The Rise of Roscoe Paine

第23章

Ilefther,wenttothecuddyanddraggedoutthesmallcanvastarpaulinwhichIusedtocovertheengineatnight。Withthis,acodline,theboathook,andmyoneoarIimprovisedasortofjuryrigwhichItiederectattheforwardendofthecockpit。ThenI

wentaftandtookthewheelagain。Thetarpaulinmadeapoorapologyforasail,butIhopeditmightanswerthepurposewellenoughtokeeptheComfortbeforethewind。

Itdid。Tackingwas,ofcourse,outofthequestion,butwiththegaleasternthelaunchansweredherhelmandslidoverthewavesinsteadofrollingbetweenthem。Isighedinrelief。ThenI

rememberedmypassengersittingsilentbesideme。Shedidnotdeserveconsideration,butIvouchsafedawordofencouragement。

"Don’tbefrightened,"Isaid。"Itisonlyastiffbreezeandthisboatisseaworthy。Weareallrightnow。"

"Butwhydidyoutakeuptheanchor?"

BywayofanswerIpointedaftoverthestern。Inthedarknessthefrothoftheshoalgleamedwhite。Ifelthershudderasshelooked。

"Wherearewegoingnow——please?"sheasked,amomentlater。

"WeareheadedfortheWellmouthshore。Itistheonlydirectionwecantake。Ifthiswindholdsweshalllandinafewhours。Itisalldeepwaternow。Therearenomoreshoals。"

"But,"anxiously,"canwelandwhenwereachthere?Isn’titabadcoast?"

"Notvery。IfwecanmakeMackerelIslandwemaybeabletogetashoreatthelightoranchorintheleeoftheland。Itisallright,MissColton。Iamtellingyouthetruth。Strangeasitmayseemtoyou,Ireallyam。"

Icouldnothelpaddingthelastbitofsarcasm。Sheunderstood。

Shedrewawayonthebenchandaskednomorequestions。

OndrovetheComfort。ThefirstfiercenessofthesquallhadpassedanditwasnowmerelywhatIhadcalledit,astiffbreeze。

Outhereinthemiddleofthebaythewaveswerehigherandweshippedsomesprayoverthequarter。Theairwassharpandthechillpenetratedevenmythickjacket。

"Youmustbecold,"Isaid。"Aren’tyou?"

"No。"

"Butyoumustbe。Takethewheelamoment。"

"Iamnotcold。"

"Takethewheel。"

Shetookit。Igropedaboutinthecuddyagain,gotoutmystormcoat,anoldpeajacketwhichIworeongunningexpeditions,andbroughtittoher。

"Slipthison,"Isaid。

"Idonotcareforit。"

"Putiton。"

"Mr。Paine,"haughtily,"Itellyou……oh!"

Ihadwrappedthecoatabouthershouldersandfastenedtheupperbutton。

"Nowsitdownonthedeckhere,"Iordered。"Here,bymyfeet。

Youwillbebelowtherailthereandoutofthewind。"

Tomysurprisesheobeyedorders,thistimewithoutevenaprotest。

Ismiledgrimly。Toseeherobeysuitedmyhumor。Itservedherright。IenjoyedorderingheraboutasifIweremateofanold—

timeclipperandsheaforemasthand。Shehadinsultedmeoncetoooftenandsheshouldpayforit。Outheresocialpositionandwealthandfamilypridecountedfornothing。HereIwasabsolutemasterofthesituationandsheknewit。Allherlifeshewouldrememberit,thehumiliationofbeingabsolutelydependentuponmeforlifeandsafetyandwarmth。Ilookeddownathercrouchingatmyfeet,andthenawayovertheblackwater。TheComfortclimbedwaveafterwave。

"Mr。Paine。"

ThetonewasverylowbutIheardit。

Icameoutofmywakingdream——itwasnotapleasantone——andanswered。

"Yes?"Isaid。

"Wherearewe?"

"Wearemakingfairprogress,everythingconsidered。Areyouwarmernow?"

"Yes——thankyou。"

Shesaidnomore,nordidI。Exceptforthesplashofthesprayandtheflappingofthelooseendsofthetarpaulin,itwasquietaboardtheComfort。Quiet,exceptforanoddsoundintheshadowbymyknee。Istoopedandlistened。

"MissColton,"Isaid,quickly。"Whatisit?"

Noanswer。YetIheardthesoundagain。

"Whatisit,MissColton?"Irepeated。"Whatisthematter?Whyareyoucrying?"

"I——IamNOTcrying,"indignantly。Andontheveryheelsofthedenialcameastifledsob。

Thatsobwenttomyheart。Agreatlumproseinmyownthroat。Mybrainseemedtobeturningtopsy—turvy。Amomentbeforeithadbeenfilledwithbitternessandresentmentandvengefulthoughts。

Nowthesehadvanishedandintheirplacecamecrowdingotherandvastlydifferentfeelings。Shewascrying,sobbingtherealoneinthedarkatmyfeet。AndIhadtreatedherlikeabrute!

"MissColton,"Ipleaded,inanagonyofrepentance,"whatisit?

IsthereanythingIcando?Areyoustillcold?Takethisothercoat,theoneIhaveon。Idon’tneedit,really。Iamquitewarm。"

"Iamnotcold。"

"But——"

"Oh,pleasedon’tspeaktome!PLEASE!"

Iclosedmylipstightlyandclutchedthewheelwithbothhands。

Oh,Ihadbeenabrute,abrute!Ishouldhaveknownthatshewasnotherself,thatshewasfrightenedandnervousanddistraught。I

shouldhavebeenconsiderateandforbearing。Ishouldhaverememberedthatshewasonlyagirl,hystericalandweak。InsteadIhad——

"MissColton,"Ibegged,"pleasedon’t。Please!"

Noanswer;onlyanothersob。Itriedagain。

"Ihavebeenacad,"Icried。"Ihavetreatedyouabominably。I

don’texpectyoutoforgiveme,but——"

"I——Iamsofrightened!"Theconfessionwasasoliloquy,Ithink;

notaddressedtomeatall。ButIhearditandforgoteverythingelse。Iletgoofthewheelaltogetherandbentoverher,bothhandsoutstretched,to——theLordknowswhat。Iwasnotresponsiblejustthen。

ButwhileIstillhesitated,whilemyhandswerestillintheairaboveher,beforetheytouchedher,Iwasbroughtbacktosanitywitharudeshock。Abarrelorsoofcoldwatercamepouringovertherailanddrenchedusboth。Thelaunch,beingleftwithoutahelmsman,hadswungintothetroughoftheseaandthiswastheresult。

Iamnotreallysurewhathappenedinthenextfewseconds。I

must,Iimagine,haveseizedthewheelwithonehandandmypassengerwiththeother。Atanyrate,whenthesmoke,sotospeak,hadcleared,theComfortwasheadedonheroldcourseoncemore,Iwasbackonthebenchbythewheel,MabelColton’sheadwasonmyshoulder,andIwastellingheroverandoverthatitwasallrightnow,therewasnodanger,wewereperfectlysafe,andvariousinanitiesofthatsort。

Shewasbreathingquickly,butshesobbednomore。Iwasgladofthat。

"Youaresureyouarenothurt?"Iasked,anxiously。

"Yes——yes,Ithinkso,"sheanswered,faintly。"Whatwasit?I——I

thoughtweweresinking。"

"SodidIforamoment。Itwasallmyfault,asusual。Iletgothewheel。"

"Didyou?Why?"

"Idon’tknowwhy。"Thiswasuntrue;Idid。"Butyouarewetthrough,"Iadded,remorsefully。"AndIhaven’tanotherdrywrapaboard。"

"Nevermind。YouareaswetasIam。"

"Yes,but_I_don’tmind。Iamusedtoit。Butyou——"

"Iamallright。Iwasalittlefaint,atfirst,Ithink,butIambetternow。"Sheraisedherheadandsatup。"Wherearewe?"sheasked。

"WearewithinafewmilesoftheWellmouthshore。ThatlightaheadistheMackerelIslandlight。Weshallbethereinalittlewhile。Thedangerisalmostover。"

Sheshivered。

"Youarecold!"Icried。"Ofcourseyouare!IfIonlyhadanothercoatorsomething。Itisallmyfault。"

"Don’tsaythat,"reproachfully。"WhereshouldIhavebeenifithadnotbeenforyou?Iwaspaddlingdirectlyouttowardthosedreadfulshoals。Thenyoucame,justasyouhavedonebefore,andsavedme。And,"inawonderingwhisper,"Iknewitwasyou!"

Ididnotaskherwhatshemeant;Iseemedtounderstandperfectly。

"Yes,"Isaid。

"ButItellyouIknewitwasyou,"sherepeated。"Ididnotknow——

Ididnotsuspectuntilthemomentbeforethecollision,beforethelaunchcameinsight——then,allatonce,Iknew。"

"Yes。ThatwaswhenIknew。"

Sheturnedandgazedatme。

"YOUknew?"shegasped,hyst

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