Indian Summer of a Forsyte

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”Doyoustillthinkthatinanycaseshecan’thaveanother?””Onecan’tbeabsolutelysure,butit’smostunlikely。””She’sstrong,”saidSoames;”we’lltaketherisk。”Thedoctorlookedathimverygravely。”It’sonyourshoulders,”

hesaid;”withmyownwife,Icouldn’t。”

Soames’chinjerkedupasifsomeonehadhithim。”AmIofanyuseupthere?”heasked。”No;keepaway。””Ishallbeinmypicture-gallery,then;youknowwhere。”

Thedoctornodded,andwentupstairs。

Soamescontinuedtostand,listening。’Bythistimeto-morrow,’hethought,’Imayhaveherdeathonmyhands。’No!itwasunfair——

monstrous,toputitthatway!Sullennessdroppedonhimagain,andhewentuptothegallery。Hestoodatthewindow。Thewindwasinthenorth;itwascold,clear;verybluesky,heavyraggedwhitecloudschasingacross;theriverblue,too,throughthescreenofgoldeningtrees;thewoodsallrichwithcolour,glowing,burnished-anearlyautumn。Ifitwerehisownlife,wouldhebetakingthatrisk?’Butshe’dtaketheriskoflosingme,’hethought,’soonerthanloseherchild!Shedoesn’treallyloveme!’

Whatcouldoneexpect——agirlandFrench?Theonethingreallyvitaltothemboth,vitaltotheirmarriageandtheirfutures,wasachild!’I’vebeenthroughalotforthis,’hethought,’I’llholdon——holdon。There’sachanceofkeepingboth——achance!’

Onekepttillthingsweretaken——onenaturallykept!Hebeganwalkingroundthegallery。Hehadmadeonepurchaselatelywhichheknewwasafortuneinitself,andhehaltedbeforeit——agirlwithdullgoldhairwhichlookedlikefilamentsofmetalgazingatalittlegoldenmonstershewasholdinginherhand。Evenatthistorturedmomenthecouldjustfeeltheextraordinarynatureofthebargainhehadmade——admirethequalityofthetable,thefloor,thechair,thegirl’sfigure,theabsorbedexpressiononherface,thedullgoldfilamentsofherhair,thebrightgoldofthelittlemonster。Collectingpictures;growingricher,richer!Whatuse,if……!Heturnedhisbackabruptlyonthepicture,andwenttothewindow。Someofhisdoveshadflownupfromtheirperchesroundthedovecot,andwerestretchingtheirwingsinthewind。Intheclearsharpsunlighttheirwhitenessalmostflashed。Theyflewfar,makingaflung-uphieroglyphicagainstthesky。Annettefedthedoves;itwasprettytoseeher。Theytookitoutofherhand;

theyknewshewasmatter-of-fact。Achokingsensationcameintohisthroat。Shewouldnot——couldnoddie!Shewastoo——toosensible;andshewasstrong,reallystrong,likehermother,inspiteofherfairpr

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