The Man Who Was Afraid

第11章

"Oh,no!"exclaimedSmolin,wardingofftheoldman\'swordswithaneasywaveofthehand。"Whywrongothers?WhatrighthaveItodoso?MyaimistoraisetheimportanceandpriceofRussianleatherabroad,andsoequippedwiththeknowledgeastothemanufacture,Iambuildingamodelfactory,andfillthemarketswithmodelgoods。Thecommercialhonourofthecountry!"

"Doesitrequiremuchcapital,didyousay?"askedMayakin,thoughtfully。

"Aboutthreehundredthousand。"

"Fatherwon\'tgivemesuchadowry,"thoughtLubov。

"Myfactorywillalsoturnoutleathergoods,suchastrunks,foot-wear,harnesses,strapsandsoforth。"

"Andofwhatpercent,areyoudreaming?"

"Iamnotdreaming,IamcalculatingwithalltheexactnesspossibleunderconditionsinRussia,"saidSmolin,impressively。

"Themanufacturershouldbeasstrictlypracticalasthemechanicwhoiscreatingamachine。Thefrictionofthetiniestscrewmustbetakenintoconsideration,ifyouwishtodoaseriousthingseriously。IcanletyoureadalittlenotewhichIhavedrawnup,baseduponmypersonalstudyofcattle-breedingandoftheconsumptionofmeatinRussia。"

"How\'sthat!"laughedMayakin。"Bringmethatnote,it\'sinteresting!ItseemsyoudidnotspendyourtimefornothinginWesternEurope。Andnow,let\'seatsomething,aftertheRussianfashion。"

"Howareyoupassingthetime,LubovYakovlevna?"askedSmolin,arminghimselfwithknifeandfork。

"Sheisratherlonesomeherewithme,"repliedMayakinforhisdaughter。"Myhousekeeper,allthehouseholdisonhershoulders,soshehasnotimetoamuseherself。"

"Andnoplace,Imustadd,"saidLubov。"Iamnotfondoftheballsandentertainmentsgivenbythemerchants。"

"Andthetheatre?"askedSmolin。

"Iseldomgothere。Ihavenoonetogowith。"

"Thetheatre!"exclaimedtheoldman。"Tellme,pray,whyhasitbecomethefashionthentorepresentthemerchantasasavageidiot?Itisveryamusing,butitisincomprehensible,becauseitisfalse!AmIafool,ifIammasterintheCityCouncil,masterincommerce,andalsoownerofthatsametheatre?Youlookatthemerchantonthestageandyousee——heisn\'tlife-life!Ofcourse,whentheypresentsomethinghistorical,suchas:\'LifefortheCzar,\'withsonganddance,or\'Hamlet,\'\'TheSorceress,\'or\'Vasilisa,\'truthfulreproductionisnotrequired,becausethey\'remattersofthepastanddon\'tconcernus。Whethertrueornot,itmatterslittlesolongasthey\'regood,butwhenyourepresentmoderntimes,thendon\'tlie!Andshowthemanashereallyis。"

Smolinlistenedtotheoldman\'swordswithacovetoussmileonhislips,andcastatLubovglanceswhichseemedtoinvitehertorefuteherfather。Somewhatembarrassed,shesaid:

"Andyet,papa,themajorityofthemerchantclassisuneducatedandsavage。"

"Yes,"remarkedSmolinwithregret,noddinghisheadaffirmatively,"thatisthesadtruth。"

"TakeFoma,forinstance,"wentonthegirl。

"0h!"exclaimedMayakin。"Well,youareyoungfolks,youcanhavebooksinyourhands。"

"Anddoyounottakeinterestinanyofthesocieties?"SmolinaskedLubov。"Youhavesomanydifferentsocietieshere。"

"Yes,"saidLubovwithasigh,"butIliveratherapartfromeverything。"

"Housekeeping!"interposedthefather。"Wehaveheresuchastoreofdifferentthings,everythinghastobekeptclean,inorder,andcompleteastonumber。"

Withaself-satisfiedairhenoddedfirstatthetable,whichwassetwithbrilliantcrystalandsilverware,andthenatthesideboard,whoseshelveswerefairlybreakingundertheweightofthearticles,andwhichremindedoneofthedisplayinastorewindow。Smolinnotedalltheseandanironicalsmilebegantoplayuponhislips。ThenheglancedatLubov\'sface:inhislookshecaughtsomethingfriendly,sympathetictoher。Afaintflushcoveredhercheeks,andshesaidtoherselfwithtimidjoy:

"ThankGod!"

Thelightoftheheavybronzelampnowseemedtoflashmorebrilliantlyonthesidesofthecrystalvases,anditbecamebrighterintheroom。

"Ilikeourdearoldtown!"saidSmolin,lookingatthegirlwithakindlysmile,"itissobeautiful,sovigorous;thereischeerfulnessaboutitthatinspiresonetowork。Itsverypicturesquenessissomewhatstimulating。Initonefeelslikeleadingadashinglife。Onefeelslikeworkingmuchandseriously。Andthen,itisanintelligenttown。Justseewhatapracticalnewspaperispublishedhere。Bytheway,weintendtopurchaseit。"

"WhomdoyoumeanbyYou?"askedMayakin。

"I,Urvantzov,Shchukin——"

"That\'spraiseworthy!"saidtheoldman,rappingthetablewithhishand。"That\'sverypractical!Itistimetostoptheirmouths,itwashightimelongago!ParticularlythatYozhov;he\'slikeasharp-toothedsaw。Justputthethumb-screwonhim!Anddoitwell!"

SmolinagaincastatLubovasmilingglance,andherhearttrembledwithjoyoncemore。Withflushingfaceshesaidtoherfather,inwardlyaddressingherselftothebridegroom:

"AsfarasIcanunderstand,AfricanDmitreivich,hewishestobuythenewspapernotatallforthesakeofstoppingitsmouthasyousay。"

"Whatthencanbedonewithit?"askedtheoldman,shrugginghisshoulders。"There\'snothinginitbutemptytalkandagitation。

Ofcourse,ifthepracticalpeople,themerchantsthemselves,taketowritingforit——"

"Thepublicationofanewspaper,"beganSmolin,instructively,interruptingtheoldman,"lookedatmerelyfromthecommercialpointofview,maybeaveryprofitableenterprise。Butasidefromthis,anewspaperhasanothermoreimportantaim——thatis,toprotecttherightoftheindividualandtheinterestsofindustryandcommerce。"

"That\'sjustwhatIsay,ifthemerchanthimselfwillmanagethenewspaper,thenitwillbeuseful。"

"Excuseme,papa,"saidLubov。

ShebegantofeeltheneedofexpressingherselfbeforeSmolin;

shewantedtoassurehimthatsheunderstoodthemeaningofhiswords,thatshewasnotanordinarymerchant-daughter,interestedindressesandballsonly。Smolinpleasedher。Thiswasthefirsttimeshehadseenamerchantwhohadlivedabroadforalongtime,whoreasonedsoimpressively,whoborehimselfsoproperly,whowassowelldressed,andwhospoketoherfather,thecleverestmanintown,withthecondescendingtoneofanadulttowardsaminor。

"AftertheweddingI\'llpersuadehimtotakemeabroad,"thoughtLubov,suddenly,and,confusedatthisthoughtsheforgotwhatshewasabouttosaytoherfather。Blushingdeeply,shewassilentforafewseconds,seizedwithfearlestSmolinmightinterpretthissilenceinawayunflatteringtoher。

"Onaccountofyourconversation,youhaveforgottentooffersomewinetoourguest,"shesaidatlast,afterafewsecondsofpainfulsilence。

"That\'syourbusiness。Youarehostess,"retortedtheoldman。

"0h,don\'tdisturbyourself!"exclaimedSmolin,withanimation。

"Ihardlydrinkatall。"

"Really?"askedMayakin。

"Iassureyou!SometimesIdrinkawineglassortwoincaseoffatigueorillness。Buttodrinkwineforpleasure\'ssakeisincomprehensibletome。Thereareotherpleasuresmoreworthyofamanofculture。"

"Youmeanladies,Isuppose?"askedtheoldmanwithawink。

Smolin\'scheeksandneckbecameredwiththecolourwhichleapedtohisface。WithapologeticeyesheglancedatLubov,andsaidtoherfatherdrily:

"Imeanthetheatre,books,music。"

Lubovbecameradiantwithjoyathiswords。

Theoldmanlookedaskanceattheworthyyoungman,smiledkeenlyandsuddenlyblurtedout:

"Eh,lifeisgoingonward!Formerlythedogusedtorelishacrust,nowthepugdogfindsthecreamtoothin;pardonmeformysourremark,butitisverymuchtothepoint。Itdoesnotexactlyrefertoyourself,butingeneral。"

LubovturnedpaleandlookedatSmolinwithfright。Hewascalm,scrutinisinganancientsaltbox,decoratedwithenamel;hetwistedhismoustacheandlookedasthoughhehadnotheardtheoldman\'swords。Buthiseyesgrewdarker,andhislipswerecompressedverytightly,andhisclean-shavenchinobstinatelyprojectedforward。

"Andso,myfutureleadingmanufacturer,"saidMayakin,asthoughnothinghadhappened,"threehundredthousandroubles,andyourbusinesswillflashuplikeafire?"

"AndwithinayearandahalfIshallsendoutthefirstlotofgoods,whichwillbeeagerlysoughtfor,"saidSmolin,simply,withunshakableconfidence,andheeyedtheoldmanwithacoldandfirmlook。

"Sobeit;thefirmofSmolinandMayakin,andthat\'sall?So。

Onlyitseemsratherlateformetostartanewbusiness,doesn\'tit?Ipresumethegravehaslongbeenpreparedforme;whatdoyouthinkofit?"

InsteadofananswerSmolinburstintoarich,butindifferentandcoldlaughter,andthensaid:

"Oh,don\'tsaythat。"

Theoldmanshudderedathislaughter,andstartedbackwithfright,withascarcelyperceptiblemovementofhisbody。AfterSmolin\'swordsallthreemaintainedsilenceforaboutaminute。

"Yes,"saidMayakin,withoutliftinghishead,whichwasbentlow。"Itisnecessarytothinkofthat。Imustthinkofit。"

Then,raisinghishead,hecloselyscrutinisedhisdaughterandthebridegroom,and,risingfromhischair,hesaidsternlyandbrusquely:"Iamgoingawayforawhiletomylittlecabinet。Yousurelywon\'tfeellonesomewithoutme。"

Andhewentoutwithbentbackanddroopinghead,heavilyscrapingwithhisfeet。

Theyoungpeople,thusleftalone,exchangedafewemptyphrases,and,evidentlyconsciousthattheseonlyhelpedtoremovethemfurtherfromeachother,theymaintainedapainful,awkwardandexpectantsilence。Takinganorange,Lubovbegantopeelitwithexaggeratedattention,whileSmolin,loweringhiseyes,examinedhismoustaches,whichhecarefullystrokedwithhislefthand,toyedwithaknifeandsuddenlyaskedthegirlinaloweredvoice:

"Pardonmeformyindiscretion。Itisevidentlyreallydifficultforyou,LubovYakovlevna,tolivewithyourfather。He\'samanwithold-fashionedviewsand,pardonme,he\'sratherhard-

hearted!"

Lubovshuddered,and,castingatthered-headedmanagratefullook,said:

"Itisn\'teasy,butIhavegrownaccustomedtoit。Healsohashisgoodqualities。"

"Oh,undoubtedly!Buttoyouwhoaresoyoung,beautifulandeducated,toyouwithyourviews……Yousee,Ihaveheardsomethingaboutyou。"

Hesmiledsokindlyandsympathetically,andhisvoicewassosoft,abreathofsoul-cheeringwarmthfilledtheroom。Andintheheartofthegirlthereblazedupmoreandmorebrightlythetimidhopeoffindinghappiness,ofbeingfreedfromtheclosecaptivityofsolitude。

CHAPTERXII

ADENSE,grayishfoglayovertheriver,andasteamer,nowandthenutteringadullwhistle,wasslowlyforgingupagainstthecurrent。Dampandcoldclouds,ofamonotonepallor,envelopedthesteamerfromallsidesanddrownedallsounds,dissolvingthemintheirtroubleddampness。Thebrazenroaringofthesignalscameoutinamuffled,melancholydrone,andwasoddlybriefasitburstforthfromthewhistle。Thesoundseemedtofindnoplaceforitselfintheair,whichwassoakedwithheavydampness,andfelldownward,wetandchoked。Andthesplashingofthesteamer\'swheelssoundedsofantasticallydullthatitseemedasthoughitwerenotbegottennearby,atthesidesofthevessel,butsomewhereinthedepth,onthedarkbottomoftheriver。Fromthesteameronecouldseeneitherthewater,northeshore,northesky;aleaden-graygloominessenwrappeditonallsides;devoidofshadings,painfullymonotonous,thegloominesswasmotionless,itoppressedthesteamerwithimmeasurableweight,slackeneditsmovementsandseemedasthoughpreparingitselftoswallowitevenasitwasswallowingthesounds。Inspiteofthedullblowsofthepaddlesuponthewaterandthemeasuredshakingofthebodyofthevessel,itseemedthatthesteamerwaspainfullystrugglingononespot,suffocatinginagony,hissinglikeafairytalemonsterbreathinghislast,howlinginthepangsofdeath,howlingwithpain,andinthefearofdeath。

Lifelesswerethesteamerlights。Aboutthelanternonthemastayellowmotionlessspothadformed;devoidoflustre,ithunginthefogoverthesteamer,illuminatingnothingsavethegraymist。Theredstarboardlightlookedlikeahugeeyecrushedoutbysomeone\'scruelfist,blinded,overflowingwithblood。Paleraysoflightfellfromthesteamer\'swindowsintothefog,andonlytinteditscold,cheerlessdominionoverthevessel,whichwaspressedonallsidesbythemotionlessmassofstiflingdampness。

Thesmokefromthefunnelfelldownwards,and,togetherwithfragmentsofthefog,penetratedintoallthecracksofthedeck,wherethethird-classpassengersweresilentlymufflingthemselvesintheirrags,andforminggroups,likesheep。Fromnearthemachinerywerewafteddeep,strainedgroans,thejinglingofbells,thedullsoundsofordersandtheabruptwordsofthemachinist:

"Yes——slow!Yes——halfspeed!"

Onthestern,inacorner,blockedupbybarrelsofsaltedfish,agroupofpeoplewasassembled,illuminatedbyasmallelectriclamp。Thoseweresedate,neatlyandwarmlycladpeasants。Oneofthemlayonabench,facedown;anothersatathisfeet,stillanotherstood,leaninghisbackagainstabarrel,whiletwoothersseatedthemselvesflatonthedeck。Theirfaces,pensiveandattentive,wereturnedtowardaround-shoulderedmaninashortcassock,turnedyellow,andatornfurcap。Thatmansatonsomeboxeswithhisbackbent,andstaringathisfeet,spokeinalow,confidentvoice:

"TherewillcomeanendtothelongforbearanceoftheLord,andthenHiswrathwillburstforthuponmen。WearelikewormsbeforeHim,andhowarewethentowardoffHiswrath,withwhatwailingshallweappealtoHismercy?"

Oppressedbyhisgloominess,Fomahadcomedownonthedeckfromhiscabin,and,forsometime,hadbeenstandingintheshadowofsomewarescoveredwithtarpaulin,andlistenedtotheadmonitiveandgentlevoiceofthepreacher。Pacingthedeckhehadchanceduponthisgroup,andattractedbythefigureofthepilgrim,hadpausednearit。Therewassomethingfamiliartohiminthatlarge,strongbody,inthatstern,darkface,inthoselarge,calmeyes。Thecurly,grayishhair,fallingfromundertheskull-

cap,theunkemptbushybeard,whichfellapartinthicklocks,thelong,hookednose,thesharp-pointedears,thethicklips——

Fomahadseenallthesebefore,butcouldnotrecallwhenandwhere。

"Yes,weareverymuchinarrearsbeforetheLord!"remarkedoneofthepeasants,heavingadeepsigh。

"Wemustpray,"whisperedthepeasantwholayonthebench,inascarcelyaudiblevoice。

"Canyouscrapeyoursinfulwretchednessoffyoursoulwithwordsofprayer?"exclaimedsomeoneloudly,almostwithdespairinhisvoice。

Nooneofthosethatformedthegrouparoundthepilgrimturnedatthisvoice,onlytheirheadssanklowerontheirbreasts,andforalongtimethesepeoplesatmotionlessandspeechless:

Thepilgrimmeasuredhisaudiencewithaseriousandmeditativeglanceofhisblueeyes,andsaidsoftly:

"EphraimtheSyriansaid:\'Makethysoulthecentralpointofthythoughtsandstrengthenthyselfwiththydesiretobefreefromsin。

Andagainheloweredhishead,slowlyfingeringthebeadsoftherosary。

"Thatmeanswemustthink,"saidoneofthepeasants;"butwhenhasamantimetothinkduringhislifeonearth?"

"Confusionisallaroundus。"

"Wemustfleetothedesert,"saidthepeasantwholayonthebench。

"Noteverybodycanaffordit。"

Thepeasantsspoke,andbecamesilentagain。Ashrillwhistleresounded,alittlebellbegantojingleatthemachine。

Someone\'sloudexclamationrangout:

"Eh,there!Tothewater-measuringpoles。"

"0hLord!0hQueenofHeaven!"——adeepsighwasheard。

Andadull,half-chokedvoiceshouted:

"Nine!nine!"

Fragmentsofthefogburstforthuponthedeckandfloatedoveritlikecold,graysmoke。

"Here,kindpeople,giveearuntothewordsofKingDavid,"saidthepilgrim,andshakinghishead,begantoreaddistinctly:

"\'Leadme,OhLord,inthyrighteousnessbecauseofmineenemies;

makethywaystraightbeforemyface。Forthereisnofaithfulnessintheirmouths;theirinwardpartisverywickedness;theirthroatisanopensepulchre;theyflatterwiththeirtongue。Destroythouthem,0hGod;letthemfallbytheirowncounsels。\'"

"Eight!seven!"Likemoanstheseexclamationsresoundedinthedistance。

Thesteamerbegantohissangrily,andslackeneditsspeed。Thenoiseofthehissingofthesteamdeafenedthepilgrim\'swords,andFomasawonlythemovementofhislips。

"Getoff!"aloud,angryshoutwasheard。"It\'smyplace!"

"Yours?"

"Hereyouhaveyours!"

"I\'llrapyouonthejaw;thenyou\'llfindyourplace。Whatalord!"

"Getaway!"

Anuproarensued。Thepeasantswhowerelisteningtothepilgrimturnedtheirheadstowardthedirectionwheretherowwasgoingon,andthepilgrimheavedasighandbecamesilent。Nearthemachinealoudandlivelydisputeblazedupasthoughdrybranches,thrownuponadyingbonfire,hadcaughttheflame。

"I\'llgiveittoyou,devils!Getaway,bothofyou。"

"Takethemawaytothecaptain。"

"Ha!ha!ha!That\'safinesettlementforyou!"

"Thatwasagoodraphegavehimontheneck!"

"Thesailorsareacleverlot。"

"Eight!nine!"shoutedthemanwiththemeasuringpole。

"Yes,increasespeed!"cametheloudexclamationoftheengineer。

Swayingbecauseofthemotionofthesteamer,Fomastoodleaningagainstthetarpaulin,andattentivelylistenedtoeachandeverysoundabouthim。Andeverythingwasblendedintoonepicture,whichwasfamiliartohim。Throughfoganduncertainty,surroundedonallsidesbygloomimpenetrabletotheeye,lifeofmanismovingsomewhereslowlyandheavily。Andmenaregrievedovertheirsins,theysighheavily,andthenfightforawarmplace,andaskingeachotherforthesakeofpossessingtheplace,theyalsoreceiveblowsfromthosewhostrivefororderinlife。Theytimidlysearchforafreeroadtowardthegoal。

"Nine!eight!"

Thewailingcryissoftlywaftedoverthevessel。"Andtheholyprayerofthepilgrimisdeafenedbythetumultoflife。Andthereisnorelieffromsorrow,thereisnojoyforhimwhoreflectsonhisfate。"

Fomafeltlikespeakingtothispilgrim,inwhosesoftlyutteredwordsthererangsincerefearofGod,andallmanneroffearformenbeforeHiscountenance。Thekind,admonitivevoiceofthepilgrimpossessedapeculiarpower,whichcompelledFomatolistentoitsdeeptones。

"I\'dliketoaskhimwherehelives,"thoughtFoma,fixedlyscrutinizingthehugestoopingfigure。"AndwherehaveIseenhimbefore?Ordoesheresemblesomeacquaintanceofmine?"

SuddenlyitsomehowstruckFomawithparticularvividnessthatthehumblepreacherbeforehimwasnootherthanthesonofoldAnanyShchurov。Stunnedbythisconjecture,hewalkeduptothepilgrimandseatinghimselfbyhisside,inquiredfreely:

"AreyoufromIrgiz,father?"

Thepilgrimraisedhishead,turnedhisfacetowardFomaslowlyandheavily,scrutinizedhimandsaidinacalmandgentlevoice:

"IwasontheIrgiz,too。"

"Areyouanativeofthatplace?"

"Areyounowcomingfromthere?"

"No,IamcomingfromSaintStephen。"

Theconversationbrokeoff。FomalackedthecouragetoaskthepilgrimwhetherhewasnotShchurov。

"We\'llbelateonaccountofthefog,"saidsomeone。

"Howcanwehelpbeinglate!"

Allweresilent,lookingatFoma。Young,handsome,neatlyandrichlydressed,hearousedthecuriosityofthebystandersbyhissuddenappearanceamongthem;hewasconsciousofthiscuriosity,heunderstoodthattheywereallwaitingforhiswords,thattheywantedtounderstandwhyhehadcometothem,andallthisconfusedandangeredhim。

"ItseemstomethatI\'vemetyoubeforesomewhere,father,"saidheatlength。

Thepilgrimreplied,withoutlookingathim:

"Perhaps。"

"Iwouldliketospeaktoyou,"announcedFoma,timidly,inalowvoice。

"Well,then,speak。"

"Comewithme。"

"Whither?"

"Tomycabin。"

ThepilgrimlookedintoFoma\'sface,and,afteramoment\'ssilence,assented:

"Come。"

Onleaving,Fomafeltthelooksofthepeasantsonhisback,andnowhewaspleasedtoknowthattheywereinterestedinhim。

Inthecabinheaskedgently:

"Wouldyouperhapseatsomething?Tellme。Iwillorderit。"

"Godforbid。Whatdoyouwish?"

Thisman,dirtyandragged,inacassockturnedredwithage,andcoveredwithpatches,surveyedthecabinwithasqueamishlook,andwhenheseatedhimselfontheplush-coveredlounge,heturnedtheskirtofthecassockasthoughafraidtosoilitbytheplush。

"Whatisyourname,father?"askedFoma,noticingtheexpressionofsqueamishnessonthepilgrim\'sface。

"Miron。"

"NotMikhail?"

"WhyMikhail?"askedthepilgrim。

"TherewasinourtownthesonofacertainmerchantShchurov,healsowentofftotheIrgiz。AndhisnamewasMikhail。"

FomaspokeandfixedlylookedatFatherMiron;butthelatterwasascalmasadeaf-mute——

"Inevermetsuchaman。Idon\'tremember,Inevermethim,"saidhe,thoughtfully。"Soyouwishedtoinquireabouthim?"

"Yes。"

"No,InevermetMikhailShchurov。Well,pardonmeforChrist\'ssake!"andrisingfromthelounge,thepilgrimbowedtoFomaandwenttowardthedoor。

"Butwaitawhile,sitdown,let\'stalkalittle!"exclaimedFoma,rushingathimuneasily。Thepilgrimlookedathimsearchinglyandsankdownonthelounge。Fromthedistancecameadullsound,likeadeepgroan,andimmediatelyafteritthesignalwhistleofthesteamerdrawledoutasinafrightenedmanneroverFoma\'sandhisguest\'sheads。Fromthedistancecameamoredistantreply,andthewhistleoverheadagaingaveoutabrupt,timoroussounds。

Fomaopenedthewindow。Throughthefog,notfarfromtheirsteamer,somethingwasmovingalongwithdeepnoise;specksoffantasticlightsfloatedby,thefogwasagitatedandagainsankintodeadimmobility。

"Howterrible!"exclaimedFoma,shuttingthewindow。

"Whatistheretobeafraidof?"askedthepilgrim。"Yousee!Itisneitherdaynornight,neitherdarknessnorlight!Wecanseenothing,wearesailingweknownotwhither,wearestrayingontheriver。"

"Haveinwardfirewithinyou,havelightwithinyoursoul,andyoushallseeeverything,"saidthepilgrim,sternlyandinstructively。

Fomawasdispleasedwiththesecoldwordsandlookedatthepilgrimaskance。Thelattersatwithdroopinghead,motionless,asthoughpetrifiedinthoughtandprayer。Thebeadsofhisrosaryweresoftlyrustlinginhishands。

Thepilgrim\'sattitudegavebirthtoeasycourageinFoma\'sbreast,andhesaid:

"Tellme,FatherMiron,isitgoodtolive,havingfullfreedom,withoutwork,withoutrelatives,awanderer,likeyourself?"

FatherMironraisedhisheadandsoftlyburstintothecaressinglaughterofachild。Allhisface,tannedfromwindandsunburn,brightenedupwithinwardjoy,wasradiantwithtranquiljoy;hetouchedFoma\'skneewithhishandandsaidinasinceretone:

"Castasidefromyouallthatisworldly,forthereisnosweetnessinit。Iamtellingyoutherightword——turnawayfromevil。Doyourememberitissaid:

\'Blessedisthemanthatwalkethnotinthecounseloftheungodly,norstandethinthewayofsinners。\'Turnaway,refreshyoursoulwithsolitudeandfillyourselfwiththethoughtofGod。ForonlybythethoughtofHimcanmansavehissoulfromprofanation。"

"Thatisn\'tthething!"saidFoma。"Ihavenoneedofworkingoutmysalvation。HaveIsinnedsomuch?Lookatothers。WhatIwouldlikeistocomprehendthings。"

"Andyouwillcomprehendifyouturnawayfromtheworld。Goforthuponthefreeroad,onthefields,onthesteppes,ontheplains,onthemountains。Goforthandlookattheworldfromafar,fromyourfreedom。"

"That\'sright!"criedFoma。"That\'sjustwhatIthink。Onecanseebetterfromtheside!"

AndMiron,payingnoattentiontohiswords,spokesoftly,asthoughofsomegreatmystery,knownonlytohim,thepilgrim:

"ThethickslumberingforestsaroundyouwillstarttorustleinsweetvoicesaboutthewisdomoftheLord;God\'slittlebirdswillsingbeforeyouofHisholyglory,andthegrassesofthesteppewillburnincensetotheHolyVirgin。"

Thepilgrim\'svoicenowroseandquiveredfromexcessofemotion,nowsanktoamysteriouswhisper。Heseemedasthoughgrownyounger;hiseyesbeamedsoconfidentlyandclearly,andallhisfacewasradiantwiththehappysmileofamanwhohasfoundexpressionforhisjoyandwasdelightedwhilehepoureditforth。

"TheheartofGodthrobsineachandeverybladeofgrass;eachandeveryinsectoftheairandoftheearth,breathesHisholyspirit。God,theLord,JesusChrist,liveseverywhere!Whatbeautythereisonearth,inthefieldsandintheforests!HaveyoueverbeenontheKerzhenz?Anincomparablesilencereignstheresupreme,thetrees,thegrasstherearelikethoseofparadise。"

Fomalistened,andhisimagination,captivatedbythequiet,charmingnarrative,picturedtohimthosewidefieldsanddenseforests,fullofbeautyandsoul-pacifyingsilence。

"Youlookatthesky,asyourestsomewhereunderalittlebush,andtheskyseemstodescenduponyouasthoughlongingtoembraceyou。Yoursouliswarm,filledwithtranquiljoy,youdesirenothing,youenvynothing。AnditactuallyseemstoyouthatthereisnooneonearthsaveyouandGod。"

Thepilgrimspoke,andhisvoiceandsing-songspeechremindedFomaofthewonderfulfairy-talesofAuntAnfisa。Hefeltasthough,afteralongjourneyonahotday,hedranktheclear,coldwaterofaforestbrook,waterthathadthefragranceofthegrassesandtheflowersithasbathed。Evenwiderandwidergrewthepicturesastheyunfoldeduponhim;hereisapaththroughthethick,slumberingforest;thefinesunbeamspenetratethroughthebranchesofthetrees,andquiverintheairandunderthefeetofthewanderer。Thereisasavouryodouroffungianddecayingfoliage;thehoneyedfragranceoftheflowers,theintenseodourofthepine-treeinvisiblyriseintheairandpenetratethebreastinawarm,richstream。Allissilence:onlythebirdsaresinging,andthesilenceissowonderfulthatitseemsasthougheventhebirdsweresinginginyourbreast。Yougo,withouthaste,andyourlifegoesonlikeadream。Whilehereeverythingisenvelopedinagray,deadfog,andwearefoolishlystrugglingaboutinit,yearningforfreedomandlight。Therebelowtheyhavestartedtosingsomethinginscarcelyaudiblevoices;itwashalfsong,halfprayer。Againsomeoneisshouting,scolding。Andstilltheyseektheway:

"Sevenandahalf。Seven!"

"Andyouhavenocare,"spokethepilgrim,andhisvoicemurmuredlikeabrook。"Anybodywillgiveyouacrustofbread;andwhatelsedoyouneedinyourfreedom?Intheworld,caresfalluponthesoullikefetters。"

"Youspeakwell,"saidFomawithasigh。

"Mydearbrother!"exclaimedthepilgrim,softly,movingstillclosertowardhim。"Sincethesoulhasawakened,sinceityearnstowardfreedom,donotlullittosleepbyforce;hearkentoitsvoice。Theworldwithitscharmshasnobeautyandholinesswhatever,wherefore,then,obeyitslaws?InJohnChrysostomitissaid:\'Therealshechinahisman!\'ShechinahisaHebrewwordanditmeanstheholyofholies。Consequently——"

Aprolongedshrillsoundofthewhistledrownedhisvoice。Helistened,rosequicklyfromtheloungeandsaid:

"Wearenearingtheharbour。That\'swhatthewhistlemeant。I

mustbeoff!Well,goodbye,brother!MayGodgiveyoustrengthandfirmnesstoactaccordingtothewillofyoursoul!Goodbye,mydearboy!"

HemadealowbowtoFoma。Therewassomethingfeminine,caressingandsoftinhisfarewellwordsandbow。Fomaalsobowedlowtohim,bowedandremainedasthoughpetrified,standingwithdroopinghead,hishandleaningagainstthetable。

"Cometoseemewhenyouareintown,"heaskedthepilgrim,whowashastilyturningthehandleofthecabindoor。

"Iwill!Iwillcome!Goodbye!Christsaveyou!"

Whenthesteamer\'ssidetouchedthewharfFomacameoutonthedeckandbegantolookdownwardintothefog。Fromthesteamerpeoplewerewalkingdownthegang-planks,butFomacouldnotdiscernthepilgrimamongthosedarkfiguresenvelopedinthedensegloom。Allthosethatleftthesteamerlookedequallyindistinct,andtheyallquicklydisappearedfromsight,asthoughtheyhadmeltedinthegraydampness。Onecouldseeneithertheshorenoranythingelsesolid;thelandingbridgerockedfromthecommotioncausedbythesteamer;aboveittheyellowspotofthelanternwasswaying;thenoiseofthefootstepsandthebustleofthepeopleweredull。

Thesteamerputoffandslowlymovedalongintotheclouds。Thepilgrim,theharbour,theturmoilofpeople\'svoices——allsuddenlydisappearedlikeadream,andagainthereremainedonlythedensegloomandthesteamerheavilyturningaboutinit。Fomastaredbeforehimintothedeadseaoffogandthoughtoftheblue,cloudlessandcaressinglywarmsky——wherewasit?

Onthenextday,aboutnoon,hesatInYozhov\'ssmallroomandlistenedtothelocalnewsfromthemouthofhisfriend。Yozhovhadclimbedonthetable,whichwaspiledwithnewspapers,and,swinginghisfeet,narrated:

"Theelectioncampaignhasbegun。Themerchantsareputtingyourgodfatherupasmayor——thatolddevil!Likethedevil,heisimmortal,althoughhemustbeupwardsofahundredandfiftyyearsoldalready。HemarrieshisdaughtertoSmolin。Yourememberthatred-headedfellow。Theysaythatheisadecentman,butnowadaystheyevencallcleverscoundrelsdecentmen,becausetherearenomen。NowAfricashkaplaystheenlightenedman;hehasalreadymanagedtogetintointelligentsociety,donatedsomethingtosomeenterpriseoranotherandthusatoncecametothefront。Judgingfromhisface,heisasharperofthehighestdegree,buthewillplayaprominentpart,forheknowshowtoadapthimself。Yes,friend,Africashkaisaliberal。Andaliberalmerchantisamixtureofawolfandapigwithatoadandasnake。"

"Thedeviltakethemall!"saidFoma,wavinghishandindifferently。"WhathaveItodowiththem?Howaboutyourself——

doyoustillkeepondrinking?"

"Ido!Whyshouldn\'tIdrink?"

Half-cladanddishevelled,Yozhovlookedlikeapluckedbird,whichhadjusthadafightandhadnotyetrecoveredfromtheexcitementoftheconflict。

"Idrinkbecause,fromtimetotime,Imustquenchthefireofmywoundedheart。Andyou,youdampstump,youaresmoulderinglittlebylittle?"

"Ihavetogototheoldman,"saidFoma,wrinklinghisface。

"Chanceit!"

"Idon\'tfeellikegoing。He\'llstarttolectureme。"

"Thendon\'tgo!"

"ButImust。"

"Thengo!"

"Whydoyoualwaysplaythebuffoon?"saidFoma,withdispleasure,"asthoughyouwereindeedmerry。"

"ByGod,Ifeelmerry!"exclaimedYozhov,jumpingdownfromthetable。"WhatafineroastingIgaveacertaingentlemaninthepaperyesterday!Andthen——I\'veheardacleveranecdote:A

companywassittingonthesea-shorephilosophizingatlengthuponlife。AndaJewsaidtothem:\'Gentlemen,whydoyouemploysomanydifferentwords?I\'lltellittoyouallatonce:Ourlifeisnotworthasinglecopeck,evenasthisstormysea!\'"

"Eh,thedeviltakeyou!"saidFoma。"Good-bye。Iamgoing。"

"Goahead!Iaminafineframeofmindto-dayandIwillnotmoanwithyou。Allthemoresoconsideringyoudon\'tmoan,butgrunt。"

Fomawentaway,leavingYozhovsingingatthetopofhisvoice:

"Beatthedrumandfearnot。"

"Drum?Youareadrumyourself;"thoughtFoma,withirritation,asheslowlycameoutonthestreet。

AttheMayakinshewasmetbyLuba。Agitatedandanimated,shesuddenlyappearedbeforehim,speakingquickly:

"You?MyGod!Howpaleyouare!Howthinyou\'vegrown!Itseemsyouhavebeenleadingafinelife。"

Thenherfacebecamedistortedwithalarmandsheexclaimedalmostinawhisper:

"Ah,Foma。Youdon\'tknow。Doyouhear?Someoneisringingthebell。Perhapsitishe。"

Andsherushedoutoftheroom,leavingbehindherintheairtherustleofhersilkgown,andtheastonishedFoma,whohadnotevenhadachancetoaskherwhereherfatherwas。YakovTarasovichwasathome。Attiredinhisholidayclothes,inalongfrockcoatwithmedalsonhisbreast,hestoodonthethresholdwithhishandsoutstretched,clutchingatthedoorposts。HisgreenlittleeyesexaminedFoma,and,feelingtheirlookuponhim,Fomaraisedhisheadandmetthem。

"Howdoyoudo,myfinegentleman?"saidtheoldman,shakinghisheadreproachfully。"Wherehasitpleasedyoutocomefrom,mayI

ask?Whohassuckedoffthatfatofyours?Orisittruethatapiglooksforapuddle,andFomaforaplacewhichisworse?"

"Haveyounootherwordsforme?"askedFoma,sternly,lookingstraightintotheoldman\'sface。Andsuddenlyhenoticedthathisgodfathershuddered,hislegstrembled,hiseyesbegantoblinkrepeatedly,andhishandsclutchedthedoorpostswithaneffort。Fomaadvancedtowardhim,presumingthattheoldmanwasfeelingill,butYakovTarasovichsaidinadullandangryvoice:

"Standaside。Getoutoftheway。"

Andhisfaceassumeditsusualexpression。

Fomasteppedbackandfoundhimselfsidebysidewitharathershort,stoutman,whobowedtoMayakin,andsaidinahoarsevoice:

"Howdoyoudo,papa?"

"Howareyou,TarasYakovlich,howareyou?"saidtheoldman,bowing,smilingdistractedly,andstillclingingtothedoorposts。

Fomasteppedasideinconfusion,seatedhimselfinanarmchair,and,petrifiedwithcuriosity,wide-eyed,begantowatchthemeetingoffatherandson。

Thefather,standinginthedoorway,swayedhisfeeblebody,leaninghishandsagainstthedoorposts,and,withhisheadbentononesideandeyeshalfshut,staredathissoninsilence。Thesonstoodaboutthreestepsawayfromhim;hisheadalreadygray,wasliftedhigh;heknittedhisbrowandgazedathisfatherwithlargedarkeyes。Hissmall,black,pointedbeardandhissmallmoustachequiveredonhismeagreface,withitsgristlynose,likethatofhisfather。Andthehat,also,quiveredinhishand。

FrombehindhisshoulderFomasawthepale,frightenedandjoyousfaceofLuba——shelookedatherfatherwithbeseechingeyesanditseemedshewasonthepointofcryingout。Forafewmomentsallweresilentandmotionless,crushedastheywerebytheimmensityoftheiremotions。Thesilencewasbrokenbythelow,butdullandquiveringvoiceofYakovTarasovich:

"Youhavegrownold,Taras。"

Thesonlaughedinhisfather\'sfacesilently,and,withaswiftglance,surveyedhimfromheadtofoot。

Thefathertearinghishandsfromthedoorposts,madeasteptowardhissonandsuddenlystoppedshortwithafrown。ThenTarasMayakin,withonehugestep,cameuptohisfatherandgavehimhishand。

"Well,letuskisseachother,"suggestedthefather,softly。

Thetwooldmenconvulsivelyclaspedeachotherintheirarms,exchangedwarmkissesandthensteppedapart。Thewrinklesoftheoldermanquivered,theleanfaceoftheyoungerwasimmobile,almoststern。Thekisseshadchangednothingintheexternalsideofthisscene,onlyLubovburstintoasobofjoy,andFomaawkwardlymovedaboutinhisseat,feelingasthoughhisbreathwerefailinghim。

"Eh,children,youarewoundstotheheart——youarenotitsjoy,"

complainedYakovTarasovichinaringingvoice,andheevidentlyinvestedagreatdealinthesewords,forimmediatelyafterhehadpronouncedthemhebecameradiant,morecourageous,andhesaidbriskly,addressinghimselftohisdaughter:

"Well,haveyoumeltedwithjoy?Youhadbettergoandpreparesomethingforus——teaandsoforth。We\'llentertaintheprodigalson。Youmusthaveforgotten,mylittleoldman,whatsortofamanyourfatheris?"

TarasMayakinscrutinizedhisparentwithameditativelookofhislargeeyesandhesmiled,speechless,cladinblack,whereforethegrayhaironhisheadandinhisbeardtoldmorestrikingly。

"Well,beseated。Tellme——howhaveyoulived,whathaveyoudone?Whatareyoulookingat?Ah!That\'smygodson。IgnatGordyeeff\'sson,Foma。DoyourememberIgnat?"

"Iremembereverything,"saidTaras。

"Oh!That\'sgood,ifyouarenotbragging。Well,areyoumarried?"

"Iamawidower。"

"Haveyouanychildren?"

"Theydied。Ihadtwo。"

"That\'sapity。Iwouldhavehadgrandchildren。"

"MayIsmoke?"askedTaras。

"Goahead。Justlookathim,you\'resmokingcigars。"

"Don\'tyoulikethem?"

"I?Comeon,it\'sallthesametome。Isaythatitlooksratheraristocratictosmokecigars。"

"Andwhyshouldweconsiderourselveslowerthanthearistocrats?"saidTaras,laughing。

"Do,Iconsiderourselveslower?"exclaimedtheoldman。"I

merelysaiditbecauseitlookedridiculoustome,suchasedateoldfellow,withbeardtrimmedinforeignfashion,cigarinhismouth。Whoishe?Myson——he-he-he!"theoldmantappedTarasontheshoulderandsprangawayfromhim,asthoughfrightenedlesthewererejoicingtoosoon,lestthatmightnotbetheproperwaytotreatthathalfgrayman。Andhelookedsearchinglyandsuspiciouslyintohisson\'slargeeyes,whichweresurroundedbyyellowishswellings。

Tarassmiledinhisfather\'sfaceanaffableandwarmsmile,andsaidtohimthoughtfully:

"That\'sthewayIrememberyou——cheerfulandlively。Itlooksasthoughyouhadnotchangedabitduringalltheseyears。"

Theoldmanstraightenedhimselfproudly,and,strikinghisbreastwithhisfist,said:

"Ishallneverchange,becauselifehasnopoweroverhimwhoknowshisownvalue。Isn\'tthatso?"

"Oh!Howproudyouare!"

"Imusthavetakenaftermyson,"saidtheoldmanwithacunninggrimace。"Doyouknow,dear,mysonwassilentforseventeenyearsoutofpride。"

"That\'sbecausehisfatherwouldnotlistentohim,"Tarasremindedhim。

"It\'sallrightnow。Nevermindthepast。OnlyGodknowswhichofusistoblame。He,theuprightone,He\'lltellittoyou——wait!

Ishallkeepsilence。Thisisnotthetimeforustodiscussthatmatter。Youbettertellme——whathaveyoubeendoingalltheseyears?Howdidyoucometothatsodafactory?Howhaveyoumadeyourway?"

"That\'salongstory,"saidTaraswithasigh;andemittingfromhismouthagreatpuffofsmoke,hebeganslowly:"WhenI

acquiredthepossibilitytoliveatliberty,IenteredtheofficeofthesuperintendentofthegoldminesoftheRemezovs。"

"Iknow;they\'reveryrich。Threebrothers。Iknowthemall。Oneisacripple,theotherafool,andthethirdamiser。Goon!"

"Iservedunderhimfortwoyears。AndthenImarriedhisdaughter,"narratedMayakininahoarsevoice。

"Thesuperintendent\'s?Thatwasn\'tfoolishatall。"Tarasbecamethoughtfulandwassilentawhile。Theoldmanlookedathissadfaceandunderstoodhisson。

"Andsoyoulivedwithyourwifehappily,"hesaid。"Well,whatcanyoudo?Tothedeadbelongsparadise,andthelivingmustliveon。Youarenotsoveryoldasyet。Haveyoubeenawidowerlong?"

"Thisisthethirdyear。"

"So?Andhowdidyouchanceuponthesodafactory?"

"Thatbelongstomyfather-in-law。"

"Aha!Whatisyoursalary?"

"Aboutfivethousand。"

"Mm。That\'snotastalecrust。Yes,that\'sagalleyslaveforyou!"

Tarasglancedathisfatherwithafirmlookandaskedhimdrily:

"Bytheway,whatmakesyouthinkthatIwasaconvict?"

Theoldmanglancedathissonwithastonishment,whichwasquicklychangedintojoy:

"Ah!Whatthen?Youwerenot?Thedeviltakethem!Then——howwasit?Don\'ttakeoffence!HowcouldIknow?TheysaidyouwereinSiberia!Well,andtherearethegalleys!"

"Tomakeanendofthisonceforall,"saidTaras,seriouslyandimpressively,clappinghishandonhisknee,"I\'lltellyourightnowhowitallhappened。IwasbanishedtoSiberiatosettlethereforsixyears,and,duringallthetimeofmyexile,I

livedintheminingregionoftheLena。InMoscowIwasimprisonedforaboutninemonths。That\'sall!"

"So-o!Butwhatdoesitmean?"mutteredYakovTarasovich,withconfusionandjoy。

"Andheretheycirculatedthatabsurdrumour。"

"That\'sright——itisabsurdindeed!"saidtheoldman,distressed。

"Anditdidaprettygreatdealofharmonacertainoccasion。"

"Really?Isthatpossible?"

"Yes。Iwasabouttogointobusinessformyself,andmycreditwasruinedonaccountof——"

"Pshaw!"saidYakovTarasovich,ashespatangrily。"Oh,devil!

Come,come,isthatpossible?"

Fomasatallthistimeinhiscorner,listeningtotheconversationbetweentheMayakins,and,blinkingperplexedly,hefixedlyexaminedthenewcomer。RecallingLubov\'sbearingtowardherbrother,andinfluenced,toacertaindegree,byherstoriesaboutTaras,heexpectedtoseeinhimsomethingunusual,somethingunliketheordinarypeople。HehadthoughtthatTaraswouldspeakinsomepeculiarway,woulddressinamannerpeculiartohimself;andingeneralhewouldbeunlikeotherpeople。Whilebeforehimsatasedate,stoutman,faultlesslydressed,withsterneyes,verymuchlikehisfatherinface,andtheonlydifferencebetweenthemwasthatthesonhadacigarinhismouthandablackbeard。Hespokebrieflyinabusiness-likewayofeverydaythings——wherewas,then,thatpeculiarsomethingabouthim?Nowhebegantotellhisfatheroftheprofitsinthemanufactureofsoda。Hehadnotbeenagalleyslave——Lubovhadlied!AndFomawasverymuchpleasedwhenhepicturedtohimselfhowhewouldspeaktoLubovaboutherbrother。

Nowandthensheappearedinthedoorwayduringtheconversationbetweenherfatherandherbrother。Herfacewasradiantwithhappiness,andhereyesbeamedwithjoyasshelookedattheblackfigureofTaras,cladinsuchapeculiarlythickfrockcoat,withpocketsonthesidesandwithbigbuttons。Shewalkedontiptoe,andsomehowalwaysstretchedhernecktowardherbrother。Fomalookedatherquestioningly,butshedidnotnoticehim,constantlyrunningbackandforthpastthedoor,withplatesandbottlesinherhands。

Itsohappenedthatsheglancedintotheroomjustwhenherbrotherwastellingherfatheraboutthegalleys。Shestoppedasthoughpetrified,holdingatrayinheroutstretchedhandsandlistenedtoeverythingherbrothersaidaboutthepunishmentinflicteduponhim。Shelistened,andslowlywalkedaway,withoutcatchingFoma\'sastonishedandsarcasticglance。AbsorbedinhisreflectionsonTaras,slightlyoffendedbythelackofattentionshownhim,andbythefactthatsincethehandshakeattheintroductionTarashadnotgivenhimasingleglance,FomaceasedforawhiletofollowtheconversationoftheMayakins,andsuddenlyhefeltthatsomeoneseizedhimbytheshoulder。Hetrembledandsprangtohisfeet,almostfellinghisgodfather,whostoodbeforehimwithexcitedface:

"There——look!Thatisaman!That\'swhataMayakinis!Theyhaveseventimesboiledhiminlye;theyhavesqueezedoiloutofhim,andyethelives!Understand?Withoutanyaid——alone——hemadehiswayandfoundhisplaceand——heisproud!ThatmeansMayakin!A

Mayakinmeansamanwhoholdshisfateinhisownhands。Doyouunderstand?Takealessonfromhim!Lookathim!Youcannotfindanotherlikehiminahundred;you\'dhavetolookforoneinathousand。What?Justbearthisinmind:YoucannotforgeaMayakinfrommanintoeitherdevilorangel。"

Stupefiedbythistempestuousshock,Fomabecameconfusedanddidnotknowwhattosayinreplytotheoldman\'snoisysongofpraise。HesawthatTaras,calmlysmokinghiscigar,waslookingathisfather,andthatthecornersofhislipswerequiveringwithasmile。Hisfacelookedcondescendinglycontented,andallhisfiguresomewhataristocraticandhaughty。Heseemedtobeamusedbytheoldman\'sjoy。

AndYakovTarasovichtappedFomaonthechestwithhisfingerandsaid:

"Idonotknowhim,myownson。Hehasnotopenedhissoultome。

Itmaybethatsuchadifferencehadgrownupbetweenusthatnotonlyaneagle,butthedevilhimselfcannotcrossit。Perhapshisbloodhasoverboiled;thatthereisnoteventhescentofthefather\'sbloodinit。ButheisaMayakin!AndIcanfeelitatonce!Ifeelitandsay:\'TodaythouforgivestThyservant,0hLord!\'"

Theoldmanwastremblingwiththefeverofhisexultation,andfairlyhoppedashestoodbeforeFoma。

"Calmyourself,father!"saidTaras,slowlyrisingfromhischairandwalkinguptohisfather。"Whyconfusetheyoungman?Come,letussitdown。"

HegaveFomaafleetingsmile,and,takinghisfatherbythearm,ledhimtowardthetable。

"Ibelieveinblood,"saidYakovTarasovich;"inhereditaryblood。Thereinliesallpower!Myfather,Iremember,toldme:

\'Yashka,youaremygenuineblood!\'There。ThebloodoftheMayakinsisthick——itistransferredfromfathertofatherandnowomancaneverweakenit。Letusdrinksomechampagne!Shallwe?

Verywell,then!Tellmemore——tellmeaboutyourself。HowisitthereinSiberia?"

Andagain,asthoughfrightenedandsoberedbysomethought,theoldmanfixedhissearchingeyesuponthefaceofhisson。Andafewminuteslaterthecircumstantialbutbriefrepliesofhissonagainarousedinhimanoisyjoy。Fomakeptonlisteningandwatching,ashesatquietlyinhiscorner。

"Goldmining,ofcourse,isasolidbusiness,"saidTaras,calmly,withimportance,"butitisaratherriskyoperationandonerequiringalargecapital。Theearthsaysnotawordaboutwhatitcontainswithinit。Itisveryprofitabletodealwithforeigners。Dealingswiththem,underanycircumstances,yieldanenormouspercentage。Thatisaperfectlyinfallibleenterprise。

Butawearyone,itmustbeadmitted。Itdoesnotrequiremuchbrains;thereisnoroominitforanextraordinaryman;amanwithgreatenterprisingpowercannotdevelopinit。"

Luboventeredandinvitedthemallintothedining-room。WhentheMayakinssteppedoutFomaimperceptiblytuggedLubovbythesleeve,andsheremainedwithhimalone,inquiringhastily:

"Whatisit?"

"Nothing,"saidFoma,withasmile。"Iwanttoaskyouwhetheryouareglad?"

"OfcourseIam!"exclaimedLubov。

"Andwhatabout?"

"Thatis,whatdoyoumean?"

"Justso。Whatabout?"

"You\'requeer!"saidLubov,lookingathimwithastonishment。

"Can\'tyousee?"

"What?"askedFoma,sarcastically。

"What\'sthetroublewithyou?"saidLubov,lookingathimuneasily。

"Eh,you!"drawledoutFoma,withcontemptuouspity。"Canyourfather,canthemerchantclassbegetanythinggood?Canyouexpectaradishtobringforthraspberries?Andyouliedtome。

Tarasisthis,Tarasisthat。Whatisinhim?Amerchant,liketheothermerchants,andhispaunchisalsothatoftherealmerchant。He-he!"Hewassatisfied,seeingthatthegirl,confusedbyhiswords,wasbitingherlips,nowflushing,nowturningpale。

"You——you,Foma,"shebegan,inachokingvoice,andsuddenlystampingherfoot,shecried:

"Don\'tyoudaretospeaktome!"

Onreachingthethresholdoftheroom,sheturnedherangryfacetohim,andejaculatedinalowvoice,emphatically:

"Oh,youmaliciousman!"

Fomaburstintolaughter。Hedidnotfeellikegoingtothetable,wherethreehappypeoplewereengagedinalivelyconversation。Heheardtheirmerryvoices,theircontentedlaughter,therattleofthedishes,andheunderstoodthat,withthatburdenonhisheart,therewasnoplaceforhimbesidethem。

Norwasthereaplaceforhimanywhere。Ifallpeopleonlyhatedhim,evenasLubovhatedhimnow,hewouldfeelmoreateaseintheirmidst,hethought。Thenhewouldknowhowtobehavewiththem,wouldfindsomethingtosaytothem。Whilenowhecouldnotunderstandwhethertheywerepityinghimorwhethertheywerelaughingathim,becausehehadlosthiswayandcouldnotconformhimselftoanything。Ashestoodawhilealoneinthemiddleoftheroom,heunconsciouslyresolvedtoleavethishousewherepeoplewererejoicingandwherehewassuperfluous。Onreachingthestreet,hefelthimselfoffendedbytheMayakins。

Afterall,theyweretheonlypeopleneartohimintheworld。

Beforehimarosehisgodfather\'sface,onwhichthewrinklesquiveredwithagitation,andilluminatedbythemerryglitterofhisgreeneyes,seemedtobeamwithphosphoriclight。

"Evenarottentrunkofatreestandsoutinthedark!"reflectedFoma,savagely。ThenherecalledthecalmandseriousfaceofTarasandbesideitthefigureofLubovbowingherselfhastilytowardhim。Thatarousedinhimfeelingsofenvyandsorrow。

"Whowilllookatmelikethat?Thereisnotasoultodoit。"

Hecametohimselffromhisbroodingsontheshore,atthelanding-places,arousedbythebustleoftoil。Allsortsofarticlesandwareswerecarriedandcartedineverydirection;

peoplemovedabouthastily,care-worn,spurringontheirhorsesexcitedly,shoutingatoneanother,fillingthestreetwithunintelligiblebustleanddeafeningnoiseofhurriedwork。Theybusiedthemselvesonanarrowstripofground,pavedwithstone,builtupononesidewithtallhouses,andtheothersidecutoffbyasteepravineattheriver,andtheirseethingbustlemadeuponFomaanimpressionasthoughtheyhadallpreparedthemselvestofleefromthistoilamidfilthandnarrownessandtumult——preparedthemselvestofleeandwerenowhasteningtocompletethesoonertheunfinishedworkwhichwouldnotreleasethem。Hugesteamers,standingbytheshoreandemittingcolumnsofsmokefromtheirfunnels,werealreadyawaitingthem。Thetroubledwateroftheriver,closelyobstructedwithvessels,wassoftlyandplaintivelysplashingagainsttheshore,asthoughimploringforaminuteofrestandrepose。

"YourHonour!"ahoarsecryrangoutnearFoma\'sears,"contributesomebrandyinhonourofthebuilding!"

Fomaglancedatthepetitionerindifferently;hewasahuge,beardedfellow,barefooted,withatornshirtandabruised,swollenface。

"Getaway!"mutteredFoma,andturnedawayfromhim。

"Merchant!Whenyoudieyoucan\'ttakeyourmoneywithyou。Givemeforoneglassofbrandy,orareyoutoolazytoputyourhandintoyourpocket?"

Fomaagainlookedatthepetitioner;thelatterstoodbeforehim,coveredmorewithmudthanwithclothes,and,tremblingwithintoxication,waitedobstinately,staringatFomawithblood-

shot,swolleneyes。

"Isthatthewaytoask?"inquiredFoma。

"Howelse?Wouldyouwantmetogodownonmykneesbeforeyouforaten-copeckpiece?"askedthebare-footedman,boldly。

"There!"andFomagavehimacoin。

"Thanks!Fifteencopecks。Thanks!AndifyougivemefifteenmoreI\'llcrawlonallfoursrightuptothattavern。Doyouwantmeto?"proposedthebarefootedman。

"Go,leavemealone!"saidFoma,wavinghimoffwithhishand。

"Hewhogivesnotwhenhemay,whenhefainwould,shallhavenay,"saidthebarefootedman,andsteppedaside。

Fomalookedathimashedeparted,andsaidtohimself:

"Thereisaruinedmanandyethowboldheis。Heasksalmsasthoughdemandingadebt。Wheredosuchpeoplegetsomuchboldness?"

Andheavingadeepsigh,heansweredhimself:

"Fromfreedom。Themanisnotfettered。Whatistherethatheshouldregret?Whatdoeshefear?AndwhatdoIfear?WhatistherethatIshouldregret?"

ThesetwoquestionsseemedtostrikeFoma\'sheartandcalledforthinhimadullperplexity。Helookedatthemovementoftheworkingpeopleandkeptonthinking:Whatdidheregret?Whatdidhefear?

"Alone,withmyownstrength,Ishallevidentlynevercomeoutanywhere。LikeafoolIshallkeepontrampingaboutamongpeople,mockedandoffendedbyall。Iftheywouldonlyjostlemeaside;iftheywouldonlyhateme,then——then——Iwouldgooutintothewideworld!WhetherIlikedornot,Iwouldhavetogo!"

Fromoneofthelandingwharvesthemerry"dubinushka"

["Dubinushka,"orthe"OakenCudgel,"isasongpopularwiththeRussianworkmen。]hadalreadybeensmitingtheairforalongtime。Thecarriersweredoingacertainwork,whichrequiredbriskmovements,andwereadaptingthesongandtherefraintothem。

"InthetavernsitgreatmerchantsDrinkingliquorsstrong,"

narratedtheleader,inaboldrecitative。Thecompanyjoinedinunison:

"Oh,dubinushka,heave-ho!"

Andthenthebassossmotetheairwithdeepsounds:

"Itgoes,itgoes。"

Andthetenorsrepeated:

"Itgoes,itgoes。"

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