The Wrecker

第42章

“Bellairs?”herepeated。“Notinthesaloon,Iamsure。Hemaybeinthesecondclass。Thelistsarenotmadeout,but——Hullo!

’HarryD。Bellairs?’Thatthename?He’sthererightenough。”

AndthenextmorningIsawhimontheforwarddeck,sittinginachair,abookinhishand,ashabbypumaskinrugabouthisknees:thepictureofrespectabledecay。Offandon,Ikepthiminmyeye。Hereadagooddeal,hestoodandlookeduponthesea,hetalkedoccasionallywithhisneighbours,andoncewhenachildfellhepickeditupandsoothedit。Idamnedhiminmyheart;thebook,whichIwassurehedidnotread——thesea,towhichIwasreadytotakeoathhewasindifferent——thechild,whomIwascertainhewouldaslievehavetossedoverboard——allseemedtomeelementsinatheatricalperformance;andI

madenodoubthewasalreadynosingafterthesecretsofhisfellow-passengers。Itooknopainstoconcealmyself,myscornforthecreaturebeingasstrongasmydisgust。Butheneverlookedmyway,anditwasnightbeforeIlearnedhehadobservedme。

Iwassmokingbytheengine-roomdoor,fortheairwasalittlesharp,whenavoiceroseclosebesidemeinthedarkness。

“Ibegyourpardon,Mr。Dodd。”itsaid。

“Thatyou,Bellairs?”Ireplied。

“Asingleword,sir。Yourpresenceonthisshiphasnoconnectionwithourinterview?”heasked。“Youhavenoidea,Mr。Dodd,ofreturninguponyourdetermination?”

“None。”saidI;andthen,seeinghestilllingered,Iwaspoliteenoughtoadd“Goodevening;“atwhichhesighedandwentaway。

Thenextday,hewasthereagainwiththechairandthepumaskin;readhisbookandlookedattheseawiththesameconstancy;andthoughtherewasnochildtobepickedup,I

observedhimtoattendrepeatedlyonasickwoman。Nothingfosterssuspicionliketheactofwatching;amanspieduponcanhardlyblowhisnosebutweaccusehimofdesigns;andI

tookanearlyopportunitytogoforwardandseethewomanformyself。Shewaspoor,elderly,andpainfullyplain;Istoodabashedatthesight,feltIowedBellairsamendsfortheinjusticeofmythoughts,andseeinghimstandingbytherailinhisusualattitudeofcontemplation,walkedupandaddressedhimbyname。

“Youseemveryfondofthesea。”saidI。

“Imayreallycallitapassion,Mr。Dodd。”hereplied。“Andthetallcataracthauntedmelikeapassion。”hequoted。“Ineverwearyofthesea,sir。Thisismyfirstoceanvoyage。Ifinditagloriousexperience。”Andoncemoremydisbarredlawyerdroppedintopoetry:“Rollon,thoudeepanddarkblueocean,roll!”

ThoughIhadlearnedthepieceinmyreading-bookatschool,I

cameintotheworldalittletoolateontheonehand——andI

daresayalittletooearlyontheother——tothinkmuchofByron;

andthesonorousverse,prodigiouslywelldelivered,struckmewithsurprise。

“Youarefondofpoetry,too?”Iasked。

“Iamagreatreader。”hereplied。“AtonetimeIhadbeguntoamassquiteasmallbutwellselectedlibrary;andwhenthatwasscattered,Istillmanagedtopreserveafewvolumes——

chieflyofpiecesdesignedforrecitation——whichhavebeenmytravellingcompanions。”

“Isthatoneofthem?”Iasked,pointingtothevolumeinhishand。

“No,sir。”hereplied,showingmeatranslationofthe_SorrowsofWerther_,“thatisanovelIpickedupsometimeago。Ithasaffordedmegreatpleasure,thoughimmoral。”

“O,immoral!”criedI,indignantasusualatanycomplicationofartandethics。

“Surelyyoucannotdenythat,sir——ifyouknowthebook。”hesaid。“Thepassionisillicit,althoughcertainlydrawnwithagooddealofpathos。Itisnotaworkonecouldpossiblyputintothehandsofalady;whichistoberegrettedonallaccounts,forIdonotknowhowitmaystrikeyou;butitseemstome——asadepiction,ifImakemyselfclear——torisehighaboveitscompeers——evenfamouscompeers。EveninScott,Dickens,Thackeray,orHawthorne,thesentimentofloveappearstometobefrequentlydonelessjusticeto。”

“Youareexpressingaverygeneralopinion。”saidI。

“Isthatso,inde

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