下载辰思小说免费APP
“Inyoursparetime!“Mrs。Coshamechoed。“Thatisaproofofdevotion,indeed。“Shehalfclosedhereyes,andindulgedherselfinafascinatingpictureofabrieflessbarristerlodgedinagarret,writingimmortalnovelsbythelightofafarthingdip。Buttheromancewhichfelluponthefiguresofgreatwritersandilluminedtheirpageswasnofalseradianceinhercase。ShecarriedherpocketShakespeareaboutwithher,andmetlifefortifiedbythewordsofthepoets。HowfarshesawDenham,andhowfarsheconfusedhimwithsomeherooffiction,itwouldbehardtosay。Literaturehadtakenpossessionevenofhermemories。Shewasmatchinghim,presumably,withcertaincharactersintheoldnovels,forshecameout,afterapause,with:
“Um——um——Pendennis——Warrington——IcouldneverforgiveLaura,“shepronouncedenergetically,“fornotmarryingGeorge,inspiteofeverything。GeorgeEliotdidtheverysamething;andLeweswasalittlefrog-facedman,withthemannerofadancingmaster。ButWarrington,now,hadeverythinginhisfavor;intellect,passion,romance,distinction,andtheconnectionwasamerepieceofundergraduatefolly。Arthur,Iconfess,hasalwaysseemedtomeabitofafop;Ican\'timaginehowLauramarriedhim。Butyousayyou\'reasolicitor,Mr。Denham。NowthereareoneortwothingsIshouldliketoaskyou——aboutShakespeare——“Shedrewouthersmall,wornvolumewithsomedifficulty,openedit,andshookitintheair。“Theysay,nowadays,thatShakespearewasalawyer。Theysay,thataccountsforhisknowledgeofhumannature。There\'safineexampleforyou,Mr。
Denham。Studyyourclients,youngman,andtheworldwillbethericheroneofthesedays,Ihavenodoubt。Tellme,howdowecomeoutofit,now;betterorworsethanyouexpected?“
Thuscalledupontosumuptheworthofhumannatureinafewwords,Ralphansweredunhesitatingly:
“Worse,Mrs。Cosham,agooddealworse。I\'mafraidtheordinarymanisabitofarascal——“
“Andtheordinarywoman?“
“No,Idon\'tliketheordinarywomaneither——“
Ah,dearme,I\'venodoubtthat\'sverytrue,verytrue。“Mrs。Coshamsighed。“Swiftwouldhaveagreedwithyou,anyhow——“Shelookedathim,andthoughtthatthereweresignsofdistinctpowerinhisbrow。
Hewoulddowell,shethought,todevotehimselftosatire。
“CharlesLavington,youremember,wasasolicitor,“Mrs。Milvaininterposed,ratherresentingthewasteoftimeinvolvedintalkingaboutfictitiouspeoplewhenyoumightbetalkingaboutrealpeople。
“Butyouwouldn\'trememberhim,Katharine。“
“Mr。Lavington?Oh,yes,Ido,“saidKatharine,wakingfromotherthoughtswithherlittlestart。“ThesummerwehadahousenearTenby。
Irememberthefieldandthepondwiththetadpoles,andmakinghaystackswithMr。Lavington。“
“Sheisright。ThereWASapondwithtadpoles,“Mrs。Coshamcorroborated。“Millaismadestudiesofitfor\'Ophelia。\'Somesaythatisthebestpictureheeverpainted——“
“AndIrememberthedogchainedupintheyard,andthedeadsnakeshanginginthetoolhouse。“
“ItwasatTenbythatyouwerechasedbythebull,“Mrs。Milvaincontinued。“Butthatyoucouldn\'tremember,thoughit\'strueyouwereawonderfulchild。Sucheyesshehad,Mr。Denham!Iusedtosaytoherfather,\'She\'swatchingus,andsummingusallupinherlittlemind。\'
Andtheyhadanurseinthosedays,“shewenton,tellingherstorywithcharmingsolemnitytoRalph,“whowasagoodwoman,butengagedtoasailor。Whensheoughttohavebeenattendingtothebaby,hereyeswereonthesea。AndMrs。Hilberyallowedthisgirl——Susanhernamewas——tohavehimtostayinthevillage。Theyabusedhergoodness,I\'msorrytosay,andwhiletheywalkedinthelanes,theystoodtheperambulatoraloneinafieldwheretherewasabull。Theanimalbecameenragedbytheredblanketintheperambulator,andHeavenknowswhatmighthavehappenedifagentlemanhadnotbeenwalkingbyinthenickoftime,andrescuedKatharineinhisarms!“
“Ithinkthebullwasonlyacow,AuntCelia,“saidKatharine。
“Mydarling,itwasagreatredDevonshirebull,andnotlongafteritgoredamantodeathandhadtobedestroyed。AndyourmotherforgaveSusan——athingIcouldneverhavedone。“
“Maggie\'ssympathieswereentirelywithSusanandthesailor,Iamsure,“saidMrs。Cosham,rathertartly。“Mysister-in-law,“shecontinued,“haslaidherburdensuponProvidenceateverycrisisinherlife,andProvidence,Imustconfess,hasrespondednobly,sofar——“
“Yes,“saidKatharine,withalaugh,forshelikedtherashnesswhichirritatedtherestofthefamily。“Mymother\'sbullsalwaysturnintocowsatthecriticalmoment。“
“Well,“saidMrs。Milvain,“I\'mgladyouhavesomeonetoprotectyoufrombullsnow。“
“Ican\'timagineWilliamprotectinganyonefrombulls,“saidKatharine。
IthappenedthatMrs。CoshamhadoncemoreproducedherpocketvolumeofShakespeare,andwasconsultingRalphuponanobscurepassagein“MeasureforMeasure。“HedidnotatonceseizethemeaningofwhatKatharineandherauntweresaying;William,hesupposed,referredtosomesmallcousin,forhenowsawKatharineasachildinapinafore;
but,nevertheless,hewassomuchdistractedthathiseyecouldhardlyfollowthewordsonthepaper。Amomentlaterheheardthemspeakdistinctlyofanengagementring。
“Ilikerubies,“heheardKatharinesay。
“Tobeimprison\'dintheviewlesswinds,AndblownwithrestlessviolenceroundaboutThependantworld……“
Mrs。Coshamintoned;atthesameinstant“Rodney“fitteditselfto“William“inRalph\'smind。HefeltconvincedthatKatharinewasengagedtoRodney。Hisfirstsensationwasoneofviolentragewithherforhavingdeceivedhimthroughoutthevisit,fedhimwithpleasantoldwives\'tales,lethimseeherasachildplayinginameadow,sharedheryouthwithhim,whileallthetimeshewasastrangerentirely,andengagedtomarryRodney。
Butwasitpossible?Surelyitwasnotpossible。Forinhiseyesshewasstillachild。HepausedsolongoverthebookthatMrs。Coshamhadtimetolookoverhisshoulderandaskherniece:
“Andhaveyousettleduponahouseyet,Katharine?“
Thisconvincedhimofthetruthofthemonstrousidea。Helookedupatonceandsaid:
“Yes,it\'sadifficultpassage。“
Hisvoicehadchangedsomuch,hespokewithsuchcurtnessandevenwithsuchcontempt,thatMrs。Coshamlookedathimfairlypuzzled。
Happilyshebelongedtoagenerationwhichexpecteduncouthnessinitsmen,andshemerelyfeltconvincedthatthisMr。Denhamwasvery,veryclever。ShetookbackherShakespeare,asDenhamseemedtohavenomoretosay,andsecreteditoncemoreaboutherpersonwiththeinfinitelypatheticresignationoftheold。
“Katharine\'sengagedtoWilliamRodney,“shesaid,bywayoffillinginthepause;“averyoldfriendofours。Hehasawonderfulknowledgeofliterature,too——wonderful。“Shenoddedherheadrathervaguely。
“Youshouldmeeteachother。“
Denham\'sonewishwastoleavethehouseassoonashecould;buttheelderlyladieshadrisen,andwereproposingtovisitMrs。Hilberyinherbedroom,sothatanymoveonhispartwasimpossible。Atthesametime,hewishedtosaysomething,butheknewnotwhat,toKatharinealone。Shetookherauntsupstairs,andreturned,comingtowardshimoncemorewithanairofinnocenceandfriendlinessthatamazedhim。
“Myfatherwillbeback,“shesaid。“Won\'tyousitdown?“andshelaughed,asifnowtheymightshareaperfectlyfriendlylaughatthetea-party。
ButRalphmadenoattempttoseathimself。
“Imustcongratulateyou,“hesaid。“Itwasnewstome。“Hesawherfacechange,butonlytobecomegraverthanbefore。
“Myengagement?“sheasked。“Yes,IamgoingtomarryWilliamRodney。“
Ralphremainedstandingwithhishandonthebackofachairinabsolutesilence。Abyssesseemedtoplungeintodarknessbetweenthem。
Helookedather,butherfaceshowedthatshewasnotthinkingofhim。Noregretorconsciousnessofwrongdisturbedher。
“Well,Imustgo,“hesaidatlength。
Sheseemedabouttosaysomething,thenchangedhermindandsaidmerely:
“Youwillcomeagain,Ihope。Wealwaysseem“——shehesitated——“tobeinterrupted。“
Hebowedandlefttheroom。
RalphstrodewithextremeswiftnessalongtheEmbankment。Everymusclewastautandbracedasiftoresistsomesuddenattackfromoutside。
Forthemomentitseemedasiftheattackwereabouttobedirectedagainsthisbody,andhisbrainthuswasonthealert,butwithoutunderstanding。Findinghimself,afterafewminutes,nolongerunderobservation,andnoattackdelivered,heslackenedhispace,thepainspreadallthroughhim,tookpossessionofeverygoverningseat,andmetwithscarcelyanyresistancefrompowersexhaustedbytheirfirsteffortatdefence。Hetookhiswaylanguidlyalongtheriverembankment,awayfromhomeratherthantowardsit。Theworldhadhimatitsmercy。Hemadenopatternoutofthesightshesaw。Hefelthimselfnow,ashehadoftenfanciedotherpeople,adriftonthestream,andfarremovedfromcontrolofit,amanwithnograspuponcircumstancesanylonger。Oldbatteredmenloafingatthedoorsofpublic-housesnowseemedtobehisfellows,andhefelt,ashesupposedthemtofeel,aminglingofenvyandhatredtowardsthosewhopassedquicklyandcertainlytoagoaloftheirown。They,too,sawthingsverythinandshadowy,andwerewaftedaboutbythelightestbreathofwind。Forthesubstantialworld,withitsprospectofavenuesleadingonandontotheinvisibledistance,hadslippedfromhim,sinceKatharinewasengaged。Nowallhislifewasvisible,andthestraight,meagerpathhaditsendingsoonenough。Katharinewasengaged,andshehaddeceivedhim,too。Hefeltforcornersofhisbeinguntouchedbyhisdisaster;buttherewasnolimittothefloodofdamage;notoneofhispossessionswassafenow。Katharinehaddeceivedhim;shehadmixedherselfwitheverythoughtofhis,andreftofhertheyseemedfalsethoughtswhichhewouldblushtothinkagain。Hislifeseemedimmeasurablyimpoverished。
Hesathimselfdown,inspiteofthechillyfogwhichobscuredthefartherbankandleftitslightssuspendeduponablanksurface,upononeoftheriversideseats,andletthetideofdisillusionmentsweepthroughhim。Forthetimebeingallbrightpointsinhislifewereblottedout;allprominencesleveled。AtfirsthemadehimselfbelievethatKatharinehadtreatedhimbadly,anddrewcomfortfromthethoughtthat,leftalone,shewouldrecollectthis,andthinkofhimandtenderhim,insilence,atanyrate,anapology。Butthisgrainofcomfortfailedhimafterasecondortwo,for,uponreflection,hehadtoadmitthatKatharineowedhimnothing。Katharinehadpromisednothing,takennothing;toherhisdreamshadmeantnothing。This,indeed,wasthelowestpitchofhisdespair。Ifthebestofone\'sfeelingsmeansnothingtothepersonmostconcernedinthosefeelings,whatrealityisleftus?Theoldromancewhichhadwarmedhisdaysforhim,thethoughtsofKatharinewhichhadpaintedeveryhour,werenowmadetoappearfoolishandenfeebled。Herose,andlookedintotheriver,whoseswiftraceofdun-coloredwatersseemedtheveryspiritoffutilityandoblivion。
“Inwhatcanonetrust,then?“hethought,asheleantthere。Sofeebleandinsubstantialdidhefeelhimselfthatherepeatedthewordaloud。
“Inwhatcanonetrust?Notinmenandwomen。Notinone\'sdreamsaboutthem。There\'snothing——nothing,nothingleftatall。“
NowDenhamhadreasontoknowthathecouldbringtobirthandkeepaliveafineangerwhenhechose。Rodneyprovidedagoodtargetforthatemotion。Andyetatthemoment,RodneyandKatharineherselfseemeddisembodiedghosts。Hecouldscarcelyrememberthelookofthem。Hismindplungedlowerandlower。Theirmarriageseemedofnoimportancetohim。Allthingshadturnedtoghosts;thewholemassoftheworldwasinsubstantialvapor,surroundingthesolitarysparkinhismind,whoseburningpointhecouldremember,foritburntnomore。
Hehadoncecherishedabelief,andKatharinehadembodiedthisbelief,andshedidsonolonger。Hedidnotblameher;heblamednothing,nobody;hesawthetruth。Hesawthedun-coloredraceofwatersandtheblankshore。Butlifeisvigorous;thebodylives,andthebody,nodoubt,dictatedthereflection,whichnowurgedhimtomovement,thatonemaycastawaytheformsofhumanbeings,andyetretainthepassionwhichseemedinseparablefromtheirexistenceintheflesh。Nowthispassionburntonhishorizon,asthewintersunmakesagreenishpaneinthewestthroughthinningclouds。Hiseyesweresetonsomethinginfinitelyfarandremote;bythatlighthefelthecouldwalk,andwould,infuture,havetofindhisway。Butthatwasalltherewaslefttohimofapopulousandteemingworld。
CHAPTERXIII
ThelunchhourintheofficewasonlypartlyspentbyDenhamintheconsumptionoffood。Whetherfineorwet,hepassedmostofitpacingthegravelpathsinLincoln\'sInnFields。Thechildrengottoknowhisfigure,andthesparrowsexpectedtheirdailyscatteringofbread-
crumbs。Nodoubt,sinceheoftengaveacopperandalmostalwaysahandfulofbread,hewasnotasblindtohissurroundingsashethoughthimself。
Hethoughtthatthesewinterdayswerespentinlonghoursbeforewhitepapersradiantinelectriclight;andinshortpassagesthroughfog-dimmedstreets。WhenhecamebacktohisworkafterlunchhecarriedinhisheadapictureoftheStrand,scatteredwithomnibuses,andofthepurpleshapesofleavespressedflatuponthegravel,asifhiseyeshadalwaysbeenbentupontheground。Hisbrainworkedincessantly,buthisthoughtwasattendedwithsolittlejoythathedidnotwillinglyrecallit;butdroveahead,nowinthisdirection,nowinthat;andcamehomeladenwithdarkbooksborrowedfromalibrary。
MaryDatchet,comingfromtheStrandatlunch-time,sawhimonedaytakinghisturn,closelybuttonedinanovercoat,andsolostinthoughtthathemighthavebeensittinginhisownroom。
Shewasovercomebysomethingverylikeawebythesightofhim;thenshefeltmuchinclinedtolaugh,althoughherpulsebeatfaster。Shepassedhim,andheneversawher。Shecamebackandtouchedhimontheshoulder。
“Gracious,Mary!“heexclaimed。“Howyoustartledme!“
“Yes。Youlookedasifyouwerewalkinginyoursleep,“shesaid。“Areyouarrangingsometerribleloveaffair?Haveyougottoreconcileadesperatecouple?“
“Iwasn\'tthinkingaboutmywork,“Ralphreplied,ratherhastily。
“And,besides,thatsortofthing\'snotinmyline,“headded,rathergrimly。
Themorningwasfine,andtheyhadstillsomeminutesofleisuretospend。Theyhadnotmetfortwoorthreeweeks,andMaryhadmuchtosaytoRalph;butshewasnotcertainhowfarhewishedforhercompany。However,afteraturnortwo,inwhichafewfactswerecommunicated,hesuggestedsittingdown,andshetooktheseatbesidehim。Thesparrowscameflutteringaboutthem,andRalphproducedfromhispocketthehalfofarollsavedfromhisluncheon。Hethrewafewcrumbsamongthem。
“I\'veneverseensparrowssotame,“Maryobserved,bywayofsayingsomething。
“No,“saidRalph。“ThesparrowsinHydeParkaren\'tastameasthis。
Ifwekeepperfectlystill,I\'llgetonetosettleonmyarm。“
Maryfeltthatshecouldhaveforgonethisdisplayofanimalgoodtemper,butseeingthatRalph,forsomecuriousreason,tookaprideinthesparrows,shebethimsixpencethathewouldnotsucceed。
“Done!“hesaid;andhiseye,whichhadbeengloomy,showedasparkoflight。Hisconversationwasnowaddressedentirelytoabaldcock-
sparrow,whoseemedbolderthantherest;andMarytooktheopportunityoflookingathim。Shewasnotsatisfied;hisfacewasworn,andhisexpressionstern。Achildcamebowlingitshoopthroughtheconcourseofbirds,andRalphthrewhislastcrumbsofbreadintothebusheswithasnortofimpatience。
“That\'swhatalwayshappens——justasI\'vealmostgothim,“hesaid。
“Here\'syoursixpence,Mary。Butyou\'veonlygotitthankstothatbruteofaboy。Theyoughtn\'ttobeallowedtobowlhoopshere——“
“Oughtn\'ttobeallowedtobowlhoops!MydearRalph,whatnonsense!“
“Youalwayssaythat,“hecomplained;“anditisn\'tnonsense。What\'sthepointofhavingagardenifonecan\'twatchbirdsinit?Thestreetdoesallrightforhoops。Andifchildrencan\'tbetrustedinthestreets,theirmothersshouldkeepthemathome。“
Marymadenoanswertothisremark,butfrowned。
Sheleantbackontheseatandlookedaboutheratthegreathousesbreakingthesoftgray-blueskywiththeirchimneys。
“Ah,well,“shesaid,“London\'safineplacetolivein。IbelieveI
couldsitandwatchpeoplealldaylong。Ilikemyfellow-
creatures……“
Ralphsighedimpatiently。
“Yes,Ithinkso,whenyoucometoknowthem,“sheadded,asifhisdisagreementhadbeenspoken。
“That\'sjustwhenIdon\'tlikethem,“hereplied。“Still,Idon\'tseewhyyoushouldn\'tcherishthatillusion,ifitpleasesyou。“Hespokewithoutmuchvehemenceofagreementordisagreement。Heseemedchilled。
“Wakeup,Ralph!You\'rehalfasleep!“Marycried,turningandpinchinghissleeve。“Whathaveyoubeendoingwithyourself?Moping?Working?
Despisingtheworld,asusual?“
Ashemerelyshookhishead,andfilledhispipe,shewenton:
“It\'sabitofapose,isn\'tit?“
“Notmorethanmostthings,“hesaid。
“Well,“Maryremarked,“I\'veagreatdealtosaytoyou,butImustgoon——wehaveacommittee。“Sherose,buthesitated,lookingdownuponhimrathergravely。“Youdon\'tlookhappy,Ralph,“shesaid。“Isitanything,orisitnothing?“
Hedidnotimmediatelyanswerher,butrose,too,andwalkedwithhertowardsthegate。Asusual,hedidnotspeaktoherwithoutconsideringwhetherwhathewasabouttosaywasthesortofthingthathecouldsaytoher。
“I\'vebeenbothered,“hesaidatlength。“Partlybywork,andpartlybyfamilytroubles。Charleshasbeenbehavinglikeafool。HewantstogoouttoCanadaasafarmer——“
“Well,there\'ssomethingtobesaidforthat,“saidMary;andtheypassedthegate,andwalkedslowlyroundtheFieldsagain,discussingdifficultieswhich,asamatteroffact,weremoreorlesschronicintheDenhamfamily,andonlynowbroughtforwardtoappeaseMary\'ssympathy,which,however,soothedRalphmorethanhewasawareof。Shemadehimatleastdwelluponproblemswhichwererealinthesensethattheywerecapableofsolution;andthetruecauseofhismelancholy,whichwasnotsusceptibletosuchtreatment,sankrathermoredeeplyintotheshadesofhismind。
Marywasattentive;shewashelpful。Ralphcouldnothelpfeelinggratefultoher,themoreso,perhaps,becausehehadnottoldherthetruthabouthisstate;andwhentheyreachedthegateagainhewishedtomakesomeaffectionateobjectiontoherleavinghim。Buthisaffectiontooktheratheruncouthformofexpostulatingwithheraboutherwork。
“Whatd\'youwanttositonacommitteefor?“heasked。“It\'swasteofyourtime,Mary。“
“Iagreewithyouthatacountrywalkwouldbenefittheworldmore,“
shesaid。“Lookhere,“sheaddedsuddenly,“whydon\'tyoucometousatChristmas?It\'salmostthebesttimeofyear。“
“CometoyouatDisham?“Ralphrepeated。
“Yes。Wewon\'tinterferewithyou。Butyoucantellmelater,“shesaid,ratherhastily,andthenstartedoffinthedirectionofRussellSquare。Shehadinvitedhimontheimpulseofthemoment,asavisionofthecountrycamebeforeher;andnowshewasannoyedwithherselfforhavingdoneso,andthenshewasannoyedatbeingannoyed。
“IfIcan\'tfaceawalkinafieldalonewithRalph,“shereasoned,“I\'dbetterbuyacatandliveinalodgingatEaling,likeSallySeal——andhewon\'tcome。OrdidhemeanthatheWOULDcome?“
Sheshookherhead。Shereallydidnotknowwhathehadmeant。Sheneverfeltquitecertain;butnowshewasmorethanusuallybaffled。
Washeconcealingsomethingfromher?Hismannerhadbeenodd;hisdeepabsorptionhadimpressedher;therewassomethinginhimthatshehadnotfathomed,andthemysteryofhisnaturelaidmoreofaspelluponherthansheliked。Moreover,shecouldnotpreventherselffromdoingnowwhatshehadoftenblamedothersofhersexfordoing——fromendowingherfriendwithakindofheavenlyfire,andpassingherlifebeforeitforhissanction。
Underthisprocess,thecommitteeratherdwindledinimportance;theSuffrageshrank;shevowedshewouldworkharderattheItalianlanguage;shethoughtshewouldtakeupthestudyofbirds。Butthisprogramforaperfectlifethreatenedtobecomesoabsurdthatsheverysooncaughtherselfoutintheevilhabit,andwasrehearsingherspeechtothecommitteebythetimethechestnut-coloredbricksofRussellSquarecameinsight。Indeed,shenevernoticedthem。Sheranupstairsasusual,andwascompletelyawakenedtorealitybythesightofMrs。Seal,onthelandingoutsidetheoffice,inducingaverylargedogtodrinkwateroutofatumbler。
“MissMarkhamhasalreadyarrived,“Mrs。Sealremarked,withduesolemnity,“andthisisherdog。“
“Averyfinedog,too,“saidMary,pattinghimonthehead。
“Yes。Amagnificentfellow,Mrs。Sealagreed。“AkindofSt。Bernard,shetellsme——solikeKittohaveaSt。Bernard。Andyouguardyourmistresswell,don\'tyou,Sailor?Youseethatwickedmendon\'tbreakintoherlarderwhenshe\'soutatHERwork——helpingpoorsoulswhohavelosttheirway……Butwe\'relate——wemustbegin!“andscatteringtherestofthewaterindiscriminatelyoverthefloor,shehurriedMaryintothecommittee-room。
CHAPTERXIV
Mr。Clactonwasinhisglory。Themachinerywhichhehadperfectedandcontrolledwasnowabouttoturnoutitsbi-monthlyproduct,acommitteemeeting;andhisprideintheperfectstructureoftheseassemblieswasgreat。Helovedthejargonofcommittee-rooms;helovedthewayinwhichthedoorkeptopeningastheclockstruckthehour,inobediencetoafewstrokesofhispenonapieceofpaper;andwhenithadopenedsufficientlyoften,helovedtoissuefromhisinnerchamberwithdocumentsinhishands,visiblyimportant,withapreoccupiedexpressiononhisfacethatmighthavesuitedaPrimeMinisteradvancingtomeethisCabinet。Byhisordersthetablehadbeendecoratedbeforehandwithsixsheetsofblotting-paper,withsixpens,sixink-pots,atumblerandajugofwater,abell,and,indeferencetothetasteoftheladymembers,avaseofhardychrysanthemums。Hehadalreadysurreptitiouslystraightenedthesheetsofblotting-paperinrelationtotheink-pots,andnowstoodinfrontofthefireengagedinconversationwithMissMarkham。Buthiseyewasonthedoor,andwhenMaryandMrs。Sealentered,hegavealittlelaughandobservedtotheassemblywhichwasscatteredabouttheroom:
“Ifancy,ladiesandgentlemen,thatwearereadytocommence。“
Sospeaking,hetookhisseatattheheadofthetable,andarrangingonebundleofpapersuponhisrightandanotheruponhisleft,calleduponMissDatchettoreadtheminutesofthepreviousmeeting。Maryobeyed。Akeenobservermighthavewonderedwhyitwasnecessaryforthesecretarytoknitherbrowssocloselyoverthetolerablymatter-of-factstatementbeforeher。CouldtherebeanydoubtinhermindthatithadbeenresolvedtocircularizetheprovinceswithLeafletNo。3,ortoissueastatisticaldiagramshowingtheproportionofmarriedwomentospinstersinNewZealand;orthatthenetprofitsofMrs。Hipsley\'sBazaarhadreachedatotaloffivepoundseightshillingsandtwopencehalf-penny?
Couldanydoubtastotheperfectsenseandproprietyofthesestatementsbedisturbingher?Noonecouldhaveguessed,fromthelookofher,thatshewasdisturbedatall。ApleasanterandsanerwomanthanMaryDatchetwasneverseenwithinacommittee-room。Sheseemedacompoundoftheautumnleavesandthewintersunshine;lesspoeticallyspeaking,sheshowedbothgentlenessandstrength,anindefinablepromiseofsoftmaternityblendingwithherevidentfitnessforhonestlabor。Nevertheless,shehadgreatdifficultyinreducinghermindtoobedience;andherreadinglackedconviction,asif,aswasindeedthecase,shehadlostthepowerofvisualizingwhatsheread。Anddirectlythelistwascompleted,hermindfloatedtoLincoln\'sInnFieldsandtheflutteringwingsofinnumerablesparrows。WasRalphstillenticingthebald-headedcock-sparrowtosituponhishand?Hadhesucceeded?Wouldheeversucceed?ShehadmeanttoaskhimwhyitisthatthesparrowsinLincoln\'sInnFieldsaretamerthanthesparrowsinHydePark——perhapsitisthatthepassers-byarerarer,andtheycometorecognizetheirbenefactors。Forthefirsthalf-hourofthecommitteemeeting,MaryhadthustodobattlewiththeskepticalpresenceofRalphDenham,whothreatenedtohaveitallhisownway。Marytriedhalfadozenmethodsofoustinghim。Sheraisedhervoice,shearticulateddistinctly,shelookedfirmlyatMr。
Clacton\'sbaldhead,shebegantowriteanote。Toherannoyance,herpencildrewalittleroundfigureontheblotting-paper,which,shecouldnotdeny,wasreallyabald-headedcock-sparrow。ShelookedagainatMr。Clacton;yes,hewasbald,andsoarecock-sparrows。
Neverwasasecretarytormentedbysomanyunsuitablesuggestions,andtheyallcame,alas!withsomethingludicrouslygrotesqueaboutthem,whichmight,atanymoment,provokehertosuchflippancyaswouldshockhercolleaguesforever。Thethoughtofwhatshemightsaymadeherbiteherlips,asifherlipswouldprotecther。
Butallthesesuggestionswerebutflotsamandjetsamcasttothesurfacebyamoreprofounddisturbance,which,asshecouldnotconsideritatpresent,manifesteditsexistencebythesegrotesquenodsandbeckonings。Considerit,shemust,whenthecommitteewasover。Meanwhile,shewasbehavingscandalously;shewaslookingoutofthewindow,andthinkingofthecolorofthesky,andofthedecorationsontheImperialHotel,whensheoughttohavebeenshepherdinghercolleagues,andpinningthemdowntothematterinhand。Shecouldnotbringherselftoattachmoreweighttooneprojectthantoanother。Ralphhadsaid——shecouldnotstoptoconsiderwhathehadsaid,buthehadsomehowdivestedtheproceedingsofallreality。Andthen,withoutconsciouseffort,bysometrickofthebrain,shefoundherselfbecominginterestedinsomeschemefororganizinganewspapercampaign。Certainarticlesweretobewritten;
certaineditorsapproached。Whatlinewasitadvisabletotake?ShefoundherselfstronglydisapprovingofwhatMr。Clactonwassaying。
Shecommittedherselftotheopinionthatnowwasthetimetostrikehard。Directlyshehadsaidthis,shefeltthatshehadturneduponRalph\'sghost;andshebecamemoreandmoreinearnest,andanxioustobringtheothersroundtoherpointofview。Oncemore,sheknewexactlyandindisputablywhatisrightandwhatiswrong。Asifemergingfromamist,theoldfoesofthepublicgoodloomedaheadofher——capitalists,newspaperproprietors,anti-suffragists,and,insomewaysmostperniciousofall,themasseswhotakenointerestonewayoranother——amongwhom,forthetimebeing,shecertainlydiscernedthefeaturesofRalphDenham。Indeed,whenMissMarkhamaskedhertosuggestthenamesofafewfriendsofhers,sheexpressedherselfwithunusualbitterness:
“Myfriendsthinkallthiskindofthinguseless。“ShefeltthatshewasreallysayingthattoRalphhimself。
“Oh,they\'rethatsort,arethey?“saidMissMarkham,withalittlelaugh;andwithrenewedvigortheirlegionschargedthefoe。
Mary\'sspiritshadbeenlowwhensheenteredthecommittee-room;butnowtheywereconsiderablyimproved。Sheknewthewaysofthisworld;
itwasashapely,orderlyplace;shefeltconvincedofitsrightanditswrong;andthefeelingthatshewasfittodealaheavyblowagainstherenemieswarmedherheartandkindledhereye。Inoneofthoseflightsoffancy,notcharacteristicofherbuttiresomelyfrequentthisafternoon,sheenvisagedherselfbatteredwithrotteneggsuponaplatform,fromwhichRalphvainlybeggedhertodescend。
But——
“WhatdoImattercomparedwiththecause?“shesaid,andsoon。Muchtohercredit,howeverteasedbyfoolishfancies,shekeptthesurfaceofherbrainmoderateandvigilant,andsubduedMrs。Sealverytactfullymorethanoncewhenshedemanded,“Action!——everywhere!——atonce!“asbecameherfather\'sdaughter。
Theothermembersofthecommittee,whowereallratherelderlypeople,wereagooddealimpressedbyMary,andinclinedtosidewithherandagainsteachother,partly,perhaps,becauseofheryouth。ThefeelingthatshecontrolledthemallfilledMarywithasenseofpower;andshefeltthatnoworkcanequalinimportance,orbesoexcitingas,theworkofmakingotherpeopledowhatyouwantthemtodo。Indeed,whenshehadwonherpointshefeltaslightdegreeofcontemptforthepeoplewhohadyieldedtoher。
Thecommitteenowrose,gatheredtogethertheirpapers,shookthemstraight,placedthemintheirattache-cases,snappedthelocksfirmlytogether,andhurriedaway,having,forthemostpart,tocatchtrains,inordertokeepotherappointmentswithothercommittees,fortheywereallbusypeople。Mary,Mrs。Seal,andMr。Clactonwereleftalone;theroomwashotanduntidy,thepiecesofpinkblotting-paperwerelyingatdifferentanglesuponthetable,andthetumblerwashalffullofwater,whichsomeonehadpouredoutandforgottentodrink。
Mrs。Sealbeganpreparingthetea,whileMr。Clactonretiredtohisroomtofilethefreshaccumulationofdocuments。MarywastoomuchexcitedeventohelpMrs。Sealwiththecupsandsaucers。Sheflungupthewindowandstoodbyit,lookingout。Thestreetlampswerealreadylit;andthroughthemistinthesquareonecouldseelittlefigureshurryingacrosstheroadandalongthepavement,onthefartherside。
Inherabsurdmoodoflustfularrogance,Marylookedatthelittlefiguresandthought,“IfIlikedIcouldmakeyougointhereorstopshort;Icouldmakeyouwalkinsinglefileorindoublefile;IcoulddowhatIlikedwithyou。“ThenMrs。Sealcameandstoodbyher。
“Oughtn\'tyoutoputsomethingroundyourshoulders,Sally?“Maryasked,inratheracondescendingtoneofvoice,feelingasortofpityfortheenthusiasticineffectivelittlewoman。ButMrs。Sealpaidnoattentiontothesuggestion。
“Well,didyouenjoyyourself?“Maryasked,withalittlelaugh。
Mrs。Sealdrewadeepbreath,restrainedherself,andthenburstout,lookingout,too,uponRussellSquareandSouthamptonRow,andatthepassers-by,“Ah,ifonlyonecouldgeteveryoneofthosepeopleintothisroom,andmakethemunderstandforfiveminutes!
ButtheyMUSTseethetruthsomeday……IfonlyonecouldMAKE
themseeit……“
MaryknewherselftobeverymuchwiserthanMrs。Seal,andwhenMrs。
Sealsaidanything,evenifitwaswhatMaryherselfwasfeeling,sheautomaticallythoughtofallthattherewastobesaidagainstit。Onthisoccasionherarrogantfeelingthatshecoulddirecteverybodydwindledaway。
“Let\'shaveourtea,“shesaid,turningbackfromthewindowandpullingdowntheblind。“Itwasagoodmeeting——didn\'tyouthinkso,Sally?“sheletfall,casually,asshesatdownatthetable。SurelyMrs。SealmustrealizethatMaryhadbeenextraordinarilyefficient?
“Butwegoatsuchasnail\'space,“saidSally,shakingherheadimpatiently。
AtthisMaryburstoutlaughing,andallherarrogancewasdissipated。
“Youcanaffordtolaugh,“saidSally,withanothershakeofherhead,“butIcan\'t。I\'mfifty-five,andIdaresayIshallbeinmygravebythetimewegetit——ifweeverdo。“
“Oh,no,youwon\'tbeinyourgrave,“saidMary,kindly。
“It\'llbesuchagreatday,“saidMrs。Seal,withatossofherlocks。
“Agreatday,notonlyforus,butforcivilization。That\'swhatI
feel,youknow,aboutthesemeetings。Eachoneofthemisasteponwardsinthegreatmarch——humanity,youknow。Wedowantthepeopleafterustohaveabettertimeofit——andsomanydon\'tseeit。I
wonderhowitisthattheydon\'tseeit?“
Shewascarryingplatesandcupsfromthecupboardasshespoke,sothathersentencesweremorethanusuallybrokenapart。Marycouldnothelplookingattheoddlittlepriestessofhumanitywithsomethinglikeadmiration。Whileshehadbeenthinkingaboutherself,Mrs。Sealhadthoughtofnothingbuthervision。
“Youmustn\'twearyourselfout,Sally,ifyouwanttoseethegreatday,“shesaid,risingandtryingtotakeaplateofbiscuitsfromMrs。Seal\'shands。
“Mydearchild,whatelseismyoldbodygoodfor?“sheexclaimed,clingingmoretightlythanbeforetoherplateofbiscuits。“Shouldn\'tIbeproudtogiveeverythingIhavetothecause?——forI\'mnotanintelligencelikeyou。Thereweredomesticcircumstances——I\'dliketotellyouoneofthesedays——soIsayfoolishthings。Ilosemyhead,youknow。Youdon\'t。Mr。Clactondoesn\'t。It\'sagreatmistake,toloseone\'shead。Butmyheart\'sintherightplace。AndI\'msogladKithasabigdog,forIdidn\'tthinkherlookingwell。“
Theyhadtheirtea,andwentovermanyofthepointsthathadbeenraisedinthecommitteerathermoreintimatelythanhadbeenpossiblethen;andtheyallfeltanagreeablesenseofbeinginsomewaybehindthescenes;ofhavingtheirhandsuponstringswhich,whenpulled,wouldcompletelychangethepageantexhibiteddailytothosewhoreadthenewspapers。Althoughtheirviewswereverydifferent,thissenseunitedthemandmadethemalmostcordialintheirmannerstoeachother。
Mary,however,leftthetea-partyratherearly,desiringbothtobealone,andthentohearsomemusicattheQueen\'sHall。ShefullyintendedtouseherlonelinesstothinkoutherpositionwithregardtoRalph;butalthoughshewalkedbacktotheStrandwiththisendinview,shefoundherminduncomfortablyfullofdifferenttrainsofthought。Shestartedoneandthenanother。Theyseemedeventotaketheircolorfromthestreetshehappenedtobein。ThusthevisionofhumanityappearedtobeinsomewayconnectedwithBloomsbury,andfadeddistinctlybythetimeshecrossedthemainroad;thenabelatedorgan-grinderinHolbornsetherthoughtsdancingincongruously;andbythetimeshewascrossingthegreatmistysquareofLincoln\'sInnFields,shewascoldanddepressedagain,andhorriblyclear-sighted。
Thedarkremovedthestimulusofhumancompanionship,andatearactuallysliddownhercheek,accompanyingasuddenconvictionwithinherthatshelovedRalph,andthathedidn\'tloveher。Alldarkandemptynowwasthepathwheretheyhadwalkedthatmorning,andthesparrowssilentinthebaretrees。Butthelightsinherownbuildingsooncheeredher;allthesedifferentstatesofmindweresubmergedinthedeepfloodofdesires,thoughts,perceptions,antagonisms,whichwashedperpetuallyatthebaseofherbeing,toriseintoprominenceinturnwhentheconditionsoftheupperworldwerefavorable。SheputoffthehourofclearthoughtuntilChristmas,sayingtoherself,asshelitherfire,thatitisimpossibletothinkanythingoutinLondon;and,nodoubt,Ralphwouldn\'tcomeatChristmas,andshewouldtakelongwalksintotheheartofthecountry,anddecidethisquestionandalltheothersthatpuzzledher。Meanwhile,shethought,drawingherfeetupontothefender,lifewasfullofcomplexity;
lifewasathingonemustlovetothelastfiberofit。
Shehadsatthereforfiveminutesorso,andherthoughtshadhadtimetogrowdim,whentherecamearingatherbell。Hereyebrightened;shefeltimmediatelyconvincedthatRalphhadcometovisither。Accordingly,shewaitedamomentbeforeopeningthedoor;
shewantedtofeelherhandssecureuponthereinsofallthetroublesomeemotionswhichthesightofRalphwouldcertainlyarouse。
Shecomposedherselfunnecessarily,however,forshehadtoadmit,notRalph,butKatharineandWilliamRodney。Herfirstimpressionwasthattheywerebothextremelywelldressed。Shefeltherselfshabbyandslovenlybesidethem,anddidnotknowhowsheshouldentertainthem,norcouldsheguesswhytheyhadcome。Shehadheardnothingoftheirengagement。Butafterthefirstdisappointment,shewaspleased,forshefeltinstantlythatKatharinewasapersonality,and,moreover,sheneednotnowexerciseherself-control。
“Wewerepassingandsawalightinyourwindow,sowecameup,“
Katharineexplained,standingandlookingverytallanddistinguishedandratherabsent-minded。
“Wehavebeentoseesomepictures,“saidWilliam。“Oh,dear,“heexclaimed,lookingabouthim,“thisroomremindsmeofoneoftheworsthoursinmyexistence——whenIreadapaper,andyouallsatroundandjeeredatme。Katharinewastheworst。IcouldfeelhergloatingovereverymistakeImade。MissDatchetwaskind。MissDatchetjustmadeitpossibleformetogetthrough,Iremember。“
Sittingdown,hedrewoffhislightyellowgloves,andbeganslappinghiskneeswiththem。Hisvitalitywaspleasant,Marythought,althoughhemadeherlaugh。Theverylookofhimwasinclinedtomakeherlaugh。Hisratherprominenteyespassedfromoneyoungwomantotheother,andhislipsperpetuallyformedwordswhichremainedunspoken。
“WehavebeenseeingoldmastersattheGraftonGallery,“saidKatharine,apparentlypayingnoattentiontoWilliam,andacceptingacigarettewhichMaryofferedher。Sheleantbackinherchair,andthesmokewhichhungaboutherfaceseemedtowithdrawherstillfurtherfromtheothers。
“Wouldyoubelieveit,MissDatchet,“Williamcontinued,“Katharinedoesn\'tlikeTitian。Shedoesn\'tlikeapricots,shedoesn\'tlikepeaches,shedoesn\'tlikegreenpeas。ShelikestheElginmarbles,andgraydayswithoutanysun。She\'satypicalexampleofthecoldnorthernnature。IcomefromDevonshire——“
Hadtheybeenquarreling,Marywondered,andhadthey,forthatreason,soughtrefugeinherroom,orweretheyengaged,orhadKatharinejustrefusedhim?Shewascompletelybaffled。
Katharinenowreappearedfromherveilofsmoke,knockedtheashfromhercigaretteintothefireplace,andlooked,withanoddexpressionofsolicitude,attheirritableman。
“Perhaps,Mary,“shesaidtentatively,“youwouldn\'tmindgivingussometea?Wedidtrytogetsome,buttheshopwassocrowded,andinthenextonetherewasabandplaying;andmostofthepictures,atanyrate,wereverydull,whateveryoumaysay,William。“Shespokewithakindofguardedgentleness。
Mary,accordingly,retiredtomakepreparationsinthepantry。
“Whatintheworldaretheyafter?“sheaskedofherownreflectioninthelittlelooking-glasswhichhungthere。Shewasnotlefttodoubtmuchlonger,for,oncomingbackintothesitting-roomwiththetea-
things,Katharineinformedher,apparentlyhavingbeeninstructedsotodobyWilliam,oftheirengagement。
“William,“shesaid,“thinksthatperhapsyoudon\'tknow。Wearegoingtobemarried。“
MaryfoundherselfshakingWilliam\'shand,andaddressinghercongratulationstohim,asifKatharinewereinaccessible;shehad,indeed,takenholdofthetea-kettle。
“Letmesee,“Katharinesaid,“oneputshotwaterintothecupsfirst,doesn\'tone?Youhavesomedodgeofyourown,haven\'tyou,William,aboutmakingtea?“
Marywashalfinclinedtosuspectthatthiswassaidinordertoconcealnervousness,butifso,theconcealmentwasunusuallyperfect。
Talkofmarriagewasdismissed。Katharinemighthavebeenseatedinherowndrawing-room,controllingasituationwhichpresentednosortofdifficultytohertrainedmind。Rathertohersurprise,MaryfoundherselfmakingconversationwithWilliamaboutoldItalianpictures,whileKatharinepouredouttea,cutcake,keptWilliam\'splatesupplied,withoutjoiningmorethanwasnecessaryintheconversation。
SheseemedtohavetakenpossessionofMary\'sroom,andtohandlethecupsasiftheybelongedtoher。ButitwasdonesonaturallythatitbrednoresentmentinMary;onthecontrary,shefoundherselfputtingherhandonKatharine\'sknee,affectionately,foraninstant。Wastheresomethingmaternalinthisassumptionofcontrol?AndthinkingofKatharineasonewhowouldsoonbemarried,thesematernalairsfilledMary\'smindwithanewtenderness,andevenwithawe。Katharineseemedverymucholderandmoreexperiencedthanshewas。
MeanwhileRodneytalked。Ifhisappearancewassuperficiallyagainsthim,ithadtheadvantageofmakinghissolidmeritssomethingofasurprise。Hehadkeptnotebooks;heknewagreatdealaboutpictures。
Hecouldcomparedifferentexamplesindifferentgalleries,andhisauthoritativeanswerstointelligentquestionsgainednotalittle,Maryfelt,fromthesmarttapswhichhedealt,ashedeliveredthem,uponthelumpsofcoal。Shewasimpressed。
“Yourtea,William,“saidKatharinegently。
Hepaused,gulpeditdown,obediently,andcontinued。
AndthenitstruckMarythatKatharine,intheshadeofherbroad-brimmedhat,andinthemidstofthesmoke,andintheobscurityofhercharacter,was,perhaps,smilingtoherself,notaltogetherinthematernalspirit。Whatshesaidwasverysimple,butherwords,even“Yourtea,William,“weresetdownasgentlyandcautiouslyandexactlyasthefeetofaPersiancatsteppingamongChinaornaments。
ForthesecondtimethatdayMaryfeltherselfbaffledbysomethinginscrutableinthecharacterofapersontowhomshefeltherselfmuchattracted。ShethoughtthatifshewereengagedtoKatharine,she,too,wouldfindherselfverysoonusingthosefretfulquestionswithwhichWilliamevidentlyteasedhisbride。AndyetKatharine\'svoicewashumble。
“Iwonderhowyoufindthetimetoknowallaboutpicturesaswellasbooks?“sheasked。
“HowdoIfindthetime?“Williamanswered,delighted,Maryguessed,atthislittlecompliment。“Why,Ialwaystravelwithanotebook。AndIaskmywaytothepicturegallerytheveryfirstthinginthemorning。AndthenImeetmen,andtalktothem。There\'samaninmyofficewhoknowsallabouttheFlemishschool。IwastellingMissDatchetabouttheFlemishschool。Ipickedupalotofitfromhim——
it\'sawaymenhave——Gibbons,hisnameis。Youmustmeethim。We\'llaskhimtolunch。Andthisnotcaringaboutart,“heexplained,turningtoMary,“it\'soneofKatharine\'sposes,MissDatchet。Didyouknowsheposed?Shepretendsthatshe\'sneverreadShakespeare。AndwhyshouldshereadShakespeare,sincesheISShakespeare——Rosalind,youknow,“andhegavehisqueerlittlechuckle。Somehowthiscomplimentappearedveryold-fashionedandalmostinbadtaste。Maryactuallyfeltherselfblush,asifhehadsaid“thesex“or“theladies。“Constrained,perhaps,bynervousness,Rodneycontinuedinthesamevein。
“Sheknowsenough——enoughforalldecentpurposes。Whatdoyouwomenwantwithlearning,whenyouhavesomuchelse——everything,Ishouldsay——everything。Leaveussomething,eh,Katharine?“
“Leaveyousomething?“saidKatharine,apparentlywakingfromabrownstudy。“Iwasthinkingwemustbegoing——“
“Isitto-nightthatLadyFerrilbydineswithus?No,wemustn\'tbelate,“saidRodney,rising。“D\'youknowtheFerrilbys,MissDatchet?
TheyownTrantemAbbey,“headded,forherinformation,asshelookeddoubtful。“AndifKatharinemakesherselfverycharmingto-night,perhaps\'lllendittousforthehoneymoon。“
“Iagreethatmaybeareason。Otherwiseshe\'sadullwoman,“saidKatharine。“Atleast,“sheadded,asiftoqualifyherabruptness,“I
finditdifficulttotalktoher。“
“Becauseyouexpecteveryoneelsetotakeallthetrouble。I\'veseenhersitsilentawholeevening,“hesaid,turningtoMary,ashehadfrequentlydonealready。“Don\'tyoufindthat,too?Sometimeswhenwe\'realone,I\'vecountedthetimeonmywatch“——herehetookoutalargegoldwatch,andtappedtheglass——“thetimebetweenoneremarkandthenext。AndonceIcountedtenminutesandtwentyseconds,andthen,ifyou\'llbelieveme,sheonlysaid\'Um!\'“
“I\'msureI\'msorry,“Katharineapologized。“Iknowit\'sabadhabit,butthen,yousee,athome——“
Therestofherexcusewascutshort,sofarasMarywasconcerned,bytheclosingofthedoor。ShefanciedshecouldhearWilliamfindingfreshfaultonthestairs。Amomentlater,thedoor-bellrangagain,andKatharinereappeared,havingleftherpurseonachair。Shesoonfoundit,andsaid,pausingforamomentatthedoor,andspeakingdifferentlyastheywerealone:
“Ithinkbeingengagedisverybadforthecharacter。“Sheshookherpurseinherhanduntilthecoinsjingled,asifshealludedmerelytothisexampleofherforgetfulness。ButtheremarkpuzzledMary;itseemedtorefertosomethingelse;andhermannerhadchangedsostrangely,nowthatWilliamwasoutofhearing,thatshecouldnothelplookingatherforanexplanation。Shelookedalmoststern,sothatMary,tryingtosmileather,onlysucceededinproducingasilentstareofinterrogation。
Asthedoorshutforthesecondtime,shesankontothefloorinfrontofthefire,trying,nowthattheirbodieswerenottheretodistracther,topiecetogetherherimpressionsofthemasawhole。
And,thoughpridingherself,withallothermenandwomen,uponaninfallibleeyeforcharacter,shecouldnotfeelatallcertainthatsheknewwhatmotivesinspiredKatharineHilberyinlife。Therewassomethingthatcarriedheronsmoothly,outofreach——something,yes,butwhat?——somethingthatremindedMaryofRalph。Oddlyenough,hegaveherthesamefeeling,too,andwithhim,too,shefeltbaffled。
Oddlyenough,fornotwopeople,shehastilyconcluded,weremoreunlike。Andyetbothhadthishiddenimpulse,thisincalculableforce——thisthingtheycaredforanddidn\'ttalkabout——oh,whatwasit?
CHAPTERXV
ThevillageofDishamliessomewhereontherollingpieceofcultivatedgroundintheneighborhoodofLincoln,notsofarinlandbutthatasound,bringingrumorsofthesea,canbeheardonsummernightsorwhenthewinterstormsflingthewavesuponthelongbeach。
Solargeisthechurch,andinparticularthechurchtower,incomparisonwiththelittlestreetofcottageswhichcomposethevillage,thatthetravelerisapttocasthismindbacktotheMiddleAges,astheonlytimewhensomuchpietycouldhavebeenkeptalive。
SogreatatrustintheChurchcansurelynotbelongtoourday,andhegoesontoconjecturethateveryoneofthevillagershasreachedtheextremelimitofhumanlife。Sucharethereflectionsofthesuperficialstranger,andhissightofthepopulation,asitisrepresentedbytwoorthreemenhoeinginaturnip-field,asmallchildcarryingajug,andayoungwomanshakingapieceofcarpetoutsidehercottagedoor,willnotleadhimtoseeanythingverymuchoutofkeepingwiththeMiddleAgesinthevillageofDishamasitisto-day。Thesepeople,thoughtheyseemyoungenough,looksoangularandsocrudethattheyremindhimofthelittlepicturespaintedbymonksinthecapitallettersoftheirmanuscripts。Heonlyhalfunderstandswhattheysay,andspeaksveryloudandclearly,asthough,indeed,hisvoicehadtocarrythroughahundredyearsormorebeforeitreachedthem。HewouldhaveafarbetterchanceofunderstandingsomedwellerinParisorRome,BerlinorMadrid,thanthesecountrymenofhiswhohavelivedforthelasttwothousandyearsnottwohundredmilesfromtheCityofLondon。
TheRectorystandsabouthalfamilebeyondthevillage。Itisalargehouse,andhasbeengrowingsteadilyforsomecenturiesroundthegreatkitchen,withitsnarrowredtiles,astheRectorwouldpointouttohisguestsonthefirstnightoftheirarrival,takinghisbrasscandlestick,andbiddingthemmindthestepsupandthestepsdown,andnoticetheimmensethicknessofthewalls,theoldbeamsacrosstheceiling,thestaircasesassteepasladders,andtheattics,withtheirdeep,tent-likeroofs,inwhichswallowsbred,andonceawhiteowl。Butnothingveryinterestingorverybeautifulhadresultedfromthedifferentadditionsmadebythedifferentrectors。
Thehouse,however,wassurroundedbyagarden,inwhichtheRectortookconsiderablepride。Thelawn,whichfrontedthedrawing-roomwindows,wasarichanduniformgreen,unspottedbyasingledaisy,andontheothersideofittwostraightpathsledpastbedsoftall,standingflowerstoacharminggrassywalk,wheretheRev。WyndhamDatchetwouldpaceupanddownatthesamehoureverymorning,withasundialtomeasurethetimeforhim。Asoftenasnot,hecarriedabookinhishand,intowhichhewouldglance,thenshutitup,andrepeattherestoftheodefrommemory。HehadmostofHoracebyheart,andhadgotintothehabitofconnectingthisparticularwalkwithcertainodeswhichherepeatedduly,atthesametimenotingtheconditionofhisflowers,andstoopingnowandagaintopickanythatwerewitheredoroverblown。Onwetdays,suchwasthepowerofhabitoverhim,herosefromhischairatthesamehour,andpacedhisstudyforthesamelengthoftime,pausingnowandthentostraightensomebookinthebookcase,oralterthepositionofthetwobrasscrucifixesstandinguponcairnsofserpentinestoneuponthemantelpiece。Hischildrenhadagreatrespectforhim,creditedhimwithfarmorelearningthanheactuallypossessed,andsawthathishabitswerenotinterferedwith,ifpossible。Likemostpeoplewhodothingsmethodically,theRectorhimselfhadmorestrengthofpurposeandpowerofself-sacrificethanofintellectoroforiginality。Oncoldandwindynightsherodeofftovisitsickpeople,whomightneedhim,withoutamurmur;andbyvirtueofdoingdulldutiespunctually,hewasmuchemployeduponcommitteesandlocalBoardsandCouncils;
andatthisperiodofhislife(hewassixty-eight)hewasbeginningtobecommiseratedbytenderoldladiesfortheextremeleannessofhisperson,which,theysaid,waswornoutupontheroadswhenitshouldhavebeenrestingbeforeacomfortablefire。Hiselderdaughter,Elizabeth,livedwithhimandmanagedthehouse,andalreadymuchresembledhimindrysincerityandmethodicalhabitofmind;ofthetwosonsone,Richard,wasanestateagent,theother,Christopher,wasreadingfortheBar。AtChristmas,naturally,theymettogether;andforamonthpastthearrangementoftheChristmasweekhadbeenmuchinthemindofmistressandmaid,whopridedthemselveseveryyearmoreconfidentlyupontheexcellenceoftheirequipment。ThelateMrs。Datchethadleftanexcellentcupboardoflinen,towhichElizabethhadsucceededattheageofnineteen,whenhermotherdied,andthechargeofthefamilyrestedupontheshouldersoftheeldestdaughter。Shekeptafineflockofyellowchickens,sketchedalittle,certainrose-treesinthegardenwerecommittedspeciallytohercare;andwhatwiththecareofthehouse,thecareofthechickens,andthecareofthepoor,shescarcelyknewwhatitwastohaveanidleminute。Anextremerectitudeofmind,ratherthananygift,gaveherweightinthefamily。WhenMarywrotetosaythatshehadaskedRalphDenhamtostaywiththem,sheadded,outofdeferencetoElizabeth\'scharacter,thathewasverynice,thoughratherqueer,andhadbeenoverworkinghimselfinLondon。NodoubtElizabethwouldconcludethatRalphwasinlovewithher,buttherecouldbenodoubteitherthatnotawordofthiswouldbespokenbyeitherofthem,unless,indeed,somecatastrophemadementionofitunavoidable。
MarywentdowntoDishamwithoutknowingwhetherRalphintendedtocome;buttwoorthreedaysbeforeChristmasshereceivedatelegramfromRalph,askinghertotakearoomforhiminthevillage。Thiswasfollowedbyaletterexplainingthathehopedhemighthavehismealswiththem;butquiet,essentialforhiswork,madeitnecessarytosleepout。
MarywaswalkinginthegardenwithElizabeth,andinspectingtheroses,whentheletterarrived。
“Butthat\'sabsurd,“saidElizabethdecidedly,whentheplanwasexplainedtoher。“Therearefivesparerooms,evenwhentheboysarehere。Besides,hewouldn\'tgetaroominthevillage。Andheoughtn\'ttoworkifhe\'soverworked。“
“Butperhapshedoesn\'twanttoseesomuchofus,“Marythoughttoherself,althoughoutwardlysheassented,andfeltgratefultoElizabethforsupportingherinwhatwas,ofcourse,herdesire。Theywerecuttingrosesatthetime,andlayingthem,headbyhead,inashallowbasket。
“IfRalphwerehere,he\'dfindthisverydull,“Marythought,withalittleshiverofirritation,whichledhertoplaceherrosethewrongwayinthebasket。Meanwhile,theyhadcometotheendofthepath,andwhileElizabethstraightenedsomeflowers,andmadethemstanduprightwithintheirfenceofstring,Marylookedatherfather,whowaspacingupanddown,withhishandbehindhisbackandhisheadbowedinmeditation。Obeyinganimpulsewhichsprangfromsomedesiretointerruptthismethodicalmarching,Marysteppedontothegrasswalkandputherhandonhisarm。
“Aflowerforyourbuttonhole,father,“shesaid,presentingarose。
“Eh,dear?“saidMr。Datchet,takingtheflower,andholdingitatananglewhichsuitedhisbadeyesight,withoutpausinginhiswalk。
“Wheredoesthisfellowcomefrom?OneofElizabeth\'sroses——Ihopeyouaskedherleave。Elizabethdoesn\'tlikehavingherrosespickedwithoutherleave,andquiteright,too。“
Hehadahabit,Maryremarked,andshehadnevernoticeditsoclearlybefore,oflettinghissentencestailawayinacontinuousmurmur,whereuponhepassedintoastateofabstraction,presumedbyhischildrentoindicatesometrainofthoughttooprofoundforutterance。
“What?“saidMary,interrupting,forthefirsttimeinherlife,perhaps,whenthemurmurceased。Hemadenoreply。Sheknewverywellthathewishedtobeleftalone,butshestucktohissidemuchasshemighthavestucktosomesleep-walker,whomshethoughtitrightgraduallytoawaken。Shecouldthinkofnothingtorousehimwithexcept:
“Thegarden\'slookingverynice,father。“
“Yes,yes,yes,“saidMr。Datchet,runninghiswordstogetherinthesameabstractedmanner,andsinkinghisheadyetloweruponhisbreast。Andsuddenly,astheyturnedtheirstepstoretracetheirway,hejerkedout:
“Thetraffic\'sverymuchincreased,youknow。Morerolling-stockneededalready。Fortytruckswentdownyesterdaybythe12。15——countedthemmyself。They\'vetakenoffthe9。3,andgivenusan8。30instead——
suitsthebusinessmen,youknow。Youcamebytheold3。10yesterday,Isuppose?“
Shesaid“Yes,“asheseemedtowishforareply,andthenhelookedathiswatch,andmadeoffdownthepathtowardsthehouse,holdingtheroseatthesameangleinfrontofhim。Elizabethhadgoneroundtothesideofthehouse,wherethechickenslived,sothatMaryfoundherselfalone,holdingRalph\'sletterinherhand。Shewasuneasy。Shehadputofftheseasonforthinkingthingsoutverysuccessfully,andnowthatRalphwasactuallycoming,thenextday,shecouldonlywonderhowherfamilywouldimpresshim。Shethoughtitlikelythatherfatherwoulddiscussthetrainservicewithhim;Elizabethwouldbebrightandsensible,andalwaysleavingtheroomtogivemessagestotheservants。Herbrothershadalreadysaidthattheywouldgivehimaday\'sshooting。ShewascontenttoleavetheproblemofRalph\'srelationstotheyoungmenobscure,trustingthattheywouldfindsomecommongroundofmasculineagreement。ButwhatwouldhethinkofHER?
Wouldheseethatshewasdifferentfromtherestofthefamily?Shedevisedaplanfortakinghimtohersitting-room,andartfullyleadingthetalktowardstheEnglishpoets,whonowoccupiedprominentplacesinherlittlebookcase。Moreover,shemightgivehimtounderstand,privately,thatshe,too,thoughtherfamilyaqueerone——
queer,yes,butnotdull。Thatwastherockpastwhichshewasbentonsteeringhim。AndshethoughthowshewoulddrawhisattentiontoEdward\'spassionforJorrocks,andtheenthusiasmwhichledChristophertocollectmothsandbutterfliesthoughhewasnowtwenty-
two。PerhapsElizabeth\'ssketching,ifthefruitswereinvisible,mightlendcolortothegeneraleffectwhichshewishedtoproduceofafamily,eccentricandlimited,perhaps,butnotdull。Edward,sheperceived,wasrollingthelawn,forthesakeofexercise;andthesightofhim,withpinkcheeks,brightlittlebrowneyes,andageneralresemblancetoaclumsyyoungcart-horseinitswintercoatofdustybrownhair,madeMaryviolentlyashamedofherambitiousscheming。Shelovedhimpreciselyashewas;shelovedthemall;andasshewalkedbyhisside,upanddown,anddownandup,herstrongmoralsenseadministeredasounddrubbingtothevainandromanticelementarousedinherbythemerethoughtofRalph。Shefeltquitecertainthat,forgoodorforbad,shewasveryliketherestofherfamily。
Sittinginthecornerofathird-classrailwaycarriage,ontheafternoonofthefollowingday,Ralphmadeseveralinquiriesofacommercialtravelerintheoppositecorner。TheycenteredroundavillagecalledLampsher,notthreemiles,heunderstood,fromLincoln;
wasthereabighouseinLampsher,heasked,inhabitedbyagentlemanofthenameofOtway?
Thetravelerknewnothing,butrolledthenameofOtwayonhistongue,reflectively,andthesoundofitgratifiedRalphamazingly。Itgavehimanexcusetotakealetterfromhispocketinordertoverifytheaddress。
“StogdonHouse,Lampsher,Lincoln,“hereadout。
“You\'llfindsomebodytodirectyouatLincoln,“saidtheman;andRalphhadtoconfessthathewasnotboundtherethisveryevening。
“I\'vegottowalkoverfromDisham,“hesaid,andintheheartofhimcouldnothelpmarvelingatthepleasurewhichhederivedfrommakingabagmaninatrainbelievewhathehimselfdidnotbelieve。Fortheletter,thoughsignedbyKatharine\'sfather,containednoinvitationorwarrantforthinkingthatKatharineherselfwasthere;theonlyfactitdisclosedwasthatforafortnightthisaddresswouldbeMr。
Hilbery\'saddress。Butwhenhelookedoutofthewindow,itwasofherhethought;she,too,hadseenthesegrayfields,and,perhaps,shewastherewherethetreesranupaslope,andoneyellowlightshonenow,andthenwentoutagain,atthefootofthehill。Thelightshoneinthewindowsofanoldgrayhouse,hethought。Helaybackinhiscornerandforgotthecommercialtraveleraltogether。TheprocessofvisualizingKatharinestoppedshortattheoldgraymanor-house;
instinctwarnedhimthatifhewentmuchfurtherwiththisprocessrealitywouldsoonforceitselfin;hecouldnotaltogetherneglectthefigureofWilliamRodney。SincethedaywhenhehadheardfromKatharine\'slipsofherengagement,hehadrefrainedfrominvestinghisdreamofherwiththedetailsofreallife。Butthelightofthelateafternoonglowedgreenbehindthestraighttrees,andbecameasymbolofher。Thelightseemedtoexpandhisheart。Shebroodedoverthegrayfields,andwaswithhimnowintherailwaycarriage,thoughtful,silent,andinfinitelytender;butthevisionpressedtooclose,andmustbedismissed,forthetrainwasslackening。Itsabruptjerksshookhimwideawake,andhesawMaryDatchet,asturdyrussetfigure,withadashofscarletaboutit,asthecarriagesliddowntheplatform。Atallyouthwhoaccompaniedhershookhimbythehand,tookhisbag,andledthewaywithoututteringonearticulateword。
Neverarevoicessobeautifulasonawinter\'sevening,whenduskalmosthidesthebody,andtheyseemtoissuefromnothingnesswithanoteofintimacyseldomheardbyday。SuchanedgewasthereinMary\'svoicewhenshegreetedhim。Aboutherseemedtohangthemistofthewinterhedges,andtheclearredofthebrambleleaves。Hefelthimselfatoncesteppingontothefirmgroundofanentirelydifferentworld,buthedidnotallowhimselftoyieldtothepleasureofitdirectly。TheygavehimhischoiceofdrivingwithEdwardorofwalkinghomeacrossthefieldswithMary——notashorterway,theyexplained,butMarythoughtitanicerway。Hedecidedtowalkwithher,beingconscious,indeed,thathegotcomfortfromherpresence。
Whatcouldbethecauseofhercheerfulness,hewondered,halfironically,andhalfenviously,asthepony-cartstartedbrisklyaway,andtheduskswambetweentheireyesandthetallformofEdward,standinguptodrive,withthereinsinonehandandthewhipintheother。Peoplefromthevillage,whohadbeentothemarkettown,wereclimbingintotheirgigs,orsettingoffhomedowntheroadtogetherinlittleparties。ManysalutationswereaddressedtoMary,whoshoutedback,withtheadditionofthespeaker\'sname。Butsoonsheledthewayoverastile,andalongapathwornslightlydarkerthanthedimgreensurroundingit。Infrontofthemtheskynowshoweditselfofareddish-yellow,likeasliceofsomesemilucentstonebehindwhichalampburnt,whileafringeofblacktreeswithdistinctbranchesstoodagainstthelight,whichwasobscuredinonedirectionbyahumpofearth,inallotherdirectionsthelandlyingflattotheveryvergeofthesky。Oneoftheswiftandnoiselessbirdsofthewinter\'snightseemedtofollowthemacrossthefield,circlingafewfeetinfrontofthem,disappearingandreturningagainandagain。
Maryhadgonethiswalkmanyhundredtimesinthecourseofherlife,generallyalone,andatdifferentstagestheghostsofpastmoodswouldfloodhermindwithawholesceneortrainofthoughtmerelyatthesightofthreetreesfromaparticularangle,oratthesoundofthepheasantcluckingintheditch。Butto-nightthecircumstanceswerestrongenoughtooustallotherscenes;andshelookedatthefieldandthetreeswithaninvoluntaryintensityasiftheyhadnosuchassociationsforher。
“Well,Ralph,“shesaid,“thisisbetterthanLincoln\'sInnFields,isn\'tit?Look,there\'sabirdforyou!Oh,you\'vebroughtglasses,haveyou?EdwardandChristophermeantomakeyoushoot。Canyoushoot?Ishouldn\'tthinkso——“
“Lookhere,youmustexplain,“saidRalph。“Whoaretheseyoungmen?
WhereamIstaying?“
“Youarestayingwithus,ofcourse,“shesaidboldly。“Ofcourse,you\'restayingwithus——youdon\'tmindcoming,doyou?“
“IfIhad,Ishouldn\'thavecome,“hesaidsturdily。Theywalkedoninsilence;Marytookcarenottobreakitforatime。ShewishedRalphtofeel,asshethoughthewould,allthefreshdelightsoftheearthandair。Shewasright。Inamomentheexpressedhispleasure,muchtohercomfort。
“ThisisthesortofcountryIthoughtyou\'dlivein,Mary,“hesaid,pushinghishatbackonhishead,andlookingabouthim。“Realcountry。Nogentlemen\'sseats。“
Hesnuffedtheair,andfeltmorekeenlythanhehaddoneformanyweeksthepleasureofowningabody。
“Nowwehavetofindourwaythroughahedge,“saidMary。InthegapofthehedgeRalphtoreupapoacher\'swire,setacrossaholetotraparabbit。
“It\'squiterightthattheyshouldpoach,“saidMary,watchinghimtuggingatthewire。“IwonderwhetheritwasAlfredDugginsorSidRankin?Howcanoneexpectthemnotto,whentheyonlymakefifteenshillingsaweek?Fifteenshillingsaweek,“sherepeated,comingoutontheothersideofthehedge,andrunningherfingersthroughherhairtoridherselfofabramblewhichhadattacheditselftoher。“I
couldliveonfifteenshillingsaweek——easily。“
“Couldyou?“saidRalph。“Idon\'tbelieveyoucould,“headded。
“Ohyes。Theyhaveacottagethrownin,andagardenwhereonecangrowvegetables。Itwouldn\'tbehalfbad,“saidMary,withasobernesswhichimpressedRalphverymuch。
“Butyou\'dgettiredofit,“heurged。
“Isometimesthinkit\'stheonlythingonewouldnevergettiredof,“
shereplied。
Theideaofacottagewhereonegrewone\'sownvegetablesandlivedonfifteenshillingsaweek,filledRalphwithanextraordinarysenseofrestandsatisfaction。
“Butwouldn\'titbeonthemainroad,ornextdoortoawomanwithsixsquallingchildren,who\'dalwaysbehangingherwashingouttodryacrossyourgarden?“
“ThecottageI\'mthinkingofstandsbyitselfinalittleorchard。“
“AndwhatabouttheSuffrage?“heasked,attemptingsarcasm。
“Oh,thereareotherthingsintheworldbesidestheSuffrage,“shereplied,inanoff-handmannerwhichwasslightlymysterious。
Ralphfellsilent。Itannoyedhimthatsheshouldhaveplansofwhichheknewnothing;buthefeltthathehadnorighttopressherfurther。Hismindsettledupontheideaoflifeinacountrycottage。
Conceivably,forhecouldnotexamineintoitnow,herelayatremendouspossibility;asolutionofmanyproblems。Hestruckhisstickupontheearth,andstaredthroughtheduskattheshapeofthecountry。
“D\'youknowthepointsofthecompass?“heasked。
“Well,ofcourse,“saidMary。“Whatd\'youtakemefor?——aCockneylikeyou?“Shethentoldhimexactlywherethenorthlay,andwherethesouth。
“It\'smynativeland,this,“shesaid。“Icouldsmellmywayaboutitblindfold。“
Asiftoprovethisboast,shewalkedalittlequicker,sothatRalphfounditdifficulttokeeppacewithher。Atthesametime,hefeltdrawntoherashehadneverbeenbefore;partly,nodoubt,becauseshewasmoreindependentofhimthaninLondon,andseemedtobeattachedfirmlytoaworldwherehehadnoplaceatall。Nowtheduskhadfallentosuchanextentthathehadtofollowherimplicitly,andevenleanhishandonhershoulderwhentheyjumpedabankintoaverynarrowlane。Andhefeltcuriouslyshyofherwhenshebegantoshoutthroughherhandsataspotoflightwhichswunguponthemistinaneighboringfield。Heshouted,too,andthelightstoodstill。
“That\'sChristopher,comeinalready,andgonetofeedhischickens,“
shesaid。
SheintroducedhimtoRalph,whocouldseeonlyatallfigureingaiters,risingfromaflutteringcircleofsoftfeatherybodies,uponwhomthelightfellinwaveringdiscs,callingoutnowabrightspotofyellow,nowoneofgreenish-blackandscarlet。Marydippedherhandinthebuckethecarried,andwasatoncethecenterofacirclealso;
andasshecasthergrainshetalkedalternatelytothebirdsandtoherbrother,inthesameclucking,half-inarticulatevoice,asitsoundedtoRalph,standingontheoutskirtsoftheflutteringfeathersinhisblackovercoat。
Hehadremovedhisovercoatbythetimetheysatroundthedinner-
table,butneverthelesshelookedverystrangeamongtheothers。A
countrylifeandbreedinghadpreservedinthemallalookwhichMaryhesitatedtocalleitherinnocentoryouthful,asshecomparedthem,nowsittingroundinanoval,softlyilluminatedbycandlelight;andyetitwassomethingofthekind,yes,eveninthecaseoftheRectorhimself。Thoughsuperficiallymarkedwithlines,hisfacewasaclearpink,andhisblueeyeshadthelong-sighted,peacefulexpressionofeyesseekingtheturnoftheroad,oradistantlightthroughrain,orthedarknessofwinter。ShelookedatRalph。Hehadneverappearedtohermoreconcentratedandfullofpurpose;asifbehindhisforeheadweremassedsomuchexperiencethathecouldchooseforhimselfwhichpartofithewoulddisplayandwhichparthewouldkeeptohimself。
Comparedwiththatdarkandsterncountenance,herbrothers\'faces,bendinglowovertheirsoup-plates,weremerecirclesofpink,unmoldedflesh。
“Youcamebythe3。10,Mr。Denham?“saidtheReverendWyndhamDatchet,tuckinghisnapkinintohiscollar,sothatalmostthewholeofhisbodywasconcealedbyalargewhitediamond。“Theytreatusverywell,onthewhole。Consideringtheincreaseoftraffic,theytreatusverywellindeed。Ihavethecuriositysometimestocountthetrucksonthegoods\'trains,andthey\'rewelloverfifty——welloverfifty,atthisseasonoftheyear。“
Theoldgentlemanhadbeenrousedagreeablybythepresenceofthisattentiveandwell-informedyoungman,aswasevidentbythecarewithwhichhefinishedthelastwordsinhissentences,andhisslightexaggerationinthenumberoftrucksonthetrains。Indeed,thechiefburdenofthetalkfelluponhim,andhesustaineditto-nightinamannerwhichcausedhissonstolookathimadmiringlynowandthen;
fortheyfeltshyofDenham,andweregladnottohavetotalkthemselves。ThestoreofinformationaboutthepresentandpastofthisparticularcornerofLincolnshirewhicholdMr。Datchetproducedreallysurprisedhischildren,forthoughtheyknewofitsexistence,theyhadforgottenitsextent,astheymighthaveforgottentheamountoffamilyplatestoredintheplate-chest,untilsomerarecelebrationbroughtitforth。
Afterdinner,parishbusinesstooktheRectortohisstudy,andMaryproposedthattheyshouldsitinthekitchen。
“It\'snotthekitchenreally,“Elizabethhastenedtoexplaintoherguest,“butwecallitso——“
“It\'sthenicestroominthehouse,“saidEdward。
“It\'sgottheoldrestsbythesideofthefireplace,wherethemenhungtheirguns,“saidElizabeth,leadingtheway,withatallbrasscandlestickinherhand,downapassage。“ShowMr。Denhamthesteps,Christopher……WhentheEcclesiasticalCommissionerswereheretwoyearsagotheysaidthiswasthemostinterestingpartofthehouse。
Thesenarrowbricksprovethatitisfivehundredyearsold——fivehundredyears,Ithink——theymayhavesaidsix。“She,too,feltanimpulsetoexaggeratetheageofthebricks,asherfatherhadexaggeratedthenumberoftrucks。Abiglamphungdownfromthecenteroftheceilingand,togetherwithafinelogfire,illuminatedalargeandloftyroom,withraftersrunningfromwalltowall,afloorofredtiles,andasubstantialfireplacebuiltupofthosenarrowredbrickswhichweresaidtobefivehundredyearsold。Afewrugsandasprinklingofarm-chairshadmadethisancientkitchenintoasitting-room。Elizabeth,afterpointingoutthegun-racks,andthehooksforsmokinghams,andotherevidenceofincontestableage,andexplainingthatMaryhadhadtheideaofturningtheroomintoasitting-room——otherwiseitwasusedforhangingoutthewashandforthementochangeinaftershooting——consideredthatshehaddoneherdutyashostess,andsatdowninanuprightchairdirectlybeneaththelamp,besideaverylongandnarrowoaktable。Sheplacedapairofhornspectaclesuponhernose,anddrewtowardsherabasketfulofthreadsandwools。Inafewminutesasmilecametoherface,andremainedtherefortherestoftheevening。