The Wrecker

第40章

Itookitinadream。“Thishasbeenadevilofabusiness。”saidI。

“Don’tthinkhardofMamie。”hepleaded。“It’sthewayshe’smade;it’sherhigh-tonedloyalty。AndofcourseIknowit’sallright。Iknowyoursterlingcharacter;butyoudidn’t,somehow,makeouttogiveusthethingstraight,Loudon。Anybodymighthave——Imeanit——Imean——“

“Nevermindwhatyoumean,mypoorJim。”saidI。“She’sagallantlittlewomanandaloyalwife:andIthoughthersplendid。Mystorywasasfishyasthedevil。I’llneverthinkthelessofeitherheroryou。”

“It’llblowover;itmustblowover。”saidhe。

“Itnevercan。”Ireturned,sighing:“anddon’tyoutrytomakeit!Don’tnameme,unlessit’swithanoath。Andgethometoherrightaway。Goodby,mybestoffriends。Goodby,andGodblessyou。Weshallnevermeetagain。”

“OLoudon,thatweshouldlivetosaysuchwords!”hecried。

Ihadnoviewsonlife,beyondanoccasionalimpulsetocommitsuicide,ortogetdrunk,anddrifteddownthestreet,semi-

conscious,walkingapparentlyonair,inthelight-headednessofgrief。Ihadmoneyinmypocket,whethermineormycreditors’

Ihadnomeansofguessing;and,thePoodleDoglyinginmypath,Iwentmechanicallyinandtookatable。Awaiterattendedme,andIsupposeIgavemyorders;forpresentlyI

foundmyself,withasuddenreturnofconsciousness,beginningdinner。Onthewhiteclothatmyelbowlaytheletter,addressedinaclerk’shand,andbearinganEnglishstampandtheEdinburghpostmark。Abowlofbouillonandaglassofwineawakenedinonecornerofmybrain(wherealltherestwasinmourning,theblindsdownasforafuneral)afaintstirofcuriosity;andwhileIwaitedthenextcourse,wonderingthewhilewhatIhadordered,Iopenedandbegantoreadtheepoch-makingdocument。

“DEARSIR:Iamchargedwiththemelancholydutyofannouncingtoyouthedeathofyourexcellentgrandfather,Mr。

AlexanderLoudon,onthe17thult。OnSundaythe13th,hewenttochurchasusualintheforenoon,andstoppedonhiswayhome,atthecornerofPrincesStreet,inoneofourseasonableeastwinds,totalkwithanoldfriend。Thesameeveningacutebronchitisdeclareditself;fromthefirst,Dr。

M’Combieanticipatedafatalresult,andtheoldgentlemanappearedtohavenoillusionastohisownstate。Herepeatedlyassuredmeitwas’by’withhimnow;’andhightime,too,’heonceaddedwithcharacteristicasperity。Hewasnotintheleastchangedontheapproachofdeath:only(whatIamsuremustbeverygratefultoyourfeelings)heseemedtothinkandspeakevenmorekindlythanusualofyourself:referringtoyouas’Jeannie’syin,’withstrongexpressionsofregard。’HewastheonlyoneIeverliketofthehalejing-bang,’wasoneofhisexpressions;andyouwillbegladtoknowthathedweltparticularlyonthedutifulrespectyouhadalwaysdisplayedinyourrelations。Thesmallcodicil,bywhichhebequeathsyouhisMolesworthandotherprofessionalworks,wasadded(youwillobserve)onthedaybeforehisdeath;sothatyouwereinhisthoughtsuntiltheend。Ishouldsaythat,thoughratheratryingpatient,hewasmosttenderlynursedbyyouruncle,andyourcousin,MissEuphemia。Iencloseacopyofthetestament,bywhichyouwillseethatyoushareequallywithMr。Adam,andthatIholdatyourdisposalasumnearlyapproachingseventeenthousandpounds。Ibegtocongratulateyouonthisconsiderableacquisition,andexpectyourorders,towhichI

shallhastentogivemybestattention。Thinkingthatyoumightdesiretoreturnatoncetothiscountry,andnotknowinghowyoumaybeplaced,Iencloseacreditforsixhundredpounds。

Pleasesigntheaccompanyingslip,andletmehaveitatyourearliestconvenience。

“Iam,dearsir,yourstruly,“W。RUTHERFORDGREGG。”

“Godblesstheoldgentleman!”Ithought;“andforthatmatterGodblessUncleAdam!andmycousinEuphemia!andMr。

Gregg!”Ihadavisionofthatgreyoldlifenowbroughttoanend——“andhightimetoo“——avisionofthoseSabbathstreetsalternatelyvacantandfilledwithsilentpeople;ofthebabelofthebells,thelong-drawnpsalmody,theshrewdstingoftheeastwind,thehollow,ech

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