A Fancy of Hers

第1章

ThestagerumbledalongthemainstreetofGranville,anddrewupinfrontoftheonlyhotelofwhichthevillagecouldboast.Thedriverdescendedfromhisthrone,andcomingroundtothesideopenedthedoorandaddressedtheonlypassengerremainingwithin.

"Wheredoyouwanttogo,miss?"Agirl\'sfacelookedoutinquiringly."Isthisthehotel?"sheasked."Yes,miss."

"I

willgetouthere,"shesaidquietly.

Therewereafewloungersonthepiazza,whichextendedalongthewholefrontofthebuilding.Asshedescendedwithalightandspringystep,disregardingtheprofferedaidofthedriver,theyeyedhercuriously.

"Whoisshe,Abner?"askedTimothyVarnumofthedriver,asthestrangerenteredthehouse.

"I

reckonshe\'sthenewschoolteacher,"saidAbner;"IheardSquireHadleysayshewasexpectedtoday."

"Wheredoesshecomefrom?"

"YorkState,somewhere.Idon\'tjustlyknowwhere."

"Lookslikeacitygal."

"Mebbe,thoughIdon\'tthinkitwouldpayacitygaltocometoGranvilletoteach."

Unconsciousofthecuriositywhichherappearancehadexcited,thegirlenteredtheopenentryandpaused.Amiddleagedwoman,evidentlythelandladyoftheinn,speedilymadeherappearance."Goodafternoon,miss,"shesaid.

"ShallIshowyoutoaroom?"

"Thankyou,"saidthestranger,gratefully."Ishallbeverygladifyouwill.Theridehasbeenwarmanddusty.Mytrunksareonthestage——"

"Allright,miss,I\'llhavethemsentup.Ifyou\'llfollowmeupstairs,I\'llgiveyouaroom."

Sheledthewayintoafrontroom,veryplainlyfurnished,butwithapleasantviewofthevillagefromthewindows."Ithinkyouwillfindeverythingyourequire,"shesaid,preparingtogo."Supperwillbereadyinhalfanhour,butyoucanhaveitlaterifyouwish."

"I

shallbeready,thankyou."

Leftalone,thestrangersankintoawoodenrockingchair,andgazedthoughtfullyfromthewindow.

"Well,Ihavetakenthedecisivestep,"shesaidtoherself."Itmaybeamadfreak,butImustnotdrawbacknow.InsteadofgoingtoNewportortoEurope,Ihavedeliberatelyagreedtoteachthegrammarschoolinthisoutofthewaycountryplace.Iamwhollyunknownhere,anditishardlylikelythatanyofmyfriendswillfindmeout.ForthefirsttimeinmylifeIshallmakemyselfuseful——perhaps.Orwillmyexperimentendinfailure?Thatisaquestionwhichtimealonecansolve."

Sherose,andremovinghertravelingwraps,preparedforthetable.

Thenewcomer\'stwotrunkswerebeingremovedfromthestagewhenMrs.Slocumpassed,onherwaytothestore.Beingnaturallyofawatchfulandobservantturnofmind,thisworthyoldladymadeitherbusinesstofindoutallthatwasgoingoninthevillage.

"Whosetrunksarethem,Abner?sheasked,inavoicehighpitchedeventoshrillness.

"Theybelongtotheyoungladythat\'sstoppin\'inthehotel.Shecameinonthestage."

"Who\'sshe?"

"I

don\'tknowanymore\'nyoudo,"saidAbner,whoknewMrs.Slocum\'sfailing,andwasnotanxioustogratifyit.

"There\'shernameonacard,"saidtheoldladytriumphantly,pointingtooneofthetrunks."Ihain\'tgotmyglasseswithme.Justreaditoff,willyou?"

ProbablyAbnerhadalittlecuriosityofhisown.Atalleventshecompliedwiththeoldlady\'srequest,andreadaloud:

"MISSMABELFROST,Granville,N.H."

"Youdon\'tsay!"ejaculatedMrs.Slocum,inatoneofinterest.

"Why,it\'sthenewschoolteacher!Whatsortofalookingwomanisshe?"

"I

didn\'tnoticeher,partic\'lar.Shelookedquitelikealady."

"Areboththemtrunkshern?"

"Yes,ma\'am."

"Whatonairthdoesshewantwithtwotrunks?saidMrs.Slocum,disapprovingly.Mustbefondofdress.Ihopesheain\'tgoin\'tolarnourgalstoputonfinery."

"Mebbeshe\'sgotherbooksinoneof\'em,"suggestedAbner.

"A

wholetrunkfulofbooks!Landsakes!Youmustbecrazy.Nobodybutaministerwouldwantsomanybooksasthat.An\'it\'saclearwastefortheparsontobuysomanyashedoes.Ifhedidn\'tspendsomuchmoneythatway,hiswifecoulddressalittlemoredecent.Why,theman\'sgotatleasttwoorthreehundredbooksalready,andyethe\'salwayswantin\'tobuymore."

"I

guesshiswifewouldn\'twantthetrunksforherclothes,"suggestedAbner.

"Youareright,"saidMrs.Slocum,nodding."IdeclareI\'msickandtiredofthatoldbombazineshe\'sworntochurchthelastthreeyears.A

strangermightthinkwestintedtheminister."

"Precisely,Mrs.Slocum,"saidavoicebehindher.That\'smyopinion."

"Oh,Dr.Titus,isthatyou?"saidtheoldlady,turning.

"Whatisleftofme.I\'vebeenmakingcallsalltheafternoon,andI\'musedup.Soyouthinkwearestintingtheminister?"

"No,Idon\'t,"saidMrs.Slocum,indignantly."Ithinkwepayhimhandsome.Fivehundreddollarsayearandadonationpartyismore\'nsomeofusget."

"Delivermefromthedonationparty!"saidthedoctorhastily.

"Ilookuponthatasoneoftheminister\'strials."

"I

s\'poseyouwillhaveyourjoke,doctor,"saidMrs.Slocum,notverywellpleased."Itellyouadonationpartyisagreathelpwherethere\'safamily."

"Perhapsitis;butIamgladitisn\'tthefashiontohelpdoctorsinthatway."

Dr.

Tituswasafreespokenman,andalwayshadbeen.Hispracticewasonlymoderatelylucrativebutitwaswellknownthathepossessedacompetency,andcouldlivecomfortablyifallhispatientsdesertedhim;sonoonetookoffensewhenheexpressedhereticalnotions.HehadaheartysympathyforMr.Wilson,theCongregationalminister,whooffendedsomeofhisparishionersbyanoutwardaspectofpovertyinspiteofhismunificentsalaryoffivehundreddollarsayear.

"Thedoctor\'sgotqueernotions,"mutteredMrs.Slocum."Ifhetalksthatway,mebbetheministerwillgetdiscontented.ButasIsaytoDeaconSlocum,there\'smoretobehad,andyoungermen,too.Isometimesthinktheminister\'soutlivedhisusefulnesshere.Ayoungmanmightkinderstirupthepeoplemore,andmake\'emfeelmoreconvictedofsin.ButImustgoandtellthefolksaboutthenewschoolteacher.I\'dliketoseewhatsortsheis."

Mrs.

Slocum\'scuriositywasgratified.OnherwaybackfromthestoreshesawMissFrostsittingattheopenwindowofherchamberinthehotel.

"Looksasifshemightbeproud,"mutteredtheoldlady."Fondofdress,too.Idon\'tbelieveshe\'lldoforGranville."

AlthoughMrs.SlocumwasinahurrytogethomeshecouldnotresistthetemptationtocallatSquireHadley\'sandlethimknowthattheschoolteacherhadarrived.SquireBenjaminHadleywasthechairmanoftheSchoolCommittee.

EitherofthetwoGranvilleministerswouldhavebeenbetterfittedfortheoffice,buttheMethodistswereunwillingtoelecttheCongregationalminister,andtheMethodistministerwasopposedbymembersoftheotherparish.SoSquireHadleywasappointedasthecompromisecandidate,althoughhewasamanwhowouldprobablyhavefounditextremelydifficulttopassthemostlenientexaminationhimself.Hehadleftschoolattwelveyearsofage,andcircumstanceshadpreventedhisrepairingthedefectsofearlyinstruction.

Thereweretimeswhenhewastroubledbyasecretsenseofincompetence——

notablywhenhewascalledupontoexamineteachers.Hehadmanagedtomeetthisemergencyrathercleverly,ashethought,havingpersuadedMr.Wilsontodrawupforhimaseriesofquestionsinthedifferentbranches,togetherwiththecorrectanswers.Withthisassistancehewasabletoacquithimselfcreditably.

"Can\'tstayaminute,Squire,"saidMrs.Slocum,standingonthebroad,flatdoorstone."IthoughtI\'djeststopan\'tellyetheschoolteacherhascome."

"Whereisshe?"askedtheSquire,inatoneofinterest.

"Sheputupatthehotel.Iwastherejestnow,andsawhertwotrunks.Ratherhightonedforaschoolteacher,Ithink.Wedon\'tneedtwotrunksforourclothes,Mrs.Hadley."

"Youngpeopleareterribleextravagantnowadays,"saidMrs.Hadley,atallwoman,withathin,hatchet-likeface,andasharpnose.Itwasn\'tsowhenIwasyoung."

"That\'sagoodwhileago,Lucretia,"saidtheSquire,jokingly.

"You\'reolderthanIam,"saidtheladytartly."Itdon\'tbecomeyoutosneeratmyage."

"I

didn\'tmeananything,Lucretia,"saidherhusbandinanapologetictone.

"Didyouseethewoman,Mrs.Slocum?"askedMrs.Hadley,condescendingtoletthematterdrop.

"I

jestsawherlookingoutofthewindow,"saidMrs.Slocum."Lookslikeavain,conceitedsort."

"Verylikelysheis.Mr.Hadleyengagedherwithoutknowin\'anythin\'abouther."

"Youknow,Lucretia,shewashighlyrecommendedbyMaryBridgmanintheletterIreceivedfromher,"theSquiremildlyprotested.

"MaryBridgman,indeed!"hiswiferetortedwithscorn."Whatdoessheknowofwho\'sfittoteachschool?"

"Well,wemustgiveherafairshow.I\'llcallroundtothehotelaftertea,andseeher."

"It\'sherplacetocallhere,Ishouldsay,"saidtheSquire\'swife,influencedbyadesiretoseeandjudgethestrangerforherself.

"I

willtellhertocallheretomorrowmorningtobeexamined,"saidtheSquire.

"Whathourdoyouthinkyou\'llapp\'int?"askedMrs.Slocum,withavagueideaofbeingpresentonthatoccasion.

TheSquirefathomedherdesign,andanswereddiplomatically,"Ishallhavetofindoutwhenit\'llbemostconvenientforMissFrost."

"Herconvenience,indeed!"ejaculatedhiswife."IshouldsaythattheSchoolCommittee\'sconveniencewasmoreimportantthanhers.Likeasnotsheknowsmoreaboutdressthanshedoesaboutwhatyou\'veengagedhertoteach."

"Whereisshegoingtoboard?"askedMrs.Slocum,withunabatedinterestintheimportanttopicofdiscussion.

"I

can\'ttellyet."

"I

s\'poseshe\'dliketoliveinstyleatthehotel,soshecanshowoffherdresses."

"Itwouldtakeallherwagestopayforboardthere,"saidtheSquire.

"MebbeImighttakeher,"saidMrs.Slocum."Icouldgiveherthebackroomovertheshed."

"I

willmentionittoher,Mrs.Slocum,"saidtheSquirediplomatically,andMrs.Slocumhurriedhome.

"Youdon\'treallyintendtorecommendMrs.Slocum\'sasaboardingplace,Benjamin?"interrogatedhiswife."Idon\'tthinkmuchoftheteacheryou\'vehired,butshe\'droasttodeathinthatstivedupbackroom.Besides,Mrs.Slocumistheworstcookintown.Herbreadisabominable,andIdon\'twonderherfolksarealwaysailing."

"Don\'tbeuneasyaboutthat,Lucretia,"saidtheSquire."IfMissFrostgoestoMrs.Slocum\'stoboard,it\'llhavetobeonsomebodyelse\'srecommendation."

Thenewschoolteacherwassittingatthewindowinherroom,supperbeingover,whenthelandladycameuptoinformherthatSquireHadleyhadcalledtoseeher.

"HeisthechairmanoftheSchoolCommittee,isn\'the?"askedthestranger.

"Yes,miss."

"ThenwillyoubekindenoughtotellhimthatIwillbedowndirectly?"

SquireHadleywassittinginarockingchairinthestiffhotelparlor,whenMissFrostentered,andsaidcomposedly,"Mr.Hadley,Ibelieve?"

Sheexhibitedmoreselfpossessionthanmighthavebeenexpectedofoneinherposition,inthepresenceofofficialimportance.Therewasnottheslightesttraceofnervousnessinhermanner,thoughshewasawarethattheportlypersonbeforeherwastoexamineintoherqualificationsforthepostshesought.

"I

apprehend,"saidSquireHadley,inatoneofdignitywhichhealwaysputonwhenheaddressedteachers,"IapprehendthatyouareMissMabelFrost."

"Youarequiteright,sir.Iapprehend,"sheadded,withaslightsmile,"thatyouarethechairmanoftheSchoolCommittee."

"Youapprehendcorrectly,MissFrost.ItaffordsmegreatpleasuretowelcomeyoutoGranville."

"Youareverykind,"saidMabelFrostdemurely.

"Itisaresponsible,office——ahem!——thatofinstructorofyouth,"saidtheSquire,withlaboredgravity.

"I

hopeIappreciateit."

"Haveyouever——ahem!——taughtbefore?

"Thiswillbemyfirstschool."

"This——ahem!——isagainstyou,butItrustyoumaysucceed."

"I

trustso,sir,"

"Youwillhavetopassanexaminationinthestudiesyouaretoteach——

beforeME,"saidtheSquire.

"I

hopeyoumayfindmecompetent,"saidMabelmodestly,"I

hopeso,MissFrost;myexaminationwillbesearching.Ifeelitmydutytothetowntobeverystrict."

"Wouldyouliketoexaminemenow,Mr.Hadley?"

"No,"saidtheSquirehastily,"no,no——Ihaven\'tmypaperswithme.Iwilltroubleyoutocometomyhousetomorrowmorning,atnineo\'clock,ifconvenient."

"Certainly,sir.MayIaskwhereyourhouseis?"

"Myboyshallcallforyouinthemorning."

"Thankyou."

Mabelspokeasifthisterminatedthecolloquy,butSquireHadleyhadsomethingmoretosay.

"I

thinkwehavesaidnothingaboutyourwages,MissFrost,"heremarked.

"Youcanpaymewhateverisusual,"saidMabel,withapparentindifference.

"Wehaveusuallypaidsevendollarsaweek."

"Thatwillbequitesatisfactory,sir."

SoonafterSquireHadleyhadleftthehotelMabelFrostwentslowlyuptoherroom.

"SoIamtoearnsevendollarsaweek,"shesaidtoherself.

"Thisiswealthindeed!"Chapter2

Itistimetoexplainthatthenewschoolteacher\'snamewasnotMabelFrost,butMabelFrostFairfax,andthatshehadsoughtasituationatGranvillenotfromnecessitybutfromchoice——indeedfromsomethingverymuchlikeawhim.Herswasadecidedlycuriouscase.Shehadalltheadvantagesofwealth.Shehadyouth,beauty,andrefinement.Shehadtheentreetothemagicinnercircleofmetropolitansociety.Andyettherewasinheraneverpresentsenseofsomethinglacking.

Shehadgrownwearyoftheslaveryoffashion.Youngasshewas,shehadbeguntoknowitshollowness,itsutterinsufficiencyastheobjectofexistence.Shesoughtsometruerinterestinlife.Shehadfailedtosecurehappiness,shereasoned,becausethusfarshehadlivedonlyforherself.Whyshouldshenotlive,inpartatleast,forothers?Whynottakehershareoftheworld\'swork?

Shewasanorphan,andhadalmostnofamilyties.Theexperimentthatshecontemplatedmightbeanoriginalandunconventionalone,butshedeterminedtotryit.

Butwhatcouldshedo?

Itwasnatural,perhaps,thatsheshouldthinkofteaching.Shehadbeenfortunateenoughtograduateataschoolwheretheusefulaswellastheornamentalreceiveditsshareofattention,andhernaturalgifts,aswellasstudioushabits,hadgivenherthefirstplaceamongherschoolmates.

ThesuggestionthattheopportunityshesoughtmightbefoundinGranvillecamefromtheMaryBridgmantowhomSquireHadleyreferred.Marywasadressmaker,bornandrearedinGranville,whohadcometoNewYorktoestablishherselfthereinherlineofbusiness.MabelFairfaxhadforyearsbeenoneofhercustomers,and——assometimeshappenswithsocietygirlsandtheirdressmakers——hadmadeheraconfidante.AndsoithappenedthatMarywasthefirstpersontowhomMissFairfaxtoldherresolutiontodosomethinguseful.

"Buttellme,"sheadded,"whatshallIdo?Youarepractical.

Youknowmewell.WhatamIfitfor?"

"I

hardlyknowwhattosay,MissFairfax,"saidthedressmaker."Yourtrainingwouldinterferewithmanythingsyouarecapableofdoing.Icandobutonething."

"Andthatyoudowell."

"I

thinkIdo,"saidMary,withnofalsemodesty."Ihavefoundmypathinlife.Itwouldbetoohumbleforyou."

"Nottoohumble.Idon\'tthinkIhaveanyprideofthatkind;butInevercouldtoleratetheneedle.Ihaven\'tthepatience,Isuppose."

"Wouldyouliketeaching?"

"I

havethoughtofthat.ThatiswhatIam,perhaps,bestfittedfor;butIdon\'tknowhowtogoaboutit."

"Wouldyoubewillingtogointothecountry?"

"I

shouldpreferit.IwishtogosomewherewhereIamnotknown."

"Thenitmightdo,"saidMary,musingly.

"Whatmightdo?"

"Letmetellyou.IwasbornawayupinthenorthernpartofNewHampshire,inasmallcountrytown,withnoparticularattractionsexceptthatitliesnotfarfromthemountains.Ithasneverhadmorethanaveryfewsummervisitors.OnlyyesterdayIhadaletterfromGranville,andtheymentionedthatthecommitteewerelookingoutforateacherforthegrammarschool,whichwastobeginintwoweeks."

"Theverything,"saidMabelquickly."DoyouthinkIcouldobtaintheplace?"

"I

don\'tthinkanyonehasbeenengaged.Iwillwriteifyouwishmeto,andseewhatcanbedone."

"I

wishyouwould,"saidMabelpromptly.

"Doyouthink,MissFairfax,youcouldbecontenttopassthesummerinsuchaplace,workinghard,andperhapswithoutappreciation?"

"I

should,atallevents,beatwork;Ishouldfeel,forthefirsttimeinmylife,thatIwasofusetosomebody."

"Thereisnodoubtofthat.Youwouldfindagooddealtobedone;toomuch,perhaps."

"Bettertoomuchthantoolittle."

"IfthatisyourfeelingIwillwriteatonce.Haveyouanydirectionstogiveme?"

"Sayaslittleaspossibleaboutme.Iwishtobejudgedonmyownmerits."

"ShallIgiveyourname?"

"Onlyinpart.LetmebeMabelFrost."

ThuswasthewayopenedforMabel\'sappearanceinGranville.MaryBridgman\'srecommendationprovedeffectual."Shewaseducatedhere;sheknowswhatwewant,"saidSquireHadley;andheauthorizedtheengagement.

Whenthematterwasdecided,apracticaldifficultyarose.ThoughMabelhadanabundantwardrobe,shehadlittlethatwassuitedfortheschoolmistressofGranville.

"Ifyouweretowearyourlastseason\'sdresses——thoseyoutooktoNewport,"saidMaryBridgman,"youwouldfrighteneverybodyatGranville.Therewouldbenoendofgossip."

"Nodoubtyouareright,"saidMabel."Iputmyselfinyourhands.MakemehalfadozendressessuchasyouthinkIoughttohave.Thereisonlyaweek,butyoucanhireextrahelp."

Thedresseswerereadyintime.Theywereplainfortheheiress,buttherewasstillreasontothinkthatMissFrostwouldbebetterdressedthananyofherpredecessorsinoffice,partlybecausetheywerecutinthestyleoftheday,andpartlybecauseMabelhadagracefulfigure,whichallstylesbecame.ThoughMaryBridgman,whoknewGranvilleanditsinhabitants,hadsomemisgivings,itneveroccurredtoMabelthatshemightbeconsideredoverdressed,andthetwotrunks,whichledMrs.Slocumtopronouncehera"vain,conceitedsort,"reallyseemedtoherverymoderate.

AthalfpasteightinthemorningafterMissFrost\'sarrivalinGranvilleBenHadleycalledatthehotelandinquiredforthenewschoolteacher.

"I

guessyoumeanMissFrost,"saidthelandlord.

"I

don\'tknowwhathernameis,"saidBen."Dadwantshertocomeroundandbeexamined."

Benwasastoutboy,withlargecapacitiesformischief.Hewasbrightenough,ifhecouldonlymakeuphismindtostudy,butappearedtoconsidertimespentoverhisbooksaspracticallywasted.Physicallyandintemperamentheresembledhisfathermorethanhismother,andthiswasfortunate.Mrs.Hadleywasthinlippedandacid,withalargemeasureofselfishnessandmeanness.Herhusbandwaspompous,andoverestimatedhisownimportance,buthiswife\'sfaultswereforeigntohisnature.Hewaslikedbymostofhisneighbors;andBen,inhisturn,inspiteofhismischievoustendencies,wasapopularboy.Inonerespecthewasunlikehisfather.Hewasthoroughlydemocratic,andneverputonairs.

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