下载辰思小说免费APP
"Yes,"hesaid,andsteppedoutupontheporch,"thatwasit。Goodnight,Sibyl。"
"Wait!"shesaid,followinghimacrossthethreshold。"Howdidthathappen?
Ithoughtyouweregoingtowaitwhilethosemenfilledthe——the——"Shepaused,butmovednearerhiminsistently。
"Ididwait。MissVertreeswasthere,"hesaid,reluctantly。"Shehadwalkedawayforawhileanddidn\'tnoticethatthecarriageswereleaving。
Whenshecamebackthecoupewaitingformewastheonlyoneleft。"
Sheregardedhimwithdilatingeyes。Shespokewithaslowbreathlessness。
"AndshedrovehomefromJim\'sfuneral——withyou!"
Withoutwarningsheburstintolaughter,clappedherhandineffectuallyoverhermouth,andranbackuproariouslyintothehouse,hurlingthedoorshutbehindher。
Bibbswenthomepondering。HedidnotunderstandwhySibylhadlaughed。Thelaughteritselfhadbeenspontaneousandbeyondsuspicion,butitseemedtohimthatshehadonlyaffectedtoefforttosuppressitandthatshewishedittobesignificant。Significantofwhat?Andwhyhadshewishedtoimpressuponhimthefactofheroverwhelmingamusement?Hefoundnoanswer,butshehadsucceededindisturbinghim,andhewishedthathehadnotencounteredher。
Athome,uncles,aunts,andcousinsfromoutoftownwerewanderingaboutthehouse,severalmournfullyadmiringthe"BayofNaples,"andothersoccupiedwiththeMoorandtheplumbing,whiletheywaitedfortrains。Edithandhermotherhadretiredtosomeupperfastness,butBibbsinterviewedJacksonandhadthevariousgroupsofrelativessummonedtothedining—roomforfood。
Onegreat—uncle,oldGideonSheridanfromBoonville,couldnotbefound,andBibbswentinsearchofhim。Heransackedthehouse,discoveringthemissingantiqueatlastbyaccident。Passinghisfather\'scloseddoorontiptoe,Bibbsheardamurmuroussound,andpausedtolisten。Thesoundprovedtobeaquaveringandricketyvoice,monotonouslybleating:
"TheLo—ordgivuthandtheLo—ordtakuthaway!Wegottorememberthat;wegottorememberthat!I\'ma—gittin\'along,James;I\'ma—gittin\'along,andI\'veseena—manyof\'emgo——twodaughtersandasontheLordgiveme,andHehastakenallaway。FortheLo—ordgivuthandtheLo—ordtakuthaway!
RememberthewordsofBildadtheShuhite,James。BildadtheShuhitesays,\'Heshallhaveneithersonnornephewamonghispeople,noranyremaininginhisdwellings。\'BildadtheShuhite——"
Bibbsopenedthedoorsoftly。Hisfatherwaslyinguponthebed,inhisunderclothes,facedownward,andUncleGideonsatnearby,swingingbackwardandforwardinarocking—chair,strokinghislongwhitebeardandgazingattheceilingashetalked。Bibbsbeckonedhimurgently,butUncleGideonpaidnoattention。
"BibdadtheShuhitespakeandhissays,\'IfthychildrenhavesinnedagainstHimandHehavecastthemaway——"
Therewasamuffledexplosionbeneaththefloor,andthewindowsrattled。
Thefigurelyingfacedownwardonthebeddidnotmove,butUncleGideonleapedfromhischair。"MyGod!"hecried。"What\'sthat?"
Therecameasecondexplosion,andUncleGideonranoutintothehall。Bibbswenttotheheadofthegreatstaircase,and,lookingdown,discoveredthesourceofthedistubance。Gideon\'sgrandson,aboyoffourteen,hadbroughthiscameratothefuneralandwastaking"flash—lights"oftheMoor。UncleGideon,reassuredbyBibbs\'sexplanation,wouldhavereturnedtofinishhisquotationfromBildadtheShuhite,butBibbsdetainedhim,andafteralittleargumentpersuadedhimtodescendtothedining—roomwhitherBibbsfollowed,afterclosingthedoorofhisfather\'sroom。
HekepthiseyeonGideonafterdinner,diplomaticallypreventingseveralattemptsonthepartofthatcomfortertoreascendthestairs;anditwasarelieftoBibbswhenGeorgeannouncedthatanautomobilewaswaitingtoconveytheancientmanandhisgrandsontotheirtrain。Theywerethelasttoleave,andwhentheyhadgoneBibbswentsighingtohisownroom。
Hestretchedhimselfwearilyuponthebed,butpresentlyrose,wenttothewindow,andlookedforalongtimeatthedarkenedhousewhereMaryVertreeslived。Thenheopenhistrunk,tooktherefromasmallnote—bookhalffilledwithfragmentaryscribblings,andbegantowrite:
Laughterafterafuneral。Inthisreactionpeoplewilllaughatanythingandatnothing。Thebandplaysadirgeonthewaytothecemetery,butwhenitturnsback,andthemourningcarriagesareoutofhearing,itstrikesup,"DarktownisOutTo—night。"Thatisnatural——buttherearewomenwhoselaughterislikethewhirringofwhips。Whyisitthatcertainkindsoflaughterseemtospoilsomethinghiddenawayfromthelaughers?Iftheydonotknowofit,andhaveneverseenit,howcantheirlaughterhurtit?
Yetitdoes。Beautyisnotoutofplaceamonggrave—stones。Itisnotoutofplaceanywhere。Butawomanwhohasbeenbetrothedtoamanwouldnotlookbeautifulathisfuneral。Awomanmightlookbeautiful,though,atthefuneralofamanwhomshehadknownandliked。Andinthatcase,too,shewouldprobablynotwanttotalkifshedrovehomefromthecemeterywithhisbrother:norwouldshewantthebrothertotalk。Silenceisusuallyeitherstupidortimid。Butforamanwhostammersifhetriestotalkfast,anddrawlssoslowly,whenhedoesn\'tstammer,thatnobodyhastimetolistentohim,silenceisadvisable。Nevertheless,toomuchsilenceisopentosuspicion。Itmaybereticence,oritmaybeavacuum。Itmaybedignity,oritmaybefalseteeth。Sometimesanimperceptibleodorwillbecomeperceptibleinasmallinclosure,suchasaclosedcarriage。Theghostofgasolinerisingfromalady\'sglovemightbesweetertothemanridingbesideherthanallthescentsofArcadyinspring。Itdependsonthelady——butthereARE!Threemilesmaybethreehundredmiles,oritmaybethreefeet。Whenitisthreefeetyouhavenottimetosayagreatdealbeforeyoureachtheendofit。Still,itmaybethatoneshouldbegintospeak。Noonecouldhelpwishingtostayinaworldthatholdssomeofthepeoplethatareinthisworld。TherearesomesowonderfulyoudonotunderstandhowthedeadCOULDdie。Howcouldtheyletthemselves?Afallingbuildingdoesnotcarewhofallswithit。Itdoesnotchoosewhoshallbeuponitsroofandwhoshallnot。SilenceCANbegolden?Yes。Butperhapsifawomanoftheworldshouldfindherselfbyaccidentsittingbesideamanforthelengthoftimeitmustnecessarilytaketwoslowoldhorsestojogthreemiles,shemightexpectthatmantosaysomethingofsomesort!Evenifshethoughthimafeeblehypochondriac,evenifshehadheardfromothersthathewasadisappointmenttohisownpeople,evenifshehadseenforherselfthathewasauselessandirritatingencumbranceeverywhere,shemightexpecthimatleasttospeak——shemightexpecthimtoopenhismouthandtrytomakesounds,ifheonlybarked。Ifhedidnoteventry,butsateverystepofthewayasdumbasafrozenfish,shemightTHINKhimafrozenfish。Andshemightberight。Shemightberightifshethoughthimaboutaspleasantacompanionas——asBildadtheShuhite!
Bibbsclosedhisnote—book,replacingitinhistrunk。Then,afteraperiodofmelancholycontemplation,heundressed,putonadressing—gownandslippers,andwentsoftlyoutintothehall——tohisfather\'sdoor。UponthefloorwasatraywhichBibbshadsentGeorge,earlierintheevening,toplaceuponatableinSheridan\'sroom——butthefoodwasuntouched。Bibbsstoodlisteningoutsidethedoorforseveralminutes。Therecamenosoundfromwithin,andhewentbacktohisownroomandtobed。
Inthemorninghewoketoastateofbeinghithertounknowninhisexperience。Sometimesintheprocessofwakingthereisalittlepause——sleephasgone,butcoherentthoughthasnotbegun。Itisacurioushalf—void,aglimpseofaphasia;andalthoughthepersonexperiencingitmaynotknowforthatinstanthisownnameorageorsex,hemaybeacutelyconsciousofdepressionorelation。Itisthemoment,aswesay,beforewe"remember";andforthefirsttimeinBibbs\'slifeitcametohimbringingavaguehappiness。Hewoketoasenseofnewriches;hehadthefeelingofaboywakingtoabirthday。Butwhenthenextmomentbroughthimhismemory,hefoundnothingthatcouldexplainhisexhilaration。Onthecontrary,underthecircumstancesitseemedgrotesquelyunwarranted。However,itwasabriefvisitationandwasgonebeforehehadfinisheddressing。Itleftalittletrail,thepleasedrecollectionofitandthepuzzleofit,whichremainedunsolved。And,infact,wakinghappilyinthemorningisnotusuallytheresultofadrivehomefromafuneral。NowonderthesequenceevadedBibbsSheridan!
Hisfatherhadgonewhenhecamedown—stairs。"Wentondownto\'soffice,jes\'same,"Jacksoninformedhim。"Camesatbreakfas\'—table,allby\'mself;
eatnothin\'。Georgebringnicebreakfas\',buthedi\'n\'eatathing。Yessuh,wentondown—town,jes\'sameheyoostado。Yessuh,Ireckonputtymuchev\'y—thinggoin\'goonsameasityoostado。"
ItstruckBibbsthatJacksonwasright。Thedaypassedasotherdayshadpassed。Mrs。SheridanandEdithwereinblack,andMrs。Sheridancriedalittle,nowandthen,butnootherexternaldifferencewastobeseen。Edithwasquiet,butnotnoticeablydepressed,andatlunchprovedherselfabletoarguewithhermotherupontheproprietyofreceivingcallsintheearlieststagesof"mourning。"Lunchwasasusual——forJimandhisfatherhadalwaysluncheddown—town——andtheafternoonwasasusual。Bibbswentforhisdrive,andhismotherwentwithhim,asshesometimesdidwhentheweatherwaspleasant。Altogether,theusualnessofthingswasratherstartlingtoBibbs。
DuringthedriveMrs。SheridantalkedfragmentarilyofJim\'schildhood。"Butyouwouldn\'trememberaboutthat,"shesaid,afternarratinganepisode。
"Youweretoolittle。Hewasalwaysagoodboy,justlikethat。Andhe\'dsavewhateverpapagavehim,andputitinthebank。Ireckonit\'lljustaboutkillyourfathertoputsomebodyinhisplaceaspresidentoftheRealtyCompany,Bibbs。Iknowhecan\'tmoveRoscoeover;hetoldmelastweekhe\'dalreadyputasmuchonRoscoeasanyonemancouldhandleandnotgocrazy。Oh,it\'sapity——"Shestoppedtowipehereyes。"It\'sapityyoudidn\'trunmorewithJim,Bibbs,andkindo\'pickuphisways。Thinkwhatit\'dmeanttopapanow!YouneverdidrunwitheitherRoscoeorJimany,evenbeforeyougotsick。Ofcourse,youwereyounger;butitalwaysDID
seemqueer——andyouthreebein\'brotherslikethat。Idon\'tbelieveIeversawyouandJimsitdowntogetherforagoodtalkinmylife。"
"Mother,I\'vebeenawaysolong,"Bibbsreturned,gently。"AndsinceIcamehomeI——"
"Oh,Iain\'treproachin\'you,Bibbs,"shesaid。"Jimain\'tbeenhomemuchofaneveningsinceyougotback——whatwithhisworkandcallin\'andgoin\'tothetheaterandplaces,andoftennotevenatthehousefordinner。Righttheeveningbeforehegothurthehadhisdinneratsomemiser\'blerest\'rantdownbythePumpWorks,hewassosetonoverseein\'thenightworkandgettin\'everythingfinisheduprighttotheminutehetoldpapahewould。I
reckonyoumight\'a\'putinmoretimewithJimifthere\'dbeenmoreopportunity,Bibbs。Iexpectyoufeelalmostasifyouscarcelyreallyknewhimrightwell。"
"IsupposeIreallydidn\'t,mother。Hewasbusy,yousee,andIhadn\'tmuchtosayaboutthethingsthatinterestedhim,becauseIdon\'tknowmuchaboutthem。"
"It\'sapity!Oh,it\'sapity!"shemoaned。"Andyou\'llhavetolearntoknowabout\'emNOW,Bibbs!Ihaven\'tsaidmuchtoyou,becauseIfeltitwasallbetweenyourfatherandyou,butIhonestlydobelieveitwilljustkillhimifhehastohaveanymoretroubleontopofallthis!Youmustn\'tLET
him,Bibbs——youmustn\'t!Youdon\'tknowhowhe\'sgrievedoveryou,andnowhecan\'tstandanymore——hejustcan\'t!Whateverhesaysforyoutodo,youDOit,Bibbs,youDOit!Iwantyoutopromisemeyouwill。"
"IwouldifIcould,"hesaid,sorrowfully。
"No,no!Whycan\'tyou?"shecried,clutchinghisarm。"Hewantsyoutogobacktothemachine—shopand——"
"And——\'likeit!"saidBibbs。
"Yes,that\'sit——togoinacheerfulspirit。Dr。Gurneysaiditwouldn\'thurtyouifyouwentinacheerfulspirit——thedoctorsaidthathimself,Bibbs。Sowhycan\'tyoudoit?Can\'tyoudothatmuchforyourfather?Yououghttothinkwhathe\'sdoneforYOU。Yougotabeautifulhousetolivein;
yougotautomobilestoridein;yougotfurcoatsandwarmclothes;youbeentakencareofallyourlife。Andyoudon\'tKNOWhowheworkedforthemoneytogiveallthesethingstoyou!Youdon\'tDREAMwhathehadtogothroughandwhatheriskedwhenwewerestartin\'outinlife;andyouneverWILL
know!Andnowthisblowhasfallenonhimoutofaclearsky,andyoumakeitouttobeahardshiptodolikehewantsyouto!Andallonearthheasksisforyoutogobacktotheworkinacheerfulspirit,soitwon\'thurtyou!
That\'sallheasks。Look,Bibbs,we\'regettin\'backnearhome,butbeforewegetthereIwantyoutopromisemethatyou\'lldowhatheasksyouto。
Promiseme!"
Inherearnestnesssheclearedawayherblackveilthatshemightseehimbetter,anditblewoutonthesmokywind。Hereadjusteditforherbeforehespoke。
"I\'llgobackinascheerfulaspiritasIcan,mother,"hesaid。
"There!"sheexclaimed,satisfied。"That\'sagoodboy!That\'sallIwantedyoutosay。"
"Don\'tgivemeanycredit,"hesaid,ruefully。"Thereisn\'tanythingelseformetodo。"
"Now,don\'tbegintalkin\'THATway!"
"No,no,"hesoothedher。"We\'llhavetobegintomakethespiritacheerfulone。Wemay——"Theywereturningintotheirowndrivewayashespoke,andheglancedattheoldhousenextdoor。MaryVertreeswasvisibleinthetwilight,standinguponthefrontsteps,bareheaded,thedooropenbehindher。Shebowedgravely。
"\'Wemay\'——what?"askedMrs。Sheridan,withaslightimpatience。
"Whatisit,mother?"
"Yousaid,\'Wemay,\'anddidn\'tfinishwhatyouweresayin\'。"
"DidI?"saidBibbs,blankly。"Well,whatWEREwesaying?"
"Ofallthequeerboys!"shecried。"Youalwayswere。Always!Youhaven\'tforgotwhatyoujustpromisedme,haveyou?"
"No,"heanswered,asthecarstopped。"No,thespiritwillbeascheerfulasthefleshwillletit,mother。Itwon\'tdotobehavelike——"
Hisvoicewaslow,andinhermovementtodescendfromthecarshefailedtoherehisfinalwords。
"Behavelikewho,Bibbs?"
"Nothing。"
Butshewasfretfulinhergrief。"Yousaiditwouldn\'tdotobehavelikeSOMEBODY。BehavelikeWHO?"
"Itwasjustnonsense,"heexplained,turningtogoin。"AnobscurepersonI
don\'tthinkmuchoflately。"
"BehavelikeWHO?"sherepeated,anduponhisyieldingtoherpetulantinsistence,shemadeuphermindthattheonlythingtodowastotellDr。
Gurneyaboutit。
"LikeBildadtheShuhite!"waswhatBibbssaid。
Theoutwardusualnessofthingscontinuedafterdinner。ItwasSheridan\'scustomtoreadtheeveningpaperbesidethefireinthelibrary,whilehiswife,sittingnearby,eithersewed(fromoldhabit)orallowedherselftoberepeatedlybaffledbyoneofthesimplerformsofsolitaire。To—nightshedidneither,butsatinhercustomarychair,gazingatthefire,whileSheridanlettheunfoldedpaperrestuponhislap,thoughnowandthenheliftedit,asiftoread,andletitfallbackuponhiskneesagain。Bibbscameinnoiselesslyandsatinacorner,doingnothing;andfroma"reception—room"acrossthehallanindistinctvocalmurmurbecamejustaudibleatintervals。Once,whenthismurmurgrewlouder,understressofsomeirrepressiblemerriment,Edith\'svoicecouldbeheard——"Bobby,aren\'tyouawful!"andSheridanglancedacrossathiswifeappealingly。
Sheroseatonceandwentintothe"reception—room";therewasaflurryofwhispering,andthesoundoftiptoeinginthehall——Edithandhersuitorchangingquarterstoamoredistantroom。Mrs。Sheridanreturnedtoherchairinthelibrary。
"Theywon\'tbotheryouanymore,papa,"shesaid,inacomfortingvoice。
"Shetoldmeatlunchhe\'d\'phonedhewantedtocomeupthisevening,andI
saidIthoughthe\'dbetterwaitafewdays,butshesaidshe\'dalreadytoldhimhecould。"Shepaused,thenadded,ratherguiltily:"IgotkindofanotionmaybeRoscoedon\'tlikehimasmuchasheusedto。Maybe——maybeyoubetteraskRoscoe,papa。"AndasSheridannoddedsolemnly,sheconcluded,inhaste:"Don\'tsayIsaidto。Imightbewrongaboutit,anyway。"
Henoddedagain,andtheysatforsometimeinasilencewhichMrs。Sheridanbrokewithalittlesniff,havingfallenintoareveriethatbroughttears。
"ThatMissVertreeswasagoodgirl,"shesaid。"SHEwasallright。"
Herhusbandevidentlyhadnodifficultyinfollowinghertrainofthought,forhenoddedoncemore,affirmatively。
"Didyou——Howdidyoufixitaboutthe——theRealtyCompany?"shefaltered。
"Didyou——
Heroseheavily,helpinghimselftohisfeetbythearmsofhischair。"I
fixedit,"hesaid,inahuskyvoice。"ImovedCantwellup,andputJohnstoninCantwell\'splace,andsplitupJohnston\'sworkamongthefourmenwithsalarieshighenoughtotakeit。"Hewenttoher,puthishanduponhershoulder,anddrewalong,audible,tremulousbreath。"It\'smybedtime,mamma;I\'mgoin\'up。"Hedroppedthehandfromhershoulderandmovedslowlyaway,butwhenhereachedthedoorhestoppedandspokeagain,withoutturningtolookather。"TheRealtyCompany\'llgorightonjustthesame,"
hesaid。"It\'slike——it\'slikesand,mamma。Itputsmeinmindofchuldernplayin\'inasand—pile。Oneof\'emstickshisfingerinthesandandmakesahole,andanotherof\'em\'llpattheplacewithhishand,andallthelittlegrainsofsandruninandfillitupandsettleagainstoneanother;andthen,rightawayit\'sflatontopagain,andyoucan\'ttellthereeverwasaholethere。TheRealtyCompany\'llgoonallright,mamma。Thereain\'tanythinganywhere,Ireckon,thatwouldn\'tgorighton——justthesame。"
Andhepassedoutslowlyintothehall;thentheyheardhisheavytreaduponthestairs。
Mrs。Sheridan,risingtofollowhim,turnedapiteousfacetoherson。"It\'ssoforlong,"shesaid,chokingly。"That\'sthefirsttimehespokesincehecameinthehousethisevening。Iknowitmust\'a\'hurthimtohearEdithlaughin\'withthatLamhorn。She\'doughtn\'ttolethimcome,righttheveryfirsteveningthisway;she\'doughtn\'ttodoneit!Shejustseemstoloseherheadoverhim,anditscaresme。YouheardwhatSibylsaidtheotherday,and——andyouheardwhat——what——"
"WhatEdithsaidtoSibyl?"Bibbsfinishedthesentenceforher。
"WeCAN\'Thaveanytroubleo\'THATkind!"shewailed。"Oh,itlooksasifmovin\'uptothisNewHousehadbroughtusawfulbadluck!Itscaresme!"
Sheputbothherhandsoverherface。"Oh,Bibbs,Bibbs!ifyouonlywasn\'tsoQUEER!Ifyoucouldonlybeenakindofdependableson!Idon\'tknowwhatwe\'reallcomin\'to!"And,weeping,shefollowedherhusband。
Bibbsgazedforawhileatthefire;thenheroseabruptly,likeamanwhohascometoadecision,andbrisklysoughttheroom——itwascalled"thesmoking—room"——whereEdithsatwithMr。Lamhorn。Theylookedupinnowelcomingmanner,atBibbs\'sentrance,andmovedtheirchairstoalessconspicuousadjacency。
"Goodevening,"saidBibbs,pleasantly;andheseatedhimselfinaleathereasy—chairnearthem。
"Whatisit?"askedEdith,plainlyastonished。
"Nothing,"hereturned,smiling。
Shefrowned。"Didyouwantsomething?"sheasked。
"Nothingintheworld。Fatherandmotherhavegoneup—stairs;Isha\'n\'tbegoingupforseveralhours,andtheredidn\'tseemtobeanybodyleftformetochatwithexceptyouandMr。Lamhorn。"
"\'CHATwith\'!"sheechoed,incredulously。
"Icantalkaboutalmostanything,"saidBibbswithanairofgenialpoliteness。"Itdoesn\'tmattertoME。Idon\'tknowmuchaboutbusiness——ifthat\'swhatyouhappenedtobetalkingabout。Butyouaren\'tinbusiness,areyou,Mr。Lamhorn。
"Notnow,"returnedLamhorn,shortly。
"I\'mnot,either,"saidBibbs。"Itwasgettingcloudierthanusual,I
noticed,justbeforedark,andtherewaswindfromthesouthwest。Rainto—morrow,Ishouldn\'tbesurprised。"
Heseemedtofeelthathehadbegunaconversationthesupportofwhichhadnowbecomethepleasurabledutyofotherparties;andhesatexpectantly,lookingfirstathissister,thenatLamhorn,asifimplyingthatitwastheirturntospeak。Edithreturnedhisgazewithamixtureofastonishmentandincreasinganger,whileMr。Lamhornwasobviouslydisturbed,thoughBibbshadbeenasconsiderateaspossibleinpresentingtheweatherasatopic。
BibbshadperceivedthatLamhornhadnothinginhismindatanytimeexcept"personalities"——hecouldtalkaboutpeopleandhecouldmakelove。Bibbs,wishingtobecourteous,offeredtheweather。
Lamhornrefusedit,andconcludedfromBibbs\'sluxuriousattitudeintheleatherchairthatthishalf—crazybrotherwasapermanentfixturefortherestoftheevening。Therewasnotreasontohopethathewouldmove,andLamhornfoundhimselfindangeroflookingsilly。
"Iwasjustgoing,"hesaid,rising。
"OhNO!"Edithcried,sharply。
"Yes。Goodnight!IthinkI——"
"Toobad,"saidBibbs,genially,walkingtothedoorwiththevisitor,whileEdithstoodstaringasthetwodisappearedinthehall。SheheardBibbsofferingto"help"Lamhornwithhisovercoatandthelatterrathercurtlydecliningassistance,theseepisodesofdeparturebeingfollowedbytheclosingoftheouterdoor。Sheranintothehall。
"What\'sthematterwithyou?"shecried,furiously。"WhatdoyouMEAN?Howdidyoudarecomeintherewhenyouknew——"
Hervoicebroke;shemadeagestureofrageanddespair,andranupthestairs,sobbing。Shefledtohermother\'sroom,andwhenBibbscameup,afewminuteslater,Mrs。Sheridanmethimathisdoor。
"Oh,Bibbs,"shesaid,shakingherheadwoefully,"you\'doughtn\'ttodistressyoursister!Shesaysyoudrovethatyoungmanrightoutofthehouse。
You\'doughttobeenmoreconsiderate。"
Bibbssmiledfaintly,notingthatEdith\'sdoorwasopen,withEdith\'snaiveshadowmotionlessacrossitsthreshold。"Yes,"hesaid。"Hedoesn\'tappeartomuchofa\'man\'sman。\'Heranatjustaglimpseofone。"
Edith\'sshadowmoved;hervoicecamequavering:"Youcallyourselfone?"
"No,no,"heanswered。"Isaid,\'justaglimpseofone。\'Ididn\'tclaim——"
Butherdoorslammedangrily;andheturnedtohismother。
"There,"hesaid,sighing。"That\'salmostthefirsttimeinmylifeIevertriedtobeamanofaction,mother,andIsucceededperfectlyinwhatI
triedtodo。AsaconsequenceIfeellikeahorse—thief!"
"Youhurtherfeelin\'s,"shegroaned。"Youmust\'a\'goneatittoorough,Bibbs。"
Helookeduponherwanly。"That\'smytrouble,mother,"hemurmured。"I\'maplain,bluntfellow。Ihaveroughways,andI\'maroughman。"
Foroncesheperceivedsomemeaninginhisqueerness。"Hushyournonsense!"
shesaid,good—naturedly,theastralofatroubledsmileappearing。"Yougotobed。"
Hekissedherandobeyed。
Edithgavehimacoldgreetingthenextmorningatthebreakfast—table。
"Youmustn\'tdothatunderamisapprehension,"hewarnedher,whentheywerealoneinthedining—room。
"Dowhatunderawhat?"sheasked。
"Speaktome。Icameintothesmoking—roomlastnight\'onpurpose,\'"hetoldher,gravely。"Ihaveaprejudiceagainstthatyoungman。"
Shelaughed。"Iguessyouthinkitmeansagreatdealwhoyouhaveprejudicesagainst!"Inmockerysheadoptedthemannerofonewhoimplores。
"Bibbs,forpity\'ssakePROMISEme,DON\'TuseYOURinfluencewithpapaagainsthim!"Andshelaughedlouder。
"Listen,"hesaid,withpeculiarearnestness。"I\'lltellyounow,because——becauseI\'vedecidedI\'moneofthefamily。"Andthen,asiftheearnestnessweretooheavyforhimtocarryitfurther,hecontinued,inhisusualtone,"I\'mdrunkwithpower,Edith。"
"Whatdoyouwanttotellme?"shedamanded,brusquely。
"LamhornmadelovetoSibyl,"hesaid。
Edithhooted。"SHEdidtoHIM!AndbecauseyouoverheardthatspatbetweenustheotherdaywhenIthesameofaccusedherofit,andsaidsomethinglikethattoyouafterward——"
"No,"hesaid,gravely。"IKNOW。"
"How?"
"Iwasthere,onedayaweekago,withRoscoe,andIheardSibylandLamhorn——"
Edithscreamedwithlaughter。"YouwerewithROSCOE——andyouheardLamhornmakinglovetoSibyl!"
"No。Iheardthemquarreling。"
"You\'refunnierthanever,Bibbs!"shecried。"Yousayhemadelovetoherbecauseyouheardthemquarreling!"
"That\'sit。Ifyouwanttoknowwhat\'s\'between\'people,youcan——bythewaytheyquarrel。"
"You\'llkillme,Bibbs!Whatweretheyquarrelingabout?"
"Nothing。That\'showIknew。Peoplewhoquarrelovernothing!——it\'salwayscertain——"
Edithstoppedlaughingabruptly,butcontinuedhermockery。"Yououghttoknow。You\'vehadsomuchexperience,yourself!"
"Ihaven\'tany,Edith,"hesaid。"Mylifehasbeenaboutasexcitingasanincubatorchicken\'s。ButIlookoutthroughtheglassatthings。"
"Well,then,"shesaid,"ifyoulookoutthroughtheglassyoumustknowwhateffectsuchstuffwouldhaveuponME!"Sherose,visiblyagitated。"WhatifitWAStrue?"shedmanded,bitterly。"Whatifitwastrueahundredtimesover?Yousittherewithyoursillyfacehalfreadytogiggleandhalfreadytosniffle,andtellmestorieslikethat,aboutSibylpickingonBobbyLamhornandworryinghimtodeath,andyouthinkitmatterstoME?WhatifI
alreadyKNEWallabouttheir\'quarreling\'?WhatifIunderstoodWHYshe——"
Shebrokeoffwithaviolentgesture,asweepofherarmextendedatfulllength,asifshehurledsomethingtotheground。"DoyouthinkagirlthatreallycaredforamanwouldpayanyattentiontoTHAT?OrtoYOU,BibbsSheridan!"
Helookedathersteadily,andhisgazewasaskeenasitwassteady。Shemetitwithunwaveringpride。Finallyhenoddedslowly,asifshehadspokenandhemeanttoagreewithwhatshesaid。
"Ah,yes,"hesaid。"Iwon\'tcomeintothesmoking—roomagain。I\'msorry,Edith。Nobodycanmakeyouseeanythingnow。You\'llneverseeuntilyouseeforyourself。Therestofuswilldobettertokeepoutofit——especiallyme!"