The Parlor—Car

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SCENE:AParlor—CarontheNewYorkCentralRailroad。Itislateafternoonintheearlyautumn,withacloudysunsetthreateningrain。

Thecarisunoccupiedsavebyagentleman,whositsfrontingoneofthewindows,withhisfeetinanotherchair;anewspaperliesacrosshislap;hishatisdrawndownoverhiseyes,andheisapparentlyasleep。Thereardoorofthecaropens,andtheconductorenterswithayounglady,heavilyveiled,theportercomingafterwithherwrapsandtravelling—bags。Thelady’sairisofmingledanxietyanddesperation,withacertainfiercenessofmovement。Shecastsacarelessglanceovertheemptychairs。

CONDUCTOR:"Here’syourticket,madam。Youcanhaveanyoftheplacesyoulikehere,——glancingattheunconsciousgentleman,andthenattheyounglady,——"ifyouprefer,youcangoandtakethatseatintheforwardcar。"

MISSLUCYGALBRAITH:"Oh,Ican’tridebackwards。I’llstayhere,please。Thankyou。"Theporterplacesherthingsinachairbyawindow,acrossthecarfromthesleepinggentleman,andshethrowsherselfwearilyintothenextseat,wheelsroundinit,andliftingherveilgazesabsentlyoutatthelandscape。Herface,whichisverypretty,withalowforeheadshadowedbythickblondhair,showsthetracesoftears。Shemakessearchinherpocketforherhandkerchief,whichshepressestohereyes。Theconductor,lingeringamoment,goesout。

PORTER:"I’llberighthere,atdeendofdecah,ifyoushouldhappentowantanything,miss,"——makingafeintofarrangingtheshawlsandsatchels。"Shouldyoulikesomedesethingshungup?

Well,dey’llbejus’aswellindechair。We’sprettylatedisafternoon;more’nfourhoursbehin’time。OughttobeenintoAlbany’foredis。Freighttrainoffdetrackjus’dissideo’Rochester,an’hadtowait。WasyougoingtostopatSchenectady,miss?"

MISSGALBRAITH,absently:"AtSchenectady?"Afterapause,"Yes。"

PORTER:"Well,that’sdenextstation,anddendecahsdon’tstopag’intilldeygittoAlbany。AnythingelseIcandoforyounow,miss?"

MISSGALBRAITH:"No,no,thankyou,nothing。"ThePorterhesitates,takesoffhiscap,andscratcheshisheadwithamurmurofembarrassment。MissGalbraithlooksupathiminquiringlyandthensuddenlytakesoutherporte—monnaie,andfeeshim。

PORTER:"Thankyou,miss,thankyou。Ifyouwantanythingatall,miss,I’mrightdereatdeendofdecah。"Hegoesoutbythenarrowpassage—waybesidethesmallerenclosedparlor。MissGalbraithlooksaskanceatthesleepinggentleman,andthen,rising,goestothelargemirror,topinherveil,whichhasbecomeloosenedfromherhat。Shegivesalittlestartatsightofthegentlemaninthemirror,butarrangesherhead—gear,andreturningtoherplacelooksoutofthewindowagain。Afteralittlewhileshemovesaboutuneasilyinherchair,thenleansforward,andtriestoraiseherwindow;sheliftsitpartlyup,whenthecatchslipsfromherfingers,andthewindowfallsshutagainwithacrash。

MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,DEAR,howprovoking!IsupposeImustcalltheporter。"Sherisesfromherseat,butonattemptingtomoveawayshefindsthattheskirtofherpolonaisehasbeencaughtinthefallingwindow。Shepullsatit,andthentriestoliftthewindowagain,buttheclothhaswedgeditin,andshecannotstirit。"Well,I

certainlythinkthisisbeyondendurance!Porter!Ah,——Porter!Oh,he’llneverhearmeintheracketthatthesewheelsaremaking!I

wishthey’dstop,——I"——Thegentlemanstirsinhischair,liftshishead,listens,takeshisfeetdownfromtheotherseat,risesabruptly,andcomestoMissGalbraith’sside。

MR。ALLENRICHARDS:"Willyouallowmetoopenthewindowforyou?"

Startingback,"MissGalbraith!"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Al——Mr。Richards!"Thereisasilenceforsomemoments,inwhichtheyremainlookingateachother;then,—

MR。RICHARDS:"Lucy"—

MISSGALBRAITH:"Iforbidyoutoaddressmeinthatway,Mr。

Richards。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Why,youwerejustgoingtocallmeAllen!"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Thatwasanaccident,youknowverywell,——animpulse"—

MR。RICHARDS:"Well,soisthis。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Ofwhichyououghttobeashamedtotakeadvantage。

Iwonderatyourpresumptioninspeakingtomeatall。It’squiteidle,Icanassureyou。Everythingisatanendbetweenus。ItseemsthatIborewithyoutoolong;butI’mthankfulthatIhadthespirittonotatlast,andtoactintime。Andnowthatchancehasthrownustogether,Itrustthatyouwillnotforceyourconversationuponme。Nogentlemanwould,andIhavealwaysgivenyoucreditforthinkingyourselfagentleman。Irequestthatyouwillnotspeaktome。"

MR。RICHARDS:"You’vespokentenwordstomeforeveryoneofminetoyou。ButIwon’tannoyyou。Ican’tbelieveit,Lucy;IcanNOT

believeit。Itseemslikesomerascallydream,andifIhadhadanysleepsinceithappened,IshouldthinkI——"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh!YouweresleepingsoundlyenoughwhenIgotintothecar!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Iownit;Iwasperfectlyusedup,andIHADdroppedoff。"

MISSGALBRAITH,scornfully:"ThenperhapsyouHAVEdreamedit。"

MR。RICHARDS:"I’llthinksotillyoutellmeagainthatourengagementisbroken;thatthefaithfulloveofyearsistogofornothing;thatyoudismissmewithcruelinsult,withoutonewordofexplanation,withoutawordofintelligibleaccusation,even。It’stoomuch!I’vebeenthinkingitalloverandover,andIcan’tmakeheadortailofit。Imeanttoseeyouagainassoonaswegottotown,andimploreyoutohearme。Come,it’samightyseriousmatter,Lucy。I’mnotamantoputonheroicsandthat;but_I_

believeit’llplaytheverydeucewithme,Lucy,——thatistosay,MissGalbraith,——Idoindeed。It’llgivemealowopinionofwoman。"

MISSGALBRAITH,avertingherface:"Oh,averyhighopinionofwomanyouhavehad!"

MR。RICHARDS,withsentiment:"Well,therewasonewomanwhomI

thoughtaperfectangel。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Indeed!MayIaskhername?"

MR。RICHARDS,withaforlornsmile。"Ishallbeobligedtodescribehersomewhatformallyas——MissGalbraith。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Mr。Richards!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Why,you’vejustforbiddenmetosayLUCY!Youmusttellme,dearest,whatIhavedonetooffendyou。Theworstcriminalsarenotcondemnedunheard,andI’vealwaysthoughtyouweremercifulifnotjust。AndnowIonlyaskyoutobejust。"

MISSGALBRAITH,lookingoutofthewindow:"Youknowverywellwhatyou’vedone。Youcan’texpectmetohumiliatemyselfbyputtingyouroffenceintowords。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Uponmysoul,Idon’tknowwhatyoumean!IDON’T

knowwhatI’vedone。Whenyoucameatme,lastnight,withmyringandpresentsandotherlittletraps,youmighthaveknockedmedownwiththelightestofthelot。Iwasperfectlydazed;Icouldn’tsayanythingbeforeyouwereoff,andallIcoulddowastohopethatyou’dbemorelikeyourselfinthemorning。Andinthemorning,whenIcameroundtoMrs。Philips’s,Ifoundyouweregone,andIcameafteryoubythenexttrain。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Mr。Richards,yourpersonalhistoryforthelasttwenty—fourhoursisamatterofperfectindifferencetome,asitshallbeforthenexttwenty—fourhundredyears。Iseethatyouareresolvedtoannoyme,andsinceyouwillnotleavethecar,Imustdoso。"Sheriseshaughtilyfromherseat,buttheimprisonedskirtofherpolonaisetwitchesherabruptlybackintoherchair。Sheburstsintotears。"Oh,whatSHALLIdo?"

MR。RICHARDS,dryly:"Youshalldowhateveryoulike,MissGalbraith,whenI’vesetyoufree;forIseeyourdressiscaughtinthewindow。Whenit’sonceout,I’llshutthewindow,andyoucancalltheportertoraiseit。"Heleansforwardoverherchair,andwhilesheshrinksbackthelengthofhertether,hetugsatthewindow—fastening。"Ican’tgetatit。Wouldyoubesogoodastostandup,——allyoucan?"MissGalbraithstandsup,droopingly,andMr。Richardsmakesamovementtowardsher,andthenfallsback。"No,thatwon’tdo。Pleasesitdownagain。"Hegoesroundherchairandtriestogetatthewindowfromthatside。"Ican’tgetanypurchaseonit。Whydon’tyoucutoutthatpiece?"MissGalbraithstaresathimindumbamazement。"Well,Idon’tseewhatwe’retodo:I’llgoandgettheporter。"Hegoestotheendofthecar,andreturns。"I

can’tfindtheporter,——hemustbeinoneoftheothercars。But"——

brighteningwiththefortunateconception——"I’vejustthoughtofsomething。Willitunbutton?"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Unbutton?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Yes;thisgarmentofyours。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Mypolonaise?"Inquiringly,"Yes。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Well,then,it’saverysimplematter。IfyouwilljusttakeitoffIcaneasily"—

MISSGALBRAITH,faintly:"Ican’t。Apolonaiseisn’tlikeanovercoat"—

MR。RICHARDS,withdismay:"Oh!Well,then"——Heremainsthinkingamomentinhopelessperplexity。

MISSGALBRAITH,withpoliteceremony:"Theporterwillbebacksoon。

Don’ttroubleyourselfanyfurtheraboutit,please。Ishalldoverywell。"

MR。RICHARDS,withoutheedingher:"Ifyoucouldkneelonthatfoot—

cushion,andfacethewindow"—

MISSGALBRAITH,kneelingpromptly:"So?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Yes,andnow"——kneelingbesideher——"ifyou’llallowmeto——togetatthewindow—catch,"——hestretchesbotharmsforward;

sheshrinksfromhisrightintohisleft,andthenbackagain,——"andpullwhileIraisethewindow"—

MISSGALBRAITH:"Yes,yes;butdohurry,please。Ifanyonesawus,Idon’tknowwhattheywouldthink。It’sperfectlyridiculous!"——

pulling。"It’scaughtinthecornerofthewindow,betweentheframeandthesash,anditwon’tcome!Ismyhairtroublingyou?Isitinyoureyes?"

MR。RICHARDS:"It’sinmyeyes,butitisn’ttroublingme。AmI

inconveniencingyou?"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,notatall。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Well,nowthen,pullhard!"Heliftsthewindowwithagreateffort;thepolonaisecomesfreewithastart,andshestrikesviolentlyagainsthim。Insupportingtheshockhecannotforbearcatchingherforaninstanttohisheart。Shefreesherself,andstartsindignantlytoherfeet。

MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,whatacowardly——subterfuge!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Cowardly?You’venoideahowmuchcourageittook。"

MissGalbraithputsherhandkerchieftoherface,andsobs。"Oh,don’tcry!Blessmyheart,——I’msorryIdidit!ButyouknowhowdearlyIloveyou,Lucy,thoughIdothinkyou’vebeencruellyunjust。ItoldyouInevershouldloveanyoneelse,andInevershall。Icouldn’thelpit;uponmysoul,Icouldn’t。Nobodycould。

Don’tletitvexyou,my"——Heapproachesher。

MISSGALBRAITH:"Pleasenottouchme,sir!Youhavenolongeranyrightwhatevertodoso。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Youmisinterpretaveryinoffensivegesture。Ihavenoideaoftouchingyou,butIhopeImaybeallowed,asaspecialfavor,to——pickupmyhat,whichyouareintheactofsteppingon。"

MissGalbraithhastilyturns,andstrikesthehatwithherwhirlingskirts;itrollstotheothersideoftheparlor,andMr。Richards,whogoesafterit,uttersanironical"Thanks!"Hebrushesit,andputsiton,lookingatherwhereshehasagainseatedherselfatthewindowwithherbacktohim,andcontinues,"Asforanyfurthermolestationfromme"—

MISSGALBRAITH:"IfyouWILLtalktome"—

MR。RICHARDS:"Excuseme,Iamnottalkingtoyou。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Whatwereyoudoing?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Iwasbeginningtothinkaloud。I——Iwassoliloquizing。IsupposeImaybeallowedtosoliloquize?"

MISSGALBRAITH,verycoldly:"Youcandowhatyoulike。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Unfortunatelythat’sjustwhatIcan’tdo。IfI

coulddoasIliked,Ishouldaskyouasinglequestion。"

MISSGALBRAITH,afteramoment:"Well,sir,youmayaskyourquestion。"Sheremainsasbefore,withherchininherhand,lookingtearfullyoutofthewindow;herfaceisturnedfromMr。Richards,whohesitatesamomentbeforehespeaks。

MR。RICHARDS:"Iwishtoaskyoujustthis,MissGalbraith:ifyoucouldn’tridebackwardsintheothercar,whydoyouridebackwardsinthis?"

MISSGALBRAITH,buryingherfaceinherhandkerchief,andsobbing:

"Oh,oh,oh!Thisistoobad!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Oh,comenow,Lucy。Itbreaksmyhearttohearyougoingonso,andallfornothing。Bealittlemercifultobothofus,andlistentome。I’venodoubtIcanexplaineverythingifI

onceunderstandit,butit’sprettyhardexplainingathingifyoudon’tunderstandityourself。Doturnround。Iknowitmakesyousicktorideinthatway,andifyoudon’twanttofaceme——there!"——

wheelinginhischairsoastoturnhisbackuponher——"youneedn’t。

Thoughit’srathertryingtoafellow’spoliteness,nottomentionhisotherfeelings。Now,whatinthename"—

PORTER,whoatthismomententerswithhisstep—ladder,andbeginstolightthelamps:"Goingprettyslowag’in,sah。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Yes;what’sthetrouble?"

PORTER:"Well,Idon’tknowexactly,sah。Somethingdematterwithdelocomotive。Wesha’n’tbeintoAlbanymuch’foreeighto’clock。"

MR。RICHARDS:"What’sthenextstation?"

PORTER:"Schenectady。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Isthewholetrainasemptyasthiscar?"

PORTER,laughing:"Well,no,sah。Factis,discahdon’tbelongondistrain。It’saPullmanthatwehitchedonwhenyougotin,andwe’stakingitalongforoneofdeEasternroads。Weletyouin’causedeDrawing—roomswasallfull。Samewithdelady,"——lookingsympatheticallyather,ashetakeshisstepstogoout。"CanIdoanythingforyounow,miss?"

MISSGALBRAITH,plaintively:"No,thankyou;nothingwhatever。"ShehasturnedwhileMr。RichardsandThePorterhavebeenspeaking,andnowfacesthebackoftheformer,butherveilisdrawnclosely。ThePortergoesout。

MR。RICHARDS,wheelingroundsoastoconfronther:"Iwishyouwouldspeaktomehalfaskindlyasyoudotothatdarky,Lucy。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"HEisaGENTLEMAN!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Heisanurbaneandwell—informednobleman。Atanyrate,he’samanandabrother。ButsoamI。"MissGalbraithdoesnotreply,andafterapauseMr。Richardsresumes。"Talkingofgentlemen,Irecollect,once,comingupontheday—boattoPoughkeepsie,therewasapoordevilofatipsymankeptfollowingayoungfellowabout,andannoyinghimtodeath——tryingtofighthim,asatipsymanwill,andinsistingthattheyoungfellowhadinsultedhim。Byandbyhelosthisbalanceandwentoverboard,andtheotherjumpedafterhimandfishedhimout。"SensationonthepartofMissGalbraith,whostirsuneasilyinherchair,looksoutofthewindow,thenlooksatMr。Richards,anddropsherhead。"Therewasayoungladyonboard,whohadseenthewholething——averycharmingyoungladyindeed,withpaleblondhairgrowingverythickoverherforehead,anddarkeyelashestothesweetestblueeyesintheworld。

Well,thisyounglady’spapawasamongstthosewhocameuptosaycivilthingstotheyoungfellowwhenhegotaboardagain,andtoaskthehonor——hesaidtheHONOR——ofhisacquaintance。Andwhenhecameoutofhisstateroomindryclothes,thisinfatuatedoldgentlemanwaswaitingforhim,andtookhimandintroducedhimtohiswifeanddaughter;andthedaughtersaid,withtearsinhereyes,andaperfectlyintoxicatingimpulsiveness,thatitwasthegrandestandthemostheroicandthenoblestthingthatshehadeverseen,andsheshouldalwaysbeabettergirlforhavingseenit。Excuseme,MissGalbraith,fortroublingyouwiththesefactsofapersonalhistory,which,asyousay,isamatterofperfectindifferencetoyou。Theyoungfellowdidn’tthinkatthetimehehaddoneanythingextraordinary;butIdon’tsupposeheDIDexpecttolivetohavethesamegirltellhimhewasnogentleman。"

MISSGALBRAITH,wildly:"OAllen,Allen!YouKNOWIthinkyouareagentleman,andIalwaysdid!"

MR。RICHARDS,languidly:"Oh,Imerelyhadyourwordforit,justnow,thatyoudidn’t。"Tenderly,"Willyouhearme,Lucy?"

MISSGALBRAITH,faintly:"Yes。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Well,whatisitI’vedone?WillyoutellmeifI

guessright?"

MISSGALBRAITH,withdignity:"Iaminnohumorforjesting,Allen。

AndIcanassureyouthatthoughIconsenttohearwhatyouhavetosay,orask,NOTHINGwillchangemydetermination。Allisoverbetweenus。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Yes,Iunderstandthat,perfectly。Iamnowaskingmerelyforgeneralinformation。Idonotexpectyoutorelent,and,infact,Ishouldconsideritratherfrivolousifyoudid。No。WhatIhavealwaysadmiredinyourcharacter,Lucy,isafirm,logicalconsistency;aclearnessofmentalvisionthatleavesnosideofasubjectunsearched;andanunwaveringconstancyofpurpose。YoumaysaythatthesetraitsarecharacteristicofALLwomen;buttheyarepre—eminentlycharacteristicofyou,Lucy。"MissGalbraithlooksaskanceathim,tomakeoutwhetherheisinearnestornot;hecontinues,withaperfectlyseriousair。"AndIknownowthatifyou’reoffendedwithme,it’sfornotrivialcause。"Shestirsuncomfortablyinherchair。WhatIhavedoneIcan’timagine,butitmustbesomethingmonstrous,sinceithasmadelifewithmeappearsoimpossiblethatyouarereadytoflingawayyourownhappiness——

forIknowyouDIDloveme,Lucy——anddestroymine。IwillbeginwiththeworstthingIcanthinkof。WasitbecauseIdancedsomuchwithFannyWatervliet?"

MISSGALBRAITH,indignantly:"HowcanyouinsultmebysupposingthatIcouldbejealousofsuchaperfectlittlegooseasthat?No,Allen!WhateverIthinkofyou,Istillrespectyoutoomuchforthat。"

MR。RICHARDS:"I’mgladtohearthatthereareyetdepthstowhichyouthinkmeincapableofdescending,andthatMissWatervlietisoneofthem。Iwillnowtakealittlehigherground。PerhapsyouthinkIflirtedwithMrs。Dawes。Ithought,myself,thatthethingmightbegintohavethatappearance,butIgiveyoumywordofhonorthatassoonastheideaoccurredtome,Idroppedher——ratherrudely,too。Thetroublewas,don’tyouknow,thatIfeltsoperfectlysafewithaMARRIEDfriendofyours。Icouldn’tbehangingaboutyouallthetime,andIwasafraidImightvexyouifIwentwiththeothergirls;andIdidn’tknowwhattodo。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Ithinkyoubehavedrathersilly,gigglingsomuchwithher。But"—

MR。RICHARDS:"Iownit,Iknowitwassilly。But"—

MISSGALBRAITH:"Itwasn’tthat;itwasn’tthat!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Wasitmyforgettingtobringyouthosethingsfromyourmother?"

MISSGALBRAITH:"No!"

MR。RICHARDS:"WasitbecauseIhadn’tgivenupsmokingyet?"

MISSGALBRAITH:"YouKNOWIneveraskedyoutogiveupsmoking。Itwasentirelyyourownproposition。"

MR。RICHARDS:"That’strue。That’swhatmademesoeasyaboutit。

IknewIcouldleaveitoffANYtime。Well,Iwillnotdisturbyouanylonger,MissGalbraith。"Hethrowshisovercoatacrosshisarm,andtakesuphistravelling—bag。"Ihavefailedtoguessyourfatal—

—conundrum;andIhavenolongeranyexcuseforremaining。Iamgoingintothesmoking—car。ShallIsendtheportertoyouforanything?"

MISSGALBRAITH:"No,thanks。"Sheputsupherhandkerchieftoherface。

MR。RICHARDS:"Lucy,doyousendmeaway?"

MISSGALBRAITH,behindherhandkerchief:"Youweregoing,yourself。"

MR。RICHARDS,overhisshoulder:"ShallIcomeback?"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Ihavenorighttodriveyoufromthecar。"

MR。RICHARDS,comingback,andsittingdowninthechairnearesther:

"Lucy,dearest,tellmewhat’sthematter。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"OAllen!yournotKNOWINGmakesitallthemorehopelessandkilling。ItshowsmethatweMUSTpart;thatyouwouldgoon,breakingmyheart,andgrindingmeintothedustaslongaswelived。"Shesobs。"Itshowsmethatyouneverunderstoodme,andyouneverwill。Iknowyou’regoodandkindandallthat,butthatonlymakesyournotunderstandingmesomuchtheworse。Idoitquiteasmuchforyoursakeasmyown,Allen。"

MR。RICHARDS:"I’dmuchratheryouwouldn’tputyourselfoutonmyaccount。"

MISSGALBRAITH,withoutregardinghim:"Ifyoucouldmortifymebeforeawholeroomfulofpeople,asyoudidlastnight,whatcouldI

expectaftermarriagebutcontinualinsult?"

MR。RICHARDS,inamazement:"HOWdidImortifyyou?IthoughtthatItreatedyouwithallthetendernessandaffectionthatadecentregardforthefeelingsofotherswouldallow。IwasashamedtofindIcouldn’tkeepawayfromyou。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,youwereATTENTIVEenough,Allen;nobodydeniesthat。Attentiveenoughinnon—essentials。Oh,yes!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Well,whatvitalmattersdidIfailin?I’msureI

can’tremember。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Idaresay!Idaresaytheywon’tappearvitaltoyou,Allen。Nothingdoes。AndifIhadtoldyou,Ishouldhavebeenmetwithridicule,Isuppose。ButIknewBETTERthantotell;I

respectedmyselftooMUCH。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Butnowyoumustn’trespectyourselfQUITEsomuch,dearest。AndIpromiseyouIwon’tlaughatthemostseriousthing。

I’minnohumorforit。Ifitwereamatteroflifeanddeath,even,Icanassureyouthatitwouldn’tbringasmiletomycountenance。

No,indeed!Ifyouexpectmetolaugh,now,youmustsaysomethingparticularlyfunny。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Iwasnotgoingtosayanythingfunny,asyoucallit,andIwillsaynothingatall,ifyoutalkinthatway。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Well,Iwon’t,then。ButdoyouknowwhatIsuspect,Lucy?Iwouldn’tmentionittoeverybody,butIwilltoyou——instrictconfidence:Isuspectthatyou’reratherashamedofyourgrievance,ifyouhaveany。Isuspectit’snothingatall。"

MISSGALBRAITH,verysternlyatfirst,witharisinghystericalinflection:"Nothing,Allen!DoyoucallitNOTHING,tohaveMrs。

Dawescomeoutwithallthataboutyouraccidentonyourwayuptheriver,andaskmeifitdidn’tfrightenmeterriblytohearofit,evenafteritwasallover;andIhadtosayyouhadn’ttoldmeawordofit?’Why,Lucy!’"——angrilymimickingMrs。Dawes,"’youmustteachhimbetterthanthat。ImakeMr。Dawestellmeeverything。’

Littlesimpleton!Andthentohavethemalllaugh——Oh,dear,it’stoomuch!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Why,mydearLucy"—

MISSGALBRAITH,interruptinghim:"Isawjusthowitwasgoingtobe,andI’mthankful,THANKFULthatithappened。Isawthatyoudidn’tcareenoughformetotakemeintoyourwholelife;thatyoudespisedanddistrustedme,andthatitwouldgetworseandworsetotheendofourdays;thatweshouldgrowfartherandfartherapart,andIshouldbeleftmopingathome,whileyouranaboutmakingconfidantesofotherwomenwhomyouconsideredWORTHYofyourconfidence。ItallFLASHEDuponmeinanINSTANT;andIresolvedtobreakwithyou,thenandthere;andIdid,justassoonaseverI

couldgotomyroomforyourthings,andI’mglad,——yes,——Oh,hu,hu,hu,hu,hu!——SOgladIdidit!"

MR。RICHARDS,grimly:"Yourjoyisobvious。MayIask"—

MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,itwasn’ttheFIRSTproofyouhadgivenmehowlittleyoureallycaredforme,butIwasdetermineditshouldbethelast。Idaresayyou’veforgottenthem!Idaresayyoudon’tremembertellingMamieMorristhatyoudidn’tlikeembroideredcigar—

cases,whenyou’djustTOLDmethatyoudid,andletmebesuchafoolastocommenceoneforyou;butI’mthankfultosayTHATwentintothefire,——oh,yes,INSTANTLY!AndIdaresayyou’veforgottenthatyoudidn’ttellmeyourbrother’sengagementwastobekept,andletmecomeoutwithitthatnightattheRudges’,andthenlookedperfectlyaghast,sothateverybodythoughtIhadbeenblabbing!

Timeandagain,Allen,youhavemademesufferagonies,yes,AGONIES;

butyourpowertodosoisatanend。Iamfreeandhappyatlast。"

Sheweepsbitterly。

MR。RICHARDS,quietly:"Yes,IHADforgottenthosecrimes,andI

supposemanysimilaratrocities。Iownit,IAMforgetfulandcareless。Iwaswrongaboutthosethings。IoughttohavetoldyouwhyIsaidthattoMissMorris:Iwasafraidshewasgoingtoworkmeone。AstothataccidentItoldMrs。Dawesof,itwasn’tworthmentioning。Ourboatsimplywalkedoverasloopinthenight,andnobodywashurt。Ishouldn’thavethoughttwiceaboutit,ifshehadn’thappenedtobragoftheirpassingclosetoanicebergontheirwayhomefromEurope;thenItrottedoutMYpretty—neardisasterasamatchforhers,——confoundher!Iwishtheiceberghadsunkthem!

Onlyitwouldn’thavesunkher,——she’ssolight;she’dhavegonebobbingaboutallovertheAtlanticOcean,likeacork;she’sgotaperfectlife—preserverinthatmindofhers。"MissGalbraithgivesalittlelaugh,andthenalittlemoan。"Butsinceyouarehappy,I

willnotrepine,MissGalbraith。Idon’tpretendtobeveryhappymyself,butthen,Idon’tdeserveit。Sinceyouarereadytoletanabsolutelyunconsciousoffenceonmypartcancelallthepast;sinceyouletmydevotedloveweighasnothingagainstthemomentarypiquethatamaliciouslittlerattle—pate——shewasvexedatmyleavingher—

—couldmakeyoufeel,andchoosetogratifyawickedresentmentatthecostofanysufferingtome,why,Icanbegladandhappytoo。"

Withrisinganger,"Yes,MissGalbraith。AllISoverbetweenus。

Youcango!Irenounceyou!"

MISSGALBRAITH,springingfiercelytoherfeet:"Go,indeed!

Renounceme!Besogoodastorememberthatyouhaven’tgotmeTO

renounce!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Well,it’sallthesamething。I’drenounceyouifI

had。Good—evening,MissGalbraith。IwillsendbackyourpresentsassoonasIgettotown;itwon’tbenecessarytoacknowledgethem。

Ihopewemaynevermeetagain。"Hegoesoutofthedoortowardsthefrontoftheear,butreturnsdirectly,andglancesuneasilyatMissGalbraith,whoremainswithherhandkerchiefpressedtohereyes。

"Ah——a——thatis——Ishallbeobligedtointrudeuponyouagain。Thefactis"—

MISSGALBRAITH,anxiously:"Why,thecarshavestopped!AreweatSchenectady?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Well,no;notEXACTLY;notstoppedexactlyatSCHENECTADY"—

MISSGALBRAITH:"Thenwhatstationisthis?Havetheycarriedmeby?"Observinghisembarrassment,"Allen,whatisthematter?Whathashappened?Tellmeinstantly!Areweoffthetrack?Havewerunintoanothertrain?Havewebrokenthroughabridge?Shallwebeburntalive?Tellme,Allen,tellme,——Icanbearit!——arewetelescoped?"Shewringsherhandsinterror。

MR。RICHARDS,unsympathetically:"Nothingofthekindhashappened。

Thiscarhassimplycomeuncoupled,andtherestofthetrainhasgoneonahead,andleftusstandingonthetrack,nowhereinparticular。"Heleansbackinhischair,andwheelsitroundfromher。

MISSGALBRAITH,mortified,yetanxious:"Well?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Well,untiltheymissus,andrunbacktopickusup,Ishallbeobligedtoaskyourindulgence。Iwilltrynottodisturbyou;Iwouldgooutandstandontheplatform,butit’sraining。"

MISSGALBRAITH,listeningtotherain—fallontheroof:"Why,soitis!"Timidly,"Didyounoticewhenthecarstopped?"

MR。RICHARDS:"No。"Herisesandgoesoutatthereardoor,comesback,andsitsdownagainMISSGALBRAITH,rises,andgoestothelargemirrortowipeawayhertears。SheglancesatMr。Richards,whodoesnotmove。Shesitsdowninaseatnearerhimthanthechairshehasleft。Aftersomefaintmurmursandhesitations,sheasks,"Willyoupleasetellmewhyyouwentoutjustnow?"

MR。RICHARDS,withindifference:"Yes。Iwenttoseeiftherearsignalwasout。"

MISSGALBRAITH,afteranotherhesitation:"Why?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Because,ifitwasn’tout,sometrainmightrunintousfromthatdirection。"

MISSGALBRAITH,tremulously:"Oh!Andwasit?"

MR。RICHARDS,dryly:"Yes。"

MISSGALBRAITHreturnstoherformerplace,withawoundedair,andforamomentneitherspeaks。Finallysheasksverymeekly,"Andthere’snodangerfromthefront?"

MR。RICHARDS,coldly:"No。"

MISSGALBRAITH,aftersomelittlenoisesandmovementsmeanttocatchMr。Richards’sattention:"Ofcourse,Inevermeanttoimplythatyouwereintentionallycarelessorforgetful。"

MR。RICHARDS,stillverycoldly:"Thankyou。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Ialwaysdidjusticetoyourgood—heartedness,Allen;you’reperfectlylovelythatway;andIknowthatyouwouldbesorryifyouknewyouhadwoundedmyfeelings,howeveraccidentally。"

Shedroopsherheadsoastocatchasidelongglimpseofhisface,andsighs,whileshenervouslypinchesthetopofherparasol,restingthepointonthefloor。Mr。Richardsmakesnoanswer。"Thataboutthecigar—casemighthavebeenamistake;Isawthatmyself,and,asyouexplainit,why,itwascertainlyverykindandverycreditableto——toyourthoughtfulness。ItWASthoughtful!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Iamgratefulforyourgoodopinion。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Butdoyouthinkitwasexactly——itwasquite——

nice,nottotellmethatyourbrother’sengagementwastobekept,whenyouknow,Allen,Ican’tbeartoblunderinsuchthings?"

Tenderly,"DOyou?YouCAN’Tsayitwas?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Ineversaiditwas。"

MISSGALBRAITH,plaintively:"No,Allen。That’swhatIalwaysadmiredinyourcharacter。Youalwaysownedup。Don’tyouthinkit’seasierformentoownupthanitisforwomen?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Idon’tknow。Ineverknewanywomantodoit。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,yes,Allen!YouknowIOFTENownup。"

MR。RICHARDS:"No,Idon’t。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh,howcanyoubeartosayso?WhenI’mrash,oranythingofthatkind,youknowIacknowledgeit。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Doyouacknowledgeitnow?"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Why,howcanI,whenIhaven’tBEENrash?WHAT

haveIbeenrash"—

MR。RICHARDS:"Aboutthecigar—case,forexample。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Oh!THAT!Thatwasagreatwhileago!Ithoughtyoumeantsomethingquiterecent。"Asoundasoftheapproachingtramisheardinthedistance。Shegivesastart,andthenleavesherchairagainforonealittlenearerhis。"Ithoughtperhapsyoumeantabout——lastnight。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Well。"

MISSGALBRAITH,veryjudicially:"Idon’tthinkitwasRASH,exactly。No,notRASH。ItmightnothavebeenveryKINDnotto——to—

—trustyoumore,whenIknewthatyoudidn’tmeananything;but——No,ItooktheonlycourseIcould。Nobodycouldhavedonedifferentlyunderthecircumstances。ButifIcausedyouanypain,I’mverysorry;oh,yes,verysorryindeed。ButIwasnotprecipitate,andI

knowIdidright。AtleastITRIEDtoactforthebest。Don’tyoubelieveIdid?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Why,ifyouhavenodoubtuponthesubject,myopinionisofnoconsequence。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Yes。Butwhatdoyouthink?Ifyouthinkdifferently,andcanmakemeseeitdifferently,oughtn’tyoutodoso?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Idon’tseewhy。Asyousay,allisoverbetweenus。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Yes。"Afterapause,"Ishouldsupposeyouwouldcareenoughforyourselftowishmetolookatthematterfromtherightpointofview。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Idon’t。"

MISSGALBRAITH,becomingmoreandmoreuneasyasthenoiseoftheapproachingtraingrowslouder:"Ithinkyouhavebeenveryquickwithmeattimes,quiteasquickasIcouldhavebeenwithyoulastnight。"Thenoiseismoredistinctlyheard。"I’msurethatifI

couldonceseeitasyoudo,noonewouldbemorewillingtodoanythingintheirpowertoatonefortheirrashness。OfcourseI

knowthateverythingisover。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Astothat,Ihaveyourword;and,inviewofthefact,perhapsthisanalysisofmotive,ofcharacter,howeverinterestingongeneralgrounds,isalittle"—

MISSGALBRAITH,withsuddenviolence:"Sayit,andtakeyourrevenge!Ihaveputmyselfatyourfeet,andyoudorighttotrampleonme!Oh,thisiswhatwomenmayexpectwhentheytrusttomen’sgenerosity!Well,itISovernow,andI’mthankful,thankful!

Cruel,suspicious,vindictive,you’reallalike,andI’mgladthatI’mnolongersubjecttoyourheartlesscaprices。AndIdon’tcarewhathappensafterthis,Ishallalways——Oh!You’resureit’sfromthefront,Allen?Areyousuretherearsignalisout?"

MR。RICHARDS,relenting:"Yes,butifitwilleaseyourmind,I’llgoandlookagain。"Herises,andstartstowardsthereardoor。

MISSGALBRAITH,quickly:"Oh,no!Don’tgo!Ican’tbeartobeleftalone!"Thesoundoftheapproachingtraincontinuallyincreasesinvolume。"Oh,isn’titcomingvery,very,VERYfast?"

MR。RICHARDS:"No,no!Don’tbefrightened。"

MISSGALBRAITH,runningtowardsthereardoor。"Oh,IMUSTgetout!

Itwillkillme,Iknowitwill。Comewithme!Do,do!"Herunsafterher,andhervoiceisheardattherearofthecar。"Oh,theoutsidedoorislocked,andwearetrapped,trapped,trapped!Oh,quick!Let’strythedoorattheotherend。"Theyre—entertheparlor,andtheroarofthetrainannouncesthatitisuponthem。

"No,no!It’stoolate,it’stoolate!I’mawicked,wickedgirl,andthisisalltopunishme!Oh,it’scoming,it’scomingatfullspeed!"Heremainsbewildered,confrontingher。Sheuttersawildcry,andasthetrainstrikesthecarwithaviolentconcussion,sheflingsherselfintohisarms。"There,there!Forgiveme,Allen!

Letusdietogether,myown,ownlove!"Shehangsfaintingonhisbreast。Voicesareheardwithout,andafteralittledelayThePortercomesinwithalantern。

PORTER:"Rathermoreofajahthanwemeanttogiveyou,sah!Wehadtorundownprettyquickafterwemissedyou,andtherainmadethetrackalittleslippery。Ladymuchfrightened?"

MISSGALBRAITH,disengagingherself:"Oh,notatall!Notintheleast。Wethoughtitwasatraincomingfrombehind,andgoingtorunintous,andso——we——I"—

PORTER:"Notquitesobadasthat。We’llbeintoSchenectadyinafewminutes,miss。I’llcomeforyourthings。"Hegoesoutattheotherdoor。

MISSGALBRAITH,inafearfulwhisper:"Allen!Whatwillheeverthinkofus?I’msurehesawus!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Idon’tknowwhathe’llthinkNOW。HeDIDthinkyouwerefrightened;butyoutoldhimyouwerenot。However,itisn’timportantwhathethinks。ProbablyhethinksI’myourlong—lostbrother。Ithadakindoffamilylook。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Ridiculous!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Why,he’dneversupposethatIwasajiltedloverofyours!"

MISSGALBRAITH,ruefully:"No。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Come,Lucy,"——takingherhand,——"youwishedtodiewithme,amomentago。Don’tyouthinkyoucanmakeonemoreefforttolivewithme?Iwon’ttakeadvantageofwordsspokeninmortalperil,butIsupposeyouwereinearnestwhenyoucalledmeyourown—

—own"——Herheaddroops;hefoldsherinhisarmsamoment,thenshestartsawayfromhim,asifsomethinghadsuddenlyoccurredtoher。

MISSGALBRAITH:"Allen,whereareyougoing?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Going?Uponmysoul,Ihaven’ttheleastidea。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"WhereWEREyougoing?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Oh,IWASgoingtoAlbany。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Well,don’t!AuntMaryisexpectingmehereatSchenectady,——Itelegraphedher,——andIwantyoutostophere,too,andwe’llreferthewholemattertoher。She’ssuchawiseoldhead。

I’mnotsure"—

MR。RICHARDS:"What?"

MISSGALBRAITH,demurely:"ThatI’mgoodenoughforyou。"

MR。RICHARDS,starting,inburlesqueofhermovement,asifathoughthadstruckHIM:"Lucy!howcameyouonthistrainwhenyouleftSyracuseonthemorningexpress?"

MISSGALBRAITH,faintly:"IwaitedoveratrainatUtica。"Shesinksintoachair,andavertsherface。

MR。RICHARDS:"MayIaskwhy?"

MISSGALBRAITH,morefaintlystill:"Idon’tliketotell。I"—

MR。RICHARDS,comingandstandinginfrontofher,withhishandsinhispockets:"Lookmeintheeye,Lucy!"Shedropsherveiloverherface,andlooksupathim。"Didyou——didyouexpecttofindME

onthistrain?"

MISSGALBRAITH:"IwasafraiditneverWOULDgetalong,——itwassolate!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Don’t——tergiversate。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Don’tWHAT?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Fib。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Notforworlds!"

MR。RICHARDS:"HowdidyouknowIwasinthiscar?"

MISSGALBRAITH:"MustI?IthoughtIsawyouthroughthewindow;

andthenImadesureitwasyouwhenIwenttopinmyveilon,——Isawyouinthemirror。"

MR。RICHARDS,afteralittlesilence:"MissGalbraith,doyouwanttoknowwhatYOUare?"

MISSGALBRAITH,softly:"Yes,Allen。"

MR。RICHARDS:"You’reahumbug!"

MISSGALBRAITH,springingfromherseat,andconfrontinghim。"Soareyou!Youpretendedtobeasleep!"

MR。RICHARDS:"I——I——Iwastakenbysurprise。Ihadtotaketimetothink。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"SodidI。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Andyouthoughtitwouldbeagoodplantogetyourpolonaisecaughtinthewindow?"

MISSGALBRAITH,hidingherfaceonhisshoulder:"No,no,Allen!

ThatIneverWILLadmit。NOwomanwould!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Oh,Idaresay!"Afterapause:"Well,Iamapoor,weak,helplessman,withnoonetoadvisemeorcounselme,andI

havebeencruellydeceived。Howcouldyou,Lucy,howcouldyou?I

cannevergetoverthis。"Hedropshisheaduponhershoulder。

MISSGALBRAITH,startingawayagain,andlookingaboutthecar:

"Allen,Ihaveanidea!DoyousupposeMr。PullmancouldbeinducedtoSELLthiscar?"

MR。RICHARDS:"Why?"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Why,becauseIthinkit’sperfectlylovely,andI

shouldliketoliveinitalways。Itcouldbefittedupforasortofsummer—house,don’tyouknow,andwecouldhaveitinthegarden,andyoucouldsmokeinit。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Admirable!Itwouldlookjustlikeatravellingphotographicsaloon。No,Lucy,wewon’tbuyit;wewillsimplykeepitasaprecioussouvenir,asacredmemory,abeautifuldream,——andletitgoonfulfillingitsdestinyallthesame。"

PORTER,entering,andgatheringupMissGalbraith’sthings:"BeatSchenectadyinhalfaminute,miss。Won’thavemuchtime。"

MISSGALBRAITH,rising,andadjustingherdress,andthenlookingaboutthecar,whileshepassesherhandthroughherlover’sarm:

"Oh,IdoHATEtoleaveit。Farewell,youdear,kind,good,lovelycar!Mayyouneverhaveanotheraccident!"Shekissesherhandtothecar,uponwhichtheybothlookbackastheyslowlyleaveit。

MR。RICHARDS,kissinghishandinthelikemanner:"Good—by,sweetchariot!Mayyounevercarryanybutbridalcouples!"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Orengagedones!"

MR。RICHARDS:"Orhusbandsgoinghometotheirwives!"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Orwiveshasteningtotheirhusbands。"

MR。RICHARDS:"Oryoungladieswhohavewaitedonetrainover,soastobewiththeyoungmentheyhate。"

MISSGALBRAITH:"Oryoungmenwhoaresoindifferentthattheypretendtobeasleepwhentheyoungladiescomein!"Theypauseatthedoorandlookbackagain。"’AndmustIleavethee,Paradise?’"

Theybothkisstheirhandstothecaragain,and,theirfacesbeingveryclosetogether,theyimpulsivelykisseachother。ThenMissGalbraiththrowsbackherhead,andsolemnlyconfrontshim。"Onlythink,Allen!Ifthiscarhadn’tbrokenITSengagement,wemightneverhavemendedours。"

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