The Man Who Was Afraid

第2章

Becauseyoumustknowthere\'snothinginthisworldthatI

wouldn\'tbuyforyou。Ihaveamillion!Ha,ha,ha!AndI\'llhavestillmore!Understand?All\'syours!Ha,ha!"

Andsuddenlyhisenthusiasmwasextinguishedlikeacandleputoutbyaviolentpuffofthewind。Hisflushedfacebegantoshake,hiseyes,burningred,filledwithtears,andhislipsexpandedintoasadandfrightenedsmile。

"Anfisa,incaseheshoulddie,whatamItodothen?"

Andimmediatelyafterthesewordshewasseizedwithfury。

"I\'dburneverything!"heroared,staringwildlyintosomedarkcorneroftheroom。"I\'ddestroyeverything!I\'dblowitupwithdynamite!"

"Enough,youuglybrute!Doyouwishtofrightenthechild?Ordoyouwanthimtotakesick?"interposedAnfisa,andthatwassufficientforIgnattorushoffhastily,muttering:

"Well,well,well!Iamgoing,Iamgoing,butdon\'tcry!Don\'tmakeanynoise。Don\'tfrightenhim。"

AndwhenFomawassomewhatsick,hisfather,castingeverythingaside,didnotleavethehouseforamoment,butbotheredhissisterandhissonwithstupidquestionsandadvice;gloomy,sighing,andwithfearinhiseyes,hewalkedaboutthehousequiteoutofsorts。

"WhydoyouvextheLord?"saidAnfisa。"Beware,yourgrumblingswillreachHim,andHewillpunishyouforyourcomplaintsagainstHisgraces。"

"Eh,sister!"sighedIgnat。"Andifitshouldhappen?Myentirelifeiscrumblingaway!WhereforehaveIlived?Nooneknows。"

Similarscenesandthestrikingtransitionsofhisfatherfromonemoodtoanotherfrightenedthechildatfirst,buthesoonbecameaccustomedtoallthis,andwhenhenoticedthroughthewindowthathisfather,oncominghome,washardlyabletogetoutofthesledge,Fomasaidindifferently:

"Auntie,papacamehomedrunkagain。"……

Springcame,and,fulfillinghispromise,Ignattookhissonalongononeofhissteamers,andhereanewlife,aboundinginimpressions,wasopenedbeforeFoma\'seyes。

Thebeautifulandmighty"Yermak,"Gordyeeff\'ssteamtow-boat,wasrapidlyfloatingdownthecurrent,andoneachsidetheshoresofthepowerfulandbeautifulVolgawereslowlymovingpasthim——theleftside,allbathedinsunshine,stretchingitselftotheveryendoftheskylikeapompouscarpetofverdure;therightshore,itshighbanksovergrownwithwoods,swungskyward,sinkinginsternrepose。

Thebroad-bosomedriverstretcheditselfmajesticallybetweentheshores;noiselessly,solemnlyandslowlyfloweditswaters,consciousoftheirinvinciblepower;themountainousshoreisreflectedinthewaterinablackshadow,whileontheleftsideitisadornedwithgoldandwithverdantvelvetbyaborderofsandandthewidemeadows。Hereandtherevillagesappearonmountainandonmeadow,thesunshinesbrightonthewindow-panesofthehutsandontheyellowroofsofstraw,thechurchcrossessparkleamidtheverdureofthetrees,graywind-millwingsrevolvelazilyintheair,smokefromthefactorychimneyrisesskywardinthick,blackcurlingclouds。Crowdsofchildreninblue,redorwhiteshirts,standingonthebanks,shoutedloudlyatthesightofthesteamer,whichhaddisturbedthequietoftheriver,andfromunderthesteamer\'swheelsthecheerfulwavesarerushingtowardthefeetofthechildrenandsplashagainstthebank。Nowacrowdofchildren,seatedinaboat,rowedtowardthemiddleoftherivertorockthereonthewavesasinacradle。

Treesstoodoutabovethewater;sometimesmanyofthemaredrownedintheoverflowofthebanks,andthesestandinthewaterlikeislands。Fromtheshoreamelancholysongisheard:

"Oh,o-o-o,oncemore!"

Thesteamerpassesmanyrafts,splashingthemwithwaves。Thebeamsareincontinualmotionundertheblowsofthewaves;themenontheraftsinblueshirts,staggering,lookatthesteamerandlaughandshoutsomething。Thebig,beautifulvesselgoessidewiseontheriver;theyellowscantlingswithwhichitisloadedsparklelikegoldandaredimlyreflectedinthemuddy,vernalwater。Apassengersteamercomesfromtheoppositesideandwhistles——theresoundingechoofthewhistlelosesitselfinthewoods,inthegorgesofthemountainousbank,anddiesawaythere。Inthemiddleoftheriverthewavesstirredupbythetwovesselsstrikeagainstoneanotherandsplashagainstthesteamers\'sides,andthevesselsarerockeduponthewater。Ontheslopeofthemountainousbankareverdantcarpetsofwintercorn,brownstripsoffallowgroundandblackstripsofgroundtilledforspringcorn。Birds,likelittledots,soaroverthem,andareclearlyseeninthebluecanopyofthesky;nearbyaflockisgrazing;inthedistancetheylooklikechildren\'stoys;

thesmallfigureoftheshepherdstandsleaningonastaff,andlooksattheriver。

Theglareofthewater——freedomandlibertyareeverywhere,themeadowsarecheerfullyverdantandtheblueskyistenderlyclear;arestrainedpowerisfeltinthequietmotionofthewater;aboveitthegenerousMaysunisshining,theairisfilledwiththeexquisiteodouroffirtreesandoffreshfoliage。Andthebankskeeponmeetingthem,caressingtheeyesandthesoulwiththeirbeauty,asnewpicturesconstantlyunfoldthemselves。

Everythingsurroundingthembearsthestampofsomekindoftardiness:all——natureaswellasmen——livethereclumsily,lazily;butinthatlazinessthereisanoddgracefulness,anditseemsasthoughbeyondthelazinessacolossalpowerwereconcealed;

aninvinciblepower,butasyetdeprivedofconsciousness,asyetwithoutanydefinitedesiresandaims。Andtheabsenceofconsciousnessinthishalf-slumberinglifethrowsshadesofsadnessoverallthebeautifulslope。Submissivepatience,silenthopeforsomethingnewandmoreinspiritingareheardeveninthecryofthecuckoo,waftedtotheriverbythewindfromtheshore。Themelancholysongssoundasthoughimploringsomeoneforhelp。Andattimesthereisinthemaringofdespair。Theriveranswersthesongswithsighs。Andthetree-

topsshake,lostinmeditation。Silence。

Fomaspentalldaylongonthecaptain\'sbridgebesidehisfather。Withoututteringaword,hestaredwide-eyedattheendlesspanoramaofthebanks,anditseemedtohimhewasmovingalongabroadsilverpathinthosewonderfulkingdomsinhabitedbythesorcerersandgiantsofhisfamiliarfairy-tales。Attimeshewouldloadhisfatherwithquestionsabouteverythingthatpassedbeforethem。Ignatansweredhimwillinglyandconcisely,buttheboywasnotpleasedwithhisanswers;theycontainednothinginterestingandintelligibletohim,andhedidnothearwhathelongedtohear。Oncehetoldhisfatherwithasigh:

"AuntieAnfisaknowsbetterthanyou。"

"Whatdoessheknow?"askedIgnat,smiling。

"Everything,"repliedtheboy,convincedly。

Nowonderfulkingdomappearedbeforehim。Butoftencitiesappearedonthebanksoftheriver,justsuchcitiesastheonewhereFomalived。Someofthemwerelarger,somesmaller,butthepeople,andthehouses,andthechurches——allwerethesameasinhisowncity。Fomaexaminedthemincompanywithhisfather,butwasstillunsatisfiedandreturnedtothesteamergloomyandfatigued。

"TomorrowweshallbeinAstrakhan,"saidIgnatoneday。

"Andisitjustthesameastheothercities?"

"Ofcourse。Howelseshoulditbe?"

"AndwhatisbeyondAstrakhan?"

"Thesea。TheCaspianSeaitiscalled。"

"Andwhatisthere?"

"Fishes,queerfellow!Whatelsecantherebeinthewater?"

"There\'sthecityKitezhstandinginthewater。"

"That\'sadifferentthing!That\'sKitezh。Onlyrighteouspeoplelivethere。"

"Andaretherenorighteouscitiesonthesea?"

No,"saidIgnat,and,afteramoment\'ssilence,added:"Theseawaterisbitterandnobodycandrinkit。"

"Andistheremorelandbeyondthesea?"

"Certainly,theseamusthaveanend。Itislikeacup。"

"Andaretherecitiestheretoo?"

"Againcities。Ofcourse!Onlythatlandisnotours,itbelongstoPersia。DidyouseethePersianssellingpistachio-nutsandapricotsinthemarket?"

"Yes,Isawthem,"repliedFoma,andbecamepensive。

Onedayheaskedhisfather:

"Istheremuchmorelandleft?"

"Theearthisverybig,mydear!Ifyoushouldgoonfoot,youcouldn\'tgoarounditevenintenyears。"

Ignattalkedforalongtimewithhissonaboutthesizeoftheearth,andsaidatlength:

"Andyetnooneknowsforcertainhowbigitreallyis,norwhereitends。"

"Andiseverythingalikeonearth?"

"Whatdoyoumean?"

"Thecitiesandall?"

"Well,ofcourse,thecitiesarelikecities。Therearehouses,streets——andeverythingthatisnecessary。"

Aftermanysimilarconversationstheboynolongerstaredsooftenintothedistancewiththeinterrogativelookofhisblackeyes。

Thecrewofthesteamerlovedhim,andhe,too,lovedthosefine,sun-burntandweather-beatenfellows,wholaughinglyplayedwithhim。Theymadefishingtacklesforhim,andlittleboatsoutofbark,playedwithhimandrowedhimabouttheanchoringplace,whenIgnatwenttotownonbusiness。Theboyoftenheardthementalkingabouthisfather,buthepaidnoattentiontowhattheysaid,andnevertoldhisfatherwhatheheardabouthim。Butoneday,inAstrakhan,whilethesteamerwastakinginacargooffuel,FomaheardthevoiceofPetrovich,themachinist:

"Heorderedsuchalotofwoodtobetakenin。Whatanabsurdman!Firstheloadsthesteameruptotheverydeck,andthenheroars。\'Youbreakthemachinerytoooften,\'hesays。\'Youpouroil,\'hesays,\'atrandom。\'"

Thevoiceofthegrayandsternpilotreplied:

"It\'sallhisexorbitantgreediness。Fuelischeaperhere,soheistakingallhecan。Heisgreedy,thedevil!"

"Oh,howgreedy!"

Thisword,repeatedmanytimesinsuccession,fixeditselfinFoma\'smemory,andintheevening,atsupper,hesuddenlyaskedhisfather:

"Papa!"

"What?"

"Areyougreedy?"

Inreplytohisfather\'squestionsFomatoldhimoftheconversationbetweenthepilotandthemachinist。Ignat\'sfacebecamegloomy,andhiseyesbegantoflashangrily。

"That\'showitis,"ejaculatedIgnat,shakinghishead。"Well,you——don\'tyoulistentothem。Theyarenotyourequals;don\'thavesomuchtodowiththem。Youaretheirmaster,theyareyourservants,understandthat。Ifwechooseto,wecanputeveryoneofthemashore。Theyarecheapandtheycanbefoundeverywherelikedogs。Understand?Theymaysaymanybadthingsaboutme。Buttheysaythem,becauseIamtheirmaster。ThewholethingarisesbecauseIamfortunateandrich,andthericharealwaysenvied。

Ahappymaniseverybody\'senemy。"

Abouttwodayslatertherewasanewpilotandanothermachinistonthesteamer。

"AndwhereisYakov?"askedtheboy。

"Idischargedhim。Iorderedhimaway。"

"Forthat?"queriedFoma。

"Yes,forthatverything。"

"AndPetrovich,too?"

"Yes,Isenthimthesameway。"

Fomawaspleasedwiththefactthathisfatherwasabletochangethemensoquickly。Hesmiledtohisfather,and,comingoutonthedeck,walkeduptoasailor,whosatonthefloor,untwistingapieceofropeandmakingaswab。

"Wehaveanewpilothere,"announcedFoma。

"Iknow。Goodhealthtoyou,FomaIgnatich!Howdidyousleep?"

"Andanewmachinist,too。"

"Andanewmachinist。AreyousorryforPetrovich?"

"Really?Andhewassogoodtoyou。"

"Well,whydidheabusemyfather?"

"Oh?Didheabusehim?"

"Ofcoursehedid。Ihearditmyself。"

"Mm——andyourfatherheardit,too?"

"No,Itoldhim。"

"You——so"——drawledthesailorandbecamesilent,takinguphisworkagain。

"Andpapasaystome:\'You,\'hesays,\'youaremasterhere——youcandrivethemallawayifyouwish。\'"

"So,"saidthesailor,gloomilylookingattheboy,whowassoenthusiasticallyboastingtohimofhissupremepower。FromthatdayonFomanoticedthatthecrewdidnotregardhimasbefore。

Somebecamemoreobligingandkind,othersdidnotcaretospeaktohim,andwhentheydidspeaktohim,itwasdoneangrily,andnotatallentertainingly,asbefore。Fomalikedtowatchwhilethedeckwasbeingwashed:theirtrousersrolleduptotheirknees,orsometimestakenoffaltogether,thesailors,withswabsandbrushesintheirhands,cleverlyranaboutthedeck,emptyingpailsofwateronit,besprinklingoneanother,laughing,shouting,falling。Streamsofwaterranineverydirection,andthelivelynoiseofthemenintermingledwiththegraysplashofthewater。Before,theboyneverbotheredthesailorsinthisplayfulandlightwork;nay,hetookanactivepart,besprinklingthemwithwaterandlaughinglyrunningaway,whentheythreatenedtopourwateroverhim。ButafterYakovandPetrovichhadbeendischarged,hefeltthathewasineverybody\'sway,thatnoonecaredtoplaywithhimandthatnooneregardedhimkindly。

Surprisedandmelancholy,heleftthedeck,walkeduptothewheel,satdownthere,and,offended,hethoughtfullybegantostareatthedistantgreenbankandthedentedstripofwoodsuponit。Andbelow,onthedeck,thewaterwassplashingplayfully,andthesailorsweregailylaughing。Heyearnedtogodowntothem,butsomethingheldhimback。

"Keepawayfromthemasmuchaspossible,"herecalledhisfather\'swords;"youaretheirmaster。"Thenhefeltlikeshoutingatthesailors——somethingharshandauthoritative,sohisfatherwouldscoldthem。Hethoughtalongtimewhattosay,butcouldnotthinkofanything。Anothertwo,threedayspassed,anditbecameperfectlycleartohimthatthecrewnolongerlikedhim。Hebegantofeellonesomeonthesteamer,andamidtheparti-colouredmistofnewimpressions,stillmoreoftentherecameupbeforeFomatheimageofhiskindandgentleAuntAnfisa,withherstories,andsmiles,andsoft,ringinglaughter,whichfilledtheboy\'ssoulwithajoyouswarmth。Hestilllivedintheworldoffairy-tales,buttheinvisibleandpitilesshandofrealitywasalreadyatworktearingthebeautiful,finewebofthewonderful,throughwhichtheboyhadlookedateverythingabouthim。Theincidentwiththemachinistandthepilotdirectedhisattentiontohissurroundings;Foma\'seyesbecamemoresharp-

sighted。Aconscioussearchfulnessappearedinthemandinhisquestionstohisfatherrangayearningtounderstandwhichthreadsandspringsweremanagingthedeedsofmen。

Onedayascenetookplacebeforehim:thesailorswerecarryingwood,andoneofthem,theyoung,curly-hairedandgayYefim,passingthedeckoftheshipwithhand-barrows,saidloudlyandangrily:

"No,hehasnoconsciencewhatever!TherewasnoagreementthatI

shouldcarrywood。Asailor——well,one\'sbusinessisclear——buttocarrywoodintothebargain——thankyou!ThatmeansformetotakeofftheskinIhavenotsold。Heiswithoutconscience!Hethinksitisclevertosapthelifeoutofus。"

Theboyheardthisgrumblingandknewthatitwasconcerninghisfather。HealsonoticedthatalthoughYefimwasgrumbling,hecarriedmorewoodonhisstretcherthantheothers,andwalkedfasterthantheothers。NoneofthesailorsrepliedtoYefim\'sgrumbling,andeventheonewhoworkedwithhimwassilent,onlynowandthenprotestingagainsttheearnestnesswithwhichYefimpiledupthewoodonthestretchers。

"Enough!"hewouldsay,morosely,"youarenotloadingahorse,areyou?"

"Andyouhadbetterkeepquiet。Youwereputtothecart——cartitanddon\'tkick——andshouldyourbloodbesucked——keepquietagain。Whatcanyousay?"

SuddenlyIgnatappeared,walkeduptothesailorand,stoppinginfrontofhim,askedsternly:

"Whatwereyoutalkingabout?"

"Iamtalking——Iknow,"repliedYefim,hesitating。"Therewasnoagreement——thatImustsaynothing。"

"Andwhoisgoingtosuckblood?"askedIgnat,strokinghisbeard。

Thesailorunderstoodthathehadbeencaughtunawares,andseeingnowayoutofit,heletthelogofwoodfallfromhishands,rubbedhispalmsagainsthispants,and,facingIgnatsquarely,saidratherboldly:

"AndamInotright?Don\'tyousuckit?"

"I?"

"You。"

Fomasawthathisfatherswunghishand。Aloudblowresounded,andthesailorfellheavilyonthewood。Hearoseimmediatelyandworkedoninsilence。Bloodwastricklingfromhisbruisedfaceontothewhitebarkofthebirchwood;hewipedthebloodoffhisfacewiththesleeveofhisshirt,lookedathissleeveand,heavingasigh,maintainedsilence,andwhenhewentpastFomawiththehand-harrows,twobig,turbidtearsweretremblingonhisface,nearthebridgeofhisnose,andFomanoticedthem。

AtdinnerFomawaspensiveandnowandthenglancedathisfatherwithfearinhiseyes。

"Whydoyoufrown?"askedhisfather,gently。

"Frown?"

"Areyouill,perhaps?Becareful。Ifthereisanything,tellme。"

"Youarestrong,"saidFomaofasuddenmusingly。

"I?That\'sright。Godhasfavouredmewithstrength。"

"Howhardyoustruckhim!"exclaimedtheboyinalowvoice,loweringhishead。

Ignatwasabouttoputapieceofbreadwithcaviarintohismouth,buthishandstopped,heldbackbyhisson\'sexclamation;

helookedinterrogativelyatFoma\'sdroopingheadandasked:

"YoumeanYefim,don\'tyou?"

"Yes,hewasbleeding。Andhowhewalkedafterward,howhecried,"saidtheboyinalowvoice。

"Mm,"roaredIgnat,chewingabite。"Well,areyousorryforhim?"

"It\'sapity!"saidFoma,withtearsinhisvoice。

"Yes。Sothat\'sthekindofafellowyouare,"saidIgnat。

Then,afteramoment\'ssilence,hefilledawineglasswithvodka,emptiedit,andsaidsternly,inaslightlyreprimandingtone:

"Thereisnoreasonwhyyoushouldpityhim。Hebrawledatrandom,andthereforegotwhathedeserved。Iknowhim:heisagoodfellow,industrious,strongandnotabitfoolish。Buttoargueisnothisbusiness;Imayargue,becauseIamthemaster。

Itisn\'tsimpletobemaster。Apunchwouldn\'tkillhim,butwillmakehimwiser。That\'stheway。Eh,Foma!Youareaninfant,andyoudonotunderstandthesethings。Imustteachyouhowtolive。

Itmaybethatmydaysoneartharenumbered。"

Ignatwassilentforawhile,dranksomemorevodkaandwentoninstinctively:

"Itisnecessarytohavepityonmen。Youarerightindoingso。

Butyoumustpitythemsensibly。Firstlookataman,findoutwhatgoodthereisinhim,andwhatusemaybemadeofhim!Andifyoufindhimtobestrongandcapable——pityandassisthim。

Andifheisweakandnotinclinedtowork——spituponhim,passhimby。Justkeepthisinmind——themanwhocomplainsagainsteverything,whosighsandmoansallthetime——thatmanisworthnothing;hemeritsnocompassionandyouwilldohimnogoodwhatever,evenifyouhelphim。Pityforsuchpeoplemakesthemmoremorose,spoilsthemthemore。Inyourgodfather\'shouseyousawvariouskindsofpeople——unfortunatetravellersandhangers-

on,andallsortsofrabble。Forgetthem。Theyarenotmen,theyarejustshells,andaregoodfornothing。Theyarelikebugs,fleasandotheruncleanthings。NordotheyliveforGod\'ssake——

theyhavenoGod。TheycallHisnameinvain,inordertomovefoolstopity,and,thuspitied,tofilltheirbellieswithsomething。Theylivebutfortheirbellies,andasidefromeating,drinking,sleepingandmoaningtheycandonothing。Andalltheyaccomplishisthesoul\'sdecay。Theyareinyourwayandyoutripoverthem。Agoodmanamongthem——likefreshapplesamongbadones——maysoonbespoilt,andnoonewillprofitbyit。

Youareyoung,that\'sthetrouble。Youcannotcomprehendmywords。Helphimwhoisfirminmisery。Hemaynotaskyouforassistance,butthinkofityourself,andassisthimwithouthisrequest。Andifheshouldhappentobeproudandthusfeeloffendedatyouraid,donotallowhimtoseethatyouarelendinghimahelpinghand。That\'sthewayitshouldbedone,accordingtocommonsense!Here,forexample,twoboards,letussay,fallintothemud——oneofthemisarottenone,theother,agoodsoundboard。Whatshouldyoudo?Whatgoodisthereintherottenboard?Youhadbetterdropit,letitstayinthemudandsteponitsoasnottosoilyourfeet。Astothesoundboard,liftitupandplaceitinthesun;ifitcanbeofnousetoyou,someoneelsemayavailhimselfofit。That\'sthewayitis,myson!Listentomeandremember。ThereisnoreasonwhyYefimshouldbepitied。Heisacapablefellow,heknowshisvalue。Youcannotknockhissouloutwithaboxontheear。I\'lljustwatchhimforaboutaweek,andthenI\'llputhimatthehelm。Andthere,Iamquitesure,he\'llbeagoodpilot。Andifheshouldbepromotedtocaptain,hewouldn\'tlosecourage——hewouldmakeaclevercaptain!That\'sthewaypeoplegrow。Ihavegonethroughthisschoolmyself,dear。I,too,receivedmorethanoneboxontheearwhenIwasofhisage。Life,myson,isnotadearmothertoallofus。Itisourexactingmistress。"

Ignattalkedwithhissonabouttwohours,tellinghimofhisownyouth,ofhistoils,ofmen;theirterriblepower,andoftheirweakness;ofhowtheylive,andsometimespretendtobeunfortunateinordertoliveonotherpeople\'smoney;andthenhetoldhimofhimself,andofhowherosefromaplainworkingmantobeproprietorofalargeconcern。Theboylistenedtohiswords,lookedathimandfeltasthoughhisfatherwerecomingnearerandnearertohim。Andthoughhisfather\'sstorydidnotcontainthematerialofwhichAuntAnfisa\'sfairy-taleswerebrimful,therewassomethingnewinit,somethingclearerandmorecomprehensiblethaninherfairy-tales,andsomethingjustasinteresting。Somethingpowerfulandwarmbegantothrobwithinhislittleheart,andhewasdrawntowardhisfather。Ignat,evidently,surmisedhisson\'sfeelingsbyhiseyes:heroseabruptlyfromhisseat,seizedhiminhisarmsandpressedhimfirmlytohisbreast。AndFomaembracedhisneck,and,pressinghischeektothatofhisfather,wassilentandbreathedrapidly。

"Myson,"whisperedIgnatinadullvoice,"Mydarling!Myjoy!

LearnwhileIamalive。Alas!itishardtolive。"

Thechild\'shearttrembledatthiswhisper;hesethisteethtogether,andhottearsgushedfromhiseyes。

UntilthisdayIgnathadneverkindledanyparticularfeelinginhisson:theboywasusedtohim;hewastiredoflookingathisenormousfigure,andfearedhimslightly,butwasatthesametimeawarethathisfatherwoulddoanythingforhimthathewanted。SometimesIgnatwouldstayawayfromhomeaday,two,aweek,orpossiblytheentiresummer。AndyetFomadidnotevennoticehisabsence,soabsorbedwashebyhisloveforAuntAnfisa。WhenIgnatreturnedtheboywasglad,buthecouldhardlytellwhetheritwashisfather\'sarrivalthatgladdenedhimortheplaythingshebroughtwithhim。Butnow,atthesightofIgnat,theboyrantomeethim,graspedhimbythehand,laughed,staredintohiseyesandfeltwearyifhedidnotseehimfortwoorthreehours:Hisfatherbecameinterestingtohim,and,rousinghiscuriosity,hefairlydevelopedloveandrespectforhimself。

EverytimethattheyweretogetherFomabeggedhisfather:

"Papa,tellmeaboutyourself。"……

ThesteamerwasnowgoinguptheVolga。OnesuffocatingnightinJuly,whentheskywasovercastwiththickblackclouds,andeverythingontheVolgawassomewhatominouslycalm,theyreachedKazanandanchorednearUslonattheendofanenormousfleetofvessels。TheclinkingoftheanchorchainsandtheshoutingofthecrewawakenedFoma;helookedoutofthewindowandsaw,farinthedistance,smalllightsglimmeringfantastically:thewaterabouttheboatblackandthick,likeoil——andnothingelsecouldbeseen。Theboy\'shearttrembledpainfullyandhebegantolistenattentively。Ascarcelyaudible,melancholysongreachedhisears——mournfulandmonotonousasachantonthecaravanthewatchmencalledtooneanother;thesteamerhissedangrilygettingupsteam。Andtheblackwateroftheriversplashedsadlyandquietlyagainstthesidesofthevessels。Staringfixedlyintothedarkness,untilhiseyeshurt,theboydiscernedblackpilesandsmalllightsdimlyburninghighabovethem。Heknewthatthosewerebarges,butthisknowledgedidnotcalmhimandhisheartthrobbedunevenly,and,inhisimagination,terrifyingdarkimagesarose。

"O-o-o,"adrawlingcrycamefromthedistanceandendedlikeawail。

Someonecrossedthedeckandwentuptothesideofthesteamer。

"O-o-o,"washeardagain,butnearerthistime。

"Yefim!"someonecalledinalowvoiceonthedeck。"Yefimka!"

"Well?"

"Devil!Getup!Taketheboat-hook。"

"O-o-o,"someonemoanednearby,andFoma,shuddering,steppedbackfromthewindow。

Thequeersoundcamenearerandnearerandgrewinstrength,sobbedanddiedoutinthedarkness。Whileonthedecktheywhisperedwithalarm:

"Yefimka!Getup!Aguestisfloating!"

"Where?"cameahastyquestion,thenbarefeetbegantopatteraboutthedeck,abustlewasheard,andtwoboat-hooksslippeddownpasttheboy\'sfaceandalmostnoiselesslyplungedintothewater。

"Ague-e-est!"Somebegantosobnearby,andaquiet,butveryqueersplashresounded。

Theboytrembledwithfrightatthismournfulcry,buthecouldnottearhishandsfromthewindownorhiseyesfromthewater。

"Lightthelantern。Youcan\'tseeanything。"

"Directly。"

Andthenaspotofdimlightfelloverthewater。Fomasawthatthewaterwasrockingcalmly,thataripplewaspassingoverit,asthoughthewaterwereafflicted,andtrembledforpain。

"Look!Look!"theywhisperedonthedeckwithfright。

Atthesametimeabig,terriblehumanface,withwhiteteethsettogether,appearedonthespotoflight。Itfloatedandrockedinthewater,itsteethseemedtostareatFomaasthoughsaying,withasmile:

"Eh,boy,boy,itiscold。Goodbye!"

Theboat-hooksshook,wereliftedintheair,wereloweredagainintothewaterandcarefullybegantopushsomethingthere。

"Shovehim!Shove!Lookout,hemaybethrownunderthewheel。"

"Shovehimyourselfthen。"

Theboat-hooksglidedoverthesideofthesteamer,and,scratchingagainstit,producedanoiselikethegrindingofteeth。Fomacouldnotclosehiseyesforwatchingthem。Thenoiseoffeetstampingonthedeck,overhishead,wasgraduallymovingtowardthestern。Andthenagainthatmoaningcryforthedeadwasheard:

"Ague-e-est!"

"Papa!"criedFomainaringingvoice。"Papa!"Hisfatherjumpedtohisfeetandrushedtowardhim。

"Whatisthat?Whataretheydoingthere?"criedFoma。

Wildlyroaring,Ignatjumpedoutofthecabinwithhugebounds。

Hesoonreturned,soonerthanFoma,staggeringandlookingaroundhim,hadtimetoreachhisfather\'sbed。

"Theyfrightenedyou?It\'snothing!"saidIgnat,takinghimupinhisarms。"Liedownwithme。"

"Whatisit?"askedFoma,quietly。

"Itwasnothing,myson。Onlyadrownedman。Amanwasdrownedandheisfloating。That\'snothing!Don\'tbeafraid,hehasalreadyfloatedclearofus。"

"Whydidtheypushhim?"interrogatedtheboy,firmlypressingclosetohisfather,andshuttinghiseyesforfright。

"Itwasnecessarytodoso。Thewatermighthavethrownhimunderthewheel。Underours,forinstance。Tomorrowthepolicewouldnoticeit,therewouldbetrouble,inquests,andwewouldbeheldhereforexamination。That\'swhyweshovedhimalong。Whatdifferencedoesitmaketohim?Heisdead;itdoesn\'tpainhim;

itdoesn\'toffendhim。Andthelivingwouldbetroubledonhisaccount。Sleep,myson。

"Sohewillfloatonthatway?"

"Hewillfloat。They\'lltakehimoutsomewhereandburyhim。"

"Andwillafishdevourhim?"

"Fishdonoteathumanbodies。Crabseatthem。Theylikethem。"

Foma\'sfrightwasmelting,fromtheheatofhisfather\'sbody,butbeforehiseyestheterriblesneeringfacewasstillrockingintheblackwater。

"Andwhoishe?"

"Godknows!SaytoGodabouthim:\'0hLord,resthissoul!\'"

"Lord,resthissoul!"repeatedFoma,inawhisper。

"That\'sright。Sleepnow,don\'tfear。Heisfarawaynow!Floatingon。

Seehere,becarefulasyougouptothesideoftheship。Youmayfalloverboard。Godforbid!And——"

"Didhefalloverboard?"

"Ofcourse。Perhapshewasdrunk,andthat\'shisend!Andmaybehethrewhimselfintothewater。Therearepeoplewhodothat。

Theygoandthrowthemselvesintothewaterandaredrowned。

Life,mydear,issoarrangedthatdeathissometimesaholidayforone,sometimesitisablessingforall。"

"Papa。"

"Sleep,sleep,dear。"

CHAPTERIII

DURINGtheveryfirstdayofhisschoollife,stupefiedbythelivelyandheartynoiseofprovokingmischiefsandofwild,childishgames,Fomapickedouttwoboysfromthecrowdwhoatonceseemedmoreinterestingtohimthantheothers。Onehadaseatinfrontofhim。Foma,lookingaskance,sawabroadback;afullneck,coveredwithfreckles;bigears;andthebackoftheheadcloselycropped,coveredwithlight-redhairwhichstoodoutlikebristles。

Whentheteacher,abald-headedman,whoselowerliphungdown,calledout:"Smolin,African!"thered-headedboyaroseslowly,walkeduptotheteacher,calmlystaredintohisface,and,havinglistenedtotheproblem,carefullybegantomakebigroundfiguresontheblackboardwithchalk。

"Goodenough!"saidtheteacher。"Yozhov,Nicolai。Proceed!"

OneofFoma\'sneighbours,afidgetylittleboywithblacklittlemouse-eyes,jumpedupfromhisseatandpassedthroughtheaisle,strikingagainsteverythingandturninghisheadonallsides。Attheblackboardheseizedthechalk,and,standinguponthetoesofhisboots,noisilybegantomarktheboardwiththechalk,creakingandfillingwithchalkdust,dashingoffsmall,illegiblemarks。

"Notsoloud!"saidtheteacher,wrinklinghisyellowfaceandcontractinghisfatiguedeyes。Yozhovspokequicklyandinaringingvoice:

"Nowweknowthatthefirstpeddlermade17k。profit。"

"Enough!Gordyeeff!Tellmewhatmustwedoinordertofindouthowmuchthesecondpeddlergained?"

Watchingtheconductoftheboys,sounlikeeachother,Fomawasthustakenunawaresbythequestionandhekeptquiet。

"Don\'tyouknow?How?Explainittohim,Smolin。"

Havingcarefullywipedhisfingers,whichhadbeensoiledwithchalk,Smolinputtheragaway,and,withoutlookingatFoma,finishedtheproblemandagainbegantowipehishands,whileYozhov,smilingandskippingalongashewalked,returnedtohisseat。

"Eh,you!"hewhispered,seatinghimselfbesideFoma,incidentallystrikinghissidewithhisfist。"Whydon\'tyouknowit?Whatwastheprofitaltogether?Thirtykopecks。Andthereweretwopeddlers。Oneofthemgot17。Well,howmuchdidtheotheroneget?"

"Iknow,"repliedFoma,inawhisper,feelingconfusedandexaminingthefaceofSmolin,whowassedatelyreturningtohisseat。Hedidn\'tlikethatround,freckledface,withtheblueeyes,whichwereloadedwithfat。AndYozhovpinchedhislegandasked:

"Whosesonareyou?TheFrantic\'s?"

"Yes。"

"So。Doyouwishmetopromptyoualways?"

"Yes。"

"Andwhatwillyougivemeforit?"

Fomathoughtawhileandasked:

"Anddoyouknowitallyourself?"

"I?Iamthebestpupil。You\'llseeforyourself。"

"Hey,there!Yozhov,youaretalkingagain?"criedtheteacher,faintly。

Yozhovjumpedtohisfeetandsaidboldly:

"It\'snotI,IvanAndreyich——it\'sGordyeeff。"

"Bothofthemwerewhispering,"announcedSmolin,serenely。

Wrinklinghisfacemournfullyandmovinghisbiglipcomically,theteacherreprimandedthemall,buthiswordsdidnotpreventYozhovfromwhisperingimmediately:

"Verywell,Smolin!I\'llrememberyoufortelling。"

"Well,whydoyoublameitallonthenewboy?"askedSmolin,inalowvoice,withouteventurninghisheadtothem。

"Allright,allright,"hissedYozhov。

Fomawassilent,lookingaskanceathisbriskneighbour,whoatoncepleasedhimandrousedinhimadesiretogetasfaraspossibleawayfromhim。DuringrecesshelearnedfromYozhovthatSmolin,too,wasrich,beingthesonofatan-yardproprietor,andthatYozhovhimselfwasthesonofaguardattheCourtofExchequer,andverypoor。Thelastwasclearlyevidentbytheadroitboy\'scostume,madeofgrayfustianandadornedwithpatchesonthekneesandelbows;byhispale,hungry-lookingface;and,byhissmall,angularandbonyfigure。Thisboyspokeinametallicalto,elucidatinghiswordswithgrimacesandgesticulations,andheoftenusedwordswhosemeaningwasknownbuttohimself。

"We\'llbefriends,"heannouncedtoFoma。

"Whydidyoucomplaintotheteacheraboutme?"GordyeeffremindedYozhov,lookingathimsuspiciously。

"There!What\'sthedifferencetoyou?Youareanewscholarandrich。Theteacherisnotexactingwiththerich。AndIamapoorhanger-on;hedoesn\'tlikeme,becauseIamimpudentandbecauseIneverbringhimanypresents。IfIhadbeenabadpupilhewouldhaveexpelledmelongago。YouknowI\'llgototheGymnasiumfromhere。I\'llpassthesecondclassandthenI\'llleave。Alreadyastudentispreparingmeforthesecondclass。

ThereI\'llstudysothattheycan\'tholdmeback!Howmanyhorsesdoyouhave?"

"Three。Whatdoyouneedtostudysomuchfor?"askedFoma。

"BecauseIampoor。Thepoormuststudyhardsothattheymaybecomerich。Theybecomedoctors,functionaries,officers。I

shallbea\'tinkler。\'Aswordatmyside,spuronmyboots。

Cling,cling!Andwhatareyougoingtobe?"

"Idon\'tknow,"saidFoma,pensively,examininghiscompanion。

"Youneednotbeanything。Andareyoufondofpigeons?"

"Yes。"

"Whatagood-for-nothingyouare!Oh!Eh!"YozhovimitatedFoma\'sslowwayofspeaking。"Howmanypigeonsdoyouhave?"

"Ihavenone。"

"Eh,you!Rich,andyetyouhavenopigeons。EvenIhavethree。

IfmyfatherhadbeenrichIwouldhavehadahundredpigeonsandchasedthemalldaylong。Smolinhaspigeons,too,fineones!

Fourteen。Hemademeapresentofone。Only,heisgreedy。Allthericharegreedy。Andyou,areyougreedy,too?"

"Idon\'tknow,"saidFoma,irresolutely。

"ComeuptoSmolin\'sandthethreeofustogetherwillchasethepigeons。"

"Verywell。Iftheyletme。"

"Why,doesnotyourfatherlikeyou?"

"Hedoeslikeme。"

"Well,then,he\'llletyougo。Onlydon\'ttellhimthatIamcoming。Perhapshewouldnotletyougowithme。TellhimyouwanttogotoSmolin\'s。Smolin!"

Aplumpboycameuptothem,andYozhovaccostedhim,shakinghisheadreproachfully:

"Eh,youred-headedslanderer!Itisn\'tworthwhiletobefriendswithyou,blockhead!"

"Whydoyouabuseme?"askedSmolin,calmly,examiningFomafixedly。

"Iamnotabusingyou;Iamtellingthetruth,"Yozhovexplained,straighteninghimselfwithanimation。"Listen!Althoughyouareakissel,but——letitgo!We\'llcomeuptoseeyouonSundayaftermass。"

"Come,"Smolinnoddedhishead。

"We\'llcomeup。They\'llringthebellsoon。Imustruntosellthesiskin,"declaredYozhov,pullingoutofhispocketapaperpackage,whereinsomelivethingwasstruggling。Andhedisappearedfromtheschool-yardasmercuryfromthepalmofahand。

"Whataqueerfellowheis!"saidFoma,dumfoundedbyYozhov\'sadroitnessandlookingatSmolininterrogatively。

"Heisalwayslikethis。He\'sveryclever,"thered-headedboyexplained。

"Andcheerful,too,"addedFoma。

"Cheerful,too,"Smolinassented。Thentheybecamesilent,lookingateachother。

"Willyoucomeupwithhimtomyhouse?"askedthered-headedboy。

"Yes。"

"Comeup。It\'snicethere。"

Fomasaidnothingtothis。ThenSmolinaskedhim:

"Haveyoumanyfriends?"

"Ihavenone。"

"NeitherdidIhaveanyfriendsbeforeIwenttoschool。Onlycousins。Nowyou\'llhavetwofriendsatonce。"

"Yes,"saidFoma。

"Areyouglad?"

"I\'mglad。"

"Whenyouhavelotsoffriends,itislively。Anditiseasiertostudy,too——theypromptyou。"

"Andareyouagoodpupil?"

"Ofcourse!Idoeverythingwell,"saidSmolin,calmly。

Thebellbegantobangasthoughithadbeenfrightenedandwashastilyrunningsomewhere。

Sittinginschool,Fomabegantofeelsomewhatfreer,andcomparedhisfriendswiththerestoftheboys。Hesoonlearnedthattheybothweretheverybestboysinschoolandthattheywerethefirsttoattracteverybody\'sattention,evenasthetwofigures5and7,whichhadnotyetbeenwipedofftheblackboard。

AndFomafeltverymuchpleasedthathisfriendswerebetterthananyoftheotherboys。

Theyallwenthomefromschooltogether,butYozhovsoonturnedintosomenarrowsidestreet,whileSmolinwalkedwithFomauptohisveryhouse,and,departing,said:

"Yousee,webothgohomethesameway,too。"

AthomeFomawasmetwithpomp:hisfathermadehimapresentofaheavysilverspoon,withaningeniousmonogramonit,andhisauntgavehimascarfknittedbyherself。Theywereawaitinghimfordinner,havingpreparedhisfavouritedishesforhim,andassoonashetookoffhiscoat,seatedhimatthetableandbegantoplyhimwithquestions。

"Well,howwasit?Howdidyouliketheschool?"askedIgnat,lookinglovinglyathisson\'srosy,animatedface。

"Prettygood。It\'snice!"repliedFoma。

"Mydarling!"sighedhisaunt,withfeeling,"lookout,holdyourownwithyourfriends。Assoonastheyoffendyoutellyourteachersaboutit。"

"Goon。Whatelsewillyoutellhim?"Ignatsmiled。"Neverdothat!Trytogetsquarewitheveryoffenderyourself,punishhimwithyourownhand,notwithsomebodyelse\'s。Arethereanygoodfellowsthere?"

"Therearetwo,"Fomasmiled,recallingYozhov。"Oneofthemissobold——terrible!"

"Whoseishe?"

"Aguard\'sson。"

"Mm!Bolddidyousay?"

"Dreadfullybold!"

"Well,lethimbe!Andtheother?"

"Theotheroneisred-headed。Smolin。"

"Ah!EvidentlyMitryIvanovitch\'sson。Sticktohim,he\'sgoodcompany。Mitryisacleverpeasant。Ifthesontakesafterhisfatheritisallright。Butthatotherone——youknow,Foma,youhadbetterinvitethemtoourhouseonSunday。I\'llbuysomepresentsandyoucantreatthem。We\'llseewhatsortofboystheyare。"

"SmolinaskedmetocometohimthisSunday,"saidFoma,lookingupathisfatherquestioningly。

"So。Well,youmaygo!That\'sallright,go。Observewhatkindofpeoplethereareintheworld。Youcannotpassyourlifealone,withoutfriendship。YourgodfatherandI,forinstance,havebeenfriendsformorethantwentyyears,andIhaveprofitedagreatdealbyhiscommonsense。Soyou,too,trytobefriendlywiththosethatarebetterandwiserthanyou。Rubagainstagoodman,likeacoppercoinagainstsilver,andyoumaythenpassforasilvercoinyourself。"

And,burstingintolaughterathiscomparison,Ignataddedseriously:

"Iwasonlyjesting。Trytobe,notartificial,butgenuine。Andhavesomecommonsense,nomatterhowlittle,butyourown。Haveyoumanylessonstodo?"

"Many!"sighedtheboy,andtohissigh,likeanecho,hisauntansweredwithaheavysigh。

"Well,study。Don\'tbeworsethanothersatschool。Although,I\'lltellyou,evenifthereweretwenty-fiveclassesinyourschool,theycouldneverteachyouthereanythingsavereading,writingandarithmetic。Youmayalsolearnsomenaughtythings,butGodprotectyou!Ishallgiveyouaterriblespankingifyoudo。IfyousmoketobaccoI\'llcutyourlipsoff。"

"RememberGod,Fomushka,"saidtheaunt。"Seethatyoudon\'tforgetourLord。"

"That\'strue!HonourGodandyourfather。ButIwishtotellyouthatschoolbooksarebutatrivialmatter。Youneedtheseasacarpenterneedsanadzeandapointer。Theyaretools,butthetoolscannotteachyouhowtomakeuseofthem。Understand?Letussee:Supposeanadzewerehandedtoacarpenterforhimtosquareabeamwithit。It\'snotenoughtohavehandsandanadze;

itisalsonecessaryforhimtoknowhowtostrikethewoodsoasnottohithisfootinstead。Toyoutheknowledgeofreadingandwritingisgiven,andyoumustregulateyourlifewithit。Thusitfollowsthatbooksalonearebutatrifleinthismatter;itisnecessarytobeabletotakeadvantageofthem。Anditisthisabilitythatismorecunningthananybooks,andyetnothingaboutitiswritteninthebooks。This,Foma,youmustlearnfromLifeitself。Abookisadeadthing,youmaytakeitasyouplease,youmaytearit,breakit——itwillnotcryout。Whileshouldyoubutmakeasinglewrongstepinlife,orwronglyoccupyaplaceinit,Lifewillstarttobawlatyouinathousandvoices;itwilldealyouablow,fellingyoutotheground。"

Foma,hiselbowsleaningonthetable,attentivelylistenedtohisfather,andunderthesoundofhispowerfulvoicehepicturedtohimselfnowthecarpentersquaringabeam,nowhimself,hishandsoutstretched,carefullyandstealthilyapproachingsomecolossalandlivingthing,anddesiringtograspthatterriblesomething。

"Amanmustpreservehimselfforhisworkandmustbethoroughlyacquaintedwiththeroadtoit。Aman,dear,islikethepilotonaship。Inyouth,asathightide,gostraight!Awayisopentoyoueverywhere。Butyoumustknowwhenitistimetosteer。Thewatersrecede——hereyouseeasandbank,there,arock;itisnecessarytoknowallthisandtoslipoffintime,inordertoreachtheharboursafeandsound。"

"Iwillreachit!"saidtheboy,lookingathisfatherproudlyandwithconfidence。

"Eh?Youspeakcourageously!"Ignatburstintolaughter。Andtheauntalsobegantolaughkindly。

SincehistripwithhisfatherontheVolga,Fomabecamemorelivelyandtalkativeathome,withhisfather,withhisauntandwithMayakin。Butonthestreet,inanewplace,orinthepresenceofstrangers,hewasalwaysgloomy,alwayslookingabouthimwithsuspicion,asthoughhefeltsomethinghostiletohimeverywhere,somethinghiddenfromhimspyingonhim。

Atnightshesometimesawokeofasuddenandlistenedforalongtimetothesilenceabouthim,fixedlystaringintothedarkwithwide-openeyes。Andthenhisfather\'sstoriesweretransformedbeforehimintoimagesandpictures。Withoutbeingawareofit,hemixedupthosestorieswithhisaunt\'sfairy-tales,thuscreatingforhimselfachaosofadventureswhereinthebrightcoloursoffantasywerewhimsicallyintertwinedwiththesternshadesofreality。Thisresultedinsomethingcolossal,incomprehensible;theboyclosedhiseyesanddroveitallawayfromhimandtriedtochecktheplayofhisimagination,whichfrightenedhim。Invainheattemptedtofallasleep,andthechamberbecamemoreandmorecrowdedwithdarkimages。Thenhequietlyrousedhisaunt。

"Auntie!Auntie!"

"What?Christbewithyou。"

"I\'llcometoyou,"whisperedFoma。

"Why?Sleep,darling,sleep。"

"Iamafraid,"confessedtheboy。

"Youbettersaytoyourself,\'AndtheLordwillriseagain,\'thenyouwon\'tbeafraid。"

Fomalieswithhiseyesopenandsaystheprayer。Thesilenceofthenightpicturesitselfbeforehimintheformofanendlessexpanseofperfectlycalm,darkwater,whichhasoverflowedeverythingandcongealed;thereisnotarippleonit,notashadowofamotion,andneitheristhereanythingwithinit,althoughitisbottomlesslydeep。Itisveryterribleforonetolookdownfromthedarkatthisdeadwater。Butnowthesoundofthenightwatchman\'smalletisheard,andtheboyseesthatthesurfaceofthewaterisbeginningtotremble,and,coveringthesurfacewithripples,lightlittleballsaredancinguponit。Thesoundofthebellonthesteeple,withonemightyswing,bringsallthewaterinagitationanditisslightlytremblingfromthatsound;abigspotoflightisalsotrembling,spreadinglightuponthewater,radiatingfromitscentreintothedarkdistance,theregrowingpaleranddyingout。Againthereiswearyanddeathlikereposeinthisdarkdesert。

"Auntie,"whispersFoma,beseechingly。

"Dearest?"

"Iamcomingtoyou。"

"Come,then,come,mydarling。"

Goingoverintoauntie\'sbed,hepressesclosetoher,begging:

"Tellmesomething。"

"Atnight?"protestsauntie,sleepily。

"Please。"

Hedoesnothavetoaskherlong。Yawning,hereyesclosed,theoldwomanbeginsslowlyinavoicegrownheavywithsleep:

"Well,mydearsir,inacertainkingdom,inacertainempire,therelivedamanandhiswife,andtheywereverypoor。Theyweresounfortunatethattheyhadnothingtoeat。Theywouldgoaroundbegging,somebodywouldgivethemacrustofstalebreadandthatwouldkeepthemforawhile。Anditcametopassthatthewifebegotachild——achildwasborn——itwasnecessarytochristenit,but,beingpoor,theycouldnotentertainthegodparentsandtheguests,sonobodycametochristenthechild。

Theytriedthisandtheytriedthat——yetnobodycame。AndtheybegantopraytotheLord,\'0hLord!0hLord!\'"

FomaknewthisawfulstoryaboutGod\'sgodchild。Hehadhearditmorethanonceandwasalreadypicturingtohimselfthisgodchildridingonawhitehorsetohisgodfatherandgodmother;hewasridinginthedarkness,overthedesert,andhesawtherealltheunbearablemiseriestowhichsinnersarecondemned。Andheheardtheirfaintmoansandrequests:

"Oh!Man!AsktheLordyethowlongarewetosufferhere!"

ThenitappearedtoFomathatitwashewhowasridingatnightonthewhitehorse,andthatthemoansandtheimploringswereaddressedtohim。Hisheartcontractswithsomeincomprehensibledesire;sorrowcompressedhisbreastandtearsgatheredinhiseyes,whichhehadfirmlyclosedandnowfearedtoopen。

Heistossingaboutinhisbedrestlessly,"Sleep,mychild。Christbewithyou!"saystheoldwoman,interruptinghertaleofmensufferingfortheirsins。

ButinthemorningaftersuchanightFomarosesoundandcheerful,washedhimselfhastily,drankhisteainhasteandranofftoschool,providedwithsweetcakes,whichwereawaitedbythealwayshungrylittleYozhov,whogreedilysubsistedonhisrichfriend\'sgenerosity。

"Gotanythingtoeat?"heaccostedFoma,turninguphissharp-pointednose。"Letmehaveit,forIleftthehousewithouteatinganything。

Islepttoolong,deviltakeit!Istudieduptotwoo\'clocklastnight。Haveyousolvedyourproblems?"

"No,Ihaven\'t。"

"Eh,youlazybones!Well,I\'lldashthemoffforyoudirectly!"

Drivinghissmall,thinteethintothecakes,hepurredsomethinglikeakitten,stampedhisleftfoot,beatingtime,andatthesametimesolvedtheproblem,rattlingoffshortphrasestoFoma:

"See?Eightbucketfulsleakedoutinonehour。Andhowmanyhoursdiditleak——six?Eh,whatgoodthingstheyeatinyourhouse!

Consequently,wemustmultiplysixbyeight。Doyoulikecakewithgreenonions?Oh,howIlikeit!Sothatinsixhoursforty-

eightbucketfulsleakedoutofthefirstgauge-cock。Andaltogetherthetubcontainedninety。Doyouunderstandtherest?"

FomalikedYozhovbetterthanSmolin,buthewasmorefriendlywithSmolin。Hewonderedattheabilityandthesprightlinessofthelittlefellow。HesawthatYozhovwasmorecleverandbetterthanhimself;heenviedhim,andfeltoffendedonthataccount,andatthesametimehepitiedhimwiththecondescendingcompassionofasatisfiedmanforahungryone。Perhapsitwasthisverycompassionthatpreventedhimfrompreferringthisbrightboytotheboringred-headedSmolin。Yozhov,fondofhavingalaughattheexpenseofhiswell-fedfriends,toldthemquiteoften:"Eh,youarelittletrunksfullofcakes!"

Fomawasangrywithhimforhissneers,andoneday,touchedtothequick,saidwickedlyandwithcontempt:

"Andyouareabeggar——apauper!"

Yozhov\'syellowfacebecameovercast,andherepliedslowly:

"Verywell,sobeit!Ishallneverpromptyouagain——andyou\'llbelikealogofwood!"

Andtheydidnotspeaktoeachotherforaboutthreedays,verymuchtotheregretoftheteacher,whoduringthesedayshadtogivethelowestmarkingstothesonoftheesteemedIgnatMatveyich。

Yozhovkneweverything:herelatedatschoolhowtheprocurator\'schambermaidgavebirthtoachild,andthatforthistheprocurator\'swifepouredhotcoffeeoverherhusband;hecouldtellwhereandwhenitwasbesttocatchperch;heknewhowtomaketrapsandcagesforbirds;hecouldgiveadetailedaccountofhowthesoldierhadhangedhimselfinthegarretofthearmoury,andknewfromwhichofthepupils\'parentstheteacherhadreceivedapresentthatdayandpreciselywhatsortofapresentitwas。

ThesphereofSmolin\'sknowledgeandinterestswasconfinedtothemerchant\'smodeoflife,and,aboveall,thered-headedboywasfondofjudgingwhetherthismanwasricherthanthat,valuingandpricingtheirhouses,theirvesselsandtheirhorses。

Allthisheknewtoperfection,andspokeofitwithenthusiasm。

LikeFoma,heregardedYozhovwiththesamecondescendingpity,butmoreasafriendandequal。WheneverGordyeeffquarrelledwithYozhov,Smolinhastenedtoreconcilethem,andhesaidtoFomaoneday,ontheirwayhome:

"WhydoyoualwaysquarrelwithYozhov?"

"Well,whyishesoself-conceited?"saidFoma,angrily。

"Heisproudbecauseyouneverknowyourlessons,andhealwayshelpsyouout。Heisclever。Andbecauseheispoor——ishetoblameforthat?

Hecanlearnanythinghewantsto,andhewillberich,too。"

"Heislikeamosquito,"saidFoma,disdainfully;"hewillbuzzandbuzz,andthenofasuddenwillbite。"

Buttherewassomethinginthelifeoftheseboysthatunitedthemall;therewerehourswhentheconsciousnessofdifferenceintheirnaturesandpositionswasentirelylost。OnSundaystheyallgatheredatSmolin\'s,and,gettingupontheroofofthewing,wheretheyhadanenormouspigeon-house,theyletthepigeonsloose。

Thebeautiful,well-fedbirds,rufflingtheirsnow-whitewings,dartedoutofthepigeon-houseonebyone,and,seatingthemselvesinarowontheridgeoftheroof,and,illuminedbythesun,cooing,flauntedbeforetheboys。

"Scarethem!"imploredYozhov,tremblingforimpatience。

Smolinswungapolewithabast-wispfastenedtoitsend,andwhistled。

Thefrightenedpigeonsrushedintotheair,fillingitwiththehurriedflappingoftheirwings。Andnow,outliningbigcircles,theyeasilysoarupwards,intothebluedepthsofthesky;theyfloathigherandhigher,theirsilverandsnow-whitefeathersflashing。Someofthemarestrivingtoreachthedomeoftheskieswiththelightsoaringofthefalcon,theirwingsoutstretchedwideandalmostmotionless;othersplay,turnoverintheair,nowdroppingdownwardinasnowylump,nowdartinguplikeanarrow。Nowtheentireflockseemsasthoughhangingmotionlessinthedesertofthesky,and,growingsmallerandsmaller,seemstosinkinit。Withheadsthrownback,theboysadmirethebirdsinsilence,withouttakingtheireyesfromthem——

theirtiredeyes,soradiantwithcalmjoy,notaltogetherfreefromenvyingthesewingedcreatures,whichsofreelytookflightfromearthupintothepureandcalmatmospherefulloftheglitterofthesun。Thesmallgroupofscarcelyvisibledots,nowmerespecksintheazureofthesky,leadsontheimaginationofthechildren,andYozhovexpressestheircommonfeelingwhen,inalowvoice,hesaysthoughtfully:

"That\'sthewayweoughttofly,friends。"

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