Indian Summer of a Forsyte

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ButJolyondidnotrespond。Hehadsomethingofhisfather’sbalance,andcouldseethingsimpartiallyevenwhenhisemotionswereroused。Irenewasright;Soames’positionwasasbadorworsethanherown。Asforthelaw——itcateredforahumannatureofwhichittookanaturallylowview。And,feelingthatifhestayedinhisdaughter’scompanyhewouldinonewayoranothercommitanindiscretion,hetoldherhemustcatchhistrainbacktoOxford;

andhailingacab,lefthertoTurner’swater-colours,withthepromisethathewouldthinkoverthatGallery。

ButhethoughtoverIreneinstead。Pity,theysaid,wasakintolove!Ifsohewascertainlyindangeroflovingher,forhepitiedherprofoundly。TothinkofherdriftingaboutEuropesohandicappedandlonely!’Ihopetogoodnessshe’llkeepherhead!’

hethought;’shemighteasilygrowdesperate。’Infact,nowthatshehadcutloosefromherpoorthreadsofoccupation,hecouldn’timaginehowshewouldgoon——sobeautifulacreature,hopeless,andfairgameforanyone!Inhisexasperationwasmorethanalittlefearandjealousy。Womendidstrangethingswhentheyweredrivenintocorners。’IwonderwhatSoameswilldonow!’hethought。’A

rotten,idioticstateofthings!AndIsupposetheywouldsayitwasherownfault。’Verypreoccupiedandsoreatheart,hegotintohistrain,mislaidhisticket,andontheplatformatOxfordtookhishatofftoaladywhosefaceheseemedtorememberwithoutbeingabletoputanametoher,notevenwhenhesawherhavingteaattheRainbow。

CHAPTERIV

WHEREFORSYTESFEARTOTREAD

Quiveringfromthedefeatofhishopes,withthegreenmoroccocasestillflatagainsthisheart,Soamesrevolvedthoughtsbitterasdeath。Aspider’sweb!Walkingfast,andnotingnothinginthemoonlight,hebroodedoverthescenehehadbeenthrough,overthememoryofherfigurerigidinhisgrasp。Andthemorehebrooded,themorecertainhebecamethatshehadalover——herwords,’I

wouldsoonerdie!’wereridiculousifshehadnot。Evenifshehadneverlovedhim,shehadmadenofussuntilBosinneycameonthescene。No;shewasinloveagain,orshewouldnothavemadethatmelodramaticanswertohisproposal,whichinallthecircumstanceswasreasonable!Verywell!Thatsimplifiedmatters。

’I’lltakestepstoknowwhereIam,’hethought;’I’llgotoPolteed’sthefirstthingtomorrowmorning。’

Buteveninformingthatresolutionheknewhewouldhavetroublewithhimself。HehademployedPolteed’sagencyseveraltimesintheroutineofhisprofession,evenquitelatelyoverDartie’scase,buthehadneverthoughtitpossibletoemploythemtowatchhisownwife。

Itwastooinsultingtohimself!

Hesleptoverthatprojectandhiswoundedpride——orrather,keptvigil。OnlywhileshavingdidhesuddenlyrememberthatshecalledherselfbyhermaidennameofHeron。Polteedwouldnotknow,atfirstatallevents,whosewifeshewas,wouldnotlookathimobsequiouslyandleerbehindhisback。Shewouldjustbethewifeofoneofhisclients。Andthatwouldbetrue——forwashenothisownsolicitor?

Hewasliterallyafraidnottoputhisdesignintoexecutionatthefi

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