下载辰思小说免费APP
"Shearrangedwiththe——withthepurchaserthatthemenwillcomeforitabouthalfafterfiveintheafternoon。Thedaysaresoshortnowit\'sreallyquitewinter。"
"Oh,yes,"heagreed,moodily。"Sofarasthatgoespeoplehavearighttomoveapieceoffurniturewithoutstirringuptheneighbors,Isuppose,evenbydaylight。Idon\'tsupposeOURneighborsarepayingmuchattentionjustnow,thoughIhearSheridanwasbackinhisofficeearlythemorningafterthefuneral。"
Mrs。Vertreesmadealittlesoundofcommiseration。"Idon\'tbelievethatwasbecausehewasn\'tsuffering,though。I\'msureitwasonlybecausehefelthisbusinesswassoimportant。Marytoldmeheseemedwrappedupinhisson\'ssucceeding;andthatwaswhathebraggedaboutmost。Heisn\'tvulgarinhisboasting,Iunderstand;hedoesn\'ttalkagreatdealabouthis——hisactualmoney——thoughtherewassomethingaboutbladesofgrassthatIdidn\'tcomprehend。Ithinkhemeantsomethingabouthisenergy——butperhapsnot。
No,hisbraggingusuallyseemedtobenotsomuchapersonalvaingloryasabouthisfamilyandthegreatnessofthiscity。"
"\'Greatnessofthiscity\'!"Mr。Vertreesechoed,withdullbitterness。"It\'snothingbutacoal—hole!Isupposeitlooks\'great\'tothemanwhohasthelucktomakeitworkforhim。Isupposeitlooks\'great\'toanyYOUNGman,too,startingouttomakehisfortuneoutofit。Thefellowsthatgetwhattheywantoutofitsayit\'s\'great,\'andeverybodyelsegetsthehabit。Butyouhaveadifferentpointofviewifit\'sthecitythatgotwhatitwantedoutofyou!OfcourseSheridansaysit\'s\'great\'。"
Mrs。Vertreesseemedunawareofthisunusualoutburst。"Ibelieve,"shebegan,timidly,"hedoesn\'tboastof——thatis,Iunderstandhehasneverseemedsointerestedinthe——theotherone。"
Herhusband\'sfacewasdark,butatthataheaviershadowfelluponit;helookedmorehaggardthanbefore。"\'Theotherone\',"herepeated,avertinghiseyes。"Youmean——youmeanthethirdson——theonethatwasherethisevening?"
"Yes,the——theyoungest,"shereturned,hervoicesofeebleitwasalmostawhisper。
Andthenneitherofthemspokeforseverallongminutes。Nordideitherlookattheotherduringthatsilence。
AtlastMr。Vertreescontrivedtocough,butnotconvincingly。"What——
ah——whatwasitMarysaidabouthimoutinthehall,whenshecameinthisafternoon?Iheardyouaskinghersomethingabouthim,butsheansweredinsuchalowvoiceIdidn\'t——ah——happentocatchit。"
"She——shedidn\'tsaymuch。Allshesaidwasthis:Iaskedherifshehadenjoyedherwalkwithhim,andshesaid,\'He\'sthemostwistfulcreatureI\'veeverknown。\'"
"Well?"
"Thatwasall。HeISwistful—looking;andsofragile——thoughhedoesn\'tseemquitesomuchsolately。IwaswatchingMaryfromthewindowwhenshewentoutto—day,andhejoinedher,andifIhadn\'tknownabouthimI\'dhavethoughthehadquiteaninterestingface。"
"Ifyou\'hadn\'tknownabouthim\'?Knownwhat?"
"Oh,nothing,ofcourse,"shesaid,hurriedly。"Nothingdefinite,thatis。
Marysaiddecidely,longago,thathe\'snotatallinsane,aswethoughtatfirst。It\'sonly——well,ofcourseitISodd,theirattitudeabouthim。I
supposeit\'ssomenervoustroublethatmakeshim——perhapsalittlequeerattimes,sothathecan\'tapplyhimselftoanything——orperhapsdoesoddthings。But,afterall,ofcourse,weonlyhaveanimpressionaboutit。Wedon\'tknow——thatis,positively。I——"Shepaused,thenwenton:"Ididn\'tknowjusthowtoask——thatis——Ididn\'tmentionittoMary。Ididn\'t——I——"
Thepoorladyflounderedpitifully,concludingwithamumble。"Sosoonafter——afterthe——theshock。"
"Idon\'tthinkI\'vecaughtmorethanaglimpseofhim,"saidMr。Vertrees。
"Iwouldn\'tknowhimifIsawhim,butyourimpressionofhimis——"Hebrokeoffsuddenly,springingtohisfeetinagitation。"Ican\'timageher——oh,NO!"hegasped。Andhebegantopacethefloor。"Ahalf—wittedepileptic!"
"No,no!"shecried。"Hemaybeallright。We——"
"Oh,it\'shorrible!Ican\'t——"Hethrewhimselfbackintohischairagain,sweepinghishandsacrosshisface,thenlettingthemfalllimplyathissides。
Mrs。Vertreeswastremulous。"Youmustn\'tgivewayso,"shesaid,inspiredforoncealmosttodirectdiscourse。"WhateverMarymightthinkofdoing,itwouldn\'tbeonherownaccount;itwouldbeonours。ButifWE
should——shouldconsiderit,thatwouldn\'tbeonOURownaccount。Itisn\'tbecausewethinkofourselves。"
"OhGod,no!"hegroaned。"Notforus!Wecangotothepoorhouse,butMarycan\'tbeastenographer!"
Sighing,Mrs。Vertreesresumedherobliqueness。"Ofcourse,"shemurmured,"itallseemsverypremature,speculatingaboutsuchthings,butIhadaqueersortoffeelingthatsheseemedquiteinterestedinthis——"Shehadalmostsaid"inthisone,"butcheckedherself。"Inthisyoungman。It\'snatural,ofcourse;sheisalwayssostrongandwell,andheis——heseemstobe,thatis——ratherappealingtothe——thesympathies。"
"Yes!"heagreed,bitterly。"Precisely。Thesympathies!"
"Perhaps,"shefaltered——"perhapsyoumightfeeleasierifIcouldhavealittletalkwithsomeone?"
"Withwhom?"
"Ihadthoughtof——notgoingaboutittoobrusquely,ofcourse,butperhapsjustwaitingforhisnametobementioned,ifIhappenedtobetalkingwithsomebodythatknewthefamily——andthenImightfindachancetosaythatI
wassorrytohearhe\'dbeenillsomuch,and——Somethingofthatkindperhaps?"
"Youdon\'tknowanybodythatknowsthefamily。"
"Yes。Thatis——well,inaway,ofcourse,oneOFthefamily。ThatMrs。
RoscoeSheridanisnota——thatis,she\'sratherapleasant—facedlittlewoman,Ithink,andofcourseratherordinary。Ithinksheisinterestedabout——thatis,ofcourse,she\'dbeanxioustobemoreintimatewithMary,naturally。She\'salwayslookingoverherefromherhouse;shewaslookingoutthewindowthisafternoonwhenMarywentout,Inoticed——thoughIdon\'tthinkMarysawher。I\'msureshewouldn\'tthinkitoutofplaceto——tobefrankaboutmatters。Shecalledtheotherday,andMarymustratherlikeher——shesaidthateveningthatthecallhaddonehergood。Don\'tyouthinkitmightbewise?"
"Wise?Idon\'tknow。Ifeelthewholematterisimpossible。"
"Yes,sodoI,"shereturned,promptly。"Itisn\'treallyathingweshouldbeconsideringseriously,ofcourse。Still——"
"Ishouldsaynot!Butpossibly——"
Thustheyskirmishedupanddownthefield,butbeforetheyturnedthelightsoutandwentup—stairsitwasthoroughlyunderstoodbetweenthemthatMrs。
VertreesshouldseektheearliestopportunitytoobtaindefiniteinformationfromSibylSheridanconcerningthementalandphysicalstatusofBibbs。Andifheweresubjecttoattacksoflunacy,theunhappypairdecidedtopreventthesacrificetheysupposedtheirdaughterintendedtomakeofherself。
Altogether,iftherewerespitefulghostsintheoldhousethatnight,eavesdroppinguponthewoefulcomedy,theymusthavediedanewoflaughter!
Mrs。Vertrees\'sopportunityoccurredtheverynextafternoon。Darknesshadfallen,andthepiano—movershadcome。Theywerecarryingthepianodownthefrontsteps,andMrs。Vertreeswasstandingintheopendoorwaybehindthem,preparingtowithdraw,whensheheardasharpexclamation;andMrs。RoscoeSheridan,bareheaded,emergedfromtheshadowintothelightofthedoorway。
"Goodgracious!"shecried。"Itdidgivemeafright!"
"It\'sMrs。Sheridan,isn\'tit?"Mrs。Vertreeswasperplexedbythisinformalappearance,butshereflectedthatitmightbeprovidential。"Won\'tyoucomein?"
"No。Ohno,thankyou!"Sibylpanted,pressingherhandtoherside。"Youdon\'tknowwhatafrightyou\'vegivenme!Anditwasnothingbutyourpiano!"Shelaughedshrilly。"Youknow,sinceourtragedycomingsosuddenlytheotherday,youhavenoideahowupsetI\'vebeen——almosthysterical!AndIjustglancedoutofthewindow,aminuteorsoago,andsawyourdoorwideopenandblackfiguresofmenagainstthelight,carryingsomethingheavy,andIalmostfainted。Yousee,itwasjustthewayitlookedwhenIsawthembringingmypoorbrother—in—lawin,nextdoor,onlysuchafewshortdaysago。AndIthoughtI\'dseenyourdaughterstartforadrivewithBibbsSheridaninacaraboutthreeo\'clock——and——Theyaren\'tbackyet,arethey?"
"No。Goodheavens!"
"AndtheonlythingIcouldthinkofwasthatsomethingmusthavehappenedtothem,andIjustdashedover——anditwasonlyyourPIANO!"Shebrokeintolaughteragain。"Isupposeyou\'rejustsendingitsomewheretoberepaired,aren\'tyou?"
"It\'s——it\'sbeingtakendown—town,"saidMrs。Vertrees。"Won\'tyoucomeinandmakemealittlevisit。IwasSOsorry,theotherday,thatIwas——ah——"
Shestoppedinconsequently,thenrepeatedherinvitation。"Won\'tyoucomein?I\'dreally——"
"Thankyou,butImustberunningback。Myhusbandusuallygetshomeaboutthistime,andImakealittlepointofitalwaystobethere。"
"That\'sverysweet。"Mrs。VertreesdescendedthestepsandwalkedtowardthestreetwithSibyl。"It\'squitebalmyforsolateinNovember,isn\'tit?
AlmostlikeaMayevening。"
"I\'mafraidMissVertreeswillmissherpiano,"saidSibyl,watchingtheinstrumentdisappearintothebigvanatthecurb。"Sheplayswonderfully,Mrs。Kittersbytellsme。"
"Yes,sheplaysverywell。Oneofyourrelativescametohearheryesterday,afterdinner,andIthinksheplayedalleveningforhim。"
"YoumeanBibbs?"askedSibyl。
"The——theyoungestMr。Sheridan。Yes。He\'sverymusical,isn\'the?"
"Ineverheardofit。ButIshouldn\'tthinkitwouldmattermuchwhetherhewasornot,ifhecouldgetMissVertreestoplaytohim。Doesyourdaughterexpectthepianobacksoon?"
"I——Ibelievenotimmediately。Mr。Sheridancamelasteveningtohearherplaybecauseshehadarrangedwiththe——thatis,itwastoberemovedthisafternoon。Heseemsalmostwellagain。"
"Yes。"Sibylnodded。"Hisfather\'sgoingtotrytostarthimtowork。"
"Heseemsverydelicate,"saidMrs。Vertrees。"Ishouldn\'tthinkhewouldbeabletostandagreatdeal,eitherphysicallyor——"Shepausedandthenadded,glowingwiththesenseofherownadroitness——"ormentally。"
"Oh,mentallyBibbsisallright,"saidSibyl,inanoddvoice。
"Entirely?"Mrs。Vertreesasked,breathlessly。
"Yes,entirely。"
"ButhasheALWAYSbeen?"Thisquestioncamewiththesameanxiouseagerness。
"Certainly。Hehadalongsiegeofnervousdyspepsia,buthe\'soverit。"
"Andyouthink——"
"Bibbsisallright。Youneedn\'twor——"Sibylchoked,andpressedherhandkerchieftohermouth。"Goodnight,Mrs。Vertrees,"shesaid,hurriedly,asthehead—lightsofanautomobileswungroundthecornerabove,sendingabrighteningglaretowardtheedgeofthepavementwherethetwoladieswerestanding。
"Won\'tyoucomein?"urgedMrs。Vertrees,cordially,hearingthesoundofacheerfulvoiceoutofthedarknessbeyondtheapproachingglare。"Do!
There\'sMarynow,andshe——"
ButSibylwashalf—wayacrossthestreet。"No,thanks,"shecalled。"I
hopeshewon\'tmissherpiano!"Andsheranintoherownhouseandplungedheadlonguponaleatherdivaninthehall,holdingherhandkerchiefoverhermouth。
Thenoiseofhertumultuousentrancewasevidentlystartlinginthequiethouse,foruponthebangofthedoortherefollowedthecrashofadecanter,droppeduponthefloorofthedining—roomattheendofthehall;and,afterarumbleofindistinctprofanity,Roscoecameforth,holdingadrippingnapkininhishand。
"What\'syourexcitement?"hedemanded。"Whatdoyoufindtogointohystericsover?Anotherdeathinthefamily?"
"Oh,it\'sfunny!shegasped。"Thoseoldfrost—bittenpeople!IguessTHEY\'REgettingtheircome—upance!"Lyingprone,sheelevatedherfeetintheair,clappedherheelstogetherrepeatedly,inanecstasy。
"Comethrough,comethrough!"saidherhusband,crossly。"Whatyoubeenupto?"
"Me?"shecried,droppingherfeetandswingingaroundtofacehim。
"Nothing。It\'sthem!ThoseVertreeses!"Shewipedhereyes。"They\'vehadtoselltheirpiano!"
"Well,whatofit?"
"ThatMrs。Kittersbytoldmeallabout\'emaweekago,"saidSibyl。"They\'vebeenhardupforalongtime,andshesaysaslongagoaslastwintersheknewthatgirlgotapairofwalking—shoesre—soledandpatched,becauseshegotitdonethesameplaceMrs。Kittersby\'scookhadHERS!Andthenightofthehouse—warmingIkindofgotsuspicious,myself。Shedidn\'thaveonesinglepieceofanykindofrealjewelry,andyoucouldseeherdresswasanoldonedoneover。Mencan\'ttellthosethings,andyouallmadeabigfussoverher,butIthoughtshelookedasight,myself!Ofcourse,EDITHwascrazytohaveher,and——"
"Well,well?"heurged,impatiently。
"Well,I\'mTELLINGyou!Mrs。Kittersbysaystheyhaven\'tgotaTHING!JustabsolutelyNOTHING——andtheydon\'tknowanywheretoturn!Thefamily\'salldiedoutbutthem,andalltherelativestheygotareverydistant,andliveEastandscarcelyknow\'em。Shesaysthewholetown\'sbeenwonderingwhatWOULDbecomeof\'em。Thegirlhadplentychancestomarryuptoayearorsoago,butshewassoindifferentshescaredthemenoff,andtheonesthathadwantedtowentandmarriedothergirls。Gracious!theywerelucky!MarryHER?ThemanthatfoundhimselftieduptoTHATgirl——"
"Terriblefunny,terriblefunny!"saidRoscoe,withsarcasm。"It\'ssofunnyIbrokeacut—glassdecanterandspilledaquartof——"
"Wait!"shebegged。"You\'llsee。Iwassittingbythewindowalittlewhileago,andIsawabigwagondriveupacrossthestreetandsomemengointothehouse。Itwastoodarktomakeoutmuch,andforaminuteIgottheideatheyweremovingout——thehousehasbeenforeclosedon,Mrs。Kittersbysays。
Itseemedfunny,too,becauseIknewthatgirlwasoutridingwithBibbs。
Well,IthoughtI\'dsee,soIslippedover——anditwastheirPIANO!They\'dsolditandweretryingtosneakitoutafterdark,sonobody\'dcatchon!"
Againshegavewaytoherenjoyment,butresumed,asherhusbandseemedabouttointerruptthenarrative。"Waitaminute,can\'tyou?Theoldladywassuperintending,andshegaveitallaway。Isizedherupforoneofthoseoldchurchypeoplethattellallkindsofliesexceptwhenitcomestosomanywords,andthentheycan\'t。Shemightjustaswelltoldmeoutright!
Yes,they\'dsoldit;andIhopethey\'llpaysomeoftheirdebts。Theyoweeverybody,andlastweekacoal—dealermadeanawfulfussatthedoorwithMr。Vertrees。Theircooktoldourupstairsgirl,andshesaidshedidn\'tknowWHENshe\'dseenanymoney,herself!DidyoueverhearofsuchacaseasthatgirlinyouLIFE?"
"Whatgirl?Theircook?"
"ThatVertreesgirl!Don\'tyouseetheylookedonourcomingupintothisneighborhoodastheirlastchance?Theywerejustgoingdownandout,andherebobsupthegreen,richSheridanfamily!Sotheydollthegirlupinheroldthings,madeover,andsendherouttogetaSheridan——she\'sGOTtogetone!Andshejustgoesinblind;andshetriesitonfirstwithYOU。
Youremember,shejustplainTOLDyoushewasgoingtomashyou,andthenshefoundoutyouwerethemarriedone,andturnedrightsquarearoundtoJimandcarriedhimoffhisfeet。Oh,Jimwaslanded——there\'snodoubtaboutTHAT!
ButJimwaslucky;hedidn\'tlivetoSTAYlanded,andit\'sagoodthingforhim!"Sibyl\'smirthhadvanished,andshespokewithvirulentrapidity。
"Well,shecouldn\'tgetyou,becauseyouweremarried,andshecouldn\'tgetJim,becauseJimdied。Andtheretheywere,deadbroke!Doyouknowwhatshedid?Doyouknowwhatshe\'sDOING?"
"No,Idon\'t,"saidRoscoe,gruffly。
Sibyl\'svoiceroseandculminatedinascreamofrenewedhilarity。"BIBBS!
Shewaitedinthegrave—yard,anddrovehomewithhimfromJIM\'SFUNERAL!
Neverspoketohimbefore!Jimwasn\'tCOLD!"
Sherockedherselfbackandforthuponthedivan。"Bibbs!"sheshrieked。
"Bibbs!Roscoe,THINKofit!BIBBS!"
Hestaredunsympathetically,buthermirthwasunabatedforallthat。"Andyesterday,"shecontinued,betweenparoxysms——"yesterdayshecameoutofthehouse——justashewaspassing。Shemusthavebeenlookingout——waitingforthechance;Isawtheoldladywatchingatthewindow!Andshegothimtherelastnight——to\'PLAY\'tohim;theoldladygavethataway!Andto—dayshemadehimtakeheroutinamachine!Andthecreamofitisthattheydidn\'tevenknowwhetherhewasINSANEornot——theythoughtmaybehewas,butshewentafterhimjustthesame!Theoldladysetherselftopumpmeaboutitto—day。BIBBS!Oh,myLord!BIBBS!"
ButRoscoelookedgrim。"Soit\'sfunnytoyou,isit?Itsoundskindofpitifultome。Ishouldthinkitwouldtoawoman,too。"
"Oh,itmight,"shereturned,sobering。"Itmight,ifthosepeopleweren\'tsuchfrozen—facedsmartAlecks。Ifthey\'dhadthedecencytocomedownofftheperchalittleIprobablywouldn\'tthinkitwasfunny,buttosee\'emsitupontheirpedestalallthetimethey\'reeatingdirt——well,Ithinkit\'sfunny!ThatgirlsitsupasifshewasQueenElizabeth,andexpectspeopletowallowonthegroundbeforeheruntiltheygetnearenoughforhertogive\'emagoodkickwithheroldpatchedshoes——oh,she\'ddoTHAT,allright!——andthenshepowdersupandgoesouttomash——BIBBSSHERIDAN!"
"Lookhere,"saidRoscoe,heavily;"Idon\'tcareaboutthatonewayoranother。Ifyou\'rethrough,IgotsomethingIwanttotalktoyouabout。I
wasgoingto,thatdayjustbeforeweheardaboutJim。"
AtthisSibylstiffenedquickly;hereyesbecameintenselybright。"Whatisit?"
"Well,"hebegan,frowning,"whatIwasgoingtosaythen——"Hebrokeoff,and,becomingconsciousthathewasstillholdingthewetnapkininhishand,threwitpettishlyintoacorner。"IneverexpectedI\'dhavetosayanythinglikethistoanybodyIMARRIED;butIwasgoingtoaskyouwhatwasthematterbetweenyouandLamhorn。"
Sibylutteredasharpmonosyllable。"Well?"
"Ifeltthetimehadcomeformetoknowaboutit,"hewenton。"Younevertoldmeanything——"
"Youneverasked,"sheinterposed,curtly。
"Well,we\'dgotinawayofnottalkingmuch,"saidRoscoe。"Itlookstomenowasifwe\'dprettymuchlosttherunofeachotherthewayagoodmanypeopledo。Idon\'tsayitwasn\'tmyfault。Iwasupearlyanddowntoworkallday,andI\'dcomehometiredatnight,andwanttogotobedsoonasI\'dgotthepaperread——unlesstherewassomegoodmusicalshowintown。Well,youseemedallrightuntilherelately,thelastmonthorso,Ibegantoseesomethingwaswrong。Icouldn\'thelpseeingit。"
"Wrong?"shesaid。"Whatlike?"
"Youchanged;youdidn\'tlookthesame。Youwereallstrungupandexcitedandfidgety;yougottolookingpeakidandrundown。Nowthen,Lamhornhadbeengoingwithusagoodwhile,butInoticedthatnotlongagoyougottopickingonhimabouteverylittlethinghedid;yougottoquarrelingwithhimwhenIwasthereandwhenIwasn\'t。Icouldseeyou\'dbeenquarrelingwheneverIcameinandhewashere。"
"Doyouobjecttothat?"askedSibyl,breathingquickly。
"Yes——whenitinjuresmywife\'shealth!"hereturned,withaquickliftofhiseyestohers。"Youbegantorundownjustaboutthetimeyoubeganfallingoutwithhim。"Hesteppedclosetoher。"Seehere,Sibyl,I\'mgoingtoknowwhatitmeans。"
"Oh,youARE?"shesnapped。
"You\'retrembling,"hesaid,gravely。
"Yes。I\'mangryenoughtodomorethantremble,you\'llfind。Goon!"
"ThatwasallIwasgoingtosaytheotherday,"hesaid。"Iwasgoingtoaskyou——"
"Yes,thatwasallyouweregoingtosayTHEOTHERDAY。Yes。Whatelsehaveyoutosayto—night?"
"To—night,"hereplied,withgrimswiftness,"Iwanttoknowwhyyoukeeptelephoninghimyouwanttoseehimsincehestoppedcominghere。"
Shemadealong,lowsoundofcomprehensionbeforeshesaid,"AndwhatelsedidEdithwantyoutoaskme?"
"IwanttoknowwhatyousayoverthetelephonetoLamhorn,"hesaid,fiercely。
"IsthatallEdithtoldyoutoaskme?Yousawherwhenyoustoppedinthereonyourwayhomethisevening,didn\'tyou?Didn\'tshetellyouthenwhatI
saidoverthetelephonetoMr。Lamhorn?"
"No,shedidn\'t!"hevociferated,hisvoicegrowinglouder。"Shesaid,\'YoutellyourwifetostoptelephoningRobertLamhorntocomeandseeher,becauseheisn\'tgoingtodoit!\'That\'swhatshesaid!AndIwanttoknowwhatitmeans。Iintend——"
Amaidappearedatthelowerendofthehall。"Dinnerisready,"shesaid,and,givingthetroubledpaironeglance,wentdemurelyintothedining—room。
Roscoedisregardedtheinterruption。
"Iintendtoknowexactlywhathasbeengoingon,"hedeclared。"Imeantoknowjustwhat——"
Sibyljumpedup,almosttouchinghim,standingfacetofacewithhim。
"Oh,youDO!"shecried,shrilly。"Youmeantoknowjustwhat\'swhat,doyou?Youlistentoyoursisterinsinuatinguglythingsaboutyourwife,andthenyoucomehomemakingascenebeforetheservantsandhumiliatingmeintheirpresence!DoyousupposethatIrishgirldidn\'theareverywordyousaid?Yougointhereandeatyourdinneralone!Goon!Goandeatyourdinneralone——becauseIwon\'teatwithyou!"
Andshebrokeawayfromthedetaininggrasphesoughttofastenuponher,anddashedupthestairway,panting。Heheardthedoorofherroomslamoverhead,andthesharpclickofthekeyinthelock。
Atseveno\'clockonthelastmorningofthatmonth,Sheridan,passingthroughtheupperhallonhiswaytodescendthestairsforbreakfast,foundacoupleofscribbledsheetsofnote—paperlyingonthefloor。AwindowhadbeenopeninBibbs\'sroomtheeveningbefore;hehadlefthisnote—bookonthesill——andthesheetswereloose。Thedoorwasopen,andwhenBibbscameinandclosedit,hedidnotnoticethatthetwosheetshadblownoutintothehall。Sheridanrecognizedthehandwritingandputthesheetsinhiscoatpocket,intendingtogivethemtoGeorgeorJacksonforreturntotheowner,butheforgotandcarriedthemdown—townwithhim。Atnoonhefoundhimselfaloneinhisoffice,and,havingalittleleisure,rememberedthebitsofmanuscript,tookthemout,andglancedatthem。Agrancewasenoughtorevealthattheywerenotepistolary。Sheridanwouldnothavereada"privateletter"thatcameintohispossessioninthatway,thoughina"matterofbusiness"hemighthavefeltithisdutytotakeadvantageofanopportunityaffordedinanymannerwhatsoever。HavingsatisfiedhimselfthatBibbs\'sscribblingswereonlyasampleofthekindofwritinghissonpreferredtothemachine—shop,hedecided,innocentlyenough,thathewouldbejustifiedinreadingthem。
Itappearsthataladywillnodpleasantlyuponsomewindygeneralizationofacompanion,andwillwearthemostagreeableexpressionofacceptingitasthelaw,andthen——daysafterward,whenthethingisamummytoitspromulgator——shewillinquireoutofaclearsky:"WHYdidyousaythatthepeopledown—townhavenothinginlifethatachickenhasn\'t?Whatdidyoumean?"Andshemaysayitinamannerthatmakesasensiblereplyverydifficult——youwillbesofullofwonderthatsherememberedsoseriously。
Yet,whatdoestheroosterlack?Hehasfoodandshelter;heiswarminwinter;hiswivesraisenotonefinefamilyforhim,butdozens。Hehasaclearskyoverhim;hebreathessweetair;hewalksinhisAprilorchardunderaroofofflowers。Hemustdie,violentlyperhaps,butquickly。IsMidas\'scancerabetterway?Therooster\'swivesandchildrenmustdie。ArethoseofMidasimmortal?HislifeisshorterthanthelifeofMidas,butMidas\'slifeisonlyasixthaslongasthatoftheGalapagostortoise。
Theworthymoney—workertakeshisvacationsothathemayrefreshhimselfanewforthehardworkofgettingnothingthattheroosterdoesn\'tget。Theoffice—buildinghasanelevator,theroosterfliesuptothebough。Midashasamachinetotakehimtohiswork;theroosterfindshiswormunderfoot。
The"businessman"feelsapressuresometimes,withoutknowingwhy,andsitslateatwineaftertheday\'slabor;nextmorninghecurseshisheadbecauseitinterfereswiththework——heswearsnevertorelievethatpressureagain。
Theroosterhasnopressureandnowine;thisdifferenceisinhisfavor。
Theroosterisadependent;hedependsuponthefarmerandtheweather。
Midasisadependent;hedependsuponthefarmerandtheweather。Theroosterthinksonlyofthemoment;Midasprovidesforto—morrow。Whatdoesheprovideforto—morrow?Nothingthattheroosterwillnothavewithoutproviding。
Theroosterandtheprosperousworker:theyareborn,theygrub,theylove;
theygrubandlovegrubbing;theygrubandtheydie。Neitherknowsbeauty;
neitherknowsknowledge。Andafterall,whenMidasdiesandtheroosterdies,thereisonethingMidashashadandroosterhasnot。Midashashadtheexcitementofaccumulatingwhathehasgrubbed,andthathasbeenhislifeandhisloveandhisgod。Hecannottakethatgodwithhimwhenhedies。Iwonderiftheworthygodsarethosewecantakewithus。
MidasmustteachalltobeasMidas;theyoungmustberaisedinhisreligion——
Themanuscriptendedthere,andSheridanwasnotanxiousformore。Hecrumpledthesheetsintoaball,depositingit(withvigor)inawaste—basketbesidehim;then,rising,heconsultedaCyclopediaofNames,whichabook—agenthadsomehowsoldtohimyearsbefore;avolumenowfirstputtouseforthelocationof"Midas。"Havingreadthelegend,Sheridanwalkedupanddownthespaciousoffice,exhalingthebreathofcontempt。"Dam\'fool!"
hemumbled。Butthiswasnonewthought,norwasthecontrarinessofBibbs\'snotesasurpisetohim;andpresentlyhedismissedthematterfromhismind。