Bel Ami

第4章

Come,takethelamp."

Hecarriedthelampandtheyenteredthestudy.Madeleineleaned,againstthemantelpiece,andhavinglightedacigarette,toldhimthenewsandgavehimherplanofthearticle.Helistenedattentively,makingnotesasshespoke,andwhenshehadfinishedheraisedobjections,tookupthequestionand,inhisturn,developedanotherplan.Hiswifeceasedsmoking,forherinterestwasarousedinfollowingGeorges’slineofthought.Fromtimetotimeshemurmured:"Yes,yes;verygood——excellent——veryforcible——"Andwhenhehadfinishedspeaking,shesaid:"Nowletuswrite."

Itwasalwaysdifficultforhimtomakeabeginningandshewouldleanoverhisshoulderandwhisperthephrasesinhisear,thenhewouldaddafewlines;whentheirarticlewascompleted,Georgesre—

readit.BothheandMadeleinepronounceditadmirableandkissedoneanotherwithpassionateadmiration.

Thearticleappearedwiththesignatureof"G.duRoydeCantel,"

andmadeagreatsensation.M.Waltercongratulatedtheauthor,whosoonbecamecelebratedinpoliticalcircles.Hiswife,too,surprisedhimbytheingenuousnessofhermind,theclevernessofherwit,andthenumberofheracquaintances.Atalmostanytimeuponreturninghomehefoundinhissalonasenator,adeputy,amagistrate,orageneral,whotreatedMadeleinewithgravefamiliarity.

DeputyLaroche—Mathieu,whodinedatRueFontaineeveryTuesday,wasoneofthelargeststockholdersofM.Walter’spaperandthelatter’scolleagueandassociateinmanybusinesstransactions.DuRoyhoped,lateron,thatsomeofthebenefitspromisedbyhimtoForestiermightfalltohisshare.TheywouldbegiventoMadeleine’snewhusband——thatwasall——nothingwaschanged;evenhisassociatessometimescalledhimForestier,anditmadeDuRoyfuriousatthedead.Hegrewtohatetheveryname;itwastohimalmostaninsult.Evenathometheobsessioncontinued;theentirehouseremindedhimofCharles.

OneeveningDuRoy,wholikedsweetmeats,asked:

"Whydoweneverhavesweets?"

Hiswiferepliedpleasantly:"Ineverthinkofit,becauseCharlesdislikedthem."

Heinterruptedherwithanimpatientgesture:"DoyouknowIamgettingtiredofCharles?ItisCharleshere,Charlesthere,Charleslikedthis,Charleslikedthat.SinceCharlesisdead,lethimrestinpeace."

Madeleineascribedherhusband’sburstofillhumortopuerilejealousy,butshewasflatteredanddidnotreply.Onretiring,hauntedbythesamethought,heasked:

"DidCharleswearacottonnightcaptokeepthedraftoutofhisears?"

Sherepliedpleasantly:"No,alaceone!"

Georgesshruggedhisshouldersandsaidscornfully:"Whatabird!"

FromthattimeGeorgesnevercalledCharlesanythingbut"poorCharles,"withanaccentofinfinitepity.OneeveningasDuRoywassmokingacigaretteathiswindow,towardtheendofJune,theheatawokeinhimadesireforfreshair.Heasked:

"MylittleMade,wouldyouliketogoasfarastheBois?"

"Yes,certainly."

TheytookanopencarriageanddrovetotheAvenueduBoisdeBoulogne.Itwasasultryevening;ahostofcabslinedthedrive,onebehindanother.WhenthecarriagecontainingGeorgesandMadeleinereachedtheturningwhichledtothefortifications,theykissedoneanotherandMadeleinestammeredinconfusion:"WeareaschildishaswewereatRouen."

Theroadtheyfollowedwasnotsomuchfrequented,agentlebreezerustledtheleavesofthetrees,theskywasstuddedwithbrilliantstarsandGeorgesmurmured,ashepressedhiswifetohisbreast:

"Oh,mylittleMade."

Shesaidtohim:"DoyourememberhowgloomytheforestatCanteleuwas?Itseemedtomethatitwasfullofhorriblebeastsandthatitwasinterminable,whilehereitischarming.Onecanfeelthecaressingbreezes,andIknowthatSevresisontheotherside."

Hereplied:"Inourforeststherearenothingbutstags,foxes,roebucks,andboars,withhereandthereaforester’shouse."Hepausedforamomentandthenasked:"DidyoucomehereintheeveningwithCharlesoccasionally?"

Shereplied:"Frequently."

Hefeltadesiretoreturnhomeatonce.Forestier’simagehauntedhim,however;hecouldthinkofnothingelse.ThecarriagerolledontowardtheArcdeTriompheandjoinedthestreamofcarriagesreturninghome.AsGeorgesremainedsilent,hiswife,whodivinedhisthoughts,askedinhersoftvoice:"Ofwhatareyouthinking?

Forhalfanhouryouhavenotutteredaword."

Herepliedwithasneer:"Iamthinkingofallthosefoolswhokissoneanother,andIbelievetrulythatthereissomethingelsetobedoneinlife."

Shewhispered:"Yes,butitisnicesometimes!Itisnicewhenonehasnothingbettertodo."

Georges’thoughtswerebusywiththedead;hesaidtohimselfangrily:"Iamfoolishtoworry,totormentmyselfasIhavedone."

Afterremonstratingthuswithhimself,hefeltmorereconciledtothethoughtofForestier,andfeltlikeexclaiming:"Goodevening,oldfellow!"

Madeleine,whowasboredbyhissilence,asked:"ShallwegotoTortoni’sforicesbeforereturninghome?"

Heglancedatherfromhiscornerandthought:"Sheispretty;somuchthebetter.Titfortat,mycomrade.Butiftheybeginagaintoannoymewithyou,itwillgetsomewhathotattheNorthPole!"

Thenhereplied:"Certainly,mydarling,"andbeforeshehadtimetothinkhekissedher.ItseemedtoMadeleinethatherhusband’slipswereicy.Howeverhesmiledasusualandgaveherhishandtoassisthertoalightatthecafe.

CHAPTERXI.

MADAMEWALTERTAKESAHAND

Onenteringtheofficethefollowingday,DuRoysoughtBoisrenardandtoldhimtowarnhisassociatesnottocontinuethefarceofcallinghimForestier,ortherewouldbewar.WhenDuRoyreturnedanhourlater,noonecalledhimbythatname.Fromtheofficeheproceededtohishome,andhearingthesoundofladies’voicesinthedrawing—room,heaskedtheservant:"Whoishere?"

"Mme.WalterandMme.deMarelle,"wasthereply.

Hisheartpulsatedviolentlyasheopenedthedoor.Clotildewasseatedbythefireplace;itseemedtoGeorgesthatsheturnedpaleonperceivinghim.

HavinggreetedMme.Walterandhertwodaughtersseatedlikesentinelsbesideher,heturnedtohisformermistress.Sheextendedherhand;hetookandpresseditasiftosay:"Iloveyoustill!"

Shereturnedthepressure.

Hesaid:"Haveyoubeenwellsincewelastmet?"

"Yes;haveyou,Bel—Ami?"AndturningtoMadeleinesheadded:"WillyoupermitmetocallhimBel—Ami?"

"Certainly,mydear;Iwillpermitanythingyouwish."

Ashadeofironylurkedbeneaththosewords,utteredsopleasantly.

Mme.Waltermentionedafencing—matchtobegivenatJacquesRival’sapartments,theproceedstobedevotedtocharities,andinwhichmanysocietyladiesweregoingtoassist.Shesaid:"Itwillbeveryentertaining;butIamindespair,forwehavenoonetoescortus,myhusbandhavinganengagement."

DuRoyofferedhisservicesatonce.Sheaccepted,saying:"MydaughtersandIshallbeverygrateful."

Heglancedattheyoungerofthetwogirlsandthought:"LittleSuzanneisnotatallbad,notatall."

Sheresembledadoll,beingverysmallanddainty,withawell—

proportionedform,apretty,delicateface,blue—grayeyes,afairskin,andcurly,flaxenhair.Hereldersister,Rose,wasplain——oneofthosegirlstowhomnoattentioniseverpaid.Hermotherrose,andturningtoGeorges,said:"IshallcountonyounextThursdayattwoo’clock."

Hereplied:"Countuponme,Madame."

WhenthedoorcloseduponMme.Walter,Mme.deMarelle,inherturn,rose.

"Aurevoir,Bel—Ami."

Thistimeshepressedhishandandhewasmovedbythatsilentavowal."Iwillgotoseeherto—morrow,"thoughthe.

Leftalonewithhiswife,shelaughed,andlookingintohiseyessaid:"Mme.Walterhastakenafancytoyou!"

Herepliedincredulously:"Nonsense!"

"ButIknowit.Shespokeofyoutomewithgreatenthusiasm.Shesaidshewouldliketofindtwohusbandslikeyouforherdaughters.

Fortunatelysheisnotsusceptibleherself."

Hedidnotunderstandherandrepeated:"Susceptibleherself?"

Sherepliedinatoneofconviction:"Oh,Mme.Walterisirreproachable.HerhusbandyouknowaswellasI.Butsheisdifferent.StillshehassufferedagreatdealinhavingmarriedaJew,thoughshehasbeentruetohim;sheisavirtuouswoman."

DuRoywassurprised:"IthoughtheraJewess."

"SheaJewess!No,indeed!SheistheprimemoverinallthecharitablemovementsattheMadeleine.Shewasevenmarriedbyapriest.IamnotsurebutthatM.Walterwentthroughtheformofbaptism."

Georgesmurmured:"And——she——likes——me——"

"Yes.IfyouwerenotmarriedIshouldadviseyoutoaskforthehandof——Suzanne——wouldyounotpreferhertoRose?"

Herepliedashetwistedhismustache:"Eh!themotherisnotsobad!"

Madeleinereplied:"Iamnotafraidofher.Atherageonedoesnotbegintomakeconquests——oneshouldcommencesooner."

Georgesthought:"IfImighthavehadSuzanne,ah!"Thenheshruggedhisshoulders:"Bah,itisabsurd;herfatherwouldnothaveconsented."

HedeterminedtotreatMme.Walterveryconsideratelyinordertoretainherregard.AllthateveninghewashauntedbyrecollectionsofhisloveforClotilde;herecalledtheirescapades,herkindness.

Herepeatedtohimself:"Sheisindeednice.Yes,Ishallcalluponherto—morrow."

WhenhehadlunchedthefollowingmorningherepairedtoRueVerneuil.Thesamemaidopenedthedoor,andwiththefamiliarityofanoldservantsheasked:"IsMonsieurwell?"

Hereplied:"Yes,mychild,"andenteredthedrawing—roominwhichsomeonewaspractisingscales.ItwasLaurine.Heexpectedshewouldfalluponhisneck.She,however,roseceremoniously,bowedcoldly,andlefttheroomwithdignity;hermannerwassomuchlikethatofanoutragedwomanthathewasamazed.Hermotherentered.Hekissedherhand.

"HowmuchIhavethoughtofyou,"saidhe.

"AndIofyou,"shereplied.

Theyseatedthemselvesandsmiledastheygazedintooneanother’seyes.

"MydearlittleClo,Iloveyou."

"AndIloveyou."

"Still——still——youdidnotmissme."

"Yesandno.Iwasgrieved,butwhenIheardyourreason,Isaidtomyself:’Bah,hewillreturntomesomeday.’"

"Idarednotcome.IdidnotknowhowIshouldbereceived.Idarednot,butIlongedtocome.Now,tellmewhatailsLaurine;shescarcelybademegoodmorningandlefttheroomwithanangryair."

"Idonotknow,butonecannotmentionyoutohersinceyourmarriage;Ireallybelievesheisjealous."

"Nonsense."

"Yes,mydear,shenolongercallsyouBel—Ami,butM.Forestierinstead."

DuRoycolored,thendrawingnearertheyoungwoman,hesaid:"Kissme."

Sheobeyedhim.

"Wherecanwemeetagain?"heasked.

"AtRuedeConstantinople."

"Ah,aretheapartmentsnotrented?"

"No,Ikeptthem."

"Youdid?"

"Yes,Ithoughtyouwouldreturn."

Hisheartboundedjoyfully.Shelovedhimthenwithalastinglove!

Hewhispered:"Iadoreyou."Thenheasked:"Isyourhusbandwell?"

"Yes,verywell.Hehasjustbeenhomeforamonth;hewentawaythedaybeforeyesterday."

DuRoycouldnotsuppressasmile:"Howopportunelythatalwayshappens!"

Sherepliednaively:"Yes,ithappensopportunely,butheisnotinthewaywhenheishere;ishe?"

"Thatistrue;heisacharmingman!"

"Howdoyoulikeyournewlife?"

"Tolerably;mywifeisacomrade,anassociate,nothingmore;asformyheart——"

"Iunderstand;butsheisgood."

"Yes,shedoesnottroubleme."

HedrewnearClotildeandmurmured:"Whenshallwemeetagain?"

"To—morrow,ifyouwill."

"Yes,to—morrowattwoo’clock."

Herosetotakehisleavesomewhatembarrassed.

"YouknowIintendtotakebacktheroomsonRuedeConstantinoplemyself.Iwishto;itisnotnecessaryforyoutopayforthem."

Shekissedhishands,saying:"Youmaydoasyoulike.Iamsatisfiedtohavekeptthemuntilwemetagain."AndDuRoytookhisleaveverywellsatisfied.

WhenThursdaycame,heaskedMadeleine:"Aregoingtothefencing—

matchatRival’s?"

"No,Idonotcareaboutit.Iwillgotothechamberofdeputies."

GeorgescalledforMme.Walterinanopencarriage,fortheweatherwasdelightful.Hewassurprisedtofindherlookingsohandsomeandsoyoung.Neverhadsheappearedsofresh.Herdaughter,Suzanne,wasdressedinpink;hersisterlookedlikehergoverness.AtRival’sdoorwasalonglineofcarriages.DuRoyofferedhisarmtoMme.Walterandtheyentered.

TheentertainmentwasforthebenefitoftheorphansoftheSixthWardunderthepatronageofallthewilesofthesenatorsanddeputieswhowereconnectedwith"LaVieFrancaise."

JacquesRivalreceivedthearrivalsattheentrancetohisapartments,thenhepointedtoasmallstaircasewhichledtothecellarinwhichwerehisshooting—galleryandfencing—room,saying:

"Downstairs,ladies,downstairs.Thematchwilltakeplaceinthesubterraneanapartments."

PressingDuRoy’shand,hesaid:"Goodevening,Bel—Ami."

DuRoywassurprised:"Whotoldyouaboutthatname?"

Rivalreplied:"Mme.Walter,whothinksitverypretty."

Mme.Walterblushed.

"Yes,IconfessthatifIknewyoubetter,IshoulddoaslittleLaurine,andIshouldcallyouBel—Ami,too.Itsuitsyouadmirably."

DuRoylaughed."Ibegyoutodoso,Madame."

Shecastdownhereyes."No,wearenotwellenoughacquainted."

Hemurmured:"Permitmetohopethatweshallbecomeso."

"Well,weshallsee,"saidshe.

Theydescendedthestairsandenteredalargeroom,whichwaslightedbyVenetianlanternsanddecoratedwithfestoonsofgauze.

Nearlyallthebencheswerefilledwithladies,whowerechattingasiftheywereatatheater.Mme.Walterandherdaughtersreachedtheirseatsinthefrontrow.

DuRoy,havingobtainedtheirplacesforthem,whispered:"Ishallbeobligedtoleaveyou;mencannotoccupytheseats."

Mme.Walterrepliedhesitatingly:"Ishouldliketokeepyou,justthesame.Youcouldtellmethenamesoftheparticipants.See,ifyoustandattheendoftheseat,youwillnotannoyanyone."Sheraisedherlarge,softeyestohisandinsisted:"Come,staywithus——Bel—Ami——weneedyou!"

Hereplied:"Iobeywithpleasure,Madame!"

SuddenlyJacquesRival’svoiceannounced:"Wewillbegin,ladies."

Thenfollowedthefencing—match.DuRoyretainedhisplacebesidetheladiesandgavethemallthenecessaryinformation.Whentheentertainmentwasoverandallexpenseswerepaid,twohundredandtwentyfrancsremainedfortheorphansoftheSixthWard.

DuRoy,escortingtheWalters,awaitedhiscarriage.WhenseatedfacetofacewithMme.Walter,hemethertroubledbutcaressingglance.

"Egad,Ibelievesheisaffected,"thoughthe;andhesmiledasherecognizedthefactthathewasreallysuccessfulwiththefemalesex,forMme.deMarelle,sincetherenewaloftheirrelations,seemedtolovehimmadly.

Withalighthearthereturnedhome.Madeleinewasawaitinghiminthedrawing—room.

"Ihavesomenews,"saidshe."TheaffairwithMoroccoisbecomingcomplicated.Francemaysendanexpeditionoutthereinseveralmonths.InanycasetheministrywillbeoverthrownandLarochewillprofitbytheoccasion."

DuRoy,inordertodrawouthiswife,pretendednottobelieveit.

"FrancewouldnotbesillyenoughtocommenceanyfollywithTunis!"

Sheshruggedhershouldersimpatiently."Itellyoushewill!Youdonotunderstandthatitisaquestionofmoney——youareassimpleasForestier."

Herobjectwastowoundandirritatehim,butheonlysmiledandreplied:"What!assimpleasthatstupidfellow?"

Sheceasedandmurmured:"Oh,Georges!"

Headded:"Poordevil!"inatoneofprofoundpity.

Madeleineturnedherbackuponhimscornfully;afteramomentofsilence,shecontinued:"WeshallhavesomecompanyTuesday.Mme.

Laroche—MathieuiscomingheretodinewithViscountessdePercemur.

WillyouinviteRivalandNorbertdeVarenne?IshallgotoMmes.

WalteranddeMarelleto—morrow.Perhaps,too,wemayhaveMme.

Rissolin."

DuRoyreplied:"Verywell,IwillseetoRivalandNorbert."

Thefollowingdayhethoughthewouldanticipatehiswife’svisittoMme.Walterandattempttofindoutifshereallywasinlovewithhim.HearrivedatBoulevardMalesherbesattwoo’clock.Hewasusheredintothesalonandwaited.FinallyMme.Walterappearedandofferedhimherhandcordially."Whatgoodwindblowsyouhere?"

"Nogoodwind,butadesiretoseeyou.Somepowerhasimpelledmehither,Idonotknowwhy;IhavenothingtosayexceptthatIhavecome;hereIam!Pardonthemorningcallandthecandorofmyexplanation."

Heutteredthosewordswithasmileuponhislipsandaseriousaccentinhisvoice.

Inherastonishment,shestammeredwithablush:"Butindeed——Idonotunderstand——yousurpriseme."

Headded:"Itisadeclarationmadeinjestinordernottostartleyou."

Theywereseatedneareachother.Shetookthematterasajest."Isitadeclaration——seriously?"

"Yes,foralongtimeIhavewishedtomakeit,butIdarednot;

theysayyouaresoaustere,sorigid."

Shehadrecoveredherself—possessionandreplied:

"Whydidyouchooseto—day?"

"Idonotknow."Thenheloweredhisvoice:"OrratherbecauseI

havethoughtonlyofyousinceyesterday."

Suddenlyturningpale,shegasped:"Come,enoughofthischildishness!Letustalkofsomethingelse."

Buthefelluponhiskneesbeforeher.Shetriedtorise;hepreventedherbytwininghisarmsaboutherwaist,andrepeatedinapassionatevoice:"Yes,itistruethatIhavelovedyoumadlyforsometime.Donotanswerme.Iammad——Iloveyou.Oh,ifyouknewhowIloveyou!"

Shecouldutternosound;inheragitationsherepulsedhimwithbothhands,forshecouldfeelhisbreathuponhercheek.Herosesuddenlyandattemptedtoembraceher,butgainingherlibertyforamoment,sheescapedhimandranfromchairtochair.He,consideringsuchpursuitbeneathhisdignity,sankintoachair,buriedhisfaceinhishands,andfeignedtosobconvulsively.Thenherose,cried:

"Adieu,adieu!"andfled.

Inthehallhetookhiscanecalmlyandleftthehousesaying:

"Cristi!Ibelieveshelovesme!"

HewentatoncetothetelegraphofficetosendamessagetoClotilde,appointingarendezvousforthenextday.

Onenteringthehouseathisusualtime,hesaidtohiswife:"Well,iseveryonecomingtodinner?"

Shereplied:"Yes,allbutMme.Walter,whoisuncertainastowhethershecancome.Sheactedverystrangely.Nevermind,perhapsshecanmanageitanyway."

Hereplied:"Shewillcome."

Hewasnot,however,certainandwasrendereduneasyuntilthedayofthedinner.ThatmorningMadeleinereceivedamessagefromMme.

Waltertothiseffect:"IhavesucceededinarrangingmattersandI

shallbewithyou,butmyhusbandcannotaccompanyme."

DuRoythought:"Ididrightnottoreturnthere.Shehascalmeddown."Stillheawaitedherarrivalanxiously.

Sheappearedverycomposed,somewhatreserved,andhaughty.Hewasveryhumble,verycareful,andsubmissive.Mmes.Laroche—MathieuandRissolinwereaccompaniedbytheirhusbands.Mme.deMarellelookedbewitchinginanoddcombinationofyellowandblack.

AtDuRoy’srightsatMme.Walter,andhespoketoheronlyofseriousmatterswithexaggeratedrespect.FromtimetotimeheglancedatClotilde.

"Sheisreallyveryprettyandfreshlooking,"thoughthe.ButMme.

Walterattractedhimbythedifficultyoftheconquest.Shetookherleaveearly.

"Iwillescortyou,"saidhe.

Shedeclinedhisoffer.Heinsisted:"Whydoyounotwantme?Youwoundmedeeply.DonotletmefeelthatIamnotforgiven.YouseethatIamcalm."

Shereplied:"Youcannotleaveyourgueststhus."

Hesmiled:"Bah!Ishallbeabsenttwentyminutes.Noonewillevennoticeit;ifyourefuseme,youwillbreakmyheart."

"Verywell,"shewhispered,"Iwillaccept."

Whentheywereseatedinthecarriage,heseizedherhand,andkissingitpassionatelysaid:"Iloveyou,Iloveyou.Letmetellittoyou.Iwillnottouchyou.IonlywishtorepeatthatIloveyou."

Shestammered:"Afterwhatyoupromisedme——itistoobad——toobad."

Heseemedtomakeagreateffort,thenhecontinuedinasubduedvoice:"See,howIcancontrolmyself——andyet——letmeonlytellyouthis——Iloveyou——yes,letmegohomewithyouandkneelbeforeyoufiveminutestoutterthosethreewordsandgazeuponyourbelovedface."

Shesufferedhimtotakeherhandandrepliedinbrokenaccents:

"No,Icannot——Idonotwishto.Thinkofwhatmyservants,mydaughters,wouldsay——no——no——itisimpossible."

Hecontinued:"Icannotlivewithoutseeingyou;whetheritbeatyourhouseorelsewhere,ImustseeyouforonlyamomenteachdaythatImaytouchyourhand,breathetheairstirredbyyourgown,contemplatetheoutlinesofyourform,andseeyourbeautifuleyes."

Shelistenedtremblinglytothemusicallanguageoflove,andmadeanswer:"No,itisimpossible.Besilent!"

Hespokeverylow;hewhisperedinherear,comprehendingthatitwasnecessarytowinthatsimplewomangradually,topersuadehertoappointameetingwhereshewilledatfirst,andlateronwherehewilled.

"Listen:Imustseeyou!Iwillwaitatyourdoorlikeabeggar.Ifyoudonotcomedown,Iwillcometoyou,butIshallseeyouto—

morrow."

Sherepeated:"No,donotcome.Ishallnotreceiveyou.Thinkofmydaughters!"

"ThentellmewhereIcanmeetyou——inthestreet——itmattersnotwhere——atanyhouryouwish——providedthatIcanseeyou.Iwillgreetyou;Iwillsay,Iloveyou;andthengoaway."

Shehesitated,almostdistracted.Asthecoupestoppedatthedoor,shewhisperedhastily:"IwillbeatLaTriniteto—morrow,athalfpastthree."

Afteralighting,shesaidtohercoachman:"TakeM.duRoyhome."

Whenhereturned,hiswifeasked:"Wherehaveyoubeen?"

Herepliedinalowvoice:"Ihavebeentosendanimportanttelegram."

Mme.deMarelleapproachedhim:"Youmusttakemehome,Bel—Ami;youknowthatIonlydinesofarfromhomeonthatcondition."TurningtoMadeleine,sheasked:"Youarenotjealous?"

Mme.duRoyrepliedslowly:"No,notatall."

Theguestsdeparted.Clotilde,envelopedinlaces,whisperedtoMadeleineatthedoor:"Yourdinnerwasperfect.InashortwhileyouwillhavethebestpoliticalsaloninParis."

WhenshewasalonewithGeorges,shesaid:"Oh,mydarlingBel—Ami,Iloveyoumoredearlyeveryday."

Thecabrolledon,andGeorges’thoughtswerewithMme.Walter.

CHAPTERXII.

AMEETINGANDTHERESULT

TheJulysunshoneuponthePlacedelaTrinite,whichwasalmostdeserted.DuRoydrewouthiswatch.Itwasonlythreeo’clock:hewashalfanhourtooearly.Helaughedashethoughtoftheplaceofmeeting.HeenteredthesacrededificeofLaTrinite;thecoolnesswithinwasrefreshing.Hereandthereanoldwomankneeledatprayer,herfaceinherhands.DuRoylookedathiswatchagain.Itwasnotyetaquarterpastthree.Hetookaseat,regrettingthathecouldnotsmoke.Attheendofthechurchnearthechoir;hecouldhearthemeasuredtreadofacorpulentmanwhomhehadnoticedwhenheentered.Suddenlytherustleofagownmadehimstart.Itwasshe.Hearoseandadvancedquickly.Shedidnotofferhimherhandandwhispered:"Ihaveonlyafewminutes.Youmustkneelnearmethatnoonewillnoticeus."

SheproceededtoasideaisleaftersalutingtheHostontheHighAltar,tookafootstool,andkneeleddown.Georgestookonebesideitandwhentheywereintheattitudeofprayer,hesaid:"Thankyou,thankyou.Iadoreyou.IshouldliketotellyouconstantlyhowIbegantoloveyou,howIwasconqueredthefirsttimeIsawyou.Willyoupermitmesomedaytounburdenmyheart,toexplainalltoyou?"

Sherepliedbetweenherfingers:"Iammadtoletyouspeaktomethus——madtohavecomehither——madtodoasIhavedone,toletyoubelievethatthis——thisadventurecanhaveanyresults.Forgetit,andneverspeaktomeofitagain."Shepaused.

Hereplied:"Iexpectnothing——Ihopenothing——Iloveyou——whateveryoumaydo,Iwillrepeatitsooften,withsomuchforceandardorthatyouwillfinallyunderstandme,andreply:’Iloveyoutoo.’"

Hefeltherframetrembleassheinvoluntarilyrepeated:"Iloveyoutoo."

Hewasovercomebyastonishment.

"Oh,myGod!"shecontinuedincoherently,"ShouldIsaythattoyou?

Ifeelguilty,despicable——I——whohavetwodaughters——butIcannot——

cannot——Ineverthought——itwasstrongerthanI——listen——listen——I

haveneverloved——anyother——butyou——Iswearit——Ihavelovedyouayearinsecret——Ihavesufferedandstruggled——Icannolonger;I

loveyou."Sheweptandherbowedformwasshakenbytheviolenceofheremotion.

Georgesmurmured:"GivemeyourhandthatImaytouch,maypressit."

Sheslowlytookherhandfromherface,heseizeditsaying:"I

shouldliketodrinkyourtears!"

Placingthehandhehelduponhisheartheasked:"Doyoufeelitbeat?"

InafewmomentsthemanGeorgeshadnoticedbeforepassedbythem.

WhenMme.Walterheardhimnearher,shesnatchedherfingersfromGeorges’sclaspandcoveredherfacewiththem.Afterthemanhaddisappeared,DuRoyasked,hopingforanotherplaceofmeetingthanLaTrinite:"WhereshallIseeyouto—morrow?"

Shedidnotreply;sheseemedtransformedintoastatueofprayer.

Hecontinued:"ShallImeetyouto—morrowatParkMonceau?"

Sheturnedalividfacetowardhimandsaidunsteadily:"Leaveme——

leavemenow——go——goaway——foronlyfiveminutes——Isuffertoomuchnearyou.Iwanttopray——go.Letmeprayalone——fiveminutes——letmeaskGod——topardonme——tosaveme——leaveme——fiveminutes."

Shelookedsopitifulthatherosewithoutawordandaskedwithsomehesitation:"ShallIreturnpresently?"

Shenoddedherheadintheaffirmativeandhelefther.Shetriedtopray;sheclosedhereyesinordernottoseeGeorges.Shecouldnotpray;shecouldonlythinkofhim.Shewouldratherhavediedthanhavefallenthus;shehadneverbeenweak.Shemurmuredseveralwordsofsupplication;sheknewthatallwasover,thatthestrugglewasinvain.Shedidnothoweverwishtoyield,butshefeltherweakness.Someoneapproachedwitharapidstep;sheturnedherhead.Itwasapriest.Sherose,rantowardhim,andclaspingherhands,shecried:"Saveme,saveme!"

Hestoppedinsurprise.

"Whatdoyouwant,Madame?"

"Iwantyoutosaveme.Havepityonme.Ifyoudonothelpme,Iamlost!"

Hegazedather,wonderingifsheweremad.

"WhatcanIdoforyou?"Thepriestwasayoungmansomewhatinclinedtocorpulence.

"Receivemyconfession,"saidshe,"andcounselme,sustainme,tellmewhattodo."

Hereplied:"IconfesseverySaturdayfromthreetosix."

Seizinghisarmsherepeated:"No,now,atonce——atonce!Itisnecessary!Heishere!Inthischurch!Heiswaitingforme."

Thepriestasked:"Whoiswaitingforyou?"

"Aman——whowillbemyruinifyoudonotsaveme.Icannolongerescapehim——Iamtooweak——tooweak,"

Shefelluponherkneessobbing:"Oh,father,havepityuponme.

Saveme,forGod’ssake,saveme!"Sheseizedhisgownthathemightnotescapeher,whileheuneasilyglancedaroundonallsidestoseeifanyonenoticedthewomanathisfeet.Finally,seeingthathecouldnotfreehimselffromher,hesaid:"Rise;Ihavethekeytotheconfessionalwithme."

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DuRoyhavingwalkedaroundthechoir,wassaunteringdownthenave,whenhemetthestout,boldmanwanderingabout,andhewondered:

"Whatcanhebedoinghere?"

ThemanslackenedhispaceandlookedatGeorgeswiththeevidentdesiretospeaktohim.Whenhewasnearhim,hebowedandsaidpolitely:

"Ibegyourpardon,sir,fordisturbingyou;butcanyoutellmewhenthischurchwasbuilt?"

DuRoyreplied:"Idonotknow;Ithinkitistwentyortwenty—fiveyears.ItisthefirsttimeIhavebeenhere.Ihaveneverseenitbefore."Feelinginterestedinthestranger,thejournalistcontinued:"Itseemstomethatyouareexaminingintoitverycarefully."

Themanreplied:"Iamnotvisitingthechurch;Ihaveanappointment."Hepausedandinafewmomentsadded:"Itisverywarmoutside."

DuRoylookedathimandsuddenlythoughtthatheresembledForestier."Areyoufromtheprovinces?"heasked.

"Yes,IamfromRennes.Anddidyou,sir,enterthischurchfromcuriosity?"

"No,Iamwaitingforalady."Andwithasmileuponhislips,hewalkedaway.

HedidnotfindMme.Walterintheplaceinwhichhehadlefther,andwassurprised.Shehadgone.Hewasfurious.Thenhethoughtshemightbelookingforhim,andhewalkedaroundthechurch.Notfindingher,hereturnedandseatedhimselfonthechairshehadoccupied,hopingthatshewouldrejoinhimthere.Soonheheardthesoundofavoice.Hesawnoone;whencecameit?Herosetoexamineintoit,andsawinachapelnearby,thedoorsoftheconfessionals.Hedrewnearerinordertoseethewomanwhosevoiceheheard.HerecognizedMme.Walter;shewasconfessing.Atfirsthefeltadesiretoseizeherbythearmanddragheraway;thenheseatedhimselfnearbyandbidedhistime.Hewaitedquiteawhile.

AtlengthMme.Walterrose,turned,sawhimandcametowardhim.Herfacewascoldandsevere.

"Sir,"saidshe,"Ibeseechyounottoaccompanyme,nottofollowmeandnottocometomyhousealone.Youwillnotbeadmitted.

Adieu!"Andshewalkedawayinadignifiedmanner.

Hepermittedhertogo,becauseitwasagainsthisprinciplestoforcematters.Asthepriestinhisturnissuedfromtheconfessional,headvancedtowardhimandsaid:"Ifyoudidnotwearagown,Iwouldgiveyouasoundthrashing."Thenheturneduponhisheelandleftthechurchwhistling.Inthedoorwayhemetthestoutgentleman.WhenDuRoypassedhim,theybowed.

Thejournalistthenrepairedtotheofficeof"LaVieFrancaise."Asheenteredhesawbytheclerks’busyairthatsomethingofimportancewasgoingon,andhehastenedtothemanager’sroom.ThelatterexclaimedjoyfullyasDuRoyentered:"Whatluck!hereisBel—Ami."

Hestoppedinconfusionandapologized:"Ibegyourpardon,Iamverymuchbotheredbycircumstances.AndthenIhearmywifeanddaughtercallyouBel—Amifrommorninguntilnight,andIhaveacquiredthehabitmyself.Areyoudispleased?"

Georgeslaughed."Notatall."

M.Waltercontinued:"Verywell,thenIwillcallyouBel—Amiaseveryoneelsedoes.Greatchangeshavetakenplace.Theministryhasbeenoverthrown.Marrotistoformanewcabinet.HehaschosenGeneralBoutind’Acreasministerofwar,andourfriendLaroche—

Mathieuasministerofforeignaffairs.Weshallbeverybusy.I

mustwritealeadingarticle,asimpledeclarationofprinciples;

thenImusthavesomethinginterestingontheMoroccoquestion——youmustattendtothat."

DuRoyreflectedamomentandthenreplied:"Ihaveit.IwillgiveyouanarticleonthepoliticalsituationofourAfricancolony,"

andheproceededtoprepareM.Walteranoutlineofhiswork,whichwasnothingbutamodificationofhisfirstarticleon"SouvenirsofaSoldierinAfrica."

Themanagerhavingreadthearticlesaid:"Itisperfect;youareatreasure.Manythanks."

DuRoyreturnedhometodinnerdelightedwithhisday,notwithstandinghisfailureatLaTrinite.Hiswifewasawaitinghimanxiously.Sheexclaimedonseeinghim:

"YouknowthatLarocheisministerofforeignaffairs."

"Yes,Ihavejustwrittenanarticleonthatsubject."

"How?"

"Doyourememberthefirstarticlewewroteon’SouvenirsofaSoldierinAfrica’?Well,Irevisedandcorrecteditfortheoccasion."

Shesmiled."Ah,yes,thatwilldoverywell."

Atthatmomenttheservantenteredwithadispatchcontainingthesewordswithoutanysignature:

"Iwasbesidemyself.Pardonmeandcometo—morrowatfouro’clocktoParkMonceau."

Heunderstoodthemessage,andwithajoyfulheart,slippedthetelegramintohispocket.Duringdinnerherepeatedthewordstohimself;asheinterpretedthem,theymeant,"Iyield——Iamyourswhereandwhenyouwill."Helaughed.

Madeleineasked:"Whatisit?"

"Nothingmuch.IwasthinkingofacomicaloldpriestImetashortwhilesince."

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DuRoyarrivedattheappointedhourthefollowingday.Thebencheswerealloccupiedbypeopletryingtoescapefromtheheatandbynurseswiththeircharges.

HefoundMme.Walterinalittleantiqueruin;sheseemedunhappyandanxious.Whenhehadgreetedher,shesaid:"Howmanypeoplethereareinthegarden!"

Hetookadvantageoftheoccasion:"Yes,thatistrue;shallwegosomewhereelse?"

"Where?"

"Itmattersnotwhere;foradrive,forinstance.Youcanlowertheshadeonyoursideandyouwillbewellconcealed."

"Yes,Ishouldlikethatbetter;Ishalldieoffearhere."

"Verywell,meetmeinfiveminutesatthegatewhichopensontheboulevard.Iwillfetchacab."

Whentheywereseatedinthecab,sheasked:"Wheredidyoutellthecoachmantodriveto?"

Georgesreplied:"Donotworry;heknows."

HehadgiventhemanhisaddressontheRuedeConstantinople.

Mme.WaltersaidtoDuRoy:"YoucannotimaginehowIsufferonyouraccount——howIamtormented,tortured.YesterdayIwasharsh,butI

wantedtoescapeyouatanyprice.Iwasafraidtoremainalonewithyou.Haveyouforgivenme?"

Hepressedherhand."Yes,yes,whyshouldInotforgiveyou,lovingyouasIdo?"

Shelookedathimwithabeseechingair:"Listen:Youmustpromisetorespectme,otherwiseIcouldneverseeyouagain."

Atfirsthedidnotreply;asmilelurkedbeneathhismustache;thenhemurmured:"Iamyourslave."

Shetoldhimhowshehaddiscoveredthatshelovedhim,onlearningthathewastomarryMadeleineForestier.Suddenlysheceasedspeaking.Thecarriagestopped.DuRoyopenedthedoor.

"Wherearewe?"sheasked.

Hereplied:"Alightandenterthehouse.Weshallbeundisturbedthere."

"Wherearewe?"sherepeated.

"Atmyrooms;theyaremybachelorapartmentswhichIhaverentedforafewdaysthatwemighthaveacornerinwhichtomeet."

Sheclungtothecab,startledatthethoughtofatete—a—tete,andstammered:"No,no,Idonotwantto."

Hesaidfirmly:"Isweartorespectyou.Come,youseethatpeoplearelookingatus,thatacrowdisgatheringaroundus.Makehaste!"

Andherepeated,"Isweartorespectyou."

Shewasterror—strickenandrushedintothehouse.Shewasabouttoascendthestairs.Heseizedherarm:"Itishere,onthegroundfloor."

Whenhehadclosedthedoor,heshoweredkissesuponherneck,hereyes,herlips;inspiteofherself,shesubmittedtohiscaressesandevenreturnedthem,hidingherfaceandmurmuringinbrokenaccents:"IswearthatIhaveneverhadalover";whilehethought:

"Thatisamatterofindifferencetome."

CHAPTERXIII.

MADAMEDEMARELLE

Autumnhadcome.TheDuRoyshadspenttheentiresummerinParis,leadingavigorouscampaignin"LaVieFrancaise,"infavorofthenewcabinet.AlthoughitwasonlytheearlypartofOctober,thechamberwasabouttoresumeitssessions,foraffairsinMoroccowerebecomingmenacing.ThecelebratedspeechmadebyCountdeLambertSarrazinhadfurnishedDuRoywithmaterialfortenarticlesontheAlgeriancolony."LaVieFrancaise"hadgainedconsiderableprestigebyitsconnectionwiththepower;itwasthefirsttogivepoliticalnews,andeverynewspaperinParisandtheprovincessoughtinformationfromit.Itwasquoted,feared,andbegantoberespected:itwasnolongertheorganofagroupofpoliticalintriguers,buttheavowedmouthpieceofthecabinet.Laroche—

MathieuwasthesoulofthejournalandDuRoyhisspeaking—trumpet.

M.Walterretireddiscreetlyintothebackground.Madeleine’ssalonbecameaninfluentialcenterinwhichseveralmembersofthecabinetmeteveryweek.Thepresidentofthecouncilhadevendinedtheretwice;theministerofforeignaffairswasquiteathomeattheDuRoys;hecameatanyhour,bringingdispatchesorinformation,whichhedictatedeithertothehusbandorwifeasiftheywerehissecretaries.Aftertheministerhaddeparted,whenDuRoywasalonewithMadeleine,heutteredthreatsandinsinuationsagainstthe"parvenu,"ashecalledhim.Hiswifesimplyshruggedhershouldersscornfully,repeating:"Becomeaministerandyoucandothesame;

untilthen,besilent."

Hisreplywas:"NooneknowsofwhatIamcapable;perhapstheywillfindoutsomeday."

Sheansweredphilosophically:"Hewholiveswillsee."

ThemorningofthereopeningoftheChamber,DuRoylunchedwithLaroche—Mathieuinordertoreceiveinstructionsfromhim,beforethesession,forapoliticalarticlethefollowingdayin"LaVieFrancaise,"whichwastobeasortofofficialdeclarationoftheplansofthecabinet.AfterlisteningtoLaroche—Mathieu’seloquenceforsometimewithjealousyinhisheart,DuRoysaunteredslowlytowardtheofficetocommencehiswork,forhehadnothingtodountilfouro’clock,atwhichhourhewastomeetMme.deMarelleatRuedeConstantinople.Theymetthereregularlytwiceaweek,MondaysandWednesdays.

Onenteringtheoffice,hewashandedasealeddispatch;itwasfromMme.Walter,andreadthus:

"ItisabsolutelynecessarythatIshouldseeyouto—day.Itisimportant.Expectmeattwoo’clockatRuedeConstantinople.I

canrenderyouagreatservice;yourfrienduntildeath,"

"VIRGINIE."

Heexclaimed:"Heavens!whatabore!"andlefttheofficeatonce,toomuchannoyedtowork.

ForsixweekshehadineffectuallytriedtobreakwithMme.Walter.

Atthreesuccessivemeetingsshehadbeenapreytoremorse,andhadoverwhelmedherloverwithreproaches.Angeredbythosescenesandalreadywearyofthedramaticwoman,hehadsimplyavoidedher,hopingthattheaffairwouldendinthatway.

Butshepersecutedhimwithheraffection,summonedhimatalltimesbytelegramstomeetheratstreetcorners,inshops,orpublicgardens.Shewasverydifferentfromwhathehadfanciedshewouldbe,tryingtoattracthimbyactionsridiculousinoneofherage.

Itdisgustedhimtohearhercallhim:"Myrat——mydog——mytreasure—

—myjewel——myblue—bird"——andtoseeherassumeakindofchildishmodestywhenheapproached.Itseemedtohimthatbeingthemotherofafamily,awomanoftheworld,sheshouldhavebeenmoresedate,andhaveyieldedWithtearsifshechose,butwiththetearsofaDidoandnotofaJuliette.Heneverheardhercallhim"Littleone"

or"Baby,"withoutwishingtoreply"Oldwoman,"totakehishatwithanoathandleavetheroom.

AtfirsttheyhadoftenmetatRuedeConstantinople,butDuRoy,whofearedanencounterwithMme.deMarelle,inventedathousandandonepretextsinordertoavoidthatrendezvous.Hewasthereforeobligedtoeitherlunchordineatherhousedaily,whenshewouldclasphishandundercoverofthetableorofferhimherlipsbehindthedoors.Aboveall,GeorgesenjoyedbeingthrownsomuchincontactwithSuzanne;shemadesportofeverythingandeverybodywithcuttingappropriateness.Atlength,however,hebegantofeelanunconquerablerepugnancetothelovelavisheduponhimbythemother;hecouldnolongerseeher,hearher,northinkofherwithoutanger.Heceasedcallinguponher,replyingtoherletters,andyieldingtoherappeals.Shefinallydivinedthathenolongerlovedher,andthediscoverycausedherunutterableanguish;butshewatchedhim,followedhiminacabwithdrawnblindstotheoffice,tohishouse,inthehopeofseeinghimpassby.Hewouldhavelikedtostrangleher,buthecontrolledhimselfonaccountofhispositionon"LaVieFrancaise"andheendeavoredbymeansofcoldness,andevenattimesharshwords,tomakehercomprehendthatallwasatanendbetweenthem.

Then,too,shepersistedindevisingrusesforsummoninghimtoRuedeConstantinople,andhewasinconstantfearthatthetwowomenwouldsomedaymeetfacetofaceatthedoor.

Ontheotherhand,hisaffectionforMme.deMarellehadincreasedduringthesummer.TheywerebothBohemiansbynature;theytookexcursionstogethertoArgenteuil,Bougival,Maisons,andPoissy,andwhenhewasforcedtoreturnanddineatMme.Walter’s,hedetestedhismaturemistressmorethoroughly,asherecalledtheyouthfulonehehadjustleft.Hewascongratulatinghimselfuponhavingfreedhimselfalmostentirelyfromtheformer’sclutches,whenhereceivedthetelegramabovementioned.

Here—readitashewalkedalong.Hethought:"Whatdoesthatoldowlwantwithme?Iamcertainshehasnothingtotellmeexceptthatsheadoresme.However,Iwillsee,perhapsthereissometruthinit.Clotildeiscomingatfour,Imustgetridoftheotheroneatthreeorsoonafter,providedtheydonotmeet.Whatjadeswomenare!"

Asheutteredthosewordshewasremindedofhiswife,whowastheonlyonewhodidnottormenthim;shelivedbyhissideandseemedtolovehimverymuchatthepropertime,forsheneverpermittedanythingtointerferewithherordinaryoccupationsoflife.Hestrolledtowardtheappointedplaceofmeeting,mentallycursingMme.Walter.

"Ah,Iwillreceiveherinsuchamannerthatshewillnottellmeanything.Firstofall,IwillgivehertounderstandthatIshallnevercrossherthresholdagain."

Heenteredtoawaither.Shesoonarrivedand,seeinghim,exclaimed:"Ah,youreceivedmydispatch!Howfortunate!"

"Yes,IreceiveditattheofficejustasIwassettingoutfortheChamber.Whatdoyouwant?"heaskedungraciously.

Shehadraisedherveilinordertokisshim,andapproachedhimtimidlyandhumblywiththeairofabeatendog.

"Howunkindyouaretome;howharshlyyouspeak!WhathaveIdonetoyou?YoudonotknowwhatIhavesufferedforyou!"

Hemuttered:"Areyougoingtobeginthatagain?"

Shestoodnearhimawaitingasmile,awordofencouragement,tocastherselfintohisarms,andwhispered:"Youneednothavewonmetotreatmethus;youmighthaveleftmevirtuousandhappy.Doyourememberwhatyousaidtomeinthechurchandhowyouforcedmetoenterthishouse?Andnowthisisthewayyouspeaktome,receiveme!MyGod,myGod,howyoumaltreatme!"

Hestampedhisfootandsaidviolently:"Enough,besilent!Icanneverseeyouamomentwithouthearingthatrefrain.Youwerematurewhenyougaveyourselftome.Iammuchobligedtoyou;Iaminfinitelygrateful,butIneednotbetiedtoyourapron—stringsuntilIdie!YouhaveahusbandandIawife.Neitherofusisfree;

itwasallacaprice,andnowitisatanend!"

Shesaid:"Howbrutalyouare,howcoarseandvillainous!No,Iwasnolongerayounggirl,butIhadneverloved,neverwaveredinmydignity."

Heinterruptedher:"Iknowit,youhavetoldmethattwentytimes;

butyouhavehadtwochildren."

Shedrewbackasifshehadbeenstruck:"Oh,Georges!"Andpressingherhandstoherheart,sheburstintotears.

Whenshebegantoweep,hetookhishat:"Ah,youarecryingagain!

Goodevening!Isitforthisthatyousentforme?"

Shetookastepforwardinordertobartheway,anddrawingahandkerchieffromherpocketshewipedhereyes.Hervoicegrewsteadier:"No,Icameto——togiveyou——politicalnews——togiveyouthemeansofearningfiftythousandfrancs——orevenmoreifyouwishto."

Suddenlysoftenedheasked:"How?"

"BychancelasteveningIheardaconversationbetweenmyhusbandandLaroche.Walteradvisedtheministernottoletyouintothesecretforyouwouldexposeit."

DuRoyplacedhishatuponachairandlistenedattentively.

"TheyaregoingtotakepossessionofMorocco!"

"Why,IlunchedwithLarochethismorning,andhetoldmethecabinet’splans!"

"No,mydear,theyhavedeceivedyou,becausetheyfearedtheirsecretwouldbemadeknown."

"Sitdown,"saidGeorges.

Hesankintoanarmchair,whileshedrewupastoolandtookherseatathisfeet.Shecontinued:

"AsIthinkofyoucontinually,Ipayattentiontowhatistalkedofaroundme,"andsheproceededtotellhimwhatshehadheardrelativetotheexpeditiontoTangierswhichhadbeendecideduponthedaythatLarocheassumedhisoffice;shetoldhimhowtheyhadlittlebylittleboughtup,throughagentswhoarousednosuspicions,theMoroccanloan,whichhadfallentosixty—fourorsixty—fivefrancs;howwhentheexpeditionwasenteredupontheFrenchgovernmentwouldguaranteethedebt,andtheirfriendswouldmakefiftyorsixtymillions.

Hecried:"Areyousureofthat?"

Shereplied:"Yes,Iamsure."

Hecontinued:"Thatisindeedfine!AsforthatrascalofaLaroche,lethimbeware!Iwillgethisministerialcarcassbetweenmyfingersyet!"

Then,afteramoment’sreflection,hemuttered:"Onemightprofitbythat!"

"Youtoocanbuysomestock,"saidshe;"itisonlyseventy—twofrancs."

Hereplied:"ButIhavenoreadymoney."

Sheraisedhereyestohis——eyesfullofsupplication.

"Ihavethoughtofthat,mydarling,andifyoulovemealittle,youwillletmelendittoyou."

Herepliedabruptly,almostharshly:"No,indeed."

Shewhisperedimploringly:"Listen,thereissomethingyoucandowithoutborrowingmoney.Iintendedbuyingtenthousandfrancs’

worthofthestock;instead,Iwilltaketwentythousandandyoucanhavehalf.Therewillbenothingtopayatonce.Ifitsucceeds,wewillmakeseventythousandfrancs;ifnot,youwillowemetenthousandwhichyoucanrepayatyourpleasure."

Hesaidagain:"No,Idonotlikethosecombinations."

Shetriedtopersuadehimbytellinghimthatsheadvancednothing——

thatthepaymentsweremadebyWalter’sbank.Shepointedouttohimthathehadledthepoliticalcampaignin"LaVieFrancaise,"andthathewouldbeverysimplenottoprofitbytheresultshehadhelpedtobringabout.Ashestillhesitated,sheadded:"ItisinrealityWalterwhowilladvancethemoney,andyouhavedoneenoughforhimtooffsetthatsum."

"Verywell,"saidhe,"Iwilldoit.IfweloseIwillpayyoubacktenthousandfrancs."

Shewassodelightedthatsherose,tookhisheadbetweenherhands,andkissedhim.Atfirsthedidnotrepulseher,butwhenshegrewmorelavishwithhercaresses,hesaid:

"Come,thatwilldo."

Shegazedathimsadly."Oh,Georges,Icannolongerevenembraceyou."

"No,notto—day.Ihaveaheadache."

Shereseatedherselfwithdocilityathisfeetandasked:

"Willyoudinewithusto—morrow?Itwouldgivemesuchpleasure,"

Hehesitatedatfirst,butdarednotrefuse.

"Yes,certainly."

"Thankyou,dearest."Sherubbedhercheekagainsttheyoungman’svest;asshedidso,oneofherlongblackhairscaughtonabutton;

shetwistedittightlyaround,thenshetwistedanotheraroundanotherbuttonandsoon.Whenherose,hewouldtearthemoutofherhead,andwouldcarryawaywithhimunwittinglyalockofherhair.Itwouldbeaninvisiblebondbetweenthem.Involuntarilyhewouldthink,woulddreamofher;hewouldloveheralittlemorethenextday.

Suddenlyhesaid:"Imustleaveyou,forIamexpectedattheChamberforthecloseofthesession.Icannotbeabsentto—day."

Shesighed:"Already!"Thenaddingresignedly:"Go,mydarling,butyouwillcometodinnertomorrow";sheroseabruptly.Foramomentshefeltasharp,stingingpain,asifneedleshadbeenstuckintoherhead,butshewasgladtohavesufferedforhim.

"Adieu,"saidshe.

Hetookherinhisarmsandkissedhereyescoldly;thensheofferedhimherlipswhichhebrushedlightlyashesaid:"Come,come,letushurry;itisafterthreeo’clock."

Shepassedoutbeforehimsaying:"To—morrowatseven";herepeatedherwordsandtheyseparated.

DuRoyreturnedatfouro’clocktoawaithismistress.Shewassomewhatlatebecauseherhusbandhadcomehomeforaweek.Sheasked:

"Canyoucometodinnerto—morrow?Hewillbedelightedtoseeyou."

"No;IdineattheWalters.Wehaveagreatmanypoliticalandfinancialmatterstotalkover."

Shetookoffherhat.Hepointedtoabagonthemantelpiece:"I

boughtyousomesweetmeats."

Sheclappedherhands."Whatadarlingyouare!"Shetookthem,tastedone,andsaid:"Theyaredelicious.Ishallnotleaveone.

Come,sitdowninthearmchair,Iwillsitatyourfeetandeatmybonbons."

HesmiledashesawhertaketheseatashortwhilesinceoccupiedbyMme.Walter.Shetoo,calledhim"darling,littleone,dearest,"

andthewordsseemedtohimsweetandcaressingfromherlips,whilefromMme.Walter’stheyirritatedandnauseatedhim.

Suddenlyherememberedtheseventythousandfrancshewasgoingtomake,andbluntlyinterruptingMme.deMarelle’schatter,hesaid:

"Listen,mydarling;Iamgoingtointrustyouwithamessagetoyourhusband.Tellhimfrommetobuyto—morrowtenthousandfrancs’

worthofMoroccanstockwhichisatseventy—two,andIpredictthatbeforethreemonthsarepassedhewillhavemadeeightythousandfrancs.Tellhimtomaintainabsolutesilence.TellhimthattheexpeditiontoTangiers,isdecidedupon,andthattheFrenchgovernmentwillguaranteetheMoroccandebt.ItisastatesecretI

amconfidingtoyou,remember!"

Shelistenedtohimgravelyandmurmured:

"Thankyou.Iwilltellmyhusbandthisevening.Youmayrelyuponhim;hewillnotspeakofit;hecanbedependedupon;thereisnodanger."

Shehadeatenallofherbonbonsandbegantotoywiththebuttonsonhisvest.Suddenlyshedrewalonghairoutofthebuttonholeandbegantolaugh.

"See!HereisoneofMadeleine’shairs;youareafaithfulhusband!"

Thengrowingserious,sheexaminedthescarcelyperceptiblethreadmorecloselyandsaid:"ItisnotMadeleine’s,itisdark."

Hesmiled."Itprobablybelongstothehousemaid."

Butsheglancedatthevestwiththecareofapolice—inspectorandfoundasecondhairtwistedaroundasecondbutton;thenshesawathird;andturningpaleandtremblingsomewhat,sheexclaimed:"Oh,somewomanhaslefthairsaroundallyourbuttons."

Insurprise,hestammered:"Whyyou——youaremad."

Shecontinuedtounwindthehairsandcastthemuponthefloor.Withherwoman’sinstinctshehaddivinedtheirmeaningandgaspedinheranger,readytocry:

"Shelovesyouandshewishedyoutocarryawaywithyousomethingofhers.Oh,youareatraitor."Sheutteredashrill,nervouscry:

"Oh,itisanoldwoman’shair——hereisawhiteone——youhavetakenafancytoanoldwomannow.Thenyoudonotneedme——keeptheotherone."Sherose.

Heattemptedtodetainherandstammered:"No——Clo——youareabsurd——

Idonotknowwhoseitis——listen——stay——see——stay——"

Butsherepeated:"Keepyouroldwoman——keepher——haveachainmadeofherhair——ofhergrayhair——thereisenoughforthat——"

Hastilyshedonnedherhatandveil,andwhenheattemptedtotouchhershestruckhimintheface,andmadeherescapewhilehewasstunnedbytheblow.Whenhefoundthathewasalone,hecursedMme.

Walter,bathedhisface,andwentoutvowingvengeance.Thattimehewouldnotpardon.No,indeed.

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