Phyllis of Philistia

第5章

CHAPTERXX。

IHAVEHEARDTHEPASSIONATEGALLOPOFTHOSEFIERY-FOOTEDSTEEDS。

Ellawasstandingwaitingforheroutsidetheopendoorofadrawingroom。Shewaswearingalovelyeveningdresswithacorsageofwhitelacecoveredwithdiamondsandsapphires。Herhair——itwasofthedarkestbrownandwasveryplentiful——wasalsoglitteringwithgemsunderthelightthatflowedthroughtheopendoor。ThesamelightshowedPhyllishowdeathlywhiteElla\'sfaceandneckwere——howtumultuouslyherbosomwasheaving。Shehadonehandpressedtoherside,andtheotheronthehandleofthedoorwhenPhyllismether;

andinthatattitude,eventhoughtheexpanseofwhiteflesh,withitsgraciouscurvesthatforcedoutherbodice,hadnoroseatetintuponit,shelookedlovely——intoxicatingtotheeyesofmen。

Phylliswascertainlysurprised。Thehourwasscarcelyeleven,butEllahadgivennonoticeofherintentiontopayavisittoherfriendthatnight。Whenthegirlraisedherhandswithalaughofadmiration,ofpleasure,Ellagraspedherhandswithbothofherownanddrewherintothedrawingroomwithoutaword。Thenwithacry,——alaughandacrymingled,——sheliterallyflungherselfintothegirl\'sarmsandkissedherconvulsivelyadozentimes,onthethroat,ontheneck,ontheshoulderwhereonherheadlay。

“Mydarling,mydarling!“shecried,——andnowandagainhervoicewasbrokenwithasob,——“mydarlingPhyllis!Ihavecometoyou——Iwanttobewithyou——tobenearyou——tokeepmyarmsaboutyou,sotightlythatnoonecanpluckusasunder。Oh,youdon\'tknowwhatmenare——

theywouldpluckusasunderiftheycould;buttheycan\'tnow。WithyouIamsafe——thatiswhyIhavecometoyou,myPhyllis。Iwanttobesafe——indeedIdo!“

ShehadnowraisedherheadfromPhyllis\'shoulder,butwasstillholdinghertightly——ahandoneachofherarms,andherfacewithinaninchofthegirl\'sface。

Phylliskissedhersoftlyoneachcheek。

“Mypoordear!“shesaid,“whatcanhavehappenedtoyou?“

“Nothing——nothing!Itellyouthatnothinghashappenedtome,“criedElla,withavehemencethatalmostamountedtofiercenessinhervoice。“WouldIbeherewithyounowifanythinghadhappenedtome?

tellmethat。Icametoyou——ah!womenhavenoguardianangels,buttheyhavesisterswhoareequallygoodandpure,andyouaremysister——mysister——betterthanalltheangelsthateversangadirgeoveralostsoulthattheyputforthnohandtosave。Youwillnotletmego,darlingPhyllis,youwillnotletmegoevenifItellyouthatIwanttogo。Don\'tbelieveme,Phyllis;Idon\'twanttogo——Idon\'twanttobelost,andifIleaveyouIamlost。Youwillkeepme,dear,willyounot?“

“Untiltheendoftheworld,“saidPhyllis。“Come,dearestElla,tellmewhatisthematter——whyyouhavecometomeinthatlovelycostume。

Youlookasifyouweredressedforabridal。”

“Abridal——abridal?Whatdoyoumeanbythat?“saidElla,withcuriouseagerness——asuggestionofsuspicionwasinhertone。Shehadloosedherholduponthegirl\'sarms。

Phyllislaughed。SheputahandroundElla\'swaistandledhertoasofa,saying:

“Letussitdownandtalkitallover。ThatisthelaceyoutoldmeyoupickedupatMunich。Whatadesign——lilies!“

“TheVirgin\'sflower——theVirgin\'sflower!Ineverthoughtofthat,“

laughedElla。“Itisforyou——notme,thislace。Ishalltearitoffand——“

“Youshalldonothingofthekind,“criedPhyllis。“Ihaveheapsoflace——morethanIshalleverwear。Whatalovelyideathatisofyours,——I\'msureitisyours,——sewingthediamondsaroundthecupofthelilies,likedewdrops。Ialwaysdidlikediamondsonlace。Somepeoplewouldhaveusbelievethatdiamondsshouldonlybewornwithbluevelvet。Howcommonplace!Wherehaveyoubeento-night?“

“WherehaveIbeen?Ihavebeenathome。Whereshouldagoodwomanbeintheabsenceofherhusband,butathome——hishomeandherhome?“

Ellalaughedloudandlongwithherheadthrownbackonthecushionofthesofa,andthediamondsinherhairgivingbackflashforflashtotheelectriccandlesaboveherhead。“Yes;Iwasathome——Idinedathome,and,Godknowswhy,Iconceivedasuddendesiretogototheopera,——Melbaisthe/Juliet/,——andforgettingthatyouwereengagedtotheEarlscourts——youtoldmelastweekthatyouweregoing,butI

stupidlyforgot,Idroveacrossheretoaskyoutobemycompanion。

Oh,yes,Ihavebeenheresince——sincenine,mindthat!nine——nine——

asktheservants。WhenIheardthatyouwerediningoutIthoughtthatIwaslost——onecannotdriveaboutthestreetsallnight,canone?Ah!

IthoughtthatGodwasagainstmenow,asheeverhasbeen;andasformyguardianangel——ah!ourguardianangelsareworsethantheservantsofnowadayswhohavenosenseofresponsibility。Thompson,yourbutler,isworthawholeheavenfulofangels,foritwashewhoaskedmeifIwouldcomeinandwaitforyourreturn——askhim,ifyoudoubtmyword。”

“GoodHeavens,Ella,whatdoyousay?Doubtyourword——Idoubtyourword?Youwoundmedeeply。”

“Forgiveme,myPhyllis。Idon\'tquiteknowwhatIsaid。Ah,letmenestlehere——here。”ShehadputherheaddowntoPhyllis\'bareneckandwaslookinguptoherfaceasachildmighthavedone。“Thereisnodangerhere。Nowpetme,andsaythatyouforgivemeforhavingsaidwhateverIdidsay。”

Phyllislaughedandputherlipsdownamongthemyriaddiamondsthatglowedamidtheother\'shair,likestarsseenamongthethickfoliageofacopperbeech。

“Iforgiveyouforwhateveryousaid,“shecried。“I,too,haveforgottenwhatitwas;butyoumustneversaysoagain。Buthadyoureallynoengagementforto-nightthatyoutookthatfancyforgoingto\'Romeo\'?“

“Noengagement?HadInoengagement,doyouaskme?“criedElla。“Oh,yes,yes!Ihadanengagement,butIbrokeit——Ibrokeit——Ibrokeit,andthatiswhyIamhere。Whatevermaycomeofit,Iamhere,andhereImeantostay。Iamsafehere。AthomeIamindanger。”

Phylliswonderedgreatlywhathadcometoherfriendtomakehertalkinthiswildstrain。

“Wherewereyouengaged?“sheinquiredcasually。Shehadcometotheconclusionthattherewassafetyinthecommonplace:shewouldnottraveloutoftheregionofcommonplaceswithEllainherpresentstate。

“WherewasIengaged?SurelyItoldyou。Didn\'tIsaysomethingabouttheopera——\'RomeoandJuliet\'?——thatwastobetheplace,butIcametoyouinstead。Ah,whathavewemissed!Wasthereeversuchapoemwrittenas\'RomeoandJuliet\'?WasthereeversuchmusicasGounod\'s?

IthoughtthefirsttimethatIwenttotheoperathatitwouldspoilShakspere——howcoulditdootherwise?Iasked。Couldsupremeperfectionbeimprovedupon?BeforethebalconyscenehadcometoanendIfoundthatIhadneverbeforeunderstoodthegloryofthepoem。

Ah,ifyoucouldunderstandwhatlovemeans,myPhyllis,youwouldappreciatethepoemandthemusic;thenoteofdoomrunsthroughit;

that——thatiswhereinitsgreatnesslies——passionanddoom——passionanddoom——thatismyownlife——thelifeofuswomen。Weliveinawhirlwindofpassion,andfancythatwecanstepoutofthewhirlwindintoacalmatanymoment。Wemarryourhusbandsandwefancythatallthetragedyofhumanpassionisoversofarasweareconcerned。\'Thehavenenteredandthetempestpassed。\'PhilipMarston\'sterriblepoem,——youhavereadit,——\'AChristmasVigil\'?\'Thehavenentered,\'——thewhirlwindofpassionhasbeenleftfaraway,wefancy。Oh,wearefools!Itsweepsdownuponusandthen——doom——doom!“

“Mypoordear,youaretalkingwildly。”

“Ifyouonlyunderstood——perhapsyouwillsomedayunderstand,andthenyouwillknowwhatseemswildinmyspeechisbuttheincoherenceofapoorcreaturewhohasbeenbeatentothegroundbythewhirlwind,andonlysavedfromdestructionbyamiracle。”

Shehadsprungfromherplaceonthesofaandwaspacingtheroom,herdiamondsquivering,luminousasashowerofmeteors——thatwasthefancythatflashedfromhertoPhyllis。Meteors——meteors——whatasplendidpictureshemadeflashingfromplacetoplace!Meteors——ah,surelytherewasthemeteor-birdflashingacrossthedrawingroom!

“Comeandsitdown,mydearElla,“saidPhyllis。“Youare,asyouknow,quiteunintelligibletome。”

“Unintelligibletoyou?Iamunintelligibletomyself,“criedElla。

“WhyshouldIbetrampingupanddownyourroomwhenImightbeatthisverymoment——“SheclutchedPhyllis\'arm。“Iwanttostaywithyouallnight,“shewhispered。“Iwanttosleepinyourbedwithyou,Phyllis。IwanttofeelyourarmsaroundmeasIusedtofeelmymother\'slongago。WhateverImaysay,youwillnotletmego,Phyllis?“

“Iwillloadyouwithchains,“saidPhyllis,pattingherlovelyhair——

itwasnolongersmooth。“Whyshouldyouwanttogoawayfromme?

Cannotwebehappytogetheronceagainasweusedtobelongago?“

“Howlongagothatwas!Andweread\'RomeoandJuliet\'together,andfanciedthatwehadgonedowntotheverydepthsofitsmeaning。Wefanciedthatwehadsoundedtheverydepthsofitspassionandpathos。

Wewereonlygirls。Ah,Phyllis,Itellyou——I,whoknow——I,whohavefounditout,——Itellyouthatthetragedyisthetragedyofallloverswhohaveeverlivedintheworld。Itellyouthatitisthetragedyofloveitself。\'Gallopapace,yefiery-footedsteeds!\'Thatisthepoemthattheheartoftheloversingsallday——allday!Ihaveheardit——myhearthassungit。Ihaveheardthepassionategallopofthosefiery-footedsteeds。Ihavelistenedtothemwhilemyheartbeatinunisonwiththeirfranticcareer——alldaycountingthemomentswithfieryface,andthen——then——somethingthatwasnotpassionforcedmetoflyfromitforthesalvationofmysoul。Iwasafool!WhyamI

here,whenIshouldbewherehe——Whatisthehour?Why,itisscarcelytwelveo\'clock!DidIsaynineinmyletter?Whatdoesitmatter?Iwonderifonthatwonderfulnight——Gounodtranslateditsgloryintomusic——Julietkeptherloverwaitingforthreehours。”

“Whatareyoudoing?“criedPhyllis,rising。

Ellahadpickeduphertheatrewrap——itwasasummercloudbrocadedwithgoldenthreadsofquiveringsunlight,andhadflungitaroundher。

SheheldoutahandtoPhyllis。Phyllisgraspedherroundthewaist。

“Whereareyougoing?“shesaid。

“Tohell!“

Shehadwhisperedthewords,andattheirutterancePhyllisgaveacryofhorrorandcoveredherfacewithherhands。

Hadsheseenasuggestionofthesatyrintheexpressionofthatlovelyfacebeforeher?

Inthepausethatfollowedthesoundoffootstepsuponthestairsoutsidewasheard;thesoundoffootstepsandofmen\'sfriendlylaughter。Somepersonswereintheactofascending。

“MyGod!“whisperedElla。“Hehasfollowedmehere!“

“Hush!“saidPhyllis。“Papaisbringingsomeonetous。”

“Whom——whom?“

Theywerebothstandingtogetherinthemiddleoftheroom,bothhavingtheireyesfixedonthedoor,whenthedooropenedandMr。

Ayrtonappeared,havingbyhissideamanwithiron-grayhairandacuriouslypallidface。

AtthesightofthatmanElla\'shands,thathadbeenholdingherwrapclosetoherthroat,feelingforitssilverclasp,felllimp,andthesplendidmassofwhitebrocadeslippedtothefloorandlayinfoldsaboutherfeet,revealingherlovelyfiguresparklingfromthehemofherdresstothetopofhershapelyhead。

CHAPTERXXI。

THATTOILETSHOULDNOTHAVEBEENWASTED。

Forseveralsecondsthetableauremainedunchanged:thetwowomenstandingsidebyside,thetwomenmotionlessatthehalf-opendoor。

EllawasstaringatthemanwhohadenteredwithMr。Ayrton。Therewassomeapprehensioninhereyes。

Themanhadhiseyesfixeduponher。Buthisfacewaswhollydevoidofexpression。

Phylliswasthefirsttobreakthesilencethatmadeaframe,sotospeak,forthepicture。

“Howdoyoudo,Mr。Linton?“shesaid,takingasteptowardthedoor。

“Iamverywell,thankyou,MissAyrton,“themanreplied,shakinghandswithher。“Ratherasingularhourforavisit,isitnot?“

“Oh,no!onlyElladidn\'ttellmethatyou——“

SheturnedtoElla,andnoticedthattheexpressionofapprehensiononherfacehadincreased。Shewasstillgazingatherhusbandasoneshutupinaroomwithasnakemightgazeatit,waitingforittostrike。

“Elladidn\'ttellyouthatIwascoming?“saidhe。“Shehadthebestofreasonsforherreticence。”

“Ah!“

ThesoundcamefromElla。Therewasalittlescornfulsmileonherface。

“Thebestofreasons?“saidPhyllisinterrogatively。

“Theverybest;shehadnoideathatIwascoming。Iwonderifsheisgladtoseeme。Shehasnotspokenawordtomeyet。”

“Youhavestartledherbyyoursuddenappearance,“saidPhyllis。“Sheisnotcertainwhetheryouarefleshandbloodoraghost。”

ThenEllagavealaugh。

“Oh,yes!“shesaid。“Heismyhusband。Goonwithwhatyouhavetosay,Stephen。Iwillnotrunaway。”

“Runaway?Whatnonsenseisthis,mydear?Runaway?Whosaidanythingaboutyourrunningaway?“

Herhusbandhadadvancedtoherashespoke。Heputahandcaressinglyononeofherbarearmsandtheotheratthebackofherhead。Shesufferedhimtopressherheadforwarduntilheputhislipsuponherforehead。

Whenhehadreleasedher,andhadtakenastepbackfromher,——heseemedabuttoaddressPhyllis,——alittlecryforceditselffromher。

Shecalledhisnametwice,——thesecondtimelouder,——andthrewherselfintohisarms,buryingherfaceonhisshoulder,asshehadburieditonPhyllis\'shoulder。

Inafewmoments,however,shelookedup。Herhusbandwaspattingheronthearm。Shehadacquiredtwonewgemssinceshehadbentherhead。

Theywereshininginhereyes。

“Don\'tgoaway,Phyllisdear,“shesaid。Phyllisandherfatherwerestandingatthe/portiere/betweenthedrawingrooms。Mr。Ayrtonhadahandattheembroiderededgeintheactofraisingit。“Don\'tgoaway。

Iamallrightnow。IwasquitedazedatStephen\'ssuddenappearance。

Ithoughtthatperhapshehad——had——Ah,IscarcelyknowwhatI

thought。Howdidyoucomehere——whydidyoucomehere?“

Shehadturnedtoherhusband。Inspiteofhermanifestationofaffection,——theresultofacertainreliefwhichsheexperiencedatthatmoment,——therewasanoteofsomethingakintoindignationinhervoice。

“Itisverysimple,mydear,“repliedherhusband。Hiscuriouslysallowfacehadresumeditsusualexpressionlessappearance。“Nothingcouldbemoresimple。IgotatelegramatParisregardingthemine,andIhadtostartatamoment\'snotice。Iwroteoutatelegramtosendtoyou,andthatidioticcourierputitintothepocketofmyovercoatinsteadofsendingit。IfounditinmypocketwhenwehadcomeasfarasCanterbury。Iamnotoneofthosefoolishhusbandswhokeepthesepleasantsurprisesfortheirwives——itisusuallythehusbandwhoreceivesthesurpriseinsuchcases。”

“Andthecoachmantoldyouthathehaddrivenmehere?“saidElla。

“Quiteso,“repliedthehusband。“But,yousee,Ihadsomelittlehesitationincominghereathalf-pastteno\'clocktomakeinquiriesaboutmywife——youmighthavegonetosomeplaceelse,youknow,inwhichcaseIshouldhavelookedatriflefoolish;soIthoughthat,onthewhole,mybestplanwouldbetodropinuponMr。AyrtonattheHouseofCommonsanddriveherewithhimwhenhewascominghomeforthenight。ItookitforgrantedthatevensoearnestalegislatorasMr。Ayrtonallowshimselfhisnights——aftertwelve,ofcourse——athome。I\'mverysorryIstartledyou,Ella。Itshallnotoccuragain。”

“Whattimedidyoureachhome?“inquiredEllacasually——socasuallythatherhusband,whohadaverydiscriminatingear,gavealittleglanceinherdirection。Shewasdisengagingacornerofherlacetrimmingthathadbecomeentangledwithalargesapphireinapendant。

“Ireachedhomeatnine,“hereplied。

“Atnine?“Shespokethewordsafterhiminalittlegasp。Thenshesaid,walkingacrosstheroomtoasofa,“Icouldnothaveleftmanyminutesbeforeyouarrived。Iintendedgoingtotheopera。”

“Thattoiletshouldnothavebeenwasted,“saidhe。“Itisexquisite——

/ravissante/!“

“Itwasaninspiration,yourputtingiton,“saidPhyllis。“Iwonderifshereallyhadnosubtlesuggestionfromherownheartthatyouwereonyourwaytoher,Mr。Linton,“sheadded,turningtothehusband。

“Idaresayitwassomeinwardpromptingofthatmysteriousnature,MissAyrton,“hereplied。“Awoman\'sheartisbarometricinitsnature,itisnot?Itssensitivenessissogreatthatitmovesresponsivetoasuggestionofwhatistocome。Isawoman\'sheartprophetic,Iwonder?“

“Itwouldbearankheresytodoubtit,aftertheexamplewehavehadto-night,“saidMr。Ayrton。“Yes,awoman\'sheartisabarometersuggestingwhatiscomingtoher,andhertoiletisathermometerindicatingthedegreeofexpectancy。”

“Acharmingphrase,“saidMr。Linton;“acharmingprinciple,onlyonethatdemandssomeyearsofclosestudytoberenderedpractical。Forinstance,lookatmywife\'stoilet:itisbridal,andyetwehavebeenmarriedthreeyears。”

“Quiteso;andthattoiletmeansthatyouaretheluckiestfellowintheworld,“saidMr。Ayrton。

“Iadmittheinterpretation,“saidherhusband。“Itoldthehansomtowaitforme。Heisatthedoornow。Youhavehadnooperato-night,mydear?“

“Youwouldnotexpectmetogoalone?PhylliswasdiningattheEarlscourts\',“saidthewife。

“Youarethesoulofdiscretion,mybeloved,“saidthehusband。“Isyourstockofphrasesequaltoasuggestionastowhatinstrumentisthesoulofawoman,Ayrton?“headded。“Herheartisabarometer,hertoiletathermometer,andhersoul——“

“Thesoulofawomanisnotaninstrument,butaflower——alily,“saidMr。Ayrton。

“Andmywifewearshersouluponhersleeve,“saidMr。Linton,touchingthedesignonthelacethatfellfromhershoulders。

“Butnotfordawstopeckat——thatistheheart,“laughedMr。Ayrton。

“Talkingofwoman\'ssoul,howisLadyEarlscourt?“headded,tohisdaughter。

“IwassosorrythatIwasatthatstupiddinner,“saidPhyllis。“I

mighthaveenjoyedthemusicof\'RomeoandJuliet。\'ButIhadengagedmyselftoLadyEarlscourtafortnightago。”

“YoudidnotseeLordEarlscourt,atanyrate,“saidherfather。

“No;heleftusintheeveningforSouthampton,“saidPhyllis。

“And,curiouslyenough,Idinedwithhimattheclub,“saidherfather。“Yes,hecameinwithHerbertCourtlandathalf-pastseven;hehadmetCourtlandandpersuadedhimtojoinhiminhiscruisetoNorway。Theydinedatmytable,andbythetimewehadfinishedCourtland\'smanhadarrivedwithhisbag。Hehadsentthemanamessagefromtheclubtopack。Theyleftbytheeight-fortytrain,andIexpecttheyarewellunderwaybythistime。”

“That\'squitetoobadofCourtland,“saidMr。Linton。“Iwantedtohaveatalkwithhim——aratherserioustalk。”

EllahadlistenedtoMr。Ayrton\'saccountofthatlittledinnerpartyattheclubwithwhitecheeks——amomentbeforetheyhadbeenred——andwithherlipstightlyclosed。Herhandswereclencheduntilthetipsofthenailswerebitingintoeachofherpalms,beforehehadcometotheendofhisstory——astoryofoneincident。Butwhenherhusbandhadspokenherhandsrelaxed。Theblazethathadcometohereyesforasecondwentoutwithoutaflicker。

“Aserioustalk?“shemurmured。

“Aserioustalk——aboutthemine,“repliedherhusband。

“Aboutthemine,“sherepeated,andamomentafterburstintoalaughthatwasalmoststartlinginitsinsincerity。“Itissoamusing,thischapterofcross-purposes,“shecried。“Whatasightithasbeen!anightofthrillingsurprisestoallofus!ImissPhyllisbyhalfanhourandmyhusbandmissesmebylessthanhalfanhour。HecomesatexpressspeedfromParistohaveatalk,aserioustalk,withMr。

Courtlandaboutthemine,andwhileheisdrivingfromVictoria,Mr。

CourtlandisdrivingtothesamestationwithLordEarlscourt!“

“Whataseriesoffatalities!“saidMr。Ayrton。“ButwhatseemedtomemostamusingwasthepersuasivenessofEarlscourt。HehasonlytospeakhalfadozenwordstoCourtland,andoffhegoestoNorwayatamoment\'snoticewithprobablythemostuncongenialboat\'sloadthatCourtlandeversailedwith,andhemusthavedoneagooddealinthatwayinNewGuineawaters。Now,whyshouldCourtlandtakesuchaturn?“

“Ah,why,indeed!“criedMrs。Linton。“Yes,thatis,asyousay,themostamusingpartofthewholeeveningofcross-purposes。Whyshouldherunawayjustatthistime——to-night——to-night?“

“Whatisthereparticularaboutto-nightthatCourtland\'srunningawayshouldseemdoublyerratic?“askedMr。Linton,afteralittlepause。

Hehadhiseyesfixedcoldlyuponhiswife\'sface。

Sheturnedtohimandlaughedquitemerrily。

“Whatisthereparticularaboutto-night?“sherepeated。“Why,haveyounotarrivedfromParisto-nighttohavethatserioustalkwithhimaboutthemine?Doesn\'titseemtoyoudoublyprovokingthathedidn\'tstayuntilto-morroworthatyoudidn\'tarriveyesterday?Why,why,whydidherunawayto-nightbeforenine?“

“Whybeforenine?“saidherhusband。

“Heavens!Wasnotthatthehourwhenyouarrivedhome?Yousaidsojustnow,“shecried。Thenshepickedupherwrap。PhyllishadthrownitoverachairwhenithadlaininaheaponthefloorasCleopatra\'swrapmayhavelainwhenshewascarriedintothepresenceofherlover。“MydearStephen,don\'tyouthinkthatasitispastnine,andMr。Courtlandisprobablysomemilesoutatseawithhisheadreposingonsomethinghard,——thereisnothingsoftaboutayacht,——weshouldmakeamoveinthedirectionofhome?Itseemsprettyclearthatyouwillhavenoserioustalkwithhimto-night。Alas!myPhyllis,ourdreamofhappinessisover。Wearetobeseparatedbythecrueltyofman,asusual。Good-night,mydear!Good-night,Mr。Ayrton!Prayforgiveusforkeepingyououtofbedsolong;andreceivemythanksforrestoringmylong-losthusbandtomyarms。Didn\'tyousaythatthehansomwaswaiting,Stephen?“

“Iexpectthemanhasbeenasleepforthelasthalf-hour,“saidherhusband。

“Ihopenothinghasgoneastraywiththegoldmine,“saidshe。“Hasn\'tsomeonemadeacalculationregardingtheaccumulationofashillinghansomfareatcompoundinterestwhenthedriveriskeptwaiting?Itislikethesumaboutthenailsinthehorse\'sshoe。Weshallberuinedifweremainheremuchlonger。”

“Ah,mydear,“saidMr。Ayrton,whenhehadkissedherhand,andstraightenedthesablecollarofherwrap;“ah,mydear,ahusbandisahusband。”

“Evenwhenhestaysawayfromhiswifeforthreemonthsatatime?“

saidElla。

“Notinspiteofthat,butonaccountofit,“saidMr。Ayrton。“Haveyoubeenmarriedalltheseyearswithoutfindingthatout?“

“Good-night!“saidshe。

CHAPTERXXII。

HEHADEXPLAINEDTOPHYLLISONCETHATHETHOUGHTOFGOD

ONLYASAPRINCIPLE。

Thesoundofthehansomwheelsdiedawaybeforethefatheranddaughterexchangedaword。Mr。Ayrtonwasthefirsttospeak。

“Itseemstohavebeenanightofmischance,“saidhe。

“IamverygladthatMr。Lintonhasreturned,“saidshe。

“What?Now,whyshouldyoubegladofthatveryordinaryincident?“

“Why?Oh,papa,Iamsofondofher!“

“Shemaybefondofhim,afterall。”

Mr。Ayrtonspokemusingly。

“Ofcoursesheis,“saidPhyllis,withapositivenessthatwasdesignedtoconvinceherselfthatshebelievedherownstatement。

“Andhemaybefondofher——yes,attimes,“resumedMr。Ayrton。“Thattoiletofhersseemstohavebeentheonlyhappyelementinthegameofcross-purposeswhichwasplayedto-night。”

“Ah,“whisperedthegirl。

“Yes;itwasininspiration。Shecouldnothaveexpectedherhusbandto-night。Whatadress!Evenahusbandwouldbecompelledtoadmititsfascination。Andshesaidshemeanttowearitattheoperato-night。

Itwasscarcelyanoperatoilet,wasit?“

“Ella\'stasteisneveratfault,papa。”

“Isupposenot。Iwonderifheiscapableofappreciatingthe——the——

letussay,theinspirationofthattoilet。Isthat,Iwonder,thesortofdressthatamanlikeshiswifetowearwhenshewelcomeshimhomeafteranabsenceofsomemonths?Nomatteritwasexquisiteineverydetail。Curious,hercominghereandwaitingaftershehadlearnedthatyouwereout,wasitnot;fromnineo\'clock——thatfatefulhour!——to-night。”

“Ithinkshemusthavefelt——lonely,“saidPhyllis。“Sheseemedsogladtoseeme——sorelieved。Shemeanttostaywithmeallnight,poorthing!Oh,whyshouldherhusbandstayawayfromherformonthsatatime?Itisquitedisgraceful!“

“Ithinkthatwehadbettergotobed,“saidherfather。“Ifwebegintodiscussabstractquestionsoftemperamentwemayabandonallhopeofsleeptonight。WemightaswelltrytofathomHerbertCourtland\'sreasonsforgoingtoyachtwithsouncongenialapartyasLordEarlscourt\'s。Good-night,mydear!“

Hekissedherandwentupstairs。Shedidnotfollowhimimmediately。

Shestoodinthecenteroftheroom,andoverhersweetfaceapuzzledexpressioncrept,asasinglebreathofwindpassesoverthesmoothsurfaceofalakeonadaywhennowindstirsaleaf。

ShethoughtfirstofHerbertCourtland,whichofitselfwasacuriousincident。HowdiditcomethathehadyieldedsoeasilytotheinvitationofLordEarlscourttoaccompanyhimonhiscruiseintheyacht/WaterNymph/?(LordEarlscourt\'simaginationinthedirectionofthenomenclatureofhisboatsaswellashishorseswasnotunlimited。)

Butthiswasjustthequestionwhichherfatherhadsuggestedasanexampleofasubjectofprofitlessdiscussion。Sherememberedthis,andaskedherselfifitwaslikelythatshe,havingathercommandfewerdatathanherfatherbearinguponthiscase,shouldmakeabetterattemptthanhemadeatitssolution。HerfatherhadseenHerbertCourtlandsincehehadagreedtogoonthecruise,andwasthereforeinthebetterpositiontoarriveatareasonableconclusioninregardtothesourceoftheimpulseuponwhichMr。Courtlandhadacted;somuchshethoughtcertain。Andyetherfatherhadsuggestedtheprofitlessnatureofsuchaninvestigation,andherfatherwascertainlyright。

OnlyforasinglemomentdiditoccurtoherthatsomethingshehadsaidtoHerbertCourtlandwhenhewassittingthere,thereinthatchairbesideher,mighthavehaditsinfluenceuponhim——onlyforasinglemoment,however;thensheshookherhead。

No,no!thatsuppositionwastoo,tooridiculoustobeentertainedforamoment。Hehad,tobesure,shownthathefeltdeeplythewordswhichshehadquotedastheycamefromMrs。Haddon;butwhatcouldthosewordshavetodowithhissuddenacceptanceofLordEarlscourt\'sinvitationtogotoNorway?

ShemadeuphermindthatitwasnothingtoherwhatcourseHerbertCourtlandhadpursued,consequentlytheendeavorstofathomhisreasonforadoptingsuchacoursewouldbewhollyprofitless。ButthequestionofthesingularmoodssuggestedbytheconductandthewordsofherfriendEllaLintonstoodonaverydifferentbasis。Ellawasherdearestfriend,andnothingthatshehadsaidordoneshouldbedismissedasprofitless。

WhatonearthhadEllameantbyappearinginthatwonderfulcostumethatnight?Itwasnotatoiletfortheopera,evenonaMelbanight;

evenona“RomeoandJuliet“night,unless,indeed,thewearermeanttoappearonthestageas/Juliet/,wasthethoughtwhichoccurredtothegirl。Herfantasticthought——shethoughtitwasafantasticthought——madehersmile。Unless——

Andthenanotherthoughtcametoherwhich,notbeingfantastic,banishedhersmile。

/Unless/——

Shegottoherfeet——veryslowly——andwalkedveryslowly——acrosstheroom。SheseatedherselfonthesofawhereEllahadsat,andsheremainedmotionlessforsomeminutes。Thenshemadeamotionwithoneofherhandsasifsweepingfrombeforehereyessomeflimsyrepulsiveness——thewebofanuncleanthingflashingintheair。InanotherinstantshehadburiedherfaceinthepillowthatstillboretheimpressofElla\'sface。

“Oh,God——myGod,forgiveme——forgiveme——forgiveme!“washersilent,passionateprayerasshelaytheresobbing。“HowcouldIeverhavesuchathought,soterribleathought。Sheismyfriend——mysister——

andsheputherselfintoherhusband\'sarmsandkissedhim!Oh,God,forgiveme!“

Thatwasherprayerforthegreaterpartofthenightasshelayinherwhitebed。

Shefeltthatshehadsinnedgrievouslyinthoughtagainstherfriend,whensherecalledthewayinwhichherfriendhadthrownherselfintothearmsofherhusband。ThatwastheoneactionwhichthegirlfeltshouldentitleEllaLintontobethesubjectofnosuchhorridthoughtashadbeenforashockinginstantforceduponhermind,whenshereflecteduponthestrangepassionwhichhadtingledthroughElla\'srepetitionofthefierywordsof/Juliet/。

SherecalledeverystrangeelementintheincidentofElla\'sappearanceinthedrawingroom:thewayinwhichEllahadkissedherandclungtoherasachildmighthavedoneonfindingsomeonetoprotectit;sherecalledthewildwordswhichEllahaduttered,and,finally,theterribleexpressionwhichhadappearedonherfaceasshewhisperedthatrecklessanswertoPhyllis\'question,whenshehadpickedupherwrapandflungitaroundherjustbeforethesoundoffootstepshadcometotheirears。AllthatsherecalledinconnectionwiththatextraordinaryvisitofElla\'swasquiteintelligibletoher;

butthemysteryofallwasmorethanneutralizedbyherrecollectionofthewayEllahadthrownherselfintoherhusband\'sarms。Thatactionshould,shefelt,beregardedastheoneimportantfactor,asitwere,inthesolutionoftheproblemofElla\'smood——Ella\'sseriesofmoods。Nothingelsethatshehaddone,nothingthatshehadsaid,wasworthyofbeingtakenaccountof,alongsidethatdominantactofthetruewife。

Thelittlewhisperwhichsuggestedtoherthattherewasagooddealthatwasmysteriousintheincidentofherfriend\'svisitsherefusedtoregardasrenderingitlessobligatoryonher——Phyllis——topraythatshemightbeforgiventhathorridsuspicionwhich,foraninstant,hadcometoher;andsoshefellasleepprayingtoGodtoforgiveherforhersin(inthought)againstherfriend。

AndwhilePhylliswasprayingherprayer,herfriend,theTrueWife,wasprayingwithherfacedownuponherpillow,andherbarearmsstretchedoutoverthewhitelaceofthebed:

“Forgiveme,OGod;forgiveme!andkeephimawayfromme——foreverandeverandever。Amen。”

Andwhileboththeseprayerswerebeingprayed,HerbertCourtlandwassittingononeofthedeckstoolsoftheyacht/WaterNymph/,lookingbackatthemanylightsthatgleamedinclustersalongthesoutherncoastofEngland,nowfarastern;foralightbreezewassendingtheboatalongwithacreaming,quiveringwake。Inthebowsayouthwasmakingthenighthideousthroughtheagencyofabanjoandashamnegromelody。Amidships,LordEarlscourtandtwoothermenwereplaying,bythelightofalanternslungfromthebackstay,agamecalledpoker;LordEarlscourt,ateveryfreshdeal,tryingtomaketherestunderstandhowgreatlytheworryofbeingheldresponsible,asthepatronofthelivingofSt。Chad\'s,fortheeccentricitiesofhisrector,hadaffectedhisnerves——amatteruponwhichhisfriendsassuredhim,withvarieddegreesofemphasis,theywereinnowayinterested。

WithinafewfeetofthesecongenialshipmatesHerbertCourtlandsatlookingacrosstheshiningripplestotheshininglightsofthecoast;

wonderinghowhecametobeontheseainsteadofontheshore。Wasthisindeedthenightoverwhichhisimaginationhadgloatedformonths?Wasitindeedpossiblethatthiswastheverynightfollowingtheday——Thursday——forwhichhehadengagedhimselfinaccordancewiththeletterthathestillcarriedinhispocket?

Howonearthdiditcomethathewassittingwithhisarmoverthebulwarksofayachtinsteadof——Oh,thethingwasamiracle——amiracle!Hecouldthinkofitinnootherlightthanthatofamiracle。

Well,ifitwereamiracle,ithadbeentheworkofGod,andGodhadtobethankedforit。HehadexplainedtoPhyllisoncethathethoughtofGodonlyasaPrinciple——asthePrinciplewhichworkedinoppositiontotheprincipleofnature。ThatwascertainlytheGodwhichhadbeenevolvedoutofmoderncivilization。Thepagangodshadbeenjusttheopposite。Theyhadbeenfoundedonnaturalprinciples。

TheHebrewtraditionthatGodhadmademaninhisownimagewasthereverseoftheschemeofthepaganmanwhohadmadeGodafterhisownimage;intheimageofmancreatedheGod。

Butholdingthetheorythatheheld——thatGodwasthesometimessuccessfulopponenttotheprinciplesofnature(whichhecalledtheDevil)——HerbertCourtlandfeltthatthiswastheveryGodtowhomhisthanksweredueforthemiraclethathadbeenperformedonhisbehalf。

“ThankGod——thankGod——thankGod!“hemurmured,lookingoutovertheripplingwaters,steelgrayinthesoftshadowofthesummer\'snight。

Butthenheheldthat“thankGod“wasbutafigureofspeech。

“Tinky-tink,tinky-tink,tinky-tinky-tinky-tinky-tinky-tinky-tink,“

wenttheyouthwiththebanjointhebows。

CHAPTERXXIII。

ITSMOUTHINGSOFTHEPASTHADBECOMEITSMUMBLINGSOFTHEPRESENT。

Itwasverydistressing——verydisappointing!ThebishopwouldneitherinstituteproceedingsagainsttherectorofSt。Chad\'snorstateplainlyifitwashisintentiontoproceedagainstthatclergyman。

Whensomepeoplesuggestedverydelicately——thewayordinarypeoplewouldsuggestanythingtoabishop——thatitwassurelynotinsympathywiththeorganizationoftheChurchforanyclergymantotakeadvantageofhispositionandhispulpittocastsometimesridicule,sometimesabuse,uponcertain“scripturalcharacters“——thatwastheirphrase——whohadhithertoalwaysbeenregardedassacred,comparativelysacred,thebishophadbroughtthetipsofthefingersofonehandinimmediate,oralmostimmediate,contactwiththetipsofthefingersofhisotherhand,andhadshakenhishead——mournfully,sadly。Thesesignsofacquiescence,triflingthoughtheywere,hadencouragedthedeputationthatoncewaitedonhislordship——twomilitarymen(retiredontheageclause),anofficerofengineers(ontheactivelist),asolicitor(retired),andamemberoftheLondonCountyCouncil(byoccupationanironmonger),toexpressthedirectopinionthatthescandalwhichhadbeencreatedbythedissemination——theunrebukeddissemination——ofthedoctrinesheldbytherectorofSt。Chad\'swasaffordingthefriendsofDisestablishmentanadditionalargumentinfavoroftheirpolicyofspoliation。Atthisstatementhislordshiphadnoddedhisheadthreetimeswithagravitythatdeeplyimpressedthespokesmanofthedeputation。HewonderedifhislordshiphadeverbeforeheardthatphraseaboutthefurnishingofanadditionalargumenttothefriendsofDisestablishment。(Asamatteroffacthislordshiphadhearditbefore。)

Afteranexpressionofthedeputation\'sopinionthatimmediatestepsshouldbetakentomaketherectorofSt。Chad\'samenabletothelawsoftheChurch,Hislordshipreplied。

(ItwashisfacilityinmakingconciliatoryrepliesthathadbroughtabouthiselevationintheChurch):

Hereferredto(1)hisdeepappreciationofthesincerityofthedeputation;(2)hisownsenseofresponsibilityinregardtothefeelingsoftheweakerbrethren;(3)hisappreciationofthevalueofthecounselofpracticalmeninmanyaffairsoftheChurch;(4)theexistingpositionoftheChurchinregardtothelaity;(5)thefriendlyrelationsthathadalwaysexistedbetweenhimselfpersonallyandtheclergyofhisextensivediocese;(6)hisearnestandprayerfuldesirethattheserelationsmightbestrengthened;(7)theinsecurityofahousedividedagainstitself;(8)theprogressofsocialism;(9)

theimpossibilityofsocialismcommendingitselftoEnglishmen;(10)

therecentanarchistoutrages;(11)thepurityoftheCourtofherMajestytheQueen;(12)theunionofallChristianChurches;(13)theimpossibilityofsuchunioneverbecomingpermanent;(14)thevalueofHolyScriptureindailylife;(15)hisfirmbeliefintheachievementofEngland\'sgreatnessbymeansoftheopenBible;(16)thenoteofpessimisminmodernlife;(17)thenecessityfortheChurch\'scombatingmodernpessimism;(18)theChurch\'spositionasapurveyorofhealthyliteraturefortheyoung;(19)hisreluctancetotakeupanymoreoftheirvaluabletime,and(20)hisassurancethattheremarksoftheirspokesmanwouldhavehisearnestandprayerfulattention。

Thedeputationthenthankedhislordshipandwithdrew。

Butstillthebishopmadenomoveinthematter,andthefriendsoftheRev。GeorgeHollandfeltgrievouslydisappointed。Theyhadcountedonthebishop\'satleastwritingaletterofremonstrancetotherectorofSt。Chad\'s,anduponthepublicationoftheletter,withtherector\'sreplyinthenewspapers;butnowquitetwomonthshadpassedsincetheappearanceof“RevisedVersions,“thebishophadreturnedfromtheEngadine,andstilltherewerenoindicationsofhisintentiontomaketheRev。GeorgeHollandresponsibletotherighttribunal——whateverthatwas——forhisdoctrines。Theycountedonhismartyrdomwithinsixmonths;and,consequently,uponhiselectiontoapositionofdistinctionintheeyesofhisfellow-country-men——or,atleast,ofhiscountry-women。Butthebishoptheyfoundtobeapoorthingafterall。Theyfeltsurethatwhatthepeoplesaidabouthisbeingquitehumbleinthepresenceofhiswifewasnotwithoutsomefoundation;andtheythoughtthat,afterall,therewasagreatdealtobesaidinfavorofthecelibacyofpriestscompulsoryintheChurchofRome。IfthebishopsoftheChurchofEnglandwerenotverycareful,theymightbethemeansofsuchagoingovertoRomeashadneverpreviouslybeenwitnessedinEngland。

GeorgeHollandmayhavebeendisappointed,orhemayhavebeenpleasedattheinactivityofthebishop。Hemadenosignonewayortheother。

Ofcoursehewasnomorethanhuman:hewouldhaveregardedaletterofremonstrancefromthebishopasapersonalcompliment;hehadcertainlyexpectedsuchaletter,forhehadalreadyputtogethertheheadsofthereplyhewouldmake——andpublish——toanyofficialremonstrancethatmightbeofferedtohim。Stillhemadenosign。HepreachedatleastonesermoneverySundaymorning,andwheneveritwasknownthathewouldpreach,St。Chad\'swascrowdedandtheoffertorywasallthatcouldbedesired。Thebishop\'schaplainnolongerheldawatchingbriefinregardinregardtothosesermons。Hedidnotthinkitworthwhiletodosomuch,GeorgeHolland\'sfriendssaid,shakingtheirheadsandpursingouttheirlips。Oh,yes!therecouldbenodoubtthatthebishopwasaveryweaksortofman。

Butthensuddenlythereappearedinthenewnumberofthe/ZeitGeistReview/anarticleabovethesignatureofGeorgeHolland,entitled“TheEnemytoChristianity,“andinamomentitbecameprettyplainthatGeorgeHollandhadnotinhis“RevisedVersions,“saidthelastwordthathehadtosayregardingtheattitudeoftheChurchofEnglandinrespectofthenon-church-goersoftheday。Whenpeoplereadthearticletheyasked“WhoistheEnemytoChristianityreferredtobythewriter?“andtheywereforcedtoconcludethattheanswerwhichwasmadetosuchaninquirybythearticleitselfwas,“TheChurch。”

HepointedouttheinfatuationwhichpossessedtheheadsoftheChurchofEnglandinexpectingtoappealwithsuccesstotheeducatedpeopleofthepresentday,whilestilldecliningtomovewiththecourseofthoughtofthepeople。Alreadythebrayingofatromboneoutoftune,andthebarbarousjingleofatambourine,hadabsorbedsomehundredthousandofpossiblechurch-goers;andthough,ofcourse,itwasimpossibleforsensiblemenandwomen——thepeoplewhomtheChurchshouldendeavortograppletoitssoulwithhooksofsteel——tolook,exceptwithamusedsadness,attheludicrousmethodsandvulgarineptitudeoftheSalvationArmy,stilltheChurchwasmakingnoefforttoprovidethesensible,thinking,educatedpeopleofEnglandwithanequivalentassuitabletotheirrequirementsastheSalvationArmywastotherequirementsofthefoolish,thehysterical,theunthinkingpeoplewhoplayedthetambourinesandbrayedonthetunelesstrombones。Thusitisthatonemansaystoanothernowadays,whenhehasgotnothingbettertotalkabout,“Areyouamanofintelligence,ordoyougotochurch?“

Menofintelligencedonotgotochurchnowadays,Mr。Hollandannouncedinthatarticleofhisinthe/ZeitGeist/;manywomenofintelligencerefrainfromgoing,headded,thoughmanybeautifullydressedwomenwerestillfrequentattenders。TherewasnoblinkingthefactthatthecrassstupidityoftheChurchhadmadechurch-goingunpopular——almostimpossible——withintelligentmenandwomen。TheChurchinsultedtheintelligencebytryingtoreconciletheteachingsofJudaismwiththeteachingsofChristianity,whenthetwowereabsolutelyirreconcilable。ItwasthecrassstupidityoftheChurchthathadcausedit——foritsself-protection,itfancied——tobitterlyopposeeverytruththatwasrevealedtoman。TheChurchhadtorturedandburnedatthestakethegreatmentowhomGodhadrevealedthegreatfactsofnature\'sworkings——themotionoftheearthandtheotherplanets。Butthesefacts,beingDivineTruth,becameacceptedbytheworldinspiteofthethumb-screwsandthefagots——theargumentsoftheChurchagainstDivineTruth。ThelistoftheDivineTruthswhichtheChurchhadbitterlyopposedwasasickeningdocument。

Geography,Geology,Biology——theprogressofallhad,evenwithinrecentyears,beenbitterlyopposedbytheChurch,andyettheself-

constitutedarbitersbetweenTruthandfalsehoodhadbeencompelledtoeattheirownwords——todevourtheirowndenunciationswhentheyfoundthattheTruthwasacceptedbytheintelligenceofthepeopleinspiteoftheanathemasoftheChurch。

TheintelligenceoftheChurchwasequalonlytothedutyofburningwitches。Itburnedthembythethousand,simplybecauseancientJudaismhadaprofoundbeliefinthewitchandbecauseablood-thirstyJewishmurderer-monarchhadorganizedawitchhunt。

Andyetwithsucharecordagainstit——arecordofthemurderofinnocentmenandwomenwhoendeavoredtopromulgatetheDivineTruthsofnature——theChurchstillarrogatedtoitselftherighttolaydownaruleoflifeforintelligentpeople——aruleoflifefoundeduponthatimpossibleamalgamationofJudaismandChristianity。ThescienceoftheChurchwasnotequaltothetaskofamalgamatingtwosuchdeadlyopponents。

Wasitanywonder,then,thatchurch-goinghadbecomepracticallyobsoleteamongintelligentmenandwomen?thewriterasked。

HethenwentontorefertothenatureoftheexistingservicesoftheChurchofEngland。HedealtonlycasuallywiththemockeryoftheresponseofthecongregationtothereadingoutoftheFourthCommandmentbythepriest,whennooneintheChurchpaidtheleastrespecttotheSeventhDay。ThiswasadditionalproofoftheabsurdityoftheattemptedamalgamationofJudaismandChristianity。Butwhathedealtmostfullywithwastheindiscriminateselectionofwhatwereveryproperlytermedthe“Lessons“fromtheHebrewBible。Itwas,hesaid,farfromedifyingtohearsomechaptersreadoutfromthelecternwithoutcomment;thoughfortunatelythereaderswereasarulesoimperfectlytrainedthatthemostobjectionablepassageshadtheirpotentialityofmischiefminimized。HeconcludedhisindictmentbyareferencetoasermonpreachedbytheaverageclergymanoftheChurchofEngland。Thiswas,usually,hesaid,eitheratheologicalessayfoundeduponanobsoletesystemoftheology,oraseriesofplatitudesofmoralitydeliveredbyanunpracticalman。Thefirstwasaninsulttotheintelligenceofanaverageman;thesecondwasaninsulttotheintelligenceofanaverageschoolgirl。

HissummingupofthewholecaseagainsttheChurchwasaslogicalasitwastrenchant。TheChurchhadsurelybecome,hesaid,likeuntotheGiantPaganin“ThePilgrim\'sProgress,“who,whenincapableofdoingmischief,satmumblingatthemouthofhiscaveontheroadside。TheChurchhadbecometoothless,decrepiteitherforevilorforgood。Itsmouthingsofthepasthadbecomeitsmumblingsofthepresent。Thecaveatthemouthofwhichthistoothlessgiantsatwasverydark;andintelligentpeoplewentbywithagood-naturedandtolerantlaugh。

Thisarticlewaspublishedinthe/Review/onTuesday。Phyllisreaditontheeveningofthatday。OnWednesdaythenewspaperswerefullofthisfurtherdevelopmentofthetheoriesofthewriter,andonThursdayafternoonthewriterpaidavisittoPhyllis。

AsheenteredthedrawingroomhefoundhimselffacetofacewithHerbertCourtland,whowasintheactofleaving。

CHAPTERXXIV。

SHEWASAWIFE,ANDSHEHADALOVERWHODISAPPOINTEDHER。

TheprayerofEllaLintonhadnotbeenanswered。Shehadprayed,notthatherheartwherewithshelovedHerbertCourtlandmightbechanged——thatsheknewwouldbedifficult;notthatherloveforHerbertCourtlandmightcease——thatshebelievedtobeimpossible;butsimplythatHerbertCourtlandmightbekeptawayfromher——thatsheknewtobethemostsensiblecourseherschemeofimplorationcouldtake。

ShewaswellawareofthefactthatGodhadgivenherstrengthtorunawayfromHerbertCourtland,andforthatshewassincerelythankful;

shedidnotpausetoanalyzeherfeelings,toaskherselfifherthankswereduetoherreflectionuponthecircumstanceofherhusband\'sreturn,attheveryhourwhenshehadappointedtomeetHerbertCourtland;sheonlyfeltthatGodhadbeengoodtoheringivinghersufficientstrengthtorunawayfromthatappointment。Thenitwasthatshehadprayedthathemightbekeptawayfromher。SurelyGodwouldfinditeasytodothat,shethought。SurelyshemightassumethatGodwasonherside,andthathewouldnotleavehisworkhalfdone。

ButwhenshebegantothinkofthethoroughmannerinwhichGoddoeshisworkshebegantowishthatshehadnotprayedquitesoearnestly。

SupposingthatGodshouldthinkitfittokeephimawayfromherbysendingablastfromheaventocapsizethatyachtinthedeepsea,whatwouldshethinkofthefervencyofherprayerthen?

Theterrorofherreflectionuponthepossibilityofthisoccurrenceflungherfromherbedandsentherpacing,withbarefeetandflyinglace,thefloorofherbedroominthefirstpearlylightofdawn,justasshehadpacedthefloorofPhyllis\'drawingroombeneaththeglowoftheelectriclights。

Shewishedthatshehadnotprayedquitesoearnestlythathemightbekeptapartfromher。Butonecannotprayhotandcold;shefeltthatshehadnorightnowtolaydownanyconditionstoHeaveninthematterofkeepingHerbertCourtlandawayfromher。Shehadprayedherprayer;only,ifheweredrownedbeforeshesawhimagain,shewouldneversayanotherprayer。

ThisfeelingthatshewouldbeevenwithHeaven,sotospeak,hadtheeffectofsoothingher。Shethrewherselfuponherbedoncemoreandwasabletofallasleep;shehadaconsiderableamountofconfidenceinthediscriminationofHeaven。

Butbeforeshehadcomedowntothebreakfastroomwhereherhusbandwasreadinganewspaperinthemorning,shehadthoughtagooddealuponanothermatterthatdisquietedherinsomedegree。Shehadbeenexuberant(shethought)athavinghadsufficientstrengthgiventohertorunawayfromherlover;butthenshehadnotdweltupontheratherimportantcircumstancethatalltherunningawayhadnotbeenonherside。WhatwerethefactsasrevealedbythenarrativeofMr。Ayrton?

Why,simply,thatwhileshewasputtingonthatsupremetoiletwhichshehadpreparedforthedelightoftheeyesofherlover(feelingherselftobeamodernCleopatra),thatloverofherswassittingonthecushionsofafirst-classcarriage,flyingalongtoSouthampton;

andwhileshehadbeenlyingamongthecushionsofherdrawingroom,waitingtremulously,nervously,ecstatically,forthedrearyminutestocrawlonuntiltheclockshouldchimethehourofnine,hewasprobablylightinghisfirstpipeaboardtheyacht/WaterNymph/。WhatdiditmatterthatshehadliftedherhotfacefromhercushionsandhadfledinwildhastetothearmsofPhyllisAyrton?Thefactremainedthesame;itwashewhohadrunawayfromher。

Thatwasaterriblereflection。Hithertoshehadneverfelthumiliated。Shehadnotfeltthathehadinsultedherbyhiskisses;

shehadgivenhimkissforkiss。Shehadbuttoholdupherfingerandhewasreadytoobeyher。Butnow——whatwasshetothinkofhim?Hadevermansohumiliatedwoman?Shehadofferedhim,notherheartbuthersoul——hadhenottoldherafewdaysbeforethathemeanthertogivehimhersoul?andwhenshehadlaidheartandsoulathisfeet——

thatwashowsheputittoherself——hehadnotconsidereditworthhiswhiletotakethepricelessgiftthatsheofferedtohim。

“Hewillanswertomeforthat,“shesaid,asshethoughtoverherhumiliation,infrontofherdressing-glassthatmorning,whilehermaidwasabsentfromtheroom。

Herwishwasnownotthatherprayerhadbeenlessearnest,butthatithadnotbeenutteredatall。ItwasnecessaryforhertomeethimagaininorderthathemightexplaintoherhowitcamethathehadpreferredtheattractionsincidentaltoacruisewithLordEarlscourtandhisfriendstoallthatshehadwrittentoofferhim。

Andyetwhenherhusband,afterhavingquitefinishedwithhispaper,said:

“It\'sveryawkwardthatHerbertCourtlandisnotintown,“

Shemerelyraisedhershouldersaninch,saying:

“Isupposethathehasarighttotakeaholidaynowandthen。Ifyoudidn\'ttelegraphtohimfromParis,youcannotcomplain。”

“IfeltcertainthatIshouldfindhimhere,“saidthehusband。

“Here?“saidthewife,raisinghereyebrowsandcastinganoffendedglanceatherhusband。“Here?“

Hesmiledinthefaceofheroffendedglance。

“Here——inLondon,Imean,ofcourse。Heavens,Ella!didyoufancyforamomentthatImeant——Ah,bytheway,youhaveseenhimrecently?“

“Oh,yes;quiterecently——onTuesday,Ithinkitwas,wemetattheAyrton\'sdinnerparty——yes,itwasTuesday。Therewassomefuss,orattemptedfuss,abouthisadventuresinNewGuinea,andaquestionwasbeingaskedaboutthematterintheHouseofCommons。Mr。Ayrtongotridofsomeofhissuperfluousclevernessinputtingacounterquestion——youknowtheway。”

“Oh,perfectlywell!AndthatishowyoumetonTuesday——ifitwasTuesday?“

“Yes;hewenttothankMr。Ayrton,andMr。Ayrtonaskedhimtodinner。

Itwasasmallparty,andnotverybrilliant。Herbertcameherewithmeafterward——forfiveminutes。”

“Ah!Togetthetasteofthepartyoffhismouth,Isuppose?Hedidn\'tsayanythingtoyouthenaboutbeingtiredofhisLondonseason?“

“Notaword。Heseemedtiredofthedinnerparty。Heyawned。”

“AndI\'msurethatyouyawnedinsympathy。Whenamansofarforgetshimselfastoyawninthepresenceofawoman,sheneverfailstorespondwithoneofmoreamplecircumference。Whenawomansofarremembersherselfastoyawninthepresenceofaman,hetriestosaysomethingwitty。”

“Yes,whenthewomanisnothiswife。Ifsheishiswife,heasksherifshedoesn\'tthinkit\'sabouttimeshewasinbed。”

“Idaresayyou\'reright;youhaveobservedmen——andwomen,forthatmatter——muchmorecloselythanIhavehadtimetodo。It\'sveryawkwardthatheisn\'there。Imustbringhimbackatonce。”

Shefeltalittlemovementatherheart;butsheonlysaid:

“Iwouldn\'tdothat,ifIwereyou。Whyshouldn\'thebeallowedtoenjoyhisholidayinpeace?“

“It\'samatterofbusiness;themine,Itoldyou。”

“What\'swrongwiththeminethatcouldbesetrightbyhiscomingbackatonce?Areyounotmakingenoughoutofit?“

“We\'remakingquiteasmuchasisgoodforusoutofit。Butifwecangetahundredandfiftythousandpoundsforafewyardsofourclaimfurthereast,withoutdamagingtheprospectsofthemineitself,I

don\'tthinkweshouldrefuseit——atanyrate,Idon\'tthinkthatweshouldrefusetoconsidertheoffer。”

“Whatisahundredandfiftythousandpounds?“saidshe。

“Iwonderwhyyoudressedyourselfasyoudidlastnight?“saidhe。

Thesuddennessofthewordsdidnotcausehertoquailastheguiltywifequails——yes,underaproperlymanagedlime-light。Shedidnotevencolor。Butthen,ofcourse,shewasnotaguiltywife。

Shelaybackonherchairandlaughed。

Hewatchedher——noteagerly,butpleasantly,admiringly。

“MydearStephen,ifyoucouldunderstandwhyIdressedmyselfthatwayyouwouldbeabletogivemeavaluablehintastowheretheconnectionliesbetweenyourmineandmytoilet——Ineedsuchahint,now,Icanassureyou。”

Shewassittingupnowlookingathimwithlovelylaughingeyes。

(Afterall,shewasnoguiltywife。)

“What,youcan\'tseetheconnection?“hesaidslowly。“Youcansewoveryourdressaboutfiftythousandpounds\'worthofdiamonds,andyetyoudon\'tseetheconnectionbetweenthewearingofthatdressandthedevelopmentofagoldminebyyourhusband?“

“IthinkIseeitnow——somethingofaconnection。ButIdon\'twantanymorediamonds;Idon\'tcareifyoutakeallthataresewedaboutthedressandthrowthemintotheriver。That\'showIfeelthismorning。”

“Iheardsometimeagoofawomanwhohadsomethingofyourmooduponheroneday。Shehadsomeexcellentdiamonds,andinoneofhermoods,sheflungthemintotheriver。Shewasawifeandshehadaloverwhodisappointedher。Thestoryreadsverysmoothlyinverse。”

Shelaughed。

“Ihavenolover,“shesaid——wasitmournfully?“Ihaveahusband,itistrue;butheisnotexactlyofthetypeofKingArthur——norSirGalahad,forthatmatter。IhopeyoufoundParisasenjoyableasever?“

“Quite。IneversawatParisamoreenrapturingtoiletthanyoursoflastnight。Youare,Iknow,thehandsomestwomanofmyacquaintance,andyoulookedhandsomerthanIhadeverbeforeseenyouinthatcostume。Iwonderwhyyouputiton。”

“Didn\'tsomeone——wasitPhyllis?——suggestthatitwasanactofinspiration;thatIhadasecret,mysteriouspromptingtoputitontoachievetheobjectwhich——well,whichIdidachieve。”

“Object?Whatobject?“

“Tomakemyhusbandfallinlovewithmeagain。”

“Ah!Inlovethereisnoagain。IwonderwhereatelegramwouldfindHerbert。”

“Don\'tworryyourselfabouthim。Lethimenjoyhisholiday。”

“DoyoufancyheisenjoyinghimselfwithEarlscourtandhisbooncompanions?They\'llbeplayingpokerfrommorningtillnight——

certainlyfromnighttillmorning。”

“Whyshouldhegoonthecruiseifhewasnotcertaintoenjoyhimself?“

“Ah,thatquestionistoomuchforme。Thinkoverityourselfandletmeknowifyoucometoasolution,mydear。”

Heroseandlefttheroombeforeshecouldmakeanyanswer——beforeshecouldmakeanattempttofindoutinwhatdirectionhisthoughtsregardingthedepartureofHerbertCourtlandweremoving。

ShewonderedifhehadanysuspicioninregardtoHerbertandherself。

Hewasnotamangiventosuspicion,oratanyrate,giventoallowingwhateversuspicionhemayhavefelt,tobeapparent。HehadallowedhertodriveandtoridewithHerbertCourtlandduringthefourmonthstheyhadbeentogether,firstatEgypt,thenatFlorence,Vienna,Munich,andParis,andhecouldnothavebutseenthatHerbertandshehadagoodmanysympathiesincommon。Notawordhadbeenbreathed,however,ofasuspicionthattheyweremorethangoodfriendstoeachother。

(Asamatteroffact,theyhadnotbeenmorethangoodfriendstoeachother;butthensomehusbandsaregiventounworthysuspicions。)

Coulditbepossible,sheaskedherself,thatsomepeoplewithnastymindshadsuggestedtohiminParisthatsheandHerbertweretogetheragreatdealinLondon,andthathehadbeenledtomakethissuddenvisit,thissurprisevisittoLondon,withaviewofsatisfyinghimselfastothetruthofthenastyreports——thedisgracefulcalumnieswhichhadreachedhisears?

Ifhehaddoneso,allthatcouldbesaidwasthathehadbeensingularlyunfortunateinregardtohisvisit。“Unfortunate“wasthewordwhichwasinhermind,though,ofcourse/“fortunate“/wasthewordwhichshouldhaveoccurredtoher。Itwascertainlyafortunateresultofhisvisit——thattableauinthedrawingroomofMr。Ayrton:

Ellaandherdearestfriendstandingsidebyside,handinhand,asheentered。Asurprisevisit,itmayhavebeen,butassuredlythesurprisewasapleasantoneforthehusband,ifhehadlistenedtothevoiceofcalumny。

Andthen,afterponderinguponthiswithasmilingface,hersmilesuddenlyvanished。Shewasoverwhelmedwiththethoughtofwhatmighthavebeentheresultofthatsurprisevisit——yes,ifshehadnothadthestrengthtorunawaytothesideofPhyllis;yes,ifHerberthadnothadtheweaknesstojointhatpartyofpoker-playersaboardtheyacht。

Shebegantowonderwhatherhusbandwouldhavedoneifhehadenteredthehousebytheaidofhislatch-key,andhadfoundhersittinginthatlovelycostumebythesideofHerbertCourtland?Wouldhehavethoughtheraguiltywoman?WouldhehavethoughtHerbertafalsefriend?Wouldhehavekilledher,orwouldhehavekilledHerbert?

Herbertwould,shethought,takeagooddealofkillingfromamanofthecaliberofherhusband;butwhatcouldshehavedone?

Well,whatshedid,astheforceofthatthoughtcrushedherbackuponherchair,wastobringherhandstogetherinapassionateclasp,andtocryinapassionategasp:

“ThankGod——thankGod——thankGod!“

Shedinedalonewithherhusbandthatnight,andthoughtitwelltoappearinanothereveningtoilet——onethatwasquiteaslovely,thoughscarcelysostriking,asthatwhichherhusbandhadsoadmiredthepreviousnight。Heclearlyappreciatedhereffortstomaintainherlovelinessinhiseyes,andtheirlittledinnerwasaverypleasantone。

Hetoldherthathehadlearnedthattheyacht/WaterNymph/wouldputintoLeithbeforecrossingtheNorthSea,andthathehadwrittentoHerbertCourtlandatthatporttoreturnwithoutdelay。

“Youdidwrong,“saidshe;andshefeltthatshewasspeakingthetruth。

“Idon\'tthinkso,“hereplied。“Atanyrate,youmayrestperfectlycertainthatHerbertwillreceivemyletterwithgratitude。”

AndMr。Linton\'sjudgmentonthispointwasnotinerror。HerbertCourtlandreceived,ontheeveningofthethirddayafterleavingSouthampton,theletterwhichcalledhimbacktoLondon,andhecontrivedtoconcealwhateveremotionhemayhavefeltattheprospectofpartingfromhisshipmates。Theyaccompaniedhimashore,however——

theyhadwornoutsixpacksofcardsalready,andwereabouttobuyanotherdozenortwo,toseethemsafelythroughtheimposingsceneryoftheHardangerFjord。

ThenextdayhewasinLondon,anditwasontheeveningofthatsamedaythathecamefacetofacewiththeRev。GeorgeHollandoutsideMissAyrton\'sdrawingroom。

CHAPTERXXV。

LIES!LIES!LIES!

“Youshouldhavecomealittlesooner,“saidPhyllisquitepleasantly。

“Mr。Courtlandwasgivingmesuchanamusingaccountofhislatestvoyage。Willyouhaveteaoricedcoffee?“

“Tea,ifyouplease,“saidGeorgeHolland,alsoquitepleasantly。“HasMr。Courtlandbeenonanothervoyageofdiscovery?Whathashelefthimselftodiscoverintheworldofwaters?“

“Ithinkthatwhathediscoveredonhislatestvoyagewastheeffectofabanjoonthehumanmind,“laughedPhyllis。“HewasaboardLordEarlscourt\'syacht,the/WaterNymph/。Someothermenweretherealso。

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