Indian Summer of a Forsyte

第17章

Mistclungthereamongthebluishtreeshapes,beyondrangeofthelamps。Howmanyhundredtimeshehadwalkedpastthosetreesfromhisfather’shouseinParkLane,whenhewasquiteayoungman;orfromhisownhouseinMontpellierSquareinthosefouryearsofmarriedlife!And,to-night,makinguphismindtofreehimselfifhecouldofthatlonguselessmarriagetie,hetookafancytowalkon,inatHydeParkCorner,outatKnightsbridgeGate,justasheusedtowhengoinghometoIreneintheolddays。Whatcouldshebelikenow?——howhadshepassedtheyearssincehelastsawher,twelveyearsinall,sevenalreadysinceUncleJolyonleftherthatmoney?Wasshestillbeautiful?Wouldheknowherifhesawher?

’I’venotchangedmuch,’hethought;’Iexpectshehas。Shemademesuffer。’Herememberedsuddenlyonenight,thefirstonwhichhewentouttodinneralone——anoldMalburiandinner——thefirstyearoftheirmarriage。Withwhateagernesshehadhurriedback;

and,enteringsoftlyasacat,hadheardherplaying。Openingthedrawingroomdoornoiselessly,hehadstoodwatchingtheexpressiononherface,differentfromanyheknew,somuchmoreopen,soconfiding,asthoughtohermusicshewasgivingahearthehadneverseen。Andherememberedhowshestoppedandlookedround,howherfacechangedbacktothatwhichhedidknow,andwhatanicyshiverhadgonethroughhim,forallthatthenextmomenthewasfondlinghershoulders。Yes,shehadmadehimsuffer!

Divorce!Itseemedridiculous,afteralltheseyearsofutterseparation!Butitwouldhavetobe。Nootherway!’Thequestion,’hethoughtwithsuddenrealism,’is——whichofus?Sheorme?Shedesertedme。Sheoughttopayforit。There’llbesomeone,Isuppose。’Involuntarilyheutteredalittlesnarlingsound,and,turning,madehiswaybacktoParkLane。

CHAPTERV

JAMESSEESVISIONS

Thebutlerhimselfopenedthedoor,andclosingitsoftly,detainedSoamesontheinnermat。”Themaster’spoorly,sir,”hemurmured。”Hewouldn’tgotobedtillyoucamein。He’sstillinthediningroom。

Soamesrespondedinthehushedtonetowhichthehousewasnowaccustomed。”What’sthematterwithhim,Warmson?””Nervous,sir,Ithink。Mightbethefuneral;mightbeMrs。

Dartie’scomin’roundthisafternoon。Ithinkheoverheardsomething。I’vetookhiminanegus。Themistresshasjustgoneup。”

Soameshunghishatonamahoganystag’s-horn。”Allright,Warmson,youcangotobed;I’lltakehimupmyself。”

Andhepassedintothedining-room。

Jameswassittingbeforethefire,inabigarmchair,withacamel-hairshawl,verylightandwarm,overhisfrock-coatedshoulders,ontowhichhislongwhitewhiskersdrooped。Hiswhitehair,stillfairlythick,glistenedinthelamplight;alittlemoisturefromhisfixed,light-greyeyesstainedthecheeks,stillquitewellcoloured,andthelongdeepfurrowsrunningtothecornersoftheclean-shavenlips,whichmovedasifmumblingthoughts。Hislonglegs,thinasacrow’s,inshepherd’splaidtrousers,werebentatlessthanarightangle,andononekneeaspindlyhandmovedcontinually,withfingerswideapartandglisteningtaperednails。Besidehim,onalowstool,stoodahalf-finishedglassofnegus,bedewedwithbeadsofheat。Therehehadbeensitting,withintervalsformeals,allday。Ateighty-

eighthewasstillorganicallysound,butsufferingterriblyfromthethoughtthatnooneevertoldhimanything。Itis,indeed,doubtfulhowhehadbecomeawarethatRogerwasbeingburiedthatday,forEmilyhadkeptitfromhim。Shewasalwayskeepingthingsfromhim。Emilywasonlyseventy!Jameshadagrudgeagainsthiswife’syouth。Hefeltsometimesthathewouldneverhavemarriedherifhehadknownthatshewouldhavesomanyyearsbeforeher,whenhehadsofew。Itwasnotnatural。Shewouldlivefifteenortwentyyearsafterhewasgone,andmightspendalotofmoney;shehadalwayshadextravaganttastes。Forallheknewshemightwanttobuyoneofthesemotor-cars。CicelyandRachelandImogenandalltheyoungpeople——theyallrodethosebicyclesnowandwentoffGoodnessknewwhere。AndnowRogerwasgone。Hedidn’tknow——

couldn’ttell!Thefamilywasbreakingup。Soameswouldknowhowmuchhisunclehadleft。CuriouslyhethoughtofRogerasSoames’

unclenotashisownbrother。Soames!Itwasmoreandmoretheonesolidspotinavanishingworld。Soameswascareful;hewasawarmman;buthehadnoonetoleavehismoneyto。Thereitwas!

Hedidn’tknow!AndtherewasthatfellowChamberlain!ForJames’

politicalprincipleshadbeenfixedbetween’70and’85when’thatrascallyRadical’hadbeenthechiefthorninthesideofpropertyandhedistrustedhimtothisdayinspiteofhisconversion;hewouldgetthecountryintoamessandmakemoneygodownbeforehehaddonewithit。Astormypetrelofachap!WherewasSoames?

Hehadgonetothefuneralofcoursewhichtheyhadtriedtokeepfromhim。Heknewthatperfectlywell;hehadseenhisson’strousers。Roger!Rogerinhiscoffin!Herememberedhow,whentheycameupfromschooltogetherfromtheWest,ontheboxseatoftheoldSlowflyerin1824,Rogerhadgotintothe’boot’andgonetosleep。Jamesutteredathincackle。Afunnyfellow——Roger——anoriginal!Hedidn’tknow!Youngerthanhimself,andinhiscoffin!Thefamilywasbreakingup。TherewasValgoingtotheuniversity;henevercametoseehimnow。Hewouldcostaprettypennyupthere。Itwasanextravagantage。AndalltheprettypenniesthathisfourgrandchildrenwouldcosthimdancedbeforeJames’eyes。Hedidnotgrudgethemthemoney,buthegrudgedterriblytheriskwhichthespendingofthatmoneymightbringonthem;hegrudgedthediminutionofsecurity。AndnowthatCicelyhadmarried,shemightbehavingchildrentoo。Hedidn’tknow——

couldn’ttell!Nobodythoughtofanythingbutspendingmoneyinthesedays,andracingabout,andhavingwhattheycalled’agoodtime。’Amotor-carwentpastthewindow。Uglygreatlumberingthing,makingallthatracket!Butthereitwas,thecountryrattlingtothedogs!Peopleinsuchahurrythattheycouldn’tevencareforstyle——aneatturnoutlikehisbaroucheandbayswasworthallthosenew-fangledthings。Andconsolsat116!Theremustbealotofmoneyinthecountry。AndnowtherewasthisoldKruger!TheyhadtriedtokeepoldKrugerfromhim。Butheknewbetter;therewouldbeaprettykettleoffishoutthere!HehadknownhowitwouldbewhenthatfellowGladstone——deadnow,thankGod!madesuchamessofitafterthatdreadfulbusinessatMajuba。

Heshouldn’twonderiftheEmpiresplitupandwenttopot。AndthisvisionoftheEmpiregoingtopotfilledafullquarterofanhourwithqualmsofthemostseriouscharacter。Hehadeatenapoorlunchbecauseofthem。Butitwasafterlunchthattherealdisastertohisnervesoccurred。Hehadbeendozingwhenhebecameawareofvoices——lowvoices。Ah!theynevertoldhimanything!

Winifred’sandhermother’s。”Monty!”ThatfellowDartie——alwaysthatfellowDartie!Thevoiceshadreceded;andJameshadbeenleftalone,withhisearsstandinguplikeahare’s,andfearcreepingabouthisinwards。Whydidtheyleavehimalone?Whydidn’ttheycomeandtellhim?Andanawfulthought,whichthroughlongyearshadhauntedhim,concretedagainswiftlyinhisbrain。

Dartiehadgonebankrupt——fraudulentlybankrupt,andtosaveWinifredandthechildren,he——Jameswouldhavetopay!Couldhe——

couldSoamesturnhimintoalimitedcompany?No,hecouldn’t!

Thereitwas!WitheveryminutebeforeEmilycamebackthespectrefiercened。Why,itmightbeforgery!WitheyesfixedonthedoubtedTurnerinthecentreofthewall,Jamessufferedtortures。

HesawDartieinthedock,hisgrandchildreninthegutter,andhimselfinbed。HesawthedoubtedTurnerbeingsoldatJobson’s,andallthemajesticedificeofpropertyinrags。HesawinfancyWinifredunfashionablydressed,andheardinfancyEmily’svoicesaying:”Now,don’tfuss,James!”Shewasalwayssaying:”Don’tfuss!”Shehadnonerves;heoughtnevertohavemarriedawomaneighteenyearsyoungerthanhimself。ThenEmily’srealvoicesaid:”Haveyouhadanicenap,James?”

Nap!Hewasintorment,andsheaskedhimthat!”What’sthisaboutDartie?”hesaid,andhiseyesglaredather。

Emily’sself-possessionneverdesertedher。”Whathaveyoubeenhearing?”sheaskedblandly。”What’sthisaboutDartie?”repeatedJames。”He’sgonebankrupt。””Fiddle!”

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