A Mortal Antipathy

第6章

ThefirstthingtheInterviewerhadtodowastoaccountforhisvisitingapersonwhohadnotaskedtomakehisacquaintance,andwhowaslivingasarecluse。Hetookouthisbatteredcoppers,andshowedthemtoMaurice。

"Iunderstoodthatyouwereveryskilfulinantiquities,andhadagoodmanyyourself。SoItookthelibertyofcallinguponyou,hopingthatyoucouldtellmesomethingaboutsomeancientcoinsI

havehadforagoodwhile。”Sosaying,hepointedtothecopperwiththenameofGallienus。

"Isthisveryrareandvaluable?Ihaveheardthatgreatpriceshavebeenpaidforsomeoftheseancientcoins,——eversomanyguineas,sometimes。Isupposethisisasmuchasathousandyearsold。”

"Morethanathousandyearsold,"saidMaurice。

"Andworthagreatdealofmoney?"askedtheInterviewer。

"No,notagreatdealofmoney,"answeredMaurice。

"Howmuch,shouldyousay?"saidtheInterviewer。

Mauricesmiled。"Alittlemorethanthevalueofitsweightincopper,——Iamafraidnotmuchmore。ThereareagoodmanyofthesecoinsofGallienusknockingabout。Thepeddlersandtheshopkeeperstakesuchpiecesoccasionally,andsellthem,sometimesforfiveortencents,toyoungcollectors。No,itisnotverypreciousinmoneyvalue,butasarelicanypieceofmoneythatwaspassedfromhandtohandathousandorfifteenhundredyearsagoisinteresting。Thevalueofsuchrelicsisagooddealamatterofimagination。”

"Andwhatdoyousaytotheseothers?"askedtheInterviewer。Pooroldworn-outthingstheywere,withaletterortwoonly,andsomefainttraceofafigureononeortwoofthem。

"Veryinteresting,always,iftheycarryyourimaginationbacktothetimeswhenyoumaysupposetheywerecurrent。PerhapsHoracetossedoneofthemtoabeggar。PerhapsoneofthesewasthecointhatwasbroughtwhenOnesaidtothoseaboutHim,\'Bringmeapenny,thatI

mayseeit。\'Butthemarketpriceisadifferentmatter。Thatdependsonthebeautyandpreservation,andabovealltherarity,ofthespecimen。Hereisacoin,now,"——heopenedasmallcabinet,andtookonefromit。"HereisaSyracusandecadrachmwiththeheadofPersephone,whichisatoncerare,wellpreserved,andbeautiful。I

amafraidtotellwhatIpaidforit。”

TheInterviewerwasnotanexpertinnumismatics。Hecaredverylittlemoreforanoldcointhanhedidforanoldbutton,buthehadthoughthispurchaseatthetollman\'smightproveagoodspeculation。

Nomatteraboutthebatteredoldpieces:hehadfoundout,atanyrate,thatMauricemusthavemoneyandcouldbeextravagant,orwhathehimselfconsideredso;alsothathewasfamiliarwithancientcoins。Thatwoulddoforabeginning。

"MayIaskwhereyoupickedupthecoinyouareshowingme?"hesaid"Thatisaquestionwhichprovokesanegativeanswer。Onedoesnot\'pickup\'first-classcoinsorpaintings,veryoften,inthesetimes。

IboughtthisofagreatdealerinRome。”

"LivedinRomeonce?"saidtheInterviewer。

"Forsomeyears。Perhapsyouhavebeenthereyourself?"

TheInterviewersaidhehadneverbeenthereyet,buthehopedheshouldgothere,oneoftheseyears。"supposeyoustudiedartandantiquitieswhileyouwerethere?"hecontinued。

"EverybodywhogoestoRomemustlearnsomethingofartandantiquities。BeforeyougothereIadviseyoutoreviewRomanhistoryandtheclassicauthors。Youhadbettermakeastudyofancientandmodernart,andnothaveeverythingtolearnwhileyouaregoingaboutamongruins,andchurches,andgalleries。YouknowyourHoraceandVirgilwell,Itakeitforgranted?"

TheInterviewerhesitated。Thenamessoundedasifhehadheardthem。"NotsowellasImeantobeforegoingtoRome,"heanswered。

"MayIaskhowlongyoulivedinRome?"

"Longenoughtoknowsomethingofwhatistobeseeninit。Nooneshouldgotherewithoutcarefulpreparationbeforehand。YouarefamiliarwithVasari,ofcourse?"

TheInterviewerfeltaslightmoistureonhisforehead。Hetookouthishandkerchief。"Itisawarmday,"hesaid。"Ihavenothadtimetoreadall——theworksImeanto。Ihavehadtoomuchwritingtodo,myself,tofindallthetimeforreadingandstudyIcouldhavewished。”

"Inwhatliteraryoccupationhaveyoubeenengaged,ifyouwillpardonmyinquiry?saidMaurice。

"Iamconnectedwiththepress。Iunderstoodthatyouwereamanofletters,andIhopedImighthavetheprivilegeofhearingfromyourownlipssomeaccountofyourliteraryexperiences。”

"Perhapsthatmightbeinteresting,butIthinkIshallreserveitformyautobiography。Yousaidyouwereconnectedwiththepress。

DoIunderstandthatyouareanauthor?"

BythistimetheInterviewerhadcometotheconclusionthatitwasaverywarmday。Hedidnotseemtobegettingholdofhispitcherbytherighthandle,somehow。ButhecouldnothelpansweringMaurice\'sverysimplequestion。

"Ifwritingforanewspapergivesonearighttobecalledanauthor,Imaycallmyselfone。Iwriteforthe"People\'sPerennialandHouseholdInquisitor。\'"

"Areyoutheliterarycriticofthatwell-knownjournal,ordoyoumanagethepoliticalcolumn?"

"Iamacorrespondentfromdifferentplacesandonvariousmattersofinterest。”

"Placesyouhavebeento,andpeopleyouhaveknown?"

"Well,yes,-generally,thatis。SometimesIhavetocompilemyarticles。”

"DidyouwritetheletterfromRome,publishedafewweeksago?"

TheInterviewerwasinwhathewouldcallatightplace。However,hehadfoundthathismanwastoomuchforhim,andsawthatthebestthinghecoulddowastosubmittobeinterviewedhimself。Hethoughtthatheshouldbeabletopickupsomethingorotherwhichhecouldworkintohisreportofhisvisit。

"Well,I——preparedthatarticleforourcolumns。Youknowonedoesnothavetoseeeverythinghedescribes。Youfounditaccurate,I

hope,initsdescriptions?"

"Yes,Murrayisgenerallyaccurate。Sometimeshemakesmistakes,butIcan\'tsayhowfaryouhavecopiedthem。YougotthePonteMolle——

theoldMilvianbridge——agooddealtoofardownthestream,ifI

remember。Ihappenedtonoticethat,butIdidnotreadthearticlecarefully。MayIaskwhetheryouproposetodomethehonorofreportingthisvisitandtheconversationwehavehad,forthecolumnsofthenewspaperwithwhichyouareconnected?"

TheInterviewerthoughthesawanopening。"Ifyouhavenoobjections,"hesaid,"Ishouldlikeverymuchtoaskafewquestions。”Hewasrecoveringhisprofessionalaudacity。

"Youcanaskasmanyquestionsasyouconsiderproperanddiscreet,——

afteryouhaveansweredoneortwoofmine:Whocommissionedyoutosubmitmetoexamination?"

"Thecuriosityofthepublicwishestobegratified,andIamthehumbleagentofitsinvestigations。”

"Whathasthepublictodowithmyprivateaffairs?"

"Isupposeitisaquestionofmajorityandminority。Thatsettleseverythinginthiscountry。Youareaminorityofoneopposedtoalargenumberofcuriouspeoplethatformamajorityagainstyou。

ThatisthewayI\'veheardthechiefputit。”

MauricecouldnothelpsmilingatthequietassumptionoftheAmericancitizen。TheInterviewersmiled,too,andthoughthehadhisman,sure,atlast。Mauricecalmlyanswered,"Thereisnothingleftforminorities,then,buttherightofrebellion。Idon\'tcareaboutbeingmadethesubjectofanarticleforyourpaper。Iamhereformypleasure,mindingmyownbusiness,andcontentwiththatoccupation。Irebelagainstyoursystemofforcedpublicity。

WheneverIamreadyIshalltellthepublicallithasanyrighttoknowaboutme。InthemeantimeIshallrequesttobesparedreadingmybiographywhileIamliving。Iwishyouagood-morning。”

TheInterviewerhadnottakenouthisnote-bookandpencil。InhisnextcommunicationfromArrowheadVillagehecontentedhimselfwithabriefmentionofthedistinguishedandaccomplishedgentlemannowvisitingtheplace,whoselibraryandcabinetofcoinshehadhadtheprivilegeofexamining,andwhosecourtesywasequalledonlybythemodestythatshunnedthepublicnotorietywhichtheorgansofpopularintelligencewouldotherwiseconferuponhim。

TheInterviewerhadattemptedtheriddleoftheSphinx,andhadfailedtogetthefirsthintofitssolution。

Themanytonguesofthevillageanditsvisitorscouldnotremainidle。Thewholesubjectofantipathieshadbeentalkedover,andthevariouscasesrecordedhadbecomemoreorlessfamiliartotheconversationalcircleswhichmeteveryeveninginthedifferentcentresofsociallife。TheprevalenthypothesisforthemomentwasthatMauricehadacongenitalaversiontosomecolor,theeffectsofwhichuponhimweresopainfulordisagreeablethathehabituallyavoidedexposuretoit。Itwasknown,andithasalreadybeenmentioned,thatsuchcaseswereonrecord。Therehadbeenagreatdealofdiscussion,oflate,withreferencetoafactlongknowntoafewindividuals,butonlyrecentlymadeamatterofcarefulscientificobservationandbroughttothenoticeofthepublic。Thiswasthenowwell-knownphenomenonofcolor-blindness。Itdidnotseemverystrangethatifonepersonineveryscoreortwocouldnottellredfromgreentheremightbeothercuriousindividualpeculiaritiesrelatingtocolor。Acasehasalreadybeenreferredtowherethesubjectofobservationfaintedatthesightofanyredobject。WhatifthiswerethetroublewithMauriceKirkwood?Itwillbeseenatoncehowsuchacongenitalantipathywouldtendtoisolatethepersonwhowasitsunfortunatevictim。Itwasanhypothesisnotdifficulttotest,butitwasaratherdelicatebusinesstobeexperimentingonaninoffensivestranger。MissVincentwasthinkingitover,butsaidnothing,eventoEuthymia,ofanyprojectsshemightentertain。

XII

MISSVINCENTASAMEDICALSTUDENT。

TheyoungladywhomwehaveknownasTheTerror,asLurida,asMissVincent,SecretaryofthePansophianSociety,hadbeenreadingvariousworksselectedforherbyDr。Butts,——workschieflyrelatingtothenervoussystemanditsdifferentaffections。Shethoughtitwasabouttimetotalkoverthegeneralsubjectofthemedicalprofessionwithhernewteacher,——ifsuchaself-directingpersonasLuridacouldbesaidtorecognizeanybodyasteacher。

Shebeganatthebeginning。"Whatisthefirstbookyouwouldputinastudent\'shands,doctor?"shesaidtohimoneday。Theywereinhisstudy,andLuridahadjustbroughtbackathickvolumeonInsanity,oneofBucknillandPuke\'s,whichshehaddevouredasifithadbeenapamphlet。

"Notthatbook,certainly,"hesaid。"Iamafraiditwillputallsortsofnotionsintoyourhead。Whoorwhatsetyoutoreadingthat,Ishouldliketoknow?"

"Ifounditononeofyourshelves,andasIthoughtImightperhapsbecrazysometimeorother,IfeltasifIshouldliketoknowwhatkindofaconditioninsanityis。Idon\'tbelievetheywereeververybright,thoseinsanepeople,mostofthem。IhopeIamnotstupidenoughevertolosemywits。”

"Thereisnotelling,mydear,whatmayhappenifyouoverworkthatbusybrainofyours。Butdidn\'titmakeyounervous,readingaboutsomanypeoplepossessedwithsuchstrangenotions?"

"Nervous?Notabit。Icouldn\'thelpthinking,though,howmanypeopleIhadknownthathadalittletouchofcrazinessaboutthem。

TakethatpoorwomanthatsayssheisHerMajesty\'sPerson,——notHerMajesty,butHerMajesty\'sPerson,——averyimportantdistinction,accordingtoher:howshedoesremindmeofmorethanonegirlIhaveknown!Shewouldletherskirtsdownsoastomakeakindoftrain,andpilethingsonherheadlikeasortofcrown,foldherarmsandthrowherheadback,andfeelasgrandasaqueen。Ihaveseenmorethanonegirlactverymuchinthatway。Arenotmostofusalittlecrazy,doctor,——justalittle?Ithinkso。ItseemstomeIneversawbutonegirlwhowasfreefromeveryhintofcraziness。”

"Andwhowasthat,pray?"

"Why,Euthymia,——nobodyelse,ofcourse。Sheneverlosesherhead,——

Idon\'tbelieveshewouldinanearthquake。WheneverwewereatworkwithourmicroscopesattheInstituteIalwaystoldherthathermindwastheonlyachromaticoneIeverlookedinto,——Ididn\'tsaylookedthrough——ButIdidn\'tcometotalkaboutthat。IreadinoneofyourbooksthatwhenSydenhamwasaskedbyastudentwhatbooksheshouldread,thegreatphysiciansaid,\'Read"DonQuixote。”\'Iwantyoutoexplainthattome;andthenIwantyoutotellmewhatisthefirstbook,accordingtoyouridea,thatastudentoughttoread。”

"WhatdoyousaytomytakingyourquestionasthesubjectofapapertobereadbeforetheSociety?Ithinktheremaybeotheryoungladiesatthemeeting,besidesyourself,whoarethinkingofpursuingthestudyofmedicine。Atanyrate,thereareagoodmanywhoareinterestedinthesubject;infact,mostpeoplelistenreadilytoanythingdoctorstellthemabouttheircalling。”

"Iwishyouwould,doctor。IwantEuthymiatohearit,andIdon\'tdoubttherewillbeotherswhowillbegladtoheareverythingyouhavetosayaboutit。Butoh,doctor,ifyoucouldonlypersuadeEutbymiatobecomeaphysician!Whatadoctorshewouldmake!Sostrong,socalm,sofullofwisdom!Ibelieveshecouldtakethewheelofasteamboatinastorm,orthehoseofafire-engineinaconflagration,andhandleitaswellasthecaptainoftheboatorofthefire-company。”

"Haveyouevertalkedwithheraboutstudyingmedicine?"

"IndeedIhave。Oh,ifshewouldonlybeginwithme!Whatgoodtimeswewouldhavestudyingtogether!"

"Idon\'tdoubtit。Medicineisaverypleasantstudy。Buthowdoyouthinkpracticewouldbe?Howwouldyoulikebeingcalleduptoridetenmilesinamidnightsnow-storm,justwhenoneofyourragingheadacheswasrackingyou?"

"Oh,butwecouldgointopartnership,andEuthymiaisn\'tafraidofstormsoranythingelse。Ifshewouldonlystudymedicinewithme!"

"Well,whatdoesshesaytoit?"

"Shedoesn\'tlikethethoughtofit。Shedoesn\'tbelieveinwomendoctors。Shethinksthatnowandthenawomanmaybefittedforitbynature,butshedoesn\'tthinktherearemanywhoare。Shegivesmeagoodmanyreasonsagainsttheirpractisingmedicine,youknowwhatmostofthemare,doctor,——andendsbysayingthatthesamewomanwhowouldbeapoorsortofdoctorwouldmakeafirst-ratenurse;andthat,shethinks,isawoman\'sbusiness,ifherinstinctcarrieshertothehospitalorsick-chamber。Ican\'targueherideasoutofher。”

"NeithercanIargueyououtofyourfeelingaboutthematter;butI

amdisposedtoagreewithyourfriend,thatyouwilloftenspoilagoodnursetomakeapoordoctor。Doctorsandside-saddlesdon\'tseemtometogotogether。Ridinghabitswouldbeawkwardthingsforpractitioners。Butcome,wewon\'thaveacontroversyjustnow。Iamforgivingwomeneverychanceforagoodeducation,andiftheythinkmedicineisoneoftheirpropercallingsletthemtryit。Ithinktheywillfindthattheyhadbetteratleastlimitthemselvestocertainspecialties,andalwayshaveanexpertoftheothersextofallbackupon。Thetroubleisthattheyaresoimpressibleandimaginativethattheyareatthemercyofallsortsoffancysystems。

Youhaveonlytoseewhatkindsofinstructiontheyverycommonlyflocktoinordertoguesswhethertheywouldbelikelytoprovesensiblepractitioners。Charlatanismalwayshobblesontwocrutches,thetattleofwomen,andthecertificatesofclergymen,andIamafraidthathalfthewomendoctorswillbetoomuchunderboththoseinfluences。”

LuridabelievedinDr。Butts,who,tousethecommonlanguageofthevillage,had"carriedherthrough"afever,broughtonbyover-

excitementandexhaustingstudy。Shetooknooffenceathisreferencetonurserygossip,whichshehadlearnedtoholdcheap。

Nobodysodespisestheweaknessesofwomenasthechampionofwoman\'srights。Sheacceptedthedoctor\'sconcessionofafairfieldandopentrialofthefitnessofhersexformedicalpractice,anddidnottroubleherselfabouthissuggestedlimitations。Astotheimaginativetendenciesofwomen,sheknewtoowellthetruthofthedoctor\'sremarkrelatingtothemtowishtocontradictit。

"Besureyouletmehaveyourpaperinseasonforthenextmeeting,doctor,"shesaid;andindueseasonitcame,andwasofcourseapprovedforreading。

XIII

DR。BUTTSREADSAPAPER。

"Nexttotheinterestwetakeinallthatrelatestoourimmortalsoulsisthatwhichwefeelforourmortalbodies。Iamafraidmyveryfirststatementmaybeopentocriticism。Thecareofthebodyisthefirstthoughtwithagreatmany,——infact,withthelargerpartoftheworld。Theysendforthephysicianfirst,andnotuntilhegivesthemupdotheycommonlycallintheclergyman。Eventheministerhimselfisnotsoverydifferentfromotherpeople。Wemustnotblamehimifheisnotalwaysimpatienttoexchangeaworldofmultipliedinterestsandever-changingsourcesofexcitementforthatwhichtraditionhasdeliveredtousasoneeminentlydeficientinthestimulusofvariety。Besides,thesebodilyframes,evenwhenwornanddisfiguredbylongyearsofservice,hangaboutourconsciousnesslikeoldgarments。Theyareusedtous,andweareusedtothem。

Andalltheaccidentsofourlives,——thehousewedwellin,thelivingpeopleroundus,thelandscapewelookover,all,uptotheskythatcoversuslikeabellglass,——allthesearebutlooseroutsidegarmentswhichwehavewornuntiltheyseemapartofus,andwedonotlikethethoughtofchangingthemforanewsuitwhichwehaveneveryettriedon。HowwellIrememberthatdearancientlady,wholivedwellintothelastdecadeofhercentury,assherepeatedtheversewhich,ifIhadbutonetochoose,Iwouldselectfromthatstringofpearls,Gray\'s\'Elegy\'!

\'ForwhotodumbforgetfulnessapreyThispleasing,anxiousbeinge\'erresigned,Leftthewarmprecinctsofthecheerfulday,Norcastonelonging,lingeringlookbehind?\'

Plotinuswasashamedofhisbody,wearetold。Betterso,itmaybe,thantolivesolelyforit,assomanydo。ButitmaybewelldoubtedifthereisanydiscipleofPlotinusinthisSociety。Onthecontrary,therearemanywhothinkagreatdealoftheirbodies,manywhohavecomeheretoregainthehealththeyhavelostinthewearandtearofcitylife,andveryfewwhohavenotatsometimeorotheroftheirliveshadoccasiontocallintheservicesofaphysician。

"Thereis,therefore,noimproprietyinmyofferingtothememberssomeremarksuponthepeculiardifficultieswhichbesetthemedicalpractitionerinthedischargeofhislaboriousandimportantduties。

"Ayoungfriendofmine,whohastakenaninterestinmedicalstudies,happenedtomeetwithaveryfamiliarstoryaboutoneofthegreatestandmostcelebratedofallEnglishphysicians,ThomasSydenham。Thestoryisthat,whenastudentaskedhimwhatbooksheshouldread,thegreatdoctortoldhimtoread\'DonQuixote。\'

"Thispieceofadvicehasbeenusedtothrowcontemptuponthestudyofbooks,andfurnishesaconvenientshieldforignorantpretenders。

ButSydenhamleftmanywritingsinwhichhehasrecordedhismedicalexperience,andhesurelywouldnothavepublishedthemifhehadnotthoughttheywouldbebetterreadingforthemedicalstudentthanthestoryofCervantes。Hisownworksareesteemedtothisday,andhecertainlycouldnothavesupposedthattheycontainedallthewisdomofallthepast。Noremedyisgood,itwassaidofold,unlessappliedattherighttimeintherightway。Sowemaysayofallanecdotes,likethiswhichIhavetoldyouaboutSydenhamandtheyoungman。Itisverylikelythathecarriedhimtothebedsideofsomepatients,andtalkedtohimaboutthecasesheshowedhim,insteadofputtingaLatinvolumeinhishand。Iwouldassoonbegininthatwayasanyother,withastudentwhohadalreadymasteredthepreliminarybranches,——whoknewenoughaboutthestructureandfunctionsofthebodyinhealth。

"ButifyouaskmewhatreadingIwouldcommendtothemedicalstudentofaphilosophicalhabitofmind,youmaybesurprisedtohearmesayitwouldbecertainpassagesin\'Rasselas。\'TheyaretheoneswheretheastronomergivesanaccounttoImlacofhismanagementoftheelements,thecontrolofwhich,ashehadpersuadedhimself,hadbeencommittedtohim。Letmereadyouafewsentencesfromthisstory,whichiscommonlyboundupwiththe\'VicarofWakefield,\'likeawoollenliningtoasilkenmantle,butisfullofstatelywisdominprocessionsofparagraphswhichsoundasiftheyoughttohaveagrammaticaldrum-majortomarchbeforetheirtrampingplatoons。

"TheastronomerhastakenImlacintohisconfidence,andrevealstohimthesecretofhiswonderfulpowers:——

"\'Hear,Imlac,whatthouwiltnotwithoutdifficultycredit。Ihavepossessedforfiveyearstheregulationoftheweatherandthedistributionoftheseasonsthesunhaslistenedtomydictates,andpassedfromtropictotropicbymydirection;theclouds,atmycall,havepouredtheirwaters,andtheNilehasoverflowedatmycommand;

Ihaverestrainedtherageofthedog-star,andmitigatedthefervorsofthecrab。Thewindsalone,ofalltheelementalpowers,havehithertoeludedmyauthority,andmultitudeshaveperishedbyequinoctialtempests,whichIfoundmyselfunabletoprohibitorrestrain。\'

"Thereadernaturallywishestoknowhowtheastronomer,asincere,devoted,andmostbenevolentman,forfortyyearsastudentoftheheavens,cametothestrangebeliefthathepossessedthesemiraculouspowers。Thisishisaccount:

"\'Oneday,asIwaslookingonthefieldswitheringwithheat,IfeltinmymindasuddenwishthatIcouldsendrainonthesouthernmountains,andraisetheNiletoaninundation。InthehurryofmyimaginationIcommandedraintofall,andbycomparingthetimeofmycommandwiththatoftheinundationIfoundthatthecloudshadlistenedtomylips。\'

"\'Mightnotsomeothercause,\'saidI,\'producethisconcurrence?

TheNiledoesnotalwaysriseonthesameday。\'

"\'Donotbelieve,\'saidhe,withimpatience,Ithatsuchobjectionscouldescapeme:Ireasonedlongagainstmyownconviction,andlaboredagainsttruthwiththeutmostobstinacy。Isometimessuspectedmyselfofmadness,andshouldnothavedaredtoimpartthissecretbuttoamanlikeyou,capableofdistinguishingthewonderfulfromtheimpossibleandtheincrediblefromthefalse。\'

"ThegoodoldastronomergiveshispartingdirectionstoImlac,whomhehasadoptedashissuccessorinthegovernmentoftheelementsandtheseasons,intheseimpressivewords:

"Donot,intheadministrationoftheyear,indulgethypridebyinnovation;donotpleasethyselfwiththinkingthatthoucanstmakethyselfrenownedtoallfutureagesbydisorderingtheseasons。Thememoryofmischiefisnodesirablefame。Muchlesswillitbecometheetoletkindnessorinterestprevail。Neverrobothercountriesofraintopouritonthineown。ForustheNileissufficient。\'

"Doyouwonder,myfriends,whyIhavechosenthesepassages,inwhichthedelusionsofaninsaneastronomerarerelatedwithallthepompoftheJohnsonianvocabulary,asthefirstlessonfortheyoungpersonabouttoenteronthestudyofthescienceandartofhealing?

ListentomewhileIshowyoutheparallelofthestoryoftheastronomerinthehistoryofmedicine。

"Thishistoryisluminouswithintelligence,radiantwithbenevolence,butallitswisdomandallitsvirtuehavehadtostrugglewiththeever-risingmistsofdelusion。Theagencieswhichwasteanddestroytheraceofmankindarevastandresistlessastheelementalforcesofnature;nay,theyarethemselveselementalforces。Theymaybetosomeextentavoided,tosomeextentdivertedfromtheiraim,tosomeextentresisted。Somaythechangesoftheseasons,fromcoldthatfreezestoheatsthatstrikewithsuddendeath,beguardedagainst。Somaythetidesbeinsomesmallmeasurerestrainedintheirinroads。Somaythestormsbebreastedbywallstheycannotshakefromtheirfoundations。Buttheseasonsandthetidesandthetempestsworktheirwillonthegreatscaleuponwhateverstandsintheirway;theyfeedorstarvethetillersofthesoil;theyspareordrownthedwellersbytheshore;theywafttheseamantohisharbororburyhimintheangrybillows。

"Theartofthephysiciancandomuchtoremoveitssubjectsfromdeadlyanddangerousinfluences,andsomethingtocontrolorarresttheeffectsoftheseinfluences。Butlookattherecordsofthelife-insuranceoffices,andseehowuniformistheactionofnature\'sdestroyingagencies。Lookattheannualreportsofthedeathsinanyofourgreatcities,andseehowtheirregularityapproachestheuniformityofthetides,andtheirvariationskeeppacewiththoseoftheseasons。TheinundationsoftheNilearenotmorecertainlytobepredictedthanthevastwaveofinfantilediseasewhichflowsinuponallourgreatcitieswiththegrowingheatsofJuly,——thanthefeversanddysenterieswhichvisitourruraldistrictsinthemonthsofthefallingleaf。

"Thephysicianwatchesthesechangesastheastronomerwatchedtheriseofthegreatriver。Helongstorescueindividuals,toprotectcommunitiesfromtheinroadsofthesedestroyingagencies。Heusesallthemeanswhichexperiencehasapproved,trieseveryrationalmethodwhichingenuitycansuggest。Somefortunaterecoveryleadshimtobelievehehashituponapreventiveoracureforamaladywhichhadresistedallknownremedies。Hisrescuedpatientsoundshispraises,andawidecircleofhispatient\'sfriendsjoinsinachorusofeulogies。Self-loveapplaudshimforhissagacity。Self-

interestcongratulateshimonhishavingfoundtheroadtofortune;

thesenseofhavingprovedabenefactorofhisracesmoothsthepillowonwhichhelayshisheadtodreamofthebrilliantfutureopeningbeforehim。Ifasinglecoincidencemayleadapersonofsanguinedispositiontobelievethathehasmasteredadiseasewhichhadbaffledallwhowerebeforehistime,andonwhichhiscontemporarieslookedinhopelessimpotence,whatmustbetheeffectofaseriesofsuchcoincidencesevenonamindofcalmertemper!

Suchseriesofcoincidenceswillhappen,andtheymaywelldeceivetheveryelect。ThinkofDr。Rush,——youknowwhatafamousmanhewas,theveryheadandfrontofAmericanmedicalscienceinhisday,——andrememberhowhespokeaboutyellowfever,whichhethoughthehadmastered!

"Thusthephysicianisentangledinthemeshesofawideconspiracy,inwhichheandhispatientandtheirfriends,and-Natureherself,areinvolved。WhatwonderthatthehistoryofMedicineshouldbetosogreatanextentarecordofself-delusion!

"Ifthisseemsadangerousconcessiontotheenemiesofthetruescienceandartofhealing,IwillremindyouthatitisallimpliedinthefirstaphorismofHippocrates,theFatherofMedicine。Donotdrawawronginferencefromthefrankstatementofthedifficultieswhichbesetthemedicalpractitioner。Thinkrather,iftruthissohardofattainment,howpreciousaretheresultswhichtheconsentofthewisestandmostexperiencedamongthehealersofmenagreesinaccepting。Thinkwhatfollyitistocastthemasideinfavorofpalpableimpositionsstolenfromtherecordsofforgottencharlatanism,oroffantasticspeculationsspunfromthesquintingbrainsoftheoristsaswildastheEgyptianastronomer。

"Beginyourmedicalstudies,then,byreadingthefortiethandthefollowingfourchaptersof\'Rasselas。\'Yourfirstlessonwillteachyoumodestyandcautioninthepursuitofthemostdeceptiveofallpracticalbranchesofknowledge。Faithwillcomelater,whenyoulearnhowmuchmedicalscienceandarthaveactuallyachievedforthereliefofmankind,andhowgreatarethepromisesitholdsoutofstilllargertriumphsovertheenemiesofhumanhealthandhappiness。”

Afterthereadingofthispapertherewasalivelydiscussion,whichwehavenoroomtoreporthere,andtheSocietyadjourned。

XIV

MISSVINCENT\'SSTARTLINGDISCOVERY。

Thesober-minded,sensible,well-instructedDr。Buttswasnotalittleexercisedinmindbythedemandsmadeuponhisknowledgebyhisyoungfriend,andforthetimebeinghispupil,MissLuridaVincent。

"Idon\'twondertheycalledherTheTerror,"hesaidtohimself。

"Sheisenoughtofrightenanybody。ShehastakendownoldbooksfrommyshelvesthatIhadalmostforgottenthebacksof,andastothemedicaljournals,Ibelievethegirlcouldindexthemfrommemory。Sheisinpursuitofsomespecialpointofknowledge,Ifeelsure,andIcannotdoubtwhatdirectionsheisworkingin,butherwonderfulwayofdealingwithbooksamazesme。”

Whatmarvelsthose"firstscholars"intheclassesofourgreatuniversitiesandcollegesare,tobesure!Theyarenot,asarule,themostdistinguishedoftheirclassinthelongstruggleoflife。

Thechancesarethat"thefield"willbeat"thefavorite"overthelongrace-course。Otherswilldevelopalongerstrideandmorestayingpower。Butwhatfinegiftsthose"firstscholars"havereceivedfromnature!Howdullwewriters,famousorobscure,areintheacquisitionofknowledgeascomparedwiththem!Toleadtheirclassmatestheymusthavequickapprehension,finememories,thoroughcontroloftheirmentalfaculties,strongwill,powerofconcentration,facilityofexpression,——awonderfulequipmentofmentalfaculties。Ialwayswanttotakemyhatofftothefirstscholarofhisyear。

Dr。ButtsfeltsomewhatinthesamewayashecontemplatedTheTerror。Shesurprisedhimsooftenwithherknowledgethathewasreadytoreceiveherwithoutastonishmentwhensheburstinuponhimoneallaywithacryoftriumph,"Eureka!Eureka!"

"Andwhathaveyoufound,mydear?"saidthedoctor。

Luridawasflushedandpantingwiththeexcitementofhernewdiscovery。

"IdobelievethatIhavefoundthesecretofourstrangevisitor\'sdreadofallhumanintercourse!"

Theseasonedpractitionerwasnoteasilythrownoffhisbalance。

"Waitaminuteandgetyourbreath,"saidthedoctor。"Areyounotalittleoverstatinghispeculiarity?Itisnotquitesobadasthat。

Hekeepsamantoservehim,hewascivilwiththepeopleattheOldTavern,hewasaffableenough,Iunderstand,withtheyoungfellowhepulledoutofthewater,orrescuedsomehow,——Idon\'tbelievebeavoidsthewholehumanrace。Hedoesnotlookasifhehatedthem,sofarasIhaveremarkedhisexpression。Ipassedafewwordswithhimwhenhismanwasailing,andfoundhimpoliteenough。No,I

don\'tbelieveitismuchmorethananextremecaseofshyness,connected,perhaps,withsomecongenitalorotherpersonalrepugnancetowhichhasbeengiventhenameofanantipathy。”

Luridacouldhardlykeepstillwhilethedoctorwasspeaking。Whenhefinished,shebegantheaccountofherdiscovery:

"IdocertainlybelieveIhavefoundanaccountofhiscaseinanItalianmedicaljournalofaboutfourteenyearsago。ImetwithareferencewhichledmetolookoverafileoftheGiornaledegliOspitalilyingamongtheoldpamphletsinthemedicalsectionoftheLibrary。Ihavemadeatranslationofit,whichyoumustreadandthentellmeifyoudonotagreewithmeinmyconclusion。”

"Tellmewhatyourconclusionis,andIwillreadyourpaperandseeformyselfwhetherIthinktheevidencejustifiestheconvictionyouseemtohavereached。”

Lurida\'slargeeyesshowedtheirwholeroundslikethetwohalvesofamapoftheworld,asshesaid,"IbelievethatMauriceKirkwoodissufferingfromtheeffectsofthebiteofaTARANTULA!"

Thedoctordrewalongbreath。HerememberedinavaguesortofwaythestorieswhichusedtobetoldoftheterribleApulianspider,buthehadconsignedthemtothelimboofmedicalfablewheresomanyfictionshaveclothedthemselveswithalocalhabitationandaname。

Helookedintotheroundeyesandwidepupilsalittleanxiously,asifhefearedthatshewasinastateofundueexcitement,but,truetohisprofessionaltraining,hewaitedforanothersymptom,ifindeedhermindwasinanymeasureoffitsbalance。

"Iknowwhatyouarethinking,"Luridasaid,"butitisnotso。\'I

amnotmad,mostnobleFestus。\'Youshallseetheevidenceandjudgeforyourself。Readthewholecase,——youcanreadmyhandalmostasifitwereprint,andtellmeifyoudonotagreewithmethatthisyoungmanisinallprobabilitythesamepersonastheboydescribedintheItalianjournal,Onethingyoumightsayisagainstthesupposition。TheyoungpatientisspokenofasSignorinoM……Ch……ButyoumustrememberthatchispronouncedhardinItalian,likek,whichletteriswantingintheItalianalphabet;anditisnaturalenoughthattheinitialofthesecondnameshouldhavegotchangedintherecordtoitsItalianequivalent。”

Beforeinvitingthereadertofollowthedetailsofthisextraordinarycaseasfoundinamedicaljournal,thenarratorwishestobeindulgedinafewwordsofexplanation,inorderthathemaynothavetoapologizeforallowingtheintroductionofasubjectwhichmaybethoughttobelongtotheprofessionalstudentratherthantothereadersofthisrecord。Thereisagreatdealinmedicalbookswhichitisveryunbecomingtobringbeforethegeneralpublic,——agreatdealtorepel,todisgust,toalarm,toexciteunwholesomecuriosity。Itisnotthemenwhosedutieshavemadethemfamiliarwiththisclassofsubjectswhoaremostlikelytooffendbyscenesanddescriptionswhichbelongtothephysician\'sprivatelibrary,andnottotheshelvesdevotedtopoliteliterature。

GoldsmithandevenSmollett,bothhavingstudiedandpractisedmedicine,couldnotbyanypossibilityhaveoutragedallthenaturalfeelingsofdelicacyanddecencyasSwiftandZolahaveoutragedthem。Butwithouthandlingdoubtfulsubjects,therearemanycuriousmedicalexperienceswhichhaveinterestforeveryoneasextremeillustrationsofordinaryconditionswithwhichallareacquainted。

Noonecanstudythenowfamiliarhistoryofclairvoyanceprofitablywhohasnotlearnedsomethingofthevagariesofhysteria。NoonecanreadunderstandinglythelifeofCowperandthatofCarlylewithouthavingsomeideaoftheinfluenceofhypochondriasisandofdyspepsiauponthedispositionandintellectofthesubjectsofthesemaladies。Ineednotapologize,therefore,forgivingpublicitytothatpartofthisnarrativewhichdealswithoneofthemostsingularmaladiestobefoundintherecordsofbodilyandmentalinfirmities。

ThefollowingistheaccountofthecaseastranslatedbyMissVincent。Forobviousreasonsthewholenamewasnotgivenintheoriginalpaper,andforsimilarreasonsthedateoftheeventandthebirthplaceofthepatientarenotpreciselyindicatedhere。

[GiornaledegliOspitali,Luglio21,18。1

REMARKABLECASEOFTARANTISM。

"Thegreatinterestattachingtotheverysingularandexceptionalinstanceofthisrareaffectioninducesustogiveafullaccountoftheextraordinaryexampleofitsoccurrenceinapatientwhowasthesubjectofarecentmedicalconsultationinthiscity。

"SignorinoM……Ch……istheonlysonofagentlemantravellinginItalyatthistime。Heiselevenyearsofage,ofsanguine-nervoustemperament,lighthair,blueeyes,intelligentcountenance,wellgrown,butratherslightinform,toallappearanceingoodhealth,butsubjecttocertainpeculiarandanomalousnervoussymptoms,ofwhichhisfathergivesthishistory。

"Nineyearsago,thefatherinformsus,hewastravellinginItalywithhiswife,thischild,andanurse。TheywerepassingafewdaysinacountryvillagenearthecityofBari,capitaloftheprovinceofthesamenameinthedivision(compartamento)ofApulia。Thechildwasinperfecthealthandhadneverbeenaffectedbyanyseriousillness。Onthe10thofJulyhewasplayingoutinthefieldnearthehousewherethefamilywasstayingwhenhewasheardtoscreamsuddenlyandviolently。Thenurserushingtohimfoundhimingreatpain,sayingthatsomethinghadbittenhiminoneofhisfeet。

Alaborer,oneTommaso,ranupatthemomentandperceivedinthegrass,nearwheretheboywasstanding,anenormousspider,whichheatoncerecognizedasatarantula。Hemanagedtocatchthecreatureinalargeleaf,fromwhichhewasafterwardstransferredtoawide-

mouthedbottle,wherehelivedwithoutanyfoodforamonthormore。

Thecreaturewascoveredwithshorthairs,andhadapairofnipper-

likejaws,withwhichhecouldinflictanuglywound。Hisbodymeasuredaboutaninchinlength,andfromtheextremityofoneofthelongestlimbstotheotherwasbetweentwoandthreeinches。

Suchwastheaccountgivenbythephysiciantowhomthepeasantcarriedthegreatspider。

"Theboywhohadbeenbittencontinuedscreamingviolentlywhilehisstockingwasbeingremovedandthefootexamined。Theplaceofthebitewaseasilyfoundandthetwomarksoftheclaw-likejawsalreadyshowedtheeffectsofthepoison,asmalllividcircleextendingaroundthem,withsomepuffyswelling。ThedistinguishedDr。Amadeiwasimmediatelysentfor,andappliedcupsoverthewoundsinthehopeofdrawingforththepoison。Invainallhisskillandefforts!

Soon,ataxic(irregular)nervoussymptomsdeclaredthemselves,anditbecameplainthatthesystemhadbeeninfectedbythepoison。

Thesymptomswereverymuchlikethoseofmalignantfever,suchasdistressabouttheregionoftheheart,difficultyofbreathing,collapseofallthevitalpowers,threateningimmediatedeath。Fromthesefirstsymptomsthechildrallied,buthisentireorganismhadbeenprofoundlyaffectedbythevenomcirculatingthroughit。Hisconstitutionhasneverthrownoffthemaladyresultingfromthistoxic(poisonous)agent。ThephenomenawhichhavebeenobservedinthisyoungpatientcorrespondsonearlywiththoseenumeratedintheelaborateessayofthecelebratedBaglivithatonemightthinktheyhadbeentranscribedfromhispages。

"Heisveryfondofsolitude,——ofwanderingaboutinchurchyardsandotherlonelyplaces。Hewasoncefoundhidinginanemptytomb,whichhadbeenleftopen。Hisaversiontocertaincolorsisremarkable。Generallyspeaking,heprefersbrighttintstodarkerones,buthislikesanddislikesarecapricious,andwithregardtosomecolorshisantipathyamountstopositivehorror。Someshadeshavesuchaneffectuponhimthathecannotremainintheroomwiththem,andifhemeetsanyonewhosedresshasanyofthatparticularcolorhewillturnawayorretreatsoastoavoidpassingthatperson。Amongthese,purpleanddarkgreenaretheleastendurable。

Hecannotexplainthesensationswhichtheseobnoxiouscolorsproduceexceptbysayingthatitislikethedeadlyfeelingfromablowontheepigastrium(pitofthestomach)。

"Aboutthesameseasonoftheyearatwhichthetarantularpoisoningtookplaceheisliabletocertainnervousseizures,notexactlylikefaintingorepilepsy,butremindingthephysicianofthoseaffections。Alltheothersymptomsareaggravatedatthistime。

"Inotherrespectsthanthosementionedtheboyisingoodhealth。

Heisfondofriding,andhasaponyonwhichhetakesagreatdealofexercise,whichseemstodohimmoregoodthananyotherremedy。

"Theinfluenceofmusic,towhichsomuchhasbeenattributedbypopularbeliefandevenbythedistinguishedProfessortowhomweshallagainrefer,hasnotasyetfurnishedanysatisfactoryresults。

Ifthegraversymptomsrecurwhilethepatientisunderourobservation,weproposetomakeuseofanagencydiscreditedbymodernskepticism,butdeservingofafairtrialasanexceptionalremedyforanexceptionaldisease。

"ThefollowingextractsfromtheworkofthecelebratedItalianphysicianofthelastcenturyaregivenbythewriterofthepaperintheGiornaleintheoriginalLatin,withatranslationintoItalian,subjoined。Herearetheextracts,orratherhereisaselectionfromthem,withatranslationofthemintoEnglish。

"AftermentioningthesingularaversiontocertaincolorsshownbythesubjectofTarantism,Bagliviwritesasfollows:

"\'Etsiastantesincedantvestibuseocoloredifusis,quiTarantatisingratesest,necesseestutabillorumaspecturecedant;namadintuitummolesticolorisangorecordis,etsymptomatumrecrudescantiastatingcorripiuntur。\'(G。Baglivi,Op。Omnia,page614。Lugduni,1745。)

"Thatis,\'ifthepersonsaboutthepatientweardressesofthecolorwhichisoffensivetohim,hemustgetawayfromthesightofthem,foronseeingtheobnoxiouscolorheisatonceseizedwithdistressintheregionoftheheart,andarenewalofhissymptoms。\'

"Astotherecurrenceofthemalady,Baglivisays:

"\'Damcalorsolisardentiusexurereincipat,quodcontingitcircainitiaJuliietAugusti,Tarantatilentevenientemrecrudescentiamvenenipercipiunt。\'(Ibid。,page619。)

"WhichIrender,\'Whentheheatofthesunbeginstoburnmorefiercely,whichhappensaboutthebeginningofJulyandAugust,thesubjectsofTarantismperceivethegraduallyapproachingrecrudescence(returningsymptoms)ofthepoisoning。Amongtheremediesmostvaluedbythisillustriousphysicianisthatmentionedinthefollowingsentence:

"\'Laudomagnopereequitationesinaererusticanofactassingulisdiebus,hordpotissimummatutina,quibusequitationibusmorboschronicospeneincurabilesprotanuseliminavi。\'

"Orintranslation,"\'Icommendespeciallyridingonhorsebackincountryair,everyday,bypreferenceinthemorninghours,bytheaidofwhichhorsebackridingIhavedrivenoffchronicdiseaseswhichwerealmostincurable。\'"

MissVincentreadthispaperaloudtoDr。Butts,andhandedittohimtoexamineandconsider。Helistenedwithagravecountenanceanddevoutattention。

Asshefinishedreadingheraccount,sheexclaimedinthepassionatetonesofthedeepestconviction,"There,doctor!Haven\'tIfoundthetruestoryofthisstrangevisitor?Haven\'tIsolvedtheriddleoftheSphinx?Whocanthismanbebuttheboyofthatstory?Lookatthedateofthejournalwhenhewaselevenyearsold,itwouldmakehimtwenty-fivenow,andthatisjustabouttheagethepeopleherethinkhemustbeof。WhatcouldaccountsoentirelyforhiswaysandactionsasthatstrangepoisoningwhichproducesthestatetheycallTarantism?IamjustassureitmustbethatasIamthatIamalive。Oh,doctor,doctor,I

mustberight,——thisSignprinoM……Ch……wastheboyMauriceKirkwood,andthestoryaccountsforeverything,——hissolitaryhabits,hisdreadofpeople,——itmustbebecausetheywearthecolorshecan\'tbear。Hismorningridesonhorseback,hiscomingherejustastheseasonwasapproachingwhichwouldaggravateallhissymptoms,doesn\'tallthisprovethatImustberightinmyconjecture,——no,myconviction?"

Thedoctorknewtoomuchtointerrupttheyoungenthusiast,andsoheletherrunonuntilsherandown。Hewasmoreusedtotherulesofevidencethanshewas,andcouldnotacceptherpositiveconclusionsoreadilyasshewouldhavelikedtohavehim。Heknewthatbeginnersareveryapttomakewhattheythinkarediscoveries。Buthehadbeenananglerandknewthemeaningofayieldingrodandaneasy-runningreel。Hesaidquietly,"Youareamostsagaciousyounglady,andaveryprettyprimafaciecaseitisthatyoumakeout。IcanseenoproofthatMr。KirkwoodisnotthesamepersonastheM……Ch……ofthemedicaljournal,——thatis,ifIacceptyourexplanationofthedifferenceintheinitialsofthesetwonames。Eveniftherewereadifference,thatwouldnotdisprovetheiridentity,fortheinitialsofpatientswhosecasesarereportedbytheirphysiciansareoftenalteredforthepurposeofconcealment。Idonotknow,however,thatMr。

Kirkwoodhasshownanyspecialaversiontoanyparticularcolor。Itmightbeinterestingtoinquirewhetheritisso,butitisadelicatematter。Idon\'texactlyseewhosebusinessitistoinvestigateMr。MauriceKirkwood\'sidiosyncrasiesandconstitutionalhistory。Ifheshouldhaveoccasiontosendformeatanytime,hemighttellmeallabouthimself,inconfidence,youknow。TheseoldaccountsfromBagliviarecuriousandinteresting,butIamcautiousaboutreceivinganystoriesahundredyearsold,iftheyinvolveanimprobability,ashisstoriesaboutthecureofthetarantulabitebymusiccertainlydo。Iamdisposedtowaitforfuturedevelopments,bearinginmind,ofcourse,theverysingularcaseyouhaveunearthed。Itwouldn\'tbeverystrangeifouryounggentlemanhadtosendformebeforetheseasonisover。Heisoutagooddealbeforethedewisoffthegrass,whichisratherriskyinthisneighborhoodasautumncomeson。Iamsomewhatcurious,Iconfess,abouttheyoungman,butIdonotmeddlewhereIamnotaskedfororwanted,andIhavefoundthateggshatchjustaswellifyouletthemaloneinthenestasifyoutakethemoutandshakethemeveryday。Thisisawonderfullyinterestingsuppositionofyours,andmayprovetobestrictlyinaccordancewiththefacts。ButIdonotthinkwehaveallthefactsinthisyoungman\'scase。Ifitwereprovedthathehadanaversiontoanycolor,itwouldgreatlystrengthenyourcase。

His\'antipatia,\'ashismancalledit,mustbeonewhichcoversawideground,toaccountforhisself-isolation,——andthecolorhypothesisseemsasplausibleasany。But,mydearMissVincent,Ithinkyouhadbetterleaveyoursingularandstrikinghypothesisinmykeepingforawhile,ratherthanletitgetabroadinacommunitylikethis,wheresomanytonguesareinactiveexercise。Iwillcarefullystudythispaper,ifyouwillleaveitwithme,andwewilltalkthewholematterover。Itisafairsubjectforspeculation,onlywemustkeepquietaboutit。”

ThislongspeechgaveLurida\'sperfervidbraintimetocooloffalittle。Sheleftthepaperwiththedoctor,tellinghimshewouldcomeforitthenextday,andwentofftotelltheresultofthisvisittoherbosomfriend,MissEuthymiaTower。

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