Phyllis of Philistia

第2章

“Idon\'tintend。HaveInottoldyouthatI\'mnotgoingtomarryMr。

Holland?“

“Thatislikeoneofthephraseswhichyougivetoyourfather,sothatthepeoplemightthinkhimclever。Orthodox!Whocaresnowadaysforwhatisdullyorthodox?Whoeverheardofaheroinorthodoxynowadays?Thethingisimpossible。Theremaybe,ofcourse,thousandsoforthodoxheroes,butoneneverhearsanythingofthem。TheplanetsJupiterandSaturnandMercuryandMarsandtherestofthemcomeandgoattheirappointedseasons,andnooneevergivesthemasecondthought,pooroldrespectablethings!butthemomentacometappearsintheskyeveryonerushesouttogazeatit,andthenewspapersdealwithitfromdaytoday,andtheillustratedpapersgiveitsportrait。

Nothingcouldbemoreunorthodoxthanyourcomet。Oh,Phyllis,mychild,don\'ttalknowadaysoforthodoxyortheother——whatdotheycallit?——heterodoxy。Mr。Holland\'snamewillbeineveryone\'smouthforthenextyearatleast,andifhisbishoporafriendlychurchwardenprosecuteshim,andthethingisworkedupproperly,heoughttobebeforethepublicforthenextfiveyears。”

“Oh,Ella!“

“I\'mnotoverstatingthecase,Iassureyou,mydear。AmanwastellingmeaboutoneColenso——hewas,sofarasIcouldgather,afirst-classmanatalgebraandheresyandthingslikethat。HewasBishopofZanzibarorUgandaorsomeplace,andhewroteabookaboutMoses——showingthatMosescouldn\'thavewrittensomethingorother。

Well,hetookabitofprosecuting,fiveorsixyears,Ibelieve,andhedidn\'tgonearlysofarasMr。Hollanddoesinthatbookofhis。

AllthistimepeopletalkedaboutlittleelsebutColenso,andhisbooksmadehimafortune。Thatwasbeforeourtime,dear——whenthenewspapersweren\'tworkedastheyarenow。Blockprintinghasmademoreheroesthanthelongestcampaignonrecord。Yes,Mr。Courtlandsaidsotwodaysago。IthinkI\'lltrysomemoreofthatlovelycake:

it\'slikewarmice,isn\'tit?Oh,you\'llnotbesofoolishastothrowoveryourMr。Holland。”

“Itisalreadydone,“saidPhyllis。“I\'msogladthatyoulikethecake。Itisverysubtle。Whatadelightfulidea——warmice!“

“Nevermindthecake。IwanttohearmoreofthismatterofMr。

Holland,“saidElla。“DoyoumeantotellmeplainlythatyouthrewoverMr。Hollandbecausehewroteabookthatwillbringhimfameandfortune?“

“IhavethrownoverMr。HollandbecausehehaswrittenabooktomakepeoplehavecontemptfortheBible,“saidPhyllis。

“ThenallIcansayisthatyouwereneverinlovewiththeman,“

criedElla。

“Youmaysaythatifyouplease。”

“Idosayit。Ifagirlreallylovesaman,shewillmarryhimeventhoughheshouldwriteabookagainstDarwin。Ifagirlreallylovesamanshewillstandbyhimallthecloserwhenheisundergoingacourseofhonorablepersecution,withhisportraitineverypaperthatonepicksup。”

“Idaresaythatistrueenough,“assentedPhyllis。“PerhapsIneverdidreallyloveMr。Holland。PerhapsIonlyfanciedIcaredforhimbecauseIsawthatsomanyothergirls——tooktowearingchocolatesandgraysandkepttheirsleevesdownjustwhensleeveswerehighest。”

“Ofcourseitwasonlynaturalthatyoushouldwishto——well,colloquially,towipetheeyesoftheothergirls。Howmanygirls,I

shouldliketoknow,begintothinkofamanasapossiblehusbanduntiltheyperceivethatthethoughtsofothergirlsareturnedinhisdirection?“

“Atanyrate,whateverImayhavedonelongago——“

“Threemonthsago。”

“Threemonthsago。WhateverImayhavedonethen,IknowthatIdon\'tlovehimnow。”

“Don\'tbetoosure,mydearPhyllis。Ifthereisonethingmorethananotheraboutwhichawomanshouldneverbepositive,itiswhetherornotshelovesaparticularman。Whatmistakestheymake!No,I\'llneverbelievethatyouturnedhimadriftsimplybecausehewrotesomethingdisparaginglyaboutSolomon,orwasitDavid?AndIdidsowantyouandhimformynextday;Imeantittobesucha/coup/,tohavereturnedtotownonlyaweekandyettohavethemostoutrageouslyunorthodoxparsonatmyhouse。Ah,thatwouldindeedhavebeena/coup/!Nevermind,Icanatleasthavethebeautifulgirlwho,thoughdevotedtotheunorthodoxparson,threwhimoveronaccountofhisunorthodoxy。”

“Yes,youarecertainofme——thatis,ifyouthinkIshould——ifitwouldn\'tseemalittle——“

“Whatnonsense,Phyllis!Wherehaveyoubeenlivingforthepasttwenty-threeyearsthatyoushouldgetsuchafunnynotionintoyourhead?Doyouthinkthatgirlsnowadaysabsentthemselvesfromfelicityawhilewhentheyfinditnecessarytobecome——well,disengaged——yes,ordivorced,forthatmatter?“

“Ireallycan\'trecollectanycaseof——“

“Ofcourseyoucan\'t。Theydon\'texist。Theproperthingforawomentodowhenshegetsadivorceistotakeaboxatatheatreandgivetheaudienceachanceofrecognizingherfromherportraitsthathavealreadyappearedintheillustratedpapers。Theblockprintinghasdonethattoo。There\'snotatheatremanagerinLondonwhowouldn\'tgivehisbestboxtoawomanwhohascomestraightfromthedivorcecourt。Themanagersrecognizethefactthatsheisinthesamelineasthemselves。Butforyou,mydearPhyllis——oh,youwillneverdohimtheinjusticetokeepyourthrowingoverofhimasecret。”

“Injustice?Oh,Ella!“

“Isayinjustice。Goodgracious,child!cannotyouseethatifitbecomesknownthatthegirlwhohadpromisedtomarryhimhasbrokenoffherengagementtohimsimplybecausehehaswrittenthatbook,theinterestthatattachestohimonaccountofhisunorthodoxywillbeimmeasurablyincreased?“

“Iwillnotdohimtheinjusticeoffancyingforamomentthathewouldbegratifiedonthisaccount。Whateverhemaybe,Ella,heisatleastsincereandsingle-mindedinhisaims。”

“Ihavenodoubtofit,myonlyjoy。Buthoweversincereamanmaybeinhisaims,hestillcannotreasonablyobjecttothedistinctionthatisthrustuponhimwhenhehasdonesomethingoutofthecommon。Themenwhomakebooksknowthatthatsortofthingpays。Someonetoldmetheotherday——IbelieveitwasHerbertCourtland——thatitisthemenwhowritebooksembodyingagreatandnobleaimwhomaketheclosestbargainswiththeirpublishers。IheardofagreatandgoodclergymantheotherdaywhowroteaLifeofChrist,andthencomplainedinthepapersofhispublishershavingonlygivenhimamiserablepercentageontheprofits。Thatishowtheytalknowadays;theprofitresultingfromtheLifeofChrististobemeasuredinpounds,shillings,andpence。”

“Mr。Hollandisnotamanofthisstamp,Ella。”

“I\'msureheisnot。Atthesametimeifheisn\'tprosecutedforheterodoxynoonewillbemoredisappointedthanMr。Holland,unless,indeed,itbeMr。Holland\'spublisher。Whowouldbegrudgethemartyrhishalo,dear?Eventhemostsincereandsingle-mindedmartyrhasaneyeonthathalo。Thehalooftheup-to-datemartyrismadeupofafternoonteasprovidedbyfairwomen,andfull-pageportraitsintheillustratedpapers。”

“Andallthisleadsto——what?“

“Itleadsto——letmesee——oh,yes,itleadstoyourappearanceatmylittlegathering。Ofcourse,you\'llcome。Believeme,you\'llnotfeeltheleastuncomfortable。YouwillbeTheGirlwhoSacrificedherLoveforConscience\'Sake。That\'sagoodenoughqualificationfordistinctiononthepartofanygirlinthesehardtimes。ButImighthaveknownlongagothatyouwouldplaythispart。Thatsweetlypatheticvoice,withthatfirmmouthandthoselovelysoftgrayeyesthatwouldseemtoacasualobservertoneutralizethefirmnessofthemouth。Oh,yes,myPhyllis,youhaveundoubtedly/laphysionomiedurole/。”

“What/role/?“

“The/role/ofthegirlwhoisonthesideoftheBible。”

“IamcertainlyonthesideoftheBible。”

“AndsoamI。SoIwilllookforyoutobebymysideonTuesdayweek,andasoftenasyoupleaseinthemeantime。Bytheway,youwillprobablymeetHerbertCourtlandatourhouse。HeistheNewGuineaman,youknow。”

“OfcourseIknow。Youtalkofwantingheroesinorthodoxyatyourhouse,whileyouhaveMr。Courtland,theNewGuineaexplorer,drinkinghisteaatyourelbow?Oh,goaway!“

“Ihopeyouwilllikehim。WesawagooddealofhiminItaly,andwillprobablyseeagooddealofhimhere。”

“I\'mcertaintolikehim:youlikehim。”

“Ah,that\'swhatyousaidtotheyoungwomenwhoputofftheircolorsandtooktosackclothinthepresenceofMr。Holland。Don\'tbetoosurethatyouwilllikeanymanbecauseotherwomenlikehim。Now,I

have,asusual,remainedtoolongwithyou。I\'mgreatlyimpressedwiththesituationofthemoment。Idon\'tsaythatIthinkyouarewrong,mindyou。GirlsshouldalwaysbeonthesideoftheBible。Atanyrateyouhave,Irepeat,/laphysionomiedurole/,andyoucan\'tbefarastrayifyouactuptoit。Good-bye,mydearest。”

CHAPTERVII。

THEDEFENSEOFHOLLAND。

EllaLintondrovetoacertainshopnotfarfromPiccadilly,——theonlyshopwherethearrangingoffeathersistreatedasascienceindependentofthefreaksoffashion,——andatthedoorshemetatallmanwiththecomplexionofmahoganybutwithfairhairandmustache。

Peoplenudgedoneanotherandwhisperedhisnameastheywalkedpasthimbeforestandingattheshopwindow,pretendingtoadmirethefeathers,butinrealitytoglancefurtivelyroundattheman。

ThenamethattheywhisperedtooneanotherafterthenudgewasHerbertCourtland。

Hetookoffhishat——itwasatallsilkone,butnoonewhoknewanythingcouldavoidfeelingthatitshouldhavebeenasolartoupee——

whenMrs。Lintonsteppedfromhervictoria。

“Oh,youhere!“saidshe。“Whoonearthwouldexpecttoseeyouhere?“

“You,“saidhe。

“What?“

“Youaskedmeaquestion。Iansweredit。”

Shelaughedastheywalkedtogethertothedoorofthefeathershop。

“Itappearstomethatyouhaveaverygoodopinionofyourselfandaverybadoneofme,“sheremarked,smilinguptohisface。

“That\'sjustwhereyoumakeamistake,“saidhe。

“How?“

“IfIdidnotthinkwellofyouIshouldnothaveorderedParkinsontomakeyouafanofthetailofthemeteor。”

“Oh,Bertie,youhavedonethat?“

“WhyshouldInotdoit?“

“Butitistheonlyoneintheworld。”

“Ah,that\'sjustit。Youaretheonlyoneintheworld。”

Shelaughedagain,lookinguptohisface。

“Well,we\'llhavealookatit,anyway,“saidshe。

Theywentintotheshoptoseethetailfeathersofthatwonderfulmeteor-birdwhichHerbertCourtlandhadjustbroughtbackfromNewGuineawithhim——themostgloriousthingthatnaturehadproducedandagreatexplorerhadriskedhislifetoacquire,inorderthatMrs。

Lintonmighthaveauniquefeatheredfan。

AboutthesametimetheRev。GeorgeHollandmetinthesamethoroughfarehisfriendandpatron,theEarlofEarlscourt。

“BytheLordHarry,you\'vedoneforyourselfnow,myhearty!“criedtheearl。“WhattheblazesdoyoumeanbyattackingtheWordofGodinthatfashion?“

“Tommy,“saidtheRev。GeorgeHolland,smilingapatronizingsmileathispatron,“Tommy,myfriend,ifyoutakemyadviceyou\'llnotmeddlewithwhatdoesn\'tconcernyou。You\'reapeer;betterleavetheWordofGodtome。I\'mnotapeer,butaparson。”

“I\'llnotleaveitwithyou;itisn\'tsafe,“saidthepeer。“AnythingmoredamnablyatheisticalthanthatbookofyoursIneverread。”

“Andyoudidn\'treadit,Thomas;youknowyouonlyreadascreechingreviewofit,andyoudidn\'tevenreadthatthrough,“saidtheparson。

“Whotoldyouthat?“askedthepatron。“Well,atanyrateIreadwhatyousaidaboutRuth。Itwasquitescandalous!Ruth!GoodLord!whatcharacterissafenowadays?OneoftheloveliestofthewomenoftheBible——mywifesaysso。Sheknowsallaboutthem。Andthebestpaintersintheworldhaveshownherstandingamongthefieldofoats。

BytheLord,sir,it\'ssheerblasphemy!andworsethanthat,it\'smakingpeople——good,religiouspeople,mind,nottheruck——it\'smakingthemaskwhytheblazesIgaveyoutheliving。It\'safact。”

“I\'msorryforyou,Tommy——verysorry。I\'malsosorryforyourgoodreligiouspeople,andparticularlysorryforthephraseologyoftheirearnestinquiriesonwhatIamsureisamatteroflifeanddeathtothem——spiritually。That\'smylastword,Thomas。”

“AndyouweredoingsowellattheJoss-house,too。”LordEarlscourtwasshakinghisheadsorrowfully,ashespoke。“Wewereallgettingonsocomfortably。Thatwaswhatpeoplesaidtome——theysaid——“

“Pardonme,I\'maparson,thereforeI\'mnotparticular;butIcan\'tstandthewayyourgoodreligiouspeopleexpressthemselves。”

“Theysaid,\'It\'ssod——pleasanttogetholdofaparsonwhocanbetrustedinthepulpit——sermonswithagoodhealthymoraltone,andsoforth。YoumightbringyouryoungestdaughtertoSt。Chad\'sinthecertaintythatshewouldhearnothingthatwouldmakeheraskuncomfortablequestionswhenshegothome。\'It\'safact,theysaidthat;andnowyougoandspoilall。Thebishopwillhaveawordtosaytoyousomeofthesedays,mylad。HeranawaytotheContinent,theytellme,whenyourbookwaspublished,andit\'sperfectlywellknownthatheneverrunsawayunlessthingslookserious。Whenthebishopisserious,thosethatcan\'tswimhadbesttaketotheboats。”

“I\'llaskyouforaseatinyouryacht,Tommy。Meantimekindestregardstoherladyship。”

“Oh!bytheway,it\'snottrue,isit,thatthegirlhasthrownyouoveronaccountofthebook?“

ForaninstanttherecamealittleflushtothefaceoftheRev。

GeorgeHolland;thenheshiftedhisumbrellafromonehandtotheother,saying:

“IfyoumeanPhyllis,allIcansayinreplyisthatsheisthebestandthetruestgirlaliveatpresent。I\'veanengagementataquarter-

pastsix。”

“Well,good-by。Itwasmymissuswhosaidthatthegirlwouldthrowyouoveronaccountofthatbook。”

“Ah!Good-by。”

“Honestlyspeaking,George,oldman,Ithinkyou\'vemadeamistakethistime。Peopledon\'tmindmuchaboutJacobandJonahandJeremiahandthewholejoblotofSheenies;buttheydomindaboutRuth。Hangitallman!shewasawoman。”

“Ah!sowasJezebel,andyet——ah!good-by。I\'llbelateformyappointment。”

“SeeyouonSunday,“saidtheearl,withabroadishsmile。

Andsohedid。

SodidthelargestcongregationthathadeverassembledwithinthevenerablewallsofSt。Chad\'s。Theyheardhimalso,andsodidthedozenreportersofthemorningpaperswhowerepresent——sometodescribe,withthesubtlefacetiousnessofthenewspaperreporter,theamusingoccurrencesincidentaltothechurchserviceoftheday,andotherstotakedownhissermontotheextentofhalfacolumntobeheaded“TheRev。GeorgeHollandDefendsHimself。”Onereporter,however,earnedanincreaseinhissalarybymakinghisheadline,“TheDefenseofHolland。”ItwassupposedthatcasualreaderswouldfancythatthekingdomofHollandhadbeenrepellinganinvader,andwouldnotfindouttheirmistakeuntiltheyhadreadhalfthroughthesermon。

GeorgeHollandhadnotbeenmistakenwhenhehadassumedthathisappearanceinthechurchandhissermonthisdaywouldattractalargeamountofattention。Asamatteroffactthebuildingwascrowdedwithnotablepersons:Cabinetministers(2),judgesofthesuperiorcourts(4),companypromoters(47),actorsandactresses(3),musichallandvarietyartists(22),RoyalAcademician(1)。Literaturewasrepresentedbyaladywhohadwrittenahigh-churchnovel,andfashionbythepublisherwhohadproducedit。Scienceappearedinthepersonofaprofessionalthought-reader(female)。ThesewereallstrangerstoSt。Chad\'s,thoughsomeofthemcouldfollowtheservicequiteeasily。

Thehabituesofthechurchincludedseveralpeers,themembersofaforeignembassy,afewoutsidebrokers,quiteanumberofretiredofficersofbothservices,andsomeMembersofParliamentandtheLondonCountyCouncil。

Oneofthechaplainsofthebishopoccupiedaseatintheaisle;

accordingtothefacetiousnewspaperheheldawatchingbrief。

Therectorwas,ofcourse,obliviousofhisbrilliantentourage。HecouldnoteventellifPhyllisorherfatherwerepresent。(Asamatteroffactbothwereintheiraccustomedseatsintheirownpew。)

He,asusual,tookbutasmallpartintheritual——asLordEarlscourtonceremarked,GeorgeHollandwasn\'tsuchafoolastokeepadoganddothebarkinghimself。(Ithasalreadybeenstatedthathehadacoupleofexcellentcurates。)Butthesermonwaspreachedbyhimself,asindeeditusuallywasafterthemorningservice。

Itwasthemostbrilliantofallhisefforts。Hetookashistextthewords,“AllScriptureisgivenbyinspirationandisprofitable,“andhehadnodifficultyinshowinghowvastwastheprofittobederivedfromaconsiderationofeveryportionofthesacredvolume,itappearedtohim,thantheaccountgivenoftheearlyhistoryoftheHebrewrace。Thataccountappealedasanobjectlessontoallnationsonthefaceoftheearth。ItallowedeverypeopletoseethecoursewhichthechildrenofIsraelhadpursuedatvariousperiodsoftheirexistenceandtoprofitbysuchobservation。TheHebrewswereaterribleexampletoalltheworld。IftheywereslaveswheninthelandofEgypt,thatwastheirownfault。Miltonhadmagnificentlyexpressedtheoriginofslavery:

“HethathathlightwithinhisownclearbreastMaywalki\'thenoontideandenjoybrightday,Buthethathidesdarkdeedsandfoulthoughts……

Himselfishisowndungeon。”

ThebondageofEgyptwas,hebelieved,self-imposed。Thereisnoaccountavailable,hesaid,oftheenslavementoftheChildrenofIsraelbytheEgyptians,butacarefulconsiderationofthehistoryofvariouspeoplesshowsbeyondthepossibilityofamistakebeingmade,thatonlythosebecomeenslavedwhoarebestfittedforenslavement。A

kingarosethatknewnotJoseph——akingwhocouldnotbelievethatatanytimetherewasbelongingtothatraceofstrangersamanofsupremeintelligence。TheIsraelitesbowedtheirheadstotheyokeofthesuperiorrace,theEgyptians,andtooktheirrightfulplaceasslaves。AftermanydaysamanofextraordinaryintelligenceappearedinthepersonofMoses。Apatriotofpatriots,hegavetheracetheirGod——theyseemedtohavelivedinaperfectlyGodlessconditioninEgypt;andtheirtheologyhadtobeconstructedforthembytheirleader,aswellastheirlaws:thelawsforthedesertwanderers,andadecalogueforallhumanity。Hewasequaltoanyemergency,andhehadnoscruples。Healmostsucceededinmakingagreatnationoutofahordeofsuperstitiousrobbers。Hadhesucceededtherecordwouldhavethrowncivilizationbackathousandyears。Happyitwasfortheworldthatthetriumphofcrimewasbrief。ThecementofbloodshedthatkeptthekingdomofIsraeltogetherforatimesoondissolved。Captivityfollowedcaptivity。Forathousandyearsnoimprovementwhatevertookplaceintheconditionofthepeople——theyhadnoarts;theylivedinmudhutsataperiodwhenarchitecturereachedahigherlevelthanithadeverattainedtopreviously。Whenthepatriotprophetsarose,endeavoringtoreformthemwithwordsoffire——thesacredfireoftruth——theykilledthem。Onechanceremainedtothem。Theywereofferedareligionthatwouldhavepurifiedthem,inplaceofthesuperstitionthathaddemoralizedthem,andtheycriedwithonevoice,aseveryonewhohadknowntheirhistoryandtheirsocialcharacteristicsknewtheywouldcry,“NotthisMan,butBarabbas。”

ThatwasfromtheearliestperiodinthehistoryoftheracethewatchwordoftheHebrews。Nottheman,buttherobber。Allthatisgoodandnobleandtrueinmanhood——themercy,thecompassion,theself-sacrificethatarecomprisedintruemanhood——theycastbeneaththeirfeet,theyspatupon,theycrucified;butalloftheBarabbasinmantheyembraced。Thusaretheybecomeahissingintheearth,andproperlyso;forthosewhohissatthespiritwhichhasalwaysanimatedJudaismshowthattheyabhorathingthatisabhorrent。“AllScriptureisprofitable,“continuedthepreacher,“andpracticallyallthatisreferredtointhetextisanindictmentofJudaism。ThemoreearnestlyweholdtothistruththegreaterwillbetheprofitaccruingtousfromaconsiderationoftheScripture。ButwhatmoreterribleindictmentoftheHebrewsystemscouldwehavethanthatwhichisaffordedusintherecordthatthefatheroftheracehadtwelvesons?Hehad。Butwherearetenofthemnow?Sweptoutofexistencewithoutleavingasinglerecordoftheirdestructioneventotheirtwosurvivingbrethren。”HeconcludedhissermonbystatingthathehopeditwouldbeclearlyunderstoodthatherecognizedthefactthatinEnglandthosemembersoftheHebrewcommunitywhohadadoptedthemethods,theprinciples,thetruthsofChristianityeventhoughtheystillmaintainedtheirancientformofworshipintheirsynagogues,wereonalinewithcivilization。Theysearchedtheirscripturesandthesescriptureshadbeenprofitabletothem,inasmuchastheyhadbeentaughtbythosescriptureshowimpossibleitwasforthatformofsuperstitionknownasJudaismtobetheguideforanypeopleonthefaceoftheearth。

CHAPTERVIII。

IHOPETHATYOUWILLNOTEVENTUALLYMARRYANINFIDEL。

Someofthecongregationweregreatlydisappointed。TheyhadexpectedabrilliantandstartlingattackuponsomeotherBiblepersonageswhohadhithertobeenlookedonwithrespectandadmiration。ButthesermonhadonlyattackedtheJewishsystemasawhole,andeveryoneknowsthatthereisnothingpiquantinanattack,howevereloquentitmaybe,uponareligioussystemintheabstract。OnemightaswellfindentertainmentinanattackupontheMagneticPoleoradenunciationofthePrecessionoftheEquinoxes。Noonecared,theysaid,anythingmoreaboutthefailureofthelawsofMosesthanonedidaboutsuchabstractionsastheEarth\'sAxis,ortheGreatGlacialEpoch。Itwasquitedifferentwhenthecharactersofwell-knownindividualsweresubjectedtoanassault。Peoplecouldlistenforhourstoanattackuponcelebratedpersons。IfMr。Holland\'sbookhadonlydealtwiththecharacteristicsofthereligionoftheJews,itwouldneverhaveattractedattention,thesecriticssaid。IthadcalledfornoticesimplybecauseofitstrenchantremarksinregardtosomeofthoseBiblecelebritieswho,itwasgenerallyunderstood,wereconsideredworthyofadmiration。

WhycouldMr。HollandnothavefollowedupthecourseindicatedinhisbookbyshowingupsomeoftheotherpersonsintheBible?itwasasked。TherewerequiteanumberofcharactersintheBiblewhowereregardedasestimable。Whycouldhenotthenhavefolloweduphisoriginalschemeof“showingthemup?“——thatwasthephraseofthecritics。TherewasSolomon,forinstance。Hewasusuallyregardedasapersonofhighintellectualgifts;buttherewassurelyagooddealinhiscareerwhichwassusceptibleofpiquanttreatment。AndthensomeonesaidthatNoahshouldhaveachapteralltohimself,alsoLot;

andwhataboutthespieswhohadenteredJericho?Couldtheimaginationnotsuggestthestorywhichtheyhadtoldtotheirwivesontheirreturntothecamp,relativetothehouseinwhichtheyhadpassedalltheirsparetime?TheysupposedthatJerichowastheParisofthehighclassJewsofthosedays。

ThentheconversationofthesecriticsdriftedontotheParisofto-day,andthesermonanditslessonswereforgottenaseasilyasisanordinarysermon。Butallthesameitwasplainthattheclergymanhadfallenshortofwhatwasexpectedofhimuponthisoccasion。Hisbookhadgonefar,anditwasfeltthatheshouldhavegoneonebetterthanhisbook,sotospeak。Insteadofthathissermonhadbeenonetowhichscarcelyanyexceptioncouldbetaken。

Butthebishop\'schaplain,whohadwatchedatintervalsofpraying,cametotheconclusionthattherectorofSt。Chad\'swasagooddealclevererthanthemajorityofyoungishclergymenwhoendeavortoqualifyforprosecution。Itmaybeunorthodoxtocrossone\'sarmswiththeregularityofclockworkoncomingtocertainwordsintheservice,andyoungclergymenhadbeenprosecutedforless;butitwasnotunorthodoxtospeakeviloftheJews——fordidnottheChurchprayfortheJewsdaily?andcananyoneinsultamanmorethanbyprayingforhim——unless,ofcourse,heisaking,inwhichcaseitisunderstoodthatnoinsultisintended?

Thebishop\'schaplainpreparedareportofthesermonforhislordship,pointingoutitsgeneralharmony,broadlyspeaking,withthetenetsoftheChurch。

Mr。Ayrtonalsoseemedtoperceiveasortofclevernessinthesermon。

Therewasnothinginitthatwascalculatedtoshockeventhemostsusceptiblehearer。Indeed,itseemedtoMr。Ayrtonthattherewasagooddealinitthatwascalculatedtosoothethenervesofthosewhohadbeenshockedbythebook。Hesaidsomethingtothiseffecttohisdaughterastheywalkedhomeward。HewasratheranxioustofindoutwhatchanceGeorgeHollandhadofbeingrestoredtohisdaughter\'sfavor。

ButPhylliswasfirminhercondemnationofthemethodsofMr。

Holland。

“HeattackstheJewsasaraceinordertoridiculethestatementintheBiblethattheywereGod\'schosenpeople,andtheywere,youknow,papa,“shesaid。

“Theytooksomuchforgrantedthemselves,atanyrate,“saidherfather,withsomeshowofacquiescence。

“Buttheywere,andtheyaretoberestoredtotheirownland,“saidPhyllis。

“Arethey,mydear?Ishouldliketoseetheprospectusofthatenterprise。”

“Youaremocking,papa。Theyaretoberestored;itsayssointheBiblequiteclearly。”

“Iamnotmocking,Phyllis。IfgoldisdiscoveredinPalestine,theJewsmaygothereinsomenumbers;but,takemywordforit,theywon\'tgootherwise。Theycouldn\'tliveintheirownland,assumingthatitistheirown,whichisgoingprettyfar。Palestinewouldn\'tsupportalltheJewsaliveatpresent;it\'sawretchedcountry——Iknowitwell。Besides,theydon\'twanttoreturntoit,andfurthermore,wecouldn\'tsparethem。”

“IbelieveintheBible,andIhavefaith,“saidPhyllisfirmly。

“That\'sright,“saidherfather。“Ihopeyoumayalwaysholdtoboth。

Ithinkthatthosegirlswhoexpecttoberegardedasadvanced,becausetheyscoffattheBibleandatfaith,arequitehorrid。Ialsohopethatyouwillnoteventuallymarryaninfidel。”

“Thatwouldbeimpossible,“saidPhyllisfirmly。

“Wouldit?“saidherfather。“Thereisastrongerinfluenceatworkinmostofus,attimes,thanreligion。Iwonderifitwillmakeavictimofyou,mychild,thoughyoudidsendGeorgeHollandabouthisbusiness。”

“Idon\'tquiteknowwhatyoumean,“saidPhyllis,withonlytheslightestpossibleflush。

Andshedidnotknowwhathemeantuntilsixmonthshadpassed;butthensheknew。

Seeingthatshedidnotknowwhathemeant,herfatherthankedHeaventhatHeavenhadgivenhimadaughterwhowasunlikeotherdaughters。

Heprayedthatshemightneverbecomelikeotherdaughters。Hethoughtthatitwouldbegoodforhisdaughtertoremainwithoutexperienceofthoseoverwhelmingpassionswhichmakeupthelifeofawomanandaman。

Phylliswentoutagooddealduringtheweek,andeverywhereshefoundherselflookedatwithinterest;sometimesshefoundherselfbeingexaminedthrougha/pince-nez/asifshewereacuriousspecimen,andawomanortwosmiledderisivelyather。Shedidnotknowwhatwasmeantbytheircuriosity——theirderision——untilonedayanoldladynamedMrs。Haddonwentuptoherandkissedher,saying:

“ImadeupmymindthatIwouldkissyou,mydear,thefirstchanceI

had。Godblessyou,mychild!Youhavegivenyourtestimonyasawomanshould,inthesedaysofscoffingatthetruth。”

“Testimony?“saidPhyllis,quitepuzzled。Hadnotherfatherfeltathrillofgratitudeonreflectingthatshehadnoneofthequalitiesoftheprigabouther?“Testimony?“

“Youhavetestifiedtothetruth,MissAyrton,andyoushallhaveyourreward。Youhaveshownthatthetruthismoretoyouthan——thanlove——

theloveofman——allthatwomenholdsweetinlife。YouarerightMissAyrton;andalltruewomenmustloveandrespectyou。”

Phyllisturnedaverybrilliantcolor,andkepthereyesfixedontheparquetpatternofthefloor。

Thedearoldladysaidagooddealmoretoher,allinpraiseofheractofhavinggivenMr。Hollandhis/conge/onaccountofhishavingwrittenthatshockinglyunorthodoxbook。

BytheendoftheweekPhyllisAyrtonwaslookedonasquiteasmuchaheroineforhavinggivenMr。Hollandhis/conge/,asMr。Hollandwasaheroforhavingbravedthebishopinwritingthebook。Sheworeherlaurelsmeekly,thoughshehadbeenratherembarrassedwhenarayofintelligenceappearedamongthedarksayingsofthedearoldlady。Shecouldnothelpwonderinghowalltheworldhadbecomepossessedoftheknowledgethatshehadsaidgood-bytoherlover。SheconsideredifitwerepossiblethatMr。Hollandhadspreadabroadtheaccountofherill-treatmentofhim——hewouldnaturallyalludetoitasill-

treatment。ThequickjudgmentofEllaLintonhadenabledhertoperceivehowvaluabletoMr。HollandwastheincidentofhisrejectionbyPhyllis。Asabeginningofhispersecution,itsimportancecouldscarcelybeoverestimated。ButitdidnottakePhyllislongtoreassureherselfonthismatter。Itwas,ofcourse,Ellawhohadgiventheincidentpublicity。Shehaddonesofortworeasons:first,inorderthatherlittleafternoonAtHomemighthaveadditionallusterattachedtoitbythepresenceofayoungwomanwhohad,inthesedaysofamarriagemarketoverstockedwithyoungwomen(andoldwomen,forthatmatter),thrownoveraneligiblemanforconscience\'sake;andsecondly,inorderthatherAtHomemighthaveadditionallusterattachedtoitfromthepresenceofthemanwhoallowedhimselftobethrownoverbyadelightfulgirlratherthanrefrainfrompublishingwhathebelievedtobethetruth。

Mrs。Lintonachievedboththeobjectswhich,asagoodhostess,shehadinview。Mr。HollandputinanappearanceinoneofMrs。Linton\'sbigdrawingrooms,andsodidPhyllisAyrton。

Everyoneadmittedthatonlyawomanofthesocialcapacity——somepeoplecalleditgenius——ofMrs。Lintoncouldaccomplishsuchafeatasthebringingintothesameroomtwopersonswhohadgivenunmistakableevidenceofpossessingaconscienceapiece——thewomanwhohadsacrificedthemanforconscience\'sake,andthemanwhohadsacrificedthewomanunderthesameinfluence。Itwasasocialtriumph,beyonddoubt。

Peopletalkedinwhispersofconscience,theadvantagesandthedisadvantagesofitspossession,andtheconsensusofopinionwasofitsbeingquiteappropriateinregardtoaclergyman,andthatitwasnotaltogetheroutofplaceonthepartofaspinster,providedthatshehadcounteractingvirtues;but,onthewhole,itwasperhapswisertoleavetheconsciencewiththeNonconformists。

PhyllisdidnotseeGeorgeHollanduntilshehadgothalfwayupthefirstofMrs。Linton\'srooms。ShedidnothearherfriendEllasaytosomeone,inalowvoiceofapprehension:

“ForHeaven\'ssake,keepthemapart!Theyarejustthesortofpeopletogreeteachotherquitecordially;andiftheydo,nooneherewillbelievethattheirengagementisoff。Peopleheredon\'tunderstandhowadelicateconscienceworks。”

ThatwaswhatEllamurmuredtoamanwhohadbeeninvitedinorderthathemightmakehimselfgenerallyuseful。Shegavehimhisinstructionstoolate,however。BeforeshehadquitecompletedhergreetingofPhyllis,Mr。Hollandwasbesidethem。

Hehadnotforcedhimselfforwardwithanymeasureofpersistency;nooneseemedtonoticeanymovementonhispartuntilhehadshakenhandswithPhyllis,andwaschattingwithherandMrs。Lintonquitepleasantly——muchtoopleasantlyforamanwithaconscience,someonesaidlaterintheafternoon;butthatwassomeonewhowantedtotalktoPhyllishimself。

Peoplewatchedherwhenshesufferedherselftobegraduallywithdrawnfromthecenteroftheroomtoaseatthatchancedtobevacant,justbehindtheopendooroftheconservatory。Coulditbepossible,theyaskedoneanother,thatshehadindeedgivenhisdismissaltoMr。

Hollandthepreviousweek?Why,theywerechattingtogetheraspleasantlyastheyhadeverchatted。Hadnotthepeoplewhotalkedsogliblyofconscienceanditsmysteriousoperationsspokenalittletoosoon?Orhadthequarrelbeenpatchedup?Ifso,whichofthetwohadgotridoftheconsciencethathadbroughtabouttheoriginalrupture?

Thesequestionswereansweredatdiversplacesbydiverspersons,allthetimethatGeorgeHollandandPhyllisAyrtonremainedsidebysideattheentrancetotheconservatory,atthefurtherendofwhichavocalquartettepartysangdelightfully——delightfully;sufficientlyloudtoenablealltheguestswhowantedtotalktodosowithoutinconvenience,andatthesametimenotsoloudastobecomeobtrusive。Itissoseldomthataquartettepartymanagetohitthishappymedium,peoplesaid。Theygenerallysingasiftheyfancythatpeoplecometogethertohearthem,notrememberingthatthelegitimateobjectofmusicatanAtHomeistoactasanaccompanimenttotheconversation。

WhenPhylliswasleavingthehousehalfanhourlater,amanwasjustenteringthefirstdrawingroom——amanwithafaceburnttothecolorofanoldmezzotint。

Helookedatherforamomentashepassedher,forherfacehadsuddenlylightedup,assuchafaceashersdoesuponoccasions。

ThemancouldscarcelyfailtoperceivethatsheknewhisnamewasHerbertCourtland。

ButthenhewasaccustomedtoberecognizedbywomenaswellasmenineverypartofEurope,sincehehadreturnedfromNewGuineawiththetailfeathersofthemeteor-bird,whichwerenowbeingmadeintoafanforMrs。Linton。

CHAPTERIX。

MYFATHERHASHISIDEASONWHAT\'SCALLEDREALISM。

ThelastrumbleofapplausehaddiedawayattheParthenonTheater,buttheaudiencewereleavingveryslowly;theywishedtolingeraslongaspossiblewithintheatmosphereofthebuilding;though,liketheatmosphereofmanysacredplaces,thatoftheParthenonwas,justatthattime,atrifleunsavory。Thefirstperformanceofthedramaof“Cagliostro“hadjusttakenplace,and,asthefirstnightsattheParthenonareinvariablyregardedasthemostexclusivefunctionsoftheyear,thestallsandboxeshadbeencrowded。AndthedistinctionwhichinMayfairandBelgraviaattachestothosewhohavebeenintheboxesandstallsonParthenonfirstnightisnotgreaterthanthatwhich,inBloomsburyandCamdenTown,accruestothosewhohaveoccupiedplaces——notnecessarilyseats——intheotherpartsofthehouse。Itisunderstood,too,thatthegoodwillofBloomsburyandCamdenTownismuchmorevaluabletoaplaythanthebestwishesofMayfairandBelgravia。

Thegraciousmanagerhadmadehiscustomaryspeechofthanks,——foreverythingproducedattheParthenonwasasuccess,——andwhilethegeneralaudienceweremovingawayveryreluctantly,somedistinguishedmenandwomenfollowedtheguidanceofastrongIrishbrogueasaflockfollowsabell-wether,throughadoorthatledtothestage。

Herethegreatactorandtheever-charmingladywhodividedwithhimtheaffectionsofWestaswellasEast,receivedtheirguests\'

congratulationsinsuchawayasmadetheguestsfeelthatthesuccesswaswhollyduetotheirgoodwill。

Mrs。Linton,whowasapersonageinsociety,——herhusbandhadfoundagoldmine(withtheassistanceofHerbertCourtland)andshehadherselfwrittenabookoftravelswhichdidnotsell,——hadbroughtPhylliswithherpartytothetheater,andtheyhadgoneonthestagewiththeothernotabilities,attheconclusionoftheperformance。

GeorgeHolland,havingbecomeasgreatacelebrityasthebestofthemduringthatpreviousfortnight,hadnaturallyreceivedastallandaninvitationtothestageattheconclusionoftheperformance。HehadnotbeenofMrs。Linton\'sparty,buthelayinwaitforthatpartyastheyemergedfromtheirbox。

Anothermanalsolayinwaitforthem,andpeople——outsiders——nudgedoneanotherinthetheaterasthepassersdownPiccadillyhadnudgedoneanother,whisperinghisname,HerbertCourtland。Others——theywerenotquitesuchoutsiders——nudgedoneanotherwhenMrs。Lintonlaiddownhernewfeatherfanontheledgeofthebox。Itwaspossiblytheloveliestthingthatexistedintheworldatthatmoment。Noartisthadeverdreamedofsowonderfulaschemeofcolor——suchmiraclesofcolor——combinationsineveryfeatherfromthequilltothespider-web-

likefluffsatthetips,eachofwhichshonenotlikegoldbutlikeglass。Itwaswellworthallthenudgingthatitcalledforth。

ButwhenMrs。Lintonhadpickeditupfromtheledge,beginningtooscillateitinfrontofherfairface,thenudgingceased。Peoplelookedatthethingwitheyeswidewithastonishment,butwithlipsmute。

Amoresatisfactoryeveningshehadneverspent,Mrs。Lintonfelt;andnowthefanwashangingdownamongthebrocadedflowersofherdress,makingthemlooktawdryassheleftthebox,andnoticedhowatleasttwomenwerelyinginwaitforherparty。Therewas,however,afranknessinHerbertCourtland\'sstrategywhichGeorgeHolland\'sdidnotpossess。Mr。Courtlandwaslookingdirectlyather;Mr。Hollandwaspretendingtobeengrossedinconversationwithamaninoneoftheendstalls。

SheliftedafingerandCourtlandwenttoherside。ThedifficultiesofthejunglealongthebanksoftheFlyRiverweretriflingcomparedwiththeobstacleshehadtoovercomeinobeyingher。

“Ihadnoideathatyouwouldbehere,“shesaid。

“WhereelseshouldIbe?“hesaid,insolowatoneastobeheardonlybyher。

“Wearesoglad,“saidMrs。Linton。“Iwanttopresentyoutomydearestfriend,PhyllisAyrton。”

“Awoman!“saidhe。

“Notyet。Shehasnevermetaman。Shewillto-night,“saidElla。ThensheturnedtoPhyllis,whowaswalkingbesideLordEarlscourt。“Comehere,Phyllis,“shesaid;“youaretheonlypersoninLondonwhodoesn\'tyetknowMr。HerbertCourtland。ThisisMr。Courtland。”

ThusitwasthatPhylliswentuponthestageoftheParthenonbythesideofHerbertCourtlandinsteadofbythesideofGeorgeHolland;

andthelittlelaughthatMrs。Lintongavewasduetohercarefulobservationofthelatter\'sfacewhenheperceived,ashedidinspiteoftheengrossingnatureofhisconversationwithhisfriendintheendstall,howhisdesignshadbeendefeatedbyhertactics。ShewouldnothavemindedhavingHerbertCourtlandwithherforthehourtheymightremainatthetheater,butshehadmadeuphermindthatitwasnottoPhyllis\'advantagethatMr。Hollandshouldcontinuebyhersideinpublicaftershehadgivenhimhisdismissal。

Shealsoperceived,withevengreatergratification,thatHerbertCourtlandwaslookingnearlyasdissatisfiedwiththeresultofhertacticsasGeorgeHolland。IfhehadlookedpleasedatbeingbythesideofPhylliswhenheexpectedtobewithher——Ella——whatwouldlifebeworthtoher?

ButifhewasdissatisfiedatbeingwithPhyllisinsteadofMrs。

Linton,hedidnotconsiderthatanyreasonforneglectingtheformer。

Hewonderedifshehadanychoiceinsandwiches——ofcourseshehadinchampagne。Hiscuriositywassatisfied,andPhylliswasamplyprovidedfor。

“YouareMrs。Linton\'sdearestfriend,“heremarkedcasually,astheyleanedupagainsttheprofileoftheChurchscenein“Cagliostro,“fortheywerestandinginthe“wings“——tobeexact——ontheO。P。side。

“Sheismydearestfriend,atanyrate,“saidPhyllis。

“Youwerenotatschooltogether。Sheisfourorfiveyearsolderthanyou。”

“Onlythree。Whenshegotmarriedsheseemedtometobealmostvenerable。Threeyearsseemedalongtimethen。”

“Butnowyoufancythatyouhaveformedarightideaofwhatismeantbythreeyears?“

“Well,abetteridea,atanyrate。”

“Youarestillagoodwayoffit。Butifyouhaveformedarightestimateofawoman\'sfriendship——“

“That\'sstillsomething,youmeantosay?Butwhydidyoustopshort,Mr。Courtland?“

Phylliswaslookinguptohisfacewithasmileofinquiry。

“IwasafraidthatyoumightthinkIwasonthewaytopreachasermononthetextofwoman\'sfriendship。Ipulledmyselfupjustintime。

I\'mgladthatIdidn\'tfrightenyou。”

“Oh,no;youdidn\'tfrightenme,Mr。Courtland。Iwasonlywonderinghowyouwouldgoon——whetheryouwouldtreatthetopicsentimentallyorcynically。”

“Andwhatconclusiondidyoucometoonthesubject?“

“Iknowthatyouareabraveman——perhapsthebravestmanalive。Youwould,Ithink,havetreatedthequestionseriously——feelingly。”

Helaughed。

“Theadoptionofthatcourseimpliescouragecertainly。Allthemenofsentimentality——whichissomethingquitedifferentfromsentiment,mindyou——havetakentowritingmelodramaandpennynovelettes。Youdidn\'thearmuchsentimentalityonthisstageto-night,oranyothernight,forthatmatter。”

“No;itwouldhavesoundedunreal。AParthenonaudiencewouldresentwhattheybelievedtobeafalsenoteinart;andaParthenonaudienceissupposedtobetheconcentrationofthespiritoftheperiodinthoughtandart;isn\'tit?“

“Idon\'tknow。I\'mhalfasavage。ButIliketothinkthebestofaParthenonaudience;youandIformedpartofthatconcentrationto-night——yes,Iliketothinkthebestofit。Isupposeweknow——we,theParthenonaudience,Imean——whatourfeelingsareontheartofacting——theartofplay-writing。”

“Ishouldn\'tliketohavetodefinemyfeelingsatamoment\'snotice。”

“Onemustmakeabeginning,andthenworkupgraduallytothedefinition。”

“Forinstance——“

“Well,forinstance,there\'ssomethingthatpeoplecallrealismnowadays。”

“Myfatherhashisideasonwhat\'scalledrealism,“Phyllislaughed。

“\'Realisminpaintingistheidealwithasmudge。\'“

“Ishouldliketohearwhatyouthinkofit?“

Healsolaughedsympathetically。

“Oh,Ionlyventuretothinkthatrealismistheoppositetoreality。”

“And,sofarasIcangather,yourdefinitionisnotwantinginbreadth——no,norinaccuracy。Sentimentalityistheoppositetosentiment。”

“Thatisapointonwhichweagreedamomentago。Myfathersaysthatsentimentisastrongman\'sconcealmentofwhathefeels,whilesentimentalityisaweakman\'sexpressionofwhathedoesn\'tfeel。”

“AndtheParthenonaudience——youandI——laughatthelatter——thatis,becausewehavepracticedsomeformofathletics。Thebicyclehasgivenits/coupdegrace/tosentimentality。Thatmanovertherewiththeheadandfacelikealion\'s,andthatwomanwhosefaceisnatureilluminated,havelongagorecognizedtheshallownessofsentimentality——thedepthsofsentiment。Wecouldnotimagineeitherofthemstrikingafalsenote。Theyhavebeentheteachersofthisgeneration——thegenerationtowhichyoubelong。GreatHeavens!tothinkthatforsomanyyearshumanpassionshouldbebanishedfromart,thougheverylineofShakspereistremulouswithpassion!Why,thewordwasabsolutelybanished;itwasregardedasimpure。”

“Iknowthat——Iwasataboardingschool。Thepreceptressesregardedasimpureeverythingthatishuman。”

“Whereas,justtheoppositeisthecase?“

“Ididn\'tsaythat,Mr。Courtland。”

“Youcouldscarcelysayit。Iamonlybeginningtothinkit,andI

havelivedamongsavagesforyears。Thatmanwiththelion\'sfacehasnotfearedtodealwithpassion。AllactorswhohavelivedsinceGarrickhavenevergonefurtherthantoillustratepassioninthehandsofaman;butthatlion-man,whosestagewearenowstandingon,showsusnotthepassioninthehandsofaman,butthemaninthehandsofthepassion。Themanwhotearsthepassiontotattersistherobustiousperiwig-patedfellow;theactor,whoshowsusthemantornintattersbythepassion,isthesupremeartist。Iamnoauthorityonmodernliterature;butImustconfessthatIwasastonishedatthechangethatafewyearshavebroughtabout。Iwasinaproperpositionfornoticingit,havingbeenpracticallywithoutbooksfortwoyears。”

“Isitachangeforthebetter,doyouthink,Mr。Courtland?“

“Ifeelcertainthatitisforthebetter。Irefer,ofcourse,onlytothebooksofthoserealinvestigators——realartists。Irefertothefountain-heads,nottothehydrantslaiddownbythewatercompaniesattheendofabouttenmilesoffoulpiping。Idon\'tliketheproductofthehydrants。Ilikethesprings,and,howevernaturaltheymaybe,Idon\'tfindanythingimpureinthem。WhyIlovetheBibleisbecauseitissoverymodern。”

“Youdon\'tthink,then,thatitisyetobsolete,Mr。Courtland?“

“Nobookthatdealssotrulywithmenandwomencaneverbeobsolete,thefactbeingthatmenandwomenarethesameto-dayastheyweretenthousandyearsago,perhapstenmillionyearsago,thoughI\'mnotquitesosureofthat。TheBible,andShakspere,andRofudingding,aNewGuineapoet,whoatemenforhisdinnerwhenhehadachance,and,whenhehadfinished,sanglyricsthatstirtheheartsofallhisfellow-islanderstothisday,——helivedahundredyearsago,——dealtwithmenandwomen;thatiswhyallareasimpressiveto-dayastheywerewhenoriginallycomposed。Menandwomenlikereadingaboutmenandwomen,anditisbecomingunderstood,nowadays,thatthetruthaboutmenandwomencanneverbecontemptible。”

“Ah,buthowdoweknowthatitisthetruth?“

“Thereinthemetaphysicianmustministertohimself。Icannotsuggesttoyouanytestofthetruth,ifyouhavenonewithyou。EveryonecapableofpronouncingajudgmentonanymattermustfeelhowtruthfullythepersonagesintheBiblehavebeendrawn。”

“Yes;theBibleistheWordofGod。”

“Ibelievethatitis,mostcertainly。Thatprofoundwisdom;thattolerationoftheweaknessesofmen;thatsympathywithmen,whocannotfathomthemysteriesoflife,andthestruggleforlifeofallthingsthatlovelife;thatspiritIcallGod,andIdon\'tthinkthatabetternamehasbeenfoundforit。”

“It——for/it/?YouthinkofGodasmerelyaforceofnature?“

“Justthecontrary。Godisthespiritthatlivesinwarfarewithnature。GreatHeavens!isn\'tthatthetruthofwhichthewholeBibleistheallegory?Natureandnature\'slawsconstitutetheDevil。GodistheopposingForce。Itisalawofnaturetokillofftheweak,tocrushthatwhichhasfalleninthestruggle。ItisGodwhohelpstheweak——whohelpsthefeeble。”

“Butmerelyaforce?“

“Oh,Ihavenoprivateopiniononthatpartofthequestion。IamnotlikethatmodernphilosopherwhofanciedhehadsolvedthewholeproblembyspellingGodwithasmallg。Butdon\'tyouthinkthatwehavegonequitefarenoughinourexchangeofconfidenceforafirstmeeting?YouarewhattheItalianscall/simpatica/——thatis,morethanmerelysympathetic。Youlookatone,andleadoneontoconfideinyouasonedoesnotconfideinmostgirls。Youareathoroughlydangerousyoungwoman,MissAyrton,thoughyouareMrs。Linton\'sdearestfriend。Bytheway,canyoumakeherconfideinyou?“

Thereseemedtobeameasureofcuriosity,nottosayanxiety,inthetoneofthisinquiry。

“Well,shemakesmeconfideinher。Iwonderifthatisjustthesamething,“saidPhyllis。

“It\'snotexactlythesamething,“saidhe。“Butit\'sthepropercoursefordearestfriendstoadopttowardeachother。Forthemaintenanceofafirmfriendshipbetweenanytwopersons,onlyoneshouldconfide;theothershouldbestrictlytheconfidante。Bytheway,Iwonderwhatistheaveragedurationofthedearestfriendshipbetweentwowomen。”

“Whyshouldithaveanylimits?“saidPhyllisgravely。“Whatisthedurationofthefriendshipbetweentwomen?“

“Itmostlydependsonwhenthewomanmakesherappearance,“saidhe,withalaugh。

“Ah!Sothat——Ah,nevermind。EllawasmydearestfriendbeforeMr。

Lintonputinanappearance。”

“Andhewasminebeforesheputinanappearance,“saidhe。

“Ididn\'tknowthat,“saidPhyllis。

“There,yousee,ismycontentionborneout,“saidhe。“Youaretheonewhoconfides;sheistheonewhoreceivestheconfidences,andrespectsthem,I\'msure。Ihopethatyouwilldothesame,MissAyrton。Don\'tletanyoneknowthatIconfidedinyouallthatIthinkonthesubjectoftheoldAdamandthenewEve。”

“NooneexceptEllaLinton,andyouknowthatIcankeepnothingfromherifwearetoremaindearestfriends。Perhapssheknowsalreadythelimitsofyourbelief,Mr。Courtland。”

“Shedoes——shedoes。”

AtthatmomentEllaLintoncameupwithLordEarlscourt。

“HasMr。Courtlandbeentellingyouallaboutthebirdofparadise?“

sheaskedofPhyllis,whileshewavedthetailfeathersoftheloveliestofthebirdsofparadisebeforeherface。

“Thebird?——notthe/bird/,“laughedPhyllis。

“Butthetopicwasparadise?“Ellajoinedinthelaugh——yes,tosomeextent。

“ItalkedofAdam——theoldoneofthatname,“saidMr。Courtland。

“AndEve——thenewoneofthatname,“saidPhyllis。

“Theologyisintheair!“criedElla。“Eventhestageofatheaterisnotfreefromthetaint。ItmustbethecaseofMr。Holland。WhereisMr。Holland,bytheway,LordEarlscourt?“

“Ihaven\'tseenhimforsometime。Hemusthavegoneaway。I\'mnotMr。

Holland\'skeeper,thankHeaven!“saidLordEarlscourt,withheartfeltdevoutness。

“Nowyouknowthateveryoneholdsyouaccountableforwhathehasdone!“saidElla。

“Thenthat\'sjustwhereeveryonemakesamistake,“saidhe。“GreatLord!isityourideaofBritishjusticetopersecutethewrongman?

Whydoesn\'tthebishopdohisduty?Whatdowepayhimfor?“

“Wewon\'tabandonourcharityatthecalloftheology,“saidElla。

“Theology——representedbyLordEarlscourt,“saidMr。Courtland。

“Youdon\'tknowhowI\'vebeenabusedduringthepastfortnight,indeedyoudon\'t,“moanedLordEarlscourt。“Why,there\'smyownwife,sheabusedmelikeacab-driverbecauseGeorgeHollandhadbeenwithusontheplatformwhentheChineseteetotalerscameheretoprotestagainstthepublichousesinEngland;shesaysthathisbackslidingwillputbackthecauseaquarterofacentury。Thentherearetheotherchurchwardens;theylookonmeasifIhadbeenmakingasuggestiontorafflethesacredplate。GeorgeHollandhasarunforhismoney,butI\'vehadnofunoutofit。”

“Itdoesseemhard,“saidCourtland。“Butit\'splainthatthecasecallsforpersecution,andwhynotpersecuteyou?Someonemustbepersecuted,you\'lladmit。”

“Thenwhythe——“

“IthoughtthatyourgoodoldBunyipwouldlookinonusbeforelong,“

saidCourtland。“There\'snopossibilityofdiscussingdelicatepointsintheologywithouthim。”

“Ithinkwehadbettergohome,“saidElla。

“Wemusthavesomeconsiderationforourhost,“saidCourtland。“Wedidn\'tallplaythepartof/Cagliostro/to-night。”

Duringthemovementofhercircleandtheadjustmentofwraps,preparatorytothedeliveryofavaledictorywordofcongratulationtothegreatactor,EllasaidinalowtonetoHerbertCourtland:

“Cagliostro?No;wedidn\'tallplaythepart;but——well,Cagliostrowasaweaverofspells。”

Therewasapausebeforehesaid:

“Yes,buttheartdidnotdiewithhim。Hehadadaughtertowhomhetaughthisart。”

“NotthatIeverheardof,“saidshe。“WhatdoyouthinkofPhyllisAyrton?“

“Ithinkthatsheisthedearestfriendofmydearestfriend,“hereplied。

“AndIshouldlikehertobecomethedearestfriendofmydearestfriend。”

“Thatwouldbeimpossible,“hesaid。

Thenthefelicitousvaledictorywordwassaidtothegreatactorandactress,andMrs。Linton\'scarriagereceivedPhyllis。LordEarlscourttookaseatinMr。Courtland\'shansom。

“WhatdoyouthinkaboutMr。Courtland?“inquiredEllaofherdearestfriend,astheylaybackwiththeirheadsveryclosetogether。

TherewasalongpausebeforePhyllisreplied:

“Ireallydon\'tknowwhatIthinkabouthim。Heis,Isuppose,thebravestmanaliveatpresent。”

“What?Isthattheresultofyourhalfhour\'schatwithhim?“

“Oh,dear,no!butallthesame,it\'spleasantforagirltofeelthatshehasbeentalkingtoabraveman。Itgivesoneasenseof——of——isitofbeingquitesafe?“

“Goodgracious,no!justtheopposite——thatis——Oh,youdon\'tunderstand。”

“No,Idon\'t。”

“Nevermind。Tellmewhathetalkedabout?“

“Oh,everything!God。”

“Iknowthatitwasintheair。Hehasideas,Ibelieve。Henevertalkedonthattopictome。Ihopeyoufoundhimtobequitesound,theologically。”

“Butitseemsratherfunny,doesn\'tit?“saidPhyllis;“butIreallydon\'tthinkthatwhenIwaslisteningtohimIconsideredforamomentwhetherhewassoundortheoppositeinhisviews。”

“Funny?Itwouldhavebeenratherfunnyifyouhaddonethat,“laughedElla。“Thequestionthatahealthygirl——andyouareahealthygirl,Phyllis——asksherselfaftertalkingtosuchamanasHerbertCourtlandisnot,Ishistheologysound?WhathealthygirlcaresthefractionofafarthingaboutthetheologyofamanwithafacelikeHerbertCourtland\'sandarmslikeHerbertCourtland\'s?Youtalkedwithhimforhalfanhour,andthencometomeandsaythatyousupposeheisthebravestmanaliveintheworld。Thatwasright——quiteright。Thatisjustwhateveryhealthygirlshouldsay。Weunderstandaman\'sthewsandsinews;welikewiseunderstandwhatbraveryinamanis,butwhatdoweknow,or,forthatmatter,careabouthistheology,whetheritissoundortheopposite?Nothing。Wedon\'tevencarewhetherhehasanytheologyornot。”

“Goodgracious,Ella!onewouldfancythatyouthought——“

“Thoughtwhat?“

“Idon\'tquiteknow。YouseeImetMr。Courtlandquitecasually,justasImetadozenmenatvariousplacesduringtheweek。Whyshouldyouquestionmemorecloselyabouthimthanaboutthedozenothermen?Heonlytalkedalittlemorewidely,andperhapswildly。Hisbraveryisnomoretomethanhistheology。”

“Ofcourseitisn\'t,Phyllis。ButtherewasthecaseofGeorgeHolland——“

“Thatisverydifferent,Ella。IhadengagedmyselftomarryGeorgeHolland。Itwouldbeimpossibleformetomarryanymanwhohadshownhiscontemptfor——foreverythingthatIregardassacred。”

“Ibelieveitwould,ifyoudidn\'tlovethatman。Butifyoulovedtheman——Oh,whenyoucometoknowwhatitmeanstoloveyouwillunderstandall。Awomanbeforeshelovesis——whatisshe,aneggbeforeitishatched?Thatsoundsridiculous。Bettersayagreenchrysalisbeforeitbreaksintoabutterfly;forthetransitioncomesatonce。Theology!Oh,myPhyllis,haven\'tyoureadinhistory,truehistory——novelswrittenbymenwhoknowusandhowwewerecreated,andwhy——haven\'tyoureadwhatwomendowhentheytrulyloveaman?

Howtheyflingeveryconsiderationtothewinds:heaven——home——husband——God——Mrs。Grundy?Theology!Ah,youareahealthygirl。YounevercaredascrapforGeorgeHolland。Youweregladwhentheexcusepresenteditselfinordertothrowhimover。”

“Yes;Ibelievethatisquitetrue。”

Ella\'scryofsurprise,andherlaughthatfollowed,shockedhercompanion,andfeelingthatthiswasthecase,theonewholaughedhastenedtomakeherapologies。

“Don\'tbeannoyedwithme,dear,“shecried。“ButIreallycouldn\'thelpthatlaughwhenIthoughtofyourearnestnesstheweekbeforelast。Then,youwillremember,youwereingreatpainbecauseoftheheterodoxyofGeorgeHolland。Didn\'tItellyouatthattimethatyouhadneverlovedhim?Youwerereadytoassuremethatyouhad,andthatyouweremakingagreatsacrificetoyourprinciples?“

“Irememberverywell,“saidPhyllis,withasoundthatwasnotfarremovedfromasob。

“Ah,youareapuzzletoyourself,youpoorlittlechrysalis,“saidElla,puttingthemeteoricfeathersplayfullydownupontheseriousfaceofPhyllis——itsseriousnesswasapparentbeneaththelightofthecarriagelamp。“No,don\'tmaketheattempttoexplainanythingtome。

Don\'ttrytoreconcileyourfranknessnowwithyourpretensethen,becauseyou\'llcertainlymakeamuddleofit,andbecausenosuchattemptisnecessarytobemadetome。Iknowsomethingofthegirlandhermoods——notagreatdeal,perhaps,butenoughtopreventmydoingyouaninjustice。Youareperfectlyconsistent,myPhyllis。”

“Oh,consistent?“

“Perfectlyconsistentwithyournatureasagirl。Itisthenatureofagirltochangewitheverywindthatblows。Itisonlythefemaleprigwhoactsconsistentlyunderallcircumstances。Inaworldtheleadingofwhichisitsmen,inconsistencyisthebestnatureofahealthygirlmadetobelovedbymen。Onedoesn\'tsneerattheweathercockbecauseonehouritpointstothenorthandthenexttotheeast。\'Tisitsnatureto。\'Tisournaturetochangewitheverybreezeofmanthatbearsdownonus。That\'swhytheyloveusanddetesttheprigs。Hereweareatyourhouse。Ihopeyoudon\'tkeepyourmaidupforyou。Iwouldscorntokeepagirloutofherbedforthesakeofbrushingmyhair。Good-night,dear,anddreamoftheparadisethatawaitsyou——aparadiseinwhichtherearebirdstobeshot,birdsofparadisetomakefeatherfansforwomenwhoholdthemtotheirbosomsoneminute,andthenextdisposeofthemtoMr。andMme。Abednegowithlastseason\'soperawrap。There\'saparableforyoutosleepupon。”

“Andyou——you?“criedPhyllis。

“Oh,asforme,I\'ll,I\'ll——well,IthinkI\'llputmymeteorfanonthepillowbesidemyownto-night。I\'mstillnewfangledwithmytoyand——well,I\'mawoman。”

AtthisinstantthecarriagepulleduptoMr。Ayrton\'shalldoorandthefootmanjumpeddownfromtheboxtorunupthestepsandringthebell。

“Good-night,“saidPhyllis。“Ienjoyedmyeveninggreatly,andthedrivehomebestofall。”

EllaLinton\'slaughwassmotheredamongthedelicateflossofthefeatherswhichshehelduptoherface。

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