MrStandfastl

第8章

\'Don\'tthinkIwaseveryourrival。IwouldnomorehaveproposedtoMarythanIwouldhavemarriedoneofheraunts。Shewassosureofherself,sohappyinhersingle-heartednessthatsheterrifiedme。Mytypeofmanisnotmeantformarriage,forwomenmustbeinthecentreoflife,andwemustalwaysbestandingasideandlookingon。Itisadamnablethingtobeleft-handed。\'

\'Thetroubleaboutyou,mydearchap,\'Isaid,\'isthatyou\'retoohardtoplease。\'

\'That\'sonewayofputtingit。Ishouldputitmoreharshly。IhatemorethanIlove。Allwehumanitariansandpacifistshavehatredasourmainspring。Odd,isn\'tit,forpeoplewhopreachbrotherlylove?Butit\'sthetruth。We\'refullofhatetowardseverythingthatdoesn\'tsquareinwithourideas,everythingthatjarsonourlady-

likenerves。Fellowslikeyouaresoinlovewiththeircausethatthey\'venotimeorinclinationtodetestwhatthwartsthem。We\'venocause-onlynegatives,andthatmeanshatred,andself-torture,andabeastlyjaundiceofsoul。\'

ThenIknewthatWake\'sfaultwasnotspiritualpride,asIhaddiagnoseditatBiggleswick。Themanwasabasedwithhumility。

\'Iseemorethanotherpeoplesee,\'hewenton,\'andIfeelmore。

That\'sthecurseonme。You\'reahappymanandyougetthingsdone,becauseyouonlyseeonesideofacase,onethingatatime。

Howwouldyoulikeitifathousandstringswerealwaystuggingatyou,ifyousawthateverycoursemeantthesacrificeoflovelyanddesirablethings,oreventheshatteringofwhatyouknowtobeunreplaceable?I\'mthekindofstuffpoetsaremadeof,butI

haven\'tthepoet\'sgift,soIstaggerabouttheworldleft-handedandgame-legged……Takethewar。Formetofightwouldbeworsethanforanothermantorunaway。FromthebottomofmyheartI

believethatitneedn\'thavehappened,andthatallwarisablisteringiniquity。Andyetbeliefhasgotverylittletodowithvirtue。I\'mnotasgoodamanasyou,Hannay,whohaveneverthoughtoutanythinginyourlife。MytimeintheLabourbattaliontaughtmesomething。IknewthatwithallmyfineaspirationsIwasn\'tastrueamanasfellowswhosetalkwassillyoathsandwhodidn\'tcareatinker\'scurseabouttheirsoul。\'

IrememberthatIlookedathimwithasuddenunderstanding。\'I

thinkIknowyou。You\'rethesortofchapwhowon\'tfightforhiscountrybecausehecan\'tbesurethatshe\'saltogetherintheright。

Buthe\'dcheerfullydieforher,rightorwrong。\'

Hisfacerelaxedinaslowsmile。\'Queerthatyoushouldsaythat。

Ithinkit\'sprettynearthetruth。Menlikemearen\'tafraidtodie,buttheyhaven\'tquitethecouragetolive。Everymanshouldbehappyinaservicelikeyou,whenheobeysorders。Icouldn\'tgetoninanyservice。Ilackthebumpofveneration。Ican\'tswallowthingsmerelybecauseI\'mtoldto。Mysortarealwaystalkingabout“service“,butwehaven\'tthetemperamenttoserve。I\'dgiveallI

havetobeanordinarycoginthewheel,insteadofaconfoundedoutsiderwhofindsfaultwiththemachinery……Takeagreatviolenthigh-handedfellowlikeyou。Youcansinkyourselftillyoubecomeonlyanameandanumber。Icouldn\'tifItried。I\'mnotsureifIwanttoeither。Iclingtotheoddsandendsthataremyown。\'

\'IwishIhadhadyouinmybattalionayearago,\'Isaid。

\'No,youdon\'t。I\'donlyhavebeenanuisance。I\'vebeenaFabiansinceOxford,butyou\'reabettersocialistthanme。I\'marancidindividualist。\'

\'Butyoumustbefeelingbetteraboutthewar?\'Iasked。

\'Notabitofit。I\'mstilllustingfortheheadsofthepoliticiansthatmadeitandcontinueit。ButIwanttohelpmycountry。

Honestly,Hannay,Ilovetheoldplace。More,Ithink,thanIlovemyself,andthat\'ssayingadevilishlot。Shortoffighting-whichwouldbethesinagainsttheHolySpiritforme-I\'lldomydamnedest。Butyou\'llrememberI\'mnotusedtoteamwork。IfI\'majealousplayer,beatmeoverthehead。\'

Hisvoicewasalmostwistful,andIlikedhimenormously。

\'Blenkironwillseetothat,\'Isaid。\'We\'regoingtobreakyoutoharness,Wake,andthenyou\'llbeahappyman。Youkeepyourmindonthegameandforgetaboutyourself。That\'sthecureforjibbers。\'

AsIjourneyedtoStAntonIthoughtalotaboutthattalk。HewasquiterightaboutMary,whowouldneverhavemarriedhim。A

manwithsuchanangularsoulcouldn\'tfitintoanother\'s。AndthenIthoughtthatthechiefthingaboutMarywasjustherserenecertainty。HereyeshadthatsettledhappylookthatIrememberedtohaveseenonlyinoneotherhumanface,andthatwasPeter\'s……

ButIwonderedifPeter\'seyeswerestillthesame。

Ifoundthecottage,alittlewoodenthingwhichhadbeenleftperchedonitsknollwhenthebighotelsgrewaroundit。Ithadafenceinfront,butbehinditwasopentothehillside。Atthegatestoodabentoldwomanwithafacelikeapippin。Mymake-upmusthavebeengood,forsheacceptedmebeforeIintroducedmyself。

\'Godbethankedyouarecome,\'shecried。\'Thepoorlieutenantneededamantokeephimcompany。Hesleepsnow,ashedoesalwaysintheafternoon,forhislegwearieshiminthenight……Butheisbrave,likeasoldier……Come,Iwillshowyouthehouse,foryoutwowillbealonenow。\'

Steppingsoftlysheledmeindoors,pointingwithawarningfingertothelittlebedroomwherePeterslept。Ifoundakitchenwithabigstoveandaroughfloorofplanking,onwhichlaysomebadlycuredskins。Offitwasasortofpantrywithabedforme。

Sheshowedmethepotsandpansforcookingandthestoresshehadlaidin,andwheretofindwaterandfuel。\'Iwilldothemarketingdaily,\'shesaid,\'andifyouneedme,mydwellingishalfamileuptheroadbeyondthenewchurch。Godbewithyou,youngman,andbekindtothatwoundedone。\'

WhentheWidowSummermatterhaddepartedIsatdowninPeter\'sarm-chairandtookstockoftheplace。Itwasquietandsimpleandhomely,andthroughthewindowcamethegleamofsnowonthediamondhills。OnthetablebesidethestovewerePeter\'scherishedbelongings-hisbuck-skinpouchandthepipewhichJannieGrobelaarhadcarvedforhiminStHelena,analuminiumfieldmatch-boxIhadgivenhim,acheaplarge-printBiblesuchaspadrespresenttowell-disposedprivates,andanoldbattered_Pilgrim\'s_Progresswithgaudypictures。TheillustrationatwhichIopenedshowedFaithfulgoinguptoHeavenfromthefireofVanityFairlikeawoodcockthathasjustbeenflushed。Everythingintheroomwasexquisitelyneat,andIknewthatthatwasPeterandnottheWidowSummermatter。Onapegbehindthedoorhunghismuch-mendedcoat,andstickingoutofapocketI

recognizedasheafofmyownletters。InonecornerstoodsomethingwhichIhadforgottenabout-aninvalidchair。

ThesightofPeter\'splainlittleoddmentsmademefeelsolemn。I

wonderedifhiseyeswouldbelikeMary\'snow,forIcouldnotconceivewhatlifewouldbeforhimasacripple。VerysilentlyI

openedthebedroomdoorandslippedinside。

HewaslyingonacampbedsteadwithoneofthosestripedSwissblanketspulleduproundhisears,andhewasasleep。ItwastheoldPeterbeyonddoubt。Hehadthehunter\'sgiftofbreathingevenlythroughhisnose,andthewhitescaronthedeepbrownofhisforeheadwaswhatIhadalwaysremembered。TheonlychangesinceI

lastsawhimwasthathehadlethisbeardgrowagain,anditwasgrey。

AsIlookedathimtheremembranceofallwehadbeenthroughtogetherfloodedbackuponme,andIcouldhavecriedwithjoyatbeingbesidehim。Women,blesstheirhearts!canneverknowwhatlongcomradeshipmeanstomen;itissomethingnotintheirlives-

somethingthatbelongsonlytothatwild,undomesticatedworldwhichweforswearwhenwefindourmates。EvenMaryunderstoodonlyabitofit。Ihadjustwonherlove,whichwasthegreatestthingthatevercamemyway,butifshehadenteredatthatmomentIwouldscarcelyhaveturnedmyhead。Iwasbackagainintheoldlifeandwasnotthinkingofthenew。

SuddenlyIsawthatPeterwasawakeandwaslookingatme。

\'Dick,\'hesaidinawhisper,\'Dick,myoldfriend。\'

Theblanketwastossedoff,andhislong,leanarmswerestretchedouttome。Igrippedhishands,andforalittlewedidnotspeak。

ThenIsawhowwoefullyhehadchanged。Hisleftleghadshrunk,andfromthekneedownwaslikeapipestem。Hisface,whenawake,showedthelinesofhardsufferingandheseemedshorterbyhalfafoot。ButhiseyeswerestilllikeMary\'s。Indeedtheyseemedtobemorepatientandpeacefulthaninthedayswhenhesatbesidemeonthebuck-waggonandpeeredoverthehunting-veld。

Ipickedhimup-hewasnoheavierthanMary-andcarriedhimtohischairbesidethestove。ThenIboiledwaterandmadetea,aswehadsooftendonetogether。

\'Peter,oldman,\'Isaid,\'we\'reontrekagain,andthisisaverysnuglittle_rondavel。We\'vehadmanygoodyarns,butthisisgoingtobethebest。Firstofall,howaboutyourhealth?\'

\'Good,I\'mastrongmanagain,butslowlikeahippocow。I

havebeenlonelysometimes,butthatisallbynow。Tellmeofthebigbattles。\'

ButIwashungryfornewsofhimandkepthimtohisowncase。

HehadnocomplaintofhistreatmentexceptthathedidnotlikeGermans。Thedoctorsatthehospitalhadbeenclever,hesaid,andhaddonetheirbestforhim,butnervesandsinewsandsmallboneshadbeensowreckedthattheycouldnotmendhisleg,andPeterhadalltheBoer\'sdislikeofamputation。OnedoctorhadbeeninDamaralandandtalkedtohimofthosebakedsunnyplacesandmadehimhomesick。ButhereturnedalwaystohisdislikeofGermans。Hehadseenthemherdingoursoldierslikebrutebeasts,andthecommandanthadafacelikeStummandachinthatstuckoutandwantedhitting。HemadeanexceptionforthegreatairmanLensch,whohaddownedhim。

\'Heisawhiteman,thatone,\'hesaid。\'Hecametoseemeinhospitalandtoldmealotofthings。Ithinkhemadethemtreatmewell。Heisabigman,Dick,whowouldmaketwoofme,andhehasaround,merryfaceandpaleeyeslikeFrickieCellierswhocouldputabulletthroughapauw\'sheadattwohundredyards。HesaidhewassorryIwaslame,forhehopedtohavemorefightswithme。SomewomanthattellsfortuneshadsaidthatIwouldbetheendofhim,buthereckonedshehadgotthethingthewrongwayon。Ihopehewillcomethroughthiswar,forheisagoodman,thoughaGerman……Buttheothers!TheyarelikethefoolintheBible,fatanduglyingoodfortuneandproudandviciouswhentheirluckgoes。Theyarenotapeopletobehappywith。\'

Thenhetoldmethattokeepuphisspiritshehadamusedhimselfwithplayingagame。HehadpridedhimselfonbeingaBoer,andspokencoldlyoftheBritish。Hehadalso,Igathered,impartedmanythingscalculatedtodeceive。SoheleftGermanywithgoodmarks,andinSwitzerlandhadheldhimselfalooffromtheotherBritishwounded,ontheadviceofBlenkiron,whohadmethimassoonashecrossedthefrontier。IgathereditwasBlenkironwhohadhadhimsenttoStAnton,andinhistimethere,asadisgruntledBoer,hehadmixedagooddealwithGermans。

Theyhadpumpedhimaboutourairservice,andPeterhadtoldthemmanyingeniousliesandheardcuriousthingsinreturn。

\'Theyareworkinghard,Dick,\'hesaid。\'Neverforgetthat。TheGermanisastoutenemy,andwhenwebeathimwithamachinehesweatstillhehasinventedanewone。Theyhavegreatpilots,butneversomanygoodonesaswe,andIdonotthinkinordinaryfightingtheycaneverbeatus。ButyoumustwatchLensch,forI

fearhim。Hehasanewmachine,Ihear,withgreatenginesandashortwingspread,butthewingssocamberedthathecanclimbfast。

Thatwillbeasurprisetospringuponus。Youwillsaythatwe\'llsoonbetterit。Soweshall,butifitwasusedatatimewhenwewerepushingharditmightmakethelittledifferencethatlosesbattles。\'

\'Youmean,\'Isaid,\'thatifwehadagreatattackreadyandhaddrivenalltheBocheplanesbackfromourfront,Lenschandhiscircusmightgetoverinspiteofusandblowthegaff?\'

\'Yes,\'hesaidsolemnly。\'Orifwewereattacked,andhadaweakspot,LenschmightshowtheGermanswheretogetthrough。Idonotthinkwearegoingtoattackforalongtime;butIamprettysurethatGermanyisgoingtoflingeverymanagainstus。Thatisthetalkofmyfriends,anditisnotbluff。\'

ThatnightIcookedourmodestdinner,andwesmokedourpipeswiththestovedooropenandthegoodsmellofwoodsmokeinournostrils。ItoldhimofallmydoingsandoftheWildBirdsandIveryandthejobwewereengagedon。Blenkiron\'sinstructionswerethatwetwoshouldlivehumblyandkeepoureyesandearsopen,forwewereoutsidesuspicion-thecantankerouslameBoerandhisloutishservantfromArosa。Somewhereintheplacewasarendezvousofourenemies,andthithercameCheliusonhisdarkerrands。

Peternoddedhisheadsagely,\'IthinkIhaveguessedtheplace。

Thedaughteroftheoldwomanusedtopullmychairsometimesdowntothevillage,andIhavesatincheapinnsandtalkedtoservants。Thereisafresh-waterpanthere,itisallcoveredwithsnownow,andbesideitthereisabighousethattheycallthePinkChalet。Idonotknowmuchaboutit,exceptthatrichfolkliveinit,forIknowtheotherhousesandtheyareharmless。Alsothebighotels,whicharetoocoldandpublicforstrangerstomeetin。\'

IputPetertobed,anditwasajoytometolookafterhim,togivehimhistonicandpreparethehotwaterbottlethatcomfortedhisneuralgia。Hisbehaviourwaslikeadocilechild\'s,andheneverlapsedfromhissunnytemper,thoughIcouldseehowhisleggavehimhell。Theyhadtriedmassageforitandgivenitup,andtherewasnothingforhimbuttoenduretillnatureandhistoughconstitutiondeadenedthetorturednervesagain。Ishiftedmybedoutofthepantryandsleptintheroomwithhim,andwhenIwokeinthenight,asonedoesthefirsttimeinastrangeplace,Icouldtellbyhisbreathingthathewaswakefulandsuffering。

Nextdayabathchaircontainingagrizzledcrippleandpushedbyalimpingpeasantmighthavebeenseendescendingthelonghilltothevillage。Itwasclearfrostyweatherwhichmakesthecheekstingle,andIfeltsofullofbeansthatitwashardtoremembermygameleg。Thevalleywasshutinontheeastbyagreatmassofrocksandglaciers,belongingtoamountainwhosetopcouldnotbeseen。Butonthesouth,abovethesnowyfir-woods,therewasamostdelicatelace-likepeakwithapointlikeaneedle。Ilookedatitwithinterest,forbeyonditlaythevalleywhichledtotheStaubpass,andbeyondthatwasItaly-andMary。

TheoldvillageofStAntonhadonelong,narrowstreetwhichbentatrightanglestoabridgewhichspannedtheriverflowingfromthelake。Thencetheroadclimbedsteeply,butattheotherendofthestreetitranonthelevelbythewater\'sedge,linedwithgimcrackboarding-houses,nowshutteredtotheworld,andafewvillasinpatchesofgarden。Atthefarend,justbeforeitplungedintoapine-wood,apromontoryjuttedintothelake,leavingabroadspacebetweentheroadandthewater。Herewerethegroundsofamoreconsiderabledwelling-snow-coveredlaurelsandrhododendronswithoneortwobiggertrees-andjustonthewater-edgestoodthehouseitself,calledthePinkChalet。

IwheeledPeterpasttheentranceonthecracklingsnowofthehighway。Seenthroughthegapsofthetreesthefrontlookednew,butthebackpartseemedtobeofsomeage,forIcouldseehighwalls,brokenbyfewwindows,hangingoverthewater。Theplacewasnomoreachaletthanadonjon,butIsupposethenamewasgiveninhonourofawoodengalleryabovethefrontdoor。Thewholethingwaswashedinanuglypink。Therewereouthouses-

garageorstablesamongthetrees-andattheentrancetherewerefairlyrecenttracksofanautomobile。

Onourwaybackwehadsomeverybadbeerinacafeandmadefriendswiththewomanwhokeptit。Peterhadtotellherhisstory,andItrottedoutmyauntinZurich,andintheendweheardhergrievances。ShewasatrueSwiss,angryatallthebelligerentswhohadspoiledherlivelihood,hatingGermanymostbutalsofearinghermost。Coffee,tea,fuel,bread,evenmilkandcheesewerehardtogetandcostaransom。Itwouldtakethelandyearstorecover,andtherewouldbenomoretourists,fortherewaslittlemoneyleftintheworld。IdroppedaquestionaboutthePinkChalet,andwastoldthatitbelongedtooneSchweigler,aprofessorofBerne,anoldmanwhocamesometimesforafewdaysinthesummer。Itwasoftenlet,butnotnow。Askedifitwasoccupied,sheremarkedthatsomefriendsoftheSchweiglers-richpeoplefromBasle-hadbeenthereforthewinter。\'Theycomeandgoingreatcars,\'shesaidbitterly,\'andtheybringtheirfoodfromthecities。Theyspendnomoneyinthispoorplace。\'

PresentlyPeterandIfellintoaroutineoflife,asifwehadalwayskepthousetogether。Inthemorninghewentabroadinhischair,intheafternoonIwouldhobbleaboutonmyownerrands。Wesankintothebackgroundandtookitscolour,andalessconspicuouspairneverfacedtheeyeofsuspicion。OnceaweekayoungSwissofficer,whosebusinessitwastolookafterBritishwounded,paidusahurriedvisit。IusedtogetlettersfrommyauntinZurich,SometimeswiththepostmarkofArosa,andnowandthentheseletterswouldcontaincuriouslywordedadviceorinstructionsfromhimwhommyauntcalled\'thekindpatron\'。GenerallyIwastoldtobepatient。SometimesIhadwordaboutthehealthof\'mylittlecousinacrossthemountains\'。OnceIwasbiddenexpectafriendofthepatron\'s,thewisedoctorofwhomhehadoftenspoken,butthoughafterthatIshadowedthePinkChaletfortwodaysnodoctorappeared。

Myinvestigationswereabarrenbusiness。Iusedtogodowntothevillageintheafternoonandsitinanout-of-the-waycafe,talkingslowGermanwithpeasantsandhotelporters,buttherewaslittletolearn。IknewalltherewastohearaboutthePinkChalet,andthatwasnothing。Ayoungmanwhoski-edstayedforthreenightsandspenthisdaysonthealpsabovethefir-woods。Apartyoffour,includingtwowomen,wasreportedtohavebeenthereforanight-allramificationsoftherichfamilyofBasle。Istudiedthehousefromthelake,whichshouldhavebeennicelysweptintoice-rinks,butfromlackofvisitorswasaheapofblownsnow。Thehigholdwallsofthebackpartwerebuiltstraightfromthewater\'sedge。I

rememberItriedashortcutthroughthegroundstothehigh-roadandwasgiven\'Goodafternoon\'byasmilingGermanmanservant。

OnewayandanotherIgatheredtherewereagoodmanyserving-

menabouttheplace-toomanyfortheinfrequentguests。ButbeyondthisIdiscoverednothing。

NotthatIwasbored,forIhadalwaysPetertoturnto。HewasthinkingalotaboutSouthAfrica,andthethinghelikedbestwastogooverwithmeeverydetailofouroldexpeditions。Theybelongedtoalifewhichhecouldthinkaboutwithoutpain,whereasthewarwastoonearandbitterforhim。Helikedtohobbleout-of-doorsafterthedarknesscameandlookathisoldfriends,thestars。

Hecalledthembythewordstheyuseontheveld,andthefirststarofmorninghecalledthe_voorlooper-thelittleboywhoinspanstheoxen-anameIhadnotheardfortwentyyears。Manyagreatyarnwespuninthelongevenings,butIalwayswenttobedwithasoreheart。Thelonginginhiseyeswastoourgent,longingnotforolddaysorfarcountries,butforthehealthandstrengthwhichhadoncebeenhispride。

onenightItoldhimaboutMary。

\'Shewillbeahappy_mysie,\'hesaid,\'butyouwillneedtobeverycleverwithher,forwomenarequeercattleandyouandIdon\'tknowtheirways。TheytellmeEnglishwomendonotcookandmakeclotheslikeourvrouws,sowhatwillshefindtodo?Idoubtanidlewomanwillbelikeamealie-fedhorse。\'

ItwasnogoodexplainingtohimthekindofgirlMarywas,forthatwasaworldentirelybeyondhisken。ButIcouldseethathefeltlonelierthaneveratmynews。SoItoldhimofthehouseI

meanttohaveinEnglandwhenthewarwasover-anoldhouseinagreenhillycountry,withfieldsthatwouldcarryfourheadofcattletotheMorganandfurrowsofclearwater,andorchardsofplumsandapples。\'Andyouwillstaywithusallthetime,\'Isaid。

\'Youwillhaveyourownroomsandyourownboytolookafteryou,andyouwillhelpmetofarm,andwewillcatchfishtogether,andshootthewildduckswhentheycomeupfromthepansintheevening。IhavefoundabettercountrysidethantheHoutbosch,whereyouandIplannedtohaveafarm。Itisablessedandhappyplace,England。\'

Heshookhishead。\'Youareakindman,Dick,butyourpretty_mysiewon\'twantanuglyoldfellowlikemehobblingaboutherhouse……IdonotthinkIwillgobacktoAfrica,forIshouldbesadthereinthesun。IwillfindalittleplaceinEngland,andsomedayIwillvisityou,oldfriend。\'

Thatnighthisstoicismseemedforthefirsttimetofailhim。Hewassilentforalongtimeandwentearlytobed,whereIcanvouchforithedidnotsleep。Buthemusthavethoughtalotinthenighttime,forinthemorninghehadgothimselfinhandandwasascheerfulasasandboy。

Iwatchedhisphilosophywithamazement。ItwasfarbeyondanythingIcouldhavecompassedmyself。Hewassofrailandsopoor,forhehadneverhadanythingintheworldbuthisbodilyfitness,andhehadlostthatnow。Andremember,hehadlostitaftersomemonthsofglitteringhappiness,forintheairhehadfoundtheelementforwhichhehadbeenborn。Sometimeshedroppedahintofthosedayswhenhelivedinthecloudsandinventedanewkindofbattle,andhisvoicealwaysgrewhoarse。I

couldseethatheachedwithlongingfortheirreturn。Andyetheneverhadawordofcomplaint。Thatwastheritualhehadsethimself,hispointofhonour,andhefacedthefuturewiththesamekindofcourageasthatwithwhichhehadtackledawildbeastorLenschhimself。Onlyitneededafarbiggerbrandoffortitude。

Anotherthingwasthathehadfoundreligion。Idoubtifthatistherightwaytoputit,forhehadalwayshadit。MenwholiveinthewildsknowtheyareinthehandsofGod。Buthisoldkindhadbeenatatteredthing,morelikeheathensuperstition,thoughithadalwayskepthimhumble。ButnowhehadtakentoreadingtheBibleandtothinkinginhislonelynights,andhehadgotacreedofhisown。Idaresayitwascrudeenough,Iamsureitwasunorthodox;butiftheproofofreligionisthatitgivesamanapropinbaddays,thenPeter\'swastherealthing。HeusedtoferretaboutintheBibleandthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progress-theywerebothequallyinspiredinhiseyes-andfindtextswhichheinterpretedinhisownwaytomeethiscase。Hetookeverythingquiteliterally。WhathappenedthreethousandyearsagoinPalestinemight,forallheminded,havebeengoingonnextdoor。IusedtochaffhimandtellhimthathewasliketheKaiser,verygoodatfittingtheBibletohispurpose,buthissinceritywassocompletethatheonlysmiled。I

rememberonenight,whenhehadbeenthinkingabouthisflyingdays,hefoundapassageinThessaloniansaboutthedeadrisingtomeettheirLordintheair,andthatcheeredhimalot。Peter,Icouldsee,hadthenotionthathistimeherewouldn\'tbeverylong,andhelikedtothinkthatwhenhegothisreleasehewouldfindoncemoretheoldrapture。

Once,whenIsaidsomethingabouthispatience,hesaidhehadgottotrytoliveuptoMrStandfast。Hehadfixedonthatcharactertofollow,thoughhewouldhavepreferredMrValiant-for-Truthifhehadthoughthimselfgoodenough。HeusedtotalkaboutMrStandfastinhisqueerwayasifhewereafriendofusboth,likeBlenkiron……ItellyouIwashumbledoutofallmypridebytheSightofPeter,souncomplainingandgentleandwise。TheAlmightyHimselfcouldn\'thavemadeaprigoutofhim,andheneverwouldhavethoughtofpreaching。Onlyoncedidhegivemeadvice。Ihadalwaysalikingforshortcuts,andIwasgettingabitrestiveunderthelonginaction。OnedaywhenIexpressedmyfeelingsonthematter,Peteruppedandreadfromthe_Pilgrim\'s_Progress:\'SomealsohavewishedthatthenextwaytotheirFather\'shousewerehere,thattheymightbetroublednomorewitheitherhillsormountainstogoover,buttheWayistheWay,andthereisanend。\'

AllthesamewhenwegotintoMarchandnothinghappenedI

grewprettyanxious。Blenkironhadsaidwewerefightingagainsttime,andhereweretheweeksslippingaway。Hisletterscameoccasionally,alwaysintheshapeofcommunicationsfrommyaunt。

OnetoldmethatIwouldsoonbeoutofajob,forPeter\'srepatriationwasjustaboutthrough,andhemightgethismovementorderanyday。Anotherspokeofmylittlecousinoverthehills,andsaidthatshehopedsoontobegoingtoaplacecalledSantaChiaraintheValSaluzzana。IgotoutthemapinahurryandmeasuredthedistancefromtheretoStAntonandporedoverthetworoadsthither-theshortonebytheStaubPassandthelongonebytheMarjolana。Theselettersmademethinkthatthingswerenearingaclimax,butstillnoinstructionscame。Ihadnothingtoreportinmyownmessages,IhaddiscoverednothinginthePinkChaletbutidleservants,IwasnotevensureifthePinkChaletwerenotaharmlessvilla,andIhadn\'tcomewithinathousandmilesoffindingChelius。

AllmydesiretoimitatePeter\'sstoicismdidn\'tpreventmefromgettingoccasionallyrattledanddespondent。

TheonethingIcoulddowastokeepfit,forIhadanotionI

mightsoonwantallmybodilystrength。Ihadtokeepupmypretenceoflamenessinthedaytime,soIusedtotakemyexerciseatnight。Iwouldsleepintheafternoon,whenPeterhadhissiesta,andthenabouttenintheevening,afterputtinghimtobed,I

wouldslipout-of-doorsandgoforafourorfivehours\'tramp。

Wonderfulwerethosemidnightwanderings。Ipushedupthroughthesnow-ladenpinestotheridgeswherethesnowlayingreatwreathsandscallops,tillIstoodonacrestwithafrozenworldatmyfeetandabovemeahostofglitteringstars。OnceonanightoffullmoonIreachedtheglacieratthevalleyhead,scrambledupthemorainetowheretheicebegan,andpeeredfearfullyintothespectralcrevasses。AtsuchhoursIhadtheearthtomyself,fortherewasnotasoundexcepttheslippingofaburdenofsnowfromthetreesorthecrackandrustlewhichremindedmethataglacierwasamovingriver。Thewarseemedveryfaraway,andIfeltthelittlenessofourhumanstruggles,tillIthoughtofPeterturningfromsidetosidetofindeaseinthecottagefarbelowme。ThenIrealizedthatthespiritofmanwasthegreatestthinginthisspaciousworld……I

wouldgetbackaboutthreeorfour,haveabathinthewaterwhichhadbeenwarminginmyabsence,andcreepintobed,almostashamedofhavingtwosoundlegs,whenabettermanayardawayhadbutone。

OddlyenoughatthesehoursthereseemedmorelifeinthePinkChaletthanbyday。Once,trampingacrossthelakelongaftermidnight,Isawlightsinthelake-frontinwindowswhichforordinarywereblankandshuttered。SeveraltimesIcutacrossthegrounds,whenthemoonwasdark。Ononesuchoccasionagreatcarwithnolightssweptupthedrive,andIheardlowvoicesatthedoor。Anothertimeamanranhastilypastme,andenteredthehousebyalittledoorontheeasternside,whichIhadnotbeforenoticed……Slowlytheconvictionbegantogrowonmethatwewerenotwronginmarkingdownthisplace,thatthingswentonwithinitwhichitdeeplyconcernedustodiscover。ButIwaspuzzledtothinkofaway。Imightbuttinside,butforallIknewitwouldbeupsettingBlenkiron\'splans,forhehadgivenmenoinstructionsabouthousebreaking。Allthisunsettledmeworsethanever。Ibegantolieawakeplanningsomemeansofentrance……I

wouldbeapeasantfromthenextvalleywhohadtwistedhisankle……

Iwouldgoseekinganimaginarycousinamongtheservants……

Iwouldstartafireintheplaceandhavethedoorsflungopentozealousneighbours……

AndthensuddenlyIgotinstructionsinaletterfromBlenkiron。

Itcameinsideaparcelofwarmsocksthatarrivedfrommykindaunt。Buttheletterformewasnotfromher。ItwasinBlenkiron\'slargesprawlinghandandthestyleofitwasallhisown。Hetoldmethathehadaboutfinishedhisjob。HehadgothislineonChelius,whowasthebirdheexpected,andthatbirdwouldsoonwingitswaysouthwardacrossthemountainsforthereasonIknewof。

\'We\'vegotanalmightymoveon,\'hewrote,\'andpleaseGodyou\'regoingtohustlesomeinthenextweek。It\'sgoingbetterthanIeverhoped。\'Butsomethingwasstilltobedone。Hehadstruckacountryman,oneClarenceDonne,ajournalistofKansasCity,whomhehadtakenintothebusiness。Himhedescribedasa\'crackerjack\'andcommendedtomyesteem。HewascomingtoStAnton,fortherewasagameafootatthePinkChalet,whichhewouldgivemenewsof。Iwastomeethimnexteveningatnine-

fifteenatthelittledoorintheeastendofthehouse。\'FortheloveofMike,Dick,\'heconcluded,\'beontimeanddoeverythingClarencetellsyouasifhewasme。It\'samightycomplexaffair,butyouandhehavesandenoughtopullthrough。Don\'tworryaboutyourlittlecousin。She\'ssafeandoutofthejobnow。\'

Myfirstfeelingwasoneofimmenserelief,especiallyatthelastwords。IreadtheletteradozentimestomakesureIhaditsmeaning。Aflashofsuspicioncrossedmymindthatitmightbeafake,principallybecausetherewasnomentionofPeter,whohadfiguredlargeintheothermissives。ButwhyshouldPeterbementionedwhenhewasn\'toninthispiece?Thesignatureconvincedme。OrdinarilyBlenkironsignedhimselfinfullwithafinecommercialflourish。ButwhenIwasattheFronthehadgotintothehabitofmakingakindofhieroglyphicofhissurnametomeandstickingJ。S。afteritinabracket。Thatwashowthisletterwassigned,anditwassureproofitwasallright。

Ispentthatdayandthenextinwildspirits。Peterspottedwhatwason,thoughIdidnottellhimforfearofmakinghimenvious。I

hadtobeextrakindtohim,forIcouldseethatheachedtohaveahandinthebusiness。IndeedheaskedshylyifIcouldn\'tfithimin,andIhadtolieaboutitandsayitwasonlyanotherofmyaimlesscircumnavigationsofthePinkChalet。

\'TryandfindsomethingwhereIcanhelp,\'hepleaded。\'I\'mprettystrongstill,thoughI\'mlame,andIcanshootabit。\'

Ideclaredthathewouldbeusedintime,thatBlenkironhadpromisedhewouldbeused,butforthelifeofmeIcouldn\'tseehow。

Atnineo\'clockontheeveningappointedIwasonthelakeoppositethehouse,closeinundertheshore,makingmywaytotherendezvous。Itwasacoal-blacknight,forthoughtheairwasclearthestarswereshiningwithlittlelight,andthemoonhadnotyetrisen。WithapremonitionthatImightbelongawayfromfood,I

hadbroughtsomeslabsofchocolate,andmypistolandtorchwereinmypocket。Itwasbittercold,butIhadceasedtomindweather,andIworemyonesuitandnoovercoat。

Thehousewaslikeatombforsilence。Therewasnocrackoflightanywhere,andnoneofthosesmellsofsmokeandfoodwhichproclaimhabitation。Itwasaneeriejobscramblingupthesteepbankeastoftheplace,towheretheflatofthegardenstarted,inadarknesssogreatthatIhadtogropemywaylikeablindman。

Ifoundthelittledoorbyfeelingalongtheedgeofthebuilding。

ThenIsteppedintoanadjacentclumpoflaurelstowaitonmycompanion。Hewastherebeforeme。

\'Say,\'IheardarichMiddleWestvoicewhisper,\'areyouJosephZimmer?I\'mnotshoutinganynames,butIguessyouaretheguyIwastoldtomeethere。\'

\'MrDonne?\'Iwhisperedback。

\'Thesame,\'hereplied。\'Shake。\'

Igrippedaglovedandmittenedhandwhichdrewmetowardsthedoor。

CHAPTERSIXTEEN

ILieonaHardBedThejournalistfromKansasCitywasamanofaction。Hewastednowordsinintroducinghimselforunfoldinghisplanofcampaign。

\'You\'vegottofollowme,mister,andnotdeviateoneinchfrommytracks。Theexplainingpartwillcomelater。There\'sbigbusinessinthisshacktonight。\'Heunlockedthelittledoorwithscarcelyasound,slidthecrustofsnowfromhisboots,andprecededmeintoapassageasblackasacellar。Thedoorswungsmoothlybehindus,andafterthesharpout-of-doorstheairsmeltstuffyastheinsideofasafe。

AhandreachedbacktomakesurethatIfollowed。Weappearedtobeinaflaggedpassageunderthemainlevelofthehouse。Myhobnailedbootsslippedonthefloor,andIsteadiedmyselfonthewall,whichseemedtobeofundressedstone。MrDonnemovedsoftlyandassuredly,forhewasbettershodforthejobthanme,andhisguidinghandcamebackconstantlytomakesureofmywhereabouts。

IrememberthatIfeltjustasIhadfeltwhenonthatAugustnightIhadexploredthecreviceoftheCoolin-thesamesensethatsomethingqueerwasgoingtohappen,thesamerecklessnessandcontentment。Movingafootatatimewithimmensecare,wecametoaright-handturning。Twoshallowstepsledustoanotherpassage,andthenmygropinghandsstruckablindwall。TheAmericanwasbesideme,andhismouthwasclosetomyear。

\'Gottocrawlnow,\'hewhispered。\'Youlead,mister,whileI

shedthiscoatofmine。Eightfeetonyourstomachandthenupright。\'

Iwriggledthroughalowtunnel,broadenoughtotakethreemenabreast,butnottwofeethigh。Half-waythroughIfeltsuffocated,forIneverlikedholes,andIhadamomentaryanxietyastowhatwewereafterinthiscellarpilgrimage。PresentlyIsmeltfreeairandgotontomyknees。

\'Right,mister?\'cameawhisperfrombehind。MycompanionseemedtobewaitingtillIwasthroughbeforehefollowed。

\'Right,\'Ianswered,andverycarefullyrosetomyfeet。

Thensomethinghappenedbehindme。Therewasajarandabumpasiftheroofofthetunnelhadsubsided。Iturnedsharplyandgropedatthemouth。Istuckmylegdownandfoundablock。

\'Donne,\'Isaid,asloudasIdared,\'areyouhurt?Whereareyou?\'

Butnoanswercame。

EventhenIthoughtonlyofanaccident。Somethinghadmiscarried,andIwascutoffinthecellarsofanunfriendlyhouseawayfromthemanwhoknewtheroadandhadaplaninhishead。Iwasnotsomuchfrightenedasexasperated。Iturnedfromthetunnel-

mouthandgropedintothedarknessbeforeme。ImightaswellprospectthekindofprisonintowhichIhadblundered。

Itookthreesteps-nomore。Myfeetseemedsuddenlytogofrommeandflyupward。SosuddenwasitthatIfellheavyanddeadlikealog,andmyheadstruckthefloorwithacrashthatforamomentknockedmesenseless。Iwasconsciousofsomethingfallingonmeandofanintolerablepressureonmychest。Istruggledforbreath,andfoundmyarmsandlegspinnedandmywholebodyinakindofwoodenvice。Iwassickwithconcussion,andcoulddonothingbutgaspandchokedownmynausea。Thecutinthebackofmyheadwasbleedingfreelyandthathelpedtoclearmywits,butIlayforaminuteortwoincapableofthought。Ishutmyeyestight,asamandoeswhenheisfightingwithaswoon。

WhenIopenedthemtherewaslight。Itcamefromtheleftsideoftheroom,thebroadglareofastrongelectrictorch。Iwatcheditstupidly,butitgavemethefillipneededtopickupthethreads。I

rememberedthetunnelnowandtheKansasjournalist。ThenbehindthelightIsawafacewhichpulledmyflickeringsensesoutofthemire。

Isawtheheavyulsterandthecap,whichIhadrealized,thoughIhadnotseen,outsideinthedarklaurels。Theybelongedtothejournalist,ClarenceDonne,thetrustedemissaryofBlenkiron。ButI

sawhisfacenow,anditwasthatfacewhichIhadboastedtoBullivantIcouldnevermistakeagainuponearth。Ididnotmistakeitnow,andIrememberIhadafaintsatisfactionthatIhadmadegoodmyword。Ihadnotmistakenit,forIhadnothadthechancetolookatittillthismoment。Isawwithacidclearnessthecommondenominatorofallitsdisguises-theyoungmanwholispedintheseasidevilla,thestoutphilanthropistofBiggleswick,thepulpypanic-strickencreatureoftheTubestation,thetrimFrenchstaffofficerofthePicardychateau……Isawmore,forIsawitbeyondtheneedofdisguise。IwaslookingatvonSchwabing,theexile,whohaddonemoreforGermanythananyarmycommander……

Mary\'swordscamebacktome-\'themostdangerousmanintheworld\'……Iwasnotafraid,orbroken-heartedatfailure,orangry-

notyet,forIwastoodazedandawestruck。Ilookedathimasonemightlookatsomecataclysmofnaturewhichhaddestroyedacontinent。

Thefacewassmiling。

\'Iamhappytoofferyouhospitalityatlast,\'itsaid。

Ipulledmywitsfartheroutofthemudtoattendtohim。Thecross-baronmychestpressedlesshardandIbreathedbetter。ButwhenItriedtospeak,thewordswouldnotcome。

\'Weareoldfriends,\'hewenton。\'Wehaveknowneachotherquiteintimatelyforfouryears,whichisalongtimeinwar。Ihavebeeninterestedinyou,foryouhaveakindofcrudeintelligence,andyouhavecompelledmetotakeyouseriously。Ifyouwereclevereryouwouldappreciatethecompliment。Butyouwerefoolenoughtothinkyoucouldbeatme,andforthatyoumustbepunished。Ohno,don\'tflatteryourselfyouwereeverdangerous。

Youwereonlytroublesomeandpresumptuouslikeamosquitooneflicksoffone\'ssleeve。\'

Hewasleaningagainstthesideofaheavycloseddoor。Helitacigarfromalittlegoldtinderboxandregardedmewithamusedeyes。

\'Youwillhavetimeforreflection,soIproposetoenlightenyoualittle。Youareanobserveroflittlethings。So?Didyoueverseeacatwithamouse?Themouserunsaboutandhidesandmanoeuvresandthinksitisplayingitsowngame。Butatanymomentthecatcanstretchoutitspawandputanendtoit。Youarethemouse,mypoorGeneral-forIbelieveyouareoneofthosefunnyamateursthattheEnglishcallGenerals。AtanymomentduringthelastninemonthsIcouldhaveputanendtoyouwithanod。\'

MynauseahadstoppedandIcouldunderstandwhathesaid,thoughIhadstillnopowertoreply。

\'Letmeexplain,\'hewenton。\'IwatchedwithamusementyourgambolsatBiggleswick。MyeyesfollowedyouwhenyouwenttotheClydeandinyourstupidtwistingsinScotland。Igaveyourope,becauseyouwerefutile,andIhadgraverthingstoattendto。IallowedyoutoamuseyourselfatyourBritishFrontwithchildishinvestigationsandtoplaythefoolinParis。IhavefollowedeverystepofyourcourseinSwitzerland,andIhavehelpedyouridioticYankeefriendtoplotagainstmyself。Whileyouthoughtyouweredrawingyournetaroundme,Iwasdrawingminearoundyou。Iassureyou,ithasbeenacharmingrelaxationfromseriousbusiness。\'

Iknewthemanwaslying。Somepartwastrue,forhehadclearlyfooledBlenkiron;butIrememberedthehurriedflightfromBiggleswickandEaucourtSainte-Annewhenthegamewascertainlyagainsthim。Hehadmeathismercy,andwaswreakinghisvanityonme。Thatmadehimsmallerinmyeyes,andmyfirstawebegantopass。

\'Inevercherishrancour,youknow,\'hesaid。\'Inmybusinessitissillytobeangry,foritwastesenergy。ButIdonottolerateinsolence,mydearGeneral。Andmycountryhasthehabitofdoingjusticeonherenemies。Itmayinterestyoutoknowthattheendisnotfaroff。Germanyhasfacedajealousworldinarmsandsheisabouttobejustifiedofhergreatcourage。Shehasbrokenupbitbybittheclumsyorganizationofheropponents。WhereisRussiatoday,thesteam-rollerthatwastocrushus?WhereisthepoordupeRumania?WhereisthestrengthofItaly,whowasoncetodowondersforwhatshecalledLiberty?Broken,allofthem。Ihaveplayedmypartinthatworkandnowtheneedispast。MycountrywithfreehandsisabouttoturnuponyourarmedrabbleintheWestanddriveitintotheAtlantic。ThenweshalldealwiththeraggedremainsofFranceandthehandfulofnoisyAmericans。BymidsummertherewillbepeacedictatedbytriumphantGermany。\'

\'ByGod,therewon\'t!\'Ihadfoundmyvoiceatlast。

\'ByGod,therewill,\'hesaidpleasantly。\'Itiswhatyoucallamathematicalcertainty。Youwillnodoubtdiebravely,likethesavagetribesthatyourEmpireusedtoconquer。Butwehavethegreaterdisciplineandthestrongerspiritandthebiggerbrain。

Stupidityisalwayspunishedintheend,andyouareastupidrace。

DonotthinkthatyourkinsmenacrosstheAtlanticwillsaveyou。

Theyareacommercialpeopleandbynomeanssureofthemselves。

Whentheyhaveblusteredalittletheywillseereasonandfindsomemeansofsavingtheirfaces。TheircomicPresidentwillmakeaspeechortwoandwriteusasolemnNote,andwewillreplywiththeseriousrhetoricwhichheloves,andthenweshallkissandbefriends。Youknowinyourheartthatitwillbeso。\'

Agreatapathyseemedtosettleonme。Thisbraggingdidnotmakemeangry,andIhadnolongeranywishtocontradicthim。Itmayhavebeentheresultofthefall,butmymindhadstoppedworking。

Iheardhisvoiceasonelistenscasuallytothetickingofaclock。

\'Iwilltellyoumore,\'hewassaying。\'Thisistheeveningofthe18thdayofMarch。YourgeneralsinFranceexpectanattack,buttheyarenotsurewhereitwillcome。SomethinkitmaybeinChampagneorontheAisne,someatYpres,someatStQuentin。

Well,mydearGeneral,youalonewillItakeintoourconfidence。

Onthemorningofthe21st,threedaysfromnow,weattacktherightwingoftheBritishArmy。IntwodaysweshallbeinAmiens。

Onthethirdweshallhavedrivenawedgeasfarasthesea。Theninaweekorsoweshallhaverolledupyourarmyfromtheright,andpresentlyweshallbeinBoulogneandCalais。AfterthatParisfalls,andthenPeace。\'

Imadenoanswer。Theword\'Amiens\'recalledMary,andIwastryingtorememberthedayinJanuarywhensheandIhadmotoredsouthfromthatpleasantcity。

\'WhydoItellyouthesethings?Yourintelligence,foryouarenotaltogetherfoolish,willhavesuppliedtheanswer。Itisbecauseyourlifeisover。AsyourShakespearesays,therestissilence……

No,Iamnotgoingtokillyou。Thatwouldbecrude,andIhatecrudities。Iamgoingnowonalittlejourney,andwhenIreturnintwenty-fourhours\'timeyouwillbemycompanion。YouaregoingtovisitGermany,mydearGeneral。\'

Thatwokemetoattention,andhenoticedit,forhewentonwithgusto。

\'Youhaveheardofthe_Untergrundbahn?No?AndyouboastofanIntelligenceservice!YetyourignoranceissharedbythewholeofyourGeneralStaff。Itisalittleorganizationofmyown。Byitwecantakeunwillinganddangerouspeopleinsideourfrontiertobedealtwithasweplease。SomehavegonefromEnglandandmanyfromFrance。OfficiallyIbelievetheyarerecordedas“missing“,buttheydidnotgoastrayonanybattle-field。Theyhavebeengatheredfromtheirhomesorfromhotelsorofficesoreventhebusystreets。

IwillnotconcealfromyouthattheserviceofourUndergroundRailwayisalittleirregularfromEnglandandFrance。ButfromSwitzerlanditissmoothasatrunkline。Thereareunwatchedspotsonthefrontier,andwehaveouragentsamongthefrontierguards,andwehavenodifficultyaboutpasses。Itisaprettydevice,andyouwillsoonbeprivilegedtoobserveitsworking……InGermanyIcannotpromiseyoucomfort,butIdonotthinkyourlifewillbedull。\'

Ashespokethesewords,hisurbanesmilechangedtoagrinofimpishmalevolence。EventhroughmytorporIfeltthevenomandIshivered。

\'WhenIreturnIshallhaveanothercompanion。\'Hisvoicewashoneyedagain。\'ThereisacertainprettyladywhowastobethebaittoenticemeintoItaly。Itwasso?Well,Ihavefallentothebait。

IhavearrangedthatsheshallmeetmethisverynightatamountaininnontheItalianside。Ihavearranged,too,thatsheshallbealone。

Sheisaninnocentchild,andIdonotthinkthatshehasbeenmorethanatoolintheclumsyhandsofyourfriends。ShewillcomewithmewhenIaskher,andweshallbeamerrypartyintheUndergroundExpress。\'

Myapathyvanished,andeverynerveinmewasaliveatthewords。

\'Youcur!\'Icried。\'Sheloathesthesightofyou。Shewouldn\'ttouchyouwiththeendofabarge-pole。\'

Heflickedtheashfromhiscigar。\'Ithinkyouaremistaken。Iamverypersuasive,andIdonotliketousecompulsionwithawoman。

But,willingornot,shewillcomewithme。IhaveworkedhardandIamentitledtomypleasure,andIhavesetmyheartonthatlittlelady。\'

Therewassomethinginhistone,gross,leering,assured,halfcontemptuous,thatmademybloodboil。Hehadfairlygotmeontheraw,andthehammerbeatviolentlyinmyforehead。Icouldhaveweptwithsheerrage,andittookallmyfortitudetokeepmymouthshut。ButIwasdeterminednottoaddtohistriumph。

Helookedathiswatch。\'Timepasses,\'hesaid。\'Imustdeparttomycharmingassignation。Iwillgiveyourremembrancestothelady。ForgivemeformakingnoarrangementsforyourcomforttillIreturn。Yourconstitutionissosoundthatitwillnotsufferfromaday\'sfasting。TosetyourmindatrestImaytellyouthatescapeisimpossible。Thismechanismhasbeenprovedtoooften,andifyoudidbreakloosefromitmyservantswoulddealwithyou。ButI

mustspeakawordofcaution。Ifyoutamperwithitorstruggletoomuchitwillactinacuriousway。Thefloorbeneathyoucoversashaftwhichrunstothelakebelow。Setacertainspringatworkandyoumayfindyourselfshotdownintothewaterfarbelowtheice,whereyourbodywillrottillthespring……That,ofcourse,isanalternativeopentoyou,ifyoudonotcaretowaitformyreturn。\'

Helitafreshcigar,wavedhishand,andvanishedthroughthedoorway。Asitshutbehindhim,thesoundofhisfootstepsinstantlydiedaway。Thewallsmusthavebeenasthickasaprison\'s。

IsupposeIwaswhatpeopleinbookscall\'stunned\'。Theilluminationduringthepastfewminuteshadbeensodazzlingthatmybraincouldnotmasterit。IrememberveryclearlythatIdidnotthinkabouttheghastlyfailureofourscheme,ortheGermanplanswhichhadbeeninsolentlyunfoldedtomeastoonedeadtotheworld。Isawasinglepicture-aninninasnowyvalley(IsawitasasmallplacelikePeter\'scottage),asolitarygirl,thatsmilingdevilwhohadleftme,andthentheunknownterroroftheUndergroundRailway。Ithinkmycouragewentforabit,andIcriedwithfeeblenessandrage。ThehammerinmyforeheadhadstoppedforitonlybeatwhenIwasangryinaction。NowthatIlaytrapped,themanhoodhadslippedoutofmyjoints,andifIveryhadstillbeeninthedoorway,IthinkIwouldhavewhinedformercy。IwouldhaveofferedhimalltheknowledgeIhadintheworldifhehadpromisedtoleaveMaryalone。

Happilyhewasn\'tthere,andtherewasnowitnessofmycowardice。Happily,too,itisjustasdifficulttobeacowardforlongastobeahero。ItwasBlenkiron\'sphraseaboutMarythatpulledmetogether-\'Shecan\'tscareandshecan\'tsoil\'。No,byheavens,shecouldn\'t。IcouldtrustmyladyfarbetterthanIcouldtrustmyself。I

wasstillsickwithanxiety,butIwasgettingapullonmyself。Iwasdonein,butIverywouldgetnotriumphoutofme。EitherIwouldgoundertheice,orIwouldfindachanceofputtingabulletthroughmyheadbeforeIcrossedthefrontier。IfIcoulddonothingelseIcouldperishdecently……AndthenIlaughed,andIknewI

waspasttheworst。WhatmademelaughwasthethoughtofPeter。

Ihadbeenpityinghimanhouragoforhavingonlyoneleg,butnowhewasabroadintheliving,breathingworldwithyearsbeforehim,andIlayinthedepths,limblessandlifeless,withmynumberup。

IbegantomuseonthecoldwaterundertheicewhereIcouldgoifIwanted。IdidnotthinkthatIwouldtakethatroad,foraman\'schancesarenotgonetillheisstonedead,butIwasgladthewayexisted……AndthenIlookedatthewallinfrontofme,and,veryfarup,Isawasmallsquarewindow。

ThestarshadbeencloudedwhenIenteredthataccursedhouse,butthemistmusthavecleared。IsawmyoldfriendOrion,thehunter\'sstar,lookingthroughthebars。Andthatsuddenlymademethink。

PeterandIhadwatchedthembynight,andIknewtheplaceofallthechiefconstellationsinrelationtotheStAntonvalley。I

believedthatIwasinaroomonthelakesideofthePinkChalet:I

mustbe,ifIveryhadspokenthetruth。Butifso,IcouldnotconceivablyseeOrionfromitswindow……Therewasnootherpossibleconclusion,Imustbeinaroomontheeastsideofthehouse,andIveryhadbeenlying。HehadalreadyliedinhisboastingofhowhehadoutwittedmeinEnglandandattheFront。HemightbelyingaboutMary……No,Idismissedthathope。Thosewordsofhishadrungtrueenough。

Ithoughtforaminuteandconcludedthathehadliedtoterrorizemeandkeepmequiet;thereforethisinfernalcontraptionhadprobablyitsweakpoint。Ireflected,too,thatIwasprettystrong,farstrongerprobablythanIveryimagined,forhehadneverseenmestripped。SincetheplacewaspitchdarkIcouldnotguesshowthethingworked,butIcouldfeelthecross-barsrigidonmychestandlegsandtheside-barswhichpinnedmyarmstomysides……I

drewalongbreathandtriedtoforcemyelbowsapart。Nothingmoved,norcouldIraisethebarsonmylegsthesmallestfraction。

AgainItried,andagain。Theside-baronmyrightseemedtobelessrigidthantheothers。Imanagedtogetmyrighthandraisedabovethelevelofmythigh,andthenwithastruggleIgotagripwithitonthecross-bar,whichgavemeasmallleverage。WithamightyeffortIdrovemyrightelbowandshoulderagainsttheside-bar。Itseemedtogiveslightly……Isummonedallmystrengthandtriedagain。Therewasacrackandthenasplintering,themassivebarshuffledlimplyback,andmyrightarmwasfreetomovelaterally,thoughthecross-barpreventedmefromraisingit。

WithsomedifficultyIgotatmycoatpocketwherereposedmyelectrictorchandmypistol。WithimmenselabourandnolittlepainIpulledtheformeroutandswitcheditonbydrawingthecatchagainstthecross-bar。ThenIsawmyprisonhouse。

Itwasalittlesquarechamber,veryhigh,withonmyleftthemassivedoorbywhichIveryhaddeparted。Thedarkbaulksofmyrackwereplain,andIcouldroughlymakeouthowthethinghadbeenmanaged。Somespringhadtilteduptheflooring,anddroppedtheframeworkfromitsplaceintheright-handwall。Itwasclamped,Iobserved,byanarrangementinthefloorjustinfrontofthedoor。

IfIcouldgetridofthatcatchitwouldbeeasytofreemyself,fortoamanofmystrengththeweightwouldnotbeimpossiblyheavy。

Myfortitudehadcomebacktome,andIwaslivingonlyinthemoment,chokingdownanyhopeofescape。Myfirstjobwastodestroythecatchthatclampeddowntherack,andforthatmyonlyweaponwasmypistol。Imanagedtogetthelittleelectrictorchjammedinthecornerofthecross-bar,whereitlitupthefloortowardsthedoor。Thenitwashell\'sownbusinessextricatingthepistolfrommypocket。Wristandfingerswerealwayscramping,andIwasinterrorthatImightdropitwhereIcouldnotretrieveit。

Iforcedmyselftothinkoutcalmlythequestionoftheclamp,forapistolbulletisasmallthing,andIcouldnotaffordtomiss。I

reasoneditoutfrommyknowledgeofmechanics,andcametotheconclusionthatthecentreofgravitywasacertainbrightspotofmetalwhichIcouldjustseeunderthecross-bars。Itwasbrightandsomusthavebeenrecentlyrepaired,andthatwasanotherreasonforthinkingitimportant。Thequestionwashowtohitit,forI

couldnotgetthepistolinlinewithmyeye。Letanyonetrythatkindofshooting,withabentarmoverabar,whenyouarelyingflatandlookingatthemarkfromunderthebar,andhewillunderstanditsdifficulties。Ihadsixshotsinmyrevolver,andI

mustfiretwoorthreerangingshotsinanycase。Imustnotexhaustallmycartridges,forImusthaveabulletleftforanyservantwhocametopry,andIwantedoneinreserveformyself。ButIdidnotthinkshotswouldbeheardoutsidetheroom;thewallsweretoothick。

Iheldmywristrigidabovethecross-barandfired。Thebulletwasaninchtotherightofthepieceofbrightsteel。MovingafractionIfiredagain。Ihadgrazeditontheleft。Withachingeyesgluedonthemark,Itriedathirdtime。Isawsomethingleapapart,andsuddenlythewholeframeworkunderwhichIlayfelllooseandmobile……IwasverycoolandrestoredthepistoltomypocketandtookthetorchinmyhandbeforeImoved……Fortunehadbeenkind,forIwasfree。Iturnedonmyface,humpedmyback,andwithoutmuchtroublecrawledoutfromunderthecontraption。

Ididnotallowmyselftothinkofultimateescape,forthatwouldonlyflurryme,andonestepatatimewasenough。IrememberthatIdustedmyclothes,andfoundthatthecutinthebackofmyheadhadstoppedbleeding。Iretrievedmyhat,whichhadrolledintoacornerwhenIfell……ThenIturnedmyattentiontothenextstep。

Thetunnelwasimpossible,andtheonlywaywasthedoor。IfI

hadstoppedtothinkIwouldhaveknownthatthechancesagainstgettingoutofsuchahousewereathousandtoone。Thepistolshotshadbeenmuffledbythecavernouswalls,buttheplace,asI

knew,wasfullofservantsand,evenifIpassedtheimmediatedoor,Iwouldbecollaredinsomepassage。ButIhadmyselfsowellinhandthatItackledthedoorasifIhadbeenprospectingtosinkanewshaftinRhodesia。

Ithadnohandlenor,sofarasIcouldsee,akeyhole……ButI

noticed,asIturnedmytorchontheground,thatfromtheclampwhichIhadshatteredabrassrodsunkinthefloorledtooneofthedoor-posts。Obviouslythethingworkedbyaspringandwasconnectedwiththemechanismoftherack。

Awildthoughtenteredmymindandbroughtmetomyfeet。I

pushedthedooranditswungslowlyopen。Thebulletwhichfreedmehadreleasedthespringwhichcontrolledit。

Thenforthefirsttime,againstallmymaximsofdiscretion,I

begantohope。Itookoffmyhatandfeltmyforeheadburning,sothatIresteditforamomentonthecoolwall……Perhapsmyluckstillheld。WitharushcamethoughtsofMaryandBlenkironandPeterandeverythingwehadlabouredfor,andIwasmadtowin。

Ihadnonotionoftheinteriorofthehouseorwherelaythemaindoortotheouterworld。Mytorchshowedmealongpassagewithsomethinglikeadooratthefarend,butIclickeditoff,forIdidnotdaretouseitnow。Theplacewasdeadlyquiet。AsIlistenedIseemedtohearadooropenfaraway,andthensilencefellagain。

IgropedmywaydownthepassagetillIhadmyhandsonthefardoor。Ihopeditmightopenonthehall,whereIcouldescapebyawindoworabalcony,forIjudgedtheouterdoorwouldbelocked。

Ilistened,andtherecamenosoundfromwithin。Itwasnouselingering,soverystealthilyIturnedthehandleandopeneditacrack。

ItcreakedandIwaitedwithbeatingheartondiscovery,forinsideIsawtheglowoflight。Buttherewasnomovement,soitmustbeempty。Ipokedmyheadinandthenfollowedwithmybody。

Itwasalargeroom,withlogsburninginastove,andthefloorthickwithrugs。Itwaslinedwithbooks,andonatableinthecentreareading-lampwasburning。Severaldispatch-boxesstoodonthetable,andtherewasalittlepileofpapers。Amanhadbeenhereaminutebefore,forahalf-smokedcigarwasburningontheedgeoftheinkstand。

AtthatmomentIrecoveredcompleteuseofmywitsandallmyself-possession。More,therereturnedtomesomeoftheolddevil-

may-carenesswhichbeforehadservedmewell。Iveryhadgone,butthiswashissanctum。justasontheroofsofErzerumIhadburnedtogetatStumm\'spapers,sonowitwasborneinonmethatatallcostsImustlookatthatpile。

Iadvancedtothetableandpickedupthetopmostpaper。Itwasalittletypewrittenblueslipwiththeletteringinitalics,andinacorneracurious,involvedstampinredink。OnitIread:

\'__DieWildvogelmissen_beimkehren。\'

AtthesamemomentIheardstepsandthedooropenedonthefarside,Isteppedbacktowardsthestove,andfingeredthepistolinmypocket。

Amanentered,amanwithascholar\'sstoop,anunkemptbeard,andlargesleepydarkeyes。Atthesightofmehepulledupandhiswholebodygrewtaut。ItwasthePortugueseJew,whosebackI

hadlastseenatthesmithydoorinSkye,andwhobythemercyofGodhadneverseenmyface。

Istoppedfingeringmypistol,forIhadaninspiration。BeforehecouldutterawordIgotinfirst。

\'__DieVogeleinschweiigemim_Walde,\'Isaid。

Hisfacebrokeintoapleasantsmile,andhereplied:

\'_Wartenur,balderubestdu_auch。\'

\'Ach,\'hesaidinGerman,holdingouthishand,\'youhavecomethisway,whenwethoughtyouwouldgobyModane。Iwelcomeyou,forIknowyourexploits。YouareConradi,whodidsonoblyinItaly?\'

Ibowed。\'Yes,IamConradi,\'Isaid。

CHAPTERSEVENTEEN

TheColoftheSwallowsHepointedtothesliponthetable。

\'Youhaveseentheorders?\'

Inodded。

\'Thelongday\'sworkisover。Youmustrejoice,foryourparthasbeenthehardest,Ithink。Somedayyouwilltellmeaboutit?\'

Theman\'sfacewashonestandkindly,ratherlikethatoftheengineerGaudian,whomtwoyearsbeforeIhadmetinGermany。

Buthiseyesfascinatedme,fortheyweretheeyesofthedreamerandfanatic,whowouldnotdesistfromhisquestwhilelifelasted。I

thoughtthatIveryhadchosenwellinhiscolleague。

\'Mytaskisnotdoneyet,\'Isaid。\'IcameheretoseeChelius。\'

\'Hewillbebacktomorrowevening。\'

\'Toolate。Imustseehimatonce。HehasgonetoItaly,andI

mustovertakehim。\'

\'Youknowyourdutybest,\'hesaidgravely。

\'Butyoumusthelpme。ImustcatchhimatSantaChiara,foritisabusinessoflifeanddeath。Isthereacartobehad?\'

\'Thereismine。Butthereisnochauffeur。Cheliustookhim。\'

\'IcandrivemyselfandIknowtheroad。ButIhavenopasstocrossthefrontier。\'

\'Thatiseasilysupplied,\'hesaid,smiling。

inonebookcasetherewasashelfofdummybooks。Heunlockedthisandrevealedasmallcupboard,whencehetookatindispatch-

box。Fromsomepapersheselectedone,whichseemedtobealreadysigned。

\'Name?\'heasked。

\'CallmeHansGruberofBrieg,\'Isaid。\'Itraveltopickupmymaster,whoisinthetimbertrade。\'

\'Andyourreturn?\'

\'Iwillcomebackbymyoldroad,\'Isaidmysteriously;andifheknewwhatImeantitwasmorethanIdidmyself。

Hecompletedthepaperandhandedittome。\'Thiswilltakeyouthroughthefrontierposts。Andnowforthecar。Theservantswillbeinbed,fortheyhavebeenpreparingforalongjourney,butI

willmyselfshowityou。ThereisenoughpetrolonboardtotakeyoutoRome。\'

Heledmethroughthehall,unlockedthefrontdoor,andwecrossedthesnowylawntothegarage。Theplacewasemptybutforagreatcar,whichborethemarksofhavingcomefromthemuddylowlands。TomyjoyIsawthatitwasaDaimler,atypewithwhichIwasfamiliar。Ilitthelamps,startedtheengine,andranitoutontotheroad。

\'Youwillwantanovercoat,\'hesaid。

\'Ineverwearthem。\'

\'Food?\'

\'Ihavesomechocolate。IwillbreakfastatSantaChiara。\'

\'Well,Godgowithyou!\'

AminutelaterIwastearingalongthelake-sidetowardsStAntonvillage。

Istoppedatthecottageonthehill。Peterwasnotyetinbed。I

foundhimsittingbythefire,tryingtoread,butIsawbyhisfacethathehadbeenwaitinganxiouslyonmycoming。

\'We\'reinthesoup,oldman,\'IsaidasIshutthedoor。InadozensentencesItoldhimofthenight\'sdoings,ofIvery\'splanandmydesperateerrand。

\'Youwantedashare,\'Icried。\'Well,everythingdependsonyounow。I\'moffafterIvery,andGodknowswhatwillhappen。

Meantime,youhavegottogetontoBlenkiron,andtellhimwhatI\'vetoldyou。HemustgetthenewsthroughtoG。H。Q。somehow。HemusttraptheWildBirdsbeforetheygo。Idon\'tknowhow,buthemust。Tellhimit\'salluptohimandyou,forI\'moutofit。ImustsaveMary,andifGod\'swillingI\'llsettlewithIvery。ButthebigjobisforBlenkiron-andyou。Somehowhehasmadeabadbreak,andtheenemyhasgotaheadofhim。HemustsweatbloodtomakeUp。MyGod,Peter,it\'sthesolemnestmomentofourlives。I

don\'tseeanylight,butwemustn\'tmissanychances。I\'mleavingitalltoyou。\'

Ispokelikeamaninafever,forafterwhatIhadbeenthroughI

wasn\'tquitesane。MycoolnessinthePinkChalethadgivenplacetoacrazyrestlessness。IcanseePeteryet,standingintheringoflamplight,supportinghimselfbyachairback,wrinklinghisbrowsand,ashealwaysdidinmomentsofexcitement,scratchinggentlythetipofhisleftear。Hisfacewashappy。

\'Neverfear,Dick,\'hesaid。\'Itwillallcomeright。

__Onssal\'nplanmaak。\'

Andthen,stillpossessedwithademonofdisquiet,Iwasontheroadagain,headingforthepassthatledtoItaly。

Themisthadgonefromthesky,andthestarswereshiningbrightly。Themoon,nowattheendofitsfirstquarter,wassettinginagapofthemountains,asIclimbedthelowcolfromtheStAntonvalleytothegreaterStaubthal。Therewasfrostandthehardsnowcrackledundermywheels,buttherewasalsothatfeelintheairwhichpreludesstorm。IwonderedifIshouldrunintosnowinthehighhills。Thewholelandwasdeepinpeace。TherewasnotalightinthehamletsIpassedthrough,notasoulonthehighway。

IntheStaubthalIjoinedthemainroadandswungtotheleftupthenarrowingbedofthevalley。Theroadwasinnoblecondition,andthecarwasrunningfinely,asImountedthroughforestsofsnowyPinestoalandwherethemountainscreptclosetogether,andthehighwaycoiledroundtheanglesofgreatcragsorskirtedperilouslysomeprofoundgorge,withonlyalineofwoodenpoststodefenditfromthevoid。Inplacesthesnowstoodinwallsoneitherside,wheretheroadwaskeptopenbyman\'slabour。Inotherpartsitlaythin,andinthedimlightonemighthavefanciedthatonewasrunningthroughopenmeadowlands。

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