquicklyawayandwalkedtothehearth,indrawingaheavybreath。

Hecouldnotendurethatwhichbesethim;itwasunbearable,becausehereyeshadmaddeninglyseemedtoaskhimsomewistfulquestion。Whydidsheletherlovelinesssocalltohim。Shewasnotatriflerwhocouldplaywithmeanings。

Perhapsshedidnotknowwhatherpowerwas。Sometimeshecouldbelievethatbeautifulwomendidnot。

Inafewmoments,almostbeforehecouldreachher,shewasrising,andwhenshegotupshesupportedherselfagainsttheopendoor,standinginthemoonlight。Ifhewaspale,shewaspalealso,andherlargeeyeswouldnotmovefromhisface,sodrawinghimthathecouldnotkeepawayfromher。

"Listen,"hebrokeoutsuddenly。"Penzancetoldme——

warnedme——thatsometimeamomentwouldcomewhichwouldbestrongerthanallelseinaman——thanallelseintheworld。Ithascomenow。Letmetakeyouhome。"

"Thanwhatelse?"shesaidslowly,andbecameevenpalerthanbefore。

Hestrovetoreleasehimselffromthepossessionofthemoment,andinhisstruggleansweredwithasortofsavagery。

"Thanscruple——thanpower——eventhanaman’sdeterminationanddecentpride。"

"Areyouproud?"shehalfwhisperedquitebrokenly。"I

amnot——sinceIwaitedfortheringingofthechurchbell——

sinceIheardittoll。Afterthattheworldwasempty——anditwasasemptyofdecentprideasofeverythingelse。Therewasnothingleft。Iwasthehumblestbrokenthingonearth。"

"You!"hegasped。"DoyouknowIthinkIshallgomaddirectlyperhapsitishappeningnow。YOUwerehumbleandbroken——yourworldwasempty!Because————?"

"Lookatme,LordMountDunstan,"andthesweetestvoiceintheworldwasatender,wildlittlecrytohim。"OhLOOKatme!"

Hecaughtherout—thrownhandsandlookeddownintothebeautifulpassionatesoulofher。Themomenthadcome,andthetidalwaverisingtoitsheightsweptallthecommonearthawaywhen,withasavagesob,hecaughtandheldhercloseandhardagainstthatwhichthuddedracinginhisbreast。

Andtheystoodandswayedtogether,foldedineachother’sarms,whilethewindfromthemarsheslifteditsvoicelikeanexultinghumanthingasitsweptaboutthem。

CHAPTERXLIX

ATSTORNHAMANDATBROADMORLANDS

Theexultingwindhadsweptthecloudsaway,andthemoonrodeinadarkblueseaofsky,makingthenightlightpurelyclear,whentheydrewalittleapart,thattheymightbetterseethewonderfulnessineachother’sfaces。Itwassomysteriouslygreatathingthattheyfeltneartoawe。

"Ifoughttoolong。Iworeoutmybody’sendurance,andnowIamquakinglikeaboy。RedGodwyndidnotbeginhiswooinglikethis。Forgiveme,"MountDunstansaidatlast。

"Doyouknow,"withlovelytremblinglipsandvoice,"thatforlong——long——youhavebeenunkindtome?"

Itwasmerelyhumanthatheshouldswiftlyenfoldheragain,andanswerwithhislipsagainsthercheek。

"Unkind!Unkind!Oh,theheavenlywoman’ssweetnessofyourtellingmeso——theheavenlysweetnessofit!"heexclaimedpassionatelyandlow。"AndIwasoneofthosewhoare`bytheroadsideeverywhere,’anunkempt,ragingbeggar,whomightnotdecentlyaskyouforacrust。"

"Itwasallwrong——wrong!"shewhisperedbacktohim,andhepouredforththetenderest,fiercewordsofconfessionandprayer,andshelistened,drinkingthemin,withnowandthenasoftsobpressedagainsttheroughnessoftheenrapturingtweed。Foraspacetheyhadbothforgottenherhurt,becausethereareotherthingsthanterrorwhichhypnotisepain。MountDunstanwastobepraisedforrememberingitfirst。HemusttakeherbacktoStornhamandhersisterwithoutfurtherdelay。

"IwillputyoursaddleonAnstruthers’horse,ormine,andliftyoutoyourseat。Thereisafarmhouseabouttwomilesaway,whereIwilltakeyoufirstforfoodandwarmth。Perhapsitwouldbewellforyoutostaytheretorestforanhourorso,andIwillsendamessagetoLadyAnstruthers。"

"Iwillgototheplace,andeatanddrinkwhatyouadvise,"sheanswered。"ButIbegyoutotakemebacktoRosaliewithoutdelay。IfeelthatImustseeher。"

"IfeelthatImustseeher,too,"hesaid。"Butforher——Godblessher!"headded,afterhissuddenpause。

Bettyknewthattheexclamationmeantstrongfeeling,andthatsomehowinthepasthoursRosaliehadawakenedit。Butitwasonlywhen,aftertheirrefreshmentatthefarm,theyhadtakenhorseagainandwereridinghomewardtogether,thatsheheardfromhimwhathadpassedbetweenthem。

"Allthathasledtothismayseemthemerestchance,"

hesaid。"Butsurelyastrangethinghascomeabout。I

knowthatwithoutunderstandingit。"Heleanedoverandtouchedherhand。"You,whoareLife——withoutunderstandingIrideherebesideyou,believingthatyoubroughtmeback。"

"Itried——Itried!Withallmystrength,Itried。"

"AfterIhadseenyoursisterto—day,Iguessed——Iknew。

Butnotatfirst。Iwasnotillofthefever,asexcitedrumourhadit;butIwasill,andthedoctorsandthevicarwerealarmed。Ihadfoughttoolong,andIwasgivingup,asI

haveseenthepoorfellowsintheballroomgiveup。Iftheywerenotdraggedbacktheyslippedoutofone’shands。Ifthefeverhaddeveloped,allwouldhavebeenoverquickly。

Iknewthedoctorsfearedthat,andIamashamedtosayI

wasgladofit。But,yesterday,inthemorning,whenIwaslettingmyselfgowithamorbidpleasureintheluxuriousreliefofit——somethingreachedme——someslowrisingcalltoeffortandlife。"

Sheturnedtowardshiminhersaddle,listening,herlipsparted。

"Ididnotevenaskmyselfwhatwashappening,butI

begantobeconsciousofbeingdrawnback,andtolongintenselytoseeyouagain。Iwasgraduallyfilledwitharestlessfeelingthatyouwerenearme,andthat,thoughIcouldnotphysicallyhearyourvoice,youweresurelyCALLINGtome。Itwasthethingwhichcouldnotbe——butitwas——andbecauseofitIcouldnotletmyselfdrift。"

"Ididcallyou!IwasonmykneesinthechurchaskingtobeforgivenifIprayedmadprayers——butprayingthesamethingoverandover。Thevillagerswerekneelingthere,too。

Theycrowdedin,leavingeverythingelse。Youaretheirhero,andtheywereindeepearnest。"

Hislookwasgravelypondering。H

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