The Shuttlel

第30章

ostentatiouslyamiabletoher。Afterwardsshesawhimdancing,talking,beingpresentedtopeople,being,withatactfuleasiness,takencareofbyhishostandhostess,andLordWestholt。Shewasstruckbythegracefulmagicwithwhichthistactfuleasesurroundedhimwithoutanyobviousness。TheDunholmshadgivenalead,asLadyAlanbyhadsaid,andtherestwerefollowingitandignoringintervalswithreposefulreadiness。Itwaswonderfullywelldone。

Apparentlytherehadbeennopastatall。Allbeganwiththislargeyoungman,who,despitehisVikingtype,reallylookedparticularlywellineveningdress。LadyAlanbyheldhimbyherchairforsometime,openlyenjoyinghertalkwithhim,andcallingupTommy,thattheymightmakefriends。

Afterawhile,Bettysaidtoherself,hewouldcomeandaskforadance。Buthedidnotcome,andshedancedwithonemanafteranother。Westholtcametoherseveraltimesandhadmoredancesthanone。Whydidtheothernotcome?Severaltimestheywhirledpasteachother,andwhenitoccurredtheylooked——bothfeelingitanaccident——intoeachother’seyes。

Thestrongandstrangething——thatwhichmovesonitswayasdobirthanddeath,andtherisingandsettingofthesun——

hadbeguntomoveinthem。Itwasnonewandrarething,butanancientandcommonone——ascommonandancientasdeathandbirththemselves;andpartofthelawastheyare。Asitcomestoroyalpersonstowhomonemakesobeisanceattheirmerepassingby,asitcomestoscullerymaidsinroyalkitchens,andgroomsinroyalstables,asitcomestoladies—in—waitingandthewomenwhoservethem,soithadcometothesetwowhohadbeendrawnneartoeachotherfromtheoppositesidesoftheearth,andeachstartedatthetouchofit,andwithdrewapaceinbewilderment,andsomefear。

"Iwish,"MountDunstanwasfeelingthroughouttheevening,"thathereyeshadsomefaultintheirexpression——thattheydrewoneless——thattheydrewMEless。Iamlosingmyhead。"

"Itwouldbebetter,"Bettythought,"ifIdidnotwishsomuchthathewouldcomeandaskmetodancewithhim——

thathewouldnotkeepawayso。Heiskeepingawayforareason。Whyishedoingit?"

Themusicswungoninlovelymeasures,andthedancersswungwithit。SirNigelwalkeddutifullythroughtheLancersoncewithhiswife,andoncewithhisbeautifulsister—in—law。

LadyAnstruthers,inhernewbloom,hadnotlackedpartners,whodiscoveredthatshewasachildishlylightcreaturewhodancedextremelywell。Everyonewaskindtoher,andtheverygrandoldladies,whoadmiredBetty,wereabsolutelybenignintheirmanner。Betty’spartnerspaidingenuouscourttoher,andSirNigelfoundhehadnotbeenmistakeninhisestimateofthedignityhispositionofescortandmalerelationgavetohim。

Rosy,standingforamomentlookingoutonthebrilliancyandstateabouther,meetingBetty’seyes,laughedquiveringly。

"Iaminadream,"shesaid。

"Youhaveawakenedfromadream,"Bettyanswered。

Fromtheoppositesideoftheroomsomeonewascomingtowardsthem,and,seeinghim,Rosysmiledinwelcome。

"IamsureLordMountDunstaniscomingtoaskyoutodancewithhim,"shesaid。"Whyhaveyounotdancedwithhimbefore,Betty?"

"Hehasnotaskedme,"Bettyanswered。"Thatistheonlyreason。"

"LordDunholmandLordWestholtcalledattheMountafewdaysaftertheymethimatStornham,"Rosalieexplainedinanundertone。"Theywantedtoknowhim。Thenitseemstheyfoundtheylikedeachother。LadyDunholmhasbeentellingmeaboutit。ShesaysLordDunholmthanksyou,becauseyousaidsomethingilluminating。Thatwasthewordsheused——`illuminating。’Ibelieveyouarealwaysilluminating,Betty。"

MountDunstanwascertainlycomingtothem。Howbroadhisshoulderslookedinhisclose—fittingblackcoat,howwellbuilthiswholestrongbodywas,andhowsteadilyheheldhiseyes!Hereandthereoneseesamanorwomanwhois,throughsometrickoffate,bynatureacompellingthingunconsciouslydemandingthatoneshouldsubmittosomedomineeringattraction。

Onedoesnotcallitdomineering,butitisso。Thisspecialcreatureischargedunfairlywithmorethanhisorhersingleshareofforce。BettyVanderpoelthoughtthisoutasthis"otherone"cametoher。Hedidnotusetheballroomformulawhenhespoketoher。Hesaidinratheralowvoice:

"Willyoudancewithme?"

"Yes,"sheanswered。

LordDunholmandhiswifeagreedafterwardsthatsonoticeableapairhadneverbeforedancedtogetherintheirballroom。

Certainlynopairhadeverbeenwatchedwithquitethesameinterestedcuriosity。Someonlookersthoughtitsingularthattheyshoulddancetogetheratall,somepleasedthemselvesbyreflectingonthefactthatnoothertwocouldhaverepresentedwithsuchpicturesquenesstheoppositepolesoffateandcircumstance。Nooneattemptedtodenythattheywereanextraordinarilystriking—lookingcouple,andthatone’seyesfollowedtheminspiteofone’sself。

"Takentogethertheyproduceaneffectthatissomehowratheramazing,"oldLadyAlanbycommented。"Heisamagnificentlybuiltman,youknow,andsheisamagnificentlybuiltgirl。Everybodyshouldlooklikethat。MyimpressionwouldbethatAdamandEvedid,butforthefactthatneitherofthemhadanyparticularcharacter。Thataffairoftheapplewassosilly。Evehasalwaysstruckmeasbeingthekindofwomanwho,ifshelivedto—day,wouldrunupstupidbillsatherdressmakersandbeafraidtotellherhusband。ThatwonderfulblackheadofMissVanderpoel’slooksverynicepoisednearMountDunstan’sdarkredone。"

"Iamgladtobedancingwithhim,"Bettywasthinking。

"Iamgladtobenearhim。"

"Willyoudancethiswithmetotheveryend,"askedMountDunstan——"totheverylatenote?"

"Yes,"answeredBetty。

Hehadspokeninalowbutlevelvoice——thekindofvoicewhosetoneplacesamanandwomanalonetogether,andwhollyapartfromallothersbywhomsoevertheyaresurrounded。

Therehadbeennopreliminaryspeechandnoexplanationoftherequestfollowed。Themusicwasaperfectthing,thebrilliant,loftyballroom,thebeautyofcolourandsoundaboutthem,thejewelsandfairfaces,thewarmbreathofflowersintheair,theverysenseofroyalpresenceanditsaccompanyingstateandceremony,seemedmerelyanaturallyarrangedbackgroundforthestrangeconsciousnesseachheldcloseandsilently——knowingnothingofthemindoftheother。

Thiswaswhatwaspassingthroughtheman’smind。

"Thisisthethingwhichmostmenexperienceseveraltimesduringtheirlives。Itwouldbereasonenoughforallthegreatdeedsandallthecrimesonehearsof。Itisanenormouskindofanguishandafearfulkindofjoy。Itisscarcelytobeborne,andyet,atthismoment,Icouldkillmyselfandher,atthethoughtoflosingit。IfIhadbegunearlier,wouldithavebeeneasier?No,itwouldnot。Withmeitisboundtogohard。AttwentyIshouldprobablynothavebeenabletokeepmyselffromshoutingitaloud,andIshouldnothaveknownthatitwasonlytheworkingoftheLaw。`Only!’GoodGod,whatafoolIam!ItisbecauseitisonlytheLawthatIcannotescape,andmustgoontotheend,grindingmyteethtogetherbecauseIcannotspeak。Oh,hersmoothyoungcheek!

Oh,thedeepshadowsofherlashes!Andwhileweswayroundandroundtogether,Iholdherslimstrongbodyinthehollowofmyarm。"

Itwas,quitepossibly,ashethoughtthisthatNigelAnstruthers,followinghimwithhiseyesashepassed,begantofrown。Hehadbeenwatchingthepairasothershad,hehadseenwhatotherssaw,andnowhehadanideathathesawsomethingmore,anditwassomethingwhichdidnotpleasehim。

Theinstinctofthemalebestirreditself——thecuriousinstinctofresentmentagainstanotherman——anyotherman。And,inthiscase,MountDunstanwasnotanyotherman,butoneforwhomhisantipathywaspersonal。

"Iwon’thavethat,"hesaidtohimself。"Iwon’thaveit。"……

Themusicroseandswelled,andthensankintosoftbreathing,astheymovedinharmonytogether,glidingandswirlingastheythreadedtheirwayamongothercoupleswhoswirledandglidedalso,someofthemlightandsm

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