The Man Who Was Afraid

第13章

Thepuffingoftheengineandtheclatterofthesteamer\'swheels,minglingwiththesoundsofthemusic,producedintheairsomethingwhichsoundedlikethewildsongofasnow-storm。

Thewhistleoftheflute,theshrillsingingoftheclarionets,theheavyroaringofthebasses,therufflingofthelittledrumandthedronesoftheblowsonthebigone,allthisfellonthemonotonousanddullsoundsofthewheels,astheycutthewaterapart,smotetheairrebelliously,drownedthenoiseofthehumanvoicesandhoveredafterthesteamer,likeahurricane,causingthepeopletoshoutatthetopoftheirvoices。Attimesanangryhissingofsteamrangoutwithintheengine,andtherewassomethingirritableandcontemptuousinthissoundasitburstunexpectedlyuponthechaosofthedronesandroarsandshouts。

"Ishallneverforget,evenuntomygrave,thatyourefusedtodiscountthenoteforme,"criedsomeoneinafiercevoice。

"Thatwilldo!Isthisaplaceforaccounts?"rangoutBobrov\'sbass。

"Brethren!Letushavesomespeeches!"

"Musicians,bush!"

"ComeuptothebankandI\'llexplaintoyouwhyIdidn\'tdiscountit。"

"Aspeech!Silence!"

"Musicians,ceaseplaying!"

"Strikeup\'IntheMeadows。\'"

"MadameAngot!"

"No!YakovTarasovich,webegofyou!"

"That\'scalledStrassburgpastry。"

"Webegofyou!Webegofyou!"

"Pastry?Itdoesn\'tlooklikeit,butI\'lltasteitallthesame。"

"Tarasovich!Start。"

"Brethren!Itisjolly!ByGod。"

"Andin\'LaBelleHelene\'sheusedtocomeoutalmostnaked,mydear,"suddenlyRobustov\'sshrillandemotionalvoicebrokethroughthenoise。

"Lookout!JacobcheatedEsau?Aha!"

"Ican\'t!Mytongueisnotahammer,andIamnolongeryoung。

"Yasha!Weallimploreyou!"

"Dousthehonour!"

"We\'llelectyoumayor!"

"Tarasovich!don\'tbecapricious!"

"Sh!Silence!Gentlemen!YakovTarasovichwillsayafewwords!"

"Sh!"

Andjustatthemomentthenoisesubsidedsomeone\'sloud,indignantwhisperwasheard:

"Howshepinchedme,thecarrion。"

AndBobrovinquiredinhisdeepbasso:

"Wheredidshepinchyou?"

Allburstintoringinglaughter,butsoonfellsilent,forYakovTarasovichMayakin,risingtohisfeet,clearedhisthroat,and,strokinghisbaldcrown,surveyedthemerchantswithaseriouslookexpectingattention。

"Well,brethren,openyourears!"shoutedKononov,withsatisfaction。

"Gentlemenofthemerchantclass!"beganMayakinwithasmile。

"Thereisacertainforeignwordinthelanguageofintelligentandlearnedpeople,andthatwordis\'culture。\'SonowIamgoingtotalktoyouaboutthatwordinallthesimplicityofmysoul。"

"So,that\'swhereheisaimingto!"someonessatisfiedexclamationwasheard。

"Sh!Silence!"

"Deargentlemen!"saidMayakin,raisinghisvoice,"inthenewspaperstheykeepwritingaboutusmerchants,thatwearenotacquaintedwiththis\'culture,\'thatwedonotwantit,anddonotunderstandit。Andtheycallussavage,unculturedpeople。

Whatisculture?Itpainsme,oldmanasIam,tohearsuchwords,andonedayImadeitmybusinesstolookupthatword,toseewhatitreallycontains。"Mayakinbecamesilent,surveyedtheaudiencewithhiseyes,andwentondistinctly,withatriumphantsmile:

"Itproved,uponmyresearches,thatthiswordmeansworship,thatis,love,greatloveforbusinessandorderinlife。\'That\'sright!\'Ithought,\'that\'sright!\'Thatmeansthatheisaculturedmanwholovesbusinessandorder,who,ingeneral,lovestoarrangelife,lovestolive,knowsthevalueofhimselfandoflife。Good!"YakovTarasovichtrembled,hiswrinklesspreadoverhisfacelikebeams,fromhissmilingeyestohislips,andhisbaldheadlookedlikesomedarkstar。

Themerchantsstaredsilentlyandattentivelyathismouth,andallfacesbespokeintenseattention。ThepeopleseemedpetrifiedintheattitudesinwhichMayakin\'sspeechhadovertakenthem。

"Butifthatwordistobeinterpretedpreciselythus,andnototherwise,ifsuchisthecase——thenthepeoplewhocallusunculturedandsavage,slanderandblasphemeus!Fortheyloveonlytheword,butnotitsmeaning;whilewelovetheveryrootoftheword,weloveitsrealessence,weloveactivity。Wehavewithinustherealculttowardlife,thatis,theworshipoflife;we,notthey!Theylovereasoning\'weloveaction。Andhere,gentlemenofthemerchantclass,hereisanexampleofourculture,ofourloveforaction。TaketheVolga!Heresheis,ourdearownmother!Witheachandeverydropofherwatershecancorroborateourhonourandrefutetheemptyblasphemyspatteredonus。Onlyonehundredyearshaveelapsed,mydearsirs,sinceEmperorPetertheGreatlauncheddeckedbarksonthisriver,andnowthousandsofsteamshipssailupanddowntheriver。Whohasbuiltthem?TheRussianpeasant,anutterlyunletteredman!Alltheseenormoussteamers,barges——whosearethey?Ours!Whohasinventedthem?We!Everythinghereisours,everythinghereisthefruitofourminds,ofourRussianshrewdness,andourgreatloveforaction!Nobodyhasassistedusinanything!WeourselvesexterminatedpiracyontheVolga;atourownexpensewehiredtroops;weexterminatedpiracyandsentoutontheVolgathousandsofsteamersandvariousvesselsoverallthethousandsofmilesofhercourse。WhichisthebesttownontheVolga?Theonethathasthemostmerchants。Whosearethebesthousesintown?Themerchants!Whotakesthemostcareofthepoor?Themerchant!Hecollectsgroshesandcopecks,anddonateshundredsofthousandsofroubles。Whohaserectedthechurches?

We!Whocontributesthemostmoneytothegovernment?Themerchants!Gentlemen!tousaloneistheworkdearforitsownsake,forthesakeofourloveforthearrangementoflife,andwealoneloveorderandlife!Andhewhotalksaboutusmerelytalks,andthat\'sall!Lethimtalk!Whenthewindblowsthewillowrustles;whenthewindsubsidesthewillowissilent;andneitheracart-shaft,norabroomcanbemadeoutofthewillow;

itisauselesstree!Andfromthisuselessnesscomesthenoise。

Whathavethey,ourjudges,accomplished;howhavetheyadornedlife?Wedonotknowit。Whileourworkisclearlyevident!

Gentlemenofthemerchantclass!Seeinginyoutheforemostmeninlife,mostindustriousandlovingyourlabours,seeinginyouthemenwhocanaccomplishandhaveaccomplishedeverything,I

nowheartily,withrespectandloveforyou,liftmybrimminggoblet,totheglorious,strong-souled,industriousRussianmerchantclass。Longmayyoulive!MayyousucceedforthegloryofMotherRussia!Hurrah!"

Theshrill,jarringshoutofMayakincalledforthadeafening,triumphantroarfromthemerchants。Allthesebig,fleshybodies,arousedbywineandbytheoldman\'swords,stirredandutteredfromtheirchestssuchaunanimous,massiveshoutthateverythingaroundthemseemedtotrembleandtoquake。

"Yakov!youarethetrumpetoftheLord!"criedZubov,holdingouthisgoblettowardMayakin。

Overturningthechairs,jostlingthetables,thuscausingthedishesandthebottlestorattleandfall,themerchants,agitated,delighted,somewithtearsintheireyes,rushedtowardMayakinwithgobletsintheirhands。

"Ah!Doyouunderstandwhathasbeensaidhere?"askedKononov,graspingRobustovbytheshoulderandshakinghim。"Understandit!Thatwasagreatspeech!"

"YakovTarasovich!Come,letmeembraceyou!"

"Let\'stoss,Mayakin!

"Strikeuptheband。"

"Soundaflourish!Amarch。\'ThePersianMarch。"\'

"Wedon\'twantanymusic!Thedeviltakeit!"

"Hereisthemusic!Eh,YakovTarasovich!Whatamind!"

"Iwassmallamongmybrethren,butIwasfavouredwithunderstanding。"

"Youlie,Trofim!"

"Yakov!you\'lldiesoon。Oh,whatapity!Wordscan\'texpresshowsorryweare!"

"Butwhatafuneralthatisgoingtobe!"

"Gentlemen!LetusestablishaMayakinfund!Iputupathousand!"

"Silence!Holdon!"

"Gentlemen!"YakovTarasovichbegantospeakagain,quiveringineverylimb。"And,furthermore,wearetheforemostmeninlifeandtherealmastersinourfatherlandbecauseweare——peasants!\'

"Corr-rect!"

"That\'sright!Dearmother!That\'sanoldmanforyou!"

"Holdon!Lethimfinish。"

"WeareprimitiveRussianpeople,andeverythingthatcomesfromusistrulyRussian!Consequentlyitisthemostgenuine,themostusefulandobligatory。"

"Astrueastwoandtwomakefour!"

"It\'ssosimple。"

"Heisaswiseasaserpent!"

"Andasmeekasa——"

"Asahawk。Ha,ha,ha!"

Themerchantsencircledtheiroratorinaclosering,theylookedathimwiththeiroilyeyes,andweresoagitatedthattheycouldnolongerlistentohiswordscalmly。Aroundhimatumultofvoicessmotetheair,andminglingwiththenoiseoftheengine,andthebeatingofthewheelsuponthewater,itformedawhirlwindofsoundswhichdrownedthejarringvoiceoftheoldman。Theexcitementofthemerchantswasgrowingmoreandmoreintense;allfaceswereradiantwithtriumph;handsholdingoutgobletswereoutstretchedtowardMayakin;themerchantsclappedhimontheshoulder,jostledhim,kissedhim,gazedwithemotionintohisface。Andsomescreamedecstatically:

"Thekamarinsky。Thenationaldance!"

"Wehaveaccomplishedallthat!"criedYakovTarasovich,pointingattheriver。"Itisallours!Wehavebuiltuplife!"

Suddenlyrangoutaloudexclamationwhichdrownedallsounds:

"Ah!Soyouhavedoneit?Ah,you。"

Andimmediatelyafterthis,avulgaroathresoundedthroughtheair,pronounceddistinctlywithgreatrancour,inadullbutpowerfulvoice。Everyonehearditandbecamesilentforamoment,searchingwiththeireyesthemanwhohadabusedthem。Atthismomentnothingwasheardsavethedeepsighsoftheenginesandtheclankingoftherudderchains。

"Who\'ssnarlingthere?"askedKononovwithafrown。

"Wecan\'tgetalongwithoutscandals!"saidReznikov,withacontritesigh。

"Whowasswearinghereatrandom?"

Thefacesofthemerchantsmirroredalarm,curiosity,astonishment,reproach,andallthepeoplebegantobustleaboutstupidly。OnlyYakovTarasovichalonewascalmandseemedevensatisfiedwithwhathadoccurred。Risingontiptoe,withhisneckoutstretched,hestaredsomewheretowardtheendofthetable,andhiseyesflashedstrangely,asthoughhesawtheresomethingwhichwaspleasingtohim。

"Gordyeeff"saidYonaYushkov,softly。

AndallheadswereturnedtowardthedirectioninwhichYakovTarasovichwasstaring。

There,withhishandsrestingonthetable,stoodFoma。Hisfacedistortedwithwrath,histeethfirmlysettogether,hesilentlysurveyedthemerchantswithhisburning,wide-openeyes。Hislowerjawwastrembling,hisshoulderswerequivering,andthefingersofhishands,firmlyclutchingtheedgeofthetable,werenervouslyscratchingthetablecloth。Atthesightofhiswolf-

like,angryfaceandhiswrathfulpose,themerchantsagainbecamesilentforamoment。

"Whatareyougapingat?"askedFoma,andagainaccompaniedhisquestionwithaviolentoath。

"He\'sdrunk!"saidBobrov,withashakeofthehead。

"Andwhywasheinvited?"whisperedReznikov,softly。

"FomaIgnatyevich!"saidKononov,sedately,"youmustn\'tcreateanyscandals。Ifyourheadisreeling——go,mydearboy,quietlyandpeacefullyintothecabinandliedown!Liedown,and——"

"Silence,you!"roaredFoma,andturnedhiseyeathim。"Donotdaretospeaktome!Iamnotdrunk。Iamsobererthananyoneofyouhere!Doyouunderstand?"

"Butwaitawhile,myboy。Whoinvitedyouhere?"askedKononov,reddeningwithoffence。

"Ibroughthim!"rangoutMayakin\'svoice。

"Ah!Well,then,ofcourse。Excuseme,FomaIgnatyevich。Butasyoubroughthim,Yakov,yououghttosubduehim。Otherwiseit\'snogood。"

Fomamaintainedsilenceandsmiled。Andthemerchants,too,weresilent,astheylookedathim。

"Eh,Fomka!"beganMayakin。"Againyoudisgracemyoldage。"

"Godfather!"saidFoma,showinghisteeth,"Ihavenotdoneanythingasyet,soitisratherearlytoreadmealecture。Iamnotdrunk,Ihavedrunknothing,butIhaveheardeverything。

Gentlemenmerchants!Permitmetomakeaspeech!Mygodfather,whomyourespectsomuch,hasspoken。Nowlistentohisgodson。"

"What——speeches?"saidReznikov。"Whyhaveanydiscourses?Wehavecometogethertoenjoyourselves。"

"Come,youhadbetterdropthat,FomaIgnatyevich。"

"Betterdrinksomething。"

"Let\'shaveadrink!Ah,Foma,you\'rethesonofafinefather!"

Fomarecoiledfromthetable,straightenedhimselfandcontinuouslysmiling,listenedtothekind,admonitorywords。

Amongallthosesedatepeoplehewastheyoungestandthehandsomest。Hiswell-shapedfigure,inatight-fittingfrockcoat,stoodout,tohisadvantage,amongthemassofstoutbodieswithprominentpaunches。Hisswarthyfacewithlargeeyeswasmoreregularlyfeatured,morefulloflifethantheshrivelledorredfacesofthosewhostoodbeforehimwithastonishmentandexpectancy。Hethrewhischestforward,sethisteethtogether,andflingingtheskirtsofhisfrockcoatapart,thrusthishandsintohispockets。

"Youcan\'tstopupmymouthnowwithflatteryandcaresses!"saidhe,firmlyandthreateningly,"Whetheryouwilllistenornot,I

amgoingtospeakallthesame。Youcannotdrivemeawayfromhere。"

Heshookhishead,and,raisinghisshoulders,announcedcalmly:

"Butifanyoneofyoudaretotouchme,evenwithafinger,I\'llkillhim!IswearitbytheLord。I\'llkillasmanyasIcan!"

Thecrowdofpeoplethatstoodoppositehimswayedback,evenasbushesrockedbythewind。Theybegantotalkinagitatedwhispers。Foma\'sfacegrewdarker,hiseyesbecameround。

"Well,ithasbeensaidherethatyouhavebuiltuplife,andthatyouhavedonethemostgenuineandproperthings。"

Fomaheavedadeepsigh,andwithinexpressibleaversionscrutinizedhislisteners\'faces,whichsuddenlybecamestrangelypuffedup,asthoughtheywereswollen。Themerchantsweresilent,pressingcloserandclosertooneanother。Someoneinthebackrowsmuttered:

"Whatishetalkingabout?Ah!Fromapaper,orbyheart?"

"Oh,yourascals!"exclaimedGordyeeff,shakinghishead。"Whathaveyoumade?Itisnotlifethatyouhavemade,butaprison。

Itisnotorderthatyouhaveestablished,youhaveforgedfettersonman。Itissuffocating,itisnarrow,thereisnoroomforalivingsoultoturn。Manisperishing!Youaremurderers!

Doyouunderstandthatyouexisttodayonlythroughthepatienceofmankind?"

"Whatdoesthismean?"exclaimedReznikov,claspinghishandsinrageandindignation。"IlyaYefimov,what\'sthis?Ican\'tbeartohearsuchwords。"

"Gordyeeff!"criedBobrov。"Lookout,youspeakimproperwords。"

"Forsuchwordsyou\'llget——oi,oi,oi!"saidZubov,insinuatingly。

"Silence!"roaredFoma,withblood-shoteyes。"Nowthey\'regrunting。"

"Gentlemen!"rangoutMayakin\'scalm,maliciousvoice,likethescreechofasmooth-fileoniron。"Don\'ttouchhim!Ientreatyouearnestly,donothinderhim。Lethimsnarl。Lethimamusehimself。Hiswordscannotharmyou。"

"Well,no,Ihumblythankyou!"criedYushkov。AndcloseatFoma\'ssidestoodSmolinandwhisperedinhisear:

"Stop,mydearboy!What\'sthematterwithyou?Areyououtofyourwits?They\'lldoyou——!"

"Getaway!"saidFoma,firmly,flashinghisangryeyesathim。

"YougotoMayakinandflatterhim,perhapssomethingwillcomeyourway!"

Smolinwhistledthroughhisteethandsteppedaside。Andthemerchantsbegantodisperseonthesteamer,onebyone。ThisirritatedFomastillmorehewishedhecouldchainthemtothespotbyhiswords,buthecouldnotfindsuchpowerfulwords。

"Youhavebuiltuplife!"heshouted。"Whoareyou?

Swindlers,robbers。"

AfewmenturnedtowardFoma,asifhehadcalledthem。

"Kononov!aretheysoongoingtotryyouforthatlittlegirl?

They\'llconvictyoutothegalleys。Goodbye,Ilya!Youarebuildingyoursteamersinvain。They\'lltransportyoutoSiberiaonagovernmentvessel。"

Kononovsankintoachair;hisbloodleapedtohisface,andheshookhisfistinsilence。Fomasaidhoarsely:

"Verywell。Good。Ishallnotforgetit。"

Fomasawhisdistortedfacewithitstremblinglips,andunderstoodwithwhatweaponshecoulddealthesementhemostforcibleblows。

"Ha,ha,ha!Buildersoflife!Gushchin,doyougivealmstoyourlittlenephewsandnieces?Givethematleastacopeckaday。Youhavestolensixty-seventhousandroublesfromthem。Bobrov!whydidyoulieaboutthatmistressofyours,sayingthatshehadrobbedyou,andthensendhertoprison?Ifyouhadgrowntiredofher,youmighthavegivenherovertoyourson。Anywayhehasstartedanintriguewiththatothermistressofyours。Didn\'tyouknowit?Eh,youfatpig,ha,ha!Andyou,Lup,openagainabrothel,andfleeceyourgueststhereasbefore。Andthenthedevilwillfleeceyou,ha,ha!Itisgoodtobearascalwithapiousfacelikeyours!Whomdidyoukillthen,Lup?"

Fomaspoke,interruptinghisspeechwithloud,malevolentlaughter,andsawthathiswordswereproducinganimpressiononthesepeople。Before,whenhehadspokentoallofthemtheyturnedawayfromhim,steppingaside,forminggroups,andlookingattheiraccuserfromafarwithangerandcontempt。Hesawsmilesontheirfaces,hefeltintheireverymovementsomethingscornful,andunderstoodthatwhilehiswordsangeredthemtheydidnotstingasdeepashewishedthemto。Allthishadchilledhiswrath,andwithinhimtherewasalreadyarisingthebitterconsciousnessofthefailureofhisattackonthem。Butassoonashebegantospeakofeachoneseparately,therewasaswiftandstrikingchangeintherelationofhishearerstowardhim。

WhenKononovsankheavilyinthechair,asthoughhewereunabletowithstandtheweightofFoma\'sharshwords,Fomanoticedthatbitterandmalicioussmilescrossedthefacesofsomeofthemerchants。Heheardsomeone\'swhisperofastonishmentandapproval:

"That\'swellaimed!"

ThiswhispergavestrengthtoFoma,andheconfidentlyandpassionatelybegantohurlreproaches,jeersandabusesatthosewhomethiseyes。Hegrowledjoyously,seeingthathiswordsweretakingeffect。Hewaslistenedtosilently,attentively;severalmenmovedclosertowardhim。

Exclamationsofprotestwereheard,butthesewerebrief,notloud,andeachtimeFomashoutedsomeone\'sname,allbecamesilent,listening,castingfurtive,maliciousglancesinthedirectionoftheiraccusedcomrade。

Bobrovlaughedperplexedly,buthissmalleyesboredintoFomaasgimlets。AndLupReznikov,wavinghishands,hoppedaboutawkwardlyand,shortofbreath,said:

"Bemywitnesses。What\'sthis!No-o!Iwillnotforgivethis!

I\'llgotocourt。What\'sthat?"andsuddenlyhescreamedinashrillvoice,out-stretchinghishandtowardFoma:

"Bindhim!"

Fomawaslaughing。

"Youcannotbindthetruth,youcan\'tdoit!Evenbound,truthwillnotgrowdumb!"

"Go-o-od!"drawledoutKononovinadull,brokenvoice。

"Seehere,gentlemenofthemerchantclass!"rangoutMayakin\'svoice。"Iask!youtoadmirehim,that\'sthekindofafellowheis!"

OneafteranotherthemerchantsmovedtowardFoma,andontheirfaceshesawwrath,curiosity,amaliciousfeelingofsatisfaction,fear。SomeoneofthosemodestpeopleamongwhomFomawassitting,whisperedtohim:

"Giveittothem。Godblessyou。Goahead!Thatwillbetoyourcredit。"

"Robustov!"criedFoma。"Whatareyoulaughingat?Whatmakesyouglad?Youwillalsogotothegalleys。"

"Puthimashore!"suddenlyroaredRobustov,springingtohisfeet。

AndKononovshoutedtothecaptain:

"Back!Tothetown!TotheGovernor。"

Andsomeoneinsinuatingly,inavoicetremblingwithfeeling:

"That\'sacollusiveagreement。Thatwasdoneonpurpose。Hewasinstigated,andmadedrunktogivehimcourage。"

"No,it\'sarevolt!"

"Bindhim!Justbindhim!"

Fomagraspedachampagnebottleandswungitintheair。

"Comeonnow!No,itseemsthatyouwillhavetolistentome。"

Withrenewedfury,franticwithjoyatseeingthesepeopleshrinkingandquailingundertheblowsofhiswords,Fomaagainstartedtoshoutnamesandvulgaroaths,andtheexasperatedtumultwashushedoncemore。Themen,whomFomadidnotknow,gazedathimwitheagercuriosity,withapproval,whilesomelookedathimevenwithjoyoussurprise。Oneofthem,agray-

hairedlittleoldmanwithrosycheeksandsmallmouseeyes,suddenlyturnedtowardthemerchants,whohadbeenabusedbyFoma,andsaidinasweetvoice:

"Thesearewordsfromtheconscience!That\'snothing!Youmustendureit。That\'sapropheticaccusation。Wearesinful。Totellthetruthwearevery——"

Hewashissed,andZubovevenjostledhimontheshoulder。Hemadealowbowanddisappearedinthecrowd。

"Zubov!"criedFoma。"Howmanypeoplehaveyoufleecedandturnedtobeggars?DoyoueverdreamofIvanPetrovMyakinnikov,whostrangledhimselfbecauseofyou?Isittruethatyoustealateverymasstenroublesoutofthechurchbox?"

Zubovhadnotexpectedtheattack,andheremainedaspetrified,withhishanduplifted。Butheimmediatelybegantoscreaminashrillvoice,ashejumpedupquickly:

"Ah!Youturnagainstmealso?Againstme,too?

AndsuddenlyhepuffeduphischeeksandfuriouslybegantoshakehisfistatFoma,ashescreamedinashrillvoice:

"ThefoolsaysinhisheartthereisnoGod!I\'llgotothebishop!Infidel!You\'llgetthegalleys!"

Thetumultonthesteamergrew,andatthesightoftheseenraged,perplexedandinsultedpeople,Fomafelthimselfafairy-talegiant,slayingmonsters。Theybustledabout,wavingtheirarms,talkingtooneanother——someredwithanger,otherspale,yetallequallypowerlesstochecktheflowofhisjeersatthem。

"Sendthesailorsoverhere!"criedReznikov,tuggingKononovbytheshoulder。"What\'sthematterwithyou,Ilya?Ah?Haveyouinvitedustoberidiculed?"

"Againstonepuppy,"screamedZubov。

AcrowdhadgatheredaroundYakovTarasovitchMayakin,andlistenedtohisquietspeechwithanger,andnoddedtheirheadsaffirmatively。

"Act,Yakov!"saidRobustov,loudly。"Weareallwitnesses。Goahead!"

AndabovethegeneraltumultofvoicesrangoutFoma\'sloud,accusingvoice:

"Itwasnotlifethatyouhavebuilt——youhavemadeacesspool!

Youhavebredfilthandputrefactionbyyourdeeds!Haveyouaconscience?DoyourememberGod?Money——that\'syourGod!Andyourconscienceyouhavedrivenaway。Whitherhaveyoudrivenitaway?

Blood-suckers!Youliveonthestrengthofothers。Youworkwithotherpeople\'shands!Youshallpayforallthis!Whenyouperish,youwillbecalledtoaccountforeverything!Foreverything,eventoateardrop。Howmanypeoplehaveweptbloodatthosegreatdeedsofyours?Andaccordingtoyourdeserts,evenhellistoogoodaplaceforyou,rascals。Notinfire,butinboilingmudyoushallbescorched。Yoursufferingsshalllastforcenturies。Thedevilswillhurlyouintoaboilerandwillpourintoit——ha,ha,ha!they\'llpourintoit——ha,ha,ha!

Honourablemerchantclass!BuildersofLife。Oh,youdevils!"

Fomaburstintoringinglaughter,and,holdinghissides,staggered,tossinghisheaduphigh。

Atthatmomentseveralmenquicklyexchangedglances,simultaneouslyrushedonFomaanddownedhimwiththeirweight。A

racketensued。

"Nowyou\'recaught!"ejaculatedsomeoneinasuffocatingvoice。

"Ah!Isthatthewayyou\'redoingit?"criedFoma,hoarsely。

Foraboutahalfaminuteawholeheapofblackbodiesbustledaboutononespot,heavilystampingtheirfeet,anddullexclamationswereheard:

"Throwhimtotheground!"

"Holdhishand,hishand!Oh!"

"Bythebeard?"

"Getnapkins,bindhimwithnapkins。"

"You\'llbite,willyou?"

"So!Well,how\'sit?Aha!"

"Don\'tstrike!Don\'tdaretostrike。"

"Ready!"

"Howstrongheis!"

"Let\'scarryhimovertheretowardtheside。"

"Outinthefreshair,ha,ha!"

TheydraggedFomaawaytooneside,andhavingplacedhimagainstthewallofthecaptain\'scabin,walkedawayfromhim,adjustingtheircostumes,andmoppingtheirsweat-coveredbrows。Fatiguedbythestruggle,andexhaustedbythedisgraceofhisdefeat,Fomalaythereinsilence,tattered,soiledwithsomething,firmlybound,handandfoot,withnapkinsandtowels。Withround,blood-shoteyeshegazedatthesky;theyweredullandlustreless,asthoseofanidiot,andhischestheavedunevenlyandwithdifficulty。

Nowcametheirturntomockhim。Zubovbegan。Hewalkeduptohim,kickedhiminthesideandaskedinasoftvoice,alltremblingwiththepleasureofrevenge:

"Well,thunder-likeprophet,howisit?NowyoucantastethesweetnessofBabyloniancaptivity,he,he,he!"

"Wait,"saidFoma,hoarsely,withoutlookingathim。"WaituntilI\'mrested。Youhavenottiedupmytongue。"

Butsayingthis,Fomaunderstoodthathecouldnolongerdoanything,norsayanything。Andthatnotbecausetheyhadboundhim,butbecausesomethinghadburnedoutwithinhim,andhissoulhadbecomedarkandempty。

ZubovwassoonjoinedbyReznikov。Thenoneafteranothertheothersbegantodrawnear。Bobrov,KononovandseveralothersprecededbyYakovMayakinwenttothecabin,anxiouslydiscussingsomethinginlowtones。

Thesteamerwassailingtowardthetownatfullspeed。Thebottlesonthetablestrembledandrattledfromthevibrationofthesteamer,andFomaheardthisjarring,plaintivesoundaboveeverythingelse。Nearhimstoodathrongofpeople,sayingmalicious,offensivethings。

ButFomasawthemasthoughthroughafog,andtheirwordsdidnottouchhimtothequick。Avast,bitterfeelingwasnowspringingupwithinhim,fromthedepthofhissoul;hefolloweditsgrowthandthoughhedidnotyetunderstandit,healreadyexperiencedsomethingmelancholyanddegrading。

"Justthink,youcharlatan!Whathaveyoudonetoyourself?"saidReznikov。"Whatsortofalifeisnowpossibletoyou?Doyouknowthatnownooneofuswouldcareevenasmuchastospitonyou?"

"WhathaveIdone?"Fomatriedtounderstand。Themerchantsstoodaroundhiminadense,darkmass。

"Well,"saidYashchurov,"now,Fomka,yourworkisdone。"

"Wait,we\'llsee,"bellowedZubovinalowvoice。

"Letmefree!"saidFoma。

"Well,no!wethankyouhumbly!"

"Untieme。"

"It\'sallright!Youcanliethatwayaswell。"

"Callupmygodfather。"

ButYakovTarasovichcameupatthismoment。Hecameup,stoppednearFoma,sternlysurveyedwithhiseyestheoutstretchedfigureofhisgodson,andheavedadeepsigh。

"Well,Foma,"hebegan。

"Orderthemtounbindme,"entreatedFoma,softly,inamournfulvoice。

"Soyoucanbeturbulentagain?No,no,you\'dbetterliethisway,"hisgodfatherreplied。

"Iwon\'tsayanotherword。IswearitbyGod!Unbindme。Iamashamed!ForChrist\'ssake。YouseeIamnotdrunk。Well,youneedn\'tuntiemyhands。"

"Youswearthatyou\'llnotbetroublesome?"askedMayakin。

"0hLord!Iwillnot,Iwillnot,"moanedFoma。

Theyuntiedhisfeet,butlefthishandsbound。Whenherose,helookedatthemall,andsaidsoftlywithapitifulsmile:

"Youwon。"

"Wealwaysshall!"repliedhisgodfather,smilingsternly。

Fomabent,withhishandstiedbehindhisback,advancedtowardthetablesilently,withoutliftinghiseyestoanyone。Heseemedshorterinstatureandthinner。Hisdishevelledhairfellonhisforeheadandtemples;thetornandcrumpledbosomofhisshirtprotrudingfromunderhisvest,andthecollarcoveredhislips。

Heturnedhisheadtopushthecollardownunderhischin,andwasunabletodoit。Thenthegray-headedlittleoldmanwalkeduptohim,adjustedwhatwasnecessary,lookedintohiseyeswithasmileandsaid:

"Youmustendureit。"

Now,inMayakin\'spresence,thosewhohadmockedFomaweresilent,lookingattheoldmanquestioningly,withcuriosityandexpectancy。Hewascalmbuthiseyesgleamedinawaynotatallbecomingtotheoccasion,contentedlyandbrightly。

"Givemesomevodka,"beggedFoma,seatinghimselfatthetable,andleaninghischestagainstitsedge。Hisbentfigurelookpiteousandhelpless。Aroundtheyweretalkinginwhispers,passingthiswayandthatcautiously。Andeveryonelookednowathim,nowatMayakin,whohadseatedhimselfoppositehim。TheoldmandidnotgiveFomathevodkaatonce。Firsthesurveyedhimfixedly,thenheslowlypouredoutawineglassful,andfinally,withoutsayingaword,raisedittoFoma\'slips。Fomadrankthevodka,andasked:

"Somemore!"

"That\'senough!"repliedMayakin。

Andimmediatelyafterthistherefellaminuteofperfect,painfulsilence。Peoplewerecominguptothetablenoiselessly,ontiptoe,andwhentheywereneartheystretchedtheirneckstoseeFoma。

"Well,Fomka,doyouunderstandnowwhatyouhavedone?"askedMayakin。Hespokesoftly,butallheardhisquestion。

Fomanoddedhisheadandmaintainedsilence。

"There\'snoforgivenessforyou!"Mayakinwentonfirmly,andraisinghisvoice。"ThoughweareallChristians,yetyouwillreceivenoforgivenessatourhands。Justknowthis。"

Fomaliftedhisheadandsaidpensively:

"Ihavequiteforgottenaboutyou,godfather。Youhavenotheardanythingfromme。"

"Thereyouhaveit!"exclaimedMayakin,bitterly,pointingathisgodson。"Yousee?"

Adullgrumbleofprotestburstforth。

"Well,it\'sallthesame!"resumedFomawithasigh。"It\'sallthesame!Nothing——nogoodcameoutofitanyway。"

Andagainhebentoverthetable。

"Whatdidyouwant?"askedMayakin,sternly。

"WhatIwanted?"Fomaraisedhishead,lookedatthemerchantsandsmiled。"Iwanted——"

"Drunkard!Nastyscamp!"

"Iamnotdrunk!"retortedFoma,morosely。"Ihavedrankonlytwoglasses。Iwasperfectlysober。"

"Consequently,"saidBobrov,"youareright,YakovTarasovich,heisinsane。"

"I?"exclaimedFoma。

Buttheypaidnoattentiontohim。Reznikov,ZubovandBobrovleanedovertoMayakinandbegantotalkinlowtones。

"Guardianship!"Foma\'searscaughtthisoneword。"Iaminmyrightmind!"hesaid,leaningbackinhischairandstaringatthemerchantswithtroubledeyes。"IunderstandwhatIwanted。I

wantedtospeakthetruth。Iwantedtoaccuseyou。"

Hewasagainseizedwithemotion,andhesuddenlyjerkedhishandsinanefforttofreethem。

"Eh!Holdon!"exclaimedBobrov,seizinghimbytheshoulders。

"Holdhim。"

"Well,holdme!"saidFomawithsadnessandbitterness。"Holdme——

whatdoyouneedmefor?"

"Sitstill!"criedhisgodfather,sternly。

Fomabecamesilent。Henowunderstoodthatwhathehaddonewasofnoavail,thathiswordshadnotstaggeredthemerchants。Heretheystood,surroundinghiminadensethrong,andhecouldnotseeanythingforthem。Theywerecalm,firm,treatinghimasadrunkardandaturbulentfellow,andwereplottingsomethingagainsthim。Hefelthimselfpitiful,insignificant,crushedbythatdarkmassofstrong-souled,cleverandsedatepeople。Itseemedtohimthatalongtimehadpassedsincehehadabusedthem,solongatimethathehimselfseemedasastranger,incapableofcomprehendingwhathehaddonetothesepeople,andwhyhehaddoneit。Heevenexperiencedinhimselfacertainfeelingofoffence,whichresembledshameathimselfinhisowneyes。Therewasaticklingsensationinhisthroat,andhefelttherewassomethingforeigninhisbreast,asthoughsomedustorasheswerestrewnuponhisheart,anditthrobbedunevenlyandwithdifficulty。Wishingtoexplaintohimselfhisact,hesaidslowlyandthoughtfully,withoutlookingatanyone:

"Iwantedtospeakthetruth。Isthislife?"

"Fool!"saidMayakin,contemptuously。"Whattruthcanyouspeak?

Whatdoyouunderstand?"

"Myheartiswounded,thatIunderstand!WhatjustificationhaveyouallintheeyesofGod?Towhatpurposedoyoulive?Yes,I

feel——Ifeltthetruth!"

"Heisrepenting!"saidReznikov,withasarcasticsmile。

"Lethim!"repliedBobrov,withcontempt。

Someoneadded:

"Itisevident,fromhiswords,thatheisoutofhiswits。"

"Tospeakthetruth,that\'snotgiventoeveryone!"saidYakovTarasovich,sternlyandinstructively,liftinghishandupward。

"Itisnottheheartthatgraspstruth;itisthemind;doyouunderstandthat?Andastoyourfeeling,that\'snonsense!Acowalsofeelswhentheytwisthertail。Butyoumustunderstand,understandeverything!Understandalsoyourenemy。Guesswhathethinkseveninhisdreams,andthengoahead!"

Accordingtohiswont,Mayakinwascarriedawaybytheexpositionofhispracticalphilosophy,butherealisedintimethataconqueredmanisnottobetaughthowtofight,andhestoppedshort。Fomacastathimadullglance,andshookhisheadstrangely。

"Lamb!"saidMayakin。

"Leavemealone!"entreatedFoma,plaintively。"It\'sallyours!

Well,whatelsedoyouwant?Well,youcrushedme,bruisedme,thatservesmeright!WhoamI?0Lord!"

Alllistenedattentivelytohiswords,andinthatattentiontherewassomethingprejudiced,somethingmalicious。

"Ihavelived,"saidFomainaheavyvoice。"Ihaveobserved。I

havethought;myhearthasbecomewoundedwiththoughts!Andhere——theabscessburst。NowIamutterlypowerless!Asthoughallmybloodhadgushedout。Ihaveliveduntilthisday,andstillthoughtthatnowIwillspeakthetruth。Well,Ihavespokenit。"

Hetalkedmonotonously,colourlessly,andhisspeechresembledthatofoneindelirium。

"Ihavespokenit,andIhaveonlyemptiedmyself,that\'sall。

Notatracehavemywordsleftbehindthem。Everythingisuninjured。Andwithinmesomethingblazedup;ithasburnedout,andthere\'snothingmorethere。WhathaveItohopefornow?Andeverythingremainsasitwas。"

YakovTarasovichburstintobitterlaughter。

"Whatthen,didyouthinktolickawayamountainwithyourtongue?Youarmedyourselfwithmaliceenoughtofightabedbug,andyoustartedoutafterabear,isthatit?Madman!Ifyourfatherweretoseeyounow。Eh!"

"Andyet,"saidFoma,suddenly,loudly,withassurance,andhiseyesagainflaredup,"andyetitisallyourfault!Youhavespoiledlife!Youhavemadeeverythingnarrow。Wearesuffocatingbecauseofyou!Andthoughmytruthagainstyouisweak,itistruth,nevertheless!Youaregodlesswretches!Mayyouallbecursed!"

Hemovedaboutinhischair,attemptingtofreehishands,andcriedout,flashinghiseyeswithfury:

"Unbindmyhands!"

Theycameclosertohim;thefacesofthemerchantsbecamemoresevere,andReznikovsaidtohimimpressively:

"Don\'tmakeanoise,don\'tbebothersome!We\'llsoonbeintown。

Don\'tdisgraceyourself,anddon\'tdisgraceuseither。Wearenotgoingtotakeyoudirectfromthewharftotheinsaneasylum。"

"So!"exclaimedFoma。"Soyouaregoingtoputmeintoaninsaneasylum?"

Noonereplied。Helookedattheirfacesandhunghishead。

"Behavepeacefully!We\'llunbindyou!"saidsomeone。

"It\'snotnecessary!"saidFomainalowvoice。"It\'sallthesame。Ispitonit!Nothingwillhappen。"

Andhisspeechagainassumedthenatureofadelirium。

"Iamlost,Iknowit!Onlynotbecauseofyourpower,butratherbecauseofmyweakness。Yes!You,too,areonlywormsintheeyesofGod。And,wait!Youshallchoke。Iamlostthroughblindness。

IsawmuchandIbecameblind,likeanowl。Asaboy,Iremember,Ichasedanowlinaravine;itflewaboutandstruckagainstsomething。Thesunblindedit。Itwasallbruisedanditdisappeared,andmyfathersaidtomethen:\'Itisthesamewithman;somemanbustlesabouttoandfro,bruiseshimself,exhaustshimself,andthenthrowshimselfanywhere,justtorest。\'HeyI

unbindmyhands。"

Hisfaceturnedpale,hiseyesclosed,hisshouldersquivered。

Tatteredandcrumpledherockedaboutinthechair,strikinghischestagainsttheedgeofthetable,andbegantowhispersomething。

Themerchantsexchangedsignificantglances。Some,nudgingoneanotherinthesides,shooktheirheadsatFomainsilence。YakovMayakin\'sfacewasdarkandimmobileasthoughhewnoutofstone。

"Shallweperhapsunbindhim?"whisperedBobrov。

"Whenwegetalittlenearer。"

"No,it\'snotnecessary,"saidMayakininanundertone-"We\'llleavehimhere。Letsomeonesendforacarriage。We\'lltakehimstraighttotheasylum。"

"AndwhereamItorest?"Fomamutteredagain。"WhithershallI

flingmyself?"Andheremainedasthoughpetrifiedinabroken,uncomfortableattitude,alldistorted,withanexpressionofpainonhisface。

Mayakinrosefromhisseatandwenttothecabin,sayingsoftly:

"Keepaneyeonhim,hemightflinghimselfoverboard。"

"Iamsorryforthefellow,"saidBobrov,lookingatYakovTarasovichashedeparted。

"Nooneistoblameforhismadness,"repliedReznikov,morosely。

"AndYakov,"whisperedZubov,noddinghisheadinthedirectionofMayakin。

"WhataboutYakov?Helosesnothingthroughit。"

"Yes,nowhe\'ll,ha,ha!"

"He\'llbehisguardian,ha,ha,ha!"

TheirquietlaughterandwhispermingledwiththegroaningoftheenginedidnotseemtoreachFoma\'sear。Motionlesslyhestaredintothedistancebeforehimwithadimlook,andonlyhislipswereslightlyquivering。

"Hissonhasreturned,"whisperedBobrov。

"Iknowhisson,"saidYashchurov。"ImethiminPerm。"

"Whatsortofamanishe?"

"Abusiness-like,cleverfellow。"

"Isthatso?"

"HemanagesabigbusinessinOosolye。"

"ConsequentlyYakovdoesnotneedthisone。Yes。Sothat\'sit。"

"Look,he\'sweeping!"

"Oh?"

Fomawassittingleaningagainstthebackofthechair,anddroopinghisheadontheshoulder。Hiseyeswereshut,andfromunderhiseyelidstearsweretricklingoneafteranother。Theycourseddownhischeeksintohismoustache。Foma\'slipsquiveredconvulsively,andthetearsfellfromhismoustacheuponhisbreast。Hewassilentandmotionless,onlyhischestheavedunevenly,andwithdifficulty。Themerchantslookedathispale,tear-stainedface,grownleanwithsuffering,withthecornersofhislipslowereddownward,andwalkedawayfromhimquietlyandmutely。

AndthenFomaremainedalone,withhishandstiedbehindhisback,sittingatthetablewhichwascoveredwithdirtydishesanddifferentremainsofthefeast。Attimesheslowlyopenedhisheavy,swolleneyelids,andhiseyes,throughtears,lookeddimlyandmournfullyatthetablewhereeverythingwasdirty,upset,ruined……

Threeyearshavepassed。

AboutayearagoYakovTarasovichMayakindied。Hediedinfullconsciousness,andremainedtruetohimself;afewhoursbeforehisdeathhesaidtohisson,daughterandson-in-law:

"Well,children,liveinrichness!Yakovhastastedeverything,sonowitistimeforYakovtogo。Yousee,Iamdying,yetIamnotdespondent;andtheLordwillsetthatdowntomycredit。I

havebotheredHim,theMostGraciousOne,withjestsonly,butneverwithmoansandcomplaints!0hLord!IamgladthatIhavelivedwithunderstandingthroughThymercy!Farewell,mychildren。Liveinharmony,anddon\'tphilosophizetoomuch。Knowthis,notheisholywhohideshimselffromsinandliescalm。

Withcowardiceyoucannotdefendyourselfagainstsin,thusalsosaystheparableofthetalents。Buthewhowantstoattainhisgoalinlifefearsnotsin。Godwillpardonhimanerror。Godhasappointedmanasthebuilderoflife,buthasnotendowedhimwithtoomuchwisdom。Consequently,Hewillnotcallinhisoutstandingdebtsseverely。ForHeisholyandmostmerciful。"

Hediedafterashortbutverypainfulagony。

Yozhovwasforsomereasonorotherbanishedfromthetownsoonaftertheoccurrenceonthesteamer。

Agreatcommercialhousesprangupinthetownunderthefirm-

nameof"TarasMayakin&AfricanSmolin。"

NothinghadbeenheardofFomaduringthesethreeyears。ItwasrumouredthatuponhisdischargefromtheasylumMayakinhadsenthimawaytosomerelativesofhismotherintheUral。

NotlongagoFomaappearedinthestreetsofthetown。Heiswornout,shabbyandhalf-witted。Almostalwaysintoxicated,heappearsnowgloomy,withknittedbrow,andwithheadbentdownonhisbreast,nowsmilingthepitifulandmelancholysmileofasillyfanatic。Sometimesheisturbulent,butthathappensrarely。Heliveswithhisfoster-sisterinalittlewingintheyard。Hisacquaintancesamongthemerchantsandcitizensoftenridiculehim。AsFomawalksalongthestreet,suddenlysomeoneshoutstohim:

"Eh,youprophet,comehere!"

Yetherarelygoestothosewhocallhim;heshunspeopleanddoesnotcaretospeakwiththem。Butwhenhedoesapproachthemtheysaytohim:

"Well,tellussomethingaboutdoomsday,won\'tyou?Ha,ha,ha!

Prophet!"

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