下载辰思小说免费APP
“Bellairs?”herepeated。“Notinthesaloon,Iamsure。Hemaybeinthesecondclass。Thelistsarenotmadeout,but——Hullo!
’HarryD。Bellairs?’Thatthename?He’sthererightenough。”
AndthenextmorningIsawhimontheforwarddeck,sittinginachair,abookinhishand,ashabbypumaskinrugabouthisknees:thepictureofrespectabledecay。Offandon,Ikepthiminmyeye。Hereadagooddeal,hestoodandlookeduponthesea,hetalkedoccasionallywithhisneighbours,andoncewhenachildfellhepickeditupandsoothedit。Idamnedhiminmyheart;thebook,whichIwassurehedidnotread——thesea,towhichIwasreadytotakeoathhewasindifferent——thechild,whomIwascertainhewouldaslievehavetossedoverboard——allseemedtomeelementsinatheatricalperformance;andI
madenodoubthewasalreadynosingafterthesecretsofhisfellow-passengers。Itooknopainstoconcealmyself,myscornforthecreaturebeingasstrongasmydisgust。Butheneverlookedmyway,anditwasnightbeforeIlearnedhehadobservedme。
Iwassmokingbytheengine-roomdoor,fortheairwasalittlesharp,whenavoiceroseclosebesidemeinthedarkness。
“Ibegyourpardon,Mr。Dodd。”itsaid。
“Thatyou,Bellairs?”Ireplied。
“Asingleword,sir。Yourpresenceonthisshiphasnoconnectionwithourinterview?”heasked。“Youhavenoidea,Mr。Dodd,ofreturninguponyourdetermination?”
“None。”saidI;andthen,seeinghestilllingered,Iwaspoliteenoughtoadd“Goodevening;“atwhichhesighedandwentaway。
Thenextday,hewasthereagainwiththechairandthepumaskin;readhisbookandlookedattheseawiththesameconstancy;andthoughtherewasnochildtobepickedup,I
observedhimtoattendrepeatedlyonasickwoman。Nothingfosterssuspicionliketheactofwatching;amanspieduponcanhardlyblowhisnosebutweaccusehimofdesigns;andI
tookanearlyopportunitytogoforwardandseethewomanformyself。Shewaspoor,elderly,andpainfullyplain;Istoodabashedatthesight,feltIowedBellairsamendsfortheinjusticeofmythoughts,andseeinghimstandingbytherailinhisusualattitudeofcontemplation,walkedupandaddressedhimbyname。
“Youseemveryfondofthesea。”saidI。
“Imayreallycallitapassion,Mr。Dodd。”hereplied。“Andthetallcataracthauntedmelikeapassion。”hequoted。“Ineverwearyofthesea,sir。Thisismyfirstoceanvoyage。Ifinditagloriousexperience。”Andoncemoremydisbarredlawyerdroppedintopoetry:“Rollon,thoudeepanddarkblueocean,roll!”
ThoughIhadlearnedthepieceinmyreading-bookatschool,I
cameintotheworldalittletoolateontheonehand——andI
daresayalittletooearlyontheother——tothinkmuchofByron;
andthesonorousverse,prodigiouslywelldelivered,struckmewithsurprise。
“Youarefondofpoetry,too?”Iasked。
“Iamagreatreader。”hereplied。“AtonetimeIhadbeguntoamassquiteasmallbutwellselectedlibrary;andwhenthatwasscattered,Istillmanagedtopreserveafewvolumes——
chieflyofpiecesdesignedforrecitation——whichhavebeenmytravellingcompanions。”
“Isthatoneofthem?”Iasked,pointingtothevolumeinhishand。
“No,sir。”hereplied,showingmeatranslationofthe_SorrowsofWerther_,“thatisanovelIpickedupsometimeago。Ithasaffordedmegreatpleasure,thoughimmoral。”
“O,immoral!”criedI,indignantasusualatanycomplicationofartandethics。
“Surelyyoucannotdenythat,sir——ifyouknowthebook。”hesaid。“Thepassionisillicit,althoughcertainlydrawnwithagooddealofpathos。Itisnotaworkonecouldpossiblyputintothehandsofalady;whichistoberegrettedonallaccounts,forIdonotknowhowitmaystrikeyou;butitseemstome——asadepiction,ifImakemyselfclear——torisehighaboveitscompeers——evenfamouscompeers。EveninScott,Dickens,Thackeray,orHawthorne,thesentimentofloveappearstometobefrequentlydonelessjusticeto。”
“Youareexpressingaverygeneralopinion。”saidI。
“Isthatso,inde
后续内容为VIP可读请开通VIP,或购买此章节