The Shuttlel

第36章

"EvenBetty,"hehadsaidtohimself,nowandthen。"EvenmyBetty。GoodGod——whoknows!"

Becauseofthis,hehadreadeachletterwithkeeneyes。

Theywerelongletters,fullofdetailandcolour,becausesheknewheenjoyedthem。Shehadadelightfultouch。HesometimesfeltasiftheywalkedtheEnglishlanestogether。

Hisintimacywithherneighbours,andherneighbourhood,wasoneofhisrelaxations。HefoundhimselfthinkingofoldDobyandMrs。Welden,asasortofsoporificmeasure,whenhelayawakeatnight。ShehadsentphotographsofStornham,ofDunholmCastle,andofDole,andhadevenfoundanoldengravingofLadyAlanbyinheryouth。HerevidentlikingfortheDunholmshadpleasedhim。Theywerepeoplewhosedignityandadmirablenesswerepartofgeneralknowledge。LordWestholtwasplainlyayoungmanofmanyattractions。Ifthetwoweredrawntoeachother——andwhatmorenatural——allwouldbewell。HewonderedifitwouldbeWestholt。Buthislovequickenedasagacitywhichneedednostimulus。Hesaidtohimselfintimethat,thoughshelikedandadmiredWestholt,shewentnofarther。Thatotherspaidcourttoherhecouldguesswithoutbeingtold。Hehadseentheeffectshehadproducedwhenshehadbeenathome,andalsoanunexpectedlettertohiswifefromMillyBowenhadrevealedmanythings。Milly,havingnotedMrs。Vanderpoel’seageranxietytoheardirectnewsofLadyAnstruthers,wasnotthepersontoletfallfromherhandausefulthreadofconnection。Shehadwrittenquiteatlength,managingadroitlytoconveyallthatshehadseen,andallthatshehadheard。ShehadbeenmakingavisitwithindrivingdistanceofStornham,andhadhadthepleasureofmeetingbothLadyAnstruthersandMissVanderpoelatvariousparties。

ShewassosurethatMrs。VanderpoelwouldliketohearhowwellLadyAnstrutherswaslooking,thatsheventuredtowrite。Betty’seffectuponthecountywasmadequiteclear,asalsowastheinterestedexpectationofherappearanceintownnextseason。Mr。Vanderpoel,perhaps,gatheredmorefromtheletterthanhiswifedid。Inhermind,relievedhappinessandconsternationweremingled。

"Doyouthink,Reuben,thatBettywillmarrythatLordWestholt?"sheratherfaltered。"Heseemsverynice,butIwouldrathershemarriedanAmerican。IshouldfeelasifIhadnogirlsatall,iftheybothlivedinEngland。"

"LadyBowengiveshimagoodcharacter,"herhusbandsaid,smiling。"Butifanythinguntowardhappens,Annie,youshallhaveahouseofyourownhalfwaybetweenDunholmCastleandStornhamCourt。"

WhenhehadbeguntodecidethatLordWestholtdidnotseemtobethemanFatewasveeringtowards,henotunnaturallycastamentaleyeoversuchotherpersonsasthelettersmentioned。AtexactlywhatperiodhisthoughtfirstdweltashadeanxiouslyonMountDunstanhecouldnothavetold,butheatlengthbecameconsciousthatitsodwelt。

Hehadbegunbyfeelinganinterestinhisstory,andhadaskedquestionsabouthim,becauseasituationsuchashissuggestedquerytoamanofaffairs。Thus,ithadbeennaturalthatthelettersshouldspeakofhim。Whatshehadwrittenhadrecalledtohimcertainrumoursofthedisgracefuloldscandal。

Yes,theyhadbeenabadlot。Hearrangedtoputacasual—

soundingquestionorsotocertainpersonswhoknewEnglishsocietywell。Whathegatheredwasnotencouraging。ThepresentLordMountDunstanwasconsideredratherasurlybrute,andlivedamysterioussortoflifewhichmightcovermanythings。Itwasbadblood,andpeoplewerenaturallyshyofit。Ofcourse,themanwasapauper,andhisplaceabarrackfallingtoruin。TherehadbeensomethingrathershadyinhisgoingtoAmericaorAustraliaafewyearsago。

Goodlooking?Well,sofewpeoplehadseenhim。Thelady,whowasspeaking,hadheardthathewasoneofthosebig,ratherlumpymen,andhadanill—temperedexpression。Shealwaysgaveawideberthtoamanwholookednasty—tempered。

OneortwootherpersonswhohadspokenofhimhadconveyedtoMr。Vanderpoelaboutthesameamountofvaguelyunpromisinginformation。TheepisodeofG。Seldenhadbeeninterestingenough,withitssuggestionsofpicturesquecontrastsandcombinations。Betty’stouchhadmadethejuniorsalesmanattracting。Itwasagoodtypethis,ofayoungfellowwho,battlingwiththediscouragementsofahardlife,stilldidnotlosehisamazinggoodcheerandpatience,andfoundhealthysleepandhonestwaking,eveninthehallbedroom。HehadconsentedtoBetty’srequestthathewouldseehim,partlybecausehewasinclinedtolikewhathehadheard,andpartlyforareasonwhichBettydidnotsuspect。

ByextraordinarychanceG。SeldenhadseenMountDunstanandhissurroundingsatcloserange。Mr。VanderpoelhadlikedwhathehadgatheredofMountDunstan’sattitudetowardsapersonalitysosingularlyexotictohimself。Crude,uneducated,andslangy,thejuniorsalesmanwasnotinanydegreeafool。

ToanAmericanfatherwithadaughterlikeBetty,thesumming—

upofanormal,nice—natured,commonyoungdenizenoftheUnitedStates,freshfromcontactwiththeeffete,mightbesubtlyinstructive,andwellworthhearing,ifitwasunconsciouslyexpressed。Mr。Vanderpoelthoughtheknewhow,afterhehadovercomehisvisitor’sfirstawkwardness——ifhechancedtobeself—conscious——hecouldleadhimtotalk。WhathehopedtodowastomakehimforgethimselfandbegintotalktohimashehadtalkedtoBetty,toingenuouslyrevealimpressionsandpointsofview。Youngmenofhisclean,rudimentarytypewereverydefiniteaboutthethingstheylikedanddisliked,andcouldbetrustedtorevealadmiration,orlackofit,withoutabsoluteintentionoractualstatement。

Beingelementalandundismayed,theysawthingsclearedofthemistsofsocialprejudiceandmodification。Yes,hefeltheshouldbegladtohearofLordMountDunstanandtheMountDunstanestatefromG。Seldeninahappymomentofunawareness。

WhywasitthatithappenedtobeMountDunstanhewasdesiroustohearof?Well,theabsolutereasonforthathecouldnothaveexplained,either。Hehadaskedhimselfquestionsonthesubjectmorethanonce。Therewasnowell—

foundedreason,perhaps。IfBetty’slettershadspokenofMountDunstanandhishome,theyhadalsodescribedLordWestholtandDunholmCastle。Ofthesetwomenshehadcertainlyspokenmorefullythanofothers。OfMountDunstanshehadhadmoretorelatethroughtheincidentofG。Selden。HesmiledasherealisedtheimportanceofthefigureofG。Selden。

ItwasSeldenandhisbrokenlegthetwomenhadriddenoverfromMountDunstantovisit。ButforSelden,BettymightnothavemetMountDunstanagain。Hewasreasonenoughforallshehadsaid。Andyet————!Perhaps,betweenBettyandhimselfthereexistedthethingwhichimpressesandcommunicateswithoutwords。Perhaps,becausetheiraffectionwasunusual,theyrealisedeachother’semotions。Thehalf—definedanxietyhefeltnowwasnotanewthing,butheconfessedtohimselfthatithadbeenspurredalittlebytheletterthelaststeamerhadbroughthim。ItwasNOTLordWestholt,itdefinitelyappeared。Hehadaskedhertobehiswife,andshehaddeclinedhisproposal。

"IcouldnothaveLIKEDamananymorewithoutbeinginlovewithhim,"shewrote。"ILIKEhimmorethanIcansay——somuch,indeed,thatIfeelalittledepressedbymycertaintythatIdonotlovehim。"

Ifshehadlovedhim,thewholematterwouldhavebeensimplified。Iftheothermanhaddrawnher,thethingwouldnotbesimple。Herfatherforesawallthecomplications——andhedidnotwantcomplicationsforBetty。Yetemotionswereperverseandirresistiblethings,andthestrongerthecreatureswayedbythem,themoreenormoustheirpower。But,ashesatinhiseasychairandthoughtoveritall,theonefeelingpredominantinhismindwasthatnothingmatteredbutBetty——nothingreallymatteredbutBetty。

InthemeantimeG。SeldenwaswalkingupFifthAvenue,atoncetouchedandexhilaratedbythestirabouthimandhissenseofhome—coming。ItwasprettygoodtobeinlittleoldNewYorkagain。Thehurriedpaceofthelifeabouthimstimulatedhisyoungblood。TherewerenostreetcarsinFifthAvenue,buttherewerecarriages,waggons,carts,motors,allpantingly

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