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Ilefther,wenttothecuddyanddraggedoutthesmallcanvastarpaulinwhichIusedtocovertheengineatnight。Withthis,acodline,theboathook,andmyoneoarIimprovisedasortofjuryrigwhichItiederectattheforwardendofthecockpit。ThenI
wentaftandtookthewheelagain。Thetarpaulinmadeapoorapologyforasail,butIhopeditmightanswerthepurposewellenoughtokeeptheComfortbeforethewind。
Itdid。Tackingwas,ofcourse,outofthequestion,butwiththegaleasternthelaunchansweredherhelmandslidoverthewavesinsteadofrollingbetweenthem。Isighedinrelief。ThenI
rememberedmypassengersittingsilentbesideme。Shedidnotdeserveconsideration,butIvouchsafedawordofencouragement。
"Don’tbefrightened,"Isaid。"Itisonlyastiffbreezeandthisboatisseaworthy。Weareallrightnow。"
"Butwhydidyoutakeuptheanchor?"
BywayofanswerIpointedaftoverthestern。Inthedarknessthefrothoftheshoalgleamedwhite。Ifelthershudderasshelooked。
"Wherearewegoingnow——please?"sheasked,amomentlater。
"WeareheadedfortheWellmouthshore。Itistheonlydirectionwecantake。Ifthiswindholdsweshalllandinafewhours。Itisalldeepwaternow。Therearenomoreshoals。"
"But,"anxiously,"canwelandwhenwereachthere?Isn’titabadcoast?"
"Notvery。IfwecanmakeMackerelIslandwemaybeabletogetashoreatthelightoranchorintheleeoftheland。Itisallright,MissColton。Iamtellingyouthetruth。Strangeasitmayseemtoyou,Ireallyam。"
Icouldnothelpaddingthelastbitofsarcasm。Sheunderstood。
Shedrewawayonthebenchandaskednomorequestions。
OndrovetheComfort。ThefirstfiercenessofthesquallhadpassedanditwasnowmerelywhatIhadcalledit,astiffbreeze。
Outhereinthemiddleofthebaythewaveswerehigherandweshippedsomesprayoverthequarter。Theairwassharpandthechillpenetratedevenmythickjacket。
"Youmustbecold,"Isaid。"Aren’tyou?"
"No。"
"Butyoumustbe。Takethewheelamoment。"
"Iamnotcold。"
"Takethewheel。"
Shetookit。Igropedaboutinthecuddyagain,gotoutmystormcoat,anoldpeajacketwhichIworeongunningexpeditions,andbroughtittoher。
"Slipthison,"Isaid。
"Idonotcareforit。"
"Putiton。"
"Mr。Paine,"haughtily,"Itellyou……oh!"
Ihadwrappedthecoatabouthershouldersandfastenedtheupperbutton。
"Nowsitdownonthedeckhere,"Iordered。"Here,bymyfeet。
Youwillbebelowtherailthereandoutofthewind。"
Tomysurprisesheobeyedorders,thistimewithoutevenaprotest。
Ismiledgrimly。Toseeherobeysuitedmyhumor。Itservedherright。IenjoyedorderingheraboutasifIweremateofanold—
timeclipperandsheaforemasthand。Shehadinsultedmeoncetoooftenandsheshouldpayforit。Outheresocialpositionandwealthandfamilypridecountedfornothing。HereIwasabsolutemasterofthesituationandsheknewit。Allherlifeshewouldrememberit,thehumiliationofbeingabsolutelydependentuponmeforlifeandsafetyandwarmth。Ilookeddownathercrouchingatmyfeet,andthenawayovertheblackwater。TheComfortclimbedwaveafterwave。
"Mr。Paine。"
ThetonewasverylowbutIheardit。
Icameoutofmywakingdream——itwasnotapleasantone——andanswered。
"Yes?"Isaid。
"Wherearewe?"
"Wearemakingfairprogress,everythingconsidered。Areyouwarmernow?"
"Yes——thankyou。"
Shesaidnomore,nordidI。Exceptforthesplashofthesprayandtheflappingofthelooseendsofthetarpaulin,itwasquietaboardtheComfort。Quiet,exceptforanoddsoundintheshadowbymyknee。Istoopedandlistened。
"MissColton,"Isaid,quickly。"Whatisit?"
Noanswer。YetIheardthesoundagain。
"Whatisit,MissColton?"Irepeated。"Whatisthematter?Whyareyoucrying?"
"I——IamNOTcrying,"indignantly。Andontheveryheelsofthedenialcameastifledsob。
Thatsobwenttomyheart。Agreatlumproseinmyownthroat。Mybrainseemedtobeturningtopsy—turvy。Amomentbeforeithadbeenfilledwithbitternessandresentmentandvengefulthoughts。
Nowthesehadvanishedandintheirplacecamecrowdingotherandvastlydifferentfeelings。Shewascrying,sobbingtherealoneinthedarkatmyfeet。AndIhadtreatedherlikeabrute!
"MissColton,"Ipleaded,inanagonyofrepentance,"whatisit?
IsthereanythingIcando?Areyoustillcold?Takethisothercoat,theoneIhaveon。Idon’tneedit,really。Iamquitewarm。"
"Iamnotcold。"
"But——"
"Oh,pleasedon’tspeaktome!PLEASE!"
Iclosedmylipstightlyandclutchedthewheelwithbothhands。
Oh,Ihadbeenabrute,abrute!Ishouldhaveknownthatshewasnotherself,thatshewasfrightenedandnervousanddistraught。I
shouldhavebeenconsiderateandforbearing。Ishouldhaverememberedthatshewasonlyagirl,hystericalandweak。InsteadIhad——
"MissColton,"Ibegged,"pleasedon’t。Please!"
Noanswer;onlyanothersob。Itriedagain。
"Ihavebeenacad,"Icried。"Ihavetreatedyouabominably。I
don’texpectyoutoforgiveme,but——"
"I——Iamsofrightened!"Theconfessionwasasoliloquy,Ithink;
notaddressedtomeatall。ButIhearditandforgoteverythingelse。Iletgoofthewheelaltogetherandbentoverher,bothhandsoutstretched,to——theLordknowswhat。Iwasnotresponsiblejustthen。
ButwhileIstillhesitated,whilemyhandswerestillintheairaboveher,beforetheytouchedher,Iwasbroughtbacktosanitywitharudeshock。Abarrelorsoofcoldwatercamepouringovertherailanddrenchedusboth。Thelaunch,beingleftwithoutahelmsman,hadswungintothetroughoftheseaandthiswastheresult。
Iamnotreallysurewhathappenedinthenextfewseconds。I
must,Iimagine,haveseizedthewheelwithonehandandmypassengerwiththeother。Atanyrate,whenthesmoke,sotospeak,hadcleared,theComfortwasheadedonheroldcourseoncemore,Iwasbackonthebenchbythewheel,MabelColton’sheadwasonmyshoulder,andIwastellingheroverandoverthatitwasallrightnow,therewasnodanger,wewereperfectlysafe,andvariousinanitiesofthatsort。
Shewasbreathingquickly,butshesobbednomore。Iwasgladofthat。
"Youaresureyouarenothurt?"Iasked,anxiously。
"Yes——yes,Ithinkso,"sheanswered,faintly。"Whatwasit?I——I
thoughtweweresinking。"
"SodidIforamoment。Itwasallmyfault,asusual。Iletgothewheel。"
"Didyou?Why?"
"Idon’tknowwhy。"Thiswasuntrue;Idid。"Butyouarewetthrough,"Iadded,remorsefully。"AndIhaven’tanotherdrywrapaboard。"
"Nevermind。YouareaswetasIam。"
"Yes,but_I_don’tmind。Iamusedtoit。Butyou——"
"Iamallright。Iwasalittlefaint,atfirst,Ithink,butIambetternow。"Sheraisedherheadandsatup。"Wherearewe?"sheasked。
"WearewithinafewmilesoftheWellmouthshore。ThatlightaheadistheMackerelIslandlight。Weshallbethereinalittlewhile。Thedangerisalmostover。"
Sheshivered。
"Youarecold!"Icried。"Ofcourseyouare!IfIonlyhadanothercoatorsomething。Itisallmyfault。"
"Don’tsaythat,"reproachfully。"WhereshouldIhavebeenifithadnotbeenforyou?Iwaspaddlingdirectlyouttowardthosedreadfulshoals。Thenyoucame,justasyouhavedonebefore,andsavedme。And,"inawonderingwhisper,"Iknewitwasyou!"
Ididnotaskherwhatshemeant;Iseemedtounderstandperfectly。
"Yes,"Isaid。
"ButItellyouIknewitwasyou,"sherepeated。"Ididnotknow——
Ididnotsuspectuntilthemomentbeforethecollision,beforethelaunchcameinsight——then,allatonce,Iknew。"
"Yes。ThatwaswhenIknew。"
Sheturnedandgazedatme。
"YOUknew?"shegasped,hyst
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