Jerusalem Delivered

第39章

AllskillandarthiscarefulservantsusedTolifeagaintheirdyinglordtobring,Atlasthiseyesunclosed,withtearssuffused,Hefelttheirhandsandheardtheirwhispering,Buthowhethithercamelongtimehemused,Hismindastonishedwaswitheverything;

Hegazedabout,hissquiresinfineheknew,Thenweakandwofulthushisplaintsoutthrew:

LXXV

“What,liveIyet?anddoIbreatheandseeOfthisaccurseddaythehatefullight?

ThisspitefulraywhichstillupbraidethmeWiththataccurseddeedIdidthisnight,Ah,cowardhand,afraidwhyshould’stthoube;

Thouinstrumentofdeath,shameanddespite,Whyshould’stthoufear,withsharpandtrenchantknife,Tocutthethreadofthisblood-guiltylife?

LXXVI

“Piercethroughthisbosom,andmycruelheartInpiecescleave,breakeverystringandvein;

Butthoutoslaughtersvilewhichusedart,Think’stitwerepitysotoeasemypain:

Oflucklesslovethereforeintorments’smartAsadexamplemustIstillremain,Awofulmonsterofunhappylove,Whostillmustlive,lestdeathhiscomfortprove:

LXXVII

“StillmustIliveinanguish,grief,andcare;

Furiesmyguiltyconsciencethattorment,Theuglyshades,darknight,andtroubledairIngrislyformsherslaughterstillpresent,Madnessanddeathaboutmybedrepair,Hellgapethwidetoswallowupthistent;

SwiftfrommyselfIrun,myselfIfear,YetstillmyhellwithinmyselfIbear。

LXXVIII

“Butwhere,alas,wherebethoserelicssweet,Whereindweltlatealllove,alljoy,allgood?

Myfuryleftthemcastinopenstreet,Somebeasthathtornherfleshandlickedherblood,Ahnobleprey!forsavagebeastunmeet,Ahsweet!toosweet,andfartoopreciousfood,Ah,seelynymph!whomnightanddarksomeshadeTobeasts,andme,farworsethanbeasts,betrayed。

LXXIX

“Butwhereyoube,ifstillyoube,IwendTogatherupthoserelicsdearatleast,Butifsomebeasthathfromthehillsdescend,Andonhertenderbowelsmadehisfeast,Letthatfellmonstermeinpiecesrend,Anddeepentombmeinhishollowchest:

Forwheresheburiedis,thereshallIhaveAstatelytomb,arichandcostlygrave。“

LXXX

Thusmournedtheknight,hissquireshimtoldatlast,Theyhadherthereforwhomthosetearsheshed;

Abeamofcomforthisdimeyesoutcast,Likelightningthroughthickcloudsofdarknessspread,Theheavyburdenofhislimbsinhaste,Withmicklepain,hedrewforthofhisbed,Andscantofstrengthtostand,tomoveorgo,Thitherhestaggered,reelingtoandfro。

LXXXI

Whenhecamethere,andinherbreastespiedHishandiwork,thatdeepandcruelwound,Andhersweetfacewithleadenpalenessdyed,Wherebeautylatespreadforthherbeamsaround,Hetrembledso,thatnerehissquiresbesideToholdhimup,hehadsunkdowntoground,Andsaid,“Ofaceindeathstillsweetandfair!

Thoucanstnotsweetenyetmygriefandcare:

LXXXII

“Ofairrighthand,thepledgeoffaithandlove?

Givenmebutlate,toolate,insignofpeace,Howhapsitnowthoucanstnotstirnormove?

Andyou,dearlimbs,nowlaidinrestandease,Throughwhichmycruelbladethisflood-gaterove,Yourpainshaveend,mytormentsnevercease,Ohands,Ocrueleyes,accursedalike!

Yougavethewound,yougavethemlighttostrik

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