下载辰思小说免费APP
Becauseyoumustknowthere\'snothinginthisworldthatI
wouldn\'tbuyforyou。Ihaveamillion!Ha,ha,ha!AndI\'llhavestillmore!Understand?All\'syours!Ha,ha!"
Andsuddenlyhisenthusiasmwasextinguishedlikeacandleputoutbyaviolentpuffofthewind。Hisflushedfacebegantoshake,hiseyes,burningred,filledwithtears,andhislipsexpandedintoasadandfrightenedsmile。
"Anfisa,incaseheshoulddie,whatamItodothen?"
Andimmediatelyafterthesewordshewasseizedwithfury。
"I\'dburneverything!"heroared,staringwildlyintosomedarkcorneroftheroom。"I\'ddestroyeverything!I\'dblowitupwithdynamite!"
"Enough,youuglybrute!Doyouwishtofrightenthechild?Ordoyouwanthimtotakesick?"interposedAnfisa,andthatwassufficientforIgnattorushoffhastily,muttering:
"Well,well,well!Iamgoing,Iamgoing,butdon\'tcry!Don\'tmakeanynoise。Don\'tfrightenhim。"
AndwhenFomawassomewhatsick,hisfather,castingeverythingaside,didnotleavethehouseforamoment,butbotheredhissisterandhissonwithstupidquestionsandadvice;gloomy,sighing,andwithfearinhiseyes,hewalkedaboutthehousequiteoutofsorts。
"WhydoyouvextheLord?"saidAnfisa。"Beware,yourgrumblingswillreachHim,andHewillpunishyouforyourcomplaintsagainstHisgraces。"
"Eh,sister!"sighedIgnat。"Andifitshouldhappen?Myentirelifeiscrumblingaway!WhereforehaveIlived?Nooneknows。"
Similarscenesandthestrikingtransitionsofhisfatherfromonemoodtoanotherfrightenedthechildatfirst,buthesoonbecameaccustomedtoallthis,andwhenhenoticedthroughthewindowthathisfather,oncominghome,washardlyabletogetoutofthesledge,Fomasaidindifferently:
"Auntie,papacamehomedrunkagain。"……
Springcame,and,fulfillinghispromise,Ignattookhissonalongononeofhissteamers,andhereanewlife,aboundinginimpressions,wasopenedbeforeFoma\'seyes。
Thebeautifulandmighty"Yermak,"Gordyeeff\'ssteamtow-boat,wasrapidlyfloatingdownthecurrent,andoneachsidetheshoresofthepowerfulandbeautifulVolgawereslowlymovingpasthim——theleftside,allbathedinsunshine,stretchingitselftotheveryendoftheskylikeapompouscarpetofverdure;therightshore,itshighbanksovergrownwithwoods,swungskyward,sinkinginsternrepose。
Thebroad-bosomedriverstretcheditselfmajesticallybetweentheshores;noiselessly,solemnlyandslowlyfloweditswaters,consciousoftheirinvinciblepower;themountainousshoreisreflectedinthewaterinablackshadow,whileontheleftsideitisadornedwithgoldandwithverdantvelvetbyaborderofsandandthewidemeadows。Hereandtherevillagesappearonmountainandonmeadow,thesunshinesbrightonthewindow-panesofthehutsandontheyellowroofsofstraw,thechurchcrossessparkleamidtheverdureofthetrees,graywind-millwingsrevolvelazilyintheair,smokefromthefactorychimneyrisesskywardinthick,blackcurlingclouds。Crowdsofchildreninblue,redorwhiteshirts,standingonthebanks,shoutedloudlyatthesightofthesteamer,whichhaddisturbedthequietoftheriver,andfromunderthesteamer\'swheelsthecheerfulwavesarerushingtowardthefeetofthechildrenandsplashagainstthebank。Nowacrowdofchildren,seatedinaboat,rowedtowardthemiddleoftherivertorockthereonthewavesasinacradle。
Treesstoodoutabovethewater;sometimesmanyofthemaredrownedintheoverflowofthebanks,andthesestandinthewaterlikeislands。Fromtheshoreamelancholysongisheard:
"Oh,o-o-o,oncemore!"
Thesteamerpassesmanyrafts,splashingthemwithwaves。Thebeamsareincontinualmotionundertheblowsofthewaves;themenontheraftsinblueshirts,staggering,lookatthesteamerandlaughandshoutsomething。Thebig,beautifulvesselgoessidewiseontheriver;theyellowscantlingswithwhichitisloadedsparklelikegoldandaredimlyreflectedinthemuddy,vernalwater。Apassengersteamercomesfromtheoppositesideandwhistles——theresoundingechoofthewhistlelosesitselfinthewoods,inthegorgesofthemountainousbank,anddiesawaythere。Inthemiddleoftheriverthewavesstirredupbythetwovesselsstrikeagainstoneanotherandsplashagainstthesteamers\'sides,andthevesselsarerockeduponthewater。Ontheslopeofthemountainousbankareverdantcarpetsofwintercorn,brownstripsoffallowgroundandblackstripsofgroundtilledforspringcorn。Birds,likelittledots,soaroverthem,andareclearlyseeninthebluecanopyofthesky;nearbyaflockisgrazing;inthedistancetheylooklikechildren\'stoys;
thesmallfigureoftheshepherdstandsleaningonastaff,andlooksattheriver。
Theglareofthewater——freedomandlibertyareeverywhere,themeadowsarecheerfullyverdantandtheblueskyistenderlyclear;arestrainedpowerisfeltinthequietmotionofthewater;aboveitthegenerousMaysunisshining,theairisfilledwiththeexquisiteodouroffirtreesandoffreshfoliage。Andthebankskeeponmeetingthem,caressingtheeyesandthesoulwiththeirbeauty,asnewpicturesconstantlyunfoldthemselves。
Everythingsurroundingthembearsthestampofsomekindoftardiness:all——natureaswellasmen——livethereclumsily,lazily;butinthatlazinessthereisanoddgracefulness,anditseemsasthoughbeyondthelazinessacolossalpowerwereconcealed;
aninvinciblepower,butasyetdeprivedofconsciousness,asyetwithoutanydefinitedesiresandaims。Andtheabsenceofconsciousnessinthishalf-slumberinglifethrowsshadesofsadnessoverallthebeautifulslope。Submissivepatience,silenthopeforsomethingnewandmoreinspiritingareheardeveninthecryofthecuckoo,waftedtotheriverbythewindfromtheshore。Themelancholysongssoundasthoughimploringsomeoneforhelp。Andattimesthereisinthemaringofdespair。Theriveranswersthesongswithsighs。Andthetree-
topsshake,lostinmeditation。Silence。
Fomaspentalldaylongonthecaptain\'sbridgebesidehisfather。Withoututteringaword,hestaredwide-eyedattheendlesspanoramaofthebanks,anditseemedtohimhewasmovingalongabroadsilverpathinthosewonderfulkingdomsinhabitedbythesorcerersandgiantsofhisfamiliarfairy-tales。Attimeshewouldloadhisfatherwithquestionsabouteverythingthatpassedbeforethem。Ignatansweredhimwillinglyandconcisely,buttheboywasnotpleasedwithhisanswers;theycontainednothinginterestingandintelligibletohim,andhedidnothearwhathelongedtohear。Oncehetoldhisfatherwithasigh:
"AuntieAnfisaknowsbetterthanyou。"
"Whatdoessheknow?"askedIgnat,smiling。
"Everything,"repliedtheboy,convincedly。
Nowonderfulkingdomappearedbeforehim。Butoftencitiesappearedonthebanksoftheriver,justsuchcitiesastheonewhereFomalived。Someofthemwerelarger,somesmaller,butthepeople,andthehouses,andthechurches——allwerethesameasinhisowncity。Fomaexaminedthemincompanywithhisfather,butwasstillunsatisfiedandreturnedtothesteamergloomyandfatigued。
"TomorrowweshallbeinAstrakhan,"saidIgnatoneday。
"Andisitjustthesameastheothercities?"
"Ofcourse。Howelseshoulditbe?"
"AndwhatisbeyondAstrakhan?"
"Thesea。TheCaspianSeaitiscalled。"
"Andwhatisthere?"
"Fishes,queerfellow!Whatelsecantherebeinthewater?"
"There\'sthecityKitezhstandinginthewater。"
"That\'sadifferentthing!That\'sKitezh。Onlyrighteouspeoplelivethere。"
"Andaretherenorighteouscitiesonthesea?"
No,"saidIgnat,and,afteramoment\'ssilence,added:"Theseawaterisbitterandnobodycandrinkit。"
"Andistheremorelandbeyondthesea?"
"Certainly,theseamusthaveanend。Itislikeacup。"
"Andaretherecitiestheretoo?"
"Againcities。Ofcourse!Onlythatlandisnotours,itbelongstoPersia。DidyouseethePersianssellingpistachio-nutsandapricotsinthemarket?"
"Yes,Isawthem,"repliedFoma,andbecamepensive。
Onedayheaskedhisfather:
"Istheremuchmorelandleft?"
"Theearthisverybig,mydear!Ifyoushouldgoonfoot,youcouldn\'tgoarounditevenintenyears。"
Ignattalkedforalongtimewithhissonaboutthesizeoftheearth,andsaidatlength:
"Andyetnooneknowsforcertainhowbigitreallyis,norwhereitends。"
"Andiseverythingalikeonearth?"
"Whatdoyoumean?"
"Thecitiesandall?"
"Well,ofcourse,thecitiesarelikecities。Therearehouses,streets——andeverythingthatisnecessary。"
Aftermanysimilarconversationstheboynolongerstaredsooftenintothedistancewiththeinterrogativelookofhisblackeyes。
Thecrewofthesteamerlovedhim,andhe,too,lovedthosefine,sun-burntandweather-beatenfellows,wholaughinglyplayedwithhim。Theymadefishingtacklesforhim,andlittleboatsoutofbark,playedwithhimandrowedhimabouttheanchoringplace,whenIgnatwenttotownonbusiness。Theboyoftenheardthementalkingabouthisfather,buthepaidnoattentiontowhattheysaid,andnevertoldhisfatherwhatheheardabouthim。Butoneday,inAstrakhan,whilethesteamerwastakinginacargooffuel,FomaheardthevoiceofPetrovich,themachinist:
"Heorderedsuchalotofwoodtobetakenin。Whatanabsurdman!Firstheloadsthesteameruptotheverydeck,andthenheroars。\'Youbreakthemachinerytoooften,\'hesays。\'Youpouroil,\'hesays,\'atrandom。\'"
Thevoiceofthegrayandsternpilotreplied:
"It\'sallhisexorbitantgreediness。Fuelischeaperhere,soheistakingallhecan。Heisgreedy,thedevil!"
"Oh,howgreedy!"
Thisword,repeatedmanytimesinsuccession,fixeditselfinFoma\'smemory,andintheevening,atsupper,hesuddenlyaskedhisfather:
"Papa!"
"What?"
"Areyougreedy?"
Inreplytohisfather\'squestionsFomatoldhimoftheconversationbetweenthepilotandthemachinist。Ignat\'sfacebecamegloomy,andhiseyesbegantoflashangrily。
"That\'showitis,"ejaculatedIgnat,shakinghishead。"Well,you——don\'tyoulistentothem。Theyarenotyourequals;don\'thavesomuchtodowiththem。Youaretheirmaster,theyareyourservants,understandthat。Ifwechooseto,wecanputeveryoneofthemashore。Theyarecheapandtheycanbefoundeverywherelikedogs。Understand?Theymaysaymanybadthingsaboutme。Buttheysaythem,becauseIamtheirmaster。ThewholethingarisesbecauseIamfortunateandrich,andthericharealwaysenvied。
Ahappymaniseverybody\'senemy。"
Abouttwodayslatertherewasanewpilotandanothermachinistonthesteamer。
"AndwhereisYakov?"askedtheboy。
"Idischargedhim。Iorderedhimaway。"
"Forthat?"queriedFoma。
"Yes,forthatverything。"
"AndPetrovich,too?"
"Yes,Isenthimthesameway。"
Fomawaspleasedwiththefactthathisfatherwasabletochangethemensoquickly。Hesmiledtohisfather,and,comingoutonthedeck,walkeduptoasailor,whosatonthefloor,untwistingapieceofropeandmakingaswab。
"Wehaveanewpilothere,"announcedFoma。
"Iknow。Goodhealthtoyou,FomaIgnatich!Howdidyousleep?"
"Andanewmachinist,too。"
"Andanewmachinist。AreyousorryforPetrovich?"
"Really?Andhewassogoodtoyou。"
"Well,whydidheabusemyfather?"
"Oh?Didheabusehim?"
"Ofcoursehedid。Ihearditmyself。"
"Mm——andyourfatherheardit,too?"
"No,Itoldhim。"
"You——so"——drawledthesailorandbecamesilent,takinguphisworkagain。
"Andpapasaystome:\'You,\'hesays,\'youaremasterhere——youcandrivethemallawayifyouwish。\'"
"So,"saidthesailor,gloomilylookingattheboy,whowassoenthusiasticallyboastingtohimofhissupremepower。FromthatdayonFomanoticedthatthecrewdidnotregardhimasbefore。
Somebecamemoreobligingandkind,othersdidnotcaretospeaktohim,andwhentheydidspeaktohim,itwasdoneangrily,andnotatallentertainingly,asbefore。Fomalikedtowatchwhilethedeckwasbeingwashed:theirtrousersrolleduptotheirknees,orsometimestakenoffaltogether,thesailors,withswabsandbrushesintheirhands,cleverlyranaboutthedeck,emptyingpailsofwateronit,besprinklingoneanother,laughing,shouting,falling。Streamsofwaterranineverydirection,andthelivelynoiseofthemenintermingledwiththegraysplashofthewater。Before,theboyneverbotheredthesailorsinthisplayfulandlightwork;nay,hetookanactivepart,besprinklingthemwithwaterandlaughinglyrunningaway,whentheythreatenedtopourwateroverhim。ButafterYakovandPetrovichhadbeendischarged,hefeltthathewasineverybody\'sway,thatnoonecaredtoplaywithhimandthatnooneregardedhimkindly。
Surprisedandmelancholy,heleftthedeck,walkeduptothewheel,satdownthere,and,offended,hethoughtfullybegantostareatthedistantgreenbankandthedentedstripofwoodsuponit。Andbelow,onthedeck,thewaterwassplashingplayfully,andthesailorsweregailylaughing。Heyearnedtogodowntothem,butsomethingheldhimback。
"Keepawayfromthemasmuchaspossible,"herecalledhisfather\'swords;"youaretheirmaster。"Thenhefeltlikeshoutingatthesailors——somethingharshandauthoritative,sohisfatherwouldscoldthem。Hethoughtalongtimewhattosay,butcouldnotthinkofanything。Anothertwo,threedayspassed,anditbecameperfectlycleartohimthatthecrewnolongerlikedhim。Hebegantofeellonesomeonthesteamer,andamidtheparti-colouredmistofnewimpressions,stillmoreoftentherecameupbeforeFomatheimageofhiskindandgentleAuntAnfisa,withherstories,andsmiles,andsoft,ringinglaughter,whichfilledtheboy\'ssoulwithajoyouswarmth。Hestilllivedintheworldoffairy-tales,buttheinvisibleandpitilesshandofrealitywasalreadyatworktearingthebeautiful,finewebofthewonderful,throughwhichtheboyhadlookedateverythingabouthim。Theincidentwiththemachinistandthepilotdirectedhisattentiontohissurroundings;Foma\'seyesbecamemoresharp-
sighted。Aconscioussearchfulnessappearedinthemandinhisquestionstohisfatherrangayearningtounderstandwhichthreadsandspringsweremanagingthedeedsofmen。
Onedayascenetookplacebeforehim:thesailorswerecarryingwood,andoneofthem,theyoung,curly-hairedandgayYefim,passingthedeckoftheshipwithhand-barrows,saidloudlyandangrily:
"No,hehasnoconsciencewhatever!TherewasnoagreementthatI
shouldcarrywood。Asailor——well,one\'sbusinessisclear——buttocarrywoodintothebargain——thankyou!ThatmeansformetotakeofftheskinIhavenotsold。Heiswithoutconscience!Hethinksitisclevertosapthelifeoutofus。"
Theboyheardthisgrumblingandknewthatitwasconcerninghisfather。HealsonoticedthatalthoughYefimwasgrumbling,hecarriedmorewoodonhisstretcherthantheothers,andwalkedfasterthantheothers。NoneofthesailorsrepliedtoYefim\'sgrumbling,andeventheonewhoworkedwithhimwassilent,onlynowandthenprotestingagainsttheearnestnesswithwhichYefimpiledupthewoodonthestretchers。
"Enough!"hewouldsay,morosely,"youarenotloadingahorse,areyou?"
"Andyouhadbetterkeepquiet。Youwereputtothecart——cartitanddon\'tkick——andshouldyourbloodbesucked——keepquietagain。Whatcanyousay?"
SuddenlyIgnatappeared,walkeduptothesailorand,stoppinginfrontofhim,askedsternly:
"Whatwereyoutalkingabout?"
"Iamtalking——Iknow,"repliedYefim,hesitating。"Therewasnoagreement——thatImustsaynothing。"
"Andwhoisgoingtosuckblood?"askedIgnat,strokinghisbeard。
Thesailorunderstoodthathehadbeencaughtunawares,andseeingnowayoutofit,heletthelogofwoodfallfromhishands,rubbedhispalmsagainsthispants,and,facingIgnatsquarely,saidratherboldly:
"AndamInotright?Don\'tyousuckit?"
"I?"
"You。"
Fomasawthathisfatherswunghishand。Aloudblowresounded,andthesailorfellheavilyonthewood。Hearoseimmediatelyandworkedoninsilence。Bloodwastricklingfromhisbruisedfaceontothewhitebarkofthebirchwood;hewipedthebloodoffhisfacewiththesleeveofhisshirt,lookedathissleeveand,heavingasigh,maintainedsilence,andwhenhewentpastFomawiththehand-harrows,twobig,turbidtearsweretremblingonhisface,nearthebridgeofhisnose,andFomanoticedthem。
AtdinnerFomawaspensiveandnowandthenglancedathisfatherwithfearinhiseyes。
"Whydoyoufrown?"askedhisfather,gently。
"Frown?"
"Areyouill,perhaps?Becareful。Ifthereisanything,tellme。"
"Youarestrong,"saidFomaofasuddenmusingly。
"I?That\'sright。Godhasfavouredmewithstrength。"
"Howhardyoustruckhim!"exclaimedtheboyinalowvoice,loweringhishead。
Ignatwasabouttoputapieceofbreadwithcaviarintohismouth,buthishandstopped,heldbackbyhisson\'sexclamation;
helookedinterrogativelyatFoma\'sdroopingheadandasked:
"YoumeanYefim,don\'tyou?"
"Yes,hewasbleeding。Andhowhewalkedafterward,howhecried,"saidtheboyinalowvoice。
"Mm,"roaredIgnat,chewingabite。"Well,areyousorryforhim?"
"It\'sapity!"saidFoma,withtearsinhisvoice。
"Yes。Sothat\'sthekindofafellowyouare,"saidIgnat。
Then,afteramoment\'ssilence,hefilledawineglasswithvodka,emptiedit,andsaidsternly,inaslightlyreprimandingtone:
"Thereisnoreasonwhyyoushouldpityhim。Hebrawledatrandom,andthereforegotwhathedeserved。Iknowhim:heisagoodfellow,industrious,strongandnotabitfoolish。Buttoargueisnothisbusiness;Imayargue,becauseIamthemaster。
Itisn\'tsimpletobemaster。Apunchwouldn\'tkillhim,butwillmakehimwiser。That\'stheway。Eh,Foma!Youareaninfant,andyoudonotunderstandthesethings。Imustteachyouhowtolive。
Itmaybethatmydaysoneartharenumbered。"
Ignatwassilentforawhile,dranksomemorevodkaandwentoninstinctively:
"Itisnecessarytohavepityonmen。Youarerightindoingso。
Butyoumustpitythemsensibly。Firstlookataman,findoutwhatgoodthereisinhim,andwhatusemaybemadeofhim!Andifyoufindhimtobestrongandcapable——pityandassisthim。
Andifheisweakandnotinclinedtowork——spituponhim,passhimby。Justkeepthisinmind——themanwhocomplainsagainsteverything,whosighsandmoansallthetime——thatmanisworthnothing;hemeritsnocompassionandyouwilldohimnogoodwhatever,evenifyouhelphim。Pityforsuchpeoplemakesthemmoremorose,spoilsthemthemore。Inyourgodfather\'shouseyousawvariouskindsofpeople——unfortunatetravellersandhangers-
on,andallsortsofrabble。Forgetthem。Theyarenotmen,theyarejustshells,andaregoodfornothing。Theyarelikebugs,fleasandotheruncleanthings。NordotheyliveforGod\'ssake——
theyhavenoGod。TheycallHisnameinvain,inordertomovefoolstopity,and,thuspitied,tofilltheirbellieswithsomething。Theylivebutfortheirbellies,andasidefromeating,drinking,sleepingandmoaningtheycandonothing。Andalltheyaccomplishisthesoul\'sdecay。Theyareinyourwayandyoutripoverthem。Agoodmanamongthem——likefreshapplesamongbadones——maysoonbespoilt,andnoonewillprofitbyit。
Youareyoung,that\'sthetrouble。Youcannotcomprehendmywords。Helphimwhoisfirminmisery。Hemaynotaskyouforassistance,butthinkofityourself,andassisthimwithouthisrequest。Andifheshouldhappentobeproudandthusfeeloffendedatyouraid,donotallowhimtoseethatyouarelendinghimahelpinghand。That\'sthewayitshouldbedone,accordingtocommonsense!Here,forexample,twoboards,letussay,fallintothemud——oneofthemisarottenone,theother,agoodsoundboard。Whatshouldyoudo?Whatgoodisthereintherottenboard?Youhadbetterdropit,letitstayinthemudandsteponitsoasnottosoilyourfeet。Astothesoundboard,liftitupandplaceitinthesun;ifitcanbeofnousetoyou,someoneelsemayavailhimselfofit。That\'sthewayitis,myson!Listentomeandremember。ThereisnoreasonwhyYefimshouldbepitied。Heisacapablefellow,heknowshisvalue。Youcannotknockhissouloutwithaboxontheear。I\'lljustwatchhimforaboutaweek,andthenI\'llputhimatthehelm。Andthere,Iamquitesure,he\'llbeagoodpilot。Andifheshouldbepromotedtocaptain,hewouldn\'tlosecourage——hewouldmakeaclevercaptain!That\'sthewaypeoplegrow。Ihavegonethroughthisschoolmyself,dear。I,too,receivedmorethanoneboxontheearwhenIwasofhisage。Life,myson,isnotadearmothertoallofus。Itisourexactingmistress。"
Ignattalkedwithhissonabouttwohours,tellinghimofhisownyouth,ofhistoils,ofmen;theirterriblepower,andoftheirweakness;ofhowtheylive,andsometimespretendtobeunfortunateinordertoliveonotherpeople\'smoney;andthenhetoldhimofhimself,andofhowherosefromaplainworkingmantobeproprietorofalargeconcern。Theboylistenedtohiswords,lookedathimandfeltasthoughhisfatherwerecomingnearerandnearertohim。Andthoughhisfather\'sstorydidnotcontainthematerialofwhichAuntAnfisa\'sfairy-taleswerebrimful,therewassomethingnewinit,somethingclearerandmorecomprehensiblethaninherfairy-tales,andsomethingjustasinteresting。Somethingpowerfulandwarmbegantothrobwithinhislittleheart,andhewasdrawntowardhisfather。Ignat,evidently,surmisedhisson\'sfeelingsbyhiseyes:heroseabruptlyfromhisseat,seizedhiminhisarmsandpressedhimfirmlytohisbreast。AndFomaembracedhisneck,and,pressinghischeektothatofhisfather,wassilentandbreathedrapidly。
"Myson,"whisperedIgnatinadullvoice,"Mydarling!Myjoy!
LearnwhileIamalive。Alas!itishardtolive。"
Thechild\'shearttrembledatthiswhisper;hesethisteethtogether,andhottearsgushedfromhiseyes。
UntilthisdayIgnathadneverkindledanyparticularfeelinginhisson:theboywasusedtohim;hewastiredoflookingathisenormousfigure,andfearedhimslightly,butwasatthesametimeawarethathisfatherwoulddoanythingforhimthathewanted。SometimesIgnatwouldstayawayfromhomeaday,two,aweek,orpossiblytheentiresummer。AndyetFomadidnotevennoticehisabsence,soabsorbedwashebyhisloveforAuntAnfisa。WhenIgnatreturnedtheboywasglad,buthecouldhardlytellwhetheritwashisfather\'sarrivalthatgladdenedhimortheplaythingshebroughtwithhim。Butnow,atthesightofIgnat,theboyrantomeethim,graspedhimbythehand,laughed,staredintohiseyesandfeltwearyifhedidnotseehimfortwoorthreehours:Hisfatherbecameinterestingtohim,and,rousinghiscuriosity,hefairlydevelopedloveandrespectforhimself。
EverytimethattheyweretogetherFomabeggedhisfather:
"Papa,tellmeaboutyourself。"……
ThesteamerwasnowgoinguptheVolga。OnesuffocatingnightinJuly,whentheskywasovercastwiththickblackclouds,andeverythingontheVolgawassomewhatominouslycalm,theyreachedKazanandanchorednearUslonattheendofanenormousfleetofvessels。TheclinkingoftheanchorchainsandtheshoutingofthecrewawakenedFoma;helookedoutofthewindowandsaw,farinthedistance,smalllightsglimmeringfantastically:thewaterabouttheboatblackandthick,likeoil——andnothingelsecouldbeseen。Theboy\'shearttrembledpainfullyandhebegantolistenattentively。Ascarcelyaudible,melancholysongreachedhisears——mournfulandmonotonousasachantonthecaravanthewatchmencalledtooneanother;thesteamerhissedangrilygettingupsteam。Andtheblackwateroftheriversplashedsadlyandquietlyagainstthesidesofthevessels。Staringfixedlyintothedarkness,untilhiseyeshurt,theboydiscernedblackpilesandsmalllightsdimlyburninghighabovethem。Heknewthatthosewerebarges,butthisknowledgedidnotcalmhimandhisheartthrobbedunevenly,and,inhisimagination,terrifyingdarkimagesarose。
"O-o-o,"adrawlingcrycamefromthedistanceandendedlikeawail。
Someonecrossedthedeckandwentuptothesideofthesteamer。
"O-o-o,"washeardagain,butnearerthistime。
"Yefim!"someonecalledinalowvoiceonthedeck。"Yefimka!"
"Well?"
"Devil!Getup!Taketheboat-hook。"
"O-o-o,"someonemoanednearby,andFoma,shuddering,steppedbackfromthewindow。
Thequeersoundcamenearerandnearerandgrewinstrength,sobbedanddiedoutinthedarkness。Whileonthedecktheywhisperedwithalarm:
"Yefimka!Getup!Aguestisfloating!"
"Where?"cameahastyquestion,thenbarefeetbegantopatteraboutthedeck,abustlewasheard,andtwoboat-hooksslippeddownpasttheboy\'sfaceandalmostnoiselesslyplungedintothewater。
"Ague-e-est!"Somebegantosobnearby,andaquiet,butveryqueersplashresounded。
Theboytrembledwithfrightatthismournfulcry,buthecouldnottearhishandsfromthewindownorhiseyesfromthewater。
"Lightthelantern。Youcan\'tseeanything。"
"Directly。"
Andthenaspotofdimlightfelloverthewater。Fomasawthatthewaterwasrockingcalmly,thataripplewaspassingoverit,asthoughthewaterwereafflicted,andtrembledforpain。
"Look!Look!"theywhisperedonthedeckwithfright。
Atthesametimeabig,terriblehumanface,withwhiteteethsettogether,appearedonthespotoflight。Itfloatedandrockedinthewater,itsteethseemedtostareatFomaasthoughsaying,withasmile:
"Eh,boy,boy,itiscold。Goodbye!"
Theboat-hooksshook,wereliftedintheair,wereloweredagainintothewaterandcarefullybegantopushsomethingthere。
"Shovehim!Shove!Lookout,hemaybethrownunderthewheel。"
"Shovehimyourselfthen。"
Theboat-hooksglidedoverthesideofthesteamer,and,scratchingagainstit,producedanoiselikethegrindingofteeth。Fomacouldnotclosehiseyesforwatchingthem。Thenoiseoffeetstampingonthedeck,overhishead,wasgraduallymovingtowardthestern。Andthenagainthatmoaningcryforthedeadwasheard:
"Ague-e-est!"
"Papa!"criedFomainaringingvoice。"Papa!"Hisfatherjumpedtohisfeetandrushedtowardhim。
"Whatisthat?Whataretheydoingthere?"criedFoma。
Wildlyroaring,Ignatjumpedoutofthecabinwithhugebounds。
Hesoonreturned,soonerthanFoma,staggeringandlookingaroundhim,hadtimetoreachhisfather\'sbed。
"Theyfrightenedyou?It\'snothing!"saidIgnat,takinghimupinhisarms。"Liedownwithme。"
"Whatisit?"askedFoma,quietly。
"Itwasnothing,myson。Onlyadrownedman。Amanwasdrownedandheisfloating。That\'snothing!Don\'tbeafraid,hehasalreadyfloatedclearofus。"
"Whydidtheypushhim?"interrogatedtheboy,firmlypressingclosetohisfather,andshuttinghiseyesforfright。
"Itwasnecessarytodoso。Thewatermighthavethrownhimunderthewheel。Underours,forinstance。Tomorrowthepolicewouldnoticeit,therewouldbetrouble,inquests,andwewouldbeheldhereforexamination。That\'swhyweshovedhimalong。Whatdifferencedoesitmaketohim?Heisdead;itdoesn\'tpainhim;
itdoesn\'toffendhim。Andthelivingwouldbetroubledonhisaccount。Sleep,myson。
"Sohewillfloatonthatway?"
"Hewillfloat。They\'lltakehimoutsomewhereandburyhim。"
"Andwillafishdevourhim?"
"Fishdonoteathumanbodies。Crabseatthem。Theylikethem。"
Foma\'sfrightwasmelting,fromtheheatofhisfather\'sbody,butbeforehiseyestheterriblesneeringfacewasstillrockingintheblackwater。
"Andwhoishe?"
"Godknows!SaytoGodabouthim:\'0hLord,resthissoul!\'"
"Lord,resthissoul!"repeatedFoma,inawhisper。
"That\'sright。Sleepnow,don\'tfear。Heisfarawaynow!Floatingon。
Seehere,becarefulasyougouptothesideoftheship。Youmayfalloverboard。Godforbid!And——"
"Didhefalloverboard?"
"Ofcourse。Perhapshewasdrunk,andthat\'shisend!Andmaybehethrewhimselfintothewater。Therearepeoplewhodothat。
Theygoandthrowthemselvesintothewaterandaredrowned。
Life,mydear,issoarrangedthatdeathissometimesaholidayforone,sometimesitisablessingforall。"
"Papa。"
"Sleep,sleep,dear。"
CHAPTERIII
DURINGtheveryfirstdayofhisschoollife,stupefiedbythelivelyandheartynoiseofprovokingmischiefsandofwild,childishgames,Fomapickedouttwoboysfromthecrowdwhoatonceseemedmoreinterestingtohimthantheothers。Onehadaseatinfrontofhim。Foma,lookingaskance,sawabroadback;afullneck,coveredwithfreckles;bigears;andthebackoftheheadcloselycropped,coveredwithlight-redhairwhichstoodoutlikebristles。
Whentheteacher,abald-headedman,whoselowerliphungdown,calledout:"Smolin,African!"thered-headedboyaroseslowly,walkeduptotheteacher,calmlystaredintohisface,and,havinglistenedtotheproblem,carefullybegantomakebigroundfiguresontheblackboardwithchalk。
"Goodenough!"saidtheteacher。"Yozhov,Nicolai。Proceed!"
OneofFoma\'sneighbours,afidgetylittleboywithblacklittlemouse-eyes,jumpedupfromhisseatandpassedthroughtheaisle,strikingagainsteverythingandturninghisheadonallsides。Attheblackboardheseizedthechalk,and,standinguponthetoesofhisboots,noisilybegantomarktheboardwiththechalk,creakingandfillingwithchalkdust,dashingoffsmall,illegiblemarks。
"Notsoloud!"saidtheteacher,wrinklinghisyellowfaceandcontractinghisfatiguedeyes。Yozhovspokequicklyandinaringingvoice:
"Nowweknowthatthefirstpeddlermade17k。profit。"
"Enough!Gordyeeff!Tellmewhatmustwedoinordertofindouthowmuchthesecondpeddlergained?"
Watchingtheconductoftheboys,sounlikeeachother,Fomawasthustakenunawaresbythequestionandhekeptquiet。
"Don\'tyouknow?How?Explainittohim,Smolin。"
Havingcarefullywipedhisfingers,whichhadbeensoiledwithchalk,Smolinputtheragaway,and,withoutlookingatFoma,finishedtheproblemandagainbegantowipehishands,whileYozhov,smilingandskippingalongashewalked,returnedtohisseat。
"Eh,you!"hewhispered,seatinghimselfbesideFoma,incidentallystrikinghissidewithhisfist。"Whydon\'tyouknowit?Whatwastheprofitaltogether?Thirtykopecks。Andthereweretwopeddlers。Oneofthemgot17。Well,howmuchdidtheotheroneget?"
"Iknow,"repliedFoma,inawhisper,feelingconfusedandexaminingthefaceofSmolin,whowassedatelyreturningtohisseat。Hedidn\'tlikethatround,freckledface,withtheblueeyes,whichwereloadedwithfat。AndYozhovpinchedhislegandasked:
"Whosesonareyou?TheFrantic\'s?"
"Yes。"
"So。Doyouwishmetopromptyoualways?"
"Yes。"
"Andwhatwillyougivemeforit?"
Fomathoughtawhileandasked:
"Anddoyouknowitallyourself?"
"I?Iamthebestpupil。You\'llseeforyourself。"
"Hey,there!Yozhov,youaretalkingagain?"criedtheteacher,faintly。
Yozhovjumpedtohisfeetandsaidboldly:
"It\'snotI,IvanAndreyich——it\'sGordyeeff。"
"Bothofthemwerewhispering,"announcedSmolin,serenely。
Wrinklinghisfacemournfullyandmovinghisbiglipcomically,theteacherreprimandedthemall,buthiswordsdidnotpreventYozhovfromwhisperingimmediately:
"Verywell,Smolin!I\'llrememberyoufortelling。"
"Well,whydoyoublameitallonthenewboy?"askedSmolin,inalowvoice,withouteventurninghisheadtothem。
"Allright,allright,"hissedYozhov。
Fomawassilent,lookingaskanceathisbriskneighbour,whoatoncepleasedhimandrousedinhimadesiretogetasfaraspossibleawayfromhim。DuringrecesshelearnedfromYozhovthatSmolin,too,wasrich,beingthesonofatan-yardproprietor,andthatYozhovhimselfwasthesonofaguardattheCourtofExchequer,andverypoor。Thelastwasclearlyevidentbytheadroitboy\'scostume,madeofgrayfustianandadornedwithpatchesonthekneesandelbows;byhispale,hungry-lookingface;and,byhissmall,angularandbonyfigure。Thisboyspokeinametallicalto,elucidatinghiswordswithgrimacesandgesticulations,andheoftenusedwordswhosemeaningwasknownbuttohimself。
"We\'llbefriends,"heannouncedtoFoma。
"Whydidyoucomplaintotheteacheraboutme?"GordyeeffremindedYozhov,lookingathimsuspiciously。
"There!What\'sthedifferencetoyou?Youareanewscholarandrich。Theteacherisnotexactingwiththerich。AndIamapoorhanger-on;hedoesn\'tlikeme,becauseIamimpudentandbecauseIneverbringhimanypresents。IfIhadbeenabadpupilhewouldhaveexpelledmelongago。YouknowI\'llgototheGymnasiumfromhere。I\'llpassthesecondclassandthenI\'llleave。Alreadyastudentispreparingmeforthesecondclass。
ThereI\'llstudysothattheycan\'tholdmeback!Howmanyhorsesdoyouhave?"
"Three。Whatdoyouneedtostudysomuchfor?"askedFoma。
"BecauseIampoor。Thepoormuststudyhardsothattheymaybecomerich。Theybecomedoctors,functionaries,officers。I
shallbea\'tinkler。\'Aswordatmyside,spuronmyboots。
Cling,cling!Andwhatareyougoingtobe?"
"Idon\'tknow,"saidFoma,pensively,examininghiscompanion。
"Youneednotbeanything。Andareyoufondofpigeons?"
"Yes。"
"Whatagood-for-nothingyouare!Oh!Eh!"YozhovimitatedFoma\'sslowwayofspeaking。"Howmanypigeonsdoyouhave?"
"Ihavenone。"
"Eh,you!Rich,andyetyouhavenopigeons。EvenIhavethree。
IfmyfatherhadbeenrichIwouldhavehadahundredpigeonsandchasedthemalldaylong。Smolinhaspigeons,too,fineones!
Fourteen。Hemademeapresentofone。Only,heisgreedy。Allthericharegreedy。Andyou,areyougreedy,too?"
"Idon\'tknow,"saidFoma,irresolutely。
"ComeuptoSmolin\'sandthethreeofustogetherwillchasethepigeons。"
"Verywell。Iftheyletme。"
"Why,doesnotyourfatherlikeyou?"
"Hedoeslikeme。"
"Well,then,he\'llletyougo。Onlydon\'ttellhimthatIamcoming。Perhapshewouldnotletyougowithme。TellhimyouwanttogotoSmolin\'s。Smolin!"
Aplumpboycameuptothem,andYozhovaccostedhim,shakinghisheadreproachfully:
"Eh,youred-headedslanderer!Itisn\'tworthwhiletobefriendswithyou,blockhead!"
"Whydoyouabuseme?"askedSmolin,calmly,examiningFomafixedly。
"Iamnotabusingyou;Iamtellingthetruth,"Yozhovexplained,straighteninghimselfwithanimation。"Listen!Althoughyouareakissel,but——letitgo!We\'llcomeuptoseeyouonSundayaftermass。"
"Come,"Smolinnoddedhishead。
"We\'llcomeup。They\'llringthebellsoon。Imustruntosellthesiskin,"declaredYozhov,pullingoutofhispocketapaperpackage,whereinsomelivethingwasstruggling。Andhedisappearedfromtheschool-yardasmercuryfromthepalmofahand。
"Whataqueerfellowheis!"saidFoma,dumfoundedbyYozhov\'sadroitnessandlookingatSmolininterrogatively。
"Heisalwayslikethis。He\'sveryclever,"thered-headedboyexplained。
"Andcheerful,too,"addedFoma。
"Cheerful,too,"Smolinassented。Thentheybecamesilent,lookingateachother。
"Willyoucomeupwithhimtomyhouse?"askedthered-headedboy。
"Yes。"
"Comeup。It\'snicethere。"
Fomasaidnothingtothis。ThenSmolinaskedhim:
"Haveyoumanyfriends?"
"Ihavenone。"
"NeitherdidIhaveanyfriendsbeforeIwenttoschool。Onlycousins。Nowyou\'llhavetwofriendsatonce。"
"Yes,"saidFoma。
"Areyouglad?"
"I\'mglad。"
"Whenyouhavelotsoffriends,itislively。Anditiseasiertostudy,too——theypromptyou。"
"Andareyouagoodpupil?"
"Ofcourse!Idoeverythingwell,"saidSmolin,calmly。
Thebellbegantobangasthoughithadbeenfrightenedandwashastilyrunningsomewhere。
Sittinginschool,Fomabegantofeelsomewhatfreer,andcomparedhisfriendswiththerestoftheboys。Hesoonlearnedthattheybothweretheverybestboysinschoolandthattheywerethefirsttoattracteverybody\'sattention,evenasthetwofigures5and7,whichhadnotyetbeenwipedofftheblackboard。
AndFomafeltverymuchpleasedthathisfriendswerebetterthananyoftheotherboys。
Theyallwenthomefromschooltogether,butYozhovsoonturnedintosomenarrowsidestreet,whileSmolinwalkedwithFomauptohisveryhouse,and,departing,said:
"Yousee,webothgohomethesameway,too。"
AthomeFomawasmetwithpomp:hisfathermadehimapresentofaheavysilverspoon,withaningeniousmonogramonit,andhisauntgavehimascarfknittedbyherself。Theywereawaitinghimfordinner,havingpreparedhisfavouritedishesforhim,andassoonashetookoffhiscoat,seatedhimatthetableandbegantoplyhimwithquestions。
"Well,howwasit?Howdidyouliketheschool?"askedIgnat,lookinglovinglyathisson\'srosy,animatedface。
"Prettygood。It\'snice!"repliedFoma。
"Mydarling!"sighedhisaunt,withfeeling,"lookout,holdyourownwithyourfriends。Assoonastheyoffendyoutellyourteachersaboutit。"
"Goon。Whatelsewillyoutellhim?"Ignatsmiled。"Neverdothat!Trytogetsquarewitheveryoffenderyourself,punishhimwithyourownhand,notwithsomebodyelse\'s。Arethereanygoodfellowsthere?"
"Therearetwo,"Fomasmiled,recallingYozhov。"Oneofthemissobold——terrible!"
"Whoseishe?"
"Aguard\'sson。"
"Mm!Bolddidyousay?"
"Dreadfullybold!"
"Well,lethimbe!Andtheother?"
"Theotheroneisred-headed。Smolin。"
"Ah!EvidentlyMitryIvanovitch\'sson。Sticktohim,he\'sgoodcompany。Mitryisacleverpeasant。Ifthesontakesafterhisfatheritisallright。Butthatotherone——youknow,Foma,youhadbetterinvitethemtoourhouseonSunday。I\'llbuysomepresentsandyoucantreatthem。We\'llseewhatsortofboystheyare。"
"SmolinaskedmetocometohimthisSunday,"saidFoma,lookingupathisfatherquestioningly。
"So。Well,youmaygo!That\'sallright,go。Observewhatkindofpeoplethereareintheworld。Youcannotpassyourlifealone,withoutfriendship。YourgodfatherandI,forinstance,havebeenfriendsformorethantwentyyears,andIhaveprofitedagreatdealbyhiscommonsense。Soyou,too,trytobefriendlywiththosethatarebetterandwiserthanyou。Rubagainstagoodman,likeacoppercoinagainstsilver,andyoumaythenpassforasilvercoinyourself。"
And,burstingintolaughterathiscomparison,Ignataddedseriously:
"Iwasonlyjesting。Trytobe,notartificial,butgenuine。Andhavesomecommonsense,nomatterhowlittle,butyourown。Haveyoumanylessonstodo?"
"Many!"sighedtheboy,andtohissigh,likeanecho,hisauntansweredwithaheavysigh。
"Well,study。Don\'tbeworsethanothersatschool。Although,I\'lltellyou,evenifthereweretwenty-fiveclassesinyourschool,theycouldneverteachyouthereanythingsavereading,writingandarithmetic。Youmayalsolearnsomenaughtythings,butGodprotectyou!Ishallgiveyouaterriblespankingifyoudo。IfyousmoketobaccoI\'llcutyourlipsoff。"
"RememberGod,Fomushka,"saidtheaunt。"Seethatyoudon\'tforgetourLord。"
"That\'strue!HonourGodandyourfather。ButIwishtotellyouthatschoolbooksarebutatrivialmatter。Youneedtheseasacarpenterneedsanadzeandapointer。Theyaretools,butthetoolscannotteachyouhowtomakeuseofthem。Understand?Letussee:Supposeanadzewerehandedtoacarpenterforhimtosquareabeamwithit。It\'snotenoughtohavehandsandanadze;
itisalsonecessaryforhimtoknowhowtostrikethewoodsoasnottohithisfootinstead。Toyoutheknowledgeofreadingandwritingisgiven,andyoumustregulateyourlifewithit。Thusitfollowsthatbooksalonearebutatrifleinthismatter;itisnecessarytobeabletotakeadvantageofthem。Anditisthisabilitythatismorecunningthananybooks,andyetnothingaboutitiswritteninthebooks。This,Foma,youmustlearnfromLifeitself。Abookisadeadthing,youmaytakeitasyouplease,youmaytearit,breakit——itwillnotcryout。Whileshouldyoubutmakeasinglewrongstepinlife,orwronglyoccupyaplaceinit,Lifewillstarttobawlatyouinathousandvoices;itwilldealyouablow,fellingyoutotheground。"
Foma,hiselbowsleaningonthetable,attentivelylistenedtohisfather,andunderthesoundofhispowerfulvoicehepicturedtohimselfnowthecarpentersquaringabeam,nowhimself,hishandsoutstretched,carefullyandstealthilyapproachingsomecolossalandlivingthing,anddesiringtograspthatterriblesomething。
"Amanmustpreservehimselfforhisworkandmustbethoroughlyacquaintedwiththeroadtoit。Aman,dear,islikethepilotonaship。Inyouth,asathightide,gostraight!Awayisopentoyoueverywhere。Butyoumustknowwhenitistimetosteer。Thewatersrecede——hereyouseeasandbank,there,arock;itisnecessarytoknowallthisandtoslipoffintime,inordertoreachtheharboursafeandsound。"
"Iwillreachit!"saidtheboy,lookingathisfatherproudlyandwithconfidence。
"Eh?Youspeakcourageously!"Ignatburstintolaughter。Andtheauntalsobegantolaughkindly。
SincehistripwithhisfatherontheVolga,Fomabecamemorelivelyandtalkativeathome,withhisfather,withhisauntandwithMayakin。Butonthestreet,inanewplace,orinthepresenceofstrangers,hewasalwaysgloomy,alwayslookingabouthimwithsuspicion,asthoughhefeltsomethinghostiletohimeverywhere,somethinghiddenfromhimspyingonhim。
Atnightshesometimesawokeofasuddenandlistenedforalongtimetothesilenceabouthim,fixedlystaringintothedarkwithwide-openeyes。Andthenhisfather\'sstoriesweretransformedbeforehimintoimagesandpictures。Withoutbeingawareofit,hemixedupthosestorieswithhisaunt\'sfairy-tales,thuscreatingforhimselfachaosofadventureswhereinthebrightcoloursoffantasywerewhimsicallyintertwinedwiththesternshadesofreality。Thisresultedinsomethingcolossal,incomprehensible;theboyclosedhiseyesanddroveitallawayfromhimandtriedtochecktheplayofhisimagination,whichfrightenedhim。Invainheattemptedtofallasleep,andthechamberbecamemoreandmorecrowdedwithdarkimages。Thenhequietlyrousedhisaunt。
"Auntie!Auntie!"
"What?Christbewithyou。"
"I\'llcometoyou,"whisperedFoma。
"Why?Sleep,darling,sleep。"
"Iamafraid,"confessedtheboy。
"Youbettersaytoyourself,\'AndtheLordwillriseagain,\'thenyouwon\'tbeafraid。"
Fomalieswithhiseyesopenandsaystheprayer。Thesilenceofthenightpicturesitselfbeforehimintheformofanendlessexpanseofperfectlycalm,darkwater,whichhasoverflowedeverythingandcongealed;thereisnotarippleonit,notashadowofamotion,andneitheristhereanythingwithinit,althoughitisbottomlesslydeep。Itisveryterribleforonetolookdownfromthedarkatthisdeadwater。Butnowthesoundofthenightwatchman\'smalletisheard,andtheboyseesthatthesurfaceofthewaterisbeginningtotremble,and,coveringthesurfacewithripples,lightlittleballsaredancinguponit。Thesoundofthebellonthesteeple,withonemightyswing,bringsallthewaterinagitationanditisslightlytremblingfromthatsound;abigspotoflightisalsotrembling,spreadinglightuponthewater,radiatingfromitscentreintothedarkdistance,theregrowingpaleranddyingout。Againthereiswearyanddeathlikereposeinthisdarkdesert。
"Auntie,"whispersFoma,beseechingly。
"Dearest?"
"Iamcomingtoyou。"
"Come,then,come,mydarling。"
Goingoverintoauntie\'sbed,hepressesclosetoher,begging:
"Tellmesomething。"
"Atnight?"protestsauntie,sleepily。
"Please。"
Hedoesnothavetoaskherlong。Yawning,hereyesclosed,theoldwomanbeginsslowlyinavoicegrownheavywithsleep:
"Well,mydearsir,inacertainkingdom,inacertainempire,therelivedamanandhiswife,andtheywereverypoor。Theyweresounfortunatethattheyhadnothingtoeat。Theywouldgoaroundbegging,somebodywouldgivethemacrustofstalebreadandthatwouldkeepthemforawhile。Anditcametopassthatthewifebegotachild——achildwasborn——itwasnecessarytochristenit,but,beingpoor,theycouldnotentertainthegodparentsandtheguests,sonobodycametochristenthechild。
Theytriedthisandtheytriedthat——yetnobodycame。AndtheybegantopraytotheLord,\'0hLord!0hLord!\'"
FomaknewthisawfulstoryaboutGod\'sgodchild。Hehadhearditmorethanonceandwasalreadypicturingtohimselfthisgodchildridingonawhitehorsetohisgodfatherandgodmother;hewasridinginthedarkness,overthedesert,andhesawtherealltheunbearablemiseriestowhichsinnersarecondemned。Andheheardtheirfaintmoansandrequests:
"Oh!Man!AsktheLordyethowlongarewetosufferhere!"
ThenitappearedtoFomathatitwashewhowasridingatnightonthewhitehorse,andthatthemoansandtheimploringswereaddressedtohim。Hisheartcontractswithsomeincomprehensibledesire;sorrowcompressedhisbreastandtearsgatheredinhiseyes,whichhehadfirmlyclosedandnowfearedtoopen。
Heistossingaboutinhisbedrestlessly,"Sleep,mychild。Christbewithyou!"saystheoldwoman,interruptinghertaleofmensufferingfortheirsins。
ButinthemorningaftersuchanightFomarosesoundandcheerful,washedhimselfhastily,drankhisteainhasteandranofftoschool,providedwithsweetcakes,whichwereawaitedbythealwayshungrylittleYozhov,whogreedilysubsistedonhisrichfriend\'sgenerosity。
"Gotanythingtoeat?"heaccostedFoma,turninguphissharp-pointednose。"Letmehaveit,forIleftthehousewithouteatinganything。
Islepttoolong,deviltakeit!Istudieduptotwoo\'clocklastnight。Haveyousolvedyourproblems?"
"No,Ihaven\'t。"
"Eh,youlazybones!Well,I\'lldashthemoffforyoudirectly!"
Drivinghissmall,thinteethintothecakes,hepurredsomethinglikeakitten,stampedhisleftfoot,beatingtime,andatthesametimesolvedtheproblem,rattlingoffshortphrasestoFoma:
"See?Eightbucketfulsleakedoutinonehour。Andhowmanyhoursdiditleak——six?Eh,whatgoodthingstheyeatinyourhouse!
Consequently,wemustmultiplysixbyeight。Doyoulikecakewithgreenonions?Oh,howIlikeit!Sothatinsixhoursforty-
eightbucketfulsleakedoutofthefirstgauge-cock。Andaltogetherthetubcontainedninety。Doyouunderstandtherest?"
FomalikedYozhovbetterthanSmolin,buthewasmorefriendlywithSmolin。Hewonderedattheabilityandthesprightlinessofthelittlefellow。HesawthatYozhovwasmorecleverandbetterthanhimself;heenviedhim,andfeltoffendedonthataccount,andatthesametimehepitiedhimwiththecondescendingcompassionofasatisfiedmanforahungryone。Perhapsitwasthisverycompassionthatpreventedhimfrompreferringthisbrightboytotheboringred-headedSmolin。Yozhov,fondofhavingalaughattheexpenseofhiswell-fedfriends,toldthemquiteoften:"Eh,youarelittletrunksfullofcakes!"
Fomawasangrywithhimforhissneers,andoneday,touchedtothequick,saidwickedlyandwithcontempt:
"Andyouareabeggar——apauper!"
Yozhov\'syellowfacebecameovercast,andherepliedslowly:
"Verywell,sobeit!Ishallneverpromptyouagain——andyou\'llbelikealogofwood!"
Andtheydidnotspeaktoeachotherforaboutthreedays,verymuchtotheregretoftheteacher,whoduringthesedayshadtogivethelowestmarkingstothesonoftheesteemedIgnatMatveyich。
Yozhovkneweverything:herelatedatschoolhowtheprocurator\'schambermaidgavebirthtoachild,andthatforthistheprocurator\'swifepouredhotcoffeeoverherhusband;hecouldtellwhereandwhenitwasbesttocatchperch;heknewhowtomaketrapsandcagesforbirds;hecouldgiveadetailedaccountofhowthesoldierhadhangedhimselfinthegarretofthearmoury,andknewfromwhichofthepupils\'parentstheteacherhadreceivedapresentthatdayandpreciselywhatsortofapresentitwas。
ThesphereofSmolin\'sknowledgeandinterestswasconfinedtothemerchant\'smodeoflife,and,aboveall,thered-headedboywasfondofjudgingwhetherthismanwasricherthanthat,valuingandpricingtheirhouses,theirvesselsandtheirhorses。
Allthisheknewtoperfection,andspokeofitwithenthusiasm。
LikeFoma,heregardedYozhovwiththesamecondescendingpity,butmoreasafriendandequal。WheneverGordyeeffquarrelledwithYozhov,Smolinhastenedtoreconcilethem,andhesaidtoFomaoneday,ontheirwayhome:
"WhydoyoualwaysquarrelwithYozhov?"
"Well,whyishesoself-conceited?"saidFoma,angrily。
"Heisproudbecauseyouneverknowyourlessons,andhealwayshelpsyouout。Heisclever。Andbecauseheispoor——ishetoblameforthat?
Hecanlearnanythinghewantsto,andhewillberich,too。"
"Heislikeamosquito,"saidFoma,disdainfully;"hewillbuzzandbuzz,andthenofasuddenwillbite。"
Buttherewassomethinginthelifeoftheseboysthatunitedthemall;therewerehourswhentheconsciousnessofdifferenceintheirnaturesandpositionswasentirelylost。OnSundaystheyallgatheredatSmolin\'s,and,gettingupontheroofofthewing,wheretheyhadanenormouspigeon-house,theyletthepigeonsloose。
Thebeautiful,well-fedbirds,rufflingtheirsnow-whitewings,dartedoutofthepigeon-houseonebyone,and,seatingthemselvesinarowontheridgeoftheroof,and,illuminedbythesun,cooing,flauntedbeforetheboys。
"Scarethem!"imploredYozhov,tremblingforimpatience。
Smolinswungapolewithabast-wispfastenedtoitsend,andwhistled。
Thefrightenedpigeonsrushedintotheair,fillingitwiththehurriedflappingoftheirwings。Andnow,outliningbigcircles,theyeasilysoarupwards,intothebluedepthsofthesky;theyfloathigherandhigher,theirsilverandsnow-whitefeathersflashing。Someofthemarestrivingtoreachthedomeoftheskieswiththelightsoaringofthefalcon,theirwingsoutstretchedwideandalmostmotionless;othersplay,turnoverintheair,nowdroppingdownwardinasnowylump,nowdartinguplikeanarrow。Nowtheentireflockseemsasthoughhangingmotionlessinthedesertofthesky,and,growingsmallerandsmaller,seemstosinkinit。Withheadsthrownback,theboysadmirethebirdsinsilence,withouttakingtheireyesfromthem——
theirtiredeyes,soradiantwithcalmjoy,notaltogetherfreefromenvyingthesewingedcreatures,whichsofreelytookflightfromearthupintothepureandcalmatmospherefulloftheglitterofthesun。Thesmallgroupofscarcelyvisibledots,nowmerespecksintheazureofthesky,leadsontheimaginationofthechildren,andYozhovexpressestheircommonfeelingwhen,inalowvoice,hesaysthoughtfully:
"That\'sthewayweoughttofly,friends。"