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andthenhesaidwhathehadtosayonthesubjectofRoscoeandSibyl,hisopinionmeeting,asheexpected,awarmlyhostilereception。ButtheresultofthisconversationwasthatbytelephoniccommandRoscoeawaitedhisfather,anhourlater,inthelibraryattheNewHouse。
"Gurneysaysyourwife\'sabletotravel,"Sheridansaidbrusquely,ashecamein。
"Yes。"Roscoeoccupiedadeepchairandsatinthedejectedattitudewhichhadbecomehishabit。"Yes,sheis。"
"Edithhadtoleavetown,andsoSibylthinksshe\'llhaveto,too!"
"Oh,Iwouldn\'tputitthatway,"Roscoeprotested,drearily。
"No,IhearYOUwouldn\'t!"Therewasabittergibeinthefather\'svoice,andheadded:"It\'sagoodthingshe\'sgoin\'abroad——ifshe\'llstaythere。I
shouldn\'tthinkanyofuswantherhereanymore——youleastofall!"
"It\'snouseyourtalkingthatway,"saidRoscoe。"Youwon\'tdoanygood。"
"Well,whenareyoucomin\'backtoyouroffice?"Sheridanusedabrisker,kindertone。"Threeweekssinceyoushowedupthereatall。Whenyougoin\'
tobereadytocutoutwhiskeyandalltheresto\'thefoolishnessandstartinagain?Yououghttobeabletomakeupforaloto\'losttimeandaloto\'
spiltmilkwhenthatwomantakesherselfouto\'thewayandletsyouandalltherestofusalone。"
"It\'snouse,father,Itellyou。IknowwhatGurneywasgoingtosaytoyou。
I\'mnotgoingbacktotheoffice。I\'mDONE!"
"Waitaminutebeforeyoutalkthatway!"Sheridanbeganhissentry—goupanddowntheroom。"Isupposeyouknowit\'stakentwoprettygoodmenaboutsixteenhoursadaytosetthingsstraightandget\'emrunnin\'rightagain,downinyouroffice?"
"Theymustbegoodmen。"Roscoenoddedindifferently。"IthoughtIwasdoingabouteightmen\'swork。I\'mgladyoufoundtwothatcouldhandleit。"
"Lookhere!IfIworkedyouitwasforyourowngood。Thereareplentymendriveharder\'nIdo,and——"
"Yes。Therearesomethatbreakdownalltheothermenthatworkwith\'em。
Theyeitherdie,orgocrazy,orhavetoquit,andarenousetherestoftheirlives。Thelast\'smycase,Iguess——\'complicatedbydomesticdifficulties\'!"
"Yousetthereandtellmeyougiveup?"Sheridan\'svoiceshook,andsodidthegesticulatinghandwhichheextendedappealinglytowardthedespondentfigure。"Don\'tdoit,Roscoe!Don\'tsayit!Sayyou\'llcomedownthereagainandbeaman!Thiswomanain\'tgoin\'totroubleyouanymore。Theworkain\'tgoin\'tohurtyouifyouhaven\'tgothertoworryyou,andyoucangetshuto\'thisnastywhiskey—guzzlin\';itain\'tfastenedonyouyet。Don\'tsay——"
"It\'snouseonearth,"Roscoemumbled。"Nouseonearth。"
"Lookhere!Ifyouwantanothermonth\'svacation——"
"IknowGurneytoldyou,sowhat\'stheusetalkingabout\'vacations\'?"
"Gurney!"Sheridanvociferatedthenamesavagely。"It\'sGurney,Gurney,Gurney!AlwaysGurney!Idon\'tknowwhattheworld\'scomin\'towitheverybodyrunnin\'aroundsquealin\',\'Thedoctorsaysthis,\'and,\'Thedoctorsaysthat\'!Itmakesmesick!How\'sthiscountryexpecttogetitsWorkdoneifGurneyandalltheotheroldnanny—goatskeepupthisblattin\'——\'Oh,oh!
Don\'tliftthatsticko\'wood;you\'llruinyourNERVES!\'Sohesaysyougot\'nervousexhaustioninducedbyoverworkandemotionalstrain。\'TheyalwaysgottosticktheWorkiniftheyseeachance!Ireckonyoudidhavethe\'emotionalstrain,\'andthat\'sall\'sthematterwithyou。You\'llbeoveritsoon\'sthiswoman\'sgone,andWork\'stheverythingtomakeyouquitfrettin\'
abouther。"
"DidGurneytellyouIwasfittowork?"
"Shutup!"Sheridanbellowed。"I\'msosicko\'thatman\'snameIfeellikeshootin\'anybodythatsaysittome!"Hefumedandchafed,swearingindistinctly,thencameandstoodbeforehisson。"Lookhere;doyouthinkyou\'redoin\'thesquarethingbyme?Doyou?Howmuchyouworth?"
"I\'vegotbetweensevenandeightthousandayearclear,ofmyown,outsidethesalary。ThatmuchisminewhetherIworkornot。"
"Itis?Youcould\'apulleditoutwithoutme,Isupposeyouthink,atyourage?"
"No。Butit\'smine,andit\'senough。"
"MyLord!It\'saboutwhataCongressmangets,andyouwanttoquitthere!I
supposeyouthinkyou\'llgettherestwhenIkickthebucket,andallyouhavetodoislaybackandwait!Youletmetellyourighthere,you\'llneverseeonecentofit。Yougoouto\'businessnow,andwhatwouldyouknowabouthandlin\'itfiveortenortwentyyearsfromnow?BecauseIintendtoSTAY
herealittlewhileyet,myboy!They\'deithergetitawayfromyouoryou\'dsellforanickelandletitbesplitupand——"Hewhirledabout,marchedtotheotherendoftheroom,andstoodsilentamoment。Thenhesaid,solomnly:
"Listen。Ifyougooutnow,youleavemeinthelurch,withnothin\'onGod\'sgreenearthtodependonbutyourbrother——andyouknowwhatheis。I\'vedependedonyouforitALLsinceJimdied。Nowyou\'velistenedtothatdam\'
doctor,andhesaysmaybeyouwon\'teverbeasgoodamanasyouwere,andthatcertainlyyouwon\'tbeforayearorso——probablymore。Now,that\'sallalie。Mendon\'tbreakdownthatwayatyourage。LookatME!AndItellyou,youcanshakethisthingoff。AllyouneedisalittleGET—upandalittlegumption。Mendon\'tgoawayforYEARSandthencomebackintoMOVING
businesseslikeours——theylosethestrings。Andifyoucould,Iwon\'tletyou——ifyoulaydownonmenow,Iwon\'t——andthat\'sbecauseifyoulaydownyouproveyouain\'tthemanIthoughtyouwere。"Heclearedhisthroatandfinishedquietly:"Roscoe,willyoutakeamonth\'svacationandcomebackandgotoit?"
"No,"saidRoscoe,listlessly。"I\'mthrough。"
"Allright,"saidSheridan。Hepickeduptheeveningpaperfromatable,wenttoachairbythefireandsatdown,hisbacktohisson。"Good—by。"
Roscoerose,hisheadhanging,buttherewasadullreliefinhiseyes。"BestIcando,"hemuttered,seemingabouttodepart,yetlingering。"Ifigureitoutagooddeallikethis,"hesaid。"Ididn\'tKNOWmyjobwasanystrain,andImanagedallright,butfromwhatGur——fromwhatIhear,Iwasjustuptothelimitofmynervesfromoverwork,andthe——thetroubleathomewastheextrastrainthat\'sfixedmethewayIam。Itriedtobrace,soIcouldstandtheworkandthetroubletoo,onwhiskey——andthatputthefinishtome!
I——I\'mnothittingitashardasIwasforawhile,andIreckonprettysoon,ifIcangettofeelingalittlemoreenergy,Ibettertrytoquitentirely——I
don\'tknow。I\'mallin——andthedoctorsaysso。IthoughtIwasrunningalongfineuptoafewmonthsago,butallthetimeIwasreadytobust,anddidn\'tknowit。Now,then,Idon\'twantyoutoblameSibyl,andifIwereyouIwouldn\'tspeakofheras\'thatwoman,\'becauseshe\'syourdaughter—in—lawandgoingtostaythatway。Shedidn\'tdoanythingwicked。Itwasashocktome,andIdon\'tdenyit,tofindwhatshehaddone——encouragingthatfellowtohangaroundherafterhebegantryingtoflirtwithher,andlosingherheadoverhimthewayshedid。Idon\'tdenyitwasashockandthatit\'llalwaysbeahurtinsideofmeI\'llnevergetover。Butitwasmyfault;Ididn\'tunderstandawoman\'snature。"PoorRoscoespokeinthemostprofoundanddesolateearnest。"Awomancravessociety,andgaiety,andmeetingattractivepeople,andtraveling。Well,Ican\'tgivehertheotherthings,butIcangiveherthetraveling——realtraveling,notjustgoingtoAtlanticCityorNewOrleans,thewayshehas,two,threetimes。Awomanhastohavesomethinginherlifebesidesabusinessman。Andthat\'sALLIwas。IneverunderstoodtillIheardhertalkingwhenshewassosick,andIbelieveifyou\'dheardherthenyouwouldn\'tspeaksohard—heartedlyabouther;IbelieveyoumighthaveforgivenherlikeIhave。That\'sall。Inevercaredanythingforanygirlbutherinmylife,butIwassobusywithbusinessIputitaheadofher。IneverTHOUGHTabouther,Iwassobusythinkingbusiness。Well,thisiswhereit\'sbroughtusto——andnowwhenyoutalkabout\'business\'tomeI
feelthewayyoudowhenanybodytalksaboutGurneytoyou。Theword\'business\'makesmedizzy——itmakesmehonestlysickatthestomach。I
believeifIhadtogodown—townandstepinsidethatofficedoorI\'dfalldownonthefloor,deathlysick。Youtalkabouta\'month\'svacation\'——andI
getjustassick。I\'mrattled——Ican\'tplan——Ihaven\'tgotanyplans——can\'tmakeany,excepttotakemygirlandgetjustasfarawayfromthatofficeasIcan——andstay。We\'regoingtoJapanfirst,andifwe——"
Hisfatherrustledthepaper。"Isaidgood—by,Roscoe。"
"Good—by,"saidRoscoe,listlessly。
Sheridanwaiteduntilheheardthesoundoftheouterdoorclosing;thenheroseandpushedatinydisksetinthewall。Jacksonappeared。
"HasBibbsgothomefromwork?"
"Mist\'Bibbs?No,suh。"
"TellhimIwanttoseehim,soonashecomes。"
"Yessuh。"
Sheridanreturnedtohischairandfixedhisattentionfiercelyuponthenewspaper。Hefounditdifficulttopursuetheitemsbeyondtheirexplanatoryrubrics——therewasnothingunusualorstartlingtoconcentratehisattention:
"MotormanPutsBlameonBrakes。ThreeKilledwhenCarSlides。"
"BurglarsMakeBigHaul。""BoardWorksApproveBigCar—lineExtension。""Hold—upMenInjureTwo。ManFoundinAlley,SkullFractured。""SickeningStoryToldinDivorceCourt。""PlanNewEighteen—storyStructure。""School—girlMeetsDeathunderAutomobile。""NegroCutsThree。OneDead。""LifeCrushedOut。
ThirdElevatorAccidentinSameBuildingCausesActionbyCoroner。""DeclareMilitiawillbeMenace。PolishSocietiesProtesttoGovernorinChurchRiotingCase。""Short$3,500inAccounts,TrustedManKillsSelfwithDrug。""FoundFrozen。
FamilyWithoutFoodorFuel。BabyDeadwhenParentsReturnHomefromSeekingWork。""MinisterReturnedfromTripAbroadLecturesonBigFutureofOurCity。SeesBigImprovementduringShortAbsence。SaysNoEuropeanCityHoldsCandle。"
(Sheridannoddedapprovinglyhere。)
Bibbscamethroughthehallwhistling,andenteredtheroombriskly。"Well,father,didyouwantme?"
"Yes。Sitdown。"Sheridangotup,andBibbstookaseatbythefire,holdingouthishandstothecracklingblaze,foritwascoldoutdoors。
"Icamewithinsevenoftheshoprecordto—day,"hesaid。"Ihandledmorestripsthandanyotherworkmanhasanydaythismonth。Thenearesttomeissixteenbehind。"
"There!"exclaimedhisfather,greatlypleased。"What\'dItellyou?I\'dliketohearGurneyhintagainthatIwasn\'trightinsendingyouthere——Iwouldjustliketohearhim!Andyou——ain\'tyouashamedofmakin\'suchafussaboutit?Ain\'tyou?"
"Ididn\'tgoatitintherightspirittheothertime,"Bibbssaid,smilingbrightly,hisfaceruddyinthecheerfulfirelight。"Ididn\'tknowthedifferenceitmeanttolikeathing。"
"Well,IguessI\'veprettythoroughlyvindicatedmyjudgement。IguessI
HAVE!Isaidtheshop\'dbegoodforyou,anditwas。Isaiditwouldn\'thurtyou,andithasn\'t。It\'sbeenjustexactlywhatIsaiditwouldbe。
Ain\'tthatso?"
"Lookslikeit!"Bibbsagreed,gaily。
"Well,I\'dliketoknowanyplaceIbeenwrong,firstandlast!Insteado\'
hurtingyou,it\'sbeenthemakin\'ofyou——physically。You\'reagoodinchtaller\'nwhatIam,andyou\'dbeabiggermanthanwhatIamifyou\'dgetsomefleshonyourbones;andyouAREgettin\'alittle。Physically,it\'sstartedyououttobethehuskiestoneo\'thewholefamily。Now,then,mentally——that\'sdifferent。Idon\'tsayitunkindly,Bibbs,butyougottodosomethingforyourselfmentally,justlikewhat\'sbegunphysically。AndI\'mgoin\'tohelpyou。"
Sheridandecidedtositdownagain。Hebroughthischairclosetohisson\'s,and,leaningover,tappedBibbs\'skneeconfidentially。"Igotplansforyou,Bibbs,"hesaid。
Bibbsinstantlylookedthoroughlyalarmed。Hedrewback。"I——I\'mallrightnow,father。"
"Listen。"Sheridansettledhimselfinhischair,andspokeinthetoneofareasonablemanreasoning。"Listenhere,Bibbs。Ihadanotherblowto—day,anditwasahardoneandrightintheface,thoughIHAVEbeenexpectin\'itsomelittletimeback。Well,it\'sgottobemet。NowI\'llbefrankwithyou。
AsIsaidaminuteago,mentallyIcouldn\'tevercalledyouexactlystrong。
Youbeenalittleweakbothways,mostofyourlife。NotbutwhatIthinkyouGOTamentality,ifyou\'dlearntouseit。Yougotwill—power,I\'llsaythatforyou。Ineverknewboyormanthatcouldbestubborner——neveroneinmylife!Now,then,you\'veshowedyoucouldlearntorunthatmachinebestofanymanintheshop,innotimeatall。Thatlookstomelikeyoucouldlearntodootherthings。Idon\'tdenybutwhatit\'sanencouragin\'sign。Idon\'tdenythat,atall。Well,thathelpsmetothinkthecaseain\'tsohopelessasitlooks。You\'reallIgottomeetthisblowwith,butmaybeyouain\'taspoormaterialasIthought。Yourtellin\'meaboutcomin\'withinsevenstripsoftheshop\'srecordto—daylookstomelikeencouragin\'informationbroughtinatjustabouttherighttime。Now,then,I\'mgoin\'togiveyouaraise。I
wantedtosendyoustraightonupthroughtheshops——ayearortwo,maybe——
butIcan\'tdoit。IlostJim,andnowI\'velostRoscoe。He\'squit。He\'slaiddownonme。Ifheevercomesbackatall,he\'llbealongtimepickin\'
upthestrings,and,anyway,heain\'tthemanIthoughthewas。Ican\'tcountonhim。IgottohaveSOMEBODYIKNOWIcancounton。AndI\'mdowntothis:
you\'remylastchance。Bibbs,Igottolearnyoutousewhatbrainsyougotandseeifwecan\'tdevelop\'emalittle。Whoknows?AndI\'mgoin\'toputmytimeinonit。I\'mgoin\'totakeyourightdown—townwithME,andIwon\'tbehardonyouifyou\'realittleslowatfirst。AndI\'mgoin\'todothebigthingforyou。I\'mgoin\'tomakeyoufeelyougottodothebigthingforme,inreturn。I\'vevindicatedmypolicywithyouabouttheshop,andnowI\'mgoin\'toturnrightaroundandswingyou\'wayoveraheadofwheretheotherboysstarted,andI\'mgoin\'tomakeanappealtoyourambitionthat\'llmakeyoudizzy!"Hetappedhissononthekneeagain。"Bibbs,I\'mgoin\'tostartyouoffthisway:I\'mgoin\'tomakeyouadirectorinthePumpWorksCompany;
I\'mgoin\'tomakeyouvice—presidentoftheRealtyCompanyandavice—presidentoftheTrustCompany!"
Bibbsjumpedtohisfeet,blanched。"Ohno!"hecried。
Sheridantookhisdismaytobetheexcitementofsuddenjoy。"Yes,sir!Andthere\'ssomeprettyfatlittlesalariesgoeswiththosevice—presidencies,andapincho\'stockinthePumpCompanywiththedirectorship。YouthoughtIwasprettymeanabouttheshop——oh,Iknowyoudid!——butyouseetheoldmancanplayitbothways。Andsorightnow,theminuteyou\'vebeguntomakegoodthewayIwantedyouto,Idealfromthenewdeck。AndI\'llkeeponhandin\'itoutbiggerandbiggereverytimeyoushowmeyou\'rebigenoughtoplaythehandIdealyou。I\'mstartin\'youwithaprettybigone,myboy!"
"ButIdon\'t——Idon\'t——Idon\'twantit!"Bibbsstammered。
"What\'dyousay?"Sheridanthoughthehadnotheardaright。
"Idon\'twantit,father。Ithankyou——Idothankyou——"
Sheridanlookedperplexed。"What\'sthematterwithyou?Didn\'tyouunderstandwhatIwastellin\'you?"
"Yes。"
"Yousure?Ireckonyoudidn\'t。Ioffered——"
"Iknow,Iknow!ButIcan\'ttakeit。"
"What\'sthematterwithyou?"Sheridanwashalfamazed,halfsuspicious。
"Yourheadfeelfunny?"
"I\'veneverbeenquitesosaneinmylife,"saidBibbs,"asIhavelately。AndI\'vegotjustwhatIwant。I\'mlivingexactlytherightlife。I\'mearningmydailybread,andI\'mhappyindoingit。Mywagesareenough。Idon\'twantanymoremoney,andIdon\'tdeserveany——"
"Damnation!"Sheridansprangup。"You\'veturnedSocialist!Youbeenlisteningtothosefellowsdownthere,andyou——"
"No,sir。Ithinkthere\'sagreatdealinwhattheysay,butthatisn\'tit。"
Sheridantriedtorestrainhisgrowingfury,andsucceededpartially。"Thenwhatisit?What\'sthematter?"
"Nothing,"hesonreturned,nervously。"Nothing——exceptthatI\'mcontent。I
don\'twanttochangeanything。"
"Whynot?"
Bibbshadtheincrediblefollytotrytoexplain。"I\'lltellyou,father,ifIcan。Iknowitmaybehardtounderstand——"
"Yes,Ithinkitmaybe,"saidSheridan,grimly。"WhatyousayusuallyisaLITTLEthatway。Goon!"
Perturbedanddistressed,Bibbsroseinstinctively;hefelthimselfateverypossibledisadvantage。Hewasasleeperclingingtoadream——aroughhandstretchedtoshakehimandwakenhim。Hewenttoatableandmadevaguedrawingsuponitwithafinger,andashespokehekepthiseyeslowered。
"Youweren\'taltogetherrightabouttheshop——thatis,inonewayyouweren\'t,father。"Heglancedupapprehensively。Sheridanstoodfacinghim,expressionless,andmadenoattempttointerrupt。"That\'sdifficulttoexplain,"Bibbscontinued,loweringhiseyesagain,tofollowthetracingsofhisfinger。"I——IbelievetheshopmighthavedoneformethistimeifI
hadn\'t——ifsomethinghadn\'thelpedmeto——oh,notonlytobearit,buttobehappyinit。Well,IAMhappyinit。IwanttogoonjustasIam。AndofallthingsonearththatIdon\'twant,Idon\'twanttoliveabusinesslife——I
don\'twanttobedrawnintoit。Idon\'tthinkitISliving——andnowIAM
living。Ihavethehealthfultoil——andIcanthink。InbusinessasimportantasyoursIcouldn\'tthinkanythingbutbusiness。Idon\'t——Idon\'tthinkmakingmoneyisworthwhile。"
"Goon,"saidSheridan,curtly,asBibbspausedtimidly。
"Ithasn\'tseemedtogetanywhere,thatIcansee,"saidBibbs。"Youthinkthiscityisrichandpowerful——butwhat\'stheuseofitsbeingrichandpowerful?Theydon\'tteachthechildrenanymoreintheschoolsbecausethecityisrichandpowerful。Theyteachthemmorethantheyusedtobecausesomepeople——notrichandpowerfulpeople——havethoughtthethoughtstoteachthechildren。Andyetwhenyou\'vebeenreadingthepaperI\'veheardyouobjectingtothechildrenbeingtaughtanythingexceptwhatwouldhelpthemtomakemoney。Yousaiditwaswastingthetaxes。Youwantthemtaughttomakealiving,butnottolive。WhenIwasalittleboythiswasn\'tanuglytown;
nowit\'shideous。What\'stheuseofbeingbigjusttobehideous?ImeanI
don\'tthinkallthishasmeantreallygoingahead——it\'sjustbeengettingbiggeranddirtierandnoisier。Wasn\'tthewholecountryhappierandinmanywayswiserwhenitwassmallerandcleanerandquieterandkinder?IknowyouthinkI\'manutterfool,father,but,afterall,though,aren\'tbusinessandpoliticsjustthehousekeepingpartoflife?Andwouldn\'tyoudespiseawomanthatnotonlymadeherhousekeepingherambition,butdiditsonoisilyanddirtilythatthewholeneighborhoodwasinacontinualturmoiloverit?Andsupposedshetalkedandthoughtaboutherhousekeepingallthetime,andwasalwayshavingadditionsbuilttoherhousewhenshecouldn\'tkeepcleanwhatshealreadyhad;andsuppose,withitall,shemadethehousealtogetherunpeacefulandunlivable——"
"Justoneminute!"Sheridaninterrupted,adding,withterriblecourtesy,"Ifyouwillpermitme?Haveyoueverbeenrightaboutanything?"
"Idon\'tquite——"
"Iaskthesimplequestion:Haveyoueverbeenrightaboutanythingwhateverinthecourseofyourlife?Haveyoueverbeenrightuponanysubjectorquestionyou\'vethoughtaboutandtalkedabout?Canyoumentiononesingletimewhenyouwereprovedtoberight?"
Hewasflourishingthebandagedhandashespoke,butBibbssaidonly,"IfI\'vealwaysbeenwrongbefore,surelythere\'smorechancethatI\'mrightaboutthis。Itseemsreasonabletosupposesomethingwouldbeduetobringupmyaverage。"
"Yes,Ithoughtyouwouldn\'tseethepoint。Andthere\'sanotheryouprobablycouldn\'tsee,butI\'lltakethelibertytomentionit。Youbeenbalkin\'allyourlife。PrettymucheverythingIeverwantedyoutodo,you\'dletoutSOME
kindofaholler,likeyouarenow——andyetIcan\'tseemtorememberoncewhenyoudidn\'thavetolaydownanddowhatIsaid。Butgoonwithyourremarksaboutourcityandthebusinessofthiscountry。Goon!"
"Idon\'twanttobeapartofit,"saidBibbs,withunwonteddecision。"I
wanttokeeptomyself,andI\'mdoingitnow。Icouldn\'t,ifIwentdowntherewithyou。I\'dbeswallowedintoit。Idon\'tcareformoneyenoughtto——"
"No,"hisfatherinterrupted,stilldangerouslyquiet。"You\'veneverhadtoearnaliving。Anybodycouldtellthatbywhatyousay。Now,letmeremindyou:you\'resleepin\'inaprettygoodbed;you\'reeatin\'prettyfairfood;
you\'rewearin\'prettyfineclothes。Justsupposeoneo\'thesenoisyhousekeepers——me,forinstance——decidedtoletyoudoyourownhousekeepin\'。
MayIaskwhatyourpropositionwouldbe?"
"I\'mearningninedollarsaweek,"saidBibbs,sturdily。"It\'senough。I
shouldn\'tmindatall。"
"Who\'spayin\'youthatninedollarsaweek?"
"Mywork!"Bibbsanswered。"AndI\'vedonesowellonthatclipping—machineI
believeIcouldworkuptofifteenoreventwentyaweekatanotherjob。I
couldbeafairplumberinafewmonths,I\'msure。I\'dratherhaveatradethanbeinbusiness——Ishould,infinitely!"
"Youbettersetaboutlearnin\'oneprettydam\'quick!"ButSheridanstruggledwithhistemperandagainwaspartiallysuccessfulincontrollingit。"YoubetterlearnatradeoverSunday,becauseyou\'reeithergoin\'downwithmetomyofficeMondaymorning——or——youcangotoplumbing!"
"Allright,"saidBibbs,gently。"Icangetalong。"
Sheridanraisedhishandssardonically,asinprayer。"OGod,"hesaid,"thisboywascrazyenoughbeforehebegantoearnhisninedollarsaweek,andnowhismoney\'sgonetohishead!Can\'tYoudonothin\'forhim?"Thenheflunghishandsapart,palmsoutward,inafuriousgestureofdismissal。"Getouto\'thisroom!Yougotaskullthat\'sthicker\'nawhale\'sthigh—bone,butit\'scrackedspangallthewayacross!Youhatedthemachine—shopsobadwhenI
sentyouthere,youwentandstayedsickforovertwoyears——andnow,whenI
offertotakeyououtofitandgiveyouthemint,youhollerfortheshoplikeacalfforitsmammy!You\'recracked!Oh,butIgotafinelayouthere!
Onesondied,onequit,andone\'saloon!Theloon\'sallIgotleft!H。P。
Ellersly\'swifehadacrazybrother,andtheyundertooktokeephimatthehouse。Firstmorninghewastherehewalkedstraightthoughaten—dollarplate—glasswindowoutintotheyard。Hesays,\'Oh,lookattheprettydandelion!\'That\'swhatyou\'redoin\'!Youwanttospendyourlifesayin\',\'Oh,lookattheprettydandelion!\'andyoudon\'tcareatinker\'sdam\'whatyoubust!Well,mister,loonornoloon,crackedandcrazyorwhateveryouare,I\'lltakeyouwithmeMondaymorning,andI\'llworkyouandlearnyou——yes,andI\'lllamyou,ifIgotto——untilI\'vemadesomethingoutofyouthat\'sfittobecalledabusinessman!I\'llkeepatyouwhileI\'mabletostand,andifIhavetolaydowntodieI\'llbewhisperin\'atyoutilltheygettheembalmin\'—fluidintome!Nowgoon,anddon\'tletmehearfromyouagaintillyoucancomeandtellmeyou\'vewakedup,youpoor,pitiful,dandelion—pickin\'SLEEP—WALKER!"
Bibbsgavehimaqueerlook。Therewassomethinglikereproachinit,foronce;buttherewasmorethanthat——heseemedtobestartledbyhisfather\'slastword。
Therewassleetthatevening,withawhoppingwind,butneitherthisstormnorthatotherwhichsoimminentlythreatenedhimheldplaceintheconsciousnessofBibbsSheridanwhenhecameoncemoretothepresenceofMary。Allwasrightinhisworldhashesatwithher,readingMauriceMaeterlinck\'sAlladineandPalomides。Thesorrowfullightofthegas—jetmighthavebeenMaymorningsunshineflashingamberandrosethroughtheglowingwindowsoftheSainte—Chapelle,itwassobrightforBibbs。Andwhilethezinc—eaterheldouttobringhimsuchgoldennightsasthese,alltheking\'shorsesandalltheking\'smenmightnotservetobreakthespell。
Bibbsreadslowly,butinareasonablemanner,asifheweretalking;andMary,lookingathimsteadilyfrombeneathhercurvedfingers,appearedtodiscovernofault。Ithadgrowntobeherhabittolookathimwhenevertherewasanopportunity。Itmaybesaid,intruth,thatwhiletheyweretogether,anditwaslight,shelookedathimallthetime。
WhenhecametotheendofAlladineandPalomidestheyweresilentalittlewhile,consideringtogether;thenheturnedbackthepagesandsaid:"There\'ssomethingIwanttoreadover。This:
YouwouldthinkIthrewawindowopenonthedawn……Shehasasoulthatcanbeseenaroundher——thattakesyouinitsarmslikeanailingchildandwithoutsayinganythingtoyouconsolesyouforeverything……Ishallneverunderstanditall。Idonotknowhowitcanallbe,butmykneesbendinspiteofmewhenIspeakofit……
Hestoppedandlookedather。
"Youboy!"saidMary,notveryclearly。
"Ohyes,"hereturned。"Butit\'strue——especiallymyknees!"
"Youboy!"shemurmuredagain,blushingcharmingly。"Youmightreadanotherlineover。ThefirsttimeIeversawyou,Bibbs,youwerelookingintoamirror。Doitagain。Butyouneedn\'treadit——Icangiveittoyou:"A
littleGreekslavethatcamefromtheheartofArcady!"
"I!I\'moneofthehandsatthePumpWorks——andgoingtostayone,unlessI
havetodecidetostudyplumbing。"
"No。"Sheshookherhead。"Youloveandwantwhat\'sbeautifulanddelicateandserene;it\'sreallyartthatyouwantinyourlife,andhavealwayswanted。Youseemedtome,fromthefirst,themostwistfulpersonIhadeverknown,andthat\'swhatyouwerewistfulfor。"
Bibbslookeddoubtfulandmorewistfulthanever;butafteramomentortwothematterseemedtoclarifyitselftohim。"Why,no,"hesaid;"Iwantedsomethingelsemorethanthat。Iwantedyou。"